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Ted Audio Collective. Hey
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listeners, it's Ted Health and I'm Dr.
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Shoshana Ungerleiter. In a
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world fixated on prolonging life,
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we often overlook the profound journey
0:22
of its final chapter. In
0:25
her TEDx New Castle talk, palliative
0:27
care physician Dr. Catherine Mannix
0:30
invites us all into a
0:32
crucial conversation about life, death,
0:36
and the poignant moments in between. Blending
0:39
empathy with expertise, she
0:42
explains how modern medicine has helped
0:44
us and failed us when
0:47
it comes to confronting death, and
0:49
she offers insights that reconnect us
0:51
with a long-lost wisdom. Then
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join me after the talk for
0:57
my own personal story of
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how one patient's death changed my
1:01
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beings are
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the only animals capable of
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contemplating their own mortality.
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And they've been doing that for
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thousands of years. And
3:04
yet somehow in the
3:06
very recent past, we
3:08
have lost the practical wisdom
3:11
of what happens as people die.
3:16
I think that that's a problem. And
3:19
if you agree with me that it is a problem, then
3:22
we have to work out what we're
3:24
going to do about it. When
3:27
she was in her mid 20s
3:29
in the 1920s, my
3:31
grandmother was already deeply
3:34
familiar with the sequence of events that
3:36
happened to a human person as they were coming
3:38
to the end of their life. And
3:41
that's because as a woman, and it
3:43
was usually women's work, she was doing
3:46
what women had done for centuries. Looking
3:49
after people at the very end of their life
3:52
in their own beds, in their own homes,
3:54
supported by their own people. Because
3:57
hospital had nothing to offer once
3:59
a person dies. was so sick
4:01
that their death was imminent. And
4:05
yet, when I reached my mid-20s in
4:07
the 1980s, I
4:11
had none of her wisdom and
4:14
understanding and knowledge of dying. And that
4:16
was even though I'd just finished five
4:18
years at medical school. As
4:21
a newly qualified doctor, I'd spent five
4:23
years being trained to stop people
4:26
from dying. And
4:29
actually, if a death happened, it
4:32
was a thing that was seen as a medical
4:34
disaster. It was a thing that was
4:36
embarrassing. It was a thing of which we do
4:38
not speak. Why
4:43
the difference? And why within
4:46
just a couple of generations? Well,
4:49
think about what happened to medicine over the course
4:51
of the 20th century. It
4:54
was not worth going to hospital when you
4:56
were dying in the 1920s. But
4:59
by the 1960s, 70s, 80s, and onwards, think
5:03
of the fantastic progress that had
5:06
been made. So that people who
5:08
were so sick that they might
5:10
die, of course we took them
5:12
to hospital. Because there were antibiotics.
5:14
There were really clever anesthetics that
5:16
allowed surgeons to spend a long
5:19
time unpicking things during operations. There
5:21
were new and very sophisticated treatments
5:23
for cancers, for heart failure, for
5:25
kidney failure. There were intensive care
5:27
units. There was transplantation
5:29
of organs, some of that pioneered in
5:31
this very city. Medical
5:34
progress was astonishing. Taking
5:37
dying people to hospital very often
5:39
saved their lives. And that is
5:41
fantastic. And
5:47
yet, by taking dying people out of
5:49
home and putting them in hospital, we
5:52
changed our understanding of
5:55
the process. We
5:57
lost our ownership of the process
6:00
leave it to healthcare and
6:02
we forgot what dying looked
6:04
like. So
6:08
having been qualified for just over four
6:10
years, I find myself in
6:12
a new job. Having originally
6:14
intended a career in cancer medicine, I've
6:17
spent the last four years choosing to
6:19
train in the places where the most
6:21
sick people were. And
6:24
then I realized that actually what was really interesting
6:26
to me was the
6:29
detective journey of symptom management
6:31
and the emotional integration
6:34
of feeling well enough to live a little
6:36
bit during the very end of life. And
6:38
I went to work in a hospice. But
6:42
I'd been working in a big teaching hospital,
6:44
I'd learned a lot of medicine, I'd seen
6:46
a lot of dying. We
6:49
had a patient in the hospice. She
6:53
was a memorable woman for many reasons.
