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It's July 5th, 2015, the FIFA
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Women's World Cup Final in Germany. Professional
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soccer player Carli Lloyd and the United States
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are taking on Japan in a Deja
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Vu scenario. Here we are in
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the final getting ready to play Japan,
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who we have faced 2011 World Cup Final
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and here we are 2015 World
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Cup Final. Japan versus
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the United States. US will try to become a
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three-time winner and end this long drought.
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The United States lost to Japan in
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the 2011 World Cup Final in a thrilling
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shootout. The two teams meet
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again four years later, and the stakes
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are high for both countries as
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they each have gone undefeated in the tournament.
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Both teams were under pressure, but for
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US Women's National Team star, Carli Lloyd,
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that pressure
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fuels her. I mean, I
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thrived under pressure. I was prepared
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for pressure. I had trained millions
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of hours.
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Just three minutes into the game, Carly
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gets her first chance to score during
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a corner kick. That first corner kick was actually
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designed for me. Played
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in short on the ground, quick shot, go! The
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way that I was able to get it in the back of the net
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was just with the outside of my left foot. Carly
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Lloyd, as the last second runs in, Kits
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in front of her defender and perfectly
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finishes it.
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And the second one was a free kick.
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Sending
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it low again, the flip from John Stan loose.
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They want to go. Kailing
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on again. Turn up in the US. You
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know, for me, it's just the willingness
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to do whatever it takes. This
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is just all about sheer desire and wanting
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to get in front of your player. And
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currently, Lloyd has done it in both of these set
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pieces.
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Karli has now scored two
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goals in the first five minutes
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of a World Cup final. She and the rest of the
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US team don't show signs of stopping.
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They
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have their foot on the gas.
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Only 16 minutes into the game, Carly
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finds herself at midfield and
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absolutely launches the ball.
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Lloyd with Morgan
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streaking, she's chipping the goalkeeper! I
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knew that that Japanese goalkeeper always
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played off her line, and I went for it. This
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is absolutely world-class. From
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Carly Lloyd to log up, see Carly
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off her line. Another
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goal hat-trick for Carly Lloyd.
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I wasn't thinking about anything
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a second past
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what I was doing or two seconds
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prior than what I was doing. I was literally in
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the
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moment. She's really in the zone. She
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knew where the goalkeeper was. That's not
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a fluke. That's not luck. That's Carly
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Lloyd right now.
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This is In the Moment from Religion of Sports
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and PRX. I'm David Green. Each
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week, I sit down with an elite athlete
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to relive one of the most important
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moments of their career and break it down
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second by second. Recently
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we had our first live recording in front
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of an audience with former US national team
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star Carli Lloyd. I spoke to her
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in New York City at Religion of Sports House
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of Football, a week-long event
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that celebrated the world's most popular
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sport. Carli talked about becoming
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the first
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woman in history to record
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a hat trick in a World Cup final. These
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moments don't happen all the
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time because everything needs to
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be synced up. And that was my
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moment. That was my moment where my head,
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my body, everything had been
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synced.
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Back after a break.
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When Carli Lloyd joined me for a live
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recording of In the Moment, she had just come back
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from Qatar where she was working as an analyst
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for Fox Sports covering the
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Men's World Cup. She retired
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from the sport last year after a 17-year
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career. During that time,
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she won two World Cups, two Olympic
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Gold medals, and two FIFA Player
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of the Year awards. She's considered one
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of the best female soccer players of all
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time. But the 2015
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World Cup stands out in her career.
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It wasn't just her historic hat
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trick, it was a comeback from a
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disappointing showing in 2011 against Japan. The
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two teams were tied 2-2
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after extra time, and the
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game was decided in a penalty shootout.
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Three Americans, including Carly, missed
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their penalty kicks, or PKs, and
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Japan won the game. Can you just set
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this up for us? I mean, the pain
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from losing to
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Japan in 2011, does that
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stick with you for four years, like
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just hoping for another chance? 100%, especially
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when you miss a PK in the World Cup Final,
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like I did. And... You held that personally.
