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Hello, lovely humans. I'm Wiley,

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and you are listening to sex stories. a

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podcast where we talk about sex and share

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all the sexy details of our lives in an effort

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to make a huge sexy energy

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ball of worldwide inspiration and

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turn on. As always, please keep sexy

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thoughts about me and our guests to yourself. Go

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listen to the outro if you wanna connect and

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enjoy. Our guest today is a twenty

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four year old Caucasian cis male. He

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is pansexual, is currently in a polyamorous

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relationship with one partner and is actively

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dating. He likes touching, sucking, and fucking

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is a switch and goes back and forth depending

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on his mood from dom decept, has recently

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been maliciously submissive. He

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really likes getting oral and making his partner

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feel good is what gets him going. Currently,

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he works in a factory assembling furniture

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and working a CNC machine, but his passion

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is being out doors camping and hiking from

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Toronto, Ontario currently living in

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the Port of Lakes region. Welcome Caleb.

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My while. Thanks for having

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me. hey, I'm happy to have you here. Can you

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first explain to us what a CNC machine is

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because it might not be exactly what people think.

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So CNC machine. CNC stands

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for in the woodworking industry. It's a

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computer numerically controlled machine.

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Basically, it's just a big computer controlled, like,

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drill and saw that has a whole bunch

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of interchangeable bits to cotton

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shaped pieces of wood.

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I love it. I feel like I would be friends with

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it. I also feel like I like anything with a

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big drill. It's very

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loud. You have to work with protection and not many

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people are allowed to touch it because it's very expensive.

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Cool. Okay. Well,

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let's switch into things that maybe everyone

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else thinks is sexy, not just me. Okay. If

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you had to rate yourself today on a sexual

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shuma meter, from one to ten with

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ten being the most full of shame and one being

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not so shame at all. Where do you fall today right

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now?

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Here with you. It's like two or three

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outside of the privacy of

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my bedroom. It's like five

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or six. What

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makes the difference for you? think

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it's just the respect that not

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everybody out in public is

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interested in sexual

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behaviors. Well, they're out in public.

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So I

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don't particularly open up

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about that until it's, you know, brought

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to me to talk about. Totally. It's

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not something that's like common conversation.

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I get that. Can you tell us

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what your sex life is like right now?

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And if you have any favorite parts? My

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sex life right now is I'd say pretty

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good. My one partner, we're pretty active.

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Like, I visit them. I try to visit at least

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once a month. And while I'm there, it's you know,

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we can do it a couple times. favorite parts

2:28

of my sex life. Yeah. There's no sex. Okay.

2:34

Great. Can

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you tell us what is sexy to?

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the human body. I'm attracted

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to people, I guess. Like, have you ever heard

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the fibonacci sequence? Yeah.

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But for listeners who haven't, tell us

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what part resonates with you. the typical

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issue sequence is basically a sequence in numbers

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and math that

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makes perfect spiral. And

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being autistic, that perfect spiral was

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a very attractive figure. And,

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you know, you can see that in breasts.

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but pretty much anywhere in the human body,

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you can figure out a place to fit that

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the not too secret spiral, and it's

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beautiful. People in general are just

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amazing. This is shapes and the colors.

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Skin is so soft. Like, touch.

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It is so soft. It's so good to have duchess.

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When do you feel the love to sexy? Honestly,

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fresh out of the shower, like when I'm clean

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and know that I'm not dirty.

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Like, I don't have anything to worry about. There's no fear.

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Love that.

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What counts as sex for you?

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Physical

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contact or rebooting.

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naked, usually, and of course. Mhmm.

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When

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you were growing up, did you ever get an explicit

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health and safety talk or a lesson

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in consent?

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Not

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really. Not that I could think of. There

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was a point where my mom could get aside and

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said, like, you have a really high sex drive and you gotta

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take care of that, but

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there wasn't really much besides that.

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The lesson in consent, no, there was nothing

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that I can think of. Really, like, I there was sex

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ed in, like, middle at high school, but there was

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no real, like, clear lesson in consent.

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Yeah. And really, which there was, and there there should

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be if there isn't in all schools

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everywhere. Yeah. Everyone needs to learn

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consent before they become of

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age two, have sex and start experimenting.

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Yeah. It's a whole different way of relating. Yeah.

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You need permission to contact someone else's body.

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Yeah.

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How did your mom know you had a high sex drive?

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Probably because I would touch

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myself in the bath. as a child.

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And I didn't know what I was doing,

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but they would walk in on it. And, like,

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my parents paid me as a kid. So, you know,

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That's what you do. You explore yourself.

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I

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love that she wasn't shaming about it. I love that she

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just told you. My

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dad was more famous. Okay.

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I think. My dad grew up catholic,

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and he didn't have a great relationship with his

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parents. So I think that some of the trauma that he had

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led down onto his kids. I was

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spanked as punishment. So

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that's not something that I'm particularly into.

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I'm sure if I was ever put into a BDC

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situation with someone that I trust. And

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it was done is safe with, you know,

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consensual conversations done beforehand. I'm sure

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that my mind might change. But right now, you know,

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thinking about it. It's my hands shaking. Yeah.

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On

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the other end of that spectrum,

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is

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there a moment that you have experienced where there

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has been a clear communication between

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you and a partner about something you both wanted

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that

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turned out awesome that you could share with us?

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Absolutely. I was in a relationship

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last year. And my partner and

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I were staying in the same spaced together.

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We slept in the same bed, and there was one morning where

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I woke up, and they woke up before

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me, a couple hours before me, left me to

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sleep in the bed. And when they were, you

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know, sitting around, they got warning

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and woke me up and asked

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me if they could something like that. To which I said,

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yes. certainly bleed. And

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I think that's the best blowjob I've ever had.

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Amazing.

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And it's one of the very

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few that I've actually had an orgasm from. It's

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hard to have an orgasm from what I mean personally.

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Oh, yeah. That's extra awesome.

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And can you tell us now what

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if anything

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happens to your shame on meter

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when it's time to have a safer

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sex conversation with a new partner.

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Thanks

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to listening to you. So it's helped

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a lot. It's like having the

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terminology and knowing how to

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talk about it definitely helps. Yeah. Being

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fully amorous, I have partners that I can just talk

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about. safe sex with this past weekend.

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I actually watched on Netflix, the show

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sex slash life. There's a lot of

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unhealthy behaviors in it. However,

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because me and my partners watched

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it as a group -- Mhmm. -- we got to discuss

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a lot of examples of behaviors we were witnessing. like,

6:33

well, it was happening. And we were just, like, openly

6:35

talking about all this, like, sex behavior

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during this show. It

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was made. Love that. Yeah. That's like a dream

6:41

policy. I love that. Great. Okay.

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And then just lastly, what is your favorite

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way specifically for that ideal sex conversation

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to unfold just so we can make an able for future

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human to learn?

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Ideally, in person, it's

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not the kind of thing it's best done over

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text. Over text is actually pretty

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poor to do it because, like, the tone of

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voice is important. And

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it's better to get facial expression of someone

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to better understand the reaction about

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what you're talking about. And the

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big part about state sex conversations is

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if the person's not willing to talk about

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it or not comfortable about talking with it, but they may not

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be a right partner for you. If they're not going

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to have that conversation, then

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you can't trust them.

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Totally. I will just say

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people who were the most reticent in the conversations

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were the people where had

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issues. Yeah. If

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they're not willing to be safe,

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in the most intimate thing you can do with them,

7:35

then how can you trust them anywhere else in your

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life?

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Great. I'm glad that you are taking your safety

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seriously, and your partner's safety. Yeah.

7:42

Getting to know someone and

7:43

going on dates beforehand helps with that because you

7:45

can get a better understanding of how the person

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talks and who they really are. Yeah. Are

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you more of a dater or do you also do direct

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to fucking?

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I like to date little bit first.

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there's been fewer

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situations where

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I fucked first than there haven't worked going

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dates first.

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So now we're gonna

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go back into your early

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formative years.

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What is your first sex

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related

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memory or experience or impression

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that you can recall?

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Well, being told not to touch

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myself in the bath -- Mhmm.

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-- while I was, like, really young

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is probably the earliest I can think of. next

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to that, I remember there's

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one room in my parents' old

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house where I spent

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a good portion of my child. So I grew up in family

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of five, so I had a younger brother and younger

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sister. Mhmm. And we slept

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flocked around rooms. As we got

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older, I had my own room at one point

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and a loft bed And I distinctly

8:45

remember that was where I had my first

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port as in. Okay.

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Do you remember how old you were? It

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must have been, like, eleven or something, I think.

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remember laying in bed, like, touching

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myself all over until

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eventually there was a mess.

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but it was, like, amazing. It was, like,

9:02

something I I wanted to keep doing.

9:04

Okay. Did

9:05

the message you got about not touching yourself

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affect that desire at all? Or was it sort of, like,

9:10

It was more so, like, something that isn't

9:13

supposed to be done around people. It's not like something

9:15

people wanna see, so give it to yourself.