6:55
She had been a member
6:57
of the French resistance during
6:59
the second world war. She'd
7:01
married a British airman, she'd come to
7:04
live in England. She'd never lost
7:06
her French accent. She
7:09
had a cloud of
7:12
glorious white hair like a halo.
7:14
She had piercing brown eyes, the
7:16
kind of gaze that you feel
7:18
a person can see your soul.
7:21
She was self-contained, she was a
7:24
little bit aloof. In fact, she
7:26
was a little bit scary. One
7:29
day she told the nurse who was looking after her
7:32
that she was terrified of dying in agony.
7:36
Because if she were to die in agony, she
7:38
might despair in God. And if
7:40
she were to despair in God, as
7:42
a French Roman Catholic, her belief was
7:45
that that would be a mortal sin, so
7:48
she would not be able to go to heaven. And
7:50
heaven was the place she knew
7:52
her husband was waiting for her. This
7:55
was a profound existential
7:57
distress. And
7:59
my body was said, well, we need to go and
8:01
talk to her. You should come. You'll find this interesting.
8:05
I was 26. Do you remember 26? It's
8:08
that kind of age, the last age when you know that you
8:10
know everything. So
8:13
I went along wondering what I might learn, because I
8:15
thought I was quite good at pain control. That
8:19
conversation changed
8:21
my life. It
8:23
changed my career. And
8:26
it's brought me here. Sitting
8:28
on her bed with me on a little
8:31
hoodstool so I can see him and her
8:33
and the nurse sitting on the chair, he
8:36
said to her, I'm concerned
8:38
that you've got worries about
8:40
what might happen if you're dying. And she said,
8:42
yes. She knew him well. She trusted him. And
8:45
he said, I'm sorry to hear that. And I wondered whether
8:48
it might help you if
8:50
I described to you what usually happens as
8:52
a person is dying. And
8:55
I'm sitting on the stool of all knowledge thinking, well,
8:57
you can't tell her that. Because
9:00
I've seen lots of dying. And I know they're all different. And
9:05
she said, yes, please. And he said, well, I'll describe
9:07
what we usually see. And if it gets too much,
9:09
you tell me. Promise I'll
9:11
stop. The
9:14
thing that's really interesting, Sabine, is
9:17
that as people are dying, it doesn't really matter
9:19
what the illness is that they're dying from. The
9:22
pattern of events is very similar.
9:25
We see people becoming more and more tired.
9:28
It's harder and harder for them to find the
9:30
energy to do things. In
9:33
fact, they recharge their energy not so
9:35
much by eating and drinking, but by sleeping.
9:39
And as time goes by, what we see is that
9:41
people sleep more. And they're awake
9:43
less. And if they want to do
9:45
something important, they should take a snooze before it.
9:50
She nodded. And she got hold of his hand. As
9:54
time goes by, he said, we see people
9:56
are asleep for longer, they're awake for shorter.
10:00
something interesting we notice that they don't is,
10:02
maybe it's medicine time or there's a visitor,
10:04
we need to waken them. For
10:07
a period, we can't waken them. They're
10:10
not just asleep, they're
10:12
actually unconscious. And
10:14
when they waken, they tell us they've had
10:16
a lovely sleep. It turns out that human
10:18
beings don't recognize when we
10:20
become unconscious. And
10:24
so at the very end of somebody's life,
10:26
they're not just asleep,
10:28
they're actually deeply unconscious. And when the
10:30
brain is unconscious, the only part of
10:32
it that's still working is
10:35
the part that's working their breathing. By
10:37
now, she is sitting right up in bed.
10:40
She's got hold of one of his hands
10:42
and she's stroking it. She's
10:44
nodding at everything he says.