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I mean, that lost. Oh, absolutely. We
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felt like we were destined to win in 2011, just
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the way that everything kind of unfolded, our
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win against Brazil that went into
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PKs. We all made, you
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know, every one of our PKs then, and
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then to have faced Japan
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in the final and to have another
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penalty shot, a PK shootout.
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Your mind starts to play tricks with you.
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Do you keep your same spot? Does
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the keeper know where you went last time?
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And we stepped up and we second
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guessed, we questioned. And yeah,
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it was devastating. I mean, that's
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something that you don't get over.
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We flew back to the US and
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we were treated
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as if we basically
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won the World Cup. And we were like, this is, you
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know, we got second place. had it, had it, but
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we started a trend
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that kind of led us into 2015. What
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was the key to that? It just was this
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build. Everything was building.
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Everything was just there for the
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taking. You talk about moments,
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you talk about opportunities, and do
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you capitalize on those opportunities?
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But we were just generating so
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much support and so much following,
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and then you have a Fox Sports that comes
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in and takes over the rights for
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the TV broadcast and invests
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money and shares stories and
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just highlight
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our entire team. And it was
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the moment we took advantage of. So 2015,
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you go through six games, you give up one
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goal. Were you feeling like this
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is it, we're going to face Japan, this is Destiny,
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we're going to beat them in that championship? Not
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in the beginning, no. I think we started
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off very defensive minded. Jill
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Ellis wanted us to essentially,
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in the midfield, almost play with two defensive
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midfielders with Lauren Chaney and that's
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obviously not in my nature. My nature
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is attacking minded. So we
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were not coming out on the front foot. We were
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kind of taking the back foot and just
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allowing teams to start to come to
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us. And so getting through that group, I mean,
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we got through the group and the
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talk of the town was, you know, this team's not
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gonna win a World Cup. Everybody thought we looked
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terrible. Everybody thought that we
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were gonna potentially go out in the first round of the
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knockout stages.
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So was that still nagging at you as you
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faced Japan in the final, or had
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you kind of gotten through dealing
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with that narrative and those doubts? Well,
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it was a build, right? So we got out
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of the group, we then faced Colombia
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in the knockout stage. That's
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where we sort of started to come into
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our own. And it wasn't until
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we had some yellow card suspensions
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where Megan Rapinoe and Lauren
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Cheney actually had to sit out a
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game against China in
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the quarterfinals. So
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that's when Jill decided to
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listen to what pretty much the
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entire media was saying, Unleash
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Carly. Hashtag for tonight.
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And she did. Well, Unleash
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Carly seems appropriate to talk
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about that World Cup final.
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I mean, your team comes out
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four goals in 16 minutes, three
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of them scored by you. And
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the third one, did you plan for
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that to happen? I
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mean, did you see their goalie
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in a certain place and be like, I'm literally
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gonna kick this from near midfield
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and I'm gonna score here?
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So I'll go back probably
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several months to when I was running
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on the field by myself and I had my music
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on.
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And I just kind of get lost in my
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thoughts and think a lot, obviously you're
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doing grueling running. So your mind
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has to go somewhere. So I actually
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visualized scoring five goals
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in a World Cup Final.
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Five. Five. And
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I did have the opportunity to score
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two more in that game and I didn't. I
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did not visualize scoring a goal
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from midfield.
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But
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yeah, I visualized
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it. Like I actually thought about
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scoring five goals in a World Cup Final one
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day when I was just running on the field with
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no one around me doing sprints.
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And several months later, I find
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myself in this
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situation. Did you think back to
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the memory of that, that
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dream, that fantasy when you were
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on the field here? This was just
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literally the flow state. And
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that's why you think
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about the great moments, you
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think about the Michael Jordan flu game.