9:18

Okay. And

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then, like, when did you start to really feel like

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you understood what sex was?

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Probably certainly after that when I discovered

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porn.

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Okay. How did you discover porn?

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It's tough to think about because I don't really know

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when I discovered porn. It's just there at some point.

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Okay. So it just enters your periphery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

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Not every memory stage. It's almost embarrassing.

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But, like, I know that at a young age, I wanted to find,

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like, escorts. Like, try to find people

9:41

to pay to have sex. But being underage,

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that's not something that's even possible. like, that

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you can even do legally. So it

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never ended up happening, but I know that I looked it

9:50

up into research about it. I knew that I wanted

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a pleasure, like, Gmail's my dad was

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straight, and he had a what if that's kind of what I figured

9:56

that I was supposed to do. definitely did lots

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of research on how to get

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women orgasms and female pleasure.

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And that probably led to a lot of

10:05

finding porn and learning about that.

10:08

Yeah. my very first email with

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my name and last name. My

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dad deleted, like, it's from Google.

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I can no longer get that email back.

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What? Because One day he signed

10:18

into it and in the spam folder,

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there

10:21

was so much porn that he was like,

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this is unacceptable. You're not allowed to have

10:25

an email account. and deleted my email.

10:27

Oh, man.

10:29

To which I later found out that my dad also

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had a a porn addiction. I

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found this out from my mom. that was when

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I was probably fifteen

10:38

or sixteen. I can't picture it. I don't

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know how that worked. because, like,

10:42

we had computers in our house, but I

10:44

never found magazines. I never found

10:47

videos or anything. Like, emails to know and how

10:49

it clears. It gets three or something or I don't

10:51

know. I don't really think about Yeah.

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But my mom told me he was taking the part. So

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there must have been some issue between them about

10:58

that, but mom was very Christian.

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And I told you my daughter is Catholic. Yeah.

11:03

So growing up, I was I don't wanna say

11:05

forced, but they took me to church. And

11:07

a lot of time, I'd stay up late on Saturday night,

11:10

sleep in, Sunday morning, or want to sleep in.

11:12

and I wouldn't get up in time to go to church and

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I wouldn't wanna go, so it was a fight.

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I'm sure you've heard because lots of people in this have

11:18

had religious parents, part of Christianity is

11:21

like no sex before marriage. Anything

11:23

sexual before marriage is a sin. And

11:25

if you're saying about how that whole

11:28

Jesus forgives, desperate

11:30

forgiveness kind of thing. Yeah. Make sure you

11:32

go to church and pray and do as much as you

11:34

can to be like, god. and all that

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stuff. Like, that was ground into me as a

11:38

kid. So, like, I think that part

11:40

of my game comes from that. Okay. So it does

11:42

it stuck on you. Like, there was a part of it -- Yeah. -- believed

11:44

it. Okay. Barber. Okay.

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Hearing that your dad was addicted. Does that affect your

11:49

relationship with porn at all?

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Not really. I I still use it

11:53

when I'm on my own if I need to.

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Okay.

11:55

We have kind of it sounds conservative

11:58

ish. Did you have a lot of more religious friends

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or was it kind of open? because Toronto

12:02

people overall seem pretty cool. I've only

12:05

talked to a handful of you, but, like, it

12:07

seems

12:07

pretty cool. We are. Thank you.

12:09

I mean, I I would think anyway. From

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junior kindergarten to a grade three, I went

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to a private Christian school. Okay.

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And then in grade four to

12:18

grade eight, I changed schools to another

12:20

private Christian school -- Okay. --

12:22

where I had bible class,

12:24

like, once or twice a week. sex ed

12:26

was mostly anatomy based.

12:29

It wasn't like pleasure based. It was like

12:31

protect yourself. And these are the parts.

12:33

Here's how it works. stay

12:35

safe and remember that you can't have sex

12:38

until you're married. Wow. Okay. Were

12:40

you still masturbating? Like, were

12:41

they okay with masturbation? Or were you kinda just

12:43

doing it anyway because it felt so good? like, what

12:45

was that like? I was

12:46

probably doing it anyway just because, you know, I

12:48

was a foreign teenager. Yeah. And,

12:50

honestly, I'm pretty sure that a lot of the

12:52

people in my school were I'm

12:54

too little everybody was at some age.

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I

12:57

hope so. I don't know. I checked to a lot of people that

12:59

didn't start until maybe their twenties or sometimes

13:00

even though just depends. But

13:03

now the Internet, you're younger than me too.

13:04

So, like, now there's the Internet. So Yeah.

13:07

That's true. The Internet's everywhere, and, like, kids

13:09

are handed phones out of the womb these days. So

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So what about your explorations

13:15

with partners before losing your virginity?

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Did you have contact with others before then?

13:19

So on

13:20

my mom's side, my grandparents met

13:23

Eddy Christian summer camp. Okay.

13:26

They started back in, like, the nineteen forties.

13:29

And then my mom, when she was had,

13:31

she was sent to this over camp as

13:33

a camper, and then as eventually worked there as

13:35

staff. I worked there as well, as well as

13:37

was camper there. Now the way they they camp

13:39

work, because they had discovery camp,

13:42

ages four to ten, and then boys camp,

13:44

girls camp, which is eleven to sixteen. Mhmm.

13:46

So they kept the boys and the girls separate.

13:49

across, like, a couple acres of property. So

13:51

the girl side of camp had a zipline. The boy

13:53

side of camp had a slide into the lake.

13:55

And once a week, each section of the boys

13:58

camp would go over and use the zipline at girls

13:59

camp. And

14:01

once or twice a week, the girls would come over

14:03

and use the slide at boys camp. So you

14:05

know, we'd get this, like, little tease of,

14:07

like, oh, hey, there's the other there's the other sex

14:09

and everybody, they're they're come over and you get to, like,

14:11

get, like, a little sneak peek. Like, there's other people

14:14

around. No. I was a staff. and as a

14:16

staff, you know, the staff showed up early in the

14:18

summer. I showed up during spring crew and

14:20

held set up and then worked over the summer

14:22

until the end of December when school started or

14:24

whatever.

14:25

I met all

14:26

sorts of people during Spring Group and

14:28

relationships build and develop. I

14:30

think that was the first real

14:32

most important intimate relationship

14:35

I've had with someone at camp. It was

14:37

not a healthy relationship, but

14:40

it was intimate. And we had a lot

14:42

of fun with the intimates we had. the first

14:44

time I ever went down on someone, it was interesting

14:46

because she didn't shave. I've

14:48

never seen pubes that long before.

14:50

Oh, a proper bush.

14:53

I've

14:53

never seen cubes that long since as

14:55

well. Mhmm. Wow. Yeah. It was a lot

14:57

of cubes. It wasn't a bad thing. Just like,

15:00

you know, I was getting pussy. Yeah. It's just

15:02

not what you see in porn usually. It was not

15:04

what I see in porn. It was what I was expecting. Yeah.

15:06

Like, she didn't trim or shave

15:09

or anything. and they looked like she hadn't

15:11

ever. It was quite good experience. I

15:13

would have been nineteen. That was

15:15

my first experience with a vagina, but it

15:17

was my first, like, longer term experience

15:19

with one person because it was over the course

15:21

of, like, the spring and summer. Was it two months?

15:24

But I had a girlfriend before, but, like, I think

15:26

I saw her four times.

15:27

and I didn't really know what

15:29

I was doing at the time. I don't remember it much.

15:31

It was not a good relationship. Okay.

15:34

Yeah.

15:34

So camp. They

15:36

kinda gave me an opportunity to

15:39

experiment with what I had learned on there.

15:42

And I

15:43

think she had a good time. as far

15:45

as I could tell anyways, considering how it kept

15:47

happening. Okay. That's it. Did

15:49

you get indication? We wrote

15:52

notes back and forth through each other. and

15:54

it was steamy because, like, in the way

15:56

the campwork was, like, you'd write handwritten notes

15:58

and then deliver them to the office, and then someone

16:00

would bring them back and forth, deliver them

16:02

by hand. at meals. When someone

16:04

write your notes, you'd get them at, like, breakfast

16:06

or something. And if it was, like, from ProScan,

16:09

that would be, like, oh, you better

16:11

go. I'd get those notes and get all

16:13

the attention and then get to read them.

16:15

And Yeah.

16:18

It was fun. That's

16:19

awesome. I I love having, like,

16:21

messengers

16:21

delivering love notes. That's so romantic.

16:24

Okay. So what was the next part of your

16:26

unfolding sexually? And did that ever

16:29

include oral for you? I

16:30

think it did. But because she didn't

16:33

have much experience, it

16:35

wasn't great. Okay.

16:37

don't think she did too much oral on me because

16:39

she wasn't really into giving oral --

16:41

Yeah. -- didn't really like it. So was like, that's

16:44

fine, whatever. but lots of hand

16:46

stuff. After that, the

16:48

summer of that relationship was the summer before my

16:50

college started. When I went to college, I moved

16:52

away from camp as everybody does it in the

16:54

summer. I looked at the res is what it

16:56

was called. It's a school housing. And that's

16:58

where I'm at to my first longer

17:01

term partner. However, she wouldn't have

17:03

sex with him. It

17:04

was a virgin. And

17:05

I told her this. And she

17:07

said, you can come back and we can have sex once

17:09

you've had sex someone else. and learned.

