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Happy holidays and Merry Christmas to you . Today
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I've got Judd Carlman of Daydreaming
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About Dragons on the show and
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we talk about getting paid to GM
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Games . Judd shares his experiences
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prior to and including
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his run on StartPlaying Games
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, the platform where you can pay
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to play RPGs online . This
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is part one of a huge conversation
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of our thoughts and experiences in this area . Enjoy
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. This
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is Dysology , the podcast about tabletop games and
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make this our regular thing .
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I realized that before
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StartPlaying I
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had done a stint of
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pro-Gaming in the sense of CryoStays
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with Jeff . It was right before
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Storm joined us . We
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could figure out the date if we really wanted
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to , because it was right when
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preview stuff for fourth
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edition was coming out . I
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remember one of the people
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in the group we were running
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a game for for money was
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looking at it and he was like , yeah
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, I'm not going to allow Dragonborn in
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my game . We
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had always had a Dragonborn-like thing
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when I was growing up . We just made
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our own . Why not , he
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said , because player characters don't have breath weapons
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. That's just not a thing that happens . I
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was like , okay , that's
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your mind . God bless , the
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conversation is so vivid . Player
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characters don't have breath weapons . Gm
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monsters have breath weapons . We
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got hired to run a bunch of games for the weekend
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at a dude's bachelor party
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. One of his friends found out that he loved
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Sons of Cryos . He emailed
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us and he was like hey , I'm a
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well-to-do professional
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in Staten Island . Would you guys
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come for a couple grand and
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run games all weekend and we'll feed you ? Jeff
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and I were like , yeah
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, we'll do that .
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Yeah , absolutely .
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That sounds like it's
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just like . I think we did it almost out of
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curiosity . Also , we did it because
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we'd be doing it together . We
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weren't going to end up in a dumpster in
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Staten Island , right , at
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least one of us will get away . One of us is
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definitely going to get away my money was
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on Jeff at that point I
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think , yeah
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, jeff would have gotten away , he
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would have been fine . I'm pretty
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sure I would have been like I'm going to try to hit somebody a little
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too much and then I would have gotten
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without being the end of me or
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I would have started grappling like a total jackass
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. So
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before start playing and before all that
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, we did that . That was fun . We
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could have made that
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part of our podcast spiel
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back . We could have been like hey , if you want to get
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game with us ? send us a thing
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send us
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an idea and we'll send you
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a quote . We could have started . But
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I think we were both like , yeah , that was fun
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, but no
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, I just want to be there . We don't want to be our lives
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. We don't want that to
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be our lives . But what
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I think is kind of my reaction
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to all of it is like , yeah , this is interesting
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, there's
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a way to make a good amount of money at this
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, where I think it would actually be worthwhile . I
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just don't know if this is what I want to do with my
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life , and it would take a
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lot of time and energy to
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get this to do this right the way I want to
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do it . I
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think I've run two or three start playing
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games . I
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just got dinged up for two more and I've
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got to go back to them and say , hey , I
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just started a new job . I can't do this and
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I owe those people an email and I'm way
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overdue . I'm about two weeks overdue on those emails . So
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I've got to go back and be like no , I'm sorry , but
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I think there is a market for people
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like us who run games that aren't
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fifth edition . I
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think that that's a totally
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possible thing , that I think it's
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there . There are people who want to . I
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got hired once for start play because
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a GM grabbed a couple
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of players from his game and was like , hey , we'd
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like to see how Trophy Gold works . Oh
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wow , nice , yeah , so could you just run it ? And
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I was like , yeah , absolutely . I was like I'm going
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to get a gold and I thought
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it was a pretty successful session . They
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did not leave a
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review , so I don't know what that means . Yeah
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, I
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don't know . And
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yeah , it was what it was . And
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then I
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ran up the other game that you were in , and
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I think there was one other one
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and it's fun . It's
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not enough money for it to be worth
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my time as
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it is , but
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I think I don't know . It's
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just like a little extra money . I think it's
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, that's cool , do it . And
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I think if , if there are people who
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have that money and want to
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play a specific
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way at a specific time , then that's
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great . Like if there are people you know , if someone wants the money
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and someone has the money , then great , those two people should get
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together , right .
