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homelessness for good. Hello, and welcome to point made
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the centerpoint podcast by young
1:10
people for young people. Today
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we're going to be talking about
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mental health. And this is a
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subject very close to my heart.
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My name is Kyla turret, and I am
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a Centerpoint ex resident, and
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I'm joined by some wonderful
1:22
panellists to help us discuss
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this topic, which is quite often
1:26
a stigma. So I'll let you guys
1:30
introduce yourselves first. And
1:30
we'll get into the topic of what
1:34
mental health means to you. My name is Sharon. So basically,
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I've recently been offered a
1:41
supported housing officer role
1:41
by centerpoint. But previously,
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I have experience with being a
1:44
support worker in a homelessness
1:47
charity. So I'm just waiting
1:47
before I started with
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centerpoint. Previously, I was
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attend to quite resident, I also
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volunteered in the policy team
1:55
for centre point. Also, I have
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experienced had mental health.
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So my topic is really important
2:04
to me. It's really an essential
2:04
topic to talk about in society
2:08
due to the stigma attached to
2:08
mental health. I've been in
2:11
hospitals with mental health.
2:11
I've had counselling therapy
2:15
through centre brain that are
2:15
supporting them to become more
2:17
independent today. Amazing. So yeah, we'll get a
2:19
lot of love from you about the
2:23
topic. Yes. And would you like
2:23
to introduce yourself?
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Hi, I'm Nora. I'm currently
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still receiving floating support
2:30
from centerpoint. I was never a
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resident, I've always received
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floating support. I think what
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mental health and health means
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to me in such a broad question,
2:39
but I think it's something I'm
2:42
living in learning and figuring
2:42
out for myself, I think as a
2:46
girl. Yeah, amazing.
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And I live in the Wembley area.
2:49
I have ASD Autistic Spectrum
2:54
Disorder, which, in terms of
2:54
mental health makes it difficult
2:58
to communicate, build relations
2:58
and understand emotions. But
3:04
overall, I've learned to manage
3:04
these things. So I'm here today
3:08
to talk about that with you guys. So I do actually have a list of
3:10
questions. But now you've said
3:12
that I would like to ask, what
3:12
are some of the stigmas that
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you've experienced? You know,
3:15
when you because of mental
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health? Let's start around this
3:20
way. Yeah, yeah.
3:24
So I'm now I mean, I've
3:24
graduated, I'm now a social
3:27
worker, and I've got a job so
3:27
adulation. Thank you. I think,
3:32
throughout my whole career,
3:32
well, university time and
3:35
started my career, I was really
3:35
worried about, you know,
3:39
probably not getting a job. Once
3:39
they know, oh, she's been
3:42
depressed before, or she has
3:42
terrible anxiety. Like, what if
3:45
she can't handle the job? I
3:45
think I was very afraid of being
3:48
stigmatised in that sense and
3:48
seen as someone who's who could
3:53
be who's basically unreliable
3:53
because of my mental health
3:56
issues. So yeah, I think that
3:56
was my biggest struggle with
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mental. So my biggest struggle with
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mental health is definitely
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being a university student.
4:05
studying sociology and politics,
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I felt that if I, if I over
4:09
shared what I was going through,
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I felt like I would experience
4:12
judgement, because of how people
4:16
view mental health, especially
4:16
with like depression, anxiety,
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anxiety disorders, a lot of it
4:19
is attached with stigma in
4:23
society, there's a lot of a
4:23
tarnished view towards it. And
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people that experienced mental
4:26
health are quite marginalised in
4:30
society, and ignored by the
4:30
government. So I feel like I
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felt like I couldn't share what
4:36
I was going through to my
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university lectures. I felt like
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I had to keep it to myself, but
4:43
having the services the NHS
4:43
Centerpoint being there for me,
4:48
it helps me to go to the point
4:48
of healing. So
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yeah, that's that's very deep
4:51
point of view. And that's really
4:54
important. Yes, Ben, what you've
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touched on it, but do you want
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to maybe give us some Another
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point.
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So I found that I've, in terms
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of communication, I found humour
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was the best way to sort things
5:06
out. But this sort of became a
5:10
problem within itself. My
5:10
diagnosis started to become my
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personality to a lot of people,
5:14
I would be introduced as the
5:18
autistic friend, which was
5:18
unfortunate, which returned me
5:21
into a sort of lightning rod for
5:21
jokes and everything, where I
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felt at the end of every joke,
5:26
even though I enjoyed the self
5:31
deprecating humour, and I was
5:31
fine with it. It made my
5:34
friendships feel hollow, in a
5:34
lot of ways, and it made it just
5:39
a bit harder, not understanding
5:39
why I was the end of these
5:42
jokes. So, wow, that's
5:44
really interesting. I think, for
5:44
me, everything you've all
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touched on, I can relate to in
5:47
some ways, the work that I do, I
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have to be very social I'm, I
5:51
work in PR and marketing as
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well. And I often have to be the
5:55
brave chi and go out there and
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show the smiley, happy chi, but
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there are days when I'm really
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struggling, and how do you
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relate? How do you tell them
6:06
that or tell people that and I,
6:06
I found that I haven't been
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brave enough to actually be able
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to find those safe spaces,
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particularly with them work,
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because you don't want to be I
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don't want to be stigmatised.