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And I think when you are
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prepared, when you're
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having fun, when you're just
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in. In the moment, things happen
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that you can't really explain and
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it just happened to pay off in a
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World Cup final. What made me
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and allowed me to thrive under the pressure is
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knowing that I was always prepared. I
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knew that no one else was training
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as hard as I was, was focusing
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as much as I was, was living
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and breathing the
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game of soccer as much as I was. I
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would go to the training field and it
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would never end there. I would come home, I was constantly
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thinking about the game, thinking about things that
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I needed to do. I don't know if you guys
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have all seen that I've already filmed
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this show, but the show's coming out on January
10:40
4th on
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Fox. It's called Special Forces,
10:43
it's pretty wild. 16 household
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names have left their lavish
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lifestyles behind. I don't care
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how rich or famous they are, they've entered
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our world and they will play by our
10:55
rules.
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There's things that I did on that
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show, you know, repelling out
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of 175 meter tower, back
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diving out of a helicopter, lit on fire,
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tear gas. I've pretty
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much thought- So it's lit on fire? Yeah.
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Okay. I pretty much thought I was gonna die every day.
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I didn't, obviously. But
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it's a show based on a very
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condensed special
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ops training course. And the
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whole idea and premises on it is
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to
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try to survive 10 days without quitting.
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And every bit of it is in your mind, you
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know, like how you don't
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panic, you know, your positive thoughts
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of what you can
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do to yourself, tell yourself.
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I mean, it's unbelievable.
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So we talk about pressure. It's all
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in the mind. It's a self-talk and
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it's your preparation that allows you to. And
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don't get me wrong. special people that
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are able to do it. Not everybody
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is going to be able to. withstand
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some of the pressure that even
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these special ops guys, you know, withstand
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or, you know, a football player
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or soccer player. There's different levels
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of it, but we're capable of
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achieving and
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doing anything possible in life. I really
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believe that. Yeah.
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So that show, if we watch a show like that
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and think that it's all fake, that you're not actually being
12:26
lit on fire, you're actually being
12:28
lit on fire. It's real. Okay.
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How much or what
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was the feeling of the pressure
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you all were carrying to win this
12:39
game? See,
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I didn't feel any pressure that day, which
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is odd. I felt the pressure in
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the beginning.
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I think we all felt the pressure in the beginning. And
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then I don't think that we felt
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it as much in the semi-final game
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and then we didn't really feel it in the final
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game.
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When I go back to that moment,
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you have to believe and we
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really did
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believe that we were going to win that game. There
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was just something about everything where we
13:08
knew it. What is it
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like to represent your
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country on a stage like
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that and to
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have that much personal success
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with a hat trick? I mean,
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it's indescribable. It was
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one of the greatest moments of my career, hands down.
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And I talk about this build from 2011, right? And
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it just all came together at the right moment.
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And all of our lives changed. And then the
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pressure became even more immense.
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How did your life change? You know, I
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think for me, being
13:43
on the national team in 2005, I
13:46
was part of Olympics, World Cups, doing
13:49
well within the team. Just
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not, you know, not really out there.
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Didn't have a ton of endorsements,
13:55
didn't have a ton of opportunities, and it was
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almost like I needed to score.
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three goals in a World Cup final at
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that moment for people to be like, oh,
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wow, she does play on the team. No
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one can take the history away from you, right? So
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we're forever etched in history. And
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it was really, it was just
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such a spectacular moment, especially being
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in Vancouver and
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in Canada the whole time. I mean, we
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felt like we were playing a World Cup in the United
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States of America. And you
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felt that you felt the crowd, you looked
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up, you saw red, white and blue everywhere. And
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so it was almost better we
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didn't win in 2011. Because
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I think for this moment in time,
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social media, like I said,
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Fox Sports,
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everything just kind of came
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at the right moment.
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I want to ask you, there was a headline,
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and I almost, I feel weird even
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reading this to you because it's just,
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it's mean. But the next day after
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you win a World Cup title
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and you score three goals. The
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Washington Post has a headline about you. Beast,
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weirdo, choker, winner.