10:47
And in the meanwhile, I'm sitting on my
10:49
stool, horrified that he
10:51
seems to be describing dying to
10:54
a dying person. And that feels
10:56
to me to be really not
10:58
very okay. But
11:01
she is mesmerized. By
11:04
the time the brain is deeply unconscious, he's
11:06
saying to her now, the only bit that's
11:08
still working is the bit that drives the
11:10
breathing. And so breathing cycles
11:13
we don't normally see start
11:16
to happen, reflex, automatic breathing,
11:18
cycles from very deep breaths,
11:21
becoming shallower and shallower, and then going back
11:23
to the beginning again. Cycles
11:25
of fast breathing that gradually
11:27
become slower, maybe with
11:29
pauses, and then back
11:31
to the beginning again. The person can't
11:33
feel their throat. They don't notice if
11:36
they breathe out through their voice box.
11:38
Making a noise, families might think that
11:40
they're sighing or groaning or uncomfortable will
11:43
always check. And it's
11:45
part of this reflex breathing. Saliva
11:49
or mouth cleaning fluid won't irritate
11:51
their throat. It won't make them
11:53
cough or swallow. They Just
11:55
lie there with a little pool of fluid sometimes at
11:57
the back of their throat. It's not in the way.
12:00
Air is moving isn't as if their
12:02
lungs and it bottles through that little
12:04
ceylon. the fluid that families can mistakes
12:07
that for training old so kings and
12:09
one of the things that will disappear
12:11
if your nieces and nephews are here
12:13
is we will make sure we explain
12:16
to them. Was is happening
12:18
to you. She
12:22
stressing his hands she's not saying
12:24
she is absolutely teaching and everything
12:26
that he says. And
12:30
then he says and I think oh my
12:32
goodness. He's going to the last breath. And
12:36
then during, easily one of those
12:38
faces of slow freezing. They'll
12:41
be a breath out. That.
12:45
Just isn't Followed by another press
12:47
in. There is nothing
12:50
special about The Last Breath. It
12:52
so not like on the television.
12:55
Or in cinema. There's. No
12:57
rush of pain at the end. this
12:59
know sudden panic. There's no ceiling of
13:01
saving away. Sometimes we who work him
13:03
how he sipped have a my subsequently.
13:05
Delivered discovered this to be true
13:08
sometimes. We will walk into. The room
13:10
where family has been around. A
13:12
person who is in the act is
13:14
dying and will realize the person has
13:17
stopped breathing. And the
13:19
family hasn't noticed yet because
13:21
the Hollywood Sinhalese that they're
13:24
waiting for hasn't happened. She
13:32
got hold of both says his hands.
13:35
She. Shook them in has and then
13:37
she pulled his hands to have
13:39
space and she says them. And
13:44
then see sense to eyes. She
13:46
laid back on her pillows. I'm
13:49
just watched, relax, And
13:52
in her own inadmissible.
13:54
Until this way, she told us that we
13:56
were no longer required. A
14:01
my boss at me are you okay
14:04
I said yes and. The went to
14:06
the kitchens, blow my nose and dry
14:08
my eyes and sync up for. Tends.
14:13
To choose ideas exploding in
14:15
my brain that the same
14:17
time one is. How
14:20
have I never noticed that? That
14:24
says and he just explained
14:26
I have seen. Hundreds
14:28
of times but I was the most
14:31
junior doctor. It was my job to
14:33
stop the person dying remember So I
14:35
was so busy worrying about this process.
14:37
Oxygen levels on that person's polson, this
14:40
person's kidney function that it is come
14:42
back. And see that this
14:44
person. Going on here. We.
14:47
Can describe the process of ordinary
14:50
human delaying and it's as much
14:52
a process as the process is
14:54
giving. First is it has saved
14:56
his. We can recognize them, we
14:59
can pace ourselves, we can work
15:01
out where we are in it.
15:05
But. Even more fascinating.