17:11

She said that to you?

17:13

Yeah. Yeah. Why had people say that

17:15

to me too? It was like, okay. I

17:17

guess that makes sense. and, like, I

17:19

was really attracted to her. I was, like, I wanna

17:21

do this. So I think twenty seventeen,

17:23

the start of winter twenty seventeen, there

17:25

was this champ meetup And I think I was

17:28

talking to a couple people at the time. I've

17:30

always been talking to, like, more than

17:32

one person at a time, and I'd never really identified

17:34

as polyamorous until pretty

17:36

recently. Yeah. When I started dating someone

17:38

else, that's also Boney, and they taught me a

17:40

lot of this stuff. I've always been interested in talking

17:42

about multiple people at once because, like, why not?

17:45

Yeah. I get it. So I was talking to

17:47

someone from camp who actually was

17:49

a friend of mine's sister. Like someone

17:51

from camp that I was really close with, it was his

17:53

sister. And I think she goes, like, a

17:56

year or two younger than me. Her and I started

17:58

talking, they got close.

17:59

And

17:59

I spent the night at her house

18:02

sometime I think around Christmas or something.

18:05

And I was staying in her brother's

18:07

room, and she texted

18:09

me to, like, sneak into her room. and

18:13

she got on top

18:15

of me and was grinding on me. There was

18:17

no, like, penetration or anything. That was my

18:19

first, like, skin on the skin content. That

18:21

is some of my favorite that's amazing. She was so

18:23

wet just rubbing on my tongue. It

18:25

was only, like, a couple minutes and then she, like,

18:27

sent me back to her brother's room. It was so much

18:29

fun. The whole thing with her house was like

18:32

her parents. They could hear everything. was

18:34

blown away about how much they can hear, like, they can hear, like,

18:36

the door opening and the sound of footsteps

18:39

on the carpet -- Oh, wow. -- over the air conditioning.

18:41

I was like, no, there's no way they can hear this. And she

18:43

was like, yes, I can't sneak out and do anything.

18:45

But, yes, so that happened around Christmas, and

18:47

then come the next year, I went

18:50

backing that up with the girl that I'd met

18:52

the previous fall -- Mhmm. -- and told

18:54

her that I had sex. What I I hadn't really,

18:56

I just thought I had, I thought that's what sex was.

18:59

Right.

18:59

It's a one definition?

19:01

It was enough for me. Yeah. And

19:03

her and I hooked up.

19:04

And she told me that

19:06

she could tell if it was my first time and then I hadn't

19:09

done it before.

19:09

Oh, but did she

19:11

tell you how? How she knew? Like, did she give you

19:13

actual instruction or just sort of criticism? she

19:16

just sort of criticized me and said, like, it wasn't

19:18

that good. That's

19:19

about her. However, it was

19:21

good enough for her to keep coming back from

19:23

home.

19:24

Okay. How was that for you?

19:26

Well, I'm well endowed as I've heard other

19:28

people say. Size doesn't matter.

19:30

It's more so how you use it. it is the most important

19:33

thing. Size is good, and it depends. Everybody

19:35

has preferences. So that's what I've learned.

19:37

Yep. Just like I've used the clock ring before,

19:39

but the one that I had was almost too tight.

19:42

Okay. Yeah. They're too small and almost hurt to

19:44

leave on. the Hard

19:46

eight to eight and a half and soft, like,

19:48

three to four. But

19:49

yeah. So she ended up

19:51

liking sex, so I guess she came back for

19:53

more. And that relationship ended up being

19:55

sort of on and off for, like, Okay. Nearly

19:58

three years.

19:58

Oh, wow. Okay.

19:59

Yeah. I met her twenty seventeen,

20:03

and

20:03

we were hooking up through college. and

20:05

then, like, redated and broke up and dated

20:07

and broke up and she cheated on me once or twice.

20:10

And I ended up moving in with her and living

20:12

with her for a full year. What

20:13

was your sex like? Did it get better? Was

20:15

there more of it? Did you have fun? Did

20:17

you learn stuff?

20:19

The sex was good. Yeah. Actually, I

20:21

would visit her. would board my mom's car,

20:23

and I would drive up to her because she was, like, an

20:25

hour away. Okay. I would take my parents car and

20:27

drive up to her at, like, midnight where my parents

20:30

were asleep. We'd have sex

20:32

and cuddle and have an energy drink and

20:34

watch a TV show or something, take a bath,

20:37

and then I would drive back home. thorough

20:39

and carefully watch my parents' car

20:41

and take

20:42

it to sleep for an hour and pretend like nothing

20:44

ever happened. I don't think my parents knew I was doing

20:46

That is such an extreme burden

20:49

of sneaking out. Also, I can't believe

20:51

you didn't sleep very much, but that's gray

20:53

and very hot.

20:54

Okay. Yeah. Until eventually, I moved in with

20:56

her and then, like, the sex was pretty regular.

20:59

She was on antidepressants that really messed

21:01

with her sensitivity and her sex

21:03

drive. I ended up buying a

21:05

magic wand.

21:08

And

21:09

that thing is powerful. It sure is.

21:11

Wow. Yeah. I've had to answer

21:13

your questions with that thing. You have

21:15

how? Where did where do you put it? What do you what

21:17

do you do with it? I would basically

21:20

leave it on the underside of my day --

21:22

Uh-huh. -- right near the head. Yeah. And

21:25

just basically leave it there until I

21:27

would come. Like, not touching

21:29

it or do hold it. I would hold it there.

21:31

Do

21:31

you hold it with, like, pressure from the top,

21:33

or do you, like, just hold it in place?

21:35

I would lay on my back and

21:36

kind of

21:38

clicked the magic wand vertically, like,

21:40

parallel to my penis. Okay. I put the vibrating

21:42

end on the underside of my deck.

21:45

Hot. Okay. So here's the question. Will you

21:47

come like that? Does it just spurt straight up

21:49

or do you aim it or do you try to catch it?

21:51

It shoots straight up. Have

21:53

you captured that in slow mo? Not

21:56

yet, but that's partially because I

21:58

didn't have a good enough camera I haven't

21:59

thought to. But now you do.

22:02

and also she kept the magic wand.

22:04

Oh, okay.

22:05

So when did this relationship

22:07

in in twenty twenty, you said?

22:08

I moved in with her in twenty twenty

22:11

around April. and slipped

22:13

with her until twenty twenty one

22:15

around April. So

22:16

while you were together, were you

22:19

dating anyone out, like, did you ever fuck other people?

22:21

Were you polyamorous then? Or is that a more recent

22:23

development?

22:23

No. No. At the time, I was pretty

22:26

monotonous. she had borderline

22:28

personality disorder. And because

22:30

of that, had a lot of, like, slips, like,

22:32

trust issues, like, she would spontaneously

22:35

accuse me of cheating simply

22:37

if because I was, like, out for too long,

22:39

if I was going to get groceries or going to get

22:41

gas for someone to be like, are you cheating on me? It's

22:43

like, No. Mhmm. How would I even

22:45

do that? She would go through my phone, paranoid,

22:47

that I I was talking to other people.

22:49

Mhmm.

22:50

think she was paranoid that I was going to leave

22:52

her. She had commitment issues. The anxious attachment

22:55

style. I get that. Yeah. I have abandonment

22:57

stuff. Just to be really clear, normalized that

22:59

every new person like you're gonna leave soon to yeah.

23:01

I'm gonna explode you, you know, and then that actualizes

23:03

it half the time. Okay.

23:04

Wow. That sounds really, really tough,

23:06

especially for a first big

23:08

relationship. It was difficult.

23:10

Yeah. And, like, I was in love

23:12

with her at the time, so I took care of her and

23:15

did what I could to help in any way that code,

23:17

like, I wanted it to be easier. But the

23:19

the sex, anyway, the sex was good. She was a

23:21

squarter. Okay. I got her to squirt

23:23

a lot. that's part of the thing that I was

23:25

researching as a child, like, part of the reason that

23:27

my dad laid my email because I had all these, like,

23:30

ears out of seconds, people to score, like,

23:32

use this technique, like, yeah, learn this

23:34

thing here on the Internet. Like, there are techniques

23:36

and stuff, but a lot of it's just paying attention to each

23:38

person you're with. Yeah.

23:39

Can you say a little bit more about that? Have

23:41

you

23:41

notice differences in other partners.

23:44

My

23:44

partner that I'm currently with also squirts,

23:46

and she likes deeper, rougher sex.

23:49

But I found that using kind of my two

23:51

like, my middle finger, my ring finger, and kind

23:53

of using a come hair motion. Well,

23:55

she's fingering her, like, putting my fingers in

23:57

and out, and using the come hair, kind of to figure

23:59

her here at g spot. I think it is. Using

24:01

my thumb on her clip, gets her to

24:03

just absolutely fill my hands with juice.