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And all about what they described
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as contradictions in Carly
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Lloyd. When you listen to
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that, is that just
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plain mean? I
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mean, believe me, I took notes. I took notes
15:20
till the end of my career. I'm still taking notes.
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This reporter should watch out, basically. I
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haven't forgotten any of those bits.
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In fact, it's in my Players Tribune when
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I retired, just a lot of things
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that I just took note
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of. And I was fueled and always
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fueled by my inner motivation, but
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the haters and the doubters pushed
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me to greater lengths. So
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I'm appreciative of that, because
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I don't know that maybe
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there wouldn't be moments like this. Maybe
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I wouldn't keep rising. And
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I think, you know, when people
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see a successful person,
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but also a confident. person who's
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not afraid to say what they think, who
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isn't afraid to ruffle feathers
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or, you know, just speak the
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truth.
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A lot of people can't handle that. And I think because I'm,
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I'm female, it has never kind of gone over
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well with people. They, they just label you
16:17
as arrogant. But if a male,
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Kobe Bryant or Michael Jordan say they're one of
16:22
the best players and, you know, no one trains
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harder than them or, you know, no one's
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more mentally tough than them, it's okay.
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But why wasn't it okay if I was
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confident in myself? I
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backed it up and I prepared to
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be able to speak that then there shouldn't
16:37
be anything wrong. So I think that people
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just look at things. They've got
16:42
no clue of the situation. I
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failed a whole lot in my career and because
16:47
of those failures, I've been able to have those
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moments. You
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say it's different, um, being
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a woman. Is anything getting better? Have
16:55
you seen progress in your career in people
16:58
in the media and fans?
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I mean, I think it's different circumstances.
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I think that people
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just really misunderstood me in the beginning
17:07
of my career. You know, all they saw
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was literally the tunnel vision, the crazy
17:13
eyes. That was all I was about, you know,
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and now in this life after soccer, people
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are seeing a different light of me,
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you know, the smiling. I'm smiling,
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I'm sharing a little bit more about my personal life,
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but that's always been there. Just
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not for the whole world to see.
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And
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I think in the end of my career, I
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think people now have understood why
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I was the way that I was. You can't have
17:37
it both ways. You can't try to
17:40
be the best of the best and not have
17:42
a crazy tunnel vision of focus.
17:47
You just can't do it. And that's why there's
17:50
very few of them. There's not
17:52
a thousand Tom Brady's or Michael
17:54
Jordan's or Kobe Bryant's. They're
17:56
few and far between. and the
17:58
singular focus that is. needed is immense.
18:02
It's a lot and it's not for everybody. So
18:04
in that department, I think I don't
18:07
care either way. Like I'm just going to keep
18:09
being me. But I think on
18:11
the other equality issues, yes,
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it's starting to
18:17
get better. But I still think that
18:19
there's still a ton to go.
18:20
We should say US soccer pay
18:23
equity for men and women. Finally,
18:25
far too late this year. Is that something
18:27
to celebrate? Or is that something
18:29
we should say it shouldn't have taken that long or both?
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Yeah, I mean, it took long, you know, but I
18:35
always knew that the deals we were signing
18:37
were never good. You know, it just it
18:40
made us think that they were
18:42
good. And it made us believe
18:44
that we just had to accept what we were given. It
18:47
was almost criminal in a sense where
18:49
we win a World Cup, which is one
18:52
of the hardest things to do.
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And we not only win it and
18:57
get a, you know, a little bit of a bonus month
18:59
once it's split amongst all of us.
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We then have to play 10 games to earn
19:04
more of a bonus. So we have to do
19:06
more work, even though we just won an entire
19:09
World Cup. So
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it was always baffling. You know, you would think
19:14
that that you'd make like
19:16
six times the amount of what you're meant to
19:18
make by winning a World Cup. And that just was
19:20
never the case. And I think because you
19:23
a soccer knew that we would most likely
19:25
win. And so they didn't want to put
19:27
the bonuses super high.
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When we come back, we talk to Carly about
19:34
some of the sacrifices that come
19:36
from playing at the highest level of a sport.
