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i'm amy sex educator sex
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to the shameless sex podcast i
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still have a voice
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go of it i took a couple times recently so
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for far as we want to the red hot chili peppers
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oh yeah as a what do you think we kept
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talking and all the i have no idea what
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you're saying to me right now your voice
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is like by law and i ever so i
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don't know all the words that you disappear the pit
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front row that's a april wanted know in this
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the hundred thousand people i'm pretty sure the stadium
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and we're in that we were literally humans way for
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being front stage and
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so and a half because i would one is asleep
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that you were in front of me actually yeah was typical
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i am camera man what a move into sort of the me and
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i wear my shit kicker boot so i'm like taller
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than every one and could start both for and
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stay to anyone who's listening that we met
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the so who the i like a we have
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sandwich you are awesome and we love
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you and i want the name various names
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their business and folks in australia and returning
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local folks i i remember some of them
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on ice and so shudder to you
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because actually felt very safe and that man
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sandwich number one i feel safe
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no matter what same over five and i'm of my shit kickers
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i'm five eleven and i dance like a wild
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beast the my hair hits people in faith and
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i had water bottles and to pockets on my
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caped the number to your gray
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person to go to show it gives you see him behind
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me and you could still like a little see and i'm like perfect
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but the bottles and my caper i think we hit a lot
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testicles an accident wonderful red hot
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chili peppers came on irvine these shove them
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in like the front of my jeans i didn't hit
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testicles my hair still here we had of lazy
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bubble around us and they are all very nice people
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they're very messy both of your one those nice people
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we really appreciate he was so good want
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to have to getting to the front in the pets guy
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the in april so i'd say funny things
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is like what do we do as like your you'd
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say excuse me excuse me out i think the bathrooms
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like oh like forgot my child in the front row i
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gotta i gotta but i say funny things to each
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person that seems to be getting pissed well i think the second
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hackers once we go they will make friends with people
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say that makes as a brutal and nor them
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like my i'm not going to be smoke a pack of marlboro reds
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here last time you know don't worry about how many
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good to know my neighbors are you know be together for about
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three hours so and you can't the
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bathroom so no can't buy drinks
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in the pits of get okay are you like a came
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at a we had a pit plan we did were like no
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drinks after your mother says that was so nervous
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about and are going to say with as about but it's in his
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pocket going on there you
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, wanted a said something and nature's knocking i live
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we did and that's what this is about about
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but guys have got of about nature's pocket stitzer
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with his doctor will around and be
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at odds and they now have their own podcasts
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be known them for years willow
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is a taoist met an
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acupuncturist and and eastern as and
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expert leah is that tundra
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expert in it's as well in third time
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on
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i believe that may be little more
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three or by warriors first and they
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finally come together and says it in podcasts
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and it's on transcended orgasms
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and cervical orgasms scary even
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with the a reaction require the ever go recording
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in about an hour will have to lose your number
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as she talks about the turtle breathing the air
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and like breathing and your
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a lot about that before i
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i've had
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act like i'm i could i get my turtle prefer
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always forget oh really i
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always always never i've always about april
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oh neil from teenage mutant ninja turtles
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do my a bring your heel turtle breath on of perfection
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of perfection of you i do my turtle and orgasms
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as you want the whatever floats your i
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want to think about you i'm consenting so this
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going to be fabulous and really
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fun and also it's really fun we get to do in
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person when because this is more
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real energy i like we have no talking
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the minority what we're doing of the you about
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chance and orgasms and cervical orgasms
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with expert seen a police report
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the a lot of knowledge and they're
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actually your friends of their funny as hell near
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funny ladies are like these ladies okay
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so rapers excrescence yeah i haven't
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read it read it know i'm in a closed my eyes and drop
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in the when they are and say before i do sex question
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is my worries mate cracked it's been like a pre
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pubescent i'm i'm sound like a teenage
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boy and so what i've been doing i literally have
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a bottle of eu blu ray here
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and actually learn his check from a brawl when
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your voice is like not point and little
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sketchy to put a little bit obe live in or
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out over the does not say that you should eat it but they
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also do say if it gets the mouth and second hurts
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you i've probably twenty
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pumps of that into body
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no problem they are nothing's evers
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out my fourth palm doing it right now it when
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it every go a lot a lot of the it's how it
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works and no flavor as i had a leash
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yo hack or oral pleasure hack
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if he wants you have a little bottled uber
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a couple pumps because it gets the saliva
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rolling as well any kind of feels like naturals
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your mouth a guide your i have some mouth as the these
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if you're a moderator also for helping
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his
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actually
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bad for my direction do that
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that ready for next question is are
