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When you go camping, the only thing
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is a zipper. Sure, nylon
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the elements, but really, all
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you've done is isolate yourself.
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Back in 1976, 200 years
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after our nation's founding, an
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avid bicyclist along with
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his wife and his friends created
4:11
a nationwide event called Bike
4:14
Centennial 76. Enthusiastic
4:18
bikers could travel over 4,200 miles
4:21
from coast to coast, passing
4:23
through 10 different states and admiring
4:26
many beautiful parks, forests,
4:28
and small towns along the way.
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The first year was a success, with
4:35
thousands of participants getting to experience
4:37
the beauty of the United States firsthand.
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It's romantic in a way. Nothing
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but open roads ahead of you as
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you explore the country with new
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found, sure to be lifelong
4:51
travel companions. The
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following summer, 19-year-old
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Terri Jentz was eager to have
4:58
such an adventure. A group
5:00
of her fellow Yale classmates
5:02
decided to put a group together, but
5:05
ultimately, only one friend followed
5:08
through to join her. Terri
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met Avra Goldman on her very
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first day of school, and
5:15
they lived one room apart on the same
5:17
floor of their campus living quarters. They
5:21
had become fast friends despite the fact that Avra
5:23
was the bubbly, optimistic yin
5:26
to Terri's more introverted, cynical
5:29
yang. Terri
5:31
had done a lot of research in the months leading up
5:33
to their big trip. During
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that time, she and Avra purchased top-of-the-line,
5:38
ultra-like 10-speed bicycles,
5:41
along with matching gear, and
5:43
everything else they would need for cycling, camping,
5:47
and living on the road for the next 80 days.
5:50
Based on other information they gathered
5:53
about wind patterns and the steepness
5:55
of the route, Terri and
5:57
Avra learned it was easier
5:59
to travel.
7:34
lurking
8:00
nearby. They move
8:02
away, but see him again and
8:04
he makes a lewd gesture, spraying
8:08
beer from a can like it's his penis.
8:12
As Terry and Avra set up their tent,
8:15
they make a potentially life-saving decision.
8:18
They decide to situate the tent in
8:21
the reverse direction. In
8:24
other words, the zipper entrance
8:26
isn't facing forward like other tents.
8:30
You have to walk around back to
8:32
get in.
8:34
Later that night, their premonitions
8:36
come to life
8:38
as the wall of their tent begins
8:41
to shake. There
8:43
are handprints shuffling around
8:45
for the entrance, which is mercifully
8:49
on the opposite side.
8:51
Avra shouts, leave us alone,
8:54
and the hands pull away.
8:57
The next moments seem critical as
8:59
they stare at the nylon, essentially
9:02
trapped inside. Will
9:05
he return again? Tired
9:07
and sore, they eventually drift back
9:10
off to sleep with no further
9:12
incident. As Terry
9:14
and Avra were nearing the end of
9:16
their first week biking across the country,
9:19
they seem to forget the most important lesson
9:21
from that night a month prior.
9:24
When you camp for the night, surround yourself
9:27
with people. If there
9:29
weren't several other campers in their immediate
9:32
vicinity,
9:33
who knows if Avra's demand to
9:35
be left alone would have actually
9:37
stopped their harasser. On
9:40
the seventh day of their trip,
9:43
June 22, 1977, several decisions were made that would
9:45
bring
9:48
their anticipated months-long journey
9:51
to an abrupt and terrifying
9:54
end. Over the past week,
9:56
Terry and Avra had begun socializing
9:58
with a married couple, a that were also
10:00
riding the Bikes Centennial Trail.
10:04
This married couple were far more experienced
10:06
cyclists, so even
10:08
though they had all been riding together
10:10
at the same pace,
10:12
it was clear that Terry
10:14
and Ava were holding them back.
10:18
On the seventh day, the group
10:20
parted ways. The married
10:22
couple would proceed 20 miles
10:24
to the next town over while Terry and
10:26
Ava would ride a shorter distance
10:29
of 16 miles and stay
10:31
at an overnight campground within a place
10:33
called
10:34
Cline Falls State Park.