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And then be and then be known as
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chi, who can't get the job done,
6:18
or who can't be social, you
6:22
know. And so I would actually
6:22
like to ask guys, how do you
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think we, they can be a bit more
6:25
of a balance to really sort of
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break past these stigmas and let
6:29
people be more aware about
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mental health because I found
6:33
that when I do find that person
6:36
that I can actually be honest
6:36
with and say, you know, what, I
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was going for a bit of downtime,
6:39
you know, or I'm feeling a bit
6:44
depressed, or I'm suffering from
6:44
anxiety. And actually, today, I
6:48
can't go out. They've also told
6:48
me even themselves, or a family
6:54
member has a similar situation
6:54
or diagnosis, and you realise
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that you're not by yourself. So
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have you had any instances where
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you've opened up and found out
7:04
that actually, I'm not alone,
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that other people that are going
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through the same thing as me.
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So I'll go first. Basically,
7:13
like I said, earlier, the
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society there's a lot of stigma
7:17
attached to mental health, and a
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lot of people feel like they
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can't open up to their friends,
7:23
to their family, they have to
7:23
keep it to themselves.
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Statistics show that men are
7:25
more likely to commit suicide
7:28
because of the stigma that's
7:28
attached to it. There's also one
7:31
in four people in society that
7:31
have mental health issues. So I
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feel like one thing that will
7:35
help with the stigma is actually
7:37
finding a community of people
7:37
that will understand you, one
7:41
community that's helped me as
7:41
the church, I feel like the
7:44
church has really been helpful
7:44
in my healing. And me being able
7:47
to understand and know myself
7:47
and navigate ways to religion
7:52
has helped me to know myself
7:52
more, and why know myself, I was
7:55
able to be more bold, in myself
7:55
more confident, more assured in
8:00
everything that I'm doing. And
8:00
also, it's it's led to my
8:04
healing has led to me being more
8:04
independent living alone. Being
8:07
a student, that's been our final
8:07
year, it's been me being my
8:10
final year now, I'm just like,
8:10
wow, like it's been. It's just
8:13
only, it's only the confidence
8:13
that I have in myself and only
8:18
by the grace, as a Christian, I
8:18
say, as an ally by the grace of
8:21
God, that I've actually been
8:21
able to get past a lot of my
8:24
anxiety and depression, and
8:24
nearly be a graduate, which is
8:27
being the first graduate in my
8:27
family is amazing, for me is an
8:32
achievement. So I'm really
8:32
grateful. And I'm grateful for
8:34
this opportunity. That sounds really empowering
8:35
and enriching. What about you?
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Um, for me, it was definitely
8:39
figuring out, of course, a good
8:42
support system people you can
8:42
rely on. And as you said, Say to
8:46
tell them, Oh, I'm having a hard
8:46
day today. But I think as
8:49
someone who has an anxiety
8:49
disorder and does struggle with
8:53
depression, do you tend to
8:53
relapse in it, let's say,
8:57
because I've struggled with
8:57
depression for over five years.
9:01
Sometimes it's very repetitive.
9:01
So it's almost like it gets
9:03
hard, it becomes difficult for
9:03
you to then go back to that same
9:07
friend probably and tell them
9:07
again, oh, I'm feeling depressed
9:10
again. It's, it almost makes it
9:10
harder every time you relapse.
9:15
So for me, it became about kind
9:15
of challenge channelling other
9:19
people's, you know, bravery of
9:19
opening up to me. So for
9:23
example, as you were talking
9:23
about men, how it's mean, for
9:28
me, at least my male friends,
9:28
they don't really open up. But
9:31
when I'm sitting with them sometimes, and they're talking to me about their social
9:33
anxiety, and I'm like, what?
9:37
Since when you're the loudest,
9:37
you're literally the loudest in
9:40
the group. So things like that
9:40
are things that I don't, you
9:43
know, I don't perceive them as
9:43
someone who's anxious or who has
9:46
gone through a hard time or
9:46
who's ever been depressed. And
9:48
when they're sharing that stuff
9:48
with me, it can help me be like,
9:51
oh, gosh, like, if they're
9:51
opening up to me, I can do the
9:54
same. I'd either open up to them
9:54
or I'd go back to that one
9:58
friend I trust and say, You know
9:58
what? I'm having a hard time
10:00
again. And thank god, I've had a
10:00
really good support system. So
10:03
they will be there for me. But I
10:03
think it's just sometimes when
10:06
you're in that rut, it's really
10:06
hard to believe that people are
10:08
truly there for you. And then
10:08
again, honestly, if nothing
10:12
works, you've got your faith,
10:12
I'm in the same boat.
10:15
And they think so. That's
10:15
amazing. Ben, do you have a
10:18
support system or circle of
10:18
friends that you that you can
10:22
fall back on? I've found that opening up to
10:24
people has gotten easier over
10:29
time. But I've also found that
10:29
opening up to the wrong people
10:34
can happen every now and then.
10:34
So I think my support systems
10:40
are mostly professional. Even
10:40
though I'm slowly coming off a
10:46
lot of other support systems and
10:46
managing a lot on my own, I
10:51
still feel the need to check in
10:51
because even when I'm doing
10:56
well, quote unquote, well,
10:56
things are good, the good days
11:00
are coming. And there's not many
11:00
bad days in between, I still
11:03
need to work on my mental health
11:03
to prevent relapsing, which I
11:09
haven't been doing as much as I
11:09
should be doing.