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right here we got my wife's in iron and are
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late thirties and in a monogamous
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says had or of marriage almost two
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decades she'd stay in i am bisexual
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as of late my wife has entertain the idea
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of allowing me to explore my sexuality with
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other men and much more although
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nothing has really taken place sudden on that
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front with that said she told
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me that it hurts her a year
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me they that i don't care if she talks
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to other men and even if seen sexy photos
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the them i'm comfortable with it because
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i trust her and i'm coming from a place
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of love and not indifference how
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can i do a better job and helping her understand
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this or whatever two decades away
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their energy other sports like for almost twenty so
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what they were ten when they met of the exact it is
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around thirty eight they have gotten for
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a run eighteen years i've seen the language little
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bit i was like whoa whoa whoa hold
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up as kind the same thing others have managed others
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out up now i gotta go to the base we
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got together they're eighteen okay the
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want to argue they get a get together and and sweaty hundred
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in a monogamous says header of marriage
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he's bisexual see straight and
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she's down for him to explore his
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sexuality with other men and even more and
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when he said that he's
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actually the pretty like down or comfortable
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with her connecting weather gets
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even exceeding sexy photos with other men she
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was bummed about it hurt her feelings and
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use combo because he trusts her and he's
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like you know it's coming from place of love
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and more like know the silk the income persian is
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the word that people use the comparision
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by the way it means you're you're getting players or
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joy off your partner receiving pleasure
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mother people that
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like cuckolding know, that's different
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we
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are doing a second cuckolding podcast in a
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couple of months are
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not google ever go a shameless x like comments or so
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i ago and that's not what that is i
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think cuckolding compersion the part
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of that that's what i thought just that there
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could
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be in a umbrella and
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some other version
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of non-monogamy, but they get to
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up yet of course, describe what that is are or define
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that but so she's open to him,
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make starting to explore with men as bisexual
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and he said, just said, the [unk]
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more i don't how much more
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he is and he said, hey, i'm totally
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down for you to start kind of exchange with other
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men and even sentence if the photos and she's
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like a hurts my feelings because i'm i
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guess is that it makes sense of the or
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it inspires a feeling of you don't
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care about me that much you to feel jealous
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maybe are like insecure and the
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your openness is that and and
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we don't know because we're not talking to her and
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there isn't more information on that but my as my guess
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is that with what's going on with her experiences can be
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a perfect play
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situation where they they can discuss
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this however he could say i'm
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really suck in care about you
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and what what you're texting two years
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even though he doesn't like you know like but i trust you speaking
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kind of lay out a ground work and then role
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play into unless this is something
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she's like what do you really you really just don't care
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about what do because i love you
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and i want you to be jealous yes i wonder if they could
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make that more of fantasy thing and
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in a turn on for her somehow totally
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ai the mind the of christian many others
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the christian like hathaway like a sexy average
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i love chris has been are bike as most well times
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do your friends ex educator and
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and the other the one thing a given my for me years
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so with my partner
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so my bar and i have is open exchange of
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i went to this place and flirted with this
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person and person was then they
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really hot and the my printer
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will be like oh printer what i'm feeling
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is i'm like some
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excitement elsa little bit of like elsa little jealousy
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but it's not and like an eight year he describes
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as this as hear in the it it changes
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my every second or second minute or whatever that
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his his stand as anger phase because
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we just like this couple permissions
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were there
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it i'm not going nigga hey i flirt with someone
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but i know you not cool with it it's more like which
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was places hot guy were flirting
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is a really good and mean of course i'm coming home
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to you but i'm just saying that certainly there's
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a smoking hot babe in there
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his ago actually feeling some things are now
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spears a smile on his says he's like the
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jealousy bonus sit with their what can you act
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on those things if you wanted to win
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now in my world yes is that we would have
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no we would negotiate it so my world
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right now the arrange the that we had
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is he the in any sort of engagement with
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the people beyond flirting negotiated
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beforehand and or together
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in which one minutes and a new
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rec first
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for the everyone gets to make their own
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definitions for that by adding
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this kind of coincides with what you're saying you
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know i would get curious if you're prone to she
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says she's hurt was ,
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meme was dismissed yeah i'm
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saying i'm as unimportant
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out as you want you to feel jealous possessive
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and if so like a boss i can you role play that then
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maybe is like dude does
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is are more explanation of feelings
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i come from you and
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around this that can help to