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But once Terry and Ava arrived at
10:40
their destination, they
10:42
discovered
10:44
that their Bikes Centennial Guide Book had
10:46
led them astray.
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The campground within Cline Falls State
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Park was for day use
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only.
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The book said they could camp for
10:56
the night. There was still plenty
10:58
of daylight left,
11:00
and sure they could bike over to the
11:02
next town, but
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to what end?
11:05
Meet back up with the same couple they just
11:07
agreed to separate from?
11:09
That would be awkward. Terry
11:11
wanted to stay the night at Cline Falls even though
11:13
they weren't technically allowed to,
11:16
and Ava, exhausted and tired
11:19
of arguing about it,
11:20
reluctantly agreed.
11:23
Even by the day use campground,
11:26
the lush landscapes of Oregon were nowhere
11:28
to be seen. The green
11:31
was replaced by desert brown,
11:34
and even though there were picnic tables
11:37
and groups of people enjoying the river, the
11:40
place had an eerie feeling that
11:43
neither of them could shake.
11:46
They said out loud
11:47
and agreed with one another that
11:49
it seemed like they were being
11:52
watched.
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Just to be safe, they used the same
11:56
strategy they had in Connecticut. They
11:59
set up their tent.
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So the entrance was facing the opposite
12:02
of what you'd expect. And
12:05
as the sun eventually dipped down,
12:08
all the happy families and teenagers got
12:10
in their cars and drove away,
12:13
leaving Terry and Ava completely
12:17
alone. Well, not
12:20
completely alone. That
12:22
night, inside the safety of the
12:24
tent, if such a thing
12:26
exists, Terry quietly
12:29
slipped into her sleeping bag, trying
12:32
not to wake up Ava as she
12:34
put away her contact lenses and hoped
12:36
that tomorrow they'd
12:38
get things back on track.
12:41
But unfortunately for Terry,
12:44
the longest night
12:46
of her life was about
12:49
to begin.
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I know what's ahead. I could feel the
13:12
future.
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based on the award-winning novels by Isaac Asimov,
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Empire and our foundation
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headed for war. This
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foundation is a threat to my empire.
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13:34
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It's around 11.30pm on June 22nd, 1977. Well,
13:58
university sophomores Terry. Benson,
14:00
and Ava Goldman are sleeping in their
14:02
tent alongside the Deschutes
14:05
River in Cline Falls State
14:07
Park, Oregon.
14:10
In a split second, Terri
14:13
has been pinned to the ground
14:15
by a truck that has just
14:17
come barreling through their tent, tearing
14:20
the useless nylon to shreds.
14:24
Terri cannot move as the weight
14:26
of the vehicle breaks her right
14:29
arm, collarbone, and ribs.
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She doesn't know it, but her
14:35
right lung has also collapsed.
14:38
For a moment, she assumes she's been struck
14:41
by a drunk teenager, but the truck
14:44
isn't moving, and it's deathly
14:46
quiet. The silence
14:48
is struck by Ava's voice in the distance,
14:51
shouting, leave us alone,
14:53
in the same forceful manner
14:55
she had used in Connecticut.
14:59
Terri can't see it, but a
15:01
man with an axe stands
15:04
over Ava, chopping
15:07
at the back of her head multiple
15:11
times. Terri
15:13
can only hear the sickening thuds,
15:16
seven in all, and
15:19
wonder what terrible fate awaits
15:21
her next. Footsteps
15:24
approach her, and then
15:26
the truck that's
15:29
been holding Terri down starts backing
15:31
up, unpinning her for
15:33
the moment. Her entire body
15:36
reacts with immense relief,
15:39
but the moment is fleeting.
15:43
Sharp pains pummel her again
15:45
and again as the man now hacks
15:47
at her head and face
15:50
with the heavy blade. Terri
15:53
defensively throws up her
15:56
arm, which receives large
15:58
lacerations. As
16:00
does her palm and
16:03
fingers. As Terry
16:05
slips further and further into
16:07
her impending death, the
16:10
man suddenly stops.
