These creations stories that I call the history of skin and bone don’t explain anything really because in the moment that you ask the question, you believe that the answer comes from outside of you. ...When you love (which is all you can ever really do in truth),you need to realize that there is no way you or anyone else can make a mistake. ...You can get an idea of what eternity might be like when you have experiences that completely capture your attention to the point that you don’t even remember being in your body. ...So you might be asking yourself now, if God is perfect, and heaven is perfect and actually we are even perfect, how could you have ended up in this place with so much pain, war, suffering and madness? ...Just like swimming, when our collective spirit had this stray thought of its own existence, it was sort of thinking of  a thought outside of itself (which is impossible) about its eternal and creative ability was able to materialize an experience of it. ...Yet, a question was only raised about what an experience feels like in the mind of the collective spirit also known as the son of God or Christ. ...This guilt is so huge with this decision of being separate that the ego does not know what to do with it all. ...As you have already learned in this series, since God is the experience of oneness, the fact that you can experience yourself as an individual, autonomous and independent thing or being, means that you have denied yourself of the experience of this oneness....We all seem to be separate beings, but in our true nature God has created you in perfection and thus has left nothing outside of itself, which is THE experience of oneness....Beyond the guilt of having thought itself outside of the nature state of oneness, the ego is now afraid that it is going to be punished by God for its “action.”