11:11
I think, I think you make a
11:11
really important point there,
11:15
that, you know, there are
11:15
professionals out there to help
11:18
us and support us. And sometimes
11:18
if you open up to the wrong
11:21
people, that could also
11:21
backfire, and actually make you
11:25
feel even worse. So just always
11:25
knowing who you can go to the
11:29
other professionals that that's
11:29
their job to offer these
11:32
supports, I think this is really
11:32
important. And there should
11:34
actually be a more, it should
11:34
actually be more accessible for
11:37
young people to be able to find
11:37
this information. And I'd like
11:41
to think that actually
11:41
Centerpointe does a lot to be
11:44
able to steer people in the
11:44
right direction for so why do
11:48
you think mental health is more
11:48
prevalent with young people as
11:52
opposed to their counterparts
11:52
older adults,
11:57
adults have, you know, they,
11:57
it's easier for them to go and
12:03
access support, because they
12:03
kind of sometimes know what's
12:05
going on. I'm not saying all
12:05
adults do, but they've got the
12:09
better end of the stick. I
12:09
think, when I mean, I'm just
12:13
looking back and when I was in
12:13
school, you know, you're finding
12:16
yourself you're you're kind of
12:16
lost, you don't know who what
12:19
you identify as who you identify
12:19
as you want to belong in the
12:21
group you want to blend in, you
12:21
don't want to stand out, you
12:25
literally want to blend in, you
12:25
want to be accepted, you don't
12:27
really know what you want to be
12:27
accepted into even you're
12:30
figuring all of that out, that's
12:30
going to bring some nervousness,
12:33
anxiety anyways, and then you
12:33
have some instability at home,
12:35
let's say in, you know, other
12:35
aspects of your life that makes
12:39
that even harder and does make
12:39
you more susceptible to other
12:41
mental health issues. And if you
12:41
don't have people looking over
12:45
you and helping you out and
12:45
being patient with you, and
12:48
helping you figure it out and
12:48
guiding you into, you know,
12:50
feeling better, do I think these
12:50
things can just kind of get
12:55
worse, they can just kind of
12:55
snowball, until you become an
12:58
adult. And then you're like, Oh,
12:58
I get it all. I get everything
13:02
that happened to me when I was younger? Oh, absolutely. And then throw
13:03
in being homeless as well. And
13:07
the young person, you know, the
13:07
I think the stats of the
13:12
disparities between young people
13:12
who are homeless suffering from
13:16
mental health compared to, you
13:16
know, non homeless young people
13:20
is about 20%. So that's quite a
13:20
lot. So, you know, so tell us
13:26
about some of the ways that that
13:26
you've that you sought support,
13:32
and how easy was it to access
13:32
the support you.
13:37
So I've access support for you.
13:37
So when I used to live in Santa
13:41
Fe, about six years ago, I was
13:41
able to have psychotherapy after
13:45
leaving the hospital, which was
13:45
really helpful like it helps.
13:49
The talking therapy helped me to
13:49
deal with the anxiety and
13:51
depression that I was
13:51
experiencing, and helped me to
13:54
become more resilient in dealing
13:54
with work and university. Also,
14:01
I feel like the NHS has been
14:01
helpful. However, I feel like
14:04
there's a lot of pressure and a
14:04
lot of long waiting times in the
14:06
NHS. So I feel like a lot of
14:06
young people are not able to get
14:10
the support they need. And I'm not sure what exactly
14:11
needs to be done. My personal
14:14
experience at the age of 13 was
14:14
when I started to notice
14:20
something was wrong. I noticed
14:20
younger as well. But I was
14:25
afraid of mental health
14:25
services, specifically social
14:28
services because from an Asian
14:28
household, particularly my Asian
14:33
household, they were sort of
14:33
demonised. They were antagonise,
14:36
they were the enemy. If I would
14:36
talk to them, they would take me
14:40
away. And because I had no idea
14:40
what being taken away meant, I
14:44
sort of had this weird, childish
14:44
cartoon book sort of idea of a
14:49
man of a rucksack or bag of
14:49
money running away from a bank
14:53
and Stripe anyway. A Hamburglar
14:53
anyway, so I was afraid to
14:58
contact Social Services or to
14:58
contact any mental health stuff,
15:02
I did eventually talk to a
15:02
teacher who referred me to a
15:06
counsellor. And the counsellor
15:06
led me to the camp service. And
15:11
then the camp service led me to
15:11
inpatient admission for about
15:16
two and a half years at the age
15:16
of 15. So I left my home. And
15:22
that was hard, but not as hard
15:22
as I thought it was going to be,
15:27
weirdly enough, I felt at home
15:27
for the first time, which is
15:33
something I guess it was one of
15:33
the later questions as far as
15:37
well, that's really interesting,
15:37
I can relate to some degree
15:40
about, you know, the family
15:40
aspect, I grew up in a Ghanaian
15:44
household, and I remember my
15:44
auntie saying, oh, you know, you
15:47
don't, don't go and report, you
15:47
know, we kept the one rule was
15:51
that you keep your what happens
15:51
at home private. So it meant
15:55
that I couldn't speak to the
15:55
counsellors about what I was
15:57
going through, I also didn't
15:57
really even know the terms of
16:01
what I was going through,
16:01
because was like depression and
16:03
anxiety. To be very honest, I've
16:03
only just discovered that what
16:08
I've been feeling all this time
16:08
for my teenage years is anxiety,
16:12
you know, and I'm, like, however
16:12
old now. So these words were not
16:16
in our household, and nor were
16:16
we encouraged to even seek
16:21
support. So it wasn't until I
16:21
was actually at Centerpoint,
16:24
that I raised some of these
16:24
points with my caseworker and
16:31
got referred and learn and work
16:31
certain words and reading up on
16:35
them. And realising that it's
16:35
not just me, for the longest
16:38
time, I've just thought it was
16:38
me because no one in my house
16:40
spoke about it. And I don't
16:40
think that my family meant it in
16:44
in a bad way. It's just when you
16:44
are a minority, you probably
16:49
have a bit harder. And I think
16:49
for them, especially the older
16:54
generation, they just wanted me
16:54
to, to not be not, not fail. And
17:00
so their way of protecting me, I
17:00
suppose, was to just be like,
17:03
you know, chin up and get on
17:03
with it. And be strong. I
17:06
remember my aunt always say, Be
17:06
strong, be strong, and sometimes
17:11
you can't be strong. And the
17:11
best support I the best thing I
17:14
could have done for myself is
17:14
actually seek help, particularly
17:17
when I'm not feeling very
17:17
strong. Oh, sorry. Oh,
17:20
it's a point out the the wedding
17:20
strong vibe, I actually relate
17:24
to that quite a lot. So I'm
17:24
Filipino. And every time I've
17:29
been in an any department, I
17:29
will find fellow Filipinos.
