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1:35

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1:37

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1:38

keeps on going around. to respond.

1:40

She was in a forward title ahead.

1:42

You can't not do it. The temptation is just too

1:44

much. Does

1:46

your friend know that you're banging

1:47

her? No. It's so here. And anything

1:50

goes. Motto of the show, let

1:52

your three flags lie. Probably the only good

1:54

advice I'll ever

1:54

give you is to rehire your whip and

1:57

chain.

1:58

Here is your host, Casey.

2:00

Hey. Welcome to the Strictly on

2:02

this podcast for Kathy. If you haven't followed

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awesome. If you wanna be

2:28

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2:30

change everybody's voices.

2:33

Everybody remains Even to

2:35

me, most people I'm assuming email me from

2:37

fake emails. They call me from

2:39

fake numbers. You could block it. I

2:42

change everybody's voices, so you definitely

2:44

remain anonymous if you wanna be

2:46

on the show. Like I said, while remaining anonymous,

2:48

just tell me about your secret naughty

2:50

interesting life or you have a problem that

2:53

you wanna talk about and your friends

2:55

don't wanna hear it anymore or you have no

2:57

friends, you could call in. You could

2:59

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3:01

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3:03

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3:07

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3:11

to do it. And when you email me to be on

3:13

the show, please give me some details.

3:16

Not just one sentence saying, hi, I

3:18

wanna be on the show. We have a great story.

3:20

I need to know what that story is.

3:22

So don't give me a five paragraph email, but

3:24

give me like a one paragraph email with

3:26

some bullets about what your story

3:28

is all about. You could also DME, did

3:30

I say on Instagram or Twitter, that's anonymous.

3:33

You could also call into

3:36

my confessions hotline. Those

3:38

calls there remain Anonymous. too. When I post them on

3:40

my Patreon, which I do for most of the confessions

3:42

that come in, I change the voices there as

3:44

well. You could call into my

3:46

confessions hotline twenty four

3:48

seven. That number is 3474203579

3:53

That's 3474203579

3:55

You

3:58

could call that. Like I said,

3:59

twenty 47I don't answer

4:02

that phone. Don't text me there.

4:04

Don't FaceTime me there. Don't what's at me

4:06

there? I'm not gonna talk to you there.

4:08

But I will take confessions there as well as

4:10

if you wanna be on the show, you could leave me what you wanna

4:13

talk about there if you can't stand typing like I

4:15

do. I'm more of a talker. I would hate to

4:17

have to write somebody what I wanna talk

4:19

about. You know? So if you're like me, you could do

4:21

that. That's another option. Now

4:23

if you wanna talk to me on the DL because you

4:25

have a problem and you don't wanna tell anyone

4:28

about it, but you're looking for some unprofessional

4:30

Addicted. I give that kind of advice. I give

4:32

good advice, I think. People do

4:34

sometimes wanna talk to me and the DLA

4:36

offer that service. Those

4:39

calls are not aired. You wanna do that

4:41

email me, it's Strictly miss podcast at g

4:43

mail dot com. Links to all the

4:45

things I just told you are

4:47

all in the description, so you don't have to

4:49

bother

4:49

trying to remember

4:51

anything. It's

4:52

all in the description, as

4:54

well as links to this week's

4:56

caller. Who is Casey? Now

4:58

Casey has been on before. They say

5:00

things come in three. Well, Casey comes in

5:02

three. She's been on two

5:04

other times. This is her third Time

5:08

and her first two episodes

5:10

if you want here, the one is five fifty,

5:12

five twenty seven and the other one is five forty eight,

5:14

five twenty seven is her whole back You

5:16

definitely wanna hear that if you haven't heard it yet because

5:18

it's super interesting. She called

5:20

in and talked all about how she got into the lifestyle,

5:22

how she met her guy, and all

5:24

the SDX she has had with him, which

5:26

is very hardcore. On

5:28

that conversation, she talked about how she

5:30

loved having gang bangs and, like, needed to have

5:32

them all the time. So we got her back on

5:35

for a second or I got her back on for

5:37

a second interview. And that

5:39

one, we focus all on gang

5:41

bangs. That's episode five

5:43

forty eight. And on that episode,

5:45

and she dropped the bomb on me

5:47

that she had like a jizz,

5:49

a fattish. Now,

5:52

Jizz comms Sperm don't know what

5:54

your word of choice is. I like the word

5:56

Jizz, so you probably hear me say Jizz

5:58

a lot. But anyway, when

6:00

she told me that she had a fetish for

6:02

jazz, I was like, oh my goodness. You need

6:04

to come back on and tell me all about

6:06

that. And that's what she did. on

6:08

this call. And we talk about a lot more

6:10

because Casey is that type of girl where you

6:12

get her talking and then she just drops all these

6:14

other bombs. So we first start talking about

6:17

her fetish fridges and then we get into

6:19

her other fetishes and other things that she's

6:21

she's done. Okay? She loves

6:23

being an exhibitionist, she

6:26

had a lot of foot fetish boyfriends,

6:29

and it turned out that I didn't know this, but she was

6:31

like a foot fetish model. that

6:33

ties into her jizz

6:36

fetish because listen, Casey was not

6:38

always into people coming on her. She was

6:40

actually very anti mostly

6:42

all of her life when she was younger and she

6:44

tells the story about why she was anti

6:46

it as well as the progression

6:48

of how she got really into

6:50

it to the

6:50

point she is now, which is she's it's

6:53

very much a fetish for her. I mean,

6:55

she likes all kinds of calm. The worst

6:57

kind for her is the one you swallow it

6:59

because She doesn't get to enjoy it.

7:01

She enjoys rubbing it all over herself.

7:03

She enjoys it drying in her

7:05

panties and overnight on her skin and

7:07

all this kind of hard core

7:09

stuff, and she talks all about it. Like I

7:11

said, how she went from hating it to

7:14

loving it. She worked in a dungeon at

7:16

some point. Who knew? Okay. I've talked

7:18

to her so many times before, I thought I knew everything.

7:20

Uh-uh. She always comes in with something

7:23

new. And of course, we

7:25

talked about what she did at the dungeon, what did

7:27

when she was a foot fetish model, like,

7:29

where all the guys came on her. She

7:31

also talks about her, how her and her

7:33

husband CAME CLEAN ABOUT

7:36

THEIR FEDISHES AND Kinks ADURING

7:39

THEIR RELATIONSHIP. SHE TELLED ME WHAT WAS

7:41

ON HER HUSBAND list. One of those things

7:43

was vomiting. Okay. I have a funny story

7:45

about that. She also talks

7:47

about, like, the hardcore stuff that was on

7:49

her list, she talks about

7:51

how she got into some of the things

7:53

that were on her husband's list that she wasn't

7:55

into before. talks about how that

7:57

could happen. She's somebody that will

7:59

never

7:59

say no. And

8:01

that I think is a lesson that Casey could

8:04

teach other people because

8:06

she has not been into a lot of things that

8:08

she's really into now. Because

8:10

she doesn't say now, She tries

8:12

things out. Fucking goes for

8:14

it, and it turns out she has

8:17

wound up getting into all kinds

8:19

of things, including her

8:21

husband's fetishes

8:24

that she talks about. She gets a

8:26

lot of requests and she likes

8:28

those requests. Like, the weirder, the requests,

8:30

the better. She is always down. She says she gets,

8:32

like, bored Sperm easy. So when she gets, like,

8:34

a really crazy request she's, like,

8:36

into it. And one of those is

8:38

a humiliation. She has

8:40

gotten into recently, humiliating

8:43

guys with small decks, you

8:45

know, that whole small deck humiliation

8:47

thing, which turns out she's really good

8:49

at it, and she talks about that. And she

8:51

talks about a whole lot of

8:53

other things. So I

8:55

am gonna get right to it and

8:57

get right back on with

8:58

Casey, all of her links to

9:01

finding her is

9:02

in

9:03

the description. All of the

9:06

links to her other episodes

9:08

are also in the description. So anyway, I'm

9:09

gonna be right back on. with

9:11

Casey.

9:13

This is the stressing out

9:15

of his podcast.

9:17

Hi, Casey. Welcome back to

9:20

use your last name Casey Donatello.

9:22

Welcome back to Strictly anonymous

9:24

podcast. How are you today?

9:25

I'm

9:26

doing very well. Thank you for having

9:28

me back. Well,

9:30

you did mention on a

9:32

previous episode that

9:34

you were, like, addicted to Jizz. I

9:36

was like, oh my god, we have to get you back on because I

9:38

didn't tell a story about it. I only

9:40

had one other woman

9:42

on in my whole eight years

9:43

of doing my show was one woman

9:45

who came on and talked about the fact that she

9:47

was,

9:47

like, obsessed with jazz and but

9:50

she couldn't talk and it was, like,

9:52

pulling teeth, but it was, like, one of my

9:54

worst highly downloaded episode that I was

9:56

like, oh my god, I need to get Casey back to talk

9:58

about her, like, obsession with jazz. I don't know

10:00

if I'm gonna air this on a fetish Friday or a

10:02

regular episode. but I just wanna let people

10:04

know that you have been on before if they want your

10:06

full backstory. You were

10:08

on. It's episode five

10:10

twenty seven. That's where Casey gets

10:12

into her whole history of how she got

10:14

into doing all kinds

10:16

of things when it comes to ACX.

10:18

And then the second episode, was

10:20

all about gang bangs. I mean, I think you mentioned

10:22

on that gang bang that you did

10:24

a gang bang once a week for a

10:26

whole year and then somebody added it up and it was

10:29

like, oh, she did more than that's not

10:31

sixty gang bangs or something. I don't know if

10:33

someone was doing gang bang math and calling you

10:35

out on it. I'm like, trust me, she's not fucking

10:37

lying. That episode, if you wanna

10:39

hear all about Casey's gang bang

10:41

experience, that

10:43

episode is five forty eight. Now because things

10:45

come in three and I do believe that,

10:47

And three is my fucking number.

10:49

We are having

10:49

you on for a third time to talk about your

10:51

fetish for jazz. Your jazz

10:54

fetish, your obsession with fetish. What would you

10:56

call Casey, I'm

10:57

going to finish. Really?

11:00

Yeah. Okay. So What?

11:02

Yeah. A fetish is something

11:03

that, like, you really, really, you

11:06

know, need And

11:07

the it's

11:09

something that, you know, if

11:11

I don't have it, I get very upset.

11:13

It's more than just like a kink

11:15

or Right. Something I

11:17

like. It's definitely one of, like, my very

11:19

top fetishes. Yeah. That's

11:21

interesting. What are your other fetishes? Well,

11:24

definitely one being an exhibitionist

11:27

is top of the line. Definitely

11:30

come. We've talked about the DVLI.

