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the subject matter for yourself. Hi,
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I'm Sandra Champlain. For over
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twenty five years, I've been on a
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journey to prove the existence
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of life after death. On each
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episode, we'll discuss the reasons
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we now know that our loved ones
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have survived physical death and
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so will we
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Welcome to Shades of the Afterlife.
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We often hear near death experience stories
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where people witness floating up out
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of their body, where people see
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themselves being worked on by hospital
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staff. Where people see their deceased
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loved ones after the near
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death experience, it completely
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changes their life forever.
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It is rare to have all of them in
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one near death experience. I
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want to share with you now a conversation
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I had with Karen blance
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Thomas, and be sure to stay till
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the end because she's got some powerful
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words of wisdom. I know you'll
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really appreciate hearing her story.
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My near death experience was so long ago,
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it was thirty five years ago. At
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that time, I was just a young mom,
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fairly young. I was thirty two and my kids
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were nine and six, and
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my husband and I had moved from
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our home in upstate New
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York to Alaska,
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and my husband was working on the
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oil field the Pruto, and
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I was working in the main trauma
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hospital in Anchorage. At
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that time it was Alaska Hospital and Medical
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Center. My career is
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physical therapy, and so I
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was able to get a job working in
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the physical therapy department there. Five
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years before, I had an injury
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to my low back and I had a ruptured
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disc and had to have a laman ectomy,
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and working with some of the
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more stressful traumatic
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patients that we had to work with and
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incident happened that caused me to rupture
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another disc in my back. So
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I was set up for surgery and
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was one of the first surgical
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patients in the morning, right in the same hospital
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where I worked. My husband and
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the kids came into the hospital and
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were there to walk beside the
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stretchers. They brought me down to
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the operating room. In the operating
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room, they were having me on my stomach
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to be able to open up my back to
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do the surgery, and I remember
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the anesthetic coming in through
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the ivy and then it was lights out
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until suddenly my
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awareness was that I
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was about three or four inches
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from the ceiling tiles and
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looking at these ceiling tiles from very
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close up and being
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totally puzzled as to why that
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was happening, until
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I started hearing the surgeons
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was swearing and hearing
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the anesthesiologists saying that the
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blood pressure had bottomed out, and a
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nurse running out to get blood
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transfusion. And
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my awareness then was back at
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the operating room table, where
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I could see they were in the process of
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flipping my body from face down
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to face up, and I realized
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that was me with this very white
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face that I was looking at, and
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seeing the turmoil that was happening
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in there, I immediately
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thought that I must be dead.
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But I was totally calm
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and unconcerned about
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that body down there, but
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did have some concern for my husband
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and the kids. They're in a waiting room,
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and so I had this desire
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to go to them to let them know
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that I was okay. And as
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soon as I had that desire, I
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began to drift, and I literally drifted
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through the wall of the operating
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room and out into the hallway that they
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had brought me down after getting
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in the O R suite, And
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so I went back the way I had come on
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the stretcher, and I just drifted
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along, drifted through double doors,
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going into ther suite and
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out into another hallway. At
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this point, I suddenly
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realized that I was able to hear
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the thoughts of people. I
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saw this man in
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a brown jacket and pants and
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carrying a bag, and he was in
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a big hurry, and he was heading
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past open elevator doors and
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toward the operating suite. In
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his mind, I could hear him thinking, I've
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got to get in there. I have to get in there fast.
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I got to get there as soon as I can. I've
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got to get there. And at the same
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time, there was another man that prior
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to this I hadn't been aware of, was
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closer to those operating room doors,
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and I'm hearing his thoughts of what's
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that guy doing, thinking he can go in thear
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he's not allowed in there, but what's
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he doing. At that exact
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same moment, another voice
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from outside my consciousness
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said to me, look
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at this man. It's important,
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remember it. And so I
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looked closely at the guy who was
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rushing, and I looked at
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his facial features and his
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clothing and everything. As soon
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as that voice said that to me, and
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I watched the man open up the automatic
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doors and then go into the O R
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suite. As soon as he was
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out of sight, my own
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volition of trying to head toward the
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waiting room and my husband and
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my kids was gone. It
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was as though I was on
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a tractor beam that now
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had me and was moving me,
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rather than my intention moving
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me. It began pulling
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me up through the
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ceiling of that floor and
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through the area where the heat ducts
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and the wires are up to the
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next floor, and then through another
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floor, and up through that
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floor, and finally completely
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out of the roof of the hospital itself
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and up into the sky up above it,
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where I could see the mountains in the background.
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They were fairly close to where the hospital
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was. And then after
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that much of going up in the air, which
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was like easily as high as the mountains.
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Suddenly the direction of pole was
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more lateral, and I was going
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even faster, and I was going
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very fast over
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the city of Anchorage itself and out
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toward the water. And at
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just about the point where I would be hitting
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going over the water, instead
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of being over the water, I was within this
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very dark cave like structure,
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very black, and yet I'm calm,
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I'm perfectly comfortable.