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It's a lonely life. You know, it's
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football is an amazing game and it
19:45
gives you amazing moments, but it's also
19:47
lonely.
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That's after the break.
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Carley Lloyd has told us about the
20:00
ups and downs in her career. One
20:02
of the toughest times was in the run
20:04
up to the 2012 Olympics in London,
20:07
when
20:07
she got pulled from the starting lineup.
20:10
That whole 2012 Olympics was
20:13
pretty devastating, to be completely honest. I
20:16
remember playing a game in Philadelphia
20:18
right before we were kind of getting
20:21
ready to go over to London. And,
20:23
you know, I was dealing with ticket
20:25
sales and my friends
20:27
and family coming and all sorts of things.
20:29
And we talk about kind of the mindset and
20:31
the tunnel vision of focusing and what
20:34
the mind can do. And I didn't
20:36
have a great half. And so I came out at
20:38
halftime. Pia was the coach at
20:40
the time. Jill was
20:43
the assistant coach. And
20:45
from that point on, I pretty much
20:47
lost my starting spot.
20:50
And I lost my
20:52
starting spot mainly because Jill Ellis
20:55
convinced Pia to keep me
20:58
out of the starting lineup. So
21:00
that kind of started from 2012 on. And
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so I got pulled
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and I remember coming home for about two
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weeks before I was getting ready to go over
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and, you
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know, just absolutely devastated, you know,
21:16
crying, feeling like my
21:18
whole career was going to be pretty much over.
21:21
And what I did was
21:23
I trained three times a day. I trained
21:25
in the morning. I came back in the afternoon
21:28
after lunch, and I trained in the evening,
21:30
and I ran, and I did ball work. And
21:33
that was literally the only thing that I could control.
21:35
And so when I went there over
21:38
into camp,
21:39
I was playing so well, I was fit,
21:42
I was feeling confident. And I
21:44
obviously had a point to prove, because
21:46
I knew what
21:47
was going on. Shannon
21:50
Box had gotten injured in one of the training sessions.
21:53
And so I knew that there was the possibility
21:55
of me perhaps going in the game
21:57
at some point or, you know, the
21:59
team. And so that happened first game of
22:02
the Olympics against France. We
22:06
were actually losing to nothing. We
22:09
talk about, you know, the visualization again,
22:11
I visualized the
22:13
night before coming in and scoring the winning goal. And
22:15
Pia
22:16
had also come into my
22:18
room the night before and said, you know, just be
22:20
ready to go. I'm not sure how much Shannon
22:23
can can play. So I said, I'll be ready. I'll
22:26
be ready. And sure enough, 16 minutes
22:29
in, Shannon box goes down. Unfortunately,
22:32
you never want to see that happen. So
22:34
I went in, you know, we're losing
22:36
two nothing then two, one, two,
22:39
two, I score the winning goal three, two, Alex
22:41
ends with the last goal four, two.
22:43
And
22:46
at that point, same thing, couldn't
22:49
take my foot off the pedal, because I
22:51
knew at any moment, they were going to be looking
22:53
to take me out again. And I
22:55
never left the field after that. And
22:58
we won the Olympics. That was a big
23:00
turning point in my career. That was a moment
23:03
where I knew that
23:05
I could go on to become the best player in the world
23:07
and nothing and no one
23:09
was going to stop me. I was lucky enough
23:11
to interview you a few years ago when
23:13
you released your memoir, when
23:15
nobody was watching. It's an amazing book.
23:17
So you're in addition to all the other things we've talked about, you're a great
23:19
author. And I remember
23:22
you and I
23:23
spoke about your youth
23:27
and sort of dreaming of playing
23:29
soccer, and there was a time, and this was
23:31
astounding to me that you thought about quitting
23:34
the sport altogether when you were trying to get on the,
23:36
the under 21 team
23:38
and you told me that, that you were
23:40
missing something in your life. Like the someone,
23:43
like a person to guide you, to ask
23:45
you challenging questions. What exactly
23:48
were you
23:49
missing and how hard was that?
