This afternoon I felt awkward being around T tonight I realize that the awkwardness was probably an emotional barrier being built. I talk to her about it and it does not go as planned.

Building the Foundation

Apr 4th, 2019 21m 3s

Looking back in yesterday I realize that I took a lot of steps to start building a better personal foundation. I had my initial meeting with a financial advisor, continued the conversation with T, started to brainstorm with my business partners

Starting to understand

Apr 3rd, 2019 16m 25s

As reality is finally setting in and the shock wears off I am beginning to see everything without the “fuzz”. Forcing myself to maintain a morning routine and looking at the next few months as an opportunity and not a punishment.

Thoughts of a distracted man.

Apr 1st, 2019 22m 7s

It’s Monday, April 1 and I spend some time today talking about my weekend my plans to move forward and how I deal with all of the distractions running through my head.

The conversation

Mar 30th, 2019 15m 25s

Last night T and I had a long conversation in this episode documents the outcome of that conversation.

Day two, self discovery.

Mar 29th, 2019 5m 43s

This is a follow-up to episode number two where I just kind of touch base on what steps I went through today and how I feel about that and I just wanted to share it while it was fresh.

Our first weekend trip and my lack of transparency

Mar 29th, 2019 19m 32s

Today the background story talks about our first weekend trip out of town and how amazing it was even though it was just a few short weeks after meeting. Her blind faith in introducing me to all of her coworkers and direct report even though we