11:33

I would say those are my, like,

11:35

main fetishes, but then I have a

11:37

bunch of, like, other kinks that I'm

11:39

into. But when I have a

11:41

play date or something, those are

11:43

the three that I really need to

11:45

have, you know, like a stellar

11:48

night You

11:48

want people watching while you

11:50

have two dicks in your pussy and

11:52

then you want them to come all over you.

11:55

Like, that is quite simple.

11:56

I'm so easy to satisfy. Right?

11:59

For guys.

11:59

Yeah. For sure. I think

12:02

for you, it's hard. I mean, I think it's easy for the guys

12:04

to satisfy you, but for you to get all of

12:06

that going on at all times, it might be a little

12:08

hard for you to get. I don't

12:10

know. You tell me. do you feel

12:12

like you get that every single time you have sex?

12:14

Because it is a you say it's a

12:16

fattish and it's what you kinda need. Is

12:18

that how you roll every

12:20

time? Well,

12:21

you know what's really funny how you said it sounds

12:23

easy for the guys. It's actually not

12:26

as easy as you think. A lot of guys get,

12:28

like, major stage fright and stuff

12:30

when you want them to come, like, on

12:32

command or I've noticed a lot

12:34

of guys think it's gonna be hot, but the

12:36

minute one person comes on you, the

12:38

other guy is no longer, you

12:40

you know, like, freaks them out

12:42

to have, like, interaction with

12:44

other people's come. Mhmm.

12:47

So that used to surprise me all the time. Now I'm used

12:49

to it, and, you know, I mentally prepared that

12:51

it might not turn out. But we'll have nights

12:53

where we tell, like, four guys, like, come on

12:55

me, and only one or two of them are

12:57

able to do it. So it's

12:58

very, very interesting how, you know,

13:01

the mind and the body don't always

13:03

cooperate, you know. Yeah. I have heard that. I

13:05

remember there was one person once

13:07

called up a woman and talking about how, like,

13:09

oh, she said, the swinger party and, like, her guy

13:11

couldn't get it up. And I'm, like, please. Like,

13:13

look, I can't get up, especially if he's, like, at

13:15

a place. But honestly, I was totally

13:17

wrong. That happens to

13:19

be something that I put on. Yes.

13:21

Yes. It's like whatever it

13:23

is, it's actually harder in those

13:25

scenarios than one

13:27

on one sex. And I

13:29

didn't realize that the pressure yeah. Yeah. The pressure

13:31

is so intense because now you have,

13:33

especially if there's other people

13:35

watching, you know, it puts

13:37

so much pressure. And then I'm talking about, like,

13:39

some guys are hard. They fuck me all night, but then when

13:41

we're, like, alright. Like, calm our face right

13:44

now. then they're like, oh, shit. Like, I really have to

13:46

do this right now. And then everybody's

13:48

waiting, and the longer it takes, the more

13:50

awkward it gets, you know, So

13:52

that's a very good point that people out of the

13:54

lifestyle think, you know, everything

13:57

goes smoothly all the time, but it doesn't. it's

13:59

very difficult to be in a position

14:01

where, you know, you're performing

14:03

on command with people you

14:05

just met. You might not even know their names. You

14:07

know, like, it depends a scenario you're in, but

14:09

they're very high stakes situations

14:12

that, you know, we play in, and it is very

14:14

complicated sometimes. and some

14:16

people, you know, react better than

14:18

others. Sometimes the

14:20

longer you're in the lifestyle, the

14:22

better you adapt to it,

14:24

you know, so someone, if it's their first experience,

14:27

they might not get hard at all. Mhmm.

14:29

But then

14:29

you have people that have been in the

14:32

lifestyle a long time. They just have an off night and they

14:34

can't get So, you know, there's

14:36

so many factors that go into

14:38

stuff, but it's not always a hundred

14:40

percent success rate. That's, you know, that's

14:42

impossible to achieve. there's always problems

14:44

that arise. Yeah. I was like, it

14:46

was some woman who had called in. I remember

14:48

thinking she was full of shit anyway. And

14:50

then when she started to talk about all this

14:52

getting it up, issues at the Swinger's

14:54

Club was, like, please, you know. But

14:56

well, like I said, I've heard it so many times

14:58

since that I was, like, that I still think she was

15:00

fullership, but I think that one part

15:02

of it wasn't full of shit because I've heard so

15:04

many other people say it. And I think it's

15:06

loaded, you know, you like you said, there's that

15:08

pressure of having to do it on command.

15:10

There's a lot of other things going

15:12

on. Maybe they get in their head about it because they

15:14

might be touching swords, crossing

15:16

swords. There's a lot going on.

15:18

Well, I even had when I was a

15:20

unicorn and I met guys one on one,

15:22

they had problems too. And again, I think it's

15:24

because we literally just met.

15:26

There's no getting to know

15:28

each other. You know, not everybody

15:30

can just say, hi, get naked in

15:32

fuck. Some people need a little more, but they don't

15:34

realize they need that because the fantasy

15:36

sounds so hot. Yeah. And I remember

15:38

when I first started doing it, I had a

15:40

string of guys that couldn't get hard and I took it

15:42

personally. I was, like, getting my self

15:44

esteem was being crushed And then a couple of people

15:46

that I knew said, no, no, no, this happens all

15:48

the time. It's not you.

15:50

Sometimes, guys are they're nervous. They're

15:52

intimidated. Yeah. You know? Mhmm.

15:55

So I had to really train myself to understand

15:57

that it was not my fault because it gets

15:59

depressing

15:59

after a while, you know. And I would

16:02

say the ratio is this from when I

16:04

was single to now that I'm married

16:06

with guy's performance. It it hasn't

16:08

been affected by whether it's just me

16:10

solo or there's other people. I would

16:12

say it's the same amount of failure,

16:14

you know. Right. It's just that

16:16

sort of transactional

16:19

sex -- Yeah. -- that it's all about

16:21

performance. There's nothing else going

16:23

on. Yeah. I always knew

16:25

because I always had a lot of guy friends. I

16:27

always knew that a

16:29

guy that can't get it up is never your

16:31

fault and I never cared

16:33

about it because I always knew it was

16:35

on them, not on me, but

16:37

I think many women don't know that? You know, I

16:39

always had to counsel a lot of my girlfriends

16:41

when they would have an experience like that

16:43

because you would think, oh, it's me. It's like, no.

16:45

Guys could fucking get it up for anything.

16:47

Okay? if they're not getting it up, it's like

16:49

something that's going on with them. It has nothing to

16:51

do with, like, you think your thighs are too

16:53

big or something. You know, I mean, that's what a

16:55

girl's gonna think. Oh, I don't look good.

16:57

My body. Like, guys like, they see

16:59

tits and ass and a pussy even if

17:01

it's not perfect for what they want. They

17:03

could get hard if they could get

17:05

hard if they're not getting hardest for some of

17:07

the reasons. It's not. Right? I mean,

17:09

unless you have something -- Right. -- really horrifying

17:11

going on, like a bad smell,

17:13

I

17:13

think that's why it's so counterintuitive for women

17:16

because we assume we're raised

17:18

to assume guys get hard at,

17:20

like, the snap of a finger just

17:22

looking at, you know, so we assume

17:24

that us being their naked is

17:26

gonna, like, magically make them hard without,

17:28

you know, anything else needing to happen,

17:30

and that's not the case. There is so

17:32

much more going on behind it, so you

17:34

can't take it personally. And now,

17:36

you know, I'm very sympathetic to

17:39

guys you know, I think yeah. Mhmm. I forget,

17:42

angry. We're like, take your time. Whatever.

17:44

Like, we try not to make them feel bad at

17:46

all because we you know, I totally

17:48

understand it now. But in the beginning, I used to go

17:50

home, like, feeling like shit. Like, you know,

17:52

I did something. And so

17:55

I think it's a good conversation for men and women

17:57

to have together, you know Or

17:59

to hear right now, are you talking about it?

18:01

And, like, exactly it. Yeah.

18:04

Mhmm. it shouldn't be a shameful thing because guys get

18:06

so embarrassed when they can't get hard. And

18:08

they really, you know, you shouldn't. It's

18:10

okay. Maybe the vibe is off. Maybe

18:12

something else happen. You know? maybe

18:14

we see this a lot, like, a guy comes

18:16

to a group thing for the first time --

18:18

Mhmm. -- because it's his fantasy, but

18:20

he's never performed in front of other people.

18:22

like, that's a huge deal, you know.

18:25

Totally. So sometimes you go the first time,

18:27

you just watch something. Maybe

18:29

you, you know, staying

18:31

in the corner for a little bit, not in a creepy way,

18:33

but you just kind of like understand what the

18:35

vibe is, and then you decide to

18:37

play, like, the second time. Like, that's okay to

18:39

take your time. there's no, like,

18:41

right or wrong. It's whatever your

18:43

brain and your body are comfortable with.

18:45

So guys need to understand that, you know, and

18:47

so do the women that are playing with them?

18:49

Yeah. And listen, there's nothing worse

18:52

that you could do for a guy who can't get it up

18:54

than to talk about it. And

18:56

then if the girl gets in her head that

18:58

it's about her, there's even more

18:58

pressure, and that pressure is what's causing the

19:01

problem to begin with. So it's not gonna go away. I'm

19:03

gonna

19:03

tell a quick story about how I cured

19:05

a guy. I was getting it up problem, then we're

19:07

gonna move on to your Jizz thing. Like, and

19:09

because that's important. Like, I had a guy who

19:11

I was, like, begging, and he

19:14

was, like, he really

19:14

dysfunctional. So I was really attracted to him. You know, it was one

19:16

of those kind of sick attractions you have for some of

19:18

that. I was just so horny for him, and he

19:20

had a big getting at a problem.

19:23

he couldn't his dick was never hurt.

19:25

And I would just be, like, put it in soft, and

19:27

I would come from that because I was just so

19:29

supercharged. I never gave a shit. I was, like,

19:31

on a you know, to scratch

19:33

that itch, and I didn't care about it. I wasn't

19:35

thinking about his dick. I wasn't thinking, oh, he's not

19:38

interested in me. I wasn't in my head that way. I was,

19:40

like, they're for a fucking orgasm, and I

19:42

would get it all the time. And I would just, like,

19:44

put it in soft. You know, and I just treated

19:46

him like a sex object. Like, I didn't

19:48

ruin the moment by that. I just I would

19:50

continue fucking him. I put it in, do

19:52

and literally, like, you know, a month later, his dick

19:54

was getting hurt all the time. And it was, like, a

19:56

curative. And it's because -- Interesting. -- I treated him

19:58

like a fucking sex object

20:00

I didn't put it under a microscope and

20:02

have a conversation and be like, why can't you

20:04

get it up? You know, and listen, I I understand why

20:07

women do that. And you know, but I

20:09

think it's, like, the

20:09

worst thing you could do. The best thing you could

20:11

do is, like, put it in fucking soft and just keep

20:13

going on. And, like, I said, the minute the

20:15

more I I just treated him, like, a six

20:18

hundred the and I spoke about it.