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me or satisfy some needs that she has
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a know if you need to feel really special like possess
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year like she's only one ear like i don't care be further
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people at then she's like oh another
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special now what does she need feel special
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would of the things he the actions that happened
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that you both agree on the core erotic theme
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yes exactly you know
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i'm chapter now yes you
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are and lives and all about
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this and episode number two about how to understand
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your koranic seems that
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and then there's a book on a cop erotic my image
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afp marine all about this i need to
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episode two i'm episode carry it actually sounds
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pretty good as it really is an emperor it
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baby in it pod camera in baby
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when i go back like oh my god oh my god i hope we don't that
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ehrlich well we actually sounded pretty
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damn good for been brand new i have
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the i have to go back and listen i'm and get mortified
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at those kinds of things yeah that the
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i know you get scared she is she's she is she's
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she's real married him special intelligent
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human and isn't like to hear
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when things are done some flow smoothly
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but honestly sometimes i was in love like we're
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better than the we are now or audio in fair
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that some of our flow some anyways
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and gotcha episode two
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maybe open up the conversation with my curiosity
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about feelings and expressing more
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about your feelings around this and
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in then negotiation with each other and
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and then were able said make it how can he
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make it hot happy eroticism this
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in the last meal say maybe april one more thing
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add is dipping toes
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and lightly you know that what is you
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start with her flirting
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with someone did she wants to have her you
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can't make her do anything if you want to go flair with
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someone that we can the
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these are on instagram
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and then invite her to share
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with you and but
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their how she'd prefer for uterus
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ahead of time and see how that
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feels before you go deeper a
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might be a an easy way to dip toes into this world
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and work together in a way that works for both of you also
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from the semantic a institute developed
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core desires yeah we been no longer
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that you're right well movie know the movies movies
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are still from the themes from jack marines
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process a for the erotic mine
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but there's is called the they did
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reframe it and if you look the
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left and danielle on our
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own schumer said if yeah i don't know that others
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don't even look up some attica institute i think
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it says my app up and our yeah yeah
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but they took they created own format like
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there was there was i'm inspired by
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the core roddick seems as well kind of
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is it isn't it a where they develop
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it into a i think it's just
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a little bit more modern cena take on
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a bring into their their education they
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created semantics which is it been a bring
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in psychological body work with more than that intimacy
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such different said there are everyone that even
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in a were running book everyone is going to have different
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them what you hear in our podcast and then work with them
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lazy everywhere else so we're all learning from
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each other and the more knowledge the merrier
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are you ready to get this transcendent
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bio off the know i love
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transcendence starter willow
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brown and leah piper spring a
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wealth of with them through combined forty
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years of expertise in human sexuality
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health and spiritual growth leah
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is leah sex master coach and
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positive psychology facilitator
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while doctor willow brown is a chinese
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and functional medicine doctor and taoist
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sexologist teacher when
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nice to devote to you it's a love come
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together they blend and we've the ancient
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in person and we very
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rarely gets a record in person other
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than
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ship and i and i love each year love so much
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in person time
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you answer the nice if we have the addition
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of to other humans
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associates too bad ass
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a women one coming mcdermott hundred
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approach to sexuality one coming more from a
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dallas approach to the karate and to
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folks who also know how to speak to all
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humans from a way that's inclusive
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because a lot of people they hear the woolly language had
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moved onto others on the unapproachable
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or i want to know about that but i've never done
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it or it sounds like spirituality or
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religion a and we've worked with them
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in various
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i've never gotten your show he
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and will have been are so is there
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player for
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time for the fourth time and
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leia i have witnessed many of the workshop
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in there were super happy to have you here i think that
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this would be very sitting for our audience
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in where you are when and oh about
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transcendent or
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gazans and cervical orgasms
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and maybe we'll talk about other orgasms but
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really those ones that blasts you off to the moon
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and you're like was , one
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long fifteen minute or guys
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them or was that like fifteen different
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orgasms and fifteen minutes or twenty
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or what i don't even know but i will keep track of
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time and i ain't happening we exact time
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from hair is yeah you're
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there for that too yeah it's like a heart
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attack or organisms like sexual
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void your body's convulsing like the that
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was like you which he'd have
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area shapeshifter comes out than
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the absolute reset of your entire
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nervous system and like the
