In this first episode we talk about the dark night of the soul, that particularly harrowing time in everyone's life where there seems to be no way out and we are filled with a sense of hopelessness. In those moments our faith in what we believe on a spiritual level can falter, but it can also be the beginning of a new way of living one's spirituality. We will talk about the dark night of the soul I experienced a decade ago, how I coped with it, how we are used to live our spirituality, what our beliefs are based on, how psychology and spirituality are intertwined in those moments, the role of our childhood ego and adolescent ego, control, false beliefs, and much more.