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Yes .
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I think you know , like any deal
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, but , yeah , I wouldn't want
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, I
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wouldn't want a world where that was the only way to play
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, right , yes , but
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I don't think that's the world you're creating
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by , by taking part in it . I
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don't think you're suddenly , I don't think you're going
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to wake up and be like , oh man , you've got to pay someone 30
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bucks an hour if they're going to run a game for you and
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and . But yeah , I
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don't know , but I am definitely
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running games for my friends because there's
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stuff in those games I want to create
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from
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the fifth edition games or you know , whether
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it's a blog post or a
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podcast , or maybe not even
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a podcast about the game , but , like , gaming
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helps me create the podcast . So , right , right
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, I'm definitely not doing it for
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nothing . Right , I'm right
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. So
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, even the games where I'm not charging
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my friends money , it
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I feel like there is something I'm getting out of it . There
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is no kind of exchange going on , you know , right
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. No I agree , I agree , yeah , so
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oh , and there was one other exchange of money . When I first got back to it
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, like a friend of mine was like hey , you know , I'd
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love to pay you to run a game for me , for me
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and the guys . And there
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was this really interesting moment where he
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and I were kind of alone and
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I was like , hey , how are you doing ? And
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he was like he basically like was like told
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me how work was going Right , and
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it was his way of like being like this money
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doesn't , like I can afford
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this , like work is going
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really well . Like I can afford
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to pay you a
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couple hundred bucks to run this game . So
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it's cool . I know
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you're unemployed right now . I don't think this is going
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to change your life . I don't think you
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owe me anything . I
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can really afford it and it makes me happy
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to do it and like it was a really nice
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way to for him
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to kind of like
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wink and just be like it's cool , just run a game
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, like just have fun . I can
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afford it and it makes me happy to do this . So
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, yeah , those are the times that
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I've I've
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run games . I've definitely understand
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that . There's a worry in my head that
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I'm going to start doing this for
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money and it's going to mess it up , like
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. I absolutely have that . I
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have that fear in my head , right
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, and I think , in order for it to be
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a full time job for me , I
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would need to grind really
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hard for about six months to a
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year and then
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after that , I believe I would get to that
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point where I'd
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find the , the niche that
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I want to find . Ok , but
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does that niche exist
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? Right , right , right
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. I don't know . Like is there a super rich
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person who is just going to pay me three hundred
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? dollars a session to run a one on
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one game for them . Like I know I can do
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that , like I know that , like I can run a single
9:18
GM and single player game and make it awesome , right
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, and not have you know and and
9:23
pick the right system that works for that kind of thing
9:25
and and run the shit out
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of it . Right , but does
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anyone ? I don't know , I don't know
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.
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So and how do you find ? How do I find
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that person or those people or
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however many of those folks that I need ? I'm
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with you . I started
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with the math , the math in
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general and then the math for me , and
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I think that math is always going to be personal
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to the person who's who's running , what their
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time constraints are , and
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then how much money they need and
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how much expenses they've got there in
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that , wrapped up in that . Yeah
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, so I'm with you there .