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At this point I began moving much
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faster than that. Very
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far in the distance. There was just
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a pinprick of light. Because
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of the speed that I was moving through
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this darkened area, that
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pinprick of light went from being a pin
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prick to getting bigger and bigger
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until the point where I suddenly burst
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into the full light itself.
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At that point, I was enveloped
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in this unbelievable,
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indescribable, immense
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love and peace and
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well being and joy, and
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all of the adjectives that don't begin to describe
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it. Actually, I was just
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overwhelmed with this feeling.
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Also at this point, I thought,
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oh, where am I? So I
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looked down, thinking to look
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at the ground, and I
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saw that where I should have
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feet, there was no feet, but there
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was ground, and it was very
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dry, brown ground,
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and there was different sized rocks
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all over it, and it was just a very arid
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looking spot. And I remember
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thinking, oh, if I'm in heaven,
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I didn't expect it to be dry
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and rocky and brown. And
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then my attention was drawn
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by a telepathic voice that
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said, follow me. And
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as I turned to my left, I
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saw there was a man going up
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an incline hillside.
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And as soon as I looked
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and heard that voice inside
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my head, I was immediately
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right behind him going up this incline,
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so I had time to examine the back
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of him, and I saw that he
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had almost black hair, quite
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long, pulled back and tied with
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a leather tie. He had
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a toga like clothing
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on that was like mid thigh or close
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above the knee, and he had
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sandals with leather
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ties that crisscross wrapped up
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his calves. My instant
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thought was, that's
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not Jesus, because I
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was very much into a fundamentalist type
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of Christian faith at that point in time, so
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I thought I had the answers. I thought,
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I knew if I'm dead, exactly
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what should happen and who should be there, and
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that it should be absent from the
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body and present with Christ. It
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startled me and it threw me
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off base, but I followed him,
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so he went up over
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the lip of this inclined
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area, and when we
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came up over that, then
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it was an entirely different scene.
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And it was a gorgeous
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green meadow that was
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filled with flowers
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of all different kinds
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that I didn't ever remember having seen
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before. But the most important thing
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was I felt that this light
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that was everywhere was
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also within the grass, within
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the flowers, and it gave
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the flowers almost a neon light
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about them, and the same with
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the leaves and the trees. It
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was just stunning. So I was
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just mesmerized and
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must have been taking it in for a
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period of time because my
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guide had gone on ahead and
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he again communicated with me telepathically
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and he said, come here, and
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this was across the meadow into
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the bank of a river. This river
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was just glistening, diamond,
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beautiful. And on the
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opposite bank of this river was
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my father who had died when I was seven,
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and my brother who had been killed in a car
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accident when I was twenty
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three, and various
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aunts and uncles who had passed away,
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and even four people that I
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had never met in this life but
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I instantly knew were
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my four grandparents who had already
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died before I was born, and
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a whole group of others that were
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my deceased family. They looked
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young, they looked like they were around
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the same age that I was, actually, but it
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wasn't their looks that made
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me know who they were. It was their
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spirit was able to steate with mine,
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and we knew each other at
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that depth of who we were and
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how we were family. And it was this huge
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welcoming homecoming, family
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reunion feeling of Oh,
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Wow, she's here. Isn't it wonderful
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She's here? And of course I felt
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the same way, and so
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I wanted to be across that water. I
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wanted to be with them.
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Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife.
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I'm Sandra's Champlaine. We are
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with Karen Blantce Thomas hearing
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her near death experience,
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one of the most extraordinary ones I've
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ever heard. Let's continue.
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This river was just
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glistening, diamond, beautiful.
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And on the opposite bank of
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this river was my father
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who had died when I was seven, and my brother
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who had been killed in a car accident
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when I was twenty three, and
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various aunts and uncles who had passed
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away, and even four
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people that I had never met
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in this life but I instantly knew
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were my four grandparents who had already
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died before I was born, and a
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whole group of others that were my
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deceased family. They looked young,
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they looked like they were around the
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same age that I was, actually, But it
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wasn't their looks that made
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me know who they were. It was their
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spirit was able to with mine, and
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we knew each other at that
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depth of who we were and
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how we were family, and it was this huge
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welcoming homecoming, family
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reunion feeling of Oh,
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wow, she's here. Isn't it wonderful
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she's here? And of course I felt
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the same way. So I wanted to
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be across that water. I wanted to be with
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them instantly. My guide
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said, no, there's something
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else we have to do first. I
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was so disappointed. I really
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wanted to go, but he said, no, somewhere
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else we have to go first. So I had
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to follow him, And so I
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went behind him down along
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the bank of the river and around a curve and
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into an opening where there
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was this immense building
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that was purlescent white.