20:20

And literally, his dick woke up. He

20:22

his hard on issue wasn't

20:24

there And it's

20:27

because because of that. Because I

20:29

did the opposite, you know. So that's what

20:31

you do. Don't ever take it personally and girls if a

20:33

guy can't get it on for you. It hasn't been

20:35

done with you. And sometimes, I'll

20:36

say one more thing. If we have say we have three guys

20:38

there and one can't get hard, that doesn't mean

20:40

he can't participate at all. Right.

20:42

He can, like, hold my ponytail

20:45

while the other guy is fucking me -- Yeah. --

20:47

to call me and he's like, there's still other ways

20:49

they can have a good personality

20:52

and, like, you know, inch their way into the action.

20:54

They don't have to just be, like, you

20:56

know, invisible in the corner.

20:58

And the only thing, you

21:00

know,

21:00

I'm very considerate,

21:01

like I said, but if

21:03

there comes

21:03

a point where the guy

21:05

is, like, really trying

21:09

to, like, force the erection and stuff, that's when it gets

21:11

really awkward. Right. I'd rather us just be like,

21:13

okay. It's not gonna happen tonight, maybe next

21:15

time. Let's, like, do something else

21:17

and keep the night going. But when the guy

21:19

is just so adamant that he

21:21

doesn't wanna, like, let it go

21:23

for the night, it becomes a little

21:25

awkward for everyone, including me sometimes

21:28

because now I'm like, wow, I'm just an object and, like,

21:30

a mission for the night versus, you

21:32

know, this is a fun time. So there

21:34

is that fine line where you just gotta call it

21:36

sometimes -- Yeah. -- and not have

21:38

any negative feelings

21:40

towards the other person. But when it

21:42

crosses over too long, then

21:44

I'm just like, okay. This is getting really

21:46

weird now. I don't like this anymore.

21:48

So everybody just, you know, pay attention to

21:50

the other person's feelings. Talk about it. If

21:52

you need to, don't whatever. Don't

21:54

talk about it. Yeah. Don't fucking

21:56

talk about it. Uh-uh. Don't ever

21:58

talk about the limp dick in the room.

22:00

No. Just if fucking go on with your thing, don't

22:03

I I'll say, like, it's okay. Don't

22:05

worry about it. Oh, no. Right. I'll

22:07

brush it off. Yeah. I'll

22:09

acknowledge it, but then move away from it. Yeah. When

22:11

they wanna just spend, like,

22:13

thirty minutes like of me

22:15

sucking their cock. That's we know it's not

22:17

getting hard. That's when I get uncomfortable. I'm

22:19

like, okay. We just need to, like, be adults and say

22:21

this isn't happening right now. It's fine. Mhmm. You

22:24

know? So that's

22:24

my end of my story on that. Yeah.

22:26

Okay. So let's get to your now, first of all,

22:28

how do you like, when did you realize

22:30

you had this fattish for jids

22:32

and this love for it just being all

22:35

over you. So it's really

22:37

interesting

22:37

because it was not always

22:39

a fetish I had. Mhmm. It

22:41

would actually the opposite. I

22:43

used to really hate it. And then over the

22:45

years, it's just developed. So my

22:47

my youngest memory that I

22:50

have is I was in, like, my

22:52

early teens and some of my friends my

22:54

girlfriends were, like, very promiscuous.

22:56

Mhmm. So we were all hanging out one night,

22:58

and we used to hang out, like, in parks

23:00

and stuff. And I remember she went, like, into,

23:02

you know, a secluded area with this kid, and she

23:04

gave him a blow job. And he came on her

23:06

face, it got in her eye, and then,

23:08

like, I swelled up and it was a whole big thing. Everybody is making

23:10

fun of her. Everybody knew what happened.

23:12

And I was so traumatized with

23:15

that. And I was like, oh my god. Like, comment is horrible.

23:17

It's evil. I don't want anything to

23:19

do with it. And

23:22

you know, that's how, like, time

23:25

went for a while.

23:26

And then I had dated

23:28

a little later on in,

23:30

like, my late I dated a guy

23:32

that had a foot fetish. And this

23:34

was at the point where I still didn't know I was

23:36

allergic to latex, so sex was

23:38

horrible. I hated having sex and

23:41

once I learned about the foot fetish and

23:43

he could, like, jerk off, like, on my feet

23:45

and stuff, I was like, oh, this is great.

23:47

I don't have to have painful

23:49

sex, can't you just, like, come on my feet? You know?

23:51

And it was more born out of,

23:54

like, necessity and

23:56

survival kind of? And

23:58

then I dated a second guy who had

24:00

a foot fetish. We were

24:02

not using condoms. We were,

24:04

you know, together and sex was

24:06

now enjoyable, but also he

24:09

was he kind of educated

24:11

me more on having a foot

24:14

fetish. And I kind of got into the mental part of

24:16

it, like, knowing how to turn him on

24:18

and, like, really do things

24:21

to make him go crazy. So then

24:24

when

24:24

I was

24:26

dating him, somehow he

24:28

he found out about these foot

24:31

fetish parties that they would have in the

24:33

city, and he convinced me to,

24:35

like, go be a model there. So then guys were,

24:37

like, coming all over you and stuff. and,

24:39

you know, you were making money

24:41

from it. So I started to make this

24:43

connection, I guess, where Calm

24:46

was not horrible thing and there

24:48

could be, like, fun positive reactions

24:50

to it. And then once

24:52

I got into the lifestyle,

24:55

you

24:55

know, guys, or different,

24:57

they'd be like, oh, where can I come? Can I

24:59

come in your mouth? Can I come on if, you know, all

25:01

these different requests were

25:03

coming? And I was a little taken aback

25:05

by it because as you said, I'm like, come on

25:07

my feed and stuff, but that wasn't really a big

25:10

deal to me. So I

25:12

remember that having it

25:13

on my face seemed

25:16

like, a very big deal to me.

25:17

Like,

25:18

that was my most prized possession

25:20

on my body. And if I just

25:22

met you for the first time, like, dare you even

25:24

think you could come on my face? Mhmm. You

25:26

know, it was pretty funny. But

25:28

then, you know, guys would,

25:31

like, come on your back or your ass

25:33

or something.

25:33

and I started to

25:36

enjoy, like, the

25:37

feel of it, the look of it,

25:40

and then it

25:42

escalated to where I was playing with guys

25:44

that, like, used pussy so, like, they

25:46

wanted me coming to them covered

25:48

in somebody else's comp. That was their fetish.

25:50

So that turned them on.

25:53

So, you know, all these little things

25:55

start to add up and stuff. So

25:57

over time, I would love being covered in

25:59

it, I would let it dry, and

26:02

then, like, go to bed without showering

26:04

so you feel it, like, peeling

26:06

and, like, flaking on your body the next

26:09

day. I'd have guys, like, come in my panties and

26:11

then sleep in them. stuff like that. Oh, wow.

26:13

That is sounds very fetish y for

26:15

you. For sure. Yeah. But it's a very,

26:17

like, slow process that

26:19

I got this way. It was not like I just woke up and had

26:21

this. Yeah. Yeah. Interesting. Yeah. And

26:24

now my recent one

26:26

from, like, couple

26:28

of years ago, I don't know where it came

26:30

from. I love playing with it. So, like,

26:32

if somebody comes on me, I'll, like,

26:34

rub it all over my body, like, lotion

26:36

and stuff. Mhmm. And,

26:38

you know, where it's just, like, smeared

26:40

all over me.

26:41

the So that's

26:43

one of my latest ones. And then a lot

26:45

of people assume if you have a comfettish, that

26:48

means you're, like, swallowing it. Yeah. Slung

26:50

as one of my least favorite things

26:52

because I feel like that's

26:54

very it's over like two

26:56

seconds. There's nothing, like, dramatic

26:58

about it. Oh, interesting. Yeah.

27:01

It's there's, like, no showmanship.

27:03

Yeah. Yeah. Something. So I get

27:05

people covered in my mouth on the type.

27:07

I'll, like, Sperm it back out and,

27:09

like, wipe it all over my face. Like, I do

27:11

weird shit with it. I like the feel of it and

27:13

the look of it.

27:14

And the drawing out of it and everything.

27:16

Yeah. really like shit that

27:19

lasts. Yeah. And

27:19

the same thing if, like, a guy

27:22

comes inside me in a condom, I'm just like,

27:24

oh, that was, like, such a

27:26

know? Yeah. And then even

27:28

my husband, obviously, he'll come inside me. We

27:30

have unprotected sex.

27:32

and it's

27:33

cool, but I don't get the same,

27:36

like, pleasure from it.

27:38

I'd rather him pull out and, like, come

27:40

on me or one of

27:42

the hottest things is if we're doing

27:44

DV, the other guy has a condom on,

27:46

but my husband will come inside me with the

27:48

other guy, and then it, like, you know, all

27:50

comes out. So I definitely like I

27:52

don't know what some people call it, the nastier

27:54

stuff or it's like more

27:56

like dramatic use of the cum.

27:59

And I like guys that have really nice,

28:01

like, thick creamy loads.

28:04

Sometimes it's, like, it's

28:06

more like translucent or,

28:08

like, runny Yeah. You know, I like the

28:10

texture of it, I guess. Mhmm. And

28:12

the other thing was swallowing, like, not

28:14

all guys, gum tastes good. Everybody tastes

28:16

very different. Totally. Like, Mhmm.

28:18

My husband's I love his. So that's a

28:20

big plus for us. I

28:23

always

28:23

said I could work I always said I could work

28:26

for the cops. and do drug testing

28:28

because you could fucking taste that shit. I

28:30

once had a boyfriend that was snorting heroin, I

28:32

didn't know, but I do know that one time I

28:34

blew him and swallowed his common, I threw

28:36

up immediately. and he had done heroin that

28:38

night. It goes into, like it

28:40

what? I said, oh my god. Yeah. But it goes

28:42

into your fucking sperm. You could tell, like, the

28:44

sperm that's very, like,

28:47

know, tastes very I I can't explain it, but

28:49

I know the difference that I could tell clean

28:51

calm with a guy that's not taking any pills

28:53

or compared to a guy that

28:55

is popping pills or shit. Like, you could

28:57

taste it in there, you know. And --

28:59

Sure. -- so, yeah, there's a very big

29:01

difference. So,

29:02

yeah, that's the thing, like, swallowing it and

29:04

stuff -- Mhmm. -- is, a, I find it a little boring,

29:06

but also some people do not taste good

29:08

in your mouth. You don't, like, you don't want

29:10

it in there.

29:11

So

29:12

that, you know

29:13

but again, like, someone coming in

29:16

me or in my mouth, it's like, it's

29:18

okay, but I really wanna, like,

29:20

use the comma in a more creative way.

29:22

So, you know, we do videos like he

29:24

comes in my hand. He comes on, like,

29:26

the back of my net.

29:28

We come in, like, all weird places. I don't know.