17:32
Sometimes the staff, sometimes there's other people coming through, and they will notice
17:34
that I'm Filipino. And they will
17:37
always say the sort of sentence
17:37
Filipino strong, because it's
17:42
sort of we need to be strong for
17:42
some reason. And it's, I think
17:48
it's to its encouraging and what
17:48
they would want to hear maybe,
17:52
and that's why they use that
17:52
language for us. But maybe it's
17:56
not what we need at that time. I think also, you know, we have
17:58
a responsibility for ourselves
18:01
to take the information and use
18:01
it to what we can. If we If it's
18:05
good, if we find that it's
18:05
empowering, then take it if we
18:08
find that actually, I understand
18:08
what you're trying to do. But
18:10
actually right now, I don't need
18:10
that, then we just sort of have
18:13
to let it fly away, you know?
18:13
Yeah, but thank you for sharing
18:17
that. So Right. So you know,
18:17
we're going through quite a
18:20
difficult time in society. And
18:20
the cost of living is really
18:23
affecting Well, everyone across
18:23
the UK, but probably more so.
18:29
And not probably more so
18:29
actually more so young people,
18:32
young homeless people. How do
18:32
you let's start with how you
18:36
feel that this is affecting
18:36
young people.
18:40
I grew up in foster care. So I
18:40
didn't realise until last year
18:47
that I have a lot of financial
18:47
Sure. I didn't know that was
18:49
even a thing. It took me a while
18:49
to realise I was like, I think
18:52
you're traumatised and also by
18:52
money. I don't really understand
18:54
how that works. And it took me a
18:54
lot of research to figure out
18:57
oh, I understand what's going
18:57
on. Because now that I'm living
19:01
independently, I've noticed I'm
19:01
I would bulk buy things as if
19:05
like, I'm preparing for an
19:05
apocalypse. And I'm like, why am
19:08
I doing this so interesting. And
19:08
this was before COVID. Like the
19:12
way he people lived in COVID is
19:12
how I live my life. Like why why
19:16
are you buying full shampoos is
19:16
actually Okay, so I kept doing
19:20
these things. And I would say to
19:20
myself, because what if one day
19:23
you don't have money to cover
19:23
you have to pay rent for this
19:26
place and you're stocking up
19:26
with so much stuff, you're gonna
19:29
be like it's not logical. And
19:29
I'm trying to find the logic and
19:32
I never did, but that's just how
19:32
I've lived my life. And it was
19:38
the financial trauma that I had
19:38
in foster care. And that I had
19:41
when I moved out and you know,
19:41
the lack of support that I had
19:44
when I moved down to supported
19:44
accommodation for university and
19:47
then being homeless about I was
19:47
living with my best friend's
19:50
family, but technically homeless
19:50
all this time. All I ever
19:55
worried about the most was Oh my
19:55
God, these bills and you know,
19:59
I'm going to need money for my
19:59
future. I can't live like this.
20:02
Even when I was in university, I
20:02
knew you've only got this place
20:05
for like, two, three years, what
20:05
are you going to do then? So
20:07
it's like, it never ends. And
20:07
now that I'm living
20:10
independently with my sister, I
20:10
was like, Okay, you finally
20:15
figured it out, you've made,
20:15
you've got a budget, all your
20:18
bills come under this amount of
20:18
money, you're gonna be fine. And
20:22
then the bills go up. And I
20:22
said, I can't do this. I can't
20:25
even just use that band Exactly.
20:25
Just when I thought I had it all
20:30
figured out for just a bit. Like
20:30
I said, okay, just for the next
20:34
two years, I'm gonna be fine.
20:34
And I can, like, you know, have
20:37
my new job. And that can be the
20:37
most, you know, unstable thing,
20:42
I guess that can be the thing
20:42
you can focus and figure out
20:45
now, I felt like I had to do it
20:45
all over again. So almost feels
20:48
like how I was in first year
20:48
university is how I am in my
20:51
first year of my job, when now I
20:51
need to budget all over again.
20:54
And I'm a true, I'm a believer
20:54
of like, your wage can go up,
20:58
but your cost of living
20:58
shouldn't like try your best to
21:01
keep it to a minimum. And I'm
21:01
like, Well, now it's not in my
21:04
control. My bill is saying pay
21:04
80 pounds more for something
21:08
like I don't want my going to do now does that causes any stress on
21:10
you?
21:12
Oh, 100%. Like, of course I, I
21:12
experience extreme anxiety over
21:18
these things. And I'm the kind
21:18
of person that I'm thinking
21:21
about it all the time. I think
21:21
it's very hard as someone who
21:25
has anxiety to remember that
21:25
some things are not in your
21:28
control. So I'll be trying to
21:28
sleep, I'll be eating and I'm
21:32
hoping I'll be with friends
21:32
having a good time. And I'm not
21:34
spending any money right now.