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It glowed actually, so white
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and glistening, and it
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was like a Roman or Greek temple,
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had so many stairs up the front
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and big columns, and it was just
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gorgeous. And there were other people,
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other spirits there, some
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going up the stairs, some coming down, some
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in groups talking with one another.
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Everyone dressed pretty much just
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in simple flowing light colored
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clothing. My guide went up to
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the doorway and again said follow
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me, we're going inside, and
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so I was instantly up behind
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him as he opened the doors,
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and we went into this immense
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long room that
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went up for stories and
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it was completely filled with
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books and scrolls and things.
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And down through the middle of this long room
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or tables, and there were
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people sitting at the tables and
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were looking at books, and
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my guide communicated to me, this
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is the place where the Book of Life is stored.
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That meant something to me my knowledge
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of the Bible, and I thought, oh
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wow, this is amazing, and
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I wanted to look around and explore, and he said,
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no, we're going to another place
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at the back. So we walked through
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this whole long room and
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down into a hallway and through a doorway
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into a much smaller room. And
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in this smaller room there was
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a whole oval area
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of spirit people who
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were sitting and waiting for us
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to come in. In the center
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of this oval, instead of a table,
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there was like what I'd call I
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compare it to a glass bottom boat,
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because it was like a screen, but like
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you could see through it, like when you're in
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a glass bottom boat, and they
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communicated to me that they were
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the spiritual people who
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had been with me and had helped
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me plan my lifetime, and
17:55
that now we were going to review
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what had happened in my life up to this
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point. At that point in time,
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this screened area or that blast
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bottom boat area, it became
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like a hologram. I was
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instantly within the hologram,
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being myself once again in
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all of the things that had happened in my life
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up to that point. More importantly,
18:20
also being the people
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I was interacting with, so
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that I could feel what they were
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feeling because of what I was saying
18:30
to them or how I acted to them,
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or vice versa, how they
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were acting to me, and what I was feeling.
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It was all the feelings and
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the emotions involved in what
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I had done, when I had done
18:44
things that had made people feel better,
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and when I had done things that had
18:49
caused people to feel hurt. I
18:51
was really an amazing,
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powerful experience that seemed to happen
18:56
just like instantly. And
18:59
though all of the people who were there, none
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of them were doing anything but sending
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me love and support. I
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was feeling bad, looking at
19:09
my situations and saying, oh, if
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only I had done this instead of
19:13
this, and if only
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I had realized when this person did
19:18
this thing to me that hurt me, they
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weren't really meaning to hurt me, or
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they met it in a totally different way than I
19:25
had taken it. So all
19:28
of that took place. It seemed like
19:30
very quickly, but very intimately
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and detailed at the same time, because
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time is just not like it is here,
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so it's hard to put it into
19:40
a time context to explain it. The
19:42
feeling that I was getting from them was
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that's fine. We're just showing
19:47
you this to give you a context more
19:49
or less, and we love you, and we know that
19:52
you're a totally lovable
19:55
person. And there was never any doubt in
19:57
my mind that I wasn't fully loved. In
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the time that I was there with
20:02
the life review, I not only had the life
20:04
review portion, but they also
20:07
communicated to me at that point, you
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can stay or you
20:11
can return to your life. They
20:14
said, if you return to your life, before
20:16
you decide, we want to show you some
20:19
things through this hologram
20:22
of what will happen if
20:24
you go back, and some things that
20:26
may happen if you decide
20:28
to return to your life, and so they
20:30
showed me and it was all related
20:33
to me personally. It wasn't like the future
20:35
of the earth or anything
20:37
like that. So that
20:39
was the last thing that I have
20:42
a memory of until the point where I'm
20:44
with my guide in another
20:46
spot. In this other place,
20:48
it's a smaller room, but just him and
20:51
I, and he's saying, I
20:53
want to show you what's happening in the hospital.
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It was as though I could see down
20:58
through the ceiling of the waiting room
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that my husband and my two kids were in.
21:04
I could see the doctor who had
21:06
been operating on me coming to
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the doorway in his scrubs, and
21:12
my husband getting up from a little couch
21:14
in this waiting room and going over to the
21:16
doorway and standing
21:18
there by him, and then
21:20
all of a sudden, I was aware of my
21:23
kids being there, and then
21:25
being scared. Then my
21:27
guide said, while you're seeing
21:29
this, I want to show you those
21:32
prayers of the people that you ask to
21:34
pray for you. And so off
21:37
to the side of this one picture that I'm
21:39
being shown, I see all
21:42
of these prayers rising up,
21:44
and each of the prayers had its
21:46
own vibration, so it
21:48
was like it was being shown to
21:50
me physically like a musical note.
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One prayer had this musical note,
21:56
and the next one had another, and
21:58
the next one had another, and they were like linking
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one to another. The very
22:03
last prayer that I was shown was my daughter
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praying that I would live because she was afraid
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I was dead, and at
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that point got
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to get myself together.