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i mean it's deep medicine is
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yeah very people at so and i'll explain
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the about why i'm so curious
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but let's somewhere to read your bio
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in the intro bet that's let used to
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individually sir with our listeners
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a little bit about yourself how he got into the field
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sexuality know more about your journey
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though i had an interest in childhood
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and midwest the and started
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off my live in a born again
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christian colts food i had a casa
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church baby we were singing the praises
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of as guy to a lot of the combo like
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what we call and hunters active i'm a
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, up in church and i'll never forget it
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either like this guy named guild the mash would come
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every year old girl managed to say over
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our lord of the and i were in for like i
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was five at the time but i wasn't allowed to do
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it until i was five and i would watch all
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the adult like you know he pray
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do the whole third eye in l shelf
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osha old footage have served
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pitchers of osha doing the shock teapot thing and
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, would fall down their toys be another
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adult behind the dot that was falling down to catch
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him and put a month the my brother i
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couldn't wait to do that sir like what is going
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on some magic ,
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it was our turn he's two years older than me and
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gilgamesh the hope and my
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brother false i'm next i'm fall
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down and we both kind of open one i
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turned towards each other to go nothing
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and i have no back and i was the day
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my brother became an atheist says
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, have you been any
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they say any more united sold
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until this point and so
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yeah then i had to get baptized in the catholicism
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at about ten eleven and when catholic school
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and then got a chance got another
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uniform now did you wear a uniform i sure did
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that the bet your bottom dollar my
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, bank now leah so
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like ally
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and
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wonderful religious confusion
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i'm there is a feeling oh
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you know a sense of spirit that
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my mom was really beautiful about
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know like i could feel the genuine
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quality of something
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bigger in our lives that she was really connected
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to and so that was something
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that i took away that experience but
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the other thing that with a part
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of the conditioning she's lot of fear guilt and
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shame and dumb
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and there are some sexual abuse of my history so
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coupled with like the religious thing
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and then and then abuse thing
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there's a real kind of we
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did and have
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broken mess and you noticed a sense of like there's
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something really wrong with me and i might not ever
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recover from it so that was point
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and then us kind of waking up and i
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don't because of the sexual abuse i already had
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orgasms very
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inappropriate age but could feel
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the pleasure and so it never made sense
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to me when adults acted like kids
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only started to feel pleasure once saturn
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so , another sort of isolating
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feeling of like i must be super unusual
19:12
these my body knows this feeling feeling
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is also wrong and and harp on harp so
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coming of age and having the
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rules be so different like between
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my brother and myself like boys
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would get the high five girls had to stay
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pure oh yeah so like
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so much of this double standard
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and and i at this point in my life i'm
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pissed and i'm feeling
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rebellious and yet still afraid to
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get pregnant we're get yeah
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and so he really wasn't until
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i was a senior in high school him with this
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really him old boys
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man a he was a drummer finance
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and a , go
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to the bonga and and so she was my
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first sort of see through the vargas
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you it's my first concert
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and down thought
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i dislike i went to places
20:05
that i sensed was possible that
20:07
you didn't believe any what i mean didn't
20:10
know how to get there that he was like
20:12
that combination of got i'm horny
20:15
fan gotta keep a guy like that whole lives
20:17
like how do those two things come together
20:20
and those began to blend
20:23
and then he oh harry and eighteen nineteen
20:25
twenty as that as a user to roll
20:27
forward and the life of the because
20:29
i always want to talk about this to intersex thing
20:31
and i'm also the most intimidating person
20:34
in the room because oh
20:36
my god she way too much about sex so
20:38
i was kinda staring all the off
20:41
like test my third eye and i'll fall down
20:43
right right shut department
20:45
but
20:48
the are so
20:51
that began my career builder men and
20:55
, modi we're that the lead
20:57
over they now know as
20:59
limits that limits because that it
21:01
like i really wanna know the anyways
21:04
and i manifests in one but
21:05
mack
21:07
well let's add
21:09
another way of feeling yeah
21:12
so that's kind of my beginning
21:14
so that book for that first
21:16
guy when i was eighteen when ,
21:18
broke up he laughed
21:20
all of his artwork analysis literature and
21:22
that was when i saw the book counter the
21:24
art of conscious levine in his like
21:27
hands the books he left at my house and
21:29
town i read this park and i
21:31
thought holy shit this is describing
21:34
everything i experienced experienced is
21:36
really helpful because i was getting him all
21:38
the power i felt this
21:40
because it's him it's experienced
21:42
love because of him and it took
21:45
me a little while to realize it wasn't because of
21:47
him his gift was he pointed
21:49
it out where it lived in me
21:52
and this is mine and this can share
21:54
it however i play it helps you feel safe
21:56
to indiana experience the yeah
21:58
i [unk] ready to see the yeah are your options are
22:00
opportunities that he didn't even they may be are you
22:03
you are media w the kind of i
22:05
believe so like like like
22:07
when you talk about transcendent orgasms
22:09
or transcendent sacks i i have this
22:12
memory of like
22:14
floating above my body having
22:16
this or gastric experience i'm like
22:18
filling up the whole room with
22:21
the sensation that i'm running through my body
22:23
it's repeating itself it's like a big
22:25
spiral that keeps on a sunday and
22:28
i'm lou i'm feel like i'm partly out of
22:30
my body and felix i'm at at the top
22:32
of the ceiling watching myself and
22:34
then i'm also like in the room filling
22:36
up the room and it was so
22:38
memorable and so trippy in it
22:41
took a while before i met other people who could relate
22:43
to that so i have to say like those first
22:45
seven years of trying to out
22:47
love and sex was kind of isolating
22:50
and lonely but also exciting
22:52
and
22:53
you know
22:54
yeah and then you went on from that
22:56
book so then coated with author
22:59
i have a nurse and that's kind
23:01
of for an hour to an era julian adam
23:04
i know the our with teaching because
23:06
that what took place here in the santa cruz
23:08
area where you know that was in santa cruz mountains you
23:10
retarded your pleasure shudder to mom
23:12
to as volunteer in a letter
23:14
shops i can go to wanted work like your
23:16
mom percent more going to get into the trends
23:19
in an orgasm he's but we need
23:21
also hear from willow
23:22
well i get right into the chance
23:24
and and or now where do we really need my
23:26
whole his
23:27
