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Your stories have
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been heartbreaking, but
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they have also been inspiring. It
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has been a humble privilege to hear them. I'm
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sure I speak for everyone when I say we
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all wish you very well. The
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message from Judge Evangelos Thomas to
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the victims of the Fakadi White
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Island eruption, those who
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suffered horrific injuries and the
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whānau of those who died.
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We know their stories well but for
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many the court trial was the first
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time we heard from the victims themselves.
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Since losing him it's
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always there. The
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morning that he left, he
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told me that he might have a feeling that
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something may happen. He
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went to work anyway. I
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know that's my son. I recognise his big
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puku. Ah
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gosh. It's
1:15
too much. But
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sometimes they were too unbearable
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to tell. Standing beside
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them, speaking for them, giving them
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comfort, a hug, a hand on
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the shoulder, words of encouragement was
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victim support worker Colleen Alice. Here
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she is speaking for the father
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of tour guide Hayden Marshall Inman.
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Every morning when I wake up I can
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see the White Island in the distance and
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wonder just where Hayden's body lies
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as he never came home thanks
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to the incompetence of those
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responsible for his recovery. And here
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she stands next to Beverly, the
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mother of Sydney man Chris Kozad
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who died. I was told on
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Christmas. I
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can't read it. Do you want me to leave?
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I can't read it. Since
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the disaster, my mood
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has been low and I've been frequently
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tearful. I
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constantly feel empty as if there is
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something missing. I'm Sharon
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Brett Kelly. Today on the detail,
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the crucial, often heartbreaking, sometimes
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dangerous role of victim support. In
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the 12 months to June 2023, this
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government funded organisation helped 48,677
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victims, a record. But
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their work is not just those few minutes
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captured of them in court. Sometimes
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they walk beside the victim for
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years. Today we meet
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Melissa Gordon. She's worked for victim support
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for over a decade on the front
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line and now in charge of the
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service to clients. So
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we're supporting victims of crime,
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suicide and traumatic events. So
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some of the more extreme cases
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obviously would be things like homicide.
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So in a homicide, we are involved
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right at the get go.
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So that could be at the scene.
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That could be alongside police. Sort
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of supporting them as well as the client
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while they're getting informed that their loved one
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has unfortunately been
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killed. It
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can go for years right through the criminal
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justice process, which includes a coronal
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process, which, you know, obviously, by
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the time you've gone through the criminal
3:35
justice system and moved on to the
3:37
coronal process, that could be a minimum
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of two years. It's not saying that
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we're speaking to the client every single
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day, sometimes not even every month, especially
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as that time goes on. But
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we are certainly involved when they
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need us or as
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the criminal justice system is rolling
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out, really. So are you saying
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that you get a very good view? a
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call very early on? Yes,
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so the majority of the referrals
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we receive are from police. We're
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not part of police but we are based
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mainly in police stations across the country.
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They would be one of our key partner
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agencies, stakeholders. We
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could get a call just after the incident
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has happened or
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we have other agencies that can
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refer like within courts there are
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court victim advisors, another key partner
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that we work alongside so we
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might get called in as someone's
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going through the court process. The
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likes of FICARDI, so I know that we had a team
4:40
of people on scene there and
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providing that at that point obviously
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it was a lot of support
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to witnesses and whanau of people
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that were affected and that support
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did continue right up until what
4:55
you saw in the media. So when you say
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victim support was on scene there,
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are you saying on the day
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that FICARDI White Island erupted, victim
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support was there? Yes,
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we were there as soon
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as we get the referral
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I guess which obviously we're in the
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police station so we are getting in
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a major event like that where we're
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in the police stations anyway so
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often we'll go along with them.
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So we will visit people
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wherever they need us to be
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pending safety obviously but it's not uncommon
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to be visiting people in hospital. Say
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in the case of a homicide, you
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get called what? Very soon
5:40
after the incident round about the
5:42
same time that the police are
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responding, victim support is
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getting that call to go
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and as you say support the police
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as well as the client. A
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lot of our support especially in that crisis
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point is really you're just being present, you're
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making sure that if it's not the person themselves
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but maybe one of their
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whānau members or support, you
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know, part of their sort of support network that might
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be present with them, is making
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sure that they understand what has
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just happened. Now that's sort of
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part of this psychological first
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aid. St John's do it,
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a lot of social services do, psychological first
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aid. You know, you've really
6:23
got to think, if you're going to get a knock
6:25
on your door and you've got a police officer standing
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there, a victim support person standing there and they've just
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told you that something terrible
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like a homicide has happened to
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your son, to your daughter, you
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know, what is it that you're going to want to know? What
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has happened to my loved one? Where is my
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loved one and what's going to happen next? But
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again, they're in a state of trauma, you
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know, they're in a huge state of shock.