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All of that, It's okay, take
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all the time you need. We appreciate you.
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Sharing.
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All of the emotion of
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my life came back to
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me where I had been totally calm
22:29
and detached through everything
22:31
that had happened up to that point. It
22:34
was as though that last prayer kind
22:37
of linked me back into my human Karen
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emotion, my desire to
22:42
not have my kids grow up without
22:44
me and to be there for them.
22:47
It made the decision for me that I needed
22:50
to return to my life. Once
22:52
I did make that decision, my guide
22:54
said to me, you will have
22:57
proof that this did happen
22:59
to you, that it was real, But
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you're not going to be able to remember
23:04
everything that has happened here, and
23:06
you won't be allowed to remember the things
23:09
about your future that you
23:11
were shown because if
23:13
you did, your choices
23:16
would no longer be your free will. They
23:18
would be colored by what you knew
23:21
was supposed to happen or was going to
23:23
happen. You won't remember those
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things, but yes, you can
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return. That's the last
23:30
thing I remember until waking
23:32
up in the recovery room, and my husband
23:35
and my kids were beside the stretcher
23:37
with me. Instantly, as
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I woke up, I was completely
23:43
infilled with all that immense
23:45
love and peace, that
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pure knowing that God loved
23:51
me so much and that I was so important
23:53
and I was so safe. It
23:55
filled me, and it also filled
23:57
an area around me like a protective
24:00
bubble, and I remembered all
24:02
of my experience, and I knew immediately
24:04
that was my proof that it it actually
24:06
had happened, because
24:08
otherwise I hadn't ever experienced
24:11
anything like that before. And there it was,
24:13
and along with the memory of
24:16
what had just taken place. And
24:18
then later in the hospital in
24:21
recovery one day after
24:23
I got out of intensive care, this
24:26
doctor came in to follow
24:28
up with me. As he walked in the room,
24:31
I realized that he was the doctor or
24:33
the person that I had seen running towards
24:36
the our room when
24:38
I was out of body. So I
24:40
knew. That's why it was important for me to
24:42
look at him and to remember him, because that
24:44
was another proof for me as well
24:47
that it had actually happened.
24:49
And in fact, later on when
24:51
I went to a follow up appointment with
24:54
him, I talked to him and I said,
24:57
the day that my surgery happened,
24:59
this, this is what I saw. I
25:02
actually was able to be out of my body.
25:04
And I saw you coming
25:06
in and rushing toward those doors.
25:09
And I said, you were wearing just regular
25:12
clothes of brown jacket and stuff, And is
25:15
that what really happened? He said
25:17
yes, he said, I wasn't in on call
25:20
in the hospital. I was at my office
25:22
and they paged me at my office dat
25:25
to come in to see
25:27
if I was going to be able to save your life.
25:30
So he said, yes, that's
25:33
what happened. I came from outside
25:35
the hospital. So that
25:37
was my experience, and for a
25:40
very long time after that, it was pretty
25:42
difficult.
25:43
This is a good time to take the break.
25:45
When we come back, we'll hear more from Karen
25:47
about the after effects, some of
25:50
the things she learned about that guide
25:52
who was not Jesus, and so
25:55
much more. Please know that
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27:01
Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife.
27:03
I'm Sander Champlain and this is a
27:05
story about a near death experience
27:08
by Karen blance Thomas. She
27:10
hasn't written a book, she's not in the
27:12
movies. She's just a regular person
27:15
with an extraordinary story to
27:17
share. So last she described
27:19
to us coming out of the near death
27:21
experience, getting verified
27:24
information from the
27:26
doctor that although she was
27:28
unconscious, she really did witness
27:31
those things. And as a
27:34
former fundamental Christian, she'll
27:36
now explain more of her journey.
27:39
A lot of what I had firmly
27:42
believed and thought that I knew in
27:44
terms of religion and
27:47
being saved or not being saved,
27:49
and what heaven must be or not
27:51
be. It just no longer
27:53
fit with my actual experience,
27:56
and integrating back into
27:59
my life was difficult for quite
28:01
a while. People are a lot different
28:03
now than they were. Since
28:05
I've found ions International
28:09
Association for Near Death Studies,
28:11
it's been very different for me. A
28:13
lot of things have changed over my life.
28:16
When you had your experience, how
28:19
clear was your vision and your hearing?
28:23
Extremely clear, much more clear.
28:25
I'm a person who's been nearsighted. I
28:28
got my first glasses when I was seven, and
28:30
so without my glasses, I
28:33
can't see my hand in front of my face
28:35
hardly, but everything was crystal
28:38
clear. The ability to almost
28:40
be able to look through a microscope.
28:44
Like when I was told to pay attention
28:47
to this man, this is important.
