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Hello! I'm. Jc Long near Listen
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to The Pocus, The Shortcuts and as
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I've been recording it this week has
1:25
been some really, really intense. Storms battering
1:28
us here in the Uk, particularly
1:30
in Scotland, And I hope if
1:32
you're listening that you're okay. I hope
1:34
if you've got a garden hasn't been
1:36
rec the think of with the trees
1:38
in the animals in the birds and
1:40
I feel for them so deeply and
1:42
and also in local news my do
1:44
is play house absolutely thrown. Across the
1:46
garden, we're. Lucky they didn't land
1:48
in the close behind us where
1:51
their lives are. Very unfriendly. dog.
1:57
This is short cut. He
2:01
insists she. Made
2:04
in cages and. It
2:08
on. Who. I'm
2:12
recording this it greece
2:15
between as to whether.
2:20
He can server
2:22
on come. On
2:26
a train coming back, the clock and. Through
2:29
How many trees? Completely
2:33
up moved rent from the
2:35
ground by the when things
2:37
go so. Fast that has
2:39
present tense. Stance
2:42
it for the current moment because you
2:44
feel house leading the at. this is
2:46
rain against the windows here, harassing hey
2:49
it pounding on the skylight on the
2:51
up with every. The
2:54
trees a slang is say kids outside
2:56
and I know cotton or neighbors washing
2:58
line is in ten days or. A
3:04
festering his attorney Three differences
3:06
have a family tree, the
3:08
roots of which were put
3:10
down by attorney think I'm
3:12
a New Jersey in nineteen
3:14
forty two. This
3:17
is my throat and memory.
3:21
see after all white
3:23
sauce tell from long.
3:26
Have turned nineteen forties.
3:28
Something like that. Ah,
3:31
unlocked We see is
3:34
a young slapstick man
3:36
was on the snowplows.
3:40
Just some trying trunks. oh I
3:42
just. Left
3:45
the captain. In
3:49
the background you can. See some
3:51
circus? Tent. And
3:55
a dusty Rhodes somewhere in in
3:57
the sweetest landscape. I
4:03
was told that he was. A
4:05
trapeze artist. He
4:08
looks a little tense. I think
4:10
he's concentrating on looking good. They
4:13
can sell stock. And
4:17
strong Looking Strong. And
4:19
what was your reaction
4:21
the first time you
4:23
saw this picture I
4:25
was very surprised, almost
4:27
shock and actually. I
4:31
can understand the. A
4:34
young woman. A young girl
4:37
must have. Sought
4:39
this unknown. Man in
4:42
the small say let's. Just
4:46
passing by as Love Looking
4:48
for some. Fun! And
4:52
it must have
4:54
been pretty exciting.
4:59
I found out about my
5:01
grandfather when my son called
5:04
me and was confused because
5:06
he hadn't done a dna
5:08
test and that the immediacy
5:11
got a minutes. And
5:16
he asked me how.
5:19
Can this person Be. A
5:21
relative who have what?
5:24
What Are the connections?
5:26
With. Men:
5:31
To read it and the dna
5:33
test to and the he is
5:36
should the same. Soon
5:38
I realized. That
5:42
the man that my
5:44
grandmother and my father
5:47
with. Like
5:49
now, it's obvious that.
5:51
The trapeze artist is actually
5:54
my grand. It
5:57
seems that he was a player.
6:00
And that he has
6:02
had. At
6:04
least a bunch of the chills
6:07
and that he knew of act
6:09
hadn't taken care. Of. I
6:12
know of. I think for
6:14
four or five. My
6:18
dad and then maybe. For more. There
6:27
is a suitcase full of
6:29
letters. From we men.
6:32
He. Has had a some
6:34
kind of relationship with I
6:36
guess mostly one night stands
6:38
in the villages where the
6:40
circus stopped for a mom
6:42
or two days. And
6:46
some of them as I
6:48
have had children. That.
