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hospital, he had
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attempted suicide and they
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really were not sure if he would pull
2:06
through and I needed to come home right away.
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And so that night was
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a scramble of you
2:13
know getting a plane and
2:16
flying back to Kansas City from
2:18
Phoenix where I lived at the time. And
2:22
apparently my brother had taken
2:24
a quantity of pills. When he was
2:27
talking to my mother on the phone he let
2:29
her know and I and then I can't imagine this phone
2:31
call, he let her know that she needed to
2:33
pick him up and take him to the hospital because
2:36
he had done this thing. And
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so we all
2:41
gathered at the hospital that night, my family, and
2:45
we were just waiting. The doctor
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told us that one
2:50
of two outcomes would
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happen. Either he he would
2:56
fall into a coma and pass away or
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his liver would save
3:01
him, essentially. I
3:04
remember the
3:07
weather, well the weather
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in the Midwest
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in late fall, early winter,
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is really dreary anyway.
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It
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was very cold, it was rainy and
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icy, and I
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remember the weather in particular
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at that time. I remember driving
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in a car you know back and
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forth to the hospital and
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I remember just driving with
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my mother and my little sister and
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the James Taylor song came on the radio. And
3:56
I knew about the song of course,
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it was a song from my
3:59
childhood, my parents had listened to it.
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I'd probably been in the back of a car dozens
4:05
of times hearing that song on the radio. But
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this time in particular, the lyrics
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really stuck with me,
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and there were a few lyrics that
4:16
stood out.
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One of them, when the cold wind
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blows, it can turn your head around. The
4:24
weather and this terrible thing that had
4:26
happened to my brother to cause him to want
4:28
to take his life.
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I remembered playing make
4:50
believe games with him, and the
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line that James Taylor sings about flying
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machines and pieces on the ground.
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It
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just clenched my heart as
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we were experiencing this terrible, terrible night.
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Thankfully, he survived.
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He got treatment, and
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today he is thriving.
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Many, many years later. And he's
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just thriving. He has
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a little son. He's a
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wonderful father. But
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whenever I hear the song, it immediately
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transports me back to those days.
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And
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for anyone who has experienced
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the suicide in their family or
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a death by suicide
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in their family and their friendships,
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I think, can relate to this desperately
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sad feeling.
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And just the very first part
5:52
of that song where he's telling the story
5:54
of his friend, I
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think that the part that's almost
5:59
unbearable to me.
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hear is the,
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you know, they, when he
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talks about, I wrote this song, I just
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don't know who to send it to,
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you know, and that's,
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I don't know what I would do if I couldn't,
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you know, share my writing with my
6:17
brother, you know, and so that
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line in particular gets
6:21
me.
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My name is Michael Granberry.
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I am an arts writer
6:43
with the Dallas Morning News in Dallas,
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Texas. I am now 71 years
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old, which means I am just a little bit younger
6:52
than James Taylor, and I
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have followed his career since
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it began. His debut album
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came out on the Beatles Apple Records
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in 1968, and I have followed
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him since that time, but
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the real turning point for me
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was his 1970 album, Sweet Baby James,
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which contained
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the song Fire in Rain, which
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immediately became my
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favorite song of his. I
7:25
saw it from the beginning as kind
7:27
of an anthem for the American generation,
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although I now realize it was an international
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anthem. Suzanne
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was a close friend of his. James
7:47
was not there when Suzanne
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took her own life, and I don't know,
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maybe in some ways it had, because he wasn't
7:56
there, he heard about it from someone else, maybe
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it had an even bigger impact
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on him. In a very simple way, he
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tells us about who she was and what happened
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to her and and
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then the rest of the song is
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framed around those images of fire
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and rain. I've
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seen sunny days that I thought would never end.
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I've seen lonely times when I could not
8:22
find a friend. But I always thought that I'd
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see you again. And I
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mean the pain of that is just
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extraordinary. And
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then dealing with the drug addiction. Once you
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look down upon me, Jesus, you've got to help
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me make a stand. You've just got to see
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me through another day. My
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body's aching and my time is at hand
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and I won't make it any other way. I mean, that's
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so sad, so sorrowful,
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so painful and yet for people
8:50
who have lived through that they
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know exactly what he's
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talking about.