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Yeah , and that's another . I think if
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I was going to go back and do this again and do
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it right , I think there'd be a half
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hour to an hour before the game and
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a half hour to an hour after the game , right
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, where I would engage
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and play your self care and then my
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self care , like it's right in a world where
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I'm a professional
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GM . In that world , an
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hour before the game I'd
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meditate for 20 minutes and
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then , a half hour before the game
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, I'd go
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online and let everybody know I'm going to
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be here , right ? If you want
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to check in with me before the game , I'm
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here , you know , and
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just let them know that , like before the game , you can come
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in . Like , if you just want to shoot the shit and
10:49
find out who I am , that's great . If
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you want to say , hey , last game something
10:54
happened that really bothered me , that's great
10:56
. If you want to let me know that , like , hey , you
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know I
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just got stabbed . I really don't want
11:02
a game where , like , a knife is being drawn on me , then
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like , that's also great . Like , so it would be like a safety
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thing , a social thing , a bunch of you know
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all that kind of stuff . No , I agree . And then
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, and then , for a half hour , I would make myself available
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afterwards , and then , for a half
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hour afterwards , I would , you
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know , stretch , do some yoga
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, do something to like , take care of my body , because
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sitting in front of these damn machines
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is tough .
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It is tough . It is tough Doing
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some quick math . If I , because
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I can't be online more than three hours
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. So if I say three plus
11:36
your 90 minutes , right , we're already
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looking at four and a half to five hours .
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Yeah , process .
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Yeah , right . So , yeah
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, that's your day . Yeah , yeah , that's your day
11:44
, yes , and for me it's not . So
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I would lose track of the time because
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I love doing this , right , right
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and I would . If
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your time is valuable , I
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would be value because
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I would give that time and not
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keep track of it . Does that make sense ?
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Yep , yep , yep , yep , yeah , yeah
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, it's
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hard , it's really hard . So
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in your article you were talking about running like
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I don't want to say West
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Marches , but like West Marches style .
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Yeah , I would say probably more open table , yeah
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, than West Marches , yeah
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, but having
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run two online
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campaigns of West Marches , I noticed some
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things . Oh , yeah , yeah , yeah , yeah
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. I noticed some things that I want to keep
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in my open table games
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for me and to keep
12:37
the open table games , I
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don't know , compelling Maybe
12:43
that's the word , right , ok , yeah , so open table
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, so it's so . I think , and this is , maybe
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this is the weird space between
12:50
the hobby , right
12:52
, and being a professional
12:54
, right , yeah , because there's some marketing and
12:56
some sales there , and I hate both those words
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and I hate that that just came out of my mouth and
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all that stuff , right . But
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if you're going to be a professional GM
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, right , I am self employed
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and one of the things I hate the most
13:09
is running in running a software company is
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I just want to make software for people and I want to help
13:14
you do your job faster , better
13:16
, quicker , right , the way you need
13:18
to work , right , and I
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like to be transparent about all those things and
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I've gotten to a place where I feel good , mostly
13:25
about that . But I will over talk
13:27
a thing , because I don't want to be selling
13:30
snake oil . I want you to understand what
13:32
you're paying for what you're getting into . Yeah , right
13:34
, yes , yep , so