24:06

Like So cool. Like, knows

24:08

that she sports and we have to put it that hold down every time

24:10

to keep the bedroom getting soaked. We

24:12

have the idea invest and all the waterproof bed

24:14

covers

24:14

They should all just need water

24:16

protection. I know. I know. All this

24:18

sex all this stuff to have, like, good, really

24:21

convenient, nice sex is kind of expensive.

24:23

I fill you. But towels are good in the meantime to

24:25

soak it all up. When did you realize that you

24:27

were into pleasing your other partners? Like, when

24:29

was that, like, a conscious thing for you?

24:31

I don't know. Like, as a young adult,

24:34

I was always into the

24:36

female orgasm and getting my

24:38

partner to come It's like, that's what's hot.

24:40

Like, if I can get you to come so much

24:42

that you want to please me, then

24:45

that's that's the thing that I wanna do. If

24:47

you're having such a good time that you want to please me,

24:49

then I'm happy. That's

24:51

amazing. Okay. And then when it comes

24:53

to you being pleased, what do you

24:55

like? What really feels good? Assuming

24:57

that someone's just focused on your cock, maybe with

24:59

mountains, maybe with hands, like, what do you like

25:00

to receive from partners? So,

25:02

definitely, the tape is more sensitive. I am a certain

25:05

size. So, like, when I'm hard, like, the skin

25:07

around my penis is what I use to, like, jerk

25:09

off. the top, like, the thumb and finger.

25:12

Yeah. Like, basically, go over the tip

25:14

just a little bit, and the

25:16

rest of it is holding the skin, and the skin

25:18

is moving longer shots. if and dry, I

25:20

use lube. Yeah.

25:21

I don't use

25:22

lube often because, like, it's cleanup.

25:24

And

25:24

-- Yeah. -- the

25:25

less cleanup you have to do afterwards, the easier

25:28

it is to relax into the air. I'm

25:29

gonna be honest, I'm not confident when

25:31

it comes to dry handed hand jobs. I do like

25:33

to have a a new penis owning partner, like show

25:35

me how they do it or use my hand if it's as if

25:37

it's theirs. Mhmm. But because I have no

25:40

I mean, I don't know. I just panicked about it. My You don't

25:42

have the feel for it. I don't have feedback. You don't

25:44

have the body. not my body. I don't have any

25:46

feedback. And I've had so many

25:48

partners that just sit there silently or don't give

25:50

feedback in the work. Okay. You can stop. Not like that

25:52

was a lot of my form of experiences. I'm like, what's

25:54

happening? I've been

25:57

working on talking about what feels

25:59

good.

25:59

when I'm with my current partners. It's been tough

26:02

to talk about what feels good, especially in the moment.

26:04

Okay.

26:04

That was my question. Do you talk about

26:06

it with your partners? And then do you show them

26:08

how to do dry hand jobs or do usually

26:10

get live with them? Or do they just go straight

26:13

to my house? because that's what I'm asking. My current

26:15

partner doesn't actually give me many hand

26:17

jobs. Like, a lot of it starts with over the clothing

26:19

and then clothes come off and we go straight

26:22

into a boat job.

26:22

Yeah. because I'm not confident with hand jobs. I'll often

26:24

turn it into, like, dry humping or grinding or

26:27

I'll I'll do a lot of pull

26:27

ups. I love hand jobs. Like, I I almost like the better

26:30

than blow jobs. I wanna get better. because, like, as good

26:32

as blow job is, like, everyone does it differently.

26:34

Yeah. And it's not always good. Like, because

26:36

the tip of my dick is so sensitive, like, I

26:38

almost prefer, like, more

26:40

focus of the tip. Mhmm.

26:41

And -- Mhmm. -- if you like deep

26:43

throating and you deep throat me, it's not always gonna

26:45

feel good for me. I get it. I do like

26:47

giving oral. I haven't given

26:50

a blow job yet.

26:52

So I will get back to you about that when

26:54

that happens. I'm sure with

26:56

the right person it will happen. However,

26:58

giving oral to

27:00

female-bodied people is absolutely

27:03

amazing. being

27:04

able to kiss some down someone's body

27:06

and tease around

27:08

their clips and around their vagina until

27:11

they're basically bang for more. and

27:13

then to give them that initial contact,

27:16

force them to take a deep breath because it's so much

27:18

stimulation, it's so satisfying.

27:21

And I

27:23

just love the way that, like, the

27:25

vagina like, people's vagina smells and

27:27

tastes. Mhmm. It's, like, so sweet.

27:30

and floral and, like, everyone's different

27:32

in their own little way? Yeah. It's just amazing.

27:34

Okay. So have you done any

27:36

anal explorations in either direction?

27:38

just this weekend, my

27:40

first experience.

27:41

Oh, either direction. Yeah. Yes. Before

27:44

receiving. Okay. However, giving annual

27:46

was my first time this weekend. It was my part. Wonderful.

27:48

Okay. Tell us about this weekend.

27:50

It's so fresh. This weekend. It's so fresh.

27:52

So my prior visit, I told my partner

27:54

I wanted to take her

27:56

And she was like, okay. I'm not

27:58

really ready yet. So this time when

28:00

I visited, because had a couple of days there,

28:02

she was like, Okay. We'll we'll try this.

28:04

She bought lube prior and

28:06

already has a handful of toys. I started

28:08

by playing with her pussy a little bit, warming her up. I tried

28:10

to get her orgasm before we actually

28:13

started doing anal, warming up. And,

28:15

like, playing with her claret and playing with her let's see

28:17

a little bit. because once she was warmed up,

28:19

she got her knees and the

28:21

bottom of the we had was working well. It was

28:23

one of those, like, squirder bottles where you,

28:25

like, you pump it to squirt it out. Mhmm.

28:27

And it has a long, like, straw, so you

28:29

put it in and it wasn't working well.

28:32

It was the first time we'd use it -- That's fine. --

28:34

kind of annoying, but there was enough.

28:36

I started with finger and a small toy until she

28:38

was ready for the Next toy. Mhmm.

28:40

The next toy she had was actually too big.

28:42

She has, like, a, like, I think, an eight or a ten inch

28:45

Dildo that has no flared base, so I

28:47

was just kinda holding it. I can take it in

28:49

my ass, but she couldn't at

28:51

least at the time. Perhaps it's really tight. Maybe it was

28:53

just because it was the first time in a long time

28:55

that she'd done that. after doing small toy,

28:57

she said, just put it in.

28:59

And I had a candy bar and I lived up myself,

29:02

and I fucked her ass. I don't

29:04

wanna say it wasn't good, but it wasn't

29:06

bad. Okay. What

29:07

was interesting was being able to, like, finger

29:10

her while I was fucking her ass and steal my dick and

29:12

her ass through her pussy. Isn't that so

29:14

cool? That's so cool. That's so cool.

29:17

Did you tell her that you could feel it? Yeah.

29:19

I think I did. don't remember. It was

29:21

it was so much happening. didn't

29:22

actually end up coming from that just

29:25

because, like, there was so much happening. It's lot

29:27

of new. It's a lot of new. Yeah. It was lot of new.

29:29

Yeah. How

29:30

was it for her? Yeah.

29:31

She said she liked it. Was

29:32

it new for her too? No.

29:34

She's done it once or twice before. Okay.

29:36

We hadn't talked about it much. I haven't talked

29:38

about her previous anal experiences with

29:40

her. yet. But that's, you know,

29:42

to be brought up in the future. Totally. Well, I feel

29:44

like also unless someone's like, hi, I'm a

29:46

butts butt, then it's

29:47

probably somewhere between. Yeah. Do

29:50

you wanna put it in my ass? Like, that's pretty abusive

29:52

partners in the past. So some things are hard

29:55

to talk about, and that's probably why it hasn't.

29:56

Yeah. Sometimes, athletes just

29:58

need a little tender loving

29:59

care. to get met by a nice new

30:02

human being. As for me though, I've

30:04

had all kinds of things in my ass. When I was the kid,

30:06

I was curious and I'd put things in Yeah.

30:08

because, like, it's a hole and it feels good. Really?

30:11

So not knowing

30:12

really what to properly put in

30:14

there. I've done, like, pencils and pens and,

30:16

like, tampons and things look,

30:18

if they don't teach us in kindergarten, what

30:20

are we gonna do? We're gonna get creative. Some

30:22

of the ones that I'm probably most shameful about,

30:25

I saw it on a plunger. I wouldn't

30:27

handle plunger. Yeah.

30:29

It wasn't a grade. Yeah. Currently, I

30:31

have, like, a handful of the steel

30:33

butt plugs. Okay. And prostate

30:36

toy, a silicone toy that I I don't use

30:38

often, but it's there. Okay. My partner

30:41

has a strap on.

30:42

cheese fuck my ass with. That's fun.

30:45

Okay. Is that a regular occurrence?

30:47

No. Regular. It's it's happened, I think, two

30:49

or three times now. How do you like to be

30:51

warmed up?