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Hi, this is Peter Asher. I'm
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a record producer and used to be a manager
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as well and was very fortunate
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in that my career did include producing and
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managing James Taylor. My
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contact with James Taylor began of courtesy
9:15
of a guitar player called Danny Korchma. And
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the way he came into the picture is this. When Peter
9:20
and Gordon, the old you I used to be in, went
9:22
out on the road the promoter
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of those gigs that we were doing would
9:27
be the person responsible for hiring a backup
9:29
band. And one such band was a band called the
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King Bees. The guitar player, Danny
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Korchma, was brilliant and a really nice guy. He
9:35
and I became friends and he
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subsequently was in a band with
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his childhood friend called
9:42
The Flying Machine and his childhood
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friend was James Taylor. And they
9:47
were in this band together called The Flying Machine and that ended
9:49
up being a New York based band. And
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eventually broke up. They were suffering all of the acidities
9:55
that New York had to offer and James decided
9:57
to go to London.
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And Danny said to him, oh, you know, if you
10:03
go into London, I have a friend in London. I've been in touch with him
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since the Peter and Gordon era when I used
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to play with him, a guy called Peter Asher.
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You should give him a call. And
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that's how it happened. I was just sitting at
10:13
home in my flat one day and the phone rang and
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this very polite person with
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a slight southern accent introduced
10:20
himself as a friend of Danny's and
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said that he was visiting London and I invited
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him over. He
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told me that he was a singer and songwriter
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and played me a couple of songs he'd recorded
10:33
on tape and a demo session and
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then picked up my guitar and played me a couple more and I
10:37
was super impressed. And I said to him,
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well, you know, this is a strange coincidence, but I've just got this
10:42
brand new job. I'm head of A&R for a record
10:44
company. The record company in question
10:46
was actually Apple Records and the Beatles label. And
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I said, I'm looking for people to sign. I can sign people,
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you know. Would you like a record deal? And he said, yes, please.
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I'd love one.
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That was kind of it.
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He wrote it in 1968 and even
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though it had to be incredibly heady, right,
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I mean, the
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Beatles
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are recording it, right? I mean,
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it's amazing. And
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yet he was very lonely and he felt very
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alienated. And I believe
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I'm correct in saying that he wrote the song there
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during that time that he was in London
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recording his debut album.
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And I think it's not
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unusual at all
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that he wrote this song in 1968. This
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was a horrible year
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in American life. America
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suffered three assassinations
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during the 1960s. I was a sixth
11:49
grader in Dallas when President Kennedy
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was assassinated in my hometown,
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which in my opinion, my hometown
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has never gotten over. And
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then five years later. we have Dr.
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Martin Luther King assassinated in Memphis
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and then in the summer we
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have Bobby Kennedy,
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the slain president's brother
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who was then running for president. We have him assassinated
12:14
in Los Angeles. So in 68 alone there were two
12:17
horrific crimes,
12:20
these assassinations, plus Vietnam
12:23
is raging and everyone in Taylor's
12:26
generation and mine is
12:28
faced with the possibility of having to
12:30
go to Vietnam, a war in
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which so many Americans
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died and
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so many Americans were sent you know to
12:40
fight a war that made no sense
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and still doesn't make any sense. So
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I think all of that is billowing
12:49
through him, I mean as he's sitting there alone
12:52
in London, you know
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he's a young man who has been dealing
12:56
with drug addiction and here he is dealing
12:58
with loneliness and loss and this crazy
13:01
time in the world and this
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just absolutely amazing song
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flows out of him.