16:14
Rather than driving away, the
16:16
man has only moved his truck forward
16:18
a short distance, as if he's
16:21
reconsidering what he should do next. As
16:24
the man slowly re-approaches,
16:26
Terry reflects
16:28
on her very own. Terry's short life, determined
16:33
to survive. With
16:35
all of the will and strength she
16:37
has left, Terry opens
16:40
her eyes to see the man's torso.
16:43
A plaid shirt perfectly tucked into
16:46
his jeans, with cowboy
16:48
boots now straddling her on
16:50
either side. Terry
16:53
cannot see his face, but
16:56
she does see his two-handed grip
16:59
on a bloody axe. The
17:01
man is very still, and
17:04
he slowly hovers the blade over Terry's
17:06
heart, like a golfer lining
17:09
up for the perfect shot. Somehow,
17:13
Terry is able to bring her hand
17:15
to her chest, holding
17:18
on to the blade. Please
17:22
leave us alone, she says,
17:25
barely able to speak. Take
17:28
anything,
17:29
just leave us alone. The
17:32
man
17:33
quietly considers her.
17:36
For whatever reason,
17:39
the mysterious cowboy has shown Terry
17:42
mercy
17:43
and driven away. Maybe
17:45
he just assumes she will die
17:48
on her own. But after
17:50
a few moments of laying in
17:53
a pool of her own blood, Terry
17:55
becomes aware
17:57
of painful moaning sounds.
18:00
nearby. All
18:02
of this time, Terri has been in her
18:05
sleeping bag.
18:06
Despite her life-threatening injuries, she's
18:09
able to slide out and crawl her way
18:11
to the river's edge, where
18:13
her friend Avra is
18:16
wailing in agony. Up
18:18
close, Terri is shocked to see that Avra
18:21
resembles a porcelain doll,
18:24
with one large crack exposing
18:26
bone and brain at the
18:29
back of her head. Terri
18:31
is certain that Avra will die
18:33
if she doesn't act quickly. Terri
18:36
manages to get both of her contacts
18:38
back in and move toward her bicycle,
18:42
but she quickly realizes how much of
18:44
her body is actually broken.
18:48
Riding out of here will be impossible.
18:51
Moments from a truck appear
18:53
in the distance slowly approaching, Terri
18:57
weighs the two options. This
18:59
is either their attacker returning to finish
19:02
the job, or an angel
19:04
who will save them from this
19:07
desolate place. Armed
19:09
with only a flashlight, Terri limps toward
19:12
her potential doom. When
19:15
the truck finally stopped,
19:18
Terri could see the driver and
19:21
passenger. A young couple.
19:24
The two teens were driving into the park
19:26
to talk about their recent breakup when
19:29
a blood-soaked woman ran up to
19:31
their window saying she'd been
19:33
hatcheted up. The
19:36
teens wanted to take her to the hospital,
19:38
but with the adrenaline still pumping through
19:41
her, Terri insisted. They
19:43
first needed to load up their truck with all their
19:46
biking and camping gear. Dying
19:49
Avra was then carefully placed
19:51
into the front of the truck moaning sporadically
19:55
until they finally made it to
19:57
St. Charles Hospital.
23:59
didn't want to talk about it,
24:02
and couldn't remember the details anyway.
24:05
Somehow Terri had never slipped into
24:08
drug and alcohol abuse, but coming
24:10
to terms with how much this event
24:13
had impacted her life, it
24:15
was warping her personality in ways that disturbed
24:18
her. There were still so many
24:20
unanswered questions about that night, until
24:23
Terri began wondering if
24:26
digging for those answers herself
24:28
might help heal her troubled
24:31
mind.
24:32
In the earliest days of her quest, she
24:34
was given access to the very
24:37
thin 30-page police
24:39
file that represented her case. She
24:42
learned about some of the potential people of interest
24:45
back in 1977, including several criminals
24:48
who had attacked hitchhikers at separate times
24:51
in the area. Someone
24:54
else had reported seeing Washington license
24:56
plates on a red truck that
24:58
night,
24:59
so a connection was made
25:01
to an unsolved dismemberment case
25:03
from out of state.
25:05
No potential suspects were ever
25:07
interrogated.
25:09
Terri also discovered information about
25:11
an aspect of her case that never
25:14
seemed quite right.