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So it's making sure that that message is
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repeated as much as the person
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needs it to be repeated or it's passed
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on to a support person, a
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family member. Moving on from that,
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I guess it is, you know, providing information.
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So that could be the criminal
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justice system on
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grief in general. People
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say, you know, they feel like they're going crazy.
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So we play a role in actually saying,
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you know, it's actually really normal to feel
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the way you feel or think what
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you're thinking, have these experiences, whatever
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they might be. It's
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a normal reaction to an
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abnormal event. Yeah, people
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are surprised how it affects
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you so physically, you know, that's a
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level and degree of trauma. And
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what way, Melissa? I don't
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know, people do all sorts of
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different things. So some people can
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faint, some people don't cry at all.
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Some people could collapse, some people can
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get angry. The heart
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rate goes up cold, hot, silly
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bodily function. Some people need to run to
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the toilet, some people vomit. And
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then on from that, people start to get concerned
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because they might not. might be having flashbacks
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which of course if you've never
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had that experience that is going to be
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really troubling to you and it's affecting your sleep.
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If you've been through a traumatic event it's
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really normal to get flashbacks. If
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you were still getting flashbacks a little
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bit further down the track and there
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was a huge effect on your life
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then hey you might be starting to
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look at reaching out for more professional
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help. That's when we would look to
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find who could meet that person's need
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within the community or
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maybe through different funding avenues. Who
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actually gets the support? I mean you
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say the role has changed and it's
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kind of a much tougher role but
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are there guidelines for who is
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actually eligible for this
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support? It is great.
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However if you're a victim of
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crime and people
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can define that in all sorts of interesting
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ways but I guess we work in
8:58
line with the Victims Rights Act. If
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you were a victim of a crime under the Victims
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Rights Act then we would support you. That's
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not saying if you
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were maybe slightly outside of that we
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wouldn't. If you're a victim
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of suicide so when I say victim you
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know if you're a witness, a
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whanau member, if you're a friend, a first
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on the scene of well
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really any traumatic event then
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you're fitting into that criteria
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so fatal motor vehicle
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accidents, assaults, kidnappings,
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homicide, suicide. So
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you've talked about the range of
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situations that you were called
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into. So as an
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example if you're called out
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to a homicide very
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soon after it's happened how do you
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actually prepare for that? I mean you
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get the phone call and it could
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be the middle of the night. How
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do you as the victim support person
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start to prepare for
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speaking to that person who's going
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to get the worst
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news ever? Yeah
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it is definitely quite a surreal
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moment. I always thought to
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myself personally if it was something that I
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started to get used to then I would
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need to remove myself from the front
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line. But I guess
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for me and everyone is different, I
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really ground myself. So I do a little
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bit of breathing, a little bit of mindfulness
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sort of a technique. You know I remind
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myself this moment is not
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about me at all. Ultimately
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as terrible as it sounds, there
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is nothing I can do to take the
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pain that this person is feeling or about
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to feel away from them. So
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I really ground myself, bring
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myself into check and then I, yeah
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look I just be present and
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allow people to feel and
10:53
do what it is they need to feel and
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do in that moment. And hey
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look then there is a little bit of
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a judgement call happening here because you know
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I'm always very mindful that people are going to
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want to know where my loved one is.
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They could actually still be at the scene or they
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could be in the hospital at a morgue and
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there's lots of little processes and
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rights that go alongside those things. So
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people do want to know that so then they
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can make like an informed choice.
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Because reactions of people
11:23
are unpredictable, have you
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had to back away from
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any kind of difficult situations?
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I haven't had anybody ever lash out at me.
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I guess I have been on
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the you know peripheral
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of a scene where there might
11:43
be some heated opposing gang exchanges.
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I mean we do pretty
11:48
intensive training so we're pretty aware
11:51
of those situations. I wouldn't
11:53
have been in that situation if police
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officers weren't there. What is
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the most difficult situation that you've been in?