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Ferran Ray was one of the songs I heard
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later when I first heard James,
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I know he sang something in the way she moves and
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he sang something's wrong. Ferran
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Ray wasn't in time for that album and
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we did make an early run at the song that
13:26
didn't come out quite right, trying to do
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a rather more R&B flavored version
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than the final one. I just thought
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it was a terrific song but I didn't go you know
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this is a smash because I
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wasn't sure if you'd ever hear it on the radio but because
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the flavor was quite different from what was on the
13:43
radio at the time I think but
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I just thought it was a terrific and emotional song
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and it you know it gripped
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me.
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My name is Mark Deeks, I'm the musical
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director of Sing United, I
13:58
call it community singing group.
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here in New Council Upon Time. I'm
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Geoff Alexander, I'm
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a member of Mox Choir, I'm
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a retired chart surveyor.
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The idea behind Sing United was to have a multi-layered
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approach. I wanted people to not
14:23
just turn up and sing their music because they thought the music
14:25
was great, although obviously that was a bonus.
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But I wanted them to feel something because after
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being around community singing groups for so many years,
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I started to detect that there's often
14:37
a change in the sound when
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singers are feeling something they believe and something that
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they feel. I think it's something you
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actually can't teach or can't replicate in any
14:46
other way. And so I wanted to try
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and bottle that if I could and say
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well all right it's great if we can turn up and sing music that
14:52
we love and enjoy and that's fantastic. But what if I
14:54
could add a layer to that? What if we could give
14:57
something, give causes to
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people that they felt, give meanings behind
15:01
the shows that people could connect with, be
15:03
it on a regional identity level or
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be it on a charitable level. And
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so that's what we try to do with Sing United
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over the years. I'd agree with
15:12
what Mark was saying about the fact that the emotional
15:15
connection actually enhances your experience
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of actually singing the songs. It gets
15:18
you here, it really does. Choosing
15:22
Fire and Rain, I think if you're
15:25
going to have a show that is about
15:27
mental health then you have to
15:30
contain, include a song that
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is around the subject of people dying by suicide.
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And it is because
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what more potent a subject or important
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to subjects could we have in terms of mental
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health than that. I
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have personal connections to
15:47
people who have died
15:50
in that manner and are
15:53
retentive to you. So and you
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know like Jeff says when you're performing
15:59
or involved in that, you can do it. involved in a collective
16:02
that is performing a song
16:04
on any subject, you immediately feel
16:06
like you almost can, when you're singing
16:09
you're looking at each other and think that
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you know what the other person's thinking, even
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if they may have an entirely separate
16:16
personal experience of that song that you may
16:18
well not know about. Sometimes when
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we're in rehearsals even, never mind with the shows,
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the emotion on some people's faces,
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it's just, I've seen people in tears
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and even just in our rehearsals,
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not just with this song but generally
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something, the songs mean something
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more to them than they do to me at different times, but
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when I look around the emotion that it creates
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and I do think those emotions are enhanced
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by being with other people singing the same thing, I
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think people feel that sort of collective
16:52
emotion if you like when they're there, it's
16:55
just the most wonderful experience at times, it really
16:57
tips over one or two times and Mark's
17:00
and three Mark at the front when conducting
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this all, reacting to what people are
17:05
doing and it's obviously affecting Mark as well, you know,
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because we have people standing there in tears, you
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know. So the idea was a
17:11
show about subjects surrounding mental
17:13
health, but you know, as we all know in recent
17:16
years, open discussion
17:18
around the associate subject around mental
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health has become an increasing part of
17:23
how we operate
17:23
on a daily basis and at
17:26
least from my point of view, that's
17:28
a good thing, because
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I think why should we then hide
17:33
it in performance, why should we attempt to then hide it
17:35
in music and pretend it's not there, you know, there
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are countless examples of musicians over the years writing
17:40
around subjects of
17:41
difficulty around their own mental health and events
17:44
that have impacted them on a personal level. I
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sort of vaguely remember the song, although it was a
17:49
little bit before my time, I thought
17:51
of it at the time as a breakup
17:53
song, I thought that's what it was about and
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when we started rehearsing and I started looking at
17:58
the words and I realised what it was about. and
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then I looked up what it was about. It really
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affected me when we were singing it, knowing
18:04
what the song was about already, if you know what I mean. But
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I always come back to you,
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baby,
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one more time. Oh, hi. My name
18:13
is Marsha Hype. I basically grew
18:15
up in Boston, Massachusetts, in a house
18:18
with my mother and my brother, and my
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dad died when I was six months old.