three but just a little an elevator
23:30
pitch of who you are
23:31
nearing as you have order well
23:34
i'm scared to tell you now so
23:37
i grew up in a backgrounds
23:40
fortunately in my household
23:42
sexuality nudity
23:44
the much more just came as pretty
23:46
as the natural rhythm and way of life
23:48
grew up with her and nurse for a mom
23:50
says he has bodily functions i mean i
23:52
got my period before everyone in junior
23:54
high snow not even junior high and crazy
23:57
why think of as the end
23:58
read while i'm my
23:59
that i've done that a com bugs here's your
24:02
fallopian tubes in your us your
24:04
ovaries announcer really kind
24:06
of always been raised with that i'm
24:09
i'm not into anatomy and
24:11
medical in your body is natural and
24:13
sexuality as natural that wasn't really
24:15
legs talked about ally with
24:18
assists except it wasn't taught
24:20
by any means and then i went
24:22
through my sexual trauma when i was nineteen
24:24
i was raped and i got pregnant from that that
24:27
ah led me to who do feeling
24:29
very on fire about reforming sexual
24:32
educate than i thought i would do that in the school
24:34
systems and in the public
24:36
schools the yeah i'll i'll going on i
24:38
am but then i took a closer look at ban
24:40
said cel know that my my path so
24:43
then i went into medicine
24:45
in own chinese medicine and just saw the healing
24:48
worth and i've done over the years
24:49
the have never found a
24:51
more potent healing modality
24:54
than sexual energy
24:56
i have never found it just can
24:58
eradicate all the trauma
25:01
of all the stories all the believe
25:04
everything , limits a person and
25:06
hold them back in a single session
25:08
is so powerful so that's
25:11
really you know in a nutshell why
25:13
i love this work so much much
25:16
you're reading a book that will made up
25:18
like a little more the and that people can learn and
25:20
i love the the title of it
25:22
as another change that sucks that
25:24
is it sucks as madison as edison
25:27
and so as i will talk about these transcendent
25:29
orgasms and various pieces
25:32
of how with his can be medicine and the first
25:34
thing first would like to just say is
25:36
to just a statement question and
25:38
because whatever orgasm and i think a lot
25:40
of people was i think we should the on your cell
25:42
about they get that on orgasm be in that willow
25:45
is with the show it will the oh no and there's an
25:47
there's ah we were and about the goal
25:49
oriented that everyone has to have
25:51
an orgasm summaries a sex
25:53
as medicine or was overturned orgasms
25:56
or cervical orgasms we're not saying you
25:58
have to have them all the time or not saying that
26:00
is invalid if you don't have them were know that there's
26:02
a hierarchy of orgasm that something
26:04
that i feel that to be
26:06
shared and needs to be understood by people
26:08
there's no hierarchy orgasms
26:10
hierarchical i on
26:13
the your get your way of orgasm easier as you
26:15
know if you're completely happy with it and that's that's
26:17
awesome for you about what curious it today
26:19
is to talk about this transcendent
26:22
experience it leo's segments you the
26:24
whole room and the vortex in like almost
26:27
like this this this yeah no one missing godliness
26:29
and and they will i was just go right into
26:31
it
26:31
where will we were like no no no no william a thug
26:34
the so transcendent orgasm
26:36
believe that we call it going
26:37
church oh yeah
26:39
that that place where their head
26:41
of the clock meets the off the
26:43
tip of
26:44
there an egg know when you'll
26:46
you'll have
26:47
jessica i mean and subaru
26:49
and because the
26:51
wind is good so there's a lot of
26:53
ways that you can start to open up the cervix
26:56
cause cervix cause of people services are really
26:58
as an amd you know they can feel
27:00
cramped these sensations or pain
27:03
or lives has is that had is
27:06
hitting the cervix a woman thing pulling back
27:08
and like oh that's painful so a
27:10
lotta times and painful sex can even
27:12
look like that when the cervix
27:14
hasn't been massaged opened and
27:16
trauma released from the cervix
27:18
i think we hold so much i do a lot
27:20
of public for work on women i think we hold
27:23
so much of what's not even
27:25
ours of what was passed down from
27:27
generation to generation like this epigenetic
27:30
trauma of like don't
27:32
speak up for what you want don't even
27:34
know what you want because it's not safe to speak
27:36
up as so there's there's the loss
27:38
of of voice and of through
27:40
san of sovereignty and side of women
27:42
and so i of it as the if lacking
27:45
gates to the temple brian so
27:47
like we get right of the in there and having
27:49
and we start
27:50
relief just emotion
27:52
like you don't even have have a story or know why
27:54
this rage or this grieve for this
27:57
emotion is coming through by just
27:59
to let it come true and release it
28:01
banned the tissue of the of
28:03
the off of the opening
28:05
of the
28:06
irving starts to open and starts to
28:08
soften insights
28:09
release than when you're going
28:11
and for an intern
28:12
to go to church
28:14
had an o'clock in the opening of the cervix
28:17
come together that sake there's a stillness
28:20
like it's not fucking you know you're not
28:22
in and out the rest saying it's like you're
28:24
in that place in that point of connection
28:27
and both people right there
28:29
and you're just so president you can't be
28:31
anywhere else and there's like a a
28:34
yin tied movement
28:36
that sort of flow through your body
28:38
and just super super
28:40
magical medicinal plus it opens
28:42
the vegas nerve right so then you might
28:44
have a cry gas i'm really thrilled
28:47
laughing gas i'm release and
28:49
that just the lads
28:51
all this oxytocin through your body
28:54
which pushes out all the cortisol
28:56
the cortisol bringing the love hormone and
28:58
and pushing the stress hormone out and
29:01
leaving you feeling a leg
29:03
a whole new person after
29:05
that and i want to say to
29:07
even if you have had a hysterectomy
29:11
parcel hysterectomy the womb removed
29:13
you still have the energy
29:16
of the womb there any org and spleen
29:18
oliver am anything removed you sell energy
29:20
of it there you still access
29:23
this type of orgasm even
29:25
if you had removal of the organs
29:28
now i think it's probably more energetic
29:31
in that sense by
29:33
i've yet to do
29:34
our research and dive into that tokyo
29:36
mine
29:36
we have to crawl before we right
29:39
so i am holding onto this piece
29:41
of the preparatory
29:44
guess foundation if you will
29:46
for opening the cervix could you you mentioned
29:48
massage i want to know
29:51
how the fuck you massage your cervix because
29:53
my fingers out that and
29:55
want oh one attachment
29:57
or there's just a why you could use a dell dell
29:59
[unk] right i enjoy wine and occurred
30:02
at okay , you're a higher
30:04
a surging internally though he has
30:07
a wand i would not play internal internal
30:09
new narrative are not aware that yeah not that
30:11
kind of the baseball their original cristo
30:13
want that's one that i remember that
30:15
we have another her mother it reads as a as in made
30:18
out of a hard abs plastic
30:20
and we actually i think we of pleasure because
30:22
of your recommendation maybe we i'd ago
30:25
and it looks like the enjoy
30:27
not the pure oh on the phone one but it was
30:30
made of applause more like a lighter fluid sale
30:32
for a lot of the vibrator now or it's a non
30:34
by running item of see this is all important
30:36
is it was designed to reach the
30:38
g spot in the sacred spot so it's
30:40
got that was a sacred floss the sacred
30:42
spot is i'm not a movie all
30:45
k against you gotta teach teach
30:47
me something me think of this sacred spot as
30:49
the direct like acupuncture meridian
30:51
point what the fuck is that that
30:55
so you have reduced by you have the wrecked health issue
30:57
that you are you aware of what the g spot as you thought
30:59
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you my name that area in germany i
31:04
like they are the known as a result bones
31:06
are known as a female prose ago i got that
31:08
i got that yang winner the known as the clitoral
31:10
you know it's it's i'm getting a see mine is the right now
31:13
all connected or real well disguised as real well
31:15
side the area up in in towards
31:17
the belly button really i like
31:19
they have announced yet
31:20
the actually showed the sacred spot is found
31:23
a long the decent issue but instead of it
31:25
being tissue it's like an energy spots
31:27
it's an energetic meridian and your body
31:29
like veins that slow blood also
31:32
have veins called noughties that slow
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energy and not noughties
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not he's not in a d and
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they get really not there yet they
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started to become were energetically sensitive
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and you start to make the connections that we
34:58
don't end of the tip of our fingertips
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when we are playing ties right like we can
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actually feel sensation be and our skin
35:05
we start can tap into the felt
35:08
sense of that and then you apply that
35:10
when you're touching someone elses body
35:13
and , connect that to your heart's in i can start
35:15
to think okay i'm giving sacred
35:17
smarter willow what would i want willow to feel
35:20
what would i want give well from my heart to
35:22
her body i wanted to feel gorgeous
35:24
i want her to feel safe i want
35:26
her to feel like she belongs i want her to feel
35:29
embodied i want her to feel glorious
35:32
you know all these things these send through
35:34
my tights through my eyes to my words
35:37
did my heart so on and so forth so the
35:39
idea is when the user to connect
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were powerfully to energy minister
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to touch these energy meridian points
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they start to open up into the
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unfolding of that opening that
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allows people to have these really big
35:52
or gastric states that tend to go
35:55
longer
35:56
they can be mine hands they
35:58
can be very overwhelming lead
36:00
to all sorts of of emotional
36:03
sensation so this is something is a button your tinder
36:05
profile i want you know such
36:07
my sacred saw i fly like
36:09
that i want yulia to touch my i
36:12
, well i'd either side is a proud
36:14
that array array
36:16
the cutler really really out of as he can't have her
36:18
release yeah i should win but with willow and
36:21
before and it inspired
36:23
a of in a was an orgasmic
36:26
and but infernal of the police in tears
36:28
as i realized realizing the way that have been
36:30
showing up for myself what are the ways i've ways
36:33
holding back are putting other people first
36:35
and insects are in the outside world in and and
36:37
and then just crying and it felt really
36:40
am deeply healing and therapeutic
36:42
and i've had sessions also able to both of work and
36:44
says psychological body workers
36:47
i workers with other hands on tonto workers and
36:49
had experience these pieces and i also
36:52
had exudes and outside of the therapeutic process
36:54
and will get to that her the animal people
36:57
to work with you know so many modalities
36:59
now but it's needed transcendent
37:01
orgasms so i hide
37:03
it's i could probably count i make
37:05
the as you define it to for folks it
37:07
was able to it will die like that that