23:51
Well, I think for so long, I had never
23:54
really been, you know,
23:56
I guess all of my coaches, if
23:59
I was... giving 80%
24:00
of my 100. It
24:03
was still better than most people's 100%. Sounds
24:06
about right. So I would
24:08
just play, but really, I needed
24:11
somebody to kind of kick me in the butt a little
24:13
bit and say, hey, you know, you've got to work hard every
24:15
single day, not just pick and choose your moments.
24:18
And I really just needed someone
24:20
to tell me, this is what you need to
24:23
do in order to get to the next
24:25
level. The next level, everybody's talented.
24:28
Everybody's good. Everybody's fit. And
24:30
in order for you to stay there, you've got unique
24:33
qualities about you that you could
24:35
be a part of that team. But
24:38
this has to be part of your life. You've got to train
24:40
hard. You've got to get yourself fit. You've
24:42
got to become mentally tough,
24:45
tougher. So I really hadn't
24:47
failed per se up to that point.
24:50
And then when I got cut, I didn't really
24:52
know how to deal with it. I didn't know how
24:54
to bounce back from that. You
24:57
know, once I started to make some lifestyle
24:59
changes and start working hard
25:02
and making myself just
25:05
give everything I have, uh,
25:07
in each and every training session, then I
25:10
started to see things
25:11
changing a bit. It sounds like such a lonely
25:14
journey to be doing all of that hard stuff
25:16
without someone kind
25:19
of guiding you through it. Yeah. I
25:21
mean, the someone I had, I really
25:23
don't want to talk about. So, you
25:26
know, that was, there's some positive
25:28
things within that situation.
25:30
And there's a lot of negative things within that situation.
25:33
So I think we all have journeys
25:36
within our life that
25:39
shape us into who we are. And
25:41
I'm grateful for that. But,
25:43
you know, I think, yeah, it's, it's
25:45
incredibly important to surround yourself with
25:47
a good support system. I've had my husband
25:50
along for this ride
25:53
pretty much my entire career as we've been dating
25:55
since high school. seen
25:57
me at my high, seen me at my low. if
26:00
it weren't for his support all these years, it
26:02
would be truly very,
26:05
very difficult. But it's
26:07
a lonely life.
26:09
Football's an amazing game, and
26:12
it gives you amazing moments. But it's also
26:14
lonely. It's also
26:16
hard every day to
26:19
live up to the pressure, to deal with the pressure,
26:22
to reinvent yourself every
26:24
single day. You've got critics.
26:27
You've got doubters. You've got
26:29
all sorts of things that are kind of coming at you and
26:32
it can be very challenging. So it's,
26:35
you often see, you know, a lot of people kind of crumble
26:37
through tough and challenging situations.
26:39
So it's so important to make sure
26:41
that you've got good people around you.
26:43
A part of your journey, your life
26:46
journey that you wrote about was
26:49
losing touch with your parents for a long
26:51
number of years. How did that happen
26:53
and what did
26:54
the sport have to do with it? You know, I've
26:57
grown up with a great family. You
26:59
know, my parents supported me to do
27:02
what I love. Didn't have a
27:04
lot of money growing up, but
27:06
gave me the opportunity to succeed in
27:10
one shape or form. And, you know, when
27:13
I kind of went through this journey, they
27:15
were there in the beginning, and then we
27:18
had a bit of a falling out for about 12 years.
27:22
Everybody's sacrifices are different, And
27:25
mine happened to be, you know, 12
27:27
years of not speaking to my family, missing
27:30
birthdays, missing holidays, missing
27:33
weddings. Uh, you know, I wasn't at
27:35
my siblings weddings. They weren't at, you
27:37
know, at our wedding. You
27:39
know, 2020 is obviously a year that
27:41
none of us will, will ever forget. I
27:43
happened to be home for 10 months
27:46
straight. I also happened to have my
27:48
first ever surgery in my career.