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I mean you say that you're doing less front-line
12:02
stuff at the moment but when you were doing
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it? They
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all have, you know, all the situations
12:08
that have their challenges. I
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think emotionally
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difficult for me for
12:16
whatever reason, probably because I have my own
12:18
children, I was at
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a homicide where the undertakers, they
12:23
were just removing the body and the
12:26
hearse was driving out and it
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stopped because the family were all
12:31
on the street as you can imagine and
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one of the sons put his hand
12:36
on the hearse and sort
12:38
of just leant his head on it and just
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cried and that emotionally out
12:43
of all the things that
12:45
I've experienced, that really
12:47
emotionally hit me in the heart I
12:49
guess thinking of my own children. What
12:52
did you do? How did you
12:55
bring comfort to him? Well
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you know what? I actually, I just didn't
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do a thing. That's something
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he needed to do for himself. When
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I say child, he was an adult child. I
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didn't do a single thing except,
13:10
you know, once his father
13:12
had obviously been removed from the scene
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and emotions were calming down, I
13:16
just checked in on him to just see how
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he was feeling. That's all you can do. Yes,
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so sometimes it's knowing
13:23
when to stand back
13:26
and allow that person just
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to express their feelings and
13:32
when to kind of step up. You
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know, when we watched Colleen,
13:37
your colleague who was
13:39
the victim support person at the
13:41
Fakari White Island sentencing, she
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was very close to them, wasn't she? She
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was physically very close and occasionally she'd put
13:49
out a hand, touch them
13:51
on the shoulder or sometimes hug
13:53
as well as at the same time talking to
13:55
them and saying, you know, do you want me
13:57
to take over or you know, would you?
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like me to say that. So you
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must become good at you know
14:05
judging the situation. Yeah
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I think you do you do become good at
14:09
it but I mean you have to
14:11
try to read the situation and you're just
14:13
not always gonna get it right and owning
14:16
it if you do get it wrong. The crisis
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point is would be the hardest point because
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you don't have an existing
14:23
relationship you know. So for Colleen
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she had a long-standing existing
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relationship with all that whanau.
14:29
I don't think that there
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is one single person that
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she was not involved with
14:37
or hadn't been involved with for a long
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extended period of time. You know
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she's got enough connection and knows
14:43
those people well enough to know
14:45
that a touch on the arm
14:47
is reassuring that a hug is appropriate.
14:50
That to ask you know do you want me
14:52
to take over as appropriate
14:54
to say. Once you've got the
14:57
relationship and that connection and they
14:59
have it with you then you can
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read each other if that makes sense
15:03
just like any relationship. Right yeah
15:05
and because of the justice system
15:07
because often cases take a long
15:09
time to get through the system
15:11
you know years you
15:14
would have had long-term relationships
15:16
with some people. Yeah
15:19
I mean I can think of one that I worked
15:21
on and it would have been six maybe even seven
15:23
years ago now
15:26
and certainly the gap between
15:28
the trials and sentencing and things like this
15:30
that happened and then
15:32
going through to the coronal
15:35
process that gap in the middle you know there wasn't a
15:37
heap of communication between me and
15:39
them but as soon as
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that coronal process started to come to the
15:44
forefront you know they're getting prepared for it they're
15:46
aware when it's
15:48
going to happen then they
15:50
were contacting me and that was a two
15:52
two and a half week coronal
15:56
process and I still do
15:58
hear from them. today,
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not randomly because there's always a
16:02
need there, there's always a need for them
16:04
to contact me, but it could even be
16:06
that they want to understand,
16:10
you know, when someone passes away, so like
16:12
some legalities around that, which is not
16:14
my fault, might I add, however
16:16
I knew who to send them to. But
16:19
if there's a specific need they
16:21
have, they don't hesitate to ring
16:23
us, I think, yeah, okay, I've done
16:26
a reasonable job here because they've come back
16:28
to me. How do
16:30
you unwind
16:32
from one
16:34
of these intense situations, like
16:36
if you've been visiting
16:39
whanau to break the news
16:41
to them, how do you
16:43
as the victim support person
16:46
come home and deal
16:49
with it yourself? Yeah, I hear
16:51
what you're saying and I think, again, everyone's
16:54
very different in that. If I
16:57
was talking very high end sort
16:59
of stressful situation, I actually
17:01
don't come home straight away, even if I just
17:03
pull over to the side of the road, you know, and
17:06
even if I don't feel that it's
17:08
emotionally affected, I give myself the
17:11
time to allow my adrenaline,
17:13
because, you know, there's a level of stress involved in
17:15
it, my adrenaline to come
17:17
down and allow myself to
17:19
feel whatever I might feel, you
17:22
know, in that moment. But honestly, I
17:24
often come home and
17:27
I am just grateful to see
17:29
my partner, to see my kids.
17:32
I'm grateful that I have
17:34
them to come home to.
17:37
For me, it's been like a
17:39
life changing experience and
17:41
continues to be working in this
17:44
space because it's changed me as
17:46
a person. Like I don't sweat the small
17:48
stuff. I'm really quite chilled
17:50
and laid back. People would think that
17:52
I should probably be more highly strung
17:55
because, you know, I see first hand
17:57
how someone's life can be changed. in
18:00
a second. So I don't
18:03
worry about the small stuff. I
18:05
milk the small moments. I really suck
18:08
in the feeling I feel when one
18:10
of my daughters smiles at me. That
18:13
makes sense. Yeah. Has
18:15
the role of victim support changed?