21:34
But it's like, I'm losing money.
21:37
I keep feeling this, I keep
21:37
feeling like I'm always losing
21:40
money. And it makes me feel
21:40
literally sick. I just I then
21:46
I'm like, Oh, I just want to
21:46
sleep. I want to sleep this off.
21:49
But I can't, I literally can't
21:49
sleep because all I'm thinking
21:53
about is oh my god, like, you
21:53
don't have enough money for
21:56
rent, or, especially during this
21:56
time. I mean, was my last year
21:59
of university, I had to make the
21:59
big decision of being like,
22:03
gotta let go of your part time
22:03
job. You've got to focus on your
22:07
dissertation, you've got to
22:07
finish that up. And that was so
22:09
difficult for me. And it's
22:09
almost like I had to choose my
22:12
mental health. And ironically,
22:12
my mental health and my
22:16
education over paying my bills
22:16
and worrying about that I had to
22:21
live off my savings. But now
22:21
that I've lived off my savings,
22:24
and yeah, that was it was okay.
22:24
Now I have this terrible guilt.
22:28
That How could you do that? For
22:28
the girl who always stocked up
22:31
everything and you know, save
22:31
that much money, you've spent it
22:33
all? And I'm like, I'm living
22:33
lavish.
22:37
It's almost like you've got to
22:37
purse, you've got to Pisa ones,
22:41
like, you know, the one that
22:41
stocked up in the ones like give
22:43
yourself a break. What you were
22:43
healing? Exactly. You're
22:48
healing. I think there's so much guilt with
22:49
that. But also
22:51
hope you're not too hard on
22:51
yourself. Working on it working
22:54
on it is a process. So I feel like the cost of living has
22:56
had a negative impact on me,
22:59
because I've had to deal with
22:59
the increase in rent, food,
23:05
everything. And it's like my
23:05
wages have not increased. So how
23:09
am I gonna manage with these,
23:09
this cost of living that has
23:11
changed, you know, and it's
23:11
like, it creates a vicious cycle
23:16
for young people that are not
23:16
working, though on Universal
23:19
Credit, it creates a vicious
23:19
cycle of mental health issues
23:22
that constantly keeps returning
23:22
because of the low income. I
23:26
mean, many homeless young people
23:26
are experiencing mental health
23:29
issues because of the fact that
23:29
they cannot afford food and
23:33
their rent bills and their
23:33
service charge. So it's like it
23:37
causes it causes more issues
23:37
than not,
23:40
I think it's not just a problem
23:40
with the cost of living. It's
23:43
the cost of surviving it. They
23:43
come up slowly, these small
23:51
things that increase in price,
23:51
so travel increases a small
23:55
amount and you think, okay,
23:55
that's a bit weird, but okay,
23:57
I'll be fine. And it starts to
23:57
accumulate day after day after
24:00
day after day. Your basic
24:00
necessities when you're trying
24:04
to become healthy and getting
24:04
the right foods and stuff. Okay,
24:08
yeah, I can't afford this gluten
24:08
free thing, but I can afford
24:11
this thing, but it seems to have
24:11
doubled in price already. For
24:16
me, it was pasture because
24:16
pasture is my home food. It's my
24:20
favourite food, I can use
24:20
anything with it. But I have to
24:24
rely on a lot more processed
24:24
foods and things have not been
24:27
healthy. And everything is just
24:27
going up and up and up. And it's
24:33
it's not even living anymore.
24:33
It's trying to get through it
24:35
all. Almost like a zombie like
24:35
fashion of sort of going from
24:40
one thing to the next and I 100%
24:40
agree with the I just want to
24:44
sleep it off. I hope I close my
24:44
eyes and this is all just a
24:48
weird dream. Maybe tap my shoes
24:48
three times and say oh, no place
24:53
like home. We're still
24:53
struggling
24:56
but you know the sleeping thing
24:56
just to come back to that so you
25:00
I had a bit of an anxiety
25:00
attack, and I had to social
25:04
engagements to go to. And I
25:04
really was not in the mood to go
25:08
out there. But in my line of
25:08
work, you kind of have to show
25:11
your face otherwise you almost
25:11
forgotten. And I just had to put
25:14
on my mask and smile. But there
25:14
is a magic about sleeping things
25:19
off this morning, I woke up and
25:19
I was actually feeling like,
25:23
first slate, we started knew
25:23
what happened yesterday
25:26
happened. Let's try and shake it
25:26
off. Obviously, it's not always
25:29
that easy, because I also spent
25:29
three months in bed over the
25:32
summer, so I know myself as
25:32
well. But when I do have the
25:36
energy to lift myself up, I just
25:36
run with it.
25:40
It's weird. There's this
25:40
expectation that we're going to
25:42
be fine. You know, oh, we were
25:42
young once it was completely
25:45
fine that we were young, so it's
25:45
completely fine for them. They
25:48
don't understand that if we
25:48
can't maintain our mental health
25:54
or physical health for any sort
25:54
of health and relationships and
25:57
everything, then we can't feed
25:57
back into this society.