37:09
kind of like vortex where i don't that
37:11
my definition for me is personally
37:14
i don't have don't have minutes of one long
37:17
live a mind blowing air i months
37:19
some of their planet which he
37:21
pleasurable emotion
37:24
all
37:25
worldly experience or
37:27
it like one long version of that there's a whole bunch
37:29
of them it's just your in this in this
37:31
slow to slow say is
37:34
deeply so powerful
37:36
so powerful and it's and for me when i've been
37:38
in an elmo ceiling could do it forever when
37:41
it happened when i'm when i'm in that and like this
37:43
could i do this for our young and
37:45
then something more than two sisters obviously can't
37:47
an army of the things that event of an
37:49
hour that the energy sector the with a person playing
37:51
with by i have yet to learn
37:54
how to replicate it like to hey we're going
37:56
to have the funded orgasm and
37:58
when it happened
37:59
and has only from cervical
38:02
touch sometimes has been from just detached
38:04
from like the first inch of my and
38:07
or can now and it has happened
38:09
under the influence of t
38:11
h c before it happened
38:14
under the butler hi there are
38:16
half an hour or happen said sober
38:18
but really exhausted like
38:21
didn't sleep at all the night before it
38:23
happened at behind you are high strange
38:25
how does it say hi and i'm like i
38:27
server sorry more it is anymore
38:30
either
38:30
the library
38:31
i said you know and yes i high and that
38:33
hannah in there and as also
38:35
happened during the end of a
38:37
break up when and i knew that the celestial
38:40
going to end and all the sudden that
38:42
this thing happened so for me is hop
38:44
and not from the fingers on the quit it's
38:47
some sort of internal stimulation and
38:50
sometimes it just fingers or or a
38:52
cock in the first edge and then
38:54
and sometimes it is friends and penetration
38:56
around the service but it always
38:58
seems to have like since specific
39:00
conditions and am not always says
39:03
he has one of that one of with someone's leaving and
39:06
one of them as i'm dead exhausted and
39:08
within i'm like well like don't have the wall that from suppliers
39:11
is i'm so curious about this you know
39:13
that how not to seek to me that how
39:15
does one learn and speaking
39:17
for ourselves as ourselves as the owning
39:20
people and and also the bullet to learn how
39:22
to maybe provide this year like
39:24
how one learn do that when like for me most
39:26
my stories of seem to add unless you all for you
39:28
that for me you know what it is
39:31
a good question
39:31
and i think one of the most thing
39:34
in tracking by the i love atlanta
39:36
for like a little isn't probably under ten to fifteen
39:38
times yes as
39:40
of us foreign things i think is here
39:42
wanting to create this and you lovelace
39:44
is setting the intention for and because
39:47
intention is everything in this
39:49
is whether or not and happens in
39:51
a in a particular session is not the
39:53
point but just having be intention
39:56
that that that almighty markham
39:59
through and
39:59
he this experience what's the mass
40:02
a slab of a because guys yeah did
40:04
say he now has like the divine
40:06
the divine feminine the thus shocked
40:08
t the life worth one the the
40:10
gene see as of life
40:13
it's the arrow is what creates
40:16
all of life is why we have reached for
40:18
something for someone because
40:20
there's this drive in the citizen air
40:22
the difference between intention and gold and
40:24
is v
40:25
mine because you talk a lot about her goal
40:27
people in their heads yeah you like sunny and
40:29
in beforehand but it's not like we must
40:32
have tried to i almost think it's a mistake
40:34
to go shooting for transcendent are got some okay
40:37
i , it's try and be like what you've tracked
40:39
it's sort of like this bizarre
40:42
oh visitation that just
40:45
happens during either
40:48
like something very mundane or super
40:50
extraordinary like it catches you
40:52
somewhat by surprise know you
40:54
can sort set the stage right
40:56
i'm stage right an hour and a half from taken
40:59
some x to see tonight and i'm
41:01
gonna a seven hour tantric
41:03
love making throwdown you know
41:05
and and in those altered states of
41:07
reality is when it's likely
41:10
going to get very big and spacious inside
41:13
of you you combine that with some breathing
41:15
and like really digging the person
41:17
you're with being super super present
41:19
really opening and
41:22
being aware that there's a desire
41:24
to be so open with someone
41:26
you're going to improve your chances but
41:28
i kind of think it's a mistake to go
41:30
into sexual situations with super
41:33
strong aim or goal or expectation
41:35
in a there's a saying that arm
41:38
expectations are preconceived resentment
41:40
and , i think what will have seen his
41:43
intention can be so powerful and
41:45
so powerful you say out loud what you most desire
41:48
it's super good practice yeah has it
41:50
puts you in touch a with desire but
41:52
be it starts to build a between
41:55
you and with ever is out
41:57
there that's bigger than house that has sort
41:59
of
41:59
it's own
42:01
connection to our beans into our
42:03
bodies i don't know what people call that everyone
42:05
got different name for it but i always think
42:07
of intentions like this is my desire
42:10
i'm give the jar of the the universe
42:13
a job with his desire i'm in a name
42:15
and i'm gonna send it there and now my
42:17
let it go and a given i am
42:19
i look at your will be done look so let's
42:21
say because i run a mere having
42:23
sex the i went in i obviously am
42:25
a layman of or allay woman
42:28
when it comes to some of the terminology
42:30
and so if i don't really absorbing
42:32
the information from his podcast and i want to
42:35
express my intention to my
42:37
partner the answer amy
42:39
rare but we are so you provide both you say
42:41
to me so and and i don't know how to frame
42:43
that you would have our email not quite
42:46
ashamed that think i really easy to remember
42:48
and there's so many different variations of
42:51
types of intentions that can help you think about
42:53
it but my two favorite cancer basic
42:55
an easy to remember is what when is release
42:58
a no longer serves me
42:59
what what i bring into my life that would ninjas
43:02
name in those two things kind of goes
43:04
this is this is what i want the
43:07
release and the opening of my
43:09
body to procreate with this person or
43:11
this is what is to cooperate myself
43:13
of i'm pleasure in myself and those who simple
43:16
questions basically open you up to ceremonial
43:18
space now you've dropped into more
43:20
of a sacred space just by setting
43:23
in that tone you're getting
43:25
into
43:25
your intention way to has
43:27
he said
43:28
perfectly his desire about
43:30
desire were desire gets tricky
43:33
as when we are attached to the outcome of
43:35
that desire when when i have a
43:37
desire like alan have a chance and an orgasm
43:39
with your amy i really want you to get up right
43:41
in there next to my injury like give me one of
43:43
those yeah pressure as i
43:46
know pressure on ,
43:48
is yeah but see that i am
43:50
everyone suffering a band the last
43:53
ads like when you look up with someone like why didn't you squirt
43:55
know mike wanted to go fuck yourself
43:56
like
43:59
uncommon in every like okay
44:02
to let me dirt and if
44:04
they have they have begins abuses and not
44:06
only for business owners and over under some
44:09
the way i have one question regarding
44:11
cervical orgasms okay
44:14
, anatomy an anatomically
44:16
speaking are cervix drops meaning
44:19
vulva owners during the course of
44:21
your cycle right monthly as
44:23
so in terms of accessing
44:26
cervical orgasms during times when sometimes
44:28
it is you talked about pain and sometimes incompatibility
44:31
which comes into play so it
44:34
is that something you need to work around when you're
44:37
a goal oriented a goal are non
44:39
aspiring for cervical orgasm but is it something
44:41
each consider if you want to access
44:44
this possibility of having a cervical orgasm
44:46
is is your cycle definitely yeah there's
44:48
going to be certain times of year cycle where
44:50
your whole body is more sensitive
44:53
and year
44:54
the original gonna be more sensitive and times
44:56
when the cervix rides a lower inside
44:58
of the vaginal canal
45:01
the vaginal one of the lego incomes
45:03
in room
45:03
forget room in there that is
45:06
more than a hallway i know i will when horizon
45:08
that version in a room at some everybody
45:10
my career this room for them into the mouth covered
45:13
, soon
45:17
as a whole world area i ran really
45:19
is but i'm gonna write but book called the
45:21
vagina raise from within
45:23
earlier comment he my bad
45:25
key as a , there and
45:27
story than than things going in so
45:30
there's that and then there's also when
45:33
you are in an orgasmic say
45:35
that the reading level of arousal
45:37
yeah peace arousal the womb actually
45:39
does this place bounds dip
45:42
that the round yeah so at high
45:44
levels of arousal the cervix and uterus
45:47
contract and pull up and goes up
45:49
and down so when you think about
45:51
it's there's ejaculate shin
45:54
inside of the body inside
45:56
of the vagina and kind of seats down below
45:58
and that pelvic ball and
46:00
then in this a orgasmic are
46:02
high state of arousal is that service comes
46:04
down actually slurps of the seem slow
46:07
video or yeah i know like have batted
46:10
yell marvelous business that i learning
46:12
about is my went to school for
46:14
human sexually incest san francisco say in they
46:17
were talking about how the
46:19
process i mean is also like naturals the next in
46:21
and like or diversifying would have that murder the
46:23
genetic code he me and how they're
46:25
orgasm process the belief is that because
46:28
it's contract he literally is trying
46:30
to in sperm is meant
46:32
and again we're not just thinking straight folks who
46:34
won penises and their pussies and
46:36
by it literally is signed actually like whole
46:38
up from there were through the orgasmic and
46:41
in then the divers that find the genetic code
46:43
is like but it have sex with a lot of different
46:45
people so we can keep a diver ray
46:48
, and his m as a whole
46:51
nother story out like fire garmisch
46:53
i other sites like for different types of sperm
46:55
and the whole only really really wait for yeah
46:58
i have different job oh my gosh yeah
47:00
within one him it's like an accident when load
47:03
yeah yes and if they've been
47:05
a of are met on what having sex
47:07
with multiple partners that have sperm then
47:09
that answers the sperm react
47:12
differently the that sperm is it's sharing
47:14
only they are not yet interview sherry when the iran
47:17
and and on and show about is that the women's anatomy
47:19
rather media and so this would be the sperm and egg
47:21
oriented and are members of are series
47:24
of and as something
47:26
bad mere something own doesn't have the personnel
47:28
got interview she talks about i'm
47:31
so low experiences
47:33
with cervical ,
47:36
and how to start to like prepare your body's
47:38
cause the intimacy martha
47:41
he added one of those the other night
47:44
yeah it out my little bombed out another
47:46
gonna be playing with how the other
47:48
vehicle orgasms with wonderful beautiful
47:51
people let me play with one play
47:53
with own and
47:56
it it because the cervix so in
47:58
my seen sorry to interrupt but my friends
48:00
went after the orgasm
48:03
takes place and then the cervix
48:05
opens up even more subversive
48:07
always have this the orgasm
48:09
this reverberation happens at
48:11
the cervix and then it kind of like those up
48:13
into the whole womb so in dallas
48:15
sex allergy we call it more
48:17
of a womb gotham so this even this to
48:19
cervical orgasm is sort