30:52

definitely got my deck played with little bit.

30:54

And she ate

30:56

last last time I was there, and it

30:58

was good. It's not something that I had done before,

31:00

but it was good. think I need to try it a couple more

31:03

times to get a better understanding of it.

31:05

I'm gonna

31:05

say, were you able to relax enough

31:07

to

31:07

even feel because I think the first several

31:09

times for me. I was like, it's okay.

31:11

You know, like, I was so nervous. Yeah. I definitely

31:14

think I need to try it again. relaxed

31:16

because it was the first time. Yeah. Yeah. I also had

31:18

a partner that was, like, really into it.

31:20

So there was no fear on

31:22

my part of, like, what if they don't like

31:24

it? It was just like And I haven't been with someone

31:26

that's been really into it. Like, my partner now,

31:28

like, is into it, but not, like, let's

31:30

do this. Yeah.

31:32

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Totally. Yeah. Cool.

31:35

Do you fuck yourself in the ass as

31:37

part of your, like, masturbation on the regular? Or was it

31:39

more for special occasions? Or what do you Not on the regular,

31:41

but sometimes. Yeah. once again, it's one

31:44

of those things that, like, it takes a little bit of prep

31:46

and clean up afterwards to make sense. So

31:48

if I have the patience and time too, then

31:50

-- Yeah. -- I will. Do you ever do it without

31:52

stimulating your cock? Like, have you

31:54

done any of the, like, kind of hands free explorations

31:57

up the butt? Or is that something you're you're going to

31:59

do with the

31:59

flywheel? Okay. You have. Yeah. Yeah. my

32:02

parents sold their house recently, whoever

32:04

in the old house, I would

32:06

lay a towel down and I

32:09

would usually put, like, a latex glove on or

32:11

something

32:11

and just kind of finger around feeling

32:14

where my prostate is and see what's up there.

32:16

And, like, yeah,

32:17

I did try to have,

32:18

like, a prostate orgasm guess by doing that, but

32:20

don't know if it's something I can have or something that I

32:22

just haven't been patient enough to have, but

32:25

maybe it's in the future. Who knows? We

32:26

don't need to rush to find out. We

32:29

don't need just wrong. She doesn't want to get your

32:31

own to find page. Okay. If

32:33

we missed any formative experiences yet,

32:35

I wanna get more details about your desires,

32:37

but, like, any partners or any kind of, like,

32:39

locations or places?

32:41

I've snuck a couple people into

32:44

camp. Like,

32:45

I had a relationship at camp at

32:47

one point. However, I think either the previous

32:49

or the next summer, I was working either

32:51

as maintenance or kitchen staff, I

32:53

either mess with someone on bumble Facebook

32:56

dating or Tinder before I was banned

32:58

from Tinder. Why'd you get banned? I

33:00

don't know. I don't probably because

33:02

enough people reported my profile for

33:04

having something that shouldn't be there. I don't know.

33:06

I didn't realize their naked laws are pretty

33:09

strict. Like, you can't show it. I think

33:11

I showed a bear back or something. It's

33:13

pretty, like, explicit that people are on

33:15

there for relationships, but, like, once you meet

33:17

up with a person, it's not. Exactly. Exactly.

33:20

Always a relationship thing. New Yeah.

33:23

Yeah. But, like, I think your profile can't have anything

33:25

like statutory explicit in it. Okay.

33:27

Yeah. That's probably why I got in.

33:29

Okay. So we digressed because you were

33:31

telling us about summer camp and sneaking people in.

33:34

Have

33:34

you ever had car sex?

33:36

I have.

33:37

My first experience having sex in a car

33:39

was in a Volkswagen Beetle.

33:41

small, front or back?

33:44

In the back was the first time. It

33:46

was tight and we spilled

33:48

the lube on the floor and there wasn't enough

33:50

she wasn't into it. So she wasn't at

33:52

all wet because there wasn't enough lube and

33:54

she wasn't wet. I couldn't even get my dick in.

33:56

Like, the condom, like, it

33:58

just stopped halfway and she was like, I'm

33:59

I'm not doing this anymore. Neither

34:02

was finished. It wasn't working well.

34:04

I will say And

34:06

also, if you have a large

34:08

crock, you do need the lady to be

34:10

super wet or lubed up.

34:12

Like, you can't really get away with it.

34:14

I've definitely gotten some small cocks

34:16

in

34:16

there, and then, like, the juices start flowing,

34:18

but, like, for big ones, I don't know. You need

34:20

just

34:20

gotta have some help to get in. Was

34:23

that at the camp? Was that the sneaking

34:24

story? That was the one that

34:26

I had snuck into camp at some point, and

34:29

we decided to have another experience where

34:31

we drove. into, like, a private parking

34:33

lot somewhere

34:34

way up north and, you know,

34:36

tried that.

34:37

Nice. the

34:39

partner that I was with

34:41

this past twenty twenty one

34:43

fall, I still had veto this past fall.

34:46

I've I've sold since and bought a two thousand

34:48

ten Route four, which is much better for

34:50

Saxon. However, I have not had that in

34:52

it yet. Yet. Yep. There

34:54

was a time in the beetle where

34:56

where my

34:57

partner and I I think we just wanted

34:59

to go for a drive. We

35:01

went for a drive in parked by the river,

35:03

and we started having a conversation,

35:05

turned on some music and off the lights and then she

35:07

climbed over into the driver's seat and

35:09

started taking my clothes off. Mhmm. And

35:12

I think we were about to have sex when

35:15

she had, like, an anxiety attack that

35:17

had to stop because

35:19

she had a flashback of a previous time

35:21

when she was having sex in a car.

35:23

and got caught.

35:24

Oh, wow. Okay. You've

35:26

got some car almost, but hopefully your new

35:28

car, that's gonna be a great sex car.

35:31

Oh, yeah. I'm certainly hoping anyways.

35:33

Okay.

35:33

Now I would love to hear

35:36

some turn ons or turn offs that

35:38

we haven't gotten to yet. I

35:40

really like making out.

35:41

However, a bad kisser or someone that doesn't

35:44

kiss the same style as me is

35:46

a turn off. Yeah. If you don't kiss well, it's

35:48

gonna be a turn off. or, like, we're gonna have to

35:50

have a conversation about it. Yeah. What do you say?

35:52

Like, my current partner used to use a lot of

35:55

tongue. The way that she does it, it's not

35:57

like style. It's almost too much. Mhmm.

35:59

And I've told her and she's pretty pretty

36:02

good about not, you know, eating my face,

36:04

like licking my teeth. It's It's a sensory

36:06

overload sometimes. Like, having the roof of my mouth

36:08

lick. Like, a little bit of tongue is okay.

36:10

Yeah. How are you with when people, like,

36:12

lick your ears? I like my ears,

36:15

like, didn't you? I really like that. Yeah.

36:17

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And, like, like, molding is also

36:19

a good turn on. Like, if I can hear that you are

36:21

enjoying what I'm doing. And, like, if I can

36:23

hear in your breathing, that what I'm doing is causing

36:25

a positive reaction in you, then, you know,

36:27

that's gonna be a turn on for me. obviously,

36:30

like, physical touch does it turn on? Like, when

36:32

it comes to, like, more detailed physical

36:34

touch, like, I like my nipples playing with. That's

36:36

for sure. really like massages. Like, if can

36:38

give me a good back massages before we had sex, like,

36:40

it'll be a completely different experience for me anyway.

36:43

I will definitely return the favor if not start

36:45

with that myself. That's

36:46

awesome. I

36:47

feel like one of the sad things about

36:49

physical education in all schools. Of course, they

36:51

don't teach us massage, but wouldn't it be amazing if

36:53

they taught us all massage we would actually learn about

36:56

our bodies, the muscles, how to take care of

36:58

them, and then we'd all be able to, like, touch

37:00

each other intelligently.

37:02

Going to a chiropractor is expensive. Yeah.

37:05

And even then, they don't teach you anything. They just

37:07

they just do it to you. Mine does, actually, I

37:09

ask him a million questions and he tells

37:11

me everything. So does mine wanna

37:14

be able to see him and I probably should

37:16

go sometime. Yeah. Dude, Yeah.

37:18

I have benefits of my work currently, so

37:20

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37:22

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38:43

So physical touch, what else or if

38:45

there any specific types of physical touch that are

38:47

maybe even not on the most sexiest normal

38:49

parts? also we haven't heard about your balls

38:51

yet. Yeah. The backs of my legs

38:53

are sensitive. Like, because I do a lot of standing

38:56

and walking at work, and even driving. Like,

38:58

I drive a lot. Okay. My calves are,

39:00

like, usually pretty sore or tight. So

39:02

if you're massaging my back and you got my legs,

39:04

it might even be painful for me. but

39:06

I do like the foot massage. It's just my feet are

39:08

really ticklish. Always? Or does it go

39:10

away sometimes?

39:12

No. Always. I'm like, do lightest touches?