27:51
So
27:52
whatever kind of came
27:55
throughout all that moment in
27:57
time, life changed
27:59
for the better for me. And
28:03
that
28:03
person I didn't want to talk to exited
28:05
my life, which was probably the
28:07
best thing that could have ever happened to me and my
28:09
husband and my family. And my
28:12
family came back into my life and
28:14
they were able to be
28:17
a part of my ending the
28:19
last year of my career, which
28:21
these last Olympics, right? Last
28:23
Olympics, you know, farewell
28:25
games, 300th my
28:29
last and final game in Minnesota.
28:31
It was almost like picture perfect. It was almost
28:34
like it was all meant to kind of go down like
28:37
this. And yeah,
28:39
it's been amazing so far. I've
28:41
got three little nieces. We
28:44
just haven't missed a beat, and life has been really good.
28:46
I'm so happy.
28:47
I remember talking to you and just
28:49
feeling with the end of the conversation we had a few years ago, like
28:51
that I'm so
28:53
grateful as a fan for everything
28:56
you put into this sport, but it sounded like
28:58
the sacrifices were immense and
29:01
you deserve this ending.
29:03
Yeah, and I think you don't realize, like I didn't
29:05
realize because you have such tunnel vision to
29:07
achieve something, you don't realize
29:10
how
29:11
much weight you're carrying with
29:14
the situation until you're almost kind
29:16
of removed from the situation. And yeah,
29:18
it was almost like the weight of the world was
29:21
just lifted off my shoulders.
29:22
Given everything we've talked
29:25
about, the sacrifice, the
29:27
needing the right people to surround
29:30
you. What lessons would you give a
29:32
kid who looks up to you and
29:34
is like, when I dream of my
29:36
future, I wanna be Carli
29:38
Lloyd?
29:39
I think that they're not gonna
29:41
be Carli Lloyd, right? We're
29:44
all different, you know?
29:45
And I think that you can be inspired
29:48
by someone, but
29:49
you shouldn't try to be somebody else because
29:53
everybody's their own unique
29:54
person. And
29:56
so what I would say is don't
29:59
be fearful.
30:00
anything, you know, I think
30:03
what kind of helped me through
30:05
this journey is just not
30:07
caring if I'm ever going to make a mistake
30:10
or fail, of course, at
30:12
training sessions and stuff you harp
30:14
on, you know, given the ball away or whatnot,
30:16
but just having
30:19
no fear to try different things,
30:22
to put yourself out there, to
30:25
make yourself uncomfortable. You
30:27
know, all of those things help just shape
30:30
you into who you are. And life
30:33
has taught me that you've got to work extremely
30:36
hard at whatever you
30:38
want in life.
30:39
And it sounds so easy, like, oh, yeah, like, I'll
30:42
just go home. I'll work hard. No, there's
30:44
a purpose to working hard. It's
30:47
not just saying you're going to work hard. It's
30:49
doing actionable things every single day
30:52
to better yourself. So, yeah, not
30:54
being fearful, working hard. And
30:57
the third thing I would say is
30:59
competing against yourself. That
31:01
has not failed me. I think
31:04
so often we look
31:06
to the person next to us or in front of us
31:09
and we wish, you know, we had something that
31:11
they had or we compare ourselves
31:13
to them.
31:15
I
31:16
did my absolute best to
31:18
never compare myself to anybody.
31:20
Just tried to be the best version of myself each
31:22
and every day and embraced that,
31:25
along with the working hard and not
31:28
fearing things has kind of allowed me to
31:30
take on this journey.
31:32
Thank you for inspiring all of us. Thank
31:35
you for your honesty. Thank you for getting off a plane from
31:37
Qatar and coming and spending time with us.
31:39
And I hope you continue to soak it all in. Carly Lloyd,
31:42
Carly Lloyd, thank you so much. Thanks everybody.
31:44
Appreciate it.
31:47
Women's
31:48
soccer legend, Carly Lloyd, speaking
31:50
to me recently at Religion of Sports, House of
31:52
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31:57
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