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it's the same here for me . So when I'm talking
13:38
I notice that man , this comes out like I'm
13:40
a sales guy , but
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I think it's still also true . So
13:45
in that article , when I wrote that , my
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thought is out of the gate . The easiest thing
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for me to do is run , pick
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a game . I'd probably pick something popular Fifth
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edition is the 800 pound gorilla
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. So if we go with that , right , I
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would run an open table and that makes it easy
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for players to get into that game
14:04
. Fifth edition is a great big touchstone
14:06
, right ? Most
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folks can make their own characters and hop in . If I'm
14:10
available 30 minutes before we can talk about
14:12
that , I will have free gins , right . Or
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we can help you get through the character making process and
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now we're playing , right , yeah
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, then my thought is
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, if it's open table , we could do the player
14:25
introduction , so we all know each other and that kind of thing
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and we just play , right . But
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if it's like Wes Marches
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style , there's a let's
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call it a meta lore
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happening . All the sessions combined make
14:40
a story . You don't have to be in all of
14:42
them , right , but at least I , as the
14:44
GM , I'm aware all those things happen . Some
14:47
of that will spill over into other games . If
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you want and I make it available
14:51
online you can have a place to go
14:53
look at how some of the other sessions played
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out or where the other adventurers
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are . It's a shared world that we're playing
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in , right ? But you don't have to
15:02
have all that other information
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and you don't have to be in all those
15:06
other games . But what I found
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with let's just
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go with Wes Marches styled games
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like that is folks want to know
15:15
that lore and
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they're trying to reach out to some of the other characters
15:20
or other players and form new parties
15:22
and stuff like that . And when
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they're at the same table , like if at least two
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or three games have happened and there's some overlap of players
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, but some new players the new
15:30
players are bringing are getting
15:33
brought up to speed by the other
15:35
two players from their
15:37
previous sessions , and you've kind
15:39
of got that shop talk among adventurers
15:41
happening . When we'll go hey , have
15:43
you guys been out to that old
15:45
Dwarven temple ? And somebody will go no , I
15:47
heard about that but I hadn't gone there , right ? I
15:50
heard XYZ . And then the new
15:52
guys go what ? This is my first adventure , right
15:54
? So what are we doing ? And then one person will go well , I thought
15:56
we're going to go here , but maybe we should go to that temple
15:58
, right ? And then right , and
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I don't , I haven't done anything yet . Right
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, they're sharing information , especially
16:05
if they played before . Right , and
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they keep doing that . And right
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, I see that happening , yep , and
16:11
that's where the gold is right . Yes , that's where the
16:14
gold is .
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I don't have to do very much . The players are
16:16
just kind of doing their thing on themselves and
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yeah , yeah , what I've done is I've created
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this space
16:25
where they feel safe to do that that's
16:28
the work , in that they have to feel safe
16:31
there .
16:33
But we've done enough con games that
16:35
we have a toolbox for
16:38
at least building some
16:40
safe spaces .
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Yeah , oh , yeah , yeah , yeah . And honestly , like in
16:43
the world , in the GMing thing , the
16:46
least difficult
16:48
and worrisome thing for me is the GMing
16:50
right , right , I know
16:52
someone might come in and be like that's not the style of
16:54
game I like , which is awesome
16:57
. Like I'll be like , okay , well , let me , let's
16:59
find you the person you do like Right , can I
17:01
help , right . But
17:07
yeah , I
17:10
think the hard part is it's all the stuff
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you just said the marketing , the community
17:15
building , the all
17:18
of it . The accounting
17:20
, for God's sake , the accounting , yes , yeah , you
17:23
know , because one player is going to bust out
17:25
and be like I'll be the chronicler . It's
17:29
like does he or she get a little bit off on
17:31
their thing Because they're doing
17:33
a lot of work ? Like they're doing labor , now
17:35
they're doing labor , right Now they're doing labor
17:38
. And then you know , if you get three
17:40
people who are all doing labor in one session
17:42
, like was that day worth
17:44
anything , money wise to you , all of a sudden , right
17:46
, and I know that those people are
17:48
bringing in other like it can become
17:50
really weird . Yeah , yeah , really
17:52
really weird . And someone
17:55
, some ones , are going to get together
17:57
with like three good GMs and be like
17:59
, hey , we're running a thing Right , and
18:04
I think
18:06
there's room to make that really awesome . And
18:08
I think it's there , especially
18:11
because you can yeah
18:13
, I mean , you can record everything right , so you can
18:15
, like , watch the important moments
18:17
you can , you know , let
18:20
the next GM know , like , hey , you should watch
18:22
. You know our 245
18:24
, you know 245 mark on the video
18:26
and just look at that before
18:28
the next game . Right , you know
18:31
, and read my synopsis . But
18:34
it's a lot of work , I think it would be a lot of work .
18:36
No , it is some work . Yeah , it is some work .