28:50
I was able to zero in on
28:53
his facial features and
28:55
what he was wearing and who
28:57
he was up close without
29:00
actually being close. It was like I
29:02
wanted to see it close. I could see it close. And
29:05
that was the way everything was. When I was looking
29:08
at the flowers, when I was looking
29:10
at all of the different things, I
29:12
could see them in much
29:15
closer vibrant detail than
29:17
I ever could have without
29:19
my glasses.
29:20
Here, you tell
29:22
this story like it happened yesterday. How
29:25
clear does the memory survive thirty
29:28
five years later.
29:30
Definitely more clear than
29:32
pretty much anything else,
29:35
because it's a memory, but it's
29:38
more than a memory. Each time
29:40
you tell it, a portion of
29:42
your consciousness is literally reliving
29:45
it, and it's that detailed.
29:47
Whereas if you asked me if
29:50
I went into the hospital that I worked
29:52
in Anchorage, which direction would
29:54
I turn to go to the
29:57
physical therapy department that I worked
29:59
in thirty five years ago, I
30:01
literally could not tell you that it's
30:04
on a totally different plane of
30:07
memory than any other experience.
30:09
One of the things that's recently happened
30:11
because of my interaction with
30:13
some of the scientists and researchers
30:17
in near death experiences
30:19
and people who have spoken at
30:21
the conferences, there's a
30:23
great deal of study that's
30:25
been going into where
30:27
does the consciousness that happens
30:30
in a near death experience come from?
30:32
If the brain is not functional,
30:36
and if you accept the scientific
30:38
explanation that all consciousness
30:40
is produced by the brain, how
30:43
is that possible? In
30:45
thinking about that in depth, I realized
30:47
that when I became conscious
30:51
in the recovery room, my
30:53
memory of what had just taken place with my
30:55
near death experience was crystal clear,
30:58
was just absolutely right
31:00
there. Plus with that whole
31:03
bubble of love and
31:05
peace. My consciousness
31:08
of myself, my physical
31:10
body, and what had just taken
31:12
place was very muddled
31:14
because I was coming out of anesthesia. I
31:17
was so muddled that I knew
31:19
I was in the hospital. I knew
31:22
that I was in a recovery room,
31:24
but I wasn't sure what had happened
31:27
to me that made me be in the hospital
31:29
and in a recovery room. I wasn't
31:32
remembering that my back was being
31:34
operated on because I had a ruptured
31:36
disc and I had a big bloated
31:39
stomach with staples all down the
31:41
front of it, and another fascinating
31:43
thing. For a long time
31:45
after my near death experience, I
31:48
was trying to fit a square
31:50
peg into a round hole in terms
31:52
of trying to fit my experience into
31:56
classical traditional Christianity.
32:00
Time I was in church and there
32:02
was scripture relating to punishment
32:05
in hell or sin
32:08
and punishment and judgment, all
32:10
of those things, I
32:12
would have a sensation of grating
32:15
against my spirit of this
32:17
is not what I truly experienced.
32:20
It was really difficult. I knew
32:23
God was real, I knew Jesus
32:25
was real, but I also knew
32:28
that messages that were being
32:31
presented as representing
32:33
God and Jesus were
32:36
not what I had actually experienced
32:38
of being in that afterlife.
32:41
I had a very hard time with that, and
32:43
I began to turn to learning other
32:46
forms of spirituality and looking
32:48
at other faiths and
32:50
looking at what were the foundational
32:53
truths that were present in all
32:55
different areas and what things were
32:57
not the same. For a while, I
33:00
stepped away from the church completely, which
33:02
was really difficult for my family and
33:05
for my marital relationship. Statistics
33:09
show the seventy some percent of
33:11
people who are married when they have a near death
33:14
experience end up in divorce,
33:16
and that's because you truly
33:19
are a different person than
33:21
the person that they chose to marry. Are
33:24
there elements of who you are
33:27
that remain that are
33:29
solid enough to keep a relationship
33:31
together or not depends on the individual,
33:34
I think, and I've been very
33:37
fortunate that although my husband
33:39
and I did separate for a period of time,
33:42
we worked and came back together,
33:44
and he came to know that
33:47
the changes in me were not making
33:49
me totally different person than who I was.
33:52
They were just and a growth
33:54
that I hadn't had prior to that point.
33:57
But in my spirituality, I also
34:00
learned about meditation. That
34:02
was a tremendous help to me too,
34:05
because I had so many questions
34:07
and felt like I didn't have places to turn
34:10
for elaboration on what
34:12
I had experienced other than reading
34:15
other books from other people. One
34:17
of the questions that kept haunting
34:20
me a lot was who
34:22
was my guide in meditation.
34:24
Over time, I came to be able
34:27
to get deep enough to be able to ask
34:30
to reconnect with the guide
34:32
who had been in my near death experience.
34:35
So eventually he actually
34:38
showed himself to me again as
34:40
he had looked in my near death experience,
34:43
and said, I'm your spiritual guide.