25:16
Several years after her attack, Terri
25:19
had been told that someone had confessed to
25:21
the Klein Falls crime,
25:23
but that a polygraph test had suggested
25:26
he was lying
25:27
about the confession.
25:29
Back then, Terri never heard anything
25:32
further from detectives,
25:34
but now she was learning that a man
25:36
named Bud Godwin had been
25:38
arrested for molesting his daughter
25:41
while on probation
25:43
for sodomizing his five-year-old
25:45
niece. Hell of a guy.
25:48
A small skull had been found in
25:51
his trailer, which he was using
25:53
as a candle holder.
25:56
Now behind bars, Godwin was
25:58
claiming that he saw a man who had been arrested for a
25:59
He stalked a cousin to Cline
26:02
Falls that night, and that he
26:04
was attacking her.
26:07
But instead, he had attacked Terry
26:10
and Avra. The story of
26:12
mistaken identity didn't
26:14
make much sense to Terry,
26:17
nor did the fact that Godwin was only
26:19
five-six,
26:20
and was in no way like the meticulous
26:23
handsome cowboy that Terry
26:25
remembered. Her detective
26:28
work ultimately revealed that Godwin was
26:30
lying about multiple confessions,
26:33
playing the political game that prisoners
26:36
often do. And
26:38
there was yet another roadblock.
26:41
Even if Terry could somehow retroactively
26:44
prove that any person was
26:46
involved with their attack,
26:49
the statute of limitations had long
26:51
since run out. As
26:54
the case was simply an attempted
26:56
murder, they could only prosecute
26:59
the crime for three years.
27:02
Terry and Avra had lived through
27:04
their horrifying encounter, but
27:07
they would have to live with the fact that their attempted
27:09
killer
27:11
would always be free.
27:14
Over many more trips to Oregon,
27:17
and many more interviews with locals and
27:19
authorities personally conducted by
27:22
Terry,
27:23
one name continued popping
27:26
up. Dick Dam.
27:30
And no, I did not make that
27:32
name up.
27:34
Dick was seventeen
27:37
back in 1977, and
27:40
had been charged with the assault of
27:42
his girlfriend two days after
27:44
the Cline Falls attack. But
27:47
because he was a juvenile, he was
27:50
never technically arrested.
27:52
Terry spoke at length with Dick's former
27:55
high school girlfriend, and learned through her
27:57
that Dick not only owned an axe,
27:59
with the initials DD
28:02
personally, carved into it. But
28:05
the toolbox he kept the
28:07
axe in seemed to have disappeared
28:11
after the attack. Dick
28:13
and his girlfriend who lived along the back
28:16
road that entered the park had
28:18
gotten into a fight the same
28:20
night Terry and Ava were camped
28:22
out.
28:24
Terry surmised that after an intense
28:26
night of arguing,
28:28
Dick drove off and then
28:30
took his anger out on two random
28:32
campers.
28:34
When that hadn't satisfied him, he
28:37
returned to his girlfriend
28:39
drunk on vodka the
28:41
next day and attempted to drown
28:43
her. While Dick was never
28:45
officially connected to the Klein
28:47
Falls attack,
28:49
many people in town just quietly
28:51
assumed Dick had done it. And
28:53
somehow gotten away with it.
28:55
Rumors of Dick Dam
28:58
the Hatchet Man
28:59
persisted over the years. And
29:02
while Dick always denied his involvement,
29:05
he also seemed both obsessed with and
29:08
haunted by his dangerous
29:10
reputation. Three
29:12
years into Terry's investigation,
29:15
Edward had finally reached her elusive
29:18
suspect.
29:19
Dick was willing to take a polygraph
29:21
in order to clear his name, and
29:24
the results suggested that Dick was
29:26
innocent.
29:28
However, Dick had also tested
29:30
positive for muscle relaxants and
29:33
alcohol prior to the test,
29:35
so
29:37
the result was deemed inconclusive.