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I won a scholarship at the New England Conservatory
18:24
of Music,
18:25
which was wonderful, but it wasn't my thing. I
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was a young girl growing up, a hippie child,
18:30
so I was born to Janice Joplin
18:32
and Jimi Hendrix, a great musician
18:34
called Yousaf Latif. But most kids,
18:35
black
18:36
kids in America, we
18:39
get brought up in church, and that's where my roots started.
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Back in the day, there was a show in Boston that
18:46
was creating up all around the world, and
18:48
the show was called Hair. And at that
18:50
point in time, I was 16, and
18:52
there were two Australian people in Boston,
18:55
specifically auditioning
18:57
for black American kids to
18:59
do the parts in Hair. And
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about nine days later, I was on a plane
19:04
to Australia. Fantastic. I've
19:10
been here ever since it's my home, you know. I
19:12
do maintain two passports,
19:15
but I'm most
19:18
definitely, probably, I don't know, I can't
19:20
say I'm more Australian than I am American,
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but my work ethic comes from my parents. Fire
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and Rain is one of those songs. When
19:27
I left Boston at 16, it was this huge hit that
19:31
was hitting the airwaves in Boston, and I loved it. And
19:33
I had such a crush on James Tillis as
19:35
well. So I played it and played it and played it. And
19:38
as a musician, anybody who knows a musician, when
19:41
you like something, you tend to play it until my
19:43
mother would say, can you take that record off, you
19:45
know? And then I got, I flew
19:47
to Sydney, and
19:48
I was taken to my accommodation
19:51
when I got here, and I turned
19:53
on the radio, and lo and behold, Fire
19:56
and Rain was being played on the radio, and
19:58
it just made me feel like...
19:59
I was home. It gave
20:02
me that incredibly warm, knowing
20:05
feeling. I said to
20:07
myself, and this is the truth, I said to myself,
20:09
you never ever get a chance to record anything, and
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I had no idea what my life was going to be.
20:14
But if you ever get a chance to record something,
20:17
this should be the thing that you record, and
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that's what I did.
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When you sing something
20:39
over and over and over, it's part of
20:41
me. When I sing Fire and Rain, when I sing Fire
20:44
and Rain, it
20:45
reminds me of the little girl that I was
20:48
when I heard
20:49
the song in Boston, heard
20:51
it in Australia, and
20:53
then got a chance to
20:56
live a dream and record it. That's
20:58
pretty amazing
20:59
stuff. To me, that's pretty
21:02
nice synchronicity.
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I'm a sweet baby.
21:39
Sweet Baby James, the album came
21:41
out, I think, February 1970. And
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I got the album. That
21:49
spring, I was in my junior
21:51
year in high school, and
21:54
I had just gotten a new
21:57
stereo with
21:58
detachable speakers. so
22:00
I could hear in real stereo,
22:03
not a very high level
22:06
piece of equipment, but it seemed
22:09
really great to me. I
22:12
just had this very clear memory
22:14
of putting the album on
22:17
my record player and listening
22:19
to it, just particularly
22:22
fire and rain, has
22:24
this kind of mix of
22:27
melancholy but hope that
22:30
really resonated for me. My
22:33
name is Peter Bardaglio.
22:35
I live in Trumansburg, New York
22:38
in the Finger Lakes region. I'm the
22:40
coordinator of the Tompkins County Climate
22:42
Protection Initiative. This
22:45
was something I started back in 2008.