18:38
And the other thing that vexes
18:41
me about it is I like jumping around , I
18:43
like playing into the odd for a couple months and
18:45
writing a bunch about it . And then I like picking
18:49
up traveler and running that a
18:51
bunch and then
18:53
going back and being like , oh shit , that thing
18:55
that we did with into the odd was fun . I
18:57
should write that up . And like
19:00
, I like being able to jump around . And
19:02
there you know , once you start doing this for
19:04
money , then you've got to follow the market
19:06
forces a little bit Right and
19:08
yeah . I don't
19:10
know I don't know where exactly that's going to be .
19:13
And I don't know either . My
19:15
thought was at the beginning and
19:18
this is all theory . This is what I'm going to step out into
19:21
, start playing and find out
19:23
. My thought is open tables . We
19:25
do that at con games . I've got those skills
19:27
. Let me run with open tables with
19:31
a popular game and build some traction
19:33
out there and learn some things right . Ideally
19:37
that is an easy
19:39
win not effort but
19:41
an easy win and from
19:43
there my hope is to build into
19:47
a work , into one-off
19:51
campaign games where I'm running maybe four or five sessions
19:53
of a thing burning wheel
19:55
or I don't know , legacy
19:58
or whatever right , something that
20:00
takes some more work , a
20:03
little bit harder than the easier games
20:05
I can run 5e , bx
20:07
, there's certain games we can run in
20:09
our sleep and it's nothing . But
20:12
I think , like you said , I think there's a
20:14
market or there's a place for
20:16
non-mainstream
20:18
indie games that are a little heavier
20:21
, that folks want to play .
20:24
Yeah and yeah . Just people who are like hey , I'm curious
20:26
, I want to , I'm
20:28
going to run this for my friends , I'd
20:31
like to see how it works and what
20:33
you do , and I think that's like a whole
20:35
other aspect of this is
20:37
like hey , would
20:40
you like to buy my GM coach
20:42
package where I run three
20:44
sessions for you and then help you
20:46
set up your game for your friends ? That's
20:49
like that's a thing , and then , like
20:51
you can send me a video
20:53
of you and your friends and I'll
20:56
help coach you based on that . I
20:59
don't know . Yeah , I think there's
21:01
like
21:04
so many weird little
21:06
niches to be found .
21:06
I think it's there , I agree .
21:10
It's absolutely all there . But someone's
21:12
gonna oh , they're gonna have to work so
21:15
hard and someone's
21:17
gonna work real hard at this and
21:20
they're gonna hit it big and absolutely
21:22
God's bless them . It's
21:24
just not me . I
21:26
would rather be playing on the side and working
21:28
a little bit hard , a little bit
21:30
hard on like putting a couple of blog posts
21:33
together , doing some podcasting
21:35
, and the real career is
21:38
in the library and that's that . But
21:41
I don't know , if I didn't get this current
21:43
job that I had now I might be like in
21:46
the midst of the grind because I might be like you
21:49
know what ? I gotta give it a shot , right , right
21:51
. So
21:53
, yeah , I think I just like got lucky and
21:57
decided that wasn't
21:59
the thing I wanted to do , but I could definitely
22:02
see it was gonna be a brutal amount of
22:04
work and there are people doing
22:06
it . Yeah , you know people who have sub
22:08
stacks who are like , hey , this is how I'm making professional
22:11
jamming work and
22:14
they're killing it . That's
22:16
pretty cool . Yeah
22:20
, it's a whole thing . I don't know . Yeah , yeah
22:25
, and I don't think it's destroying . Yeah
22:27
, we talked about this a little bit before , but I
22:30
don't think it's destroying the hobby . I
22:32
don't think , as
22:35
soon as you agree
22:39
that this is a skill-based hobby
22:41
, then expertise
22:45
should be paid for sometimes and it's
22:47
not all the time , but it's sometimes
22:49
. I
22:54
don't know , yeah .
