There's an old saying, that if you try cocaine one time, then you're hooked. What made you turn to coke in the first place? Were you being bullied or were you trying to show your friends that you were cool and could keep up with them? What kind of hell do you have to go through until you've had enough? Did you ever consider suicide? How do you get out? Have you ever been incarcerated for your drug addition? Do you still get the urge even now? How do you fight it/ Are you on any medication?