15:08
Was that realization from what's
15:10
things have been? Swinson. That
15:13
we can describe ordinary
15:16
tying to with dying
15:18
person. And
15:20
it's signs, the lights of understanding
15:22
of information into that dark place
15:25
where all S. C is and
15:27
imagine a similar. At place. I've
15:32
gone on in my career and potty sucker
15:34
for have that conversation. Thousands of
15:36
times cancer signs I always have
15:38
to stop. I've
15:41
never. Been. Stuffed. But
15:44
what happens at the end? Is
15:47
that relaxation? that moment? Of.
15:50
Well that isn't what I was expecting. Followed
15:53
old and almost immediately by: Can you Tell
15:55
My Family That? Can You Tell My wife,
15:57
My husband, My kids? My. Parents. That's
16:00
not what we were expecting. I'm I
16:03
think we can do that. For
16:07
losing the with them. Really?
16:09
Messes. And we
16:11
can't leave it see palliative care
16:13
people or even medical people to
16:16
reclaim that last western one. Somebody
16:18
at a. Time. This is
16:20
a massive social public health
16:22
issue. And
16:24
I invite everybody his listening. To
16:27
step up. The reason
16:30
my grandmother understood about dying wish
16:32
that she'd seen it alongside people
16:34
he knew it to described her
16:36
as the process was happening, what
16:39
she was seeing so that she
16:41
would understand. And not be afraid.
16:44
And it requires all of us who
16:47
are mortals. All. Of
16:49
us who love other
16:51
immortals to step up
16:53
to say enough. says.
16:55
Is not a medical? defend
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his the Socialists and it's
17:00
a deeply personal events. And
17:03
we can understand that. we can
17:05
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19:14
day I was still green for
19:16
medical school when I met a
19:19
peace since in the emergency. Room
19:21
We're going to call him
19:23
Mr. Jones. He
19:25
was an older man who'd been
19:28
a university professor, and he had
19:30
a life story that could sell
19:33
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19:35
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19:37
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19:39
had lung cancer. His
19:41
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19:44
nearby and I knew they were
19:46
all really scared. Heat.
19:48
Arrived in the emergency room with
19:50
severe shortness of breath. This.
19:53
Left him. Unable to
19:55
walk even short distances. So.
19:58
i looked at his labs and a suspect I
20:01
noticed that fluid had built up in
20:03
his lungs, which was a grim sign
20:06
for someone with his kind of cancer.
20:09
Mr. Jones was a kind man.
20:12
As we talked about his symptoms, this
20:15
really beautiful rapport developed between
20:17
us. I explained to
20:20
him that his condition had
20:22
gotten worse and that we
20:24
could make him feel better temporarily by
20:26
keeping him in the hospital. But
20:29
it was clear to me, his
20:31
cancer had advanced. I
20:34
took a step beyond the usual conversations
20:36
that I had with patients that night
20:39
and I ventured into some more personal
20:41
territory. I asked
20:43
him about his understanding of his
20:45
diagnosis and what he
20:47
envisioned for his future. Peers
20:51
started welling up in his eyes. He
20:54
said, I've had an incredible
20:57
life, a loving
20:59
family, and all I want is
21:01
to be at home with them. This
21:04
plea was simple but profound.
21:08
Can I please go home? All
21:10
I want is to be at home. And
21:13
as I talked to him, I realized
21:15
something crucial was missing from my medical
21:17
education. Sure, I
21:19
could read a chart, diagnose a disease,
21:22
but what about understanding Mr.
21:24
Jones, the person? He
21:27
wasn't just a case study. He was
21:29
a father, a husband, a
21:32
teacher. This
21:34
hit me hard. How
21:37
had I, and perhaps the medical
21:40
field in general, overlooked
21:42
this simple but profound
21:44
desire? This realization
21:46
for me was a gut pinch.
21:49
We're trained to fight diseases,
21:51
but sometimes the fight isn't
21:54
always what the patient wants.
21:57
Mr. Jones wanted to spend his final days
21:59
in peace. a home
22:01
not in the sterile environment of
22:04
a hospital room surrounded by strangers.