26:01
I think it's also something Ben
26:01
said about health, about well,
26:05
specifically about picking
26:05
certain foods. I think the cost
26:10
of living issue can really mess
26:10
up people's habits. So for me,
26:14
for example, I'm like, I
26:14
remember in university people
26:17
were like, You're rich. I'm
26:17
like, No, I just I just didn't
26:20
really know how to budget my
26:20
money and buy the right healthy
26:22
foods. And I could afford to do
26:22
that at that time. But now Now
26:26
you're not going to catch me
26:26
buying strawberries. Why are
26:28
they so expensive, it's so
26:28
ridiculous. And then I don't
26:33
want to buy fruits, right. And
26:33
if I'm going to make a meal, if
26:36
I'm going to cook my dinner,
26:36
let's say you have to buy five
26:39
ingredients, 10 ingredients,
26:39
whatever it is, I'm so guilty
26:43
buying them because they're,
26:43
they've all gone up a little. So
26:47
then I'm just frustrated. I'm
26:47
like, I don't want to buy this a
26:50
while I'll figure it out. I go
26:50
home and I'm upset. And I don't
26:55
even allow myself to be fully
26:55
upset about it. I don't truly
26:59
acknowledge as much I'd like, I
26:59
think since the cost of living
27:02
has gone up, I've been quite in
27:02
denial. But then I'm gonna order
27:05
take away because I need to eat
27:05
and it is more expensive. But
27:09
then again, it's like enough
27:09
portion of a food. Let's say
27:13
that I'm going to eat it, let's
27:13
say for two days. And I'm not
27:16
going to worry for two days kind
27:16
of a thing. I'm like, now I've
27:18
got food in the fridge. But if I
27:18
have to buy ingredients and
27:21
cook, I feel like that all that
27:21
time I'm doing it. I'm just
27:23
thinking about how much money
27:23
I've lost instead of actually
27:26
providing myself with, well,
27:26
it's a necessity, you know, and
27:30
enjoying my food. I remember a
27:30
time in my life where my whole
27:33
diet kind of was. It was all
27:33
about accommodating my mental
27:38
health. Like till this day, I
27:38
will religiously have
27:42
blueberries because they helped
27:42
me with my anxiety. So
27:46
blueberries are expensive,
27:46
expensive portion, we would
27:51
justify getting the takeaway,
27:51
you know, that's why I think
27:55
blueberries are definitely encouraged the
27:56
healthy eating is so helpful.
28:00
Like if you're experiencing
28:00
depression or anxiety, having
28:03
likes on like pineapple, some
28:03
oranges, some vitamin C will
28:06
help you it's just hard. And I
28:06
love you to your body. Having
28:10
that helps me stay afloat. Yeah,
28:10
having that budgeting, support
28:15
and actually implementing
28:15
budgeting for yourself. It's
28:18
like it will change your life
28:18
and it will improve and saving
28:22
up for the future will help you
28:22
when you actually move out from
28:25
centre point so that you can
28:25
afford housing because the cost
28:28
of housing has increased. It's like you taking care of
28:29
yourself and those those are usually the
28:31
first steps to feeling better.
28:35
All those little good things you
28:35
do for yourself amount to that
28:38
day where you wake up and you're
28:38
like I'm feeling stronger. A lot
28:41
of the times it's been just like
28:42
one cooking session I've done
28:44
alone for dinner, let's say in
28:44
my house and after that I'm such
28:49
a different person and I'm
28:49
literally after asleep and then
28:53
I'm a new person tomorrow I feel
28:53
so much better. But if I can't
28:56
do that because of these living
28:56
costs, I'm late it's going to be
28:59
a cycle. I am meant to get better when do you want to add to that
29:02
become so creative recently with
29:02
mules wishes great in a weirdly
29:09
bad way. I am mixing foods
29:09
together that this is in my
29:13
cupboard visit my cupboard let's
29:13
try this out and then it's it's
29:17
horrible but I had to eat it because yeah
29:18
waste not want not because
29:22
he's not wanting to i i have
29:22
also been stockpiling before the
29:25
pandemic as well. I always have
29:25
canned foods on me. So that's
29:30
beans, tomatoes, anything
29:30
anything you can put in the can.
29:34
Filipinos love spam which I'm
29:34
not sure if it's a wartime food
29:39
but we love it for some reason.
29:39
My family in particular loves
29:42
just fry that stuff put on some
29:42
rice that's a meal anyway. And
29:48
yeah, also I do have a drawer in
29:48
my room, which is just full of
29:54
ramen. Which which is great,
29:57
because ya know, it's beautiful. You chop a spring on it on
29:58
there. stuff like saving for the apocalypse or
30:01
something. I need to I need to say
30:05
something. I've somehow made it
30:09
the healthiest thing of all. Give us the healthy version.
30:12
Oh my God isn't I cook my ramen,
30:12
whichever one is the spiciest
30:17
one you know there's like plenty
30:17
different ones make my ramen,
30:20
I've got my seaweed on the side,
30:20
I find the on offer and I hold
30:25
on to it for dear life. I get
30:25
myself I've stopped pollen
30:28
salmon in my freezer. Like my
30:28
sister really annoyed, she's
30:31
required to keep buying some of
30:31
salmon. If I find it enough,
30:33
I'll buy five packets. But
30:33
that's such a good idea because
30:36
I take it out the night before I
30:36
put it in the fridge. Next
30:40
morning, I'm gonna fry it up, I
30:40
fry up and then I put mushrooms
30:44
and some other stuff and spring
30:44
on the end and then a crispy
30:47
fried, sunny side up egg on my
30:47
ramen, and then I'm gonna be
30:52
honest, I actually never even
30:52
get to finish the ramen, I get
30:55
to eat everything else because
30:55
it's full of protein. But if I
30:58
had it all alone, it would be
30:58
really silly. So it's like ramen
31:01
is like my base and I get to eat
31:01
a little bit Oh my God, that's a
31:05
healthy meal. That sounds like a Michelin
31:05
starred packet ramen.