22:51
We've had some really severe thunderstorms
22:55
recently. We had a tornado
22:57
actually come through a couple
23:00
of miles away that just tore
23:02
up a huge barn and just knocked
23:04
it flat and
23:07
that was pretty sobering. So
23:10
recently with the
23:14
kind of acceleration in climate change,
23:17
almost at this point climate chaos,
23:20
I've been thinking back about
23:24
fire and rain quite a bit. We've
23:27
certainly had a summer of fire and
23:29
rain. If you think about
23:33
the flooding that took place in the Hudson
23:35
River Valley in New York just across
23:37
the border in Vermont,
23:40
eight inches of rain overnight
23:43
and the flooding and destruction
23:45
from that was just terrible. And
23:48
then you think about the fires in Canada
23:50
but also on Maui. I
23:52
mean just burned to the ground, an entire
23:56
town. So,
24:00
a line near the end of the song where
24:03
Taylor says, you
24:05
gotta make a stand, that idea that it's
24:07
time to take a stand is
24:11
really important because we
24:14
can't just sit around and feel
24:16
sorry for ourselves and
24:18
be plunged into despair.
24:21
We have to act. And
24:24
I think of Fire and Rain in that
24:26
context and how James
24:29
Taylor really picks himself up in that song. He
24:31
picks the pieces up
24:34
and
24:34
articulates a sense of
24:37
hope that he's gone on before, in
24:39
spite of all the pain and suffering
24:41
that he's experienced.
24:45
I was determined to make the album
24:47
that became Sweet Baby James a simpler album, so
24:49
I assembled a very small band to
24:52
record with. We had Danny Courtymar,
24:54
we both wanted to play guitar of course, because Cooch
24:56
is a brilliant player and we love him as my
24:58
best friend. It was in some
25:00
doubt at one point about who should play piano
25:02
on the record, because I really didn't want it to sound
25:04
like one of those super skilled studio
25:08
session piano players. And
25:10
then it so happened that I heard Carole
25:13
King's original demos, which
25:16
were just her and the piano. And her
25:18
piano playing was exactly what I was imagining.
25:22
And luckily Cooch came to
25:24
the rescue. Yet again, he knew Carole, he'd been in a band
25:26
with her. He introduced me to her. And
25:28
after doing the requisite amount of fan groveling, because
25:31
I think Carole is one of the greatest songwriters
25:34
who ever lived, and I still do, I
25:36
said to her, look, you know, I suppose
25:39
this is kind of an outrageous request, because I know you're
25:41
actually going to make your own album soon. But
25:43
I wondered, would you consider just being
25:45
a studio musician and playing on this album
25:49
I'm about to make with this guy called James Taylor. And
25:52
she hadn't heard of James at that point, but
25:54
she agreed to come over to my house where he was staying.
25:57
And she came over to my house and
25:59
met James. and
26:01
I knew right away that I'd found the piano player who
26:03
wanted to play on the album, the album that
26:05
subsequently became Sweet Baby James, and
26:08
she played of course on Far and Rain. But
26:12
I didn't realise at the time, but of course
26:15
Lonely Time is when you could not find a friend and inspire
26:18
in her, you know, don't worry you've
26:20
got one, you've got a friend.
26:24
I've heard him say,
26:26
well he said this about Far and Rain and about you've got a
26:28
friend, he said, you know, be careful
26:31
when you have a huge hit record because you're
26:33
going to have to sing it every night for the rest
26:35
of your goddamn life, you know, just about.
26:38
So if you're going to get stuck with a song you're obliged
26:40
to sing all the time, it better be when you
26:42
enjoy singing and that means something to you. And
26:44
he said that every time he sings Far
26:47
and Rain or you've got a friend, he
26:50
still thinks about what it means
26:53
and it's still emotionally resonant
26:54
to him. It never feels like a burden
26:57
to sing it to the 574th audience or whatever it is, probably
27:01
thousands at this point I thought.
27:05
Yeah, watching audiences react is funny
27:07
when we did the James and Carol
27:09
back at the Troubadour thing. You
27:11
can see people crying their hearts out and stuff,
27:14
it's touching and music does
27:16
that and that's one of the reasons it's so important
27:18
to us all and why we love it. And that's
27:20
the kind of song that makes you love music
27:23
and has an effect on your
27:25
emotional life forever.
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