34:46
That's why I was in your near death experience
34:48
with you. He said, my name is
34:51
Carlos. I lived
34:53
a lifetime on earth with you thousands
34:57
of years ago in South America.
35:00
All was downloaded to me in this
35:02
deep meditation. It
35:05
was a few weeks
35:07
after that meditation that
35:09
I attended a consciousness conference
35:12
here in Raleigh, North Carolina, and
35:14
in between sessions there
35:17
was a lady talking and a
35:19
couple of people standing around her, and I
35:21
was drawn to her for some reason. She
35:24
was talking about how she was a healing
35:26
touch teacher and practitioner
35:29
and that she had just returned from Peru,
35:31
where she had been teaching, and
35:33
in the course of her conversation, she
35:36
said that one day she had been planning
35:38
to go to this sacred site and
35:40
the transportation fell through,
35:43
but she said, this young man who
35:45
was from Argentina and attending the conference,
35:48
said he knew where it was and he
35:50
wouldn't mind taking her. She
35:52
agreed, and they went to the sacred
35:54
site, and she said she had been so impressed by
35:56
this young man all through the conference
35:59
because he just had such a
36:01
strong spiritual presence about
36:03
him. And when they got to
36:05
this sacred site, she said
36:07
that she had a
36:09
vision of having lived
36:12
in the time of that site and
36:14
him also being there, and
36:17
she said, I was so impressed that I've
36:19
decided to have him come to my holistic
36:22
center here in Raleigh and give
36:24
him more advanced training. So
36:26
she said, next week, Carlos
36:28
is going to be coming. So
36:32
at this point I burst into tears
36:34
when she's looking at who's this strange lady
36:38
here, bursting into
36:40
tears. I told her my near
36:42
death story. I told her my meditation story,
36:45
and she says, oh, I've got a picture of him
36:47
on my phone. Can I show it to you? And
36:50
so she brought up the picture of him
36:52
on the phone, and it was my
36:55
spiritual guy. Other than being
36:57
in modern clothes, it was.
37:00
And then she showed
37:02
me the picture of the site that they
37:04
had visited, and it was exactly
37:07
like where I first came out of the
37:10
cave like tunnel area and my near death
37:12
experience, and it was this dry, rocky
37:15
ground and stuff. It was exactly
37:18
like that. So I told her that,
37:20
you know, when we had come up over this incline
37:23
area, that it was suddenly totally different
37:26
and it was lush and green. And she
37:28
says, that's exactly what it's like at
37:30
Caral Supe as the name of
37:32
the site, she said,
37:34
because it's down in an
37:36
area where it's very dry, but then up
37:39
over as you come up and out of it. She
37:41
said, it's very close to the ocean,
37:44
and the breezes and the moisture
37:46
that comes off the ocean make it all very
37:48
green and lush. So I got to
37:50
meet him when he came to Raleigh
37:53
and he had this immense connection
37:55
as I did to him, and he
37:57
said, I don't understand this or
38:00
have any memory of your near death
38:02
experience or anything, but he said, I just
38:05
I know what you're telling me is true. And
38:07
I actually asked him when were you born
38:10
and how old are you now? And
38:12
I figured out that at the
38:14
time that I had my near
38:16
death experience, he was literally
38:19
two years old, and so he was
38:21
already born here on earth. And I thought,
38:24
how can they possibly be? How
38:26
can he be my spiritual
38:28
guide and have been
38:30
two years old when I'm thinking all
38:32
this linear time thing? And
38:35
then I was directed to the
38:37
books by Michael Newton.
38:39
I want to break here as we go
38:41
on to having a pretty good conversation
38:43
about the concept of time and
38:46
also who we really
38:48
are as human beings. And I
38:50
love that Karen brought up meditation. I
38:53
once heard this quote by oh show you've
38:56
heard don't just sit there, do something?
38:59
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39:02
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39:04
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of the Afterlife.
40:04
Welcome back to Shades of the Afterlife. I'm
40:06
Sanders Champlain and Karen blance
40:09
Thomas was talking about how
40:11
she could have met her guide in this
40:13
life, yet she knew him on the other
40:15
side. So we get into a little conversation
40:18
about the nature of reality, and.
40:20
I was directed to the books
40:22
by Michael Newton, Have you heard
40:24
of them?
40:25
Had Journey of Soul, Journey of.