39:14

It really ticklish. Yeah. Do you enjoy

39:16

tickles

39:16

or is that, like, no for you? It's

39:18

not something that I can do with sex

39:20

related. Yeah. Like, it's more like a playful thing. Okay.

39:22

Yeah. Yeah. It gets so overwhelming that if

39:24

I'm, like, legit based on is almost a turn

39:26

off thing. Yeah. You're gonna do one with the other, not

39:29

both. Yeah. maybe bringing in, like, a

39:31

feather or something like that. Okay. That's what I was saying. How

39:33

are you with light touches? Yeah. Like light touches.

39:35

Okay. What other touches do you not like?

39:37

And then tell us what touches you in terms of sensation.

39:40

I mean, like, forceful grabbing. Anything

39:42

that that isn't consensual really.

39:45

Yeah. Part

39:45

of my autism is like, I'm very sensitive

39:47

to physical touch. So, like, my partner and

39:49

I, we had a bit of an argument the other day that this agreement

39:52

we had and caused me to be in place where I was,

39:54

like, please don't touch me right now. I don't wanna

39:56

be touched by anything. I get that. like,

39:58

normally, like, a a person that,

39:59

like, loves hogs. I want to touch. It's just,

40:02

like, when I'm in a bad mood, it's, like, not something

40:04

I can we're stimulating. Totally

40:06

understand that. I'm observing in

40:08

your responses something I also experience,

40:11

which is how different my

40:13

physical sensory experience is depending

40:15

on my mood slash relationship with

40:18

the person. So, like, I heard you

40:20

talk about in a situation where there had

40:22

been, like, a back and forth between the person

40:24

where there was, like, I call them explosions,

40:26

like, interpersonal difficulty maybe.

40:29

And then sometimes for me, it changes,

40:31

like, the actual if they did touch me,

40:33

it changes the

40:34

way it literally feels to me. Does that is that what you're

40:36

describing?

40:37

Yeah. Yeah. Sometimes it it can be kind of

40:39

like a sharp or shocking. Yeah. Like,

40:41

it makes me wanna, like, pull back. Yeah.

40:44

I

40:44

would love to hear some other sensations

40:46

that you experience maybe as

40:49

a submissive. You've said you've been feeling

40:51

pretty submissive. lately. I'd love to hear you

40:53

talk about power exchange eventually,

40:55

but first start with the sensations that your submissive

40:57

self like wants to receive. It's

41:00

been a long time since I've been tied up.

41:03

My partner of, like, a couple years when

41:05

I talked about it. Mhmm. I've been to Camping

41:07

for a while.

41:08

and I went to school for camping. I

41:10

haven't slept in attendance in long time.

41:12

I only sleep in hammocks when

41:13

I go camping. Hammocking is one person

41:15

thing. However, the way that I hand it is we

41:17

use, like, quick clip in straps. Now

41:20

these straps, they're basically a simple knot

41:22

that rots around the tree and then the the strap goes

41:24

through itself. You

41:25

can use that same knot to

41:27

attach these straps to a person's hands and

41:29

wrists and ankles. So I

41:31

set these straps up on the bed that we had

41:33

and we tied it to those wrists

41:36

and ankles to the bed and

41:37

did that at

41:38

one point. And I I wanna do that again.

41:40

That was there's kind of some, like, restraint

41:43

play, I guess. Yeah. I've never

41:45

used handcuffs, but it was similar to handcuffs

41:47

if they were, like, for individual wrists. Mhmm.

41:49

Yeah. I wouldn't mind being tied down and teased

41:52

and touched and, like, deny orgasm

41:54

almost. Oh. There's

41:56

touches that I don't know that I I want that I

41:58

haven't had yet.

41:59

I know that feeling. I have a long bucket

42:02

list. I'm trying to figure

42:02

out how to organize, but there's so many types

42:04

of touches I wanna experience and just like scenarios

42:08

around touches. There's a

42:10

club in Toronto called the Oasis

42:13

Aqualones. I have heard of it.

42:15

my molecule and

42:17

I have wanted to go there -- Mhmm. --

42:19

recently. So

42:20

he gave you food about it. So you know it's like a

42:22

sex club basically? a clothing optional

42:25

lounge where

42:26

people can go to have sex

42:28

and be watched and pass around

42:30

partners if they so choose openly and

42:33

you know, it's a place to talk about sex comfortably.

42:35

There's a bar and a pool. think the building

42:37

has its health and sports floors. One of which

42:39

is like, specifically designed for like kinky

42:42

stuff. It's like a whole dungeon room.

42:44

One room has the back of a van. But

42:46

there's another room with just like chairs and couches and

42:48

beds and stuff. I haven't been, but I've seen

42:51

little bits of video and pictures here and there,

42:53

and I want also Oh, that's great.

42:55

That's super great. You mentioned

42:58

your polycurel. I would love to hear

43:00

whatever you can share about its makeup

43:02

and or how it affects your sex life. If

43:05

so, our public school, me and my current I

43:07

guess, I can say girlfriend are dating, and

43:09

she lives with another couple who

43:11

she also plays with on occasion. and

43:13

they're very sexual, like, that couple plays with each

43:15

other. They're just, like, openly. Like, I've walked out

43:17

to them getting a blow job -- Mhmm. -- in

43:20

the living room. It's like, oh, hey. Cool.

43:22

My first three son was actually a couple of weeks ago

43:25

with one of them. The penis owning partner,

43:27

let's call them s. Okay. and

43:30

my current partner, a -- Okay.

43:32

-- the

43:32

three of us hooked up. She was sucking

43:34

their dick. Will I fucked her?

43:37

And

43:37

it was fun. It was an introduction. What

43:39

would you wanna do for your next one? I don't

43:41

know. I'm still getting comfortable with

43:43

other male body humans. Mhmm.

43:45

growing up with Christian influenced

43:48

parents. I've had a lot of

43:50

homophobia thrown into me, and my

43:52

dad is very homophobic. Oh, okay.

43:54

Like, I can't even visit my parents. Was it like

43:56

that making home of my prepared remarks when,

43:58

like, I am

43:59

actively

44:01

with male partners. Yeah. So

44:03

can't really talk about it with them. And I

44:05

don't know what I do if they heard this because I'm not gonna

44:07

send it to them. But it would be an interesting

44:09

conversation. I was gonna say you never know. People

44:11

have some really flexible minds once they

44:13

find out people they love

44:14

or one of those things that they were criticizing.

44:17

Yeah. I know. because of the homophobia that

44:19

I've had during the interview over the years. I'm still

44:21

developing comfort level with male body

44:23

humans. Yeah. I did have an

44:26

early day experience where I think

44:28

when I was seventeen,

44:30

I met someone from Whistler. Have

44:32

you

44:32

heard of Whistler? I'm

44:33

trying to remember what it is. Tell

44:35

me. With first, like, an anonymous app

44:37

on your phone where you can basically, like, post what you

44:39

want under any username

44:42

you want. identifying as whatever

44:44

gender you want and whatever age group you want.

44:46

Doesn't

44:46

have to be accurate. You can choose it.

44:48

Okay. I was in high school

44:50

at the time, I think, like like late high school.

44:53

I think my first relationship had ended

44:55

the previous summer. It was the short one. Mhmm.

44:58

only I only met her four times.

45:00

And then my phone got stolen. So I

45:02

was, like, going through a time of, like, I guess,

45:04

trauma recovery. Yeah. And

45:07

was questioning things because I probably because I was

45:10

playing with my ass at the time or something

45:12

and decided to meet up with someone

45:14

from online out of the blue at my

45:16

parents' house. Well, they were away. Now,

45:19

so this man was in his

45:21

fifties. I invited him over and

45:23

my parents' dogs were not happy this.

45:26

They freaked out at this time. Yeah. Basically,

45:28

I invited him over. It was just me. He came over.

45:30

He gave me a bit of a massage. It was not

45:32

a great massage. Okay. And then he

45:34

ended up

45:35

sucking me a little bit and jerking me off. Okay.

45:37

And when he asked if I wanted

45:39

to touch him, I was like, I'm not really comfortable. And

45:41

he jerked himself off into a paper

45:44

towel. and

45:44

then left. How

45:45

was that for you? How was it that you like,

45:48

how was it to have another mouth?

45:49

It was really good, Ed. Great.

45:53

But is just the fact that he was,

45:55

like, thirty years older than me. Totally.

45:57

It was two old. Okay. But a

45:58

fun exploration.

45:59

It was a good initial experience,

46:02

I guess. it was very positive and friendly.

46:04

Like, it didn't make me uncomfortable in any way. It wasn't a

46:06

product to it, at least as far as I can tell.

46:08

Years later and plenty of female

46:10

body experiences down the line. My

46:13

partner of last fall had a

46:15

friend who I

46:17

connected with post breakup. He

46:19

is gay and I am protecting with him. We became

46:21

pretty good friends to

46:23

the point where we

46:24

ended up touching each other's penises.

46:27

Nice. Yeah. In January this

46:30

year. Yeah. was staying at my parents' place in

46:32

Toronto because my

46:33

accident kicked me out of her apartment. Okay.