22:56
So for me , because I've
22:58
seen the hot conversations and I
23:00
think it's easy for me to say
23:02
I think it always is
23:04
about where you started in
23:07
life and where you're at right now oh , interesting
23:09
, Right for me , I
23:11
know , when I first got out of the military
23:14
, I'm a
23:16
shoot things and blow stuff up guy and
23:19
you're not going to get a whole lot of civilian jobs doing that
23:21
. One of the first jobs I got
23:23
was as an armored courier . I
23:25
got five bucks an hour sitting in
23:28
the back of a truck with a gun that's loaded
23:30
a truck full of money . But
23:33
on the side I would DJ , because I would
23:35
DJ before I went into the military and
23:37
I DJed while I was in the military and
23:39
so I would do private parties and things
23:42
like that on the side . Dj , right . But
23:45
then sometimes I would have friends that would have events
23:47
like weddings or whatever , and they're like , hey , would you come out and
23:49
DJ and I would just do it ? Right , Just
23:51
feed me and I will DJ
23:53
for you for free , right , Because I know
23:56
you're spending money on your wedding , that kind of thing , right
23:58
? And my thought
24:00
is all kinds of folks have different . I
24:02
play guitar . I would sometimes side
24:05
gig and play guitar for folks , and sometimes I
24:07
would just play for fun for folks , I would help fill
24:09
in . They're like , hey , Jerry's out , Can you come
24:12
do some rhythm guitar for us ? They're
24:14
speaking . I'm like man , I'd love to do that and I'd like to go out and do
24:16
that . So I think folks have different sets
24:18
of skills that they might use
24:22
to gig on the side or whatever , right , For
24:24
whatever reasons . And I feel like running
24:27
games is the same thing . It's the same spot
24:29
, same place , right , I'm
24:31
never gonna show up Wednesday night to my regular group
24:33
and say , hey , I need five bucks from everybody . Right
24:35
, Give me $5 , right . And
24:39
I think most folks'
24:41
games at home and that kind of stuff are
24:43
safe , right . I
24:46
remember early on in this conversation
24:48
I was setting up my
24:50
. It was when I did the Kickstarter for the
24:53
Into the Madlands and
24:55
there were some women that reached out
24:57
and they asked about some safety things and
25:00
we had that conversation and I came
25:02
up short and I asked , hey , would you help
25:04
me bridge that gap Because I don't know
25:06
? Right , and they did . And
25:09
what I learned was , even
25:11
before I came along and before all this
25:13
other stuff came along , there were plenty of
25:15
folks who
25:18
were already paying GMs
25:20
to run games for them because
25:23
they couldn't find other folks to run games for
25:25
them . They didn't feel safe in other spaces
25:27
and this was a way where they could
25:29
set up where the game was gonna happen
25:32
at . They bought
25:34
in some trust or got into some trust with this GM
25:36
that they're paying and it's
25:38
entertainment and they're getting what they needed
25:40
out of it , the way they needed to have it , and
25:42
they were willing to pay the money for it .
25:44
Yep . And so it's
25:46
funny you're saying that , because you're making me rethink about
25:48
when I've done paid jamming . So
25:50
I don't know if this is paid jamming , but this is when money
25:52
gets involved , right . Right , when
25:55
I was like in the midst of
25:58
like in the heyday of dictionary of Mu
26:00
, which is my , my , my sorcerer supplement , and
26:03
I still sell a
26:07
couple every couple of months the
26:10
way at the end of the long tail . But every once in a while somebody
26:12
on RPGnet
26:15
is like hey , what's a good sort , you know sort
26:17
and sorcery setting . And someone jumps in and is