29:30

We kind of get a little

29:32

creative with it sometimes.

29:34

And that's like the turn on to you. Like, when you

29:37

were go to sleep with that come all over

29:39

you and it's drying up and you wake up and

29:41

it's like peeling off like that

29:43

is just gets you off the next day, like,

29:45

that starts to go in. And

29:47

the most

29:47

ironic part, Kathy, is that my husband does

29:49

not have this fetish at all. So

29:53

it's really interesting the dynamic between

29:55

us, like, when we first met -- Yeah. -- he'd

29:57

come on me and I'd be like, can

30:00

you, rub it on me, and he's like, oh god. No.

30:02

Absolutely not. I'm like, it's your cum. And he goes,

30:04

I don't care. I don't wanna touch my own cum. Like,

30:06

I have no interest in this. Yeah. Yeah.

30:08

Yeah. So over the

30:10

years, we've gotten a little better where,

30:12

like, he'll rub it on me and

30:14

stuff, but he doesn't

30:16

have a com fetish himself. Mhmm. So, like,

30:18

sometimes we'll play with other guys

30:20

and, like, my husband will come in

30:22

my mouth and I kiss the other guy.

30:24

That's super high. Yeah. or,

30:27

my husband comes to me, the other guy eats it

30:29

out of me. So, like, my husband's not into that

30:31

part of it. He'll he goes, I'll supply all the

30:33

com you need for your fetish, but then

30:35

somebody else can, like, help. clean

30:37

up. This is why we have a good relationship,

30:39

you know, give and take, give and take.

30:41

And I'm not gonna, like, force him to do

30:43

things he doesn't like. But

30:45

he's really understanding more of

30:47

like how turned on I do get. So

30:51

he's a little more into, like,

30:54

watching me enjoy the fetish that I

30:56

have. Mhmm. But I don't think we're ever gonna

30:58

get to the point where, like, he wants

31:00

it, like, in his mouth or anything, and that's

31:02

completely fine. we have few guys we play with

31:04

that have, like, zero boundaries.

31:06

Like, my husband will call on me. They'll rub

31:08

it all over me. So

31:10

it really depends like, how the guy feels, how far

31:13

we'll push the boundaries with them.

31:15

Mhmm. So it's been

31:17

pretty fun. there is

31:19

testosterone in jazz. This is what I do

31:21

believe. Like, you know, and I

31:23

feel like I have read it, and this

31:25

is where my unprofessionalism. comes

31:27

in or someone said, don't say unprofessional. Can they

31:30

say nonprofessional? You're not like, this is where

31:32

maybe you being a non professional is ridiculous,

31:34

but I couldn't tell you that I really think that

31:36

there's something about, you know, if

31:38

you're having a lot of sex and you're swallowing a

31:40

lot of jazz. I mean, for you, you're rubbing it in.

31:42

The skin is it takes in everything, you

31:44

know. You must be so fucking high

31:46

into testosterone because you are taking

31:48

that in with that jazz as

31:50

well. For sure. Oh, sure. I'm

31:52

sure. Right? Yeah. Do you

31:53

feel like Right. I believe that. Yeah.

31:56

I believe that. Yeah. I don't I think

31:58

it's a real thing. I feel like I've Googled it.

31:59

I don't remember. I go

32:02

to Google University. I Google everything.

32:04

And I remember when I first thought of this, I was

32:06

like, oh, you know, and I used to be so

32:08

much more sex stop when I was

32:10

younger before I had a

32:12

child. And even, you

32:14

know and I think it was because I just, like, hooked

32:16

up with a lot of guy. You know? And

32:18

I swallow a lot of germs. I was always the one

32:20

that swallowed. I don't lot not like

32:22

you. I don't want on my fucking face or

32:24

my body, but I will swallow. And I think that

32:26

there there one hundred percent

32:28

is something about

32:30

that going into your body and

32:32

then making you probably

32:35

that's why you are so fucking sexted up

32:37

because it just makes you happier. All

32:39

that says,

32:40

Dastrophes.

32:41

Bam. Seriously.

32:44

And so when I was able to go

32:46

with the foot fetish -- Yeah. -- like, he

32:48

liked because guys are very specific with

32:50

their foot stuff. He like he wasn't

32:53

into heels and stuff. He like ballet flats, like, you

32:55

know, little slip on shoes. Yeah. So he would he

32:57

would come in my shoes, and I'd wear my shoes

32:59

all day. Like, we do. interesting.

33:01

Things will come. But it really is you

33:03

know, the possibilities are kind of endless. Yeah.

33:07

Whatever somebody is turned on

33:09

by, that's fine. You just have to find

33:11

somebody else that is willing to go

33:13

along with it. No. But do you want me to get turned

33:15

on by the the the

33:17

common you're foot at that time or was that to when it was just

33:19

starting, and

33:19

you were doing it more for the guy?

33:21

See, it was weird

33:22

because with him and the whole foot fetish

33:25

thing, At first, I just did it for him. Yeah. But

33:27

then once you realize with any

33:29

fetish, I feel -- Yeah. -- how turned

33:31

on the other person is actually getting from

33:33

it. Mhmm. and then they're gonna fuck

33:35

you so much better because you like, it

33:37

becomes this back and forth where

33:39

you do start to enjoy it and you're not

33:41

just doing it to get a rise

33:43

out of them, you know, it does

33:46

become this cycle of

33:48

where it wasn't originally my fetish,

33:50

and it's still I don't think I have

33:52

a foot fetish at all, but I'm very entune to

33:55

guys that do have them -- Mhmm. -- updated a

33:57

few now -- Mhmm. -- and it

33:59

is fun to, like, know how to turn them on

34:01

from right? Yeah. Just the heel of

34:03

your foot. Yeah. Or just your pinky like,

34:05

you feel, like, empowered

34:08

having this

34:09

ability to, you know, get them

34:10

ranging hard.

34:11

There's the power in it, like you said.

34:13

You know? And I think don't

34:16

chase after that, you know, you're very alpha because

34:18

of all that fucking calm all over your body.

34:20

You know? You're more like a dude. But

34:22

I mean, if women would be a little bit more

34:25

competitive, like, and get go there. Like, there

34:27

is you do you do have

34:29

a lot of power in your hands if you like

34:31

you said, if you're with a guy with a foot fetish or any

34:33

kind of fetish and you put that

34:36

on or do what he wants

34:38

immediately just because that fetish

34:40

is there. Like, that's instant

34:42

boner fucking turn on. Like, So under

34:44

understanding what their actual fetish is.

34:46

Mhmm. The thing someone has a foot fetish is

34:48

so vague. Yeah. What turns on, one guy

34:50

will turn off another guy immediately. So

34:53

you have to really, like, ask them

34:55

and dissect or just pay attention

34:57

very carefully to how they're reacting

34:59

to things. So you could really hone

35:01

in on what they like. Yeah. And then, yeah, you have all

35:03

this control and it's powerful and it's so easy,

35:06

you know. And I don't mean that

35:08

in, like, a negative

35:09

way where you're, you know, lazy It's

35:11

using the power. Yeah. It's just like

35:14

it's amazing to see their body respond

35:16

to something that you would never think

35:19

would be a turn up. Like, it's mind

35:21

blowing sometimes. I know when I met

35:23

my husband, he has a huge, like,

35:25

breast fetish and I

35:27

have, like, nice tits and stuff, but I

35:30

always thought they were just, like, nice to look at. I never

35:32

really did anything, like, sexual. Like, I

35:34

didn't have sensitive nipples or anything,

35:36

you know. and he

35:38

was so into it. I was like, alright. We could,

35:40

like, try and he's, like, well, if it doesn't

35:42

turn you on, it doesn't turn me on, you know.

35:44

Yeah. And we tried for

35:46

And I noticed one day,

35:48

I

35:48

was, like, kinda,

35:49

like, feeding him on the couch. He was just, like, I

35:51

was laying here. He was, like,

35:53

sucking on it. he got hard in, like, two fucking seconds. And

35:55

I'm like, what just happened? He's like, I

35:58

told you, like, this is a fetish for me. And

35:59

I her me go,

36:01

wait a minute. this is all I

36:03

need to do to make you that hard. he was like, yeah. Pretty much. So

36:05

guess who has a nice breast fetish

36:07

now? I do. Because

36:10

it's insane. like, the the

36:12

pleasure he gets from it. And after a

36:14

few years of doing this together,

36:16

like, my breasts are actually so

36:18

sensitive now. that if he plays

36:20

with them when we're having sex, like, I can have an orgasm. Yeah. Like, we trained my body

36:22

to be in tune with his fetish,

36:24

and it's so insanely exciting

36:28

now. Yes. That's amazing. Yeah. You just have to open

36:30

your mind and, you

36:32

know, put a little work in sometimes. You

36:34

know, in the beginning, like, I didn't really feel

36:36

that much. But then because

36:38

he would fuck me so good after

36:40

it, I made that positive

36:42

reinforcement to my body. Like, you do

36:44

this. You get

36:46

this. Yeah. And and little by little now, it's so fucking easy to

36:48

turn me on that way. And he can't believe

36:50

it, you know. So it's pretty

36:52

wild what you just

36:53

have to do for your partner and then they do for

36:55

you in return. Yeah. It's setting the

36:57

energy to some place, you know, if you and what

36:59

you did is you started setting it your nips

37:01

were never getting that energy. You were never focused on

37:04

them. You just thought that that's the way that

37:06

you were. But once you actually started

37:08

working that way and focusing

37:10

on them, boom. There you go. And I think that that's true for anything,

37:12

you know. And especially for women, because

37:14

women, you know, sex is very mental, I think,

37:16

more so for women even

37:18

than men. that you

37:20

can create those connections even

37:22

if they're not there or

37:24

we're obviously there. Over

37:26

the years, I

37:27

think I've learned, it's really important when someone says, are you

37:29

into this? Mhmm. It's very

37:32

hard to say no unless you are a one

37:34

hundred percent

37:36

sure you've tried it to all extent and hated it. Yeah.

37:38

But if it's something you're not familiar with or

37:40

you just don't think you would like it,

37:43

you can't say no. You have to I always

37:46

say, well, tell me more about it or how

37:48

would this go? Or can we try it

37:50

for, you know, and then maybe,

37:52

like, part of what they're doing, but then you

37:54

tweak it a little bit. So saying yes to

37:56

notes and stuff, I try to avoid

37:58

now unless I have a concrete, like, hard limit that I hate

37:59

something. Right. If that, I really

38:02

encourage people to tell me stuff. And

38:04

people, you know, sometimes it's

38:06

really hard to admit

38:08

what your fetish is

38:08

because you don't want people to judge you

38:10

and stuff. So I always

38:12

love people that have, like, off the wall shit

38:14

that they're into because I'm so intrigued by

38:16

it. And

38:17

if it's something I've never heard of or

38:19

I've never tried, now I'm at the

38:21

point where, like, I

38:22

really wanna know about it because I wanna see

38:24

if it's something I could get into. You know?

