Its only natural to compare yourself with others and at times even wish you were in the shoes for probably your life will be better off. Well this might sound cliche but sorry because You Only Live Once and you already living the life that you got so no second chances. You have to learn to appreciate who you are for the flaws and strengths you posses for this helps you become more self-aware of the person who are on the inside so you can be able to appreciate those around you whose strengths add value to you or the fact that you need to improve certain areas in your life to have better results. Don't spiral in to self pity but bounce back to be the best version of yourself in whatever what you do for that's the best way to Live and Be Yourself.