46:36

I'd live with my parents in between finding

46:38

a place of my own and living

46:40

with her. Yeah. And he lived in

46:42

Toronto. So, you know, while I was living with my

46:44

parents, was need to hang it with someone on board.

46:47

I need a friend. I'm gonna hang it with him.

46:48

He's my age. He's twenty three

46:51

or twenty four, I think. He knows

46:52

what he's doing, and he has a decently

46:54

sized dick. it

46:55

was a good time. I went over to his place and laid

46:57

down in his bed, and he slid

46:59

my sweatpants down and sucked me little bit.

47:01

And then eventually, I got

47:03

the confidence to be like, hey, can I talk to you?

47:06

And he took his pants off? I started touching

47:08

him. And

47:09

then we were drinking each other off. I

47:11

came twice.

47:12

before he came once.

47:14

It

47:16

kept jerking me off until

47:18

he came. and

47:19

then I came a second time and then I got him

47:21

to come. Okay.

47:22

And that's that's a first for me. That's

47:24

amazing. Oh, congratulations. I

47:26

haven't come twice with one handjob. Wow.

47:30

From someone else anyways.

47:32

We were, like, laying down,

47:35

like, shoulder to shoulder. We

47:36

made out little bit beforehand. That's

47:38

the first time I kissed a guy and it was comfortable

47:40

because he was really attractive. Did he have

47:42

any facial hair? He had

47:44

a little bit at the time. It

47:45

was almost soft. Like, not quite,

47:47

like, by my clutch. I don't, like, rough -- Yeah.

47:49

-- sharp. It was it was, like, a soft facial hair.

47:52

Totally.

47:53

Cool. I love it because,

47:54

like, my first description when I kissed a girl

47:56

was, like, she's so soft too. It's just

47:59

funny to, like,

47:59

It's the same, but it's different, but it's the same.

48:03

People are just soft. People are soft?

48:05

Yes. Okay.

48:06

So

48:07

so many good good details.

48:10

Is there anything else that your body, like,

48:12

loves or has experience that you love that

48:14

we haven't covered yet? I

48:15

like kissing all over. Yeah.

48:17

I just like lots of physical contact. Like

48:19

skin contact is is really comfortable. Yeah.

48:21

I like cuddling and just being held. Oh

48:23

my gosh. Me too. Me too.

48:25

I think, like,

48:27

tunneling after sex is so nice. Like,

48:29

when you're in that, like like,

48:30

that that sweaty come down

48:32

from your desk you're just, like, close to your partner

48:35

and naked. Yeah.

48:35

It's so comfortable. Here's

48:37

a question. Immediately after you come,

48:40

do you wanna, like,

48:41

collapse and lay? Or do you get talk

48:43

like, what happens to you? Usually,

48:46

it's like a collapse and lay thing.

48:48

Yeah. don't really wanna talk too much. I wanna

48:50

just, like, enjoy the feeling of relaxing. Do you

48:52

need to clean up first or can you cuddle

48:54

right away? Like, can you cuddle messy? I

48:56

think it depends on the situation. That's true.

48:58

That's a good point.

49:00

After doing anal, it was like, let's clean

49:02

up and then tunnel. Yeah. Yeah. Also,

49:04

at the same time, there was toys everywhere that were

49:07

dirty, that were in the way of the bed. So we needed to

49:09

move those to Kyle.

49:10

However, like, after sex and, oh,

49:12

you've condoms -- Mhmm. -- protection,

49:15

different condoms, feel different ways. Oh,

49:17

tell us. It's like the Trojan condoms. They come

49:19

on a Gold wrapper. they are a little bit

49:21

thicker -- Mhmm. -- but they

49:24

are super comfortable. Okay.

49:26

And they go on easy every time.

49:27

I think they're called one brand, like, one

49:30

condoms or one one branded. Yeah. They're

49:32

little bit smaller for me. The latex itself

49:34

feels super thin. I

49:35

haven't had one break to my memory,

49:38

but they're small and they're tight and

49:40

I don't like them.

49:41

They're free and they're given out of all the sex clinics

49:43

in Canada. but they don't work for me. Yeah.

49:45

It's a bummer when you got a little bit bigger

49:47

than that. Yeah.

49:50

My partner found these condoms

49:52

I don't remember the brand, but they have, like, a

49:54

hexagon pattern on them. I think

49:56

they're called hex. hex. Yeah. Sounds

49:58

right. Yeah. Most comfortable color of

49:59

that one. I picked

50:00

up these columns called JifTIP,

50:02

JIFTIP.

50:04

Basically, it's a column that covers

50:06

just the tip of the penis. It's

50:08

up to you to buy them and convince your partner

50:10

to try them.

50:11

Yeah. For what? I recommend

50:13

you try it. The way it works is, basically, it just covers

50:16

tip of the penis, words. Seamen comes

50:18

out. It's just a little like band aid.

50:20

An egg shaped band aid. It goes

50:22

on the tip of the penis. In the middle, there's

50:24

an expanding reservoir that when he ejaculates,

50:27

It basically balloons up

50:29

and

50:29

fills. So

50:30

you clean it through the pee and spiced alcohol. They

50:32

give you a wipe and little package. and

50:34

then you press this thing on and rub it

50:36

until

50:37

the outer layer of plastic comes

50:39

off and

50:40

you're safe to have sex.

50:42

because it'll get trapped in the the

50:44

tip condom.

50:45

But it's basically bare skin. Now

50:48

here's here's the user guide. It says blowjob's made

50:50

simple right on the front. So I think it's

50:52

intended for blow jobs. It says it doesn't

50:54

protect against SDIs and HIV and

50:57

stuff. It isn't FDA approved officially.

50:58

That's seems like a great solution for

51:01

partners who maybe know each

51:02

other and have a level of trust built

51:04

up and are looking for sensation thing

51:06

and are worried about primarily pregnancy. I

51:09

would not use that without at least a visual

51:11

inspection knowing the person.

51:14

I have used them. Now I think I paid, like, fifteen

51:16

or twenty bucks for, like, the test package which

51:18

came with, like, two of each different

51:20

style and there's three different styles like medium,

51:22

long, large, reservoir sizes.

51:24

How do you know what reservoir size to use

51:27

for your load? I

51:28

used one drinking off, and it's

51:30

an interesting experience because, like, it's

51:32

kinda tight. You ejaculate and it chills

51:34

up, but it's almost a tight experience. It's pushing

51:36

back. down the rear throat. And the

51:39

way that you the instructions say to take it off

51:41

is you have to basically just key into it.

51:43

Oh. And then key it off. They

51:44

sell an oil that helps remove it easier,

51:47

but I'm

51:47

not gonna buy another one. Was that super sensitive

51:50

after you came? It is

51:52

very sensitive. Yes. It's almost painful

51:54

to take it off because of how sticky the glue is.

51:57

Oh, it could be really good for basket gift.

51:59

It could be yet. Mhmm. But, like,

52:02

that's also a warning for people that are super

52:04

tense. I was gonna say, can't hurt taking it off.

52:06

It may not be the rest. Take your time. Go slow.

52:08

What did it look like? I'm sure you weren't thinking about

52:10

what it looked like. Oh, it's like it's like a white

52:13

bubble. It's a white bubble. But as it grows,

52:15

like, I feel like it must have been so cool watch

52:17

it happen while you're masturbating. Yeah.

52:19

And even blowing bubbles, like, soapy water?

52:21

I sure have. A lot of people. It's just

52:23

like it's just like that. That's so cool. But it's

52:26

filled with white juice, you know. But you're

52:28

feeling your sensation at the same time. That's You're

52:30

feeling your lips. Yeah. Okay. I

52:32

have used one or two of them with partners before.

52:35

Yeah. And the feeling compared to a

52:37

a standard traditional, like, over the

52:39

whole penis condom. Yeah. It's very

52:41

different. Oh, I'm sure. Yeah. It feels like

52:43

their skin. It feels like raw sex,

52:45

but it's protected somewhat. Cool.

52:47

Oh my gosh.

52:50

What about sex thing or news?

52:52

I like sex thing.

52:54

Sexual is hot. When you can keep the sex thing up,

52:56

but then let go back and forth. We can regular conversation

52:58

in sex thing. That's that's even better. Yeah.

53:00

because, like, the

53:01

human brain is so amazing. If I can

53:03

have a conversation through text within

53:05

the texting to, like, Facebook Messenger

53:07

or something, but have both of those chats

53:09

going with one person or even conversations

53:12

going, but that's that's so much fun.

53:13

I haven't texted much recently. It's it's something

53:16

that I want to do. The partner I'm with right now,

53:18

like, main partner does like the sections

53:20

and nudes. However,

53:21

I don't like receiving nudes at work.

53:23

makes sense. Because I don't want to

53:25

risk a coworker or my employer overseeing

53:28

a new dataset. Oh, yeah. Yeah. That's

53:31

part shame related because it's

53:33

something that that's at work. Yeah.