6:51
He the father of. Women
6:54
who right same and sensing
6:56
photos are drawing set the
6:58
kids have done to him
7:00
asking him when he will
7:02
cool. I
7:05
very much wants to feed those
7:07
letters. In this case, Ah
7:11
my cousins don't really
7:13
want to me do
7:15
that cause it's a
7:17
sensitive to ah difficult
7:19
to talk about the
7:21
letters. Some for show the
7:23
letters because. They are
7:25
about abandonment and betrayals.
7:29
One maybe one day I can. Read.
7:36
We're supposed to be
7:38
safe in our marriage,
7:40
in our. Love
7:42
relationships. Most people.
7:45
Expect that from the
7:48
ones you love and
7:50
fans you betray. Some
7:52
mum and are unsafe
7:54
fool. People. Mostly
7:56
do that. In Secrets.
8:00
This kind of secrets. They
8:05
can kind of get cap
8:07
sealed and travel and down
8:10
in the coming generations. And
8:14
this can show in in
8:16
different ways. And.
8:18
Often you don't know why.
8:22
They. See the impact why it
8:24
pass. Because it
8:26
has to do with this own
8:28
see. It's
8:33
all seventy miles on my own
8:35
that. He
8:39
didn't see him a lot
8:41
during my childhood. Of thing
8:43
we knew there was always
8:45
son new woman with a
8:48
recent. Thing.
8:50
Either waiting for me to go
8:52
to bed or. Maybe
8:55
a whole thing. We're all
8:57
wondering if she would be
8:59
my new and. Ah,
9:02
there's. No
9:07
as an adult. I.
9:10
I have. My
9:13
mind. He he
9:16
didn't prioritize me or or my.
9:18
Siblings at all. Either
9:22
way, we. All have mother's
9:24
me, my siblings. Yell
9:31
cause I was curious about
9:34
my new granddad. so I
9:36
the and did some googling
9:38
your someone some old the
9:40
articles on the internet without
9:43
him and I also asked
9:45
my new consensus look what
9:47
material they have. The
9:50
first suffered just felt messages.
9:52
To each other. And then
9:54
we actually met some. Now
9:57
we have. I
10:00
like them very much. Name's Erin. Nice.
10:03
They. Told me about suitcase
10:05
with the leftovers and
10:08
was also told me
10:10
more details about him.
10:13
I have understood that he was.
10:17
Quite to stingy. Just
10:20
like my father. And
10:24
day. He was also very
10:27
good at the wood carvings.
10:30
My dad is an academic that He's
10:33
also. Carpenter. Ah,
10:35
so maybe that's. Something
10:39
he inherited from is.
10:44
And what else does I
10:46
learned? he he is my
10:48
grand that was very to
10:50
sit in history and then
10:52
the vikings so so that's
10:54
not really my dad but
10:56
he's also. Very interested.
10:58
In. History. Just
11:01
like me who. Have.
11:05
Started thinking about than imagining
11:07
my grand. Touring
11:10
in Sweden. All
11:13
the smooth say choose
11:15
how the circus live
11:18
was said Sam. and
11:21
will stand there with shit
11:23
showing off his muscles and
11:25
to trying to. Attract some
11:28
girl from so the
11:30
village. The
11:34
funny thing is that the man
11:36
who is the father own might.
11:39
Have three on. It
11:42
was all such peace and been.
11:45
An. Idea.
11:53
What's the sounds of
11:55
this coincidence? It's almost.
11:58
That it's a small. A
12:02
happy coincidence. It
12:05
must be some kind of legacy.
12:07
What does that look like? Finding
12:20
out. About
12:22
my new grand? that. It
12:26
has given. Some
12:29
steps to my life. And.
12:37
I also feel
12:39
they still. Angry
12:44
and ah with my
12:46
father. And
12:50
it's difficult to explain. Why?
12:55
But I think it has to
12:57
do Also have that. My
13:01
grandad it explains.
13:05
Some. My fault.
13:09
The he became the blue
13:11
sheet is. So
13:16
it's a little more easy to
13:18
forgive him. Been. Father.
13:23
Died. Sounds like it. I
13:25
can say rebates are not
13:27
that I'm not, but it
13:29
has of course for me
13:31
as a person to have
13:33
a similar Adelson percent and
13:35
it's such a bad father.