48:21
of
48:22
new on my horizon i've been calling
48:24
it an a a uterine orgasm for
48:26
a long time and they say in the dow
48:28
that that's the highest of all the oregon
48:31
orgasms that can have like you
48:33
can have an orgasm to your heart or
48:35
to your liver or it's your kidneys or to any
48:37
please in your body doesn't even have to be a
48:39
gland or and oregon all of
48:41
these we call superior orgasms
48:44
but the womb got some or the cervical
48:46
[unk] orgasm is considered the highest
48:49
of all of the superior orgasms
48:51
and with my point well when you say superiors
48:54
were saying that as like the most healing modalities
48:56
and so it's not like it's better like if you just
48:58
can only have a a tab , something's
49:00
wrong with you that's not what she's been limit
49:04
decide yeah not wild about the
49:06
word superior the word it was just
49:08
at [unk] su
49:09
the
49:13
i love it because that's
49:15
what it feels like to me and say good so
49:17
much more from some metal body
49:20
experience rather than just like
49:22
a localized focused point
49:25
orgasm am and
49:27
so and i think of than actually
49:29
and sort of a an identifier
49:31
that that is a transcendent orgasm that's different
49:34
link the other orgasms as that because it
49:36
feels like there's a rippling effect
49:38
that is us sen dean upward
49:40
it's not just your feeling all
49:43
is tingling sensation in your cervix
49:45
and your clutter is and it's like it's rising
49:48
up and in a ballooning up into
49:50
your body so you're feeling it in the back
49:52
your throat you're feeling it and your breath
49:54
you're feeling in your lower belly you're feeling it
49:56
your hair follicles you know every cell
49:58
you have come out of pocket are
50:01
you know where you know to browser history
50:04
me going on here he is trying to lose
50:06
control of like a lot of your
50:08
yeah well as adding some this exceeds
50:10
i had a hallows hear the oh well
50:12
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50:15
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50:17
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50:19
an led lab partners of the the were
50:21
like you could hold it for
50:24
me and it's yeah the all the different
50:26
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one question i had about this so
53:01
what of cervical because april question about
53:03
yeah i when i have technical it
53:06
because it's so there's the a spot
53:08
that people refer to write a
53:10
that's behind cervix is sandra your your
53:13
walls okay blaine more about this
53:15
like we're talking about a cervix there's area
53:17
of the cervix so the cervix is like a cone
53:19
shape right and depending whether you've
53:21
you've had a pregnancy that's come to term or not or
53:24
you've had an abortion or you've never been pregnant is
53:26
going to a it's going to affect the shape of your
53:28
cervix slightly so if you
53:30
take one finger or two fingers and
53:32
you get into a position that you to kind of squat
53:34
a little bit so that your cervix can be a bit
53:36
lower and you start to circle
53:39
around your cervix wasn't
53:41
going to use lube that's right yeah
53:43
and go really really like right now i'm doing it with
53:45
my fingers you all can't see it i'm going way too fast
53:48
so it's movement and
53:50
it's micro slow and your what's your feeling
53:52
for is just bringing your cervix into
53:54
shape and a lot of women are cervix
53:57
is misshapen because it's been
53:59
the have that
53:59
the afghan and pushed at him build kind of bruce
54:02
so it can be really sensitive and if
54:04
you had any kind of health
54:06
trauma or painful
54:08
abortions or we'd
54:10
all sir all the reasons there's lots of reasons
54:13
why we could have could have so caesar's
54:15
missing and in a month to one and but a
54:17
lot of pain lot of physical pain so
54:19
this is why been warmed up his own
54:22
people
54:22
than someone is able to have
54:25
a cervical orgasm it's because they are
54:27
aroused enough that
54:29
this cervix this now kind of doing
54:31
that slurping thing it up
54:33
and it moves down and you know like
54:36
it when you're when you're ah
54:38
if you are a vulva owner and you're getting
54:41
a hard one of the middle any hard
54:43
when up the middle don't really matter you know when it's
54:45
like you're really want to hard you're really a
54:47
d by be year at your own i really
54:49
i catch the that hard one of the middle you are pulling
54:51
it towards you and you like involves and even
54:54
your and golfing that thing and
54:56
you just one at all the way in that
54:58
only occurs really at peak
55:00
states of arousal for most people mecca
55:03
be mental arousal speech typically
55:05
physical arousal and so
55:07
that's like deep ,
55:09
you know those other times and it's like that
55:14
like it's like been hoped that the ass
55:16
and again it or her teenage son
55:18
and for many of us we sort of indoor that moment
55:20
until everything loosens up
55:22
so then i mean by taking
55:25
a fingers of you could use one of the ones
55:27
it's curved and just slowly
55:30
with some love and attention
55:33
going , the cervix and bringing
55:36
it back into a more smoother shape
55:38
and it could take many many cervical
55:41
like this to start of take out
55:43
some of always there at the surface
55:46
of the surface surface then it becomes
55:48
more comfortable and you
55:50
feel you anxious
55:52
about having attention at the cervix
55:54
because i think a lot of us are i've
55:57
never actually been relaxed enough
55:59
to
55:59
joy cervical attention yeah
56:02
because all it's ben is gonna eat
56:04
it in a crowded and so that's
56:06
why stillness is one of the key
56:08
elements that and starts to open up
56:11
at this cervical experience it's a lot
56:13
of stillness it's a lotta like patients
56:16
it's lot alike breath and it's a lot of curiosity
56:19
where we're sinking into our body
56:21
were allowing ourselves to fully drop
56:23
in and co like
56:26
, is this who am i let
56:29
me just
56:30
nectar this feeling right now
56:33
and they were with and nine and he the idea
56:35
you know like is it might hurt or it might
56:37
be numb or it might be funny feeling
56:39
like a key feeling and he just he stay
56:41
with that until the next sensation
56:43
arises so i think the
56:45
magic and stepping towards the cervical
56:48
experience is a lot of stillness
56:52
curiosity into a waiting until
56:54
it unfolds he adds a very very
56:56
high healing experience to
56:59
to give to yourself it's
57:01
like a deep dive into the sun
57:03
your creativity
57:05
there's no more map
57:07
potent creative organ and
57:09
the body than than the womb for us
57:11
though the owners and damn
57:14
again the womb has been removed the energy
57:16
of at of at and rare so
57:19
he still have that potent creative
57:21
lifers energy that you can tune into and
57:23
and for anyone who's never felt there's
57:26
before as like i don't really even know what
57:28
the cervix is basically you
57:30
can think about like the your whole
57:32
uterus is like a balloon and
57:34
the right at the tip for the tie of that
57:36
balloon is is the serve x
57:39
so it's more of a i'm you
57:41
know is the best and
57:42
gibson the dog
57:44
cones that you put peanut butter end yeah
57:46
they dot com yeah that's
57:48
interesting it's almost like a like a don't know
57:50
anything back or cause sometimes it's just like
57:52
one part of the kong with them and it goes down it's
57:55
like the fall a little baby com yeah
57:57
shin know so
57:59
wine indiana knowing i guess that's
58:03
a lair idea when you put your fingers
58:05
have been there and there's going
58:07
to be times as the months of like when you're
58:09
all the lady more it's and it's will
58:11
be easier to seal so you're in the shower
58:13
and you give and little squat you put one
58:15
or two fingers been you can seal
58:18
it feels like the tip the month nose
58:20
or the tip of tip chin and it's
58:22
usually a sign of soft
58:24
and around it there's like and little divert
58:26
like a little acupuncture time as
58:28
the prostate the other describe other prostate
58:31
see like a prostate yeah in edo
58:33
and yeah penis honors ass honors like the bigger know
58:35
the data in the the rest the rest and like you cheeks
58:37
nine and i have the okay so
58:39
we're we're sitting here together
58:41
there's for vulva owning owning
58:44
human and we have a lot
58:46
of hope that listen that are penis owners that
58:48
love playing with all owners they have partners
58:50
are not love or what whatever it is and
58:53
this might sound like chinese
58:56
to them rather meet reading mandarin like what the fuck
58:58
are they talking about do you have any
59:01
pointers for folks that are interested
59:03
in learning how to tap into or
59:06
i know obviously communication because ah
59:09
their bodies money about your own body
59:11
as the owner of this serve x
59:13
is important i loved the techniques
59:15
that you talked about with the gentle
59:18
soft swirling board
59:20
slow swirling so what could a penis
59:22
owner do to help
59:26
with this process of
59:29
discovering what a cervical orgasm is
59:31
and trends and ignored
59:33
as and and i wouldn't i would add onto that
59:35
someone else who doesn't even have a penis
59:37
uses using one of those ones like their
59:39
beer or wine would want anyway and i'm
59:42
sorry to bother owner
59:44
like what are those steps how
59:46
do you kind of create the space
59:48
to make that comfortable and
59:51
possible one of their
59:53
one of the amazing techniques that
59:55
source time to teaches that i love
59:58
his leg always
59:59
reading on the outside warming
1:00:02
up the vulva most of the nerve wracking thera
1:00:04
the our war a month the army or the
1:00:07
, breathing but it to
1:00:09
manage all yeah yeah a reasonable
1:00:12
to they are switching back and leave the i
1:00:14
don't go diving is and finger
1:00:20
pineapple my give it say i am
1:00:22
, a gynecological exam everyone and
1:00:25
that leg up the vulva
1:00:28
and asked permission before answering
1:00:30
he now and then when then woman and ends as
1:00:33
the receiver and so is good to practice
1:00:35
saying like i'm not ready i even as he do
1:00:37
feel ready like why not practice saying
1:00:40
not i'm not ready yet i would like
1:00:42
more stimulation on the vulva stimulation would like
1:00:44
to get more turned on before
1:00:46
you enter and
1:00:48
then even nina when you really are ready
1:00:50
then there's are section of of
1:00:53
the vault on that how happens is opening
1:00:55
at the in troy this of them front porch
1:00:58
them them of the as sherry with
1:01:00
say you know the vagina and it gets
1:01:02
kind of sucked kind so the singers can go
1:01:04
singers and then just going really
1:01:06
slow like again not
1:01:08
like i'm gonna find that survey where
1:01:11
is it it's way up and there you know just
1:01:13
letting your fingers be
1:01:15
guided by the energy in the intention
1:01:18
of like a cam open i'm cam
1:01:20
to this possibility of
1:01:23
doing like deep healing worker
1:01:25
this amazing orgasm this amazing
1:01:27
comes through but this is really
1:01:30
just about being present staying
1:01:32
with brass saying with sound staying
1:01:34
connected eye to eye with
1:01:36
whoever the receiver is that makes them
1:01:39
the on really say that of a threat has been
1:01:41
a specific physician do you recommend
1:01:43
kind of word because they can be in any of
1:01:45
the line is that i feel good friend than
1:01:47
okay if i often on the backend
1:01:49
it depends on the mood like when they're the
1:01:51
tenderness that circle like a vulnerability
1:01:54
just like a sweetness been the
1:01:56
fetal position is actually really relaxing
1:01:59
any changes in rob's the position
1:02:01
of both being able to have access to the
1:02:03
g spot and the cervix and that comes
1:02:06