38:26

Right. Because you know now that just because you got into something, it

38:29

could totally change because you proved that

38:31

to yourself by being open that first

38:33

time, you know. Look look

38:36

at you went from being a horrified by Jizz to being, like And

38:38

that is just fetishized by it, you

38:40

know. So it's you've

38:42

proven that to yourself and other

38:45

people could learn from

38:46

your stories. For sure, I

38:47

think, you know, for women listening to this.

38:50

Like, you can't just try it

38:52

out.

38:52

And the moral is, like, Even though I

38:54

was supplying, like, my husband with

38:56

his fetish, in the end, I get

38:58

just as much

38:58

pleasure from it as he doesn't have --

39:01

Yeah. -- sometimes don't know you

39:03

know, you don't know what your body is capable

39:05

of or what's out there. You

39:07

know, sometimes people will hit us off

39:09

and be like, oh, I'm into, like, XYZ

39:11

and I'm like, I've never even heard of that. So when we Google

39:13

it, my husband has an extensive knowledge from

39:16

watching a big, you know, crazy porn

39:18

and stuff sometimes I have to

39:20

ask him, like, what does his word mean?

39:22

And then he tells me and then I'm like, oh, that

39:24

sounds pretty interesting. Like, I wanna know more

39:26

about this. Let's try it. Just like not judging

39:28

people is, you know,

39:30

super,

39:30

super important. Just because

39:31

you think it's weird and you

39:33

wouldn't do it, doesn't mean

39:35

that it's fucked up and it's wrong, you know. And

39:37

I hate when people, you know,

39:40

qualify

39:40

people like that, oh, he's sick. He's

39:42

a freak. You know, even on our site

39:44

now. We get a lot of, like, customer

39:46

requests for videos and stuff, and people always go, I can't believe I'm telling you this.

39:48

I've never told

39:49

anybody this. I'm so embarrassed to admit this.

39:51

And I go, why? why

39:53

are you embarrassed? Fucking own it if you like

39:56

it and it turns you on? Fucking

39:58

admit it Addicted will help you out. You know,

39:59

like, I hate when people are

40:02

embarrassed to say

40:03

what they like. It makes me feel bad that

40:05

they don't have, you know, something

40:07

in someone in their life that they

40:09

can confide in. because it sex is such

40:11

an important part of life. you

40:13

know, and being

40:14

yourself and having that, like,

40:17

sexual freedom is so important and it makes such

40:19

a big difference in your life

40:21

I just it always makes me sad when I hear

40:23

people can't tell, like, their wife about

40:26

something or their husband,

40:28

you know, Yeah.

40:28

That's why like, so happy that me and my husband are so open with each

40:30

other. But it wasn't the other one. like, we've

40:33

had ups and downs with it, you know. Yeah. But

40:35

you have to, like, work through

40:38

it to get to that end goal. Yeah. That's what my show was all about. I mean,

40:40

I can't tell you how many times

40:42

not only the person that calls into

40:44

my show about their fetish is like

40:47

Oh my you so much. I never told anybody

40:50

those kinds of things. I get, like, hundreds

40:52

of emails afterwards from people with the same

40:54

fetish. Like, Oh my god. And that's

40:56

why I added on my Fettish

40:58

Fridays because they're smaller

41:00

people will download it, you know,

41:02

and it's like a a niche kind

41:04

of a thing that everybody wants to hear about a foot fetish. But there's so

41:06

many people out there. And like I said, so

41:09

many isn't the majority, but still,

41:11

you know, in the whole population, there's

41:14

millions of people out there with a foot fetish that I

41:16

still wanna give

41:18

those people I want them to

41:20

know that they're not alone. And that's what's

41:22

very important. It's not just for the guy

41:24

that talks about it. It's

41:26

for the guy that's sitting at home

41:28

thinking he's the only one, and then he hears somebody

41:30

else with his exact thing. And he's like, oh,

41:32

okay. I'm not a fucking

41:34

freak. And know, a lot of people, they

41:36

hear me on these shows, they read my books, they think me

41:38

and my husband just have this, like,

41:39

instantly magical, you

41:42

know, open relation ship. And we do, but there has also hard

41:44

parts and struggles and stuff. Like, when we

41:45

first met, we were both in the lifestyle, we're

41:48

both

41:48

experienced. But

41:50

we were both, like, harboring certain fetishes. We didn't wanna,

41:52

like, say out loud yet because we didn't wanna

41:55

freak the other person out. and

41:57

we kept, like, alluding to things and something

41:59

was just, like, off, you know. So one

42:02

day I said to him, okay. I said, we're gonna write

42:04

each other a letter. Tomorrow

42:06

morning, we're gonna email it to the other

42:08

person. We're gonna read through the list of things

42:10

that we want, but we haven't

42:12

admitted yet. And then we're

42:13

gonna check off what we're comfortable with, what we're

42:16

not, we're gonna discuss it, you know.

42:18

And we

42:18

he was so nervous because he's like, oh my

42:20

god. I like all this, like, really hardcore stuff.

42:23

you're gonna think I'm like sick and all this stuff. I go

42:25

babe, just let's just see what happens. Right?

42:27

So the next

42:28

day, we we do the exchange.

42:30

I

42:30

remember reading his list, and I'm like, why was he afraid to tell me this? Like, I

42:32

didn't think it was a big deal. But

42:35

to him, it was

42:37

it was very hard

42:38

to open up to. So I think he only

42:40

have,

42:40

like, six things on there. He's

42:43

into hardcore, like, direct

42:45

face walking stuff. you're

42:48

just completely destroyed. And,

42:51

also,

42:53

until, like, girl's,

42:56

like, vomiting, during blow jobs and

42:58

stuff? Okay. I had a time. Okay? Back in the day

43:00

when I was like a fucking drinker,

43:02

crazy person out and about, I was

43:05

at the limelight on a Sunday night,

43:08

it was Rocker World Church. I was there. I was fucking wasted. It was like a free

43:10

Jaeger party in the VIP room and

43:12

I got really smashed. I wasn't like

43:15

a beer drinker. and the the whole

43:17

club was spinning. And I went into a hallway,

43:20

like, you know, AAA

43:22

stairwell. and

43:24

I was trying to throw up, and some guy came up

43:26

to me. And I remember looking back at him.

43:28

Now, this is like rock and roll days when I'm

43:31

talking about, like, nineties. So, like, or

43:33

eighties. Like, everyone has long hair. This guy had short hair, so I'm

43:36

thinking, oh, he's this is a clean-cut guy. I

43:38

remember thinking the fact that he had short

43:40

hair, but something nice. I don't know. I don't know what is the and

43:42

he's holding my hair back at, you

43:44

know, trying to get me to puke and stuff,

43:46

and I just like, oh, I can't,

43:48

you know, when I can. And I'm just thinking, oh, thank

43:50

god this guy's with me because none of my friends

43:52

were there always all by myself. And I'm trying to

43:54

puke. And then for one second, I think,

43:56

even though the whole room is spinning. Like, guy

43:58

is, like, begging me to puke. Like, he really wants

44:00

me to puke. I don't get it. And I turn around

44:02

and look at him and his pants were down

44:04

and he was fucking jerking off.

44:07

And I

44:07

was like, what the fuck? And he pulled up his

44:09

pants and he

44:10

ran away. And I have that. It's been one of my favorite

44:12

stories my whole life because I'm like, oh my god,

44:14

like, a guy that's into fucking vomiting.

44:17

that could've very well seriously

44:20

not. Well, you know

44:22

what? He was a young guy. Sometimes, like, people

44:24

can't get their fat. You know, where do you Listen, if

44:26

you're a guy that's into girls vomiting, like, where do you

44:28

get your rocks off? Like, how do you

44:30

do it? You know? It's like You marry a girl

44:33

like me that will do anything for

44:36

you. Wait is I gonna get back to you? So wait, girl's

44:38

vomiting. We're gonna go there and like, we're gonna

44:40

hear whether you've vomiting for him. What else

44:42

was

44:43

on his list? That's

44:44

pretty hard to talk. I

44:46

think having it was like golden showers --

44:48

Yeah. -- having a

44:51

girl, like, drink

44:53

out of a, you know, like a dog

44:55

bowl on a leash. I think

44:57

the breast thing was on there, like

44:59

the feeding fetish.

45:02

That might have really been it. And it was funny because after I read the list, I go,

45:04

there's one thing on this list I won't do. And of

45:06

course, he's like, you're not gonna, like, vomit on

45:08

my dick. Right? I go wrong.

45:10

I was not eating out of a fucking dog bowl. He was like,

45:13

really? I love your hard life. thing

45:15

to me. And he was like, I can't believe

45:17

that that's your limit. I go,

45:19

everything else is fine. I hope

45:21

not. And I still haven't eaten out of a bowl to this day, but we've done everything else. Oh my god.

45:24

Oh, Larry's. What about

45:26

your list?

45:28

that I had

45:29

a lot of, like, consensual,

45:32

non consensual fetish stuff,

45:34

which turned out

45:35

he actually liked

45:38

that I

45:38

remember we went camping one time. This was before we

45:40

had our RV. We were in a cabin.

45:42

And, you know, we're

45:43

it's like, you're in the middle of nowhere in a

45:45

cabin, and we start

45:48

like, you know, consensual, non consensual, fetish play.

45:50

So we're going at it hardcore like

45:52

in the cabin, and then I am

45:54

a very dedicated actor trista things. Mhmm.

45:57

I don't know what got into me, but I ran out of the cabin,

45:59

like, butt naked

45:59

into the woods. And he was, like,

46:02

chasing me,

46:02

and then we had sex outside.

46:05

And he was like, wow. He was like, you're

46:07

very into these things when you get into I go,

46:09

oh, yeah. I didn't even I don't know what got into

46:11

me. I just, like, gotten the moment. You were

46:13

rolled out. as realistic as

46:16

possible. So you were rolling, like, you were getting

46:18

raped and you were running away from him? Oh,

46:20

okay. Yeah. Mhmm. But,

46:21

like, I literally read out of the fucking cabin, like, a little

46:23

bit

46:23

hilarious. I mean And he was, like,

46:25

oh my god. Mhmm. So I'm very

46:28

dedicated to things that I

46:30

start. Yeah. I had a lot of

46:32

fun stuff back when we first

46:34

met. I had all these fantasies of

46:36

being the hot wife that

46:38

went out. played without him. Now that's not on my list anymore

46:40

because I have no interest in that. because, you know, we

46:42

wrote this list, you know, three years ago.

46:44

Yeah. I

46:47

I forget what else.