26:19
like dictionary of Mu and like I get
26:22
some guy in Ohio who needs to have it
26:24
and I send it to him or her usually
26:26
him . So when
26:28
I was making some money on that
26:30
and the long tail wasn't quite so long
26:33
, when my friends and I would go to cons
26:35
before I would just be like no , no , no , no , no , I'm
26:37
, I got my own , I have my own hotel
26:39
room . I'm too old for this , I'm
26:41
too old Before I would do that . We
26:44
would all get a room together and I would say , listen
26:46
, I'll pay for half the room . The rest
26:48
of y'all pay the rest . Right , and
26:51
that's because everybody
26:53
who is sleeping here , whether
26:56
it's on a bed or on the floor or wherever you all
26:58
end up sleeping . You
27:01
all like play tested , you all
27:04
did a beta read , like everybody
27:06
here contributed somehow and so I
27:09
will pay for half and the rest of . And
27:12
if you haven't contributed to that , you're contributing
27:14
to the next thing , so
27:16
I will pay for half the hotel room
27:18
for the weekend and the rest of you all split the rest
27:21
. And like that was my way of like taking
27:25
care of the people who were taking care of me at the table
27:27
, and
27:29
if things had gone even better , I'd
27:31
be like the hotel room is free , but
27:34
I was like this is what I can afford right now . And
27:37
yeah , that's definitely . But like
27:39
people who are like oh well , pay jamming
27:41
is bad . It's
27:44
very interesting because how
27:47
many of them are doing independent
27:49
publishing and how many of them
27:52
are play testing with their
27:54
friends , because that's
27:57
a professional service , like your friends are giving
27:59
you something at that point , they are helping you publish
28:02
. And yeah
28:04
, I don't know , it's a thing I
28:08
would say most of the time it's there already in
28:10
some way .
28:12
I become a dickhead of two
28:15
folks who become
28:17
bullish or bulldogish about this topic
28:19
and I'll say have you ever been to
28:21
GenCon ? Have you ever gone
28:23
to Origins or any ? And
28:26
most of them will say yeah . And then they will
28:28
immediately say but the ticket doesn't count . And
28:30
I'm like I know I'm not talking about the badge , right
28:33
? Have you bought tickets to
28:35
an event , right , right ? And
28:37
they're like yeah , I'm like , yeah , so
28:39
let me tell you about the other side . Right , if
28:42
you go to GenCon and I don't know
28:44
what the prices are today , but you paid $4
28:46
for that ticket and you sat down and you
28:48
turned your ticket over , right ? Then
28:50
you paid GenCon for the room
28:52
and that GM is running for free , but
28:55
if you paid anything over four bucks , you're
28:57
paying that GM . Anything over that . $4
29:00
went to the GM , whether
29:02
you know it or not , right , and
29:05
that kind of shuts down the conversation . But what I'm
29:07
saying there is you already
29:09
pay for GM . So don't say I
29:11
would never pay for , right , it's not
29:13
right , we were
29:15
already doing it in some form or fashion . But
29:19
what I was going is I didn't realize
29:21
that there were other needs , right
29:23
, like I said , the women that I spoke with oh like
29:25
safety yeah , yeah , they had a safety need . There
29:28
was a guy from Wyoming that
29:30
he's like I'm in Wyoming and I'm
29:32
so far out I just I don't have anybody else to
29:34
play with right , yeah yeah , so yeah
29:36
, and I'm like oh , I didn't think about that either , right
29:39
, Yep , yep . So there are a bunch of different reasons
29:41
for all why folks would probably pay a
29:43
GM to run games for them , right , yeah
29:45
? Instructional
29:48
, like you said , right , yep , yep , yep
29:51
.