13:56
Muscles and Memories was made for us by
13:58
the order. Pretty sad to read. Christopher.
14:01
She sent us a photo of
14:03
the trapeze artist in question. He's
14:05
affecting the kind of muscle man
14:08
pokes a he likes really he
14:10
sucking his stomach in which must
14:12
have been the first one of
14:14
the time which is very strange
14:16
and he's wearing quite high pants.
14:19
the look a bit like a
14:21
know if is t bikini bottom
14:23
almost is a very focused expression
14:25
and face and quite cost if
14:27
you really imagine him striding from
14:30
village to village. With people
14:32
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the Odeon producer. Cali Anderson
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explores an accidental family
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Uncovers the roots of language.
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It should be in here. In
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your baby for. All
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three on top. Luck. Tallies:
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First words: How can the last five
15:00
or six. Nineteen Eighty
15:02
Three. One
15:05
off. A
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cliff back for short for back in
15:10
a minute. And
15:13
who's was her finger up back like you can take
15:15
sure it when you read it like that? Yeah Lol
15:17
Senior. In the as fast as
15:20
assets the I'm gonna say
15:22
that as if you can
15:24
recognize them as hindi. T
15:27
don't know that's when you say outside
15:29
sometimes Hindi oh it's windy this season.
15:31
discussing I split my eyes you can
15:34
get stiff neck of the sixth that
15:36
is indeed. Think
15:38
we started the list because we
15:40
thought we'd remember all your first
15:43
words and then there's just so
15:45
many of them. That
15:47
we thought we'd better, right? The modest. Success.
15:59
of that's what You see that all
16:01
the time too? A disc. A
16:05
disc. Tumble. Oh
16:08
that one's so cute. Tumble. Tumble.
16:12
This one. Do you remember this one? Oh
16:14
yeah. Ho wee ho wee,
16:17
dive da, fly truck. Ho wee ho wee, dive
16:19
da, fly truck. Ding, ding, ding, ding,
16:21
ding, ding, ding, ding. Ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding,
16:23
ding. You
16:25
started doing this, did you know like my parents
16:27
had also done this for me when I was
16:29
around 18 months or two or whatever? I
16:33
don't think that I knew. Honestly
16:35
though, my short term memory was not good. I
16:38
could have told your mom and dad that I
16:40
was doing this and they could have told me
16:42
that they had typed out these words that you
16:44
said. I really think that I
16:46
just didn't know. And I just felt
16:49
like it was something that I wanted to do
16:51
because it was such a big part of my
16:54
daily interactions with both
16:57
kids. Do you guys
16:59
like having these books? Yeah. Why
17:02
do you like them? They're
17:04
really funny. They are
17:06
very funny. But it
17:08
also reminds me of the things I used to say. Do
17:11
you remember saying any of those things? Not really,
17:13
right? No. Because a lot
17:15
of them were from before you can remember. Is
17:18
it funny to imagine that that
17:20
was actually you saying all those things?
17:22
Yes. Yeah, it's funny. It's
17:30
interesting if you write things down, you go
17:32
back and go, oh, this
17:35
started when this person was like 0
17:37
to 3 years old. Yeah, that's true. And
17:39
see what they were interested in and what they were feeling.
17:43
And look at you. Look what you
17:45
do in your profession and what you
17:47
were best with. Yeah,
17:52
there you go. And I
17:54
always got the feeling that you
17:56
were trying to say
17:59
things. before you could actually
18:01
get the language. So
18:05
you just made up your own language. You
18:07
realized you had learned a language. Yeah,
18:10
that was being devised by
18:12
you. Yeah. And... And
18:16
were you afraid you would forget them all, basically? Oh,
18:18
yeah, I knew it, because I was forgetting them
18:20
already. That's why I thought
18:23
I had to write it down. I
18:29
just thought it was really interesting and really
18:31
special how they were starting
18:35
to be able to express themselves.