22:07
So with the help of a case manager
22:09
and a social worker, we were
22:11
able to get him home with
22:13
hospice care. And he passed away a
22:15
few days later in the place
22:18
that he loved most. As
22:21
I reflected on this experience, I
22:23
realized the importance of two key
22:25
elements in providing care that aligns
22:28
with patients' wishes. First,
22:31
having early conversations about their
22:34
hopes and values. It's
22:36
critical. It's about
22:38
understanding their life goals and not
22:40
just their medical needs. Second,
22:44
the role of palliative care
22:46
is invaluable. This care
22:48
goes beyond symptom management. It's
22:51
about nurturing the patient's mental,
22:53
their emotional, and spiritual
22:55
well-being, and recognizing
22:58
that extending life is
23:00
not the only priority. And
23:02
palliative care should ideally start at the
23:05
time of a diagnosis, years
23:07
upstream from the end of life. Patients
23:10
like Mr. Jones, who engage in
23:12
advanced care planning, meaning making
23:15
their wishes known around serious illness
23:17
and end of life, are
23:20
less likely to spend their last days in a
23:22
hospital or receive intensive care
23:24
that may not add value to their
23:26
remaining time. Palliative
23:28
care has consistently shown to improve
23:31
patients' quality of life, and in
23:33
some cases, early palliative
23:35
care can contribute to longer
23:38
lives. For
23:40
their families, being involved in these
23:42
kinds of discussions can also be
23:44
incredibly healing, reducing
23:47
emotional strain and uncertainty.
23:50
Unfortunately, there's a real lack of
23:52
training in medical school on how
23:54
to gently deliver bad news or
23:57
how to guide patients through end-of-life care.
24:00
According to the Journal of the American
24:02
Medical Association, nearly 70% of
24:05
doctors feel unprepared for these
24:08
conversations. My
24:10
experience caring for Mr. Jones
24:13
was a moment that reshaped
24:15
my entire approach to medicine.
24:19
I began to wonder, what
24:22
if our first question to patients wasn't
24:25
about their symptoms, but
24:27
about their lives? What
24:29
if we started with, what
24:31
matters most to you, instead
24:33
of, what's the matter with you?
24:37
I've come to believe that a
24:39
patient-centered approach isn't just beneficial, but
24:41
it's essential, especially
24:44
in end-of-life care. The
24:47
conversations we're not having, the
24:49
questions we're not asking, they're
24:51
not just oversights. They're
24:54
missed opportunities to provide care that
24:56
aligns with what our patients truly
24:59
need and want. But
25:02
here's the thing, it's not just
25:04
about changing how we talk to patients, it's
25:07
about changing how we view them. They're
25:10
not just bodies in beds, they're
25:13
people with stories, fears,
25:15
hopes, and dreams. Sometimes
25:18
our job isn't to extend their life at
25:20
all costs, but to make
25:22
their remaining time, however long
25:24
that may be, as meaningful as
25:26
possible. Mr.
25:28
Jones and so many patients since
25:30
then have taught me that
25:33
ensuring a good death is
25:35
as important as ensuring a good
25:37
life. Because at
25:39
the end of the day, how we
25:41
care for the dying says a lot
25:44
about how we care for the living. And
25:47
maybe, just maybe, in helping
25:49
our patients find peace in their final days,
25:52
we'll find a little more peace on our own. That's
26:00
it for today's episode. Thanks so much for listening. Ted
26:03
Health is a part of the TED Audio
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Collective. I'd love to
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hear your thoughts about the episode. Send
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ShoshanaMD. This
26:14
episode was produced by me and
26:17
Costanza Gallardo, edited by
26:19
Alejandra Salazar and fact-checked by
26:21
Vanessa Garcia-Woodworth. Special
26:24
thanks to Maria Lajas, Farrah
26:26
de Grunge, David Biello,
26:28
Daniela Valarezo, and Michelle
26:30
Quint. I'm Dr. Shoshana
26:32
Ungerleider, and I'll talk to you again next week.
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