53:34

But at the same time, it's like,

53:36

I

53:37

need my job. And if I were to get

53:39

fired or renewed, isn't texting at

53:41

work. Totally. That would go back onto my

53:43

apartment as well. And that's -- Yeah. -- I don't want them to feel

53:45

responsible for that. So -- Totally. -- like,

53:48

Yeah. I prefer noods. It's stuff to be kept,

53:50

like, outside of work. But

53:51

I'm just saying you could get one of those apps where

53:53

you have to unlock it and you know it's just for noods

53:55

if they text you. They represent, then you That

53:57

way. Yeah. Just throwing out ideas.

54:00

One of

54:00

the people I'm, I guess, dating

54:02

sent me a top afternoon recently, and

54:04

it was really good. Yeah. It was really good. Yes.

54:08

Do you have sex dreams? I

54:09

have had them. Yes. I don't have them much anymore.

54:11

That's probably because I masturbate before I go

54:13

to sleep most to the time? No.

54:15

Do come in them? Not

54:17

that I can remember. I don't think I have. Got

54:19

it.

54:19

Okay. So going forward,

54:22

what other fantasies would

54:24

you like to fulfill or what hopes do you

54:26

have in general for your sex life? I

54:29

hope that it stays as active as it is. becomes

54:31

more active because sex is great. I wanna

54:33

have more of it. I

54:34

want it to be safe.

54:36

Oh, fantasies. I definitely wanna visit

54:38

oasis, explore some voyeurism, and

54:41

more 3747 multiple

54:43

sums, just like play parties and people.

54:45

I wanna find some either multiple

54:48

or just one, even male partner.

54:50

that I'm attracted to and comfortable engaging

54:53

sexually in, the male partner my

54:55

partner is living with currently. Isn't

54:57

my type? And as

55:00

fun as they are to be around and, like,

55:02

watch, I don't feel sexually

55:04

compatible

55:05

completely. I had a threesome with them, but

55:07

I

55:07

don't know.

55:08

They're play partners and then they're, like, lovers.

55:11

And for me, they're not necessarily this like,

55:13

my

55:13

play partner may be my lover for a night,

55:15

but they're not necessarily a lover that I'm

55:17

gonna have a deep connection with. And so I can

55:19

totally understand

55:20

wanting the different experience.

55:22

Yeah. I did meet someone new today

55:24

actually

55:25

that my partners roommate,

55:27

I guess, I can say, in the Polycom is

55:30

dating.

55:30

No. That threesome that I had with

55:33

my partner's roommate. led to

55:36

a lot of talk about my penis, and

55:39

my partner's roommates, partner,

55:42

and this new person Both

55:44

want to see my penis. I'm sure they do.

55:49

Like, great. I met this person

55:51

today. I had no idea who they were before

55:53

today. Yep. And I find out at the end

55:55

of today that

55:56

they wanna see me naked. I mean,

55:59

I get it.

55:59

I get it. I personally have many fantasies

56:02

about, you

56:03

know, getting into Poly kind of relationships

56:05

where then somebody else is just playing speakers

56:08

for me

56:08

so that I can help play friends without doing the

56:10

hard social parts

56:11

and I wanted to ask you that too. How

56:13

is dating for you? You're doing it actively

56:15

around all these different apps and

56:17

how is it for you? It's interesting because,

56:19

like, I have a car and I'm I'm one of the

56:21

people in my circles that travels for

56:23

my people. I'm willing to go the distance

56:26

or someone that I care about. Yeah. I'm going

56:28

on dates with someone

56:29

that is roughly halfway in

56:31

between my main partner and me. I've

56:33

been on one date with someone that lives

56:35

in the same city as me.

56:36

and it's like

56:37

a thirty minute walk to where I am right now.

56:40

And, like, I

56:41

want everybody to meet everybody and everybody

56:43

to be involved. with everyone at some point. because,

56:45

like, I've attracted these people and

56:47

they're also claiming that they are bisexual

56:50

or open to polyamory. And

56:52

if they are, I would like them to be introduced

56:54

to my partners as well. So Yeah. Yeah. I

56:56

need to be with them long enough to have the conversations

56:59

about what I do with my current partner. to

57:01

see if they're open to that as well. So

57:03

it sounds like you're navigating the dating app

57:05

world pretty well and you're not totally overwhelmed

57:07

by that. I'm trying to, like, I'm kinda calling

57:10

down a little bit now that I'm going on dates

57:12

with two more people.

57:13

But as

57:14

far as it is, like, I'm navigating pretty

57:16

well. COVID is tough. Yeah.

57:18

I caught couple

57:19

weeks ago at a concert -- Yeah.

57:21

-- with one of my best friends. I'm so sorry.

57:23

And it wasn't fun. However,

57:25

I caught it

57:27

and tested positive within the

57:29

right time span -- Mhmm. -- to still

57:31

go on my camping trip with another best friend of

57:33

mine. Okay. Oh,

57:36

I wanted to tell you about this. I went on a hiking

57:38

trip. It's made my friend hike to about hundred

57:40

kilometers up north in Northern Ontario.

57:43

Mhmm. when

57:44

you're up that far north, as far as they

57:46

were, there's

57:46

no one else around. Yeah. So when

57:48

you get to your campsite, you

57:50

are fully capable of dropping

57:52

everything. getting naked and

57:55

setting up

57:56

all your stuff,

57:57

naked in the woods. Why am I just

57:59

joking all to

57:59

the sunset?

58:01

Oh my. You've

58:04

done it? Did you do it? Yeah. Yeah.

58:07

It's amazing.

58:08

couple times that trip. That is so

58:10

cool. Okay. I wanted to ask you,

58:13

do you have fantasies about,

58:15

like, like, have you fucked people? Like, that's what

58:17

the best masturbation ever. But, like, is camping,

58:19

like, separate from sex for you or in your perfect

58:21

world, would you be having, like, outdoor

58:23

sex all the time? I wanna have outdoor

58:25

sex more often, and my current partner actually

58:28

recently went out and bought a tent

58:30

so we can go and have sex while camping. I

58:32

wanna have tent sex. I've only had, like,

58:35

camper van sex. I've done

58:36

hand stuff in a hammock, but

58:39

sex in a hammock is difficult. because hammocks

58:41

are, you know, there's weight weight weight and limits. Yeah.

58:43

But hand stuff in hammock is a book you

58:45

mean to write. That's

58:47

a great title.

58:50

I

58:50

went to a handful of music festivals

58:52

this summer.

58:53

where there were, like, two or three day events where,

58:55

like, I drive to the middle of nowhere and

58:57

set up a whole, like, backpack of camping

58:59

gear because I have a hammock. It's what

59:01

I went camping in at these festivals. And so

59:03

I set hammock in the woods and then take

59:06

drugs and go dance music. But,

59:08

yeah, my current partner wants to go to these festivals

59:10

with me. And, like,

59:12

this it's called Sky Transmusic is

59:14

what I've been kinda listening to. And, like, talked

59:16

to the beat of this side of music in

59:18

the woods.

59:20

Cool. Oh, that's

59:22

so cool. Because, like, these people, like, they bring

59:24

massive speakers and DJ booths

59:26

to the forest with generators and

59:29

just listen to music for forty

59:31

eight to sixty four hours like straight

59:33

like days on end of just endless

59:36

music

59:36

and partying and

59:39

celebration and like just love

59:41

and light. up

59:42

yet. And there are so many tents and hammocks

59:45

and people just having a good time together.

59:47

There's gotta be people fucking tents everywhere.

59:49

there's gotta be. I feel like that's gotta be a whole

59:51

magical collection of it, and that seems like a place

59:53

where you definitely could set

59:54

up your handjob, hammocks and

59:56

learn about more cocks. That's what

59:58

I would wanna do.

59:59

That'll be the new thing on the playship. There's

1:00:02

a hammock attachment so that I can do a hammock

1:00:04

hand job just to meet all the new penises. Mhmm.

1:00:07

Okay. So

1:00:08

lastly, if you

1:00:09

could go back in time and give you

1:00:12

a piece of sex advice, what

1:00:13

age your ages would you pick and what would you say?

1:00:16

probably

1:00:16

go back to

1:00:18

eighteen or nineteen, right, when I started

1:00:20

college and

1:00:22

tell myself all about consent.

1:00:25

And I think

1:00:26

you were starting the podcast right around what I

1:00:28

was starting college. So I probably told myself about the podcast.

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Yeah. I'd

1:00:33

say, like, don't be afraid to explore

1:00:35

inner desires. Like, I think I'd tell myself

1:00:38

more

1:00:38

about who I've discovered I am,

1:00:40

now that I'm a few years old. feel But don't

1:00:42

be afraid to go be with a guy. It's there's no

1:00:44

shame in it. People are people. And if you wanna fuck

1:00:46

people, go fuck people.

1:00:48

Fuck yeah. Oh, I love that. fucking

1:00:50

friendly. I love

1:00:51

it. Just do it safe and do it responsibly

1:00:53

and respectfully.

1:00:54

Fuck. Yeah. Caleb, thank

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