29:54
The type of game I really wanted to take off and nobody
29:56
bit on it , and I really , really wanted it to happen
29:58
was I wanted to run
30:00
a two hour morning
30:02
wander home game . Just
30:04
be like I'm gonna be here every morning
30:07
between six and eight o'clock in the morning . Come
30:10
on in , log in , you
30:12
don't have to . Like you go get your coffee . Like
30:15
you don't have to sit here and be here , totally present
30:17
. You'll be walking around doing
30:19
stuff . Come on back and we'll be running
30:21
like a real kind of cozy
30:23
, chill game . Still
30:26
with that kind of morose-ness
30:28
that's at the background of wander home , it's not totally
30:30
a cool game . There's
30:33
trauma that happened in the past
30:35
, right , and we're kind of trying to get past it together
30:37
. But I really wanted like a cozy
30:40
, communal
30:43
, fun wander
30:45
home game when
30:48
, like we just we just game , like like
30:51
real chill gaming in the morning
30:53
. You know , we might sit around
30:55
a fire and talk about where we're going , we
30:57
might actually go somewhere and travel , we
31:00
might , you know , pack
31:02
, help each other , pack our bags . But right , just
31:04
something real chill . And it just never quite
31:06
came together . But I was like , oh , that's the man
31:08
, somebody better than me is going to make that work . You
31:11
know it's going to be fucking awesome . I
31:14
just think I . What I think is interesting
31:16
about the the page jamming thing is I think there are so
31:18
many different niches to . Yes
31:20
, I agree , yeah , I think the
31:23
if someone like , especially
31:25
like people who play all kinds of different
31:28
games and know about all kinds of different games
31:30
. Right , I
31:32
just wouldn't want to throw myself into that
31:34
. Five E like shark
31:37
pool , like there's just so much of it .
31:39
And it's all over the place . You just don't start playing
31:41
. Yeah , it's all over the place .
31:43
It's not in my head .
31:45
I wild , crazy success is
31:47
there's some open table game that
31:49
I use as I
31:52
don't have this other stuff on the schedule . Let's
31:54
say I'm trying to fill in 20 hours a week
31:56
, right , right , right . And the
31:58
first thing I'm going to try to do is run some campaign
32:00
games , and maybe it's a
32:03
game that I'm strong in , maybe it's a liminal right . I'm running
32:05
my regular liminal thing Get in where you can
32:07
get in at right . And then maybe I'm like
32:09
, hey , you know , homeworld
32:11
is out , right , so I'm going
32:14
to run Homeworld this month because it's new and
32:16
is hot and is is fancy , let's
32:18
give that for us and run . And
32:20
if those don't fill in the 20 hours , then whatever's
32:23
left I will do the open table stuff
32:25
. Yeah , and I have a make sense
32:27
, that's that's my , but I don't know if
32:29
that works . Right , right , that's
32:31
my ideal , right .
32:36
But yeah , 20 hours is a lot of hours
32:38
, Like right and that's that's like , because , again
32:40
, this is just math for me .
32:42
I was working from the math side back the
32:44
other way , right , instead of I've
32:46
played with it a bunch of different ways there's
32:49
I want to make . I'm
32:51
just throwing numbers out there yeah , 300
32:54
bucks a table , what does that look like ? And
32:56
I'm like , wow , that's too many people I'd have
32:58
to pack that table with and I don't want to run that
33:00
. Yeah , right , how else
33:02
can I get there ? Right , and when I do
33:04
40 hours , I'm like man , there's no way , that's a lot
33:07
of work to make all those tables
33:09
go , right , yeah . So the
33:11
sweet spot for me is 20 hours . I'm
33:14
running three hours , yes , three hour sessions
33:16
, right , and
33:18
that's not counting . We talked about the
33:20
half hour aftercare and half hour
33:23
, right , but before bookmark , yeah
33:25
, that doesn't . So now I'm still at four hours , right
33:27
, yeah . And the
33:30
five of the week . Yeah , so yeah
33:33
, that's still a lot . But then I'm like no , that's fine
33:35
, Right , because when I do convention stuff , right , I
33:37
run a game Friday . Usually , I run
33:39
two games on Saturday and a game on Sunday
33:42
, right , and so that's four games already
33:44
, right ?
33:44
Yeah , but you come home and then you get sick .
33:46
That's right .
33:49
You come home and you get the flu . That's
33:52
right . You're like that was great
33:54
. I'll do it again next year .
33:56
Yeah , next year I'll do it again next year
33:58
. Yes , so , yeah
34:00
, so it's some work . No , you're right , and that's just 20
34:02
hours , right , right . So
34:05
then , if you keep messing with the math and
34:07
again