18:17
I mean, is it
18:19
now dealing with much tougher
18:21
situations? So it
18:23
has changed. So historically,
18:27
you would see victim support. We were probably
18:29
in more dangerous situations, if I'm honest, in
18:32
the early days. I mean, we've been around
18:34
for nearly 40 years now. Yeah,
18:36
I would say we would have been in
18:38
a lot more dangerous situations and we didn't
18:40
have the technology that we have today or
18:43
even our national body that was looking
18:45
over us all. It was all very
18:48
individual. So I think we have a
18:50
little bit of a hangover reputation of
18:52
being cup of tea makers. That's
18:55
what I call it. And hey,
18:57
and I'm all about making a cup of tea. I'm like,
19:00
if the person needs you to make a cup
19:02
of tea, then by all means make the cup
19:05
of tea. But don't make it because you feel
19:07
you need to do something. The
19:10
complexities of it has changed. Obviously,
19:13
the level of violence around the country
19:15
has changed
19:18
and increased. Has it?
19:20
Well, yeah, I think it has. I
19:23
mean, look, I'm not talking statistically
19:25
here. No, just by your experience. Yeah,
19:27
just from what I see, it's remembering
19:30
I've been here for a wee while. Like
19:32
when methamphetamine became more prominent drug
19:35
of choice, I guess, you
19:37
know, you could definitely see the increase
19:40
in violence, I guess. And
19:42
the intense training you talked about, you
19:44
do get good training for this situation.
19:47
What is that? We're just doing
19:50
a big review at the moment of all of our
19:52
training. So it's only going to get better. So
19:54
at the moment, we do sort of four
19:56
days. So it's a big ask, especially if
19:58
you're talking about the voluntary. hearing for us
20:01
but we do give four days of training
20:04
so one day that is dedicated
20:06
to supporting victims of suicide
20:09
because you know that's a pretty heavy
20:11
topic to cover. We're looking
20:13
at these skills around listening skills
20:15
and empathy. We're looking at like
20:18
your unconscious biases, talking
20:20
about organisation generally, how we work
20:22
alongside police, criminal justice system. We're
20:24
touching on all those topics. We're
20:27
just starting to delve
20:29
into more what we call reflective
20:32
practice. So looking at what
20:34
we could have improved on or what went really well,
20:36
that type of thing. We
20:39
link in with some national or
20:41
local agencies. Skylight is a
20:43
good one. The grief centre is a
20:45
great one. If you're talking
20:47
at a support worker level where you
20:49
are on the front line, we generally,
20:52
we buddy people up. You
20:54
can only train so much before you've
20:56
got to learn on the
20:58
job and have that experience. There
21:02
were a couple of things that you said
21:04
to me yesterday which I thought were really
21:06
interesting. I think there was something about you
21:08
have to learn to be comfortable in an
21:10
uncomfortable situation. Yeah, you've got
21:13
to learn to be comfortable in an
21:15
uncomfortable situation. So yeah, I think
21:18
that's the one. Well, like for me an
21:20
uncomfortable situation, I've sitting with someone that's just
21:22
been told their child has died. You know,
21:25
that's not a comfortable situation for any person
21:27
to be in. You know, when I
21:29
talked about how I sort of prepare myself and I, you know,
21:32
keep myself in check. That's
21:34
how I prepare myself to
21:36
be comfortable in that uncomfortable
21:39
environment. You also have
21:42
to remind yourself that, you
21:44
know, I'm not going to fix anybody. Victim
21:46
support, we're not offering a fix. We're
21:48
offering to walk alongside
21:51
a person. I had a
21:53
mother say to me, she had lost her son, how
21:55
am I going to go on without him? He was
21:57
my favorite, she says, my favorite. I Remember
21:59
having a. Go about that with here
22:01
and I said. I don't know
22:03
because I don't know, I'm not gonna. I'm
22:06
not know like silica. I don't know how
22:08
you gonna do it but I'd better. But
22:10
I do know is that I've seen many
22:12
people do it. You. Know
22:14
my seen many people face
22:17
this type of church day.
22:19
And carry on. And I'm not saying that it's
22:21
not hard on the personally I think it's the
22:24
hardest thing. Any human pain
22:26
as gonna have to go. Sorry
22:28
but I can give his hope
22:30
because I've watched people do it
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and I can give hair and
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