31:11
The ramen noodles in the pot. I
31:11
like to instead of frying the
31:16
egg putting on top. Because then
31:16
I have to clean up the pan I
31:19
like to I like to fry an egg in a
31:20
saucepan. You fill it with water, you have
31:25
the ramen cooking and at some
31:27
point you will put your just
31:27
crack an egg in there. And if
31:30
you can do it without cracking
31:30
the yolk, you'll find even if
31:34
you do hide the yolk, it's still
31:34
good. You put the lid on top for
31:36
like two minutes. And that's how I think we should definitely
31:39
have a mental health food
31:43
programme. You guys can like
31:43
share more of your
31:47
board. Because even me, like on
31:47
a day on a weekly basis. I juice
31:52
like fruit and veg for the week.
31:52
And I'm telling you it's so good
31:55
for my mental health. Like
31:55
instead of having coffee and
31:58
like fizzy drinks, it keeps me
31:58
alert during the day because
32:01
I've had a history of like low
32:01
iron. So I have an expenditure
32:04
in my juice. It's like it gets
32:04
me going it keeps me alert for
32:07
my classes. Like one month, I
32:07
didn't do it. And I saw the
32:10
difference that I was so tired,
32:10
I was going to my fizzy drinks
32:14
like and if you want to improve
32:14
your health, go for it, like
32:16
build that structure in your
32:16
lifestyle so you can get better.
32:20
Is there anything else that you
32:20
want to add to this discussion?
32:23
I feel like one thing that's
32:23
really helped with my mental
32:25
health is going to the gym. And
32:25
it's been amazing. Like if I'm
32:30
having like a down day just
32:30
going to the gym and getting
32:32
those endorphins, I'll leave
32:32
there being happy for no reason.
32:36
And it's like if you can't
32:36
afford the gym, go to the park
32:38
and have a walk like the nature
32:38
of the scenery, or lift up your
32:42
mood. For me personally what I do all by myself as art
32:43
therapy, I first sounded very
32:47
silly to me, because I just
32:47
didn't imagine myself. I love
32:52
art I enjoy so much. But I
32:52
didn't think it would be like
32:54
therapy for me. But I remember
32:54
one day when I was just really
32:57
depressed. And I just started
32:57
painting and I've never painted
33:00
in my life by the way, I just
33:00
started painting and I was like,
33:02
Wait, this is the best thing
33:02
ever. That's that's one kind of
33:05
art I had never done. So now I'm
33:05
literally obsessed with it, like
33:08
give me a paintbrush, I'll paint
33:08
or stop painting my walls
33:10
probably at this point, finding a community but you are
33:11
happy to be in sort of a
33:17
community that can help be
33:17
productive. So this is not just
33:22
maybe a group of friends, maybe
33:22
this is a social club, maybe
33:27
even Arts Club or some sort of
33:27
sports club or something,
33:30
anything where it's a community,
33:30
a group where you can talk to
33:33
people who are all different
33:33
people, but they share one thing
33:37
and they have that one link so
33:37
you can learn more, because we
33:41
don't all have to be the same. That feeds in very nicely to
33:44
perhaps our last question of one
33:48
piece of advice that you would
33:48
give to a young person, perhaps
33:52
struggling with their mental
33:52
health and they're watching this
33:55
to get some insight and to feel
33:55
to feel a hug. What would you
33:59
what advice would you give maybe
33:59
one piece that we go around?
34:02
Okay, so I would say one thing
34:02
is to just love yourself, like
34:08
be there for yourself and be
34:08
patient with yourself and
34:10
whatever you look for to help
34:10
your mental health. So if you'd
34:13
like to exercise Healthy Eating
34:13
Psychology, you need to be
34:17
patient you need to love and
34:17
patience is a route of being
34:19
loving yourself, being kind to
34:19
yourself by just going for and
34:23
also meditation. Meditation is
34:23
helpful to deal with like
34:27
anxiety, depression, it helps to
34:27
like just being a friend to
34:31
yourself being your own best
34:31
friend like and just being just
34:35
being kind because it's tough to be your own best friend when
34:36
you're feeling at your lowest.
34:39
But um, also just to touch on
34:39
when you said meditation I
34:42
recently was told that
34:42
meditation isn't just sitting
34:45
there going. Meditation has been
34:45
present definitely could even be
34:49
you lying in bed and yes, you're
34:49
low, but also just letting
34:53
thoughts leave your mind and be
34:53
present as you are in bed and
34:58
the moment and low that's Fine,
34:58
but just acknowledge that
35:01
feeling because it won't last
35:01
forever. And so that's the type
35:05
of advertisement and meditation
35:05
could even be just making, but
35:08
could be cooking. You know, that's another type of meditation, I think if we can
35:10
break those stigmas of what
35:13
meditation is it gives us so
35:13
much freedom. And like we've
35:17
discovered something about
35:17
ourselves, because that's what
35:20
we do. A lot of us do meditate. Yeah, that's, that kind of ties
35:21
into mindfulness, which is
35:26
another thing, which I think is
35:26
becoming more popular at the
35:28
moment. And it's, it's amazing.