46:48

It was nothing crazy, but it was really funny

46:50

when he was like, you would really do these things. I

46:52

go, if they're gonna turn

46:53

you on, I'm willing to at least

46:55

try. Mhmm. And So, yeah,

46:57

we've done pretty much anything and nothing really

47:00

bothers me if he likes it. I'm his

47:01

wife. Wait. Can we get

47:03

into your exhibitionist? like, fetish, is that something? I mean, have

47:05

you ever is it just about you

47:08

being in the swingers club and having

47:10

people watch you? Or do you get off

47:12

of maybe doing it in places

47:14

where people could be watching you. I don't know. Do you

47:16

cross those weird lines or no? I

47:18

love I love outdoor

47:20

sex. Right. we

47:20

just see the older you get the smarter you are. So, you

47:22

know, there's that line between you don't wanna, like,

47:24

get arrested for having sex outside.

47:28

Yeah. But, like, whenever we go camping and stuff, we're always

47:30

having sex in the woods. That's pretty hot. I

47:32

love, like, nature, outdoor

47:34

sex. Mhmm. And

47:36

even with the only fans now, when we're filming ourselves

47:38

and I know somebody's gonna

47:41

watch something or if somebody

47:43

orders a specific video from

47:46

us, Like, that is so exciting to me. Yeah. Yeah. Someone's

47:48

gonna be jerking off to that. Mhmm.

47:50

Even when it's just the two

47:51

of us, you know,

47:53

the whole room is completely mirrored.

47:56

So even though he's

47:58

with me, like, we're looking in

47:59

the mirror, at ourselves, like, I don't know, there's always

48:02

some kind of -- Visual. -- sense of

48:04

exhibitionism going on. Yeah. You were

48:06

always that

48:08

way. it

48:10

definitely started once I entered the lifestyle. I didn't know I was like

48:13

that before. Right. Now

48:15

though

48:16

though that

48:17

whole fetish for Jizz is that because

48:19

you say you kinda need it every

48:22

single time. Is that what goes

48:24

down during

48:26

every play? I mean, somebody should whoever having sex with should

48:28

come on me. But the problem is that sometimes and

48:30

this sounds funny. But again, this is real

48:32

life happening. This

48:34

isn't, like, you're not in a porn set, you know. Yeah. So these are real And

48:36

sometimes they're like, oh my god. Like,

48:38

I'm I'm like, alright.

48:39

Come on me. Like, get ready. And he's like, okay. And

48:41

all of a sudden, like, it stops. happened?

48:44

like, sorry. I came inside.

48:46

Like, you're too tight. You were squeezing me. And I'm like,

48:48

oh, fuck. I ruined it, you know. And then I

48:50

get all

48:52

upset. because

48:53

they don't have, like, time to, like, pull out,

48:55

get the condom off. You know? It does take

48:57

time and coordination to get

49:00

everything perfect. But most of the time, I would say, people come on

49:02

me. Right. And now with your husband, you don't use

49:03

condoms. Are you on the pill?

49:06

Yeah. Okay. because you don't want babies.

49:07

Right? I mean,

49:10

because Oh, god. No. Absolutely not. Right. I was gonna say.

49:12

No. That's a hard limit right

49:14

there. Yeah. That baby would ruin your whole life. I

49:16

mean -- Yeah. -- you know, you just seem so

49:20

into ACX. Now it's become

49:22

kind of like a career for you because

49:24

you do have only fans and

49:27

you have been getting a lot of play over there. So it

49:30

is like something now that you

49:32

do, not only just for fun and for

49:34

pleasure. I mean, it

49:34

will maybe become like a

49:36

full time gig for you. Yeah. We're

49:38

still trying to

49:38

figure out where the road is leading,

49:41

but we're having fun on this, like, first

49:43

part of the journey. So it's

49:45

been I wasn't sure how I was gonna feel about it at

49:48

first, but I'm so into it. Again, the

49:50

exhibition is part of it. Right? Like

49:52

Yeah. It it is so

49:54

overwhelming to me sometimes I get and

49:56

I have a very addictive personality, which

49:58

goes along with everything I've discussed

50:00

where I take everything to, like, the

50:02

highest degree I can push it. Yeah. And it's the

50:04

same thing with this now. Like, I always

50:06

wanna top my last video. I always wanna do

50:08

something wilder, you know, Yeah. I like

50:10

that reaction from people. So You

50:12

don't

50:12

drink or do you drink? No. Never.

50:14

I mean, once in a blue moon, like,

50:17

if we're camping, I'll have a beer. But

50:19

when we play, nothing. Yeah. And I prefer other

50:21

people don't drink either. I don't you

50:23

know, I'm always wary of

50:25

people, I'd say, oh,

50:27

I need to have a few drinks to do this.

50:29

I need to smoke to do this. And

50:31

I'm like,

50:32

I don't really like that. I like people that are comfortable

50:34

and confident enough, you know, I, for

50:36

myself, I don't drink because I wanna

50:39

make sure I am clear

50:41

and, you know, in the best state

50:43

of mind for everything,

50:46

Yeah. Because these are random situations you're putting self

50:48

in. Even if my husband's there, I don't neither of

50:50

us drink. Like, it's just it's not necessary

50:52

for me first of all, but it also

50:54

takes away from things, then you get guys that drink too much. Now they can't get hard or

50:57

they can't come because they drink too

50:59

much. Or, you know, And

51:01

then you have a room full of strangers. You don't

51:04

want somebody getting shitfaced and,

51:06

like, ruining the night because they're

51:08

an asshole now and they're, like, anger and belligerent.

51:10

You just don't know what's gonna happen. Yeah.

51:12

But when I was single,

51:14

especially, I never felt comfortable.

51:16

Maybe I'd have,

51:16

like, one drink when we met at the

51:18

bar. You wanna be at control? Right?

51:21

Yeah. I've never wanna wake up the next day and be like, oh my god. How did

51:23

that happen? I don't remember something

51:25

or I didn't to

51:28

say, no to something. Yeah. So that's

51:30

really important for me to always have

51:32

control over my stats. as

51:35

a girl who always loves sex and I you

51:37

know, but I acted out sexually and I was

51:39

a drinker and I I'm a not you know, I'm a

51:41

silver person for like years, maybe twenty years now, but a

51:43

reason why I quit drinking. I won because I was

51:46

just blacking out too much, but I had so many

51:48

nights where I woke up

51:50

and felt that way. And

51:52

it was, like, ruining sex for me.

51:54

It but it was becoming something that was,

51:56

like, really bad that I felt guilty of. And

51:58

I think that that happens a lot with alcohol,

51:59

you know, you

52:00

get fucking loaded and you're, like, who are you? And that was happening to me all the time.

52:03

And it was, like, bad. But I think that's great.

52:05

Especially because you have an addictive personality,

52:07

I think if you started

52:09

to drink a little bit, a little bit, a little bit, before you know,

52:11

you're gonna you would take it to the extreme because that's

52:13

what Casey does and become a

52:16

fucking addict and that's the

52:18

last thing you wanna do. Yeah. So and, you know, also,

52:20

like, I don't wanna waste my time finding the

52:22

right person, going out, planning

52:24

this event, and

52:26

then, like, don't remember it or it went bad. Like, I don't have a great

52:28

time when I go out, you know. So it's just not worth

52:30

it to me. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Totally.

52:32

You're looking

52:32

it the right way because that is the truth that

52:35

when you don't you know, I would never even room

52:37

I was never even remembering any of them. My

52:39

experiences are blacking out. Whereas

52:40

when I became a

52:42

sober person, I you know, for the last eighteen years,

52:44

every sex, I've had every single thing I've done

52:46

has been totally clearheaded, and it's

52:48

ten thousand times better. But so your fat you

52:51

have the fetish fridges. You have that I mean, this is

52:53

gonna have to be in a fetish Friday's episode because

52:55

it's all about fetches. I never

52:57

knew that you dated so many foot fetish guys. I you know, that's the next story I'm

52:59

gonna have you write then a foot fetish episode

53:01

for me because I didn't realize that

53:03

you had this Anonymous

53:06

were foot fetish model. Yeah. I also I worked in a

53:08

dungeon for a few months

53:08

back in a day like, I've done a

53:11

lot of random weird stuff. So

53:15

What

53:16

did you do in the dungeon?

53:18

Well, see, that was interesting because

53:20

I did that when I was dating that guy, when

53:22

I was doing the football season, he was like, oh, you should

53:24

go work a dungeon. I was in my early

53:26

twenties. I was

53:27

not very experienced with anything,

53:29

and I was horrible. I

53:31

hated it. I was so insecure. I did a

53:33

lot of foot fetish stuff at the

53:36

dungeon and a lot of more,

53:38

like, on the central

53:40

side role playing -- Mhmm. -- but I was never,

53:42

like, a hardcore femdom. And it's funny because

53:44

now, you know, fifteen ish years

53:46

later, I do a lot of that stuff

53:48

now with people,

53:50

not

53:50

in professional dungeon, but I do like a lot of humiliation stuff with guys,

53:52

and it's so much fun. I'm so good at it

53:54

now. And I'm always like, damn it. Like,

53:56

if I could go back in time,

53:59

I would make myself the

53:59

best Dominatorics because now I have so much

54:02

life experience and confidence. Yeah. But I

54:04

totally, like, sucked at it back and

54:06

I was horrified by it. Yeah.

54:08

That would be amazing at it. Big of and

54:10

you do do it now sometimes with people. You

54:12

mean, like, people that come in that are in the

54:14

lifestyle or partners that you hook up

54:16

with that are into it or do you do it in a way that because people are

54:18

coming to your only fans and requesting

54:20

it? Both. So, like, we had a

54:21

lot of guys now that

54:24

want, like, humiliation

54:26

stuff like camsing or whatever.

54:28

And that was really interesting to

54:30

me. I'm like, wait, you wanna talk to

54:32

me so I can make fun of you, like,

54:34

you know,

54:35

humiliation stuff is very interesting to me mentally -- Yeah. -- like how people

54:37

get turned on. But it's not my place to question

54:39

it, you know. Mhmm. And what do you

54:41

see how hard they're

54:44

getting when you're telling them, like, how small their cock is, it's fascinating to

54:46

me, and I fucking love it. Like, I'm so good at

54:48

it now, and it's so much fun

54:51

to be that person. Yeah. But I'm always like, man, I really

54:53

blew my chances back in my twenties. But you

54:56

just don't know what you don't know. You know?

54:58

There was no

54:59

one till, like, show me how

55:01

to do these things. Like, the girls at the dungeon weren't that friendly.

55:03

But no one showed you now. I mean,

55:05

you just sort of because

55:07

you're like that persona now. Yeah.

55:10

Exactly. You know, I've tried things on my own

55:12

back then. I never

55:13

was

55:14

in a position. That was, like, the first time

55:16

he trying something was at the dungeon. I'm just like, what the fuck is going on? Like, I have

55:18

no idea what I'm doing here. Yeah. Yeah.

55:20

So that was interesting, but now

55:22

I

55:22

think I'd make a great fun dumb.