18:38
They started saying one word, or they
18:40
started making a sound that sounded like
18:43
a word, and it sort of had
18:45
meaning for us,
18:47
but other people would hear it and not
18:49
really be able to understand. And
18:52
I wasn't afraid that I was going
18:54
to forget. I knew that I was going to forget some
18:57
of those very early words, or
19:00
some of the early sentences that they started to put
19:02
together. There's so much of that
19:04
time that we kind of can't remember, unless we happened
19:06
to have a photo and we happened to see it
19:08
get something on video. Yeah. It's
19:11
nice to have this. I mean, someone told
19:13
me at the time, when they had a little baby,
19:18
some of their mom was like, oh, it's sort of like things
19:21
go so fast that you have, what
19:26
did she call it, present tense
19:28
nostalgia, the feeling of
19:30
nostalgia almost, but it's coming so quickly.
19:33
It's like you're having it while the thing is
19:35
happening. You're nostalgic for the
19:37
current moment because you feel how fleeting they
19:39
are. And once you've had a few of
19:41
these big changes or big developments,
19:43
you start to feel that feeling of
19:45
like everything
19:47
that happens is only here for such a short time. And
19:50
so you almost start to miss the thing almost
19:53
as it occurs. And so for
19:55
me, when I think of some of these, or
19:58
ones that I would have told you, like, oh, write that one. It's
20:01
because you know they're going to stay 100 times in
20:03
one day or 1,000 times in one week
20:06
and then maybe two weeks never again. awn
21:13
I'm going off here How043
21:16
out? uh
21:20
uh then
21:23
she seems awaaay
21:29
she's like put on a button
21:35
she 200 She'll
21:49
help her all the
21:51
silly witers that I nearest then
21:55
why the hell can that
21:57
Run a run around. And.
22:34
Here's a chain link fence of
22:36
President Thein the fountain. With my
22:38
two young children, I remember my
22:40
own efforts to try to get
22:43
my older daughter to keep saying
22:45
idiosyncratic pronunciations or miss pronunciations. She's
22:47
to say Nasa instead of Nasser
22:49
eight and we loved it so
22:52
much and then one day she
22:54
learnt and then she never said
22:56
messier a dense a Me and
22:58
her father would constantly be like
23:00
sweet tangy. Tennis Yeah and he
23:03
would look at me like you
23:05
idiot. That's nice. I hit
23:07
that feeling you're clinging on to
23:09
for one more day, one more
23:11
time to the the and little
23:13
it's or a sense of your
23:16
children knowing that they will embody
23:18
hundreds of different. It's a race
23:20
and fleetingly. For
23:26
closes his eyes and a sonic curries
23:28
cause I'm. A
23:30
musician is in detour. wanted
23:32
to create an audience any
23:34
that trace. Have read a
23:36
bilingual meditation on the places
23:38
existed before and on the
23:40
road, something we often. Forget was
23:42
native to many parts of Asia. Which
23:45
made it certainly from China to years
23:47
in the seventeen hundreds. Seem
23:51
to wheezing was by the
23:53
artist and pilot has an
23:55
English and Mandarin. This is
23:58
reclaiming the run. He
24:03
writes names on the cheeks. The
24:07
moon rises, a distant campfire.
24:13
I gaze into the black. And. The
24:17
last was an and autumn wind. Is
24:21
he sat in the early hours of the
24:23
morning. Contain
24:28
the silliest to collect. The
24:39
moment I phone my head inside.
24:45
Thinking of some i to about
24:47
anything this. Have
24:51
been I'm just passing by. And
24:58
spoon weeks. And
25:01
now a Frost Sauce kind maleness.
25:10
Such as calls. Guiding
25:14
the last. Twenty. Eight
25:21
from the witchcraft say as a month
25:23
to make is. Flowing.
25:30
through their reza as memories. To
25:39
say my children cries. I.
26:44
I'm I'm I'm sitting. Here.
26:50
Since to the go.
26:57
Through to say. He
26:59
says it's. To.
27:12
Time to. Any.
27:46
Move. He
28:04
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28:18
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28:21
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29:05
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29:07
even though it's raining, I really
29:09
felt I'm in the com between
29:11
the two stones. And
29:14
I'm thinking about one of the
29:16
trees has survived allies went, and
29:19
hoping that of either Ken, how
29:21
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29:23
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29:26
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