35:28
It is a form of meditation in a
35:32
way it's about doing your
35:32
everyday things and thinking
35:35
about them, but not overthinking
35:35
about them sort of having the
35:39
thoughts just kind of skate by,
35:39
because this might be a quote
35:45
somewhere, but I probably going
35:45
to get it wrong. My advice, in
35:49
general is just in time, this
35:49
shall pass something along those
35:54
sorts of lines. So things come
35:54
things go. And this feeling of
36:01
sadness, or depression or
36:01
anything, this feeling will
36:05
pass. Now, will it get better,
36:05
it might not. But it will pass
36:12
and it will continue to come and
36:12
go. And when you're able to get
36:17
to that stage where you can ask
36:17
for help. And I encourage you to
36:21
do so no matter what stage
36:21
you're in, when you're able to
36:24
have the confidence, build that
36:24
foundation, so that you're able
36:29
to lift yourself up easier. From
36:29
the forms.
36:32
I really felt that got a shiver,
36:35
I think with manifesting and
36:35
mindfulness and sorry, not
36:38
manifesting what was mindfulness
36:38
and meditation, sorry, but I
36:41
think all of all of it ties into
36:41
the same element that's about
36:50
being present. And I think
36:50
that's the problem with mental
36:52
health issues with the having
36:52
anxiety, you're never present,
36:56
you're always thinking about 10
36:56
Other things, but the thing in
36:59
front of you. And you're trying
36:59
to multitask, because you think
37:02
if you're doing five things in
37:02
your head, it's going to make
37:04
your life easier, but you make
37:04
that present moment. 10 times
37:07
harder. So I think all of is all
37:07
about and even spirituality is
37:11
all about grounding yourself. I
37:11
think that those are the common
37:13
elements. And sometimes I mean,
37:13
I've been meditating since I was
37:18
15. And I can tell you, I would
37:18
say I actually started
37:22
meditating this year, I think
37:22
it's taken me years to actually
37:26
be present when I'm meditating,
37:26
because I am doing that thing
37:29
where I'm just sitting and I'm
37:29
like, okay, the lightbulb
37:31
moments gonna happen now. And I
37:31
think when it comes to advice,
37:36
this one was a shock to me, as
37:36
well. But I think the best thing
37:40
that I do for myself now, when I
37:40
want to feel that hug, kind of a
37:43
feeling, it's that no matter how
37:43
bad my life is, I just need to
37:48
be like, Okay, you're this old
37:48
right now, think about if your
37:51
five year old version of you was
37:51
here. And I'm so happy, because
37:57
it's like, you really
37:57
underestimate how far you've
38:01
come a lot of the time, the
38:01
smallest of things. I mean, when
38:03
I was younger, I would watch
38:03
movies and see, like, these,
38:06
like teenage girls having
38:06
sleepovers or like a girl having
38:09
her own house and walking in
38:09
baking cookies. And I was like,
38:11
oh, on that one day, and I'm
38:11
like, wait, I do that, like
38:14
every other month, that is
38:14
literally me. So it's, it's a
38:18
really good feeling to like get,
38:18
you get your fantasy basically.
38:22
And I will also say like to
38:22
someone that's struggling with
38:25
mental health is like get help
38:25
speak to a friend, or if you
38:28
don't have a friend. And there's
38:28
mental health support lines that
38:32
you can refer to there's the
38:32
Samaritans, there's the NHS, you
38:37
can speak to professionals that
38:37
will be able to provide you the
38:40
support that you need for your mental health, family, friends, professionals,
38:42
I think it's about also
38:46
acknowledging the responsibility
38:46
of that person in your life. So
38:51
if this is a sibling, or a
38:51
parental figure, or someone in
38:56
your life, who is supposed to be
38:56
taking care of you, or has that
38:59
sort of duty of care, then you
38:59
might feel a pressure to have to
39:03
open up to them and tell them
39:03
obviously a professional, it
39:06
would be good for the situation.
39:06
But not everyone can access that
39:10
on. Quite unfortunately. Also,
39:10
we have to remember that we are
39:15
not a burden. And sometimes when
39:15
we tell a friend, we've known
39:20
for a couple of months that
39:20
we're going through a very
39:22
serious depression and they
39:22
don't respond in the same way
39:25
that we would hope maybe another
39:25
professional response. We don't
39:29
know what to do. Because that
39:29
person maybe has an attached
39:33
that sort of situation or is not
39:33
mentally prepared. Because I
39:37
find myself if I want to open up
39:37
even to a professional, I will
39:40
sort of ask them. Are you ready
39:40
to hear this? Because I think
39:46
both people have to be ready in
39:46
that conversation as well. So
39:48
yeah. Wow. Well, we made a lot of
39:50
points. Point made. I just want
39:56
to thank you guys. So I want to
39:56
thank you all So much for
40:00
creating this safe space to, to
40:00
open up. I mean, we could have
40:04
spoken for even longer as such,
40:04
mental health is just one of
40:08
those topics that unfortunately,
40:08
because there hasn't been many
40:12
safe spaces, a lot of things
40:12
have probably been kept inside
40:16
that when we do open up, you
40:16
know, we want to just keep going
40:18
on and on. But I hope that this
40:18
is a lot of food for thought for
40:22
anyone watching but also for us
40:22
as well, to understand that we
40:25
do have a support system. And I
40:25
know that when we are first
40:28
going through these issues,
40:28
obviously it's hard to remember
40:32
that we do have a support
40:32
system, but hopefully we'll also
40:34
remember this conversation had
40:34
and look back at the video and
40:39
and write down some pointers
40:39
that we've discussed. And yeah,
40:43
thank you so much to our
40:43
listeners and viewers. This has
40:46
been our first point made in
40:46
person recording. And thank you
40:50
very much to our panellists for
40:50
sharing so much insight of their
40:54
lived experience on the mental
40:54
health topic.
40:58
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41:03
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41:07
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