55:25

there's an interesting thing. I don't know if you found one of

55:27

these guys yet, but there is this

55:30

interesting thing where guys like

55:32

to be

55:34

humiliated financially, meaning they wanna give a woman -- Yes.

55:36

-- all their money. I never heard of this. I had

55:38

a private call with a guy like this. And I

55:42

was like, a fucking

55:44

faceted. I'm, like, I need to get

55:46

someone with that fetish on my show to talk about it

55:48

because it was, like, on the DL call, but, like,

55:50

not something, you know, that I could

55:52

air, but I I didn't know that

55:54

fetish existed.

55:55

Mhmm. There's fetishes

55:56

for every like, literally everything.

55:59

Even things you can't

55:59

even think of, is a fetish for

56:02

someone, and it's just so

56:04

crazy. And I love when people

56:06

request things I've never heard of, or I would

56:08

never even think is

56:09

a fetish before? And I was like, holy shit,

56:11

this turns you on. That's wild. Like and

56:13

not in a, like, mocking them way.

56:15

Like, they're terrible. Yeah. Yeah. Like, holy shit, that's

56:17

amazing. Yeah. Yeah. And I'm not being the person that

56:19

could do weird shit to turn someone else on.

56:21

You know, like -- Mhmm. -- I get bored doing the

56:24

standard stuff.

56:26

So if you can come with me with, like, a unique request, I'm,

56:28

like, all about it where other people might be,

56:30

like, oh, why do you want me to do that?

56:34

I'm

56:34

like, please tell me more. Like Yeah. You know,

56:36

that's great. That's great. People that If not,

56:38

it just becomes boring all the time. The

56:40

same shit, you know, every day.

56:43

So

56:43

Oh,

56:44

you're gonna get a

56:45

lot of fetish y guys emailing you now. What

56:47

is some of them like, what like,

56:49

name something recent that you got that

56:51

actually turned you on? maybe that you were

56:53

surprised recently. I know that all things were at first not a turn on.

56:56

But anything new recently that you're

56:58

starting to

57:00

get into? Well,

57:01

definitely, like, the cochumulation is fairly

57:04

new. Mhmm. And that one, the first time I did

57:06

it, I'm like, I don't know if I could really do

57:08

this. Like, gonna feel so

57:10

bad. Yeah. But we went over, like, an

57:12

email, like, all the parameters. And I'm, like,

57:14

okay, I'm just gonna go for it. And I

57:16

started easy because I was

57:18

so nervous. But then once he was, like, really getting turned on and you could tell he's

57:20

getting you could see he's getting hard, like, over the

57:22

cam. I was, like, oh, fuck. I'm just gonna,

57:24

like, stay some crazy shit right now.

57:27

and it worked. And I was like,

57:29

oh, okay. So then you just get every

57:32

time

57:32

you try something, you get more confident and more

57:35

comfortable, you know, And you

57:36

just you have to be

57:38

really good at reading people's reactions for

57:41

stuff like this? Yeah. And

57:43

if you see, like you said, the wrong thing, you pull

57:45

back and switch gears. If you're getting a good

57:48

reaction, you go a little harder.

57:50

because some people don't wanna give you

57:52

too much detail. They're like, oh, just, like, run with it. And I'm like, oh, that's

57:54

so much pressure. Like, this can fucking blow up

57:56

in my face right now. So you have to,

57:58

like, really adapt and use all

57:59

of your knowledge from,

58:02

like, every experience you've ever had to

58:04

do, like, your best job to fill this

58:06

role for somebody. But I really like

58:09

I just love being that person for someone that we

58:11

get a lot of people where, you

58:13

know, they're like, I've been married for thirty

58:15

years, but I'm my wife would leave me if she

58:17

knew what I was into, you know. And

58:19

I like being that relief

58:21

for somebody that is very

58:23

thrilling to me. The fact that they're comfortable

58:25

enough to tell

58:28

me that they let me, like, do that for them. That's

58:30

one of the biggest like, I don't even care

58:32

what the act is. It's just the

58:34

fact that they trusted me enough to

58:38

help

58:38

them with this fantasy that they've been harboring for, you

58:40

know, thirty

58:40

or forty years from the world.

58:42

So that's what gets

58:43

me off. Right. And

58:46

it always comes down to the fact that

58:48

that that power too, that that you are

58:50

turning them on, and then ultimately, you get

58:52

turned on by it as well. Yeah. Especially if

58:54

they're like, you're the only person in the world that knows the

58:56

secret. Mhmm. I was like, holy shit. That

58:58

is amazing. That's a turn on

59:02

you. Yeah. Big time. Mhmm. Love that stuff. Yeah.

59:04

Interesting.

59:04

You're gonna get a lot of

59:06

like I said, a

59:07

lot of guys. Well, calling

59:09

you in. Do you know

59:11

what I mean? I have to equal that whole fetish thing for not

59:13

to finish the Jizz thing with the

59:16

testosterone. But, I mean, did you feel like when you

59:18

started do

59:20

getting more into the

59:22

the fetish for come that you got more

59:24

horny? Like, did you did you notice

59:28

anything? It's

59:28

hard to say, but I mean, I do joke around like that when people go, you're

59:30

always so horny. I go, well, I bathe myself and

59:32

come like -- Yeah. -- obviously.

59:35

But, you know, I'm only half serious. I don't fucking know.

59:37

No. I think we like to joke about

59:39

that sometimes. No. I'm gonna do

59:41

I'm gonna do go

59:43

you know, I'm gonna go to Google University when we get off the phone

59:45

and Google it and then post like a

59:45

link if I get in the description because I do pull

59:48

I think I did Google it and find

59:50

out even

59:52

because I used to always work out back in the day when girls didn't

59:54

use weights, but I did when I was really young

59:56

and I would be working out in the back

59:58

of the gym

59:59

with guys. all the

1:00:02

time, you know, and that because that's the way

1:00:04

I like to roll. I never did cardio. I was

1:00:06

skinny. I wanted to build muscle. So I was always

1:00:08

with guys in the back doing

1:00:10

weights and stuff and I always was like very guy like and horny and whatever.

1:00:12

And then when I had a

1:00:14

child, I was a stay at home momma was

1:00:16

very important for me to be

1:00:18

with my kid in the formative

1:00:20

years because I didn't have that, you know, and that's

1:00:22

what I wanted to do. I didn't have to work. I was

1:00:24

able to do that. And I was with him and I was

1:00:26

with fucking women. twenty

1:00:28

four seven. Okay? And let

1:00:30

me tell you, I felt like

1:00:32

I

1:00:32

had so much estrogen. I got,

1:00:35

like, thick in the middle. My boobs got bigger.

1:00:37

I'm, like, oh my god. And I just

1:00:39

felt, like, so less like

1:00:42

a dude, like I used do when I was

1:00:44

around all those guys because

1:00:46

all I was around was women.

1:00:48

Do you know what I mean? And I

1:00:50

do think that there is that there is something

1:00:52

to that for sure. It's

1:00:54

not even just the jids. It's the

1:00:56

energy. It's

1:00:58

the vibe. you know, because I felt very different when I was in the

1:01:00

gym all the time and always run all these

1:01:02

men as opposed to then when I switched and

1:01:04

was just women all the time.

1:01:06

You know? there was

1:01:08

I felt more estrogen dominant, you

1:01:10

know, whereas when I was the before

1:01:12

my child, there was, like, more testosterone. And then,

1:01:14

you know, eventually, I got back to it,

1:01:16

but it's it there definitely is

1:01:18

something to it, for sure. And I think

1:01:21

I googled that too. That's

1:01:22

interesting because even from when I was like,

1:01:24

very young with -- Yeah. -- like kindergarten first

1:01:26

grade. Yeah. I've always had male, like, best friends --

1:01:28

Me too. -- now. Mhmm. My best friend

1:01:31

is a guy, Platana never had sex

1:01:33

with him, like, Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Doesn't know anything. Yeah. But I am

1:01:35

just always, like, have guy friends on

1:01:37

one of those people -- Yeah. --

1:01:39

have very hard No. I don't

1:01:41

know why. It's just more natural for me for some

1:01:44

reason. No. I'm gonna tell you why. You just haven't

1:01:46

been able to put it in words and you're gonna be like, yeah.

1:01:48

Because I've I realized too. I always had girlfriends. I always needed a

1:01:50

girlfriend because I am a girl and I need to, like,

1:01:52

wrap and I I have that part of myself being

1:01:54

fulfilled through

1:01:56

a sister. as well as always like a a best run girl. But I always

1:01:58

had a lot of guy friends too. And it's

1:01:59

because I am

1:02:02

so alf thought in certain

1:02:04

way, I could really be

1:02:06

myself with my guy friend.

1:02:07

I need an outlet for my the

1:02:09

part of myself that says, shut the

1:02:11

fuck up. You fucking asshole. You know

1:02:13

what I mean? Like, I like to just talk that way and I'm like, very aggressive and guys don't

1:02:16

blink an eye, but I can't

1:02:18

be that part

1:02:20

of myself. with my

1:02:22

girlfriends. I'm my other part of myself, you know, but there's

1:02:24

a very big part of me that

1:02:26

is very direct and very

1:02:28

truthful and potty mouth and aggressive and

1:02:30

pushy and bossy and my

1:02:32

guy friends are like, they'll

1:02:34

fucking question. Like, they think it's funny. You know,

1:02:36

they're not so serious. They don't take it

1:02:38

personally. I don't have to walk on egg

1:02:40

shells and I feel like that's a big reason why I have

1:02:42

guy friends because I need to release

1:02:44

that that energy. And I

1:02:46

could release it

1:02:48

there with them. And I don't release that with my

1:02:50

girlfriend. You know, it's a totally different

1:02:52

thing. Right? Don't you think?

1:02:54

Yeah. And also just like as far as girl

1:02:55

like, I'm

1:02:58

not into makeup. I don't go shopping. Like, I don't do a lot

1:03:00

of, like, typical, like, quote unquote, like, girl

1:03:02

things. Yeah. Yeah. some stuff. Yeah. So

1:03:04

I guess the combination of everything, like,

1:03:08

you

1:03:08

know You have more common with them. Yeah. I have, like, female acquaintances,

1:03:10

but my close friends are generally

1:03:12

guys, which is really interesting.