29:40
During a second polygraph, Dick became
29:42
extremely emotional during
29:45
questioning. And the answers
29:47
he provided suggested he was being
29:49
highly deceptive. It
29:52
was once again determined Dick had
29:54
drugs in his system, and so
29:57
at his request, a third polygraph
30:00
was scheduled. When
30:02
the day finally arrived, Dick never
30:04
showed up, and later threatened
30:07
violence if anyone ever bothered him about
30:09
it again.
30:11
In the fall of 1996, four
30:13
years into Terry's attempts to positively
30:16
identify her axe attacker,
30:18
Dick Dam was arrested
30:21
for an entirely different
30:23
matter. He was charged
30:25
with kidnapping, unlawful
30:27
use of a dangerous weapon, and coercion.
30:31
Dick, you see, was
30:34
intoxicated again during a
30:37
hunting trip. And
30:39
after firing some rounds from
30:41
his .357 revolver, he
30:44
pointed the gun at the stomach
30:46
of his 18-year-old hunting partner
30:49
and ordered him to drive him somewhere
30:51
else.
30:53
The car was stopped and he was arrested
30:56
without incident.
30:58
In the summer of 1997, Richard
31:00
Dick Dam
31:02
was found not guilty of kidnapping,
31:05
but
31:05
guilty of the firearm and coercion
31:08
charges.
31:10
It had been 20 years since Terry survived
31:12
the infamous Cline Falls axe attack,
31:15
and in that time, she had gathered
31:17
enough information to be absolutely
31:20
certain
31:21
that Dick had been the attractive,
31:24
meticulous cowboy who
31:26
tried to kill her and her friend
31:28
that night. While
31:31
he was going to jail for a completely
31:33
different crime,
31:35
these would be Dick's first felony
31:38
convictions.
31:39
For the first time, the
31:41
world would have legal proof
31:43
that Dick was a violent
31:46
and dangerous man.
31:48
Terry was present for
31:50
and overjoyed at
31:52
the sentencing. Five
31:55
years in state prison
31:57
with two years of probation. to
32:00
follow. Terry hoped
32:02
that by tearing at the stitches
32:05
of her old wounds, she
32:08
could actually heal herself.
32:11
In the process of diligently following
32:14
up with every possible source,
32:17
the way state police had not, Terry
32:20
discovered that she and Avra were
32:22
not the only people who suffered because
32:26
of that night. When entire
32:28
town had been longing for the truth
32:30
and
32:31
by reconnecting with every single person
32:34
who had somehow been
32:35
connected to this case,
32:38
Terry
32:40
was able to help many others
32:42
move on as well.
32:45
In the years after the
32:47
attack, Terry's friend Avra
32:49
got married, had children, and
32:52
became a doctor. She
32:54
and Terry still remained
32:57
estranged, but
32:59
by the time they saw each other at
33:01
a Yale 25th year reunion
33:04
in 2004,
33:06
Terry no longer felt
33:08
the compulsive need to sit Avra
33:10
down and force her to
33:13
remember. By then, Terry
33:16
had also been instrumental in
33:18
the passing of Oregon Senate
33:20
Bill 614,
33:22
which meant that going forward, attempted
33:25
murders
33:26
could be prosecuted after any
33:28
period of time,
33:31
not just three years. Which
33:33
if you ask me, was ridiculous
33:36
to begin with. Finally,
33:38
in 2006, Terry's fantastic
33:41
memoir about these events, Strange
33:45
Peace of Paradise, was
33:47
published. It was the
33:49
main source for today's episode
33:52
and a beautifully written, painstakingly
33:55
detailed account of everything she
33:57
personally experienced. There
34:00
are so many more incredible
34:03
details, more than we could
34:05
possibly fit into a 35-minute podcast.
34:09
I highly suggest picking up a copy
34:11
and taking it on your next summer road
34:13
trip. But before
34:16
you put out the campfire and zip
34:18
up for the night, all cozy
34:21
in your flannies, remember
34:23
that out in the woods, dangerous
34:27
animals come in
34:29
all shapes
34:30
and all sizes.
34:35
If you enjoyed the show, please consider
34:38
joining PLUS at swordandscale.com
34:42
slash plus. But if you
34:44
can't, consider leaving us a positive
34:46
review on your preferred listening
34:49
platform. Sweet dreams
34:52
and good night.
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