40:26
Souls, and Destiny of Souls,
40:28
And so I began reading those
40:31
books, and sure enough I
40:33
found him a section and I think it
40:35
was his second book, where he talked
40:37
about the fact that when
40:40
people choose to incarnate on Earth,
40:42
they don't take their entire
40:45
soul spiritual essence with
40:47
them, a portion of it remains on
40:50
the other side, and that it's
40:52
also possible for a person to
40:55
have their spiritual guide actually
40:57
incarnate in the same
41:00
lifespan timeframe of
41:02
the person that they're a spiritual
41:04
guide to, because the portion of their
41:06
spirit that's still on the other side
41:09
can fully be their spiritual guide,
41:12
not restricted by time in any way,
41:15
and yet they can incarnate as
41:17
a totally new person and
41:20
come in contact with the person
41:23
that they're a spiritual guide for. Then
41:25
he gave some examples of people
41:28
where they had taken place, and he
41:30
said, sometimes they only meet one
41:32
another in passing. Sometimes they
41:34
have an important thing that they
41:36
serve for that person, and
41:39
in other times they're very intimately
41:41
involved in the person's life. And
41:44
so that really answered that unsolvable
41:46
muddle in my brain as to how
41:49
that could possibly be.
41:50
There's been some great stories of reincarnation
41:52
and people remembering kids, especially
41:55
remembering their last lives. Doctor
41:57
Ian Stevenson, who's to cease now,
41:59
but he's spent his whole life studying thousands
42:02
of children and past life memories and
42:05
how accurate they were. But then you think,
42:07
well, if they come back, how
42:09
can medium still tune into their essence.
42:12
It's all very confusing, but what you're saying
42:15
makes sense, because yeah,
42:17
there can be different parts of us. And I also know
42:20
of a study that there were two
42:22
different daughters on two continents,
42:24
and the mother was deceased, and at the very
42:27
same time, these daughters went to
42:29
see a medium and the mother was
42:31
talking to both of them at the same
42:33
time through the mediums. So
42:35
our consciousness can split
42:38
and be in different places at once. So yeah,
42:40
why can't one be unearth but still
42:42
part of it be in the afterlife.
42:45
I've had past life regression done
42:47
because of learning about Michael Newton. I've
42:49
had between lives regression
42:52
done. And after having
42:54
that done in my meditation, then
42:57
my spiritual guide came back to me again
43:00
and he said my spiritual name,
43:02
and this came through in the between life's
43:04
regression. Also, my spiritual
43:06
name is not Carlos. I
43:09
gave you the name Carlos, and he told
43:11
me what the spiritual name was, which was
43:13
Tomorrow. But I gave you
43:15
the name Carlos. I gave
43:18
you the visual presentation of myself
43:20
both in your near death experience and in meditation,
43:23
so that you would be triggered
43:26
to recognize my reself
43:29
now, so that you would be able
43:31
to know that it's one and the same. So
43:34
that was fascinating as well.
43:37
There's so much a bigger picture, and
43:39
as human beings, I can't help but
43:41
think it's just easy for us to buy into
43:43
us having this experience it, to
43:45
know it's real, But meanwhile there's just this
43:48
so much bigger thing. Anita Morjani, I don't
43:50
know if you've read her book Dying to
43:52
Be Me, just one of those miraculous
43:55
recoveries of being totally
43:57
near death body filled with cancer
44:00
to just the opposite, healthy
44:02
and alive. But in her near death experience,
44:05
she said, it was like our
44:07
life now, as if we're in a super
44:09
huge room and
44:12
there's just a flashlight being directed
44:14
on one little spot, so what we
44:16
can see it through that the light of the flashlight,
44:19
Okay, that's our life, but not knowing
44:22
it's like this giant warehouse
44:24
with so much more. It's just not
44:26
illuminated. So I can't help
44:28
but think even having concepts of our consciousness
44:31
being in two different locations at once, who
44:33
we are right now in this physical body, can't
44:36
get it all, just like I'm sure you can't
44:38
put into words exactly every
44:41
experience you had in your near
44:43
death experience.
44:44
It's very true. I really
44:46
think that during
44:49
that gap in my memory
44:51
of the near death experience. I think that
44:53
at that point I probably was
44:56
actually able to really meet
44:58
and somewhat melt with
45:00
God the Light, and it
45:03
was such an immense, emotional,
45:05
total experience. Because
45:08
I've met someone since through
45:10
IENs who did have that experience,
45:14
that I may even have chosen.
45:16
Please don't let me remember this
45:19
this much. If the amount that I can remember
45:21
is going to be very difficult for
45:23
me to go back into my mundane,
45:26
everyday Earth life. But if
45:28
I remember this immensity
45:30
on top of it, I just don't know if
45:32
my little careen mind is going
45:35
to be able to handle living day
45:37
today with that. I
45:40
don't know for sure that that has
45:42
happened. I think that was what happened
45:44
in that gap, But that's just an educated
45:46
guess on my part.