1:03:15

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's yeah. I

1:03:17

got that. I just think, like, I I have

1:03:19

always had my guy friends, and I do think,

1:03:21

you know, when you're around a lot of male energy,

1:03:23

it just feeds that sorta thing, which makes

1:03:25

you not only, you know, all that jazz stuff and all your

1:03:27

guy friends and all, you know, and

1:03:30

all the

1:03:32

sex you're continuing to have in all these gangrenees and those guys, I mean, it's

1:03:34

there's there's that's the reason why

1:03:36

you're so super charged up and horny

1:03:38

because you have said, like, you need

1:03:42

I

1:03:42

think I made an audiogram about it. You know, you

1:03:45

need multiple men

1:03:46

at one time. Like,

1:03:48

you need that to have sex. I mean,

1:03:50

that's like your thing. you need that

1:03:52

fulfillment. You know? Right? Yeah. And again, that goes

1:03:54

to, like, my addicted personality. It starts with one

1:03:57

person and then just escalate, you know,

1:03:59

like,

1:03:59

I can't like,

1:04:01

control things like that. It's just anything that

1:04:04

I like has to be the,

1:04:06

like, the most extreme that it can

1:04:08

be. And I can't, you know, I always tell people at

1:04:10

least it's sex, at least it's

1:04:12

somewhat of a

1:04:12

healthy addiction if you wanna call it an

1:04:14

addiction, you know, I don't really think I

1:04:16

have an addiction because we go you

1:04:19

know, spells without playing with people. Like, it's not like that. The other question

1:04:21

I always get from people is, oh

1:04:23

my god, how often do you

1:04:25

guys have dates? Now, like,

1:04:28

there is no answer to that

1:04:30

because it

1:04:30

varies so much. Mhmm. Like,

1:04:33

we could play four times a week. We could

1:04:35

play one time. We could play zero. we

1:04:37

might not have a date for, like, two months because

1:04:39

especially in the summer, we're camping. We're on

1:04:40

the boat. We are so fucking busy that,

1:04:44

like, lifestyle goes to the bottom of the list. Yeah. So, like,

1:04:46

fall and winter, we definitely play more.

1:04:48

Sometimes, like, hey, we don't have

1:04:51

time, or we're just not in the mood, or somebody wants to

1:04:53

hang out, but I'm like, you know what? I just

1:04:55

wanna stay home and watch a fucking movie with my husband

1:04:57

on the couch. Yeah. And, like, eat

1:04:59

a bag of chips. Yeah. Like, so I'm still a normal person. This isn't, like,

1:05:01

every single day. And we go through phases at

1:05:04

ebbs and

1:05:06

it close, but the beauty is we do it when we wanna do it, and then we don't

1:05:08

do it when we don't wanna do it, you know.

1:05:10

So sometimes you need to take

1:05:12

breaks, like your mental health, you need to reconnect

1:05:15

with partner, you

1:05:16

know, there's all

1:05:18

different factors that come into play.

1:05:20

So that's so, like, the most

1:05:22

impossible question for me answer when people

1:05:25

ask me that. You know, we don't work on a schedule or anything like that. Right.

1:05:27

I mean, I think that it becomes a

1:05:29

little bit more like a

1:05:31

job when you do have an only fans and you're shortening to ten to that

1:05:33

and the bigger that you get, you will have that. But the

1:05:36

greatest thing is that you actually love what you

1:05:38

do, and that's what's

1:05:40

most important. you know, you don't feel burdened by it whatsoever. Yeah.

1:05:42

Sure. And

1:05:42

I mean, obviously, like, I post every day,

1:05:44

so we post, like, all our

1:05:45

dates that we have. But if we're

1:05:47

not having a date, still

1:05:49

having sex with my own husband. You know? So we're

1:05:51

not, like, going on dates just to make content.

1:05:53

We don't do -- Right. Right. Right. -- it's

1:05:55

just, like, a a video diary of my life

1:05:57

whatever is happening that day, like, you're gonna get to see.

1:05:59

But we don't say, like, okay.

1:06:01

Tomorrow night, we have to meet this person so we

1:06:03

can post it. Like, I don't do that

1:06:06

at all. No. That's great about you. And this is why I think you'll have a

1:06:08

lot of guys coming over because what

1:06:10

they heard you say is, you

1:06:12

know, when

1:06:14

you get customize, you know, in order for something

1:06:16

customized, you're, like, get

1:06:18

excited. And it is a turn on to you because

1:06:20

you are an exhibitionist and all

1:06:22

it's very

1:06:23

loaded for you in a positive way. So

1:06:25

you're not just doing

1:06:26

it for the money. You're doing it. Like,

1:06:28

it is an added pleasurable

1:06:31

experience for you. Yeah. I'm

1:06:32

not one of these people. That's just like, okay. Fine. Like, how

1:06:34

much? How much? How much? Like, like, they're like bored

1:06:37

to death or they're just doing it

1:06:39

to, like, pay their bills. Like,

1:06:41

this is just, like, a fun thing that we do, you Yeah. And I think that's a

1:06:43

lot of people have responded to that to me

1:06:45

in a positive way. They go even when they listen to, like,

1:06:47

me on the podcast,

1:06:50

Yeah. You sound like you're having so much fun talking, like, the passion we

1:06:52

hear in your voice. Right. You're you're

1:06:54

not faking it. I'm like, nope. This is

1:06:58

all real. So I think that comes across, you know, the genuine

1:07:00

factor intrigues people a little bit from

1:07:02

what I've, you know, heard

1:07:04

as feedback.

1:07:04

heard at feedback that's

1:07:06

very interesting about me, I think, which I

1:07:08

don't really talk about much is if you met

1:07:10

me in my regular life, like, the vanilla world,

1:07:13

you know, I am very quiet. I am very reserved.

1:07:15

I am much an

1:07:18

introvert. If you're like if you're walking

1:07:20

down Strictly. My husband talks to every fucking person that

1:07:22

walks by. Mhmm. I always look the

1:07:24

other way. I try to avoid

1:07:26

conversations with,

1:07:28

like, I am so the complete

1:07:30

opposite even though they're both my

1:07:33

personalities. Yeah.

1:07:34

When it relates to sex, I just become

1:07:36

this whole new, like, bold and,

1:07:38

like, energetic,

1:07:40

chatty person. Yeah. And in normal

1:07:42

life, I'm just very different, so I

1:07:44

have these two personality. So the only fans

1:07:46

is really interesting for me because I

1:07:49

get

1:07:49

to be like my

1:07:51

other side -- Yeah. -- a lot more of the

1:07:53

time now, which is really fun for me. And

1:07:55

it's like

1:07:56

a great escape for me

1:07:59

sometimes, like and just like being

1:08:01

able to connect with people in that

1:08:03

way, yeah, generally people I'm one of those people that go, oh,

1:08:05

you have rest resting bitch face. Like, you look like you don't

1:08:07

want to be bothered by people. You always look

1:08:09

angry and miserable. And

1:08:12

I'm like, I'm just minding my own business. I'm not doing anything, you

1:08:14

know. But I am not this, like,

1:08:16

bubbly, like,

1:08:18

bigger than life personality if you just met me in supermarket or the

1:08:20

gas station. You Sperm? you would never

1:08:22

know I'm the same person and

1:08:25

I also really enjoy

1:08:27

that part of it. because

1:08:28

I just get to be this

1:08:30

free person most of my time now and interacting

1:08:32

with

1:08:33

fans in that

1:08:35

way is really like berating for me, so

1:08:37

I appreciate that aspect of it. Yeah. That makes sense. That's interesting too.

1:08:39

You know, that

1:08:42

really works because you're getting to express that part of you Sperm you

1:08:44

don't feel comfortable or whatever the reason is that

1:08:46

you're not putting it there in your

1:08:49

regular life. You do have that part of you in there

1:08:51

and you're getting to, quote unquote, act it out.

1:08:53

Give out your only fans and I'm gonna

1:08:55

put it in. And I know that you

1:08:57

had an Instagram that, like, changed recently. So give out all that

1:09:00

information. I'll also put a link in the podcast episode. If

1:09:02

you're on YouTube, you're gonna have to go to the podcast

1:09:04

episode to find our links or

1:09:06

listen now and fucking write it down. So

1:09:08

I can't put

1:09:09

links over there. Give her info. Alright. Instagram is

1:09:12

at

1:09:12

in bed with

1:09:15

strangers dot official And only

1:09:17

fans is at Hot Life Life 869 Okay. So I'll

1:09:20

put your

1:09:24

Instagram information. The other thing is Casey writes for me. She writes

1:09:26

stories for me. She's also you also have books that you sell.

1:09:28

Why don't you give a shout out to

1:09:29

that? Like, you do have, like, a Radhika, you

1:09:32

write that. you wrote

1:09:34

stories for me,

1:09:34

for my episodes, which are fucking great because I tried, like, five

1:09:36

other people before you and

1:09:39

fired them all, and I

1:09:42

haven't fired you yet, which means that you're fucking

1:09:44

good. So there you go. Well, I I can relate to most of the stories that

1:09:46

we write. Well, yeah. What after are you talking about the foot pressure? Like,

1:09:48

that's be

1:09:51

the next topic. I didn't know. That's gonna be my next topic because you know

1:09:54

and you could get in the head of that guy.

1:09:56

So give your shout out about

1:09:58

that too so people

1:09:59

could because really

1:10:02

your books or your story? Yes. They are all true life

1:10:04

memoirs. So that's why I

1:10:05

say the only fans is

1:10:08

just like the

1:10:10

visual part that goes with the books. Now

1:10:12

it's all cohesive. Everything is

1:10:14

about me. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

1:10:16

I was talking about that info. They

1:10:18

you on app they can find you on Amazon. Right?

1:10:20

And you're -- Yes. Or if

1:10:22

you

1:10:23

go to my Instagram and click

1:10:25

on my bio, my link trees

1:10:27

in there with everything you could need to know about me.

1:10:29

All the books are in there, but the books are the first one is in

1:10:31

bed with strangers swinging

1:10:34

my way to self

1:10:36

discovery. The second is Scarlet swings

1:10:38

higher, and the third is Scarlet surrenders. But you can find all of

1:10:40

them through my

1:10:43

Instagram page that easiest way probably. But

1:10:45

Scarlet is you. That yeah. That's like my screen name

1:10:48

--

1:10:48

Right. -- you know

1:10:50

-- Mhmm. --

1:10:51

in the book. So Yeah.

1:10:53

That's awesome. So if they wanna get,

1:10:55

you know, hear these stories, all your stories, they could also listen to your episodes that I had here,

1:10:58

five twenty seven,

1:11:00

and five forty eight, you give your backstory there, but they

1:11:02

could read with way more detail all of your books and

1:11:05

then go join

1:11:07

your only fans all of your links will

1:11:09

be in the description. Casey, I can't have you, like, as a permanent picture on my app

1:11:12

on my podcast,

1:11:15

but I will definitely have you back out. Every time

1:11:18

I talk to you, add another fucking thing. And I'm like, what? Like, foot fetishes people and, you

1:11:20

know, your husband

1:11:23

with a puking. I mean, come on. There's just too much always.

1:11:25

And I feel like I just went all over the

1:11:27

place and didn't just stick to the jiff

1:11:30

the jiff thing. We never stay on

1:11:32

track ever. I can't. That's just the way

1:11:34

I go. I, you know, and that's fine because I think that there's so there's so much more in

1:11:36

this episode than just that,

1:11:38

which I think is great. Thank

1:11:42

you so much. It's always a pleasure. Yeah.

1:11:44

That's great. Thanks, Casey.

1:11:46

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