closer so often times that
1:02:08
can be easier access but it may not
1:02:10
be as activating right it's going to be a little more
1:02:12
chill which in this case could be really powerful
1:02:15
i'm sometimes i like to be on my belly
1:02:17
and have someone entering me from behind a
1:02:20
that's a little bit harder to do this
1:02:22
cervix because the cervix is sort of in the opposite
1:02:25
direction so being on the back
1:02:27
being on your side i think our two great positions
1:02:30
think the other thing that i
1:02:32
really love for my
1:02:34
own body but i also think it's helpful
1:02:36
for all volvo owners for
1:02:39
the person who's given to just
1:02:41
be still and not do a lot movie nut
1:02:43
that's really hard to do let's said
1:02:46
i know that i'd be like squirrel oh
1:02:48
god i like i normally that's
1:02:51
really hard for me to say oh my god
1:02:53
like i mean n
1:02:55
n someone who's had the privilege to touch other
1:02:57
volvos i had no
1:02:59
idea like i
1:03:01
thought i was being still but i
1:03:03
was in to you know i honestly sincerely
1:03:06
but i was being still but like
1:03:08
there's a lot of energy up there my hand
1:03:10
is a mind of it's own so i will often switch
1:03:12
to them if you're right users left
1:03:15
ah says it has
1:03:17
a last your hand of intuition yes
1:03:19
and it anymore i am a happy of
1:03:22
your dominant hand can have can of it's own
1:03:24
were just thinks it has to do something
1:03:26
you're either leave your less dominant
1:03:29
hand is really great for this
1:03:31
april injury and injury guess is that from
1:03:33
second rate
1:03:34
the i don't work out of later
1:03:37
right like a six year old right
1:03:39
now yourself and i
1:03:41
right i to my or
1:03:43
a to resuscitate him and
1:03:44
though and men have the receiver
1:03:46
to the movies now as
1:03:49
the receiver we it's hard to like
1:03:52
so damn sometimes sensation
1:03:54
that smelling were in a perfect aim of our family
1:03:56
stick myself a thread on your fingers in
1:03:59
else is
1:03:59
right on man a strap on you're wearing like
1:04:02
that says it's in because you don't always have
1:04:04
that we get really comfortable in aware
1:04:06
of anatomy and i think sometimes
1:04:08
litter boxes tipton tilted
1:04:11
uterus uterus can get tilt
1:04:13
toward the tell both
1:04:14
or a over to the left over to
1:04:16
the right
1:04:16
and can be a little bit
1:04:18
security kind of find that connection
1:04:21
but again if he just allow the intention
1:04:24
to find mechanics rapport you rather than
1:04:26
you doing it let it do
1:04:28
you say because they this is
1:04:30
it's allowing you to sink into
1:04:32
your body and try to get less
1:04:34
mental about it so it helps
1:04:37
me go okay be in your pelvis
1:04:40
leah be in your hips leah
1:04:42
arts and move like play
1:04:44
with contraction me bearing down right
1:04:46
well sometimes oh guy and
1:04:48
and other times i'm doing subtle micro
1:04:51
moon a sort of just adjusted
1:04:53
listening my finals and i'm really trying to
1:04:55
tune in and then for my heart and
1:04:58
for my partners or wow all i
1:05:00
think that might be the temp this
1:05:02
, know to kind of give me that listen i
1:05:04
was none of said the play play every second
1:05:06
because i got a minute it's just think
1:05:09
and but it's it's kind of like oh
1:05:11
going on an adventure and we're going to discover this
1:05:13
together what are feeling what am i
1:05:16
and and then once you can get the lay of the land
1:05:19
of any cuban building upon that and then your next
1:05:21
experience is gonna be different from that and then your next
1:05:23
experiences going to differently from that
1:05:25
every experiences difference so
1:05:27
i think
1:05:28
hum added in the beginning was
1:05:30
just a lot of curiosity and
1:05:33
allow yourself give yourself permission
1:05:35
as a receiver to do a lot of our chain and
1:05:37
movie and then trim your nails fire
1:05:40
have added you and your final
1:05:42
nail funny just put on a what are we the i
1:05:44
agree but do think glove so you actually
1:05:46
delegates on that and then you
1:05:48
put cotton balls on the tips of our side
1:05:51
the glance the got another third set some make
1:05:53
sense out of in a nails a nails
1:05:55
rains a gray she's of this
1:05:57
is a genius and to come to strap on it i and away
1:05:59
no essential people yeah i think about it i'm like
1:06:02
i felt some and snag i ,
1:06:04
hand at once the weapons reminded of
1:06:07
married with the close this since of but
1:06:09
with the term and be
1:06:11
an easy dancing you're being dance
1:06:14
by the gray were yeah
1:06:17
i don't know i both i've experienced that
1:06:19
for sir before but i remember letter that i don't understand
1:06:21
he dances is unless it's dances music moves
1:06:23
you and you're not actually ah you're not the mardi gras
1:06:26
a know it it's almost like he
1:06:28
has almost red hot chili peppers is as an outsider
1:06:30
new you don't know that you're not like that vaguely
1:06:32
now i'm right left right left her
1:06:34
room hips move in the in his great movie
1:06:37
his more like my body's is listening and
1:06:39
doing things because i'm being dance
1:06:41
but you're talking about it being deafness it more of it
1:06:43
in his central in his way and you're in that
1:06:45
transcendent essay and it is follow
1:06:47
the thread and where one am also hearing is it
1:06:49
might happen might have in the next say
1:06:52
and if it does happen a mile am i now have in the
1:06:54
next time rhino it's always changing
1:06:56
ever evolving but a key piece here
1:06:58
and i'm here is this a slowness stillness
1:07:00
curiosity presence obvious
1:07:03
is a huge part of it safety is a big part
1:07:05
of it as well and then just kind of like
1:07:07
following this thread and allowing
1:07:09
and setting an intention that isn't about goals
1:07:11
but is about speaking desires
1:07:14
of my summary or a number for ask people how can
1:07:16
humor video that leaking desires
1:07:18
is okay to be like i have a desire to experience
1:07:20
chance and the orgasm a cervical orgasm
1:07:22
an are not set on it and they
1:07:24
we have the two questions that is shared earlier that will be
1:07:27
and is shown us because they dance and
1:07:29
because or any out of time you too
1:07:32
have your api can ask you to
1:07:34
also both individually work with people
1:07:37
in person and online
1:07:40
willow i know you're writing a book
1:07:42
leah you should if you're not aside i
1:07:45
said , reuther held
1:07:47
our listeners more of a the can find
1:07:50
you work with you there more from you
1:07:52
all the above well myself
1:07:54
and the great doctor will a brown are launching
1:07:57
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1:07:59
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1:07:59
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1:08:02
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1:08:09
when i'm like went because she yeah so
1:08:11
i do coaching an antique people on private retreats
1:08:14
and i teach online courses group courses
1:08:16
and and and of however
1:08:18
yeah so you have to a
1:08:21
few days with me and i'm
1:08:23
and yes i can find can don't
1:08:28
go diving and have done i no
1:08:30
longer offer all the cards so
1:08:32
you have to do and too late
1:08:34
but i felt in a gay
1:08:38
bar
1:08:38
so yeah my
1:08:40
they've doctor will abound
1:08:41
dot com and the book is it just
1:08:44
many are d r willow brown
1:08:46
d r no dot then
1:08:48
then sex as medicine is
1:08:51
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1:08:53
soon and i'm really excited to put
1:08:55
that out into the world because it's a whole
1:08:57
methodology around how to
1:08:59
use success medicine
1:09:02
how to use sexual energy we
1:09:04
call it jing ke in the dallas
1:09:06
system shock t in contrast
1:09:08
system how to use this i'm
1:09:11
potent life force energy
1:09:13
the back creates new by is
1:09:15
that we have so many amazing
1:09:17
access to
1:09:19
you had to create whatever in his
1:09:21
to what people
1:09:25
, know what's the difference between the downtown
1:09:27
toronto i get that question allied in
1:09:30
lilies that hunter that i teach it's really
1:09:32
more about taking sexual energy and using
1:09:35
it to help heal ourselves emotionally and
1:09:37
then to to transcend that into and a weekend
1:09:40
process and and weekend more weekend
1:09:42
experiences of the presents whereas i
1:09:44
doubt he said same sexual energy and
1:09:46
then uses it to apply vitality
1:09:49
to the bodies were even heal yourself from
1:09:51
low libido and different illnesses
1:09:54
and you can really strengthen your longevity
1:09:57
i with your life and alzheimer's
1:09:59
and
1:09:59
the man in every morning only other
1:10:02
and he's really nice it all and eventually
1:10:05
fantastic , and i want everyone
1:10:07
out there that is unfamiliar with
1:10:09
either of those methodology is
1:10:11
an ancient practices to know that they're
1:10:14
not talking about penetration
1:10:16
and said let it it is involving
1:10:18
a lot of exchanges of energy contra
1:10:20
can just be holding each other
1:10:23
and my gazing and and tao
1:10:25
te literally the be found everything i buy
1:10:27
and has to be done by yourself as i know
1:10:30
partners are quite likely how about white
1:10:32
time to though and is not some sort of
1:10:34
because i remember my mom's
1:10:36
ah as she had some of book when i was
1:10:38
younger that was about tantric
1:10:40
sex and i was like probably a nine years
1:10:42
old and she probably doesn't even know that i i
1:10:45
had access to that but as ago looks
1:10:47
like it always was always about a
1:10:49
man and a woman and they were having
1:10:52
sounded like everybody i've repossessions
1:10:54
and rilo that's not what it's about
1:10:56
because is why i always
1:10:58
almost pigeonholed myself into thinking that i wasn't
1:11:01
a person that was capable of having tantric
1:11:03
sex more taoist sex or
1:11:05
because i was i was thinking i was at where we are hip
1:11:07
enough hippie enough as am
1:11:10
so mainstream understand commissioners down
1:11:12
not just getting with now
1:11:14
i'm out loud so thank you
1:11:16
though for a night i think you to a
1:11:19
as a whole having a podcast siberia
1:11:21
imagine people have sex with
1:11:23
will be on all the podcast after way
1:11:25
look for or you imagine coming to
1:11:27
you soon and out our
1:11:30
episode that will be on
1:11:32
there soon as well right yeah that's him
1:11:34
that's rad so so you will
1:11:36
oh thank you leon have enough for
1:11:39
human they've only a more
1:11:41
we we your wells remove
1:11:44
any time there is some yoga woo
1:11:46
woo yoga movement as say this is the follow us
1:11:48
who we are going have some clips on instagram
1:11:50
of this if you want to who were actually talking
1:11:52
to the flesh sachin only to say nothing
1:11:54
go to instagram follow as sick
1:11:56
as we have some set several
1:11:58
now i'd i'd like
1:11:59
the eighteen year old lot i
1:12:02
see and they love talking shit so i
1:12:04
have some props because it's we think
1:12:06
it's funny and we love each and every
1:12:08
one of you are are are handled
1:12:10
i use it as the for same sex you'll find as also
1:12:13
rate has on spotify on i tunes
1:12:16
what it doesn't help more people find folks
1:12:18
out there with the modalities of dow
1:12:20
certain absence and
1:12:22
cervical orgasms and transcendental
1:12:25
meditate nope not that online up
1:12:27
sorry friends and and orgasms
1:12:29
i'll get it right at some points are a job
1:12:32
that's really all love each and one you in
1:12:34
this room and out there in the
1:12:36
vortex that is not my cervix but
1:12:38
that is use yes such a service is
1:12:41
nice this we all wanna get
1:12:43
out of their amy you're not in my cervix are at
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