45:47
I think it's a good one. I've had lots
45:50
of guests and talk to people that have
45:52
experienced really immense grief coming
45:55
back in their body, not only feeling
45:57
the physicality and the pain and the restriction
46:00
and of having a body, but to
46:02
have experienced complete unconditional
46:05
love something they've ever felt before,
46:07
and then be thrown back into planet
46:10
Earth, which is not that and
46:13
that feeling of really
46:15
missing it, that feeling of grief, and it takes
46:17
time, some people a lot
46:19
of time. But I think most people have had
46:21
near death experiences actually end
46:24
up turning their lives over to wanting
46:26
to serve, wanting to make a difference, being
46:28
the best person they can be. How
46:30
is your fear of dying these days? Do you
46:32
have any fear of death?
46:34
No, not whatsoever. The
46:37
only thing that I would say, being
46:39
absolutely truthful, is the
46:42
lead up to death, all of
46:44
that sort of thing that may go with certain
46:46
types of death prior
46:49
to the actual death that
46:51
I will admit I would just assume not have
46:54
to go through and have
46:56
somewhat of a fear of, but death itself
46:58
not at all, because I know what
47:01
a release and what a joy
47:03
that is actually going to be, not
47:05
necessarily for the people that you leave
47:08
behind. They're the ones who are sad and
47:10
in sorrow, but you're in more joy
47:13
that you can imagine. And now,
47:15
part of what had been difficult for me was
47:18
that I had been myself
47:21
a seven year old who lost my father.
47:24
And when my father died, we
47:26
were out in a boat together and he had a massive
47:29
heart attack and it was a very
47:31
traumatic thing. My
47:33
mother was there and my mother had sent me up
47:36
to change out of my clothes,
47:38
out of my bathing suit and back into clothes, and
47:41
I remember being in the backseat
47:43
of the car and just begging
47:46
God, please don't let my
47:49
father be dead, don't let him
47:51
die, and when
47:53
he died, being very angry
47:55
at God and feeling very unworthy.
47:59
What was wrong with me? Why wasn't
48:01
I good enough? So
48:03
all of that was in the background
48:05
before I had my near death experience,
48:08
and I had gone through a lot of years of
48:11
trying to be worthy of
48:13
God and trying to be good
48:15
enough, and of course being
48:18
human, always falling short and
48:20
always being disappointed. And
48:22
so the near death experience was such
48:25
an immense different concept
48:29
for me that I wasn't
48:31
this unworthy, sinful
48:34
mistake making, never get it right,
48:37
never possible to be good enough human.
48:40
I was this beloved, precious,
48:44
so loved child of God, as
48:46
was my father. So
48:49
it just really turned my world upside
48:51
down.
48:52
It's lovely your vision
48:54
of your dad and
48:56
family and knowing that they'll be right
48:58
there when that moment comes.
49:01
Yeah.
49:02
Wow, let me just say, we only
49:04
have a few minutes left. How do
49:07
you think you live your life differently
49:09
by having this experience.
49:12
Exactly what I was just saying, that
49:14
I know how very much
49:16
I loved and how precious I
49:19
am, and how important love
49:21
is in this world, and
49:23
how much people need it to
49:26
be expressed to them, and
49:29
how much help you can offer to someone
49:32
by being there and showing
49:34
them love. All of these things
49:38
have been very different
49:40
for me than what I had experienced
49:43
before. So I
49:45
am back involved with a very different
49:47
type of church. But within the
49:49
church, I sing in the choir,
49:52
I do readings, I take
49:54
communion to shut ins. I
49:57
am working on a program right now
50:00
with a couple of wonderful people
50:02
that are developing a program
50:04
of help with the after effects
50:06
for people who've had near death experiences,
50:09
to help them have a
50:11
form of lifeline to
50:13
integrate back into their lives with less
50:15
trauma and more support,
50:18
and helping them to find
50:20
out how they can be better at expressing
50:23
that love to all the people that are in
50:25
their world around them.
50:27
Oh how great. Before
50:29
we close up the episode, do you have any words
50:31
of wisdom or advice you want to give
50:34
us just for today, Something
50:36
to remember, something to keep our eye on, something
50:39
to inspire us.
50:41
I would say, think of the ways
50:44
that you can help yourself be
50:46
more of an example of love
50:49
to the people in the world around
50:51
you, not necessarily just
50:53
your immediate family, but anyone
50:56
that you might come in contact with. Sciously
51:00
looking for ways that
51:02
you can express kindness
51:05
and that you can express love, because
51:08
it may be something
51:10
that they haven't gotten anywhere else,
51:12
and it may help them to open up to
51:15
the love that's there within themselves.
51:18
Karen, thank you for being our guest here.
51:19
Today, Oh here, very welcome,
51:22
and for.
51:23
You, our fabulous listener. Thank
51:25
you for taking the time to listen. Boy,
51:27
I tell you, living as a human being
51:30
is awful sometimes, isn't it? Painful?
51:33
Tough, fearful, all those
51:35
things? Just imagine that invisible
51:37
support that's around you and
51:40
that you are loved and share that
51:42
love. If you haven't taken me
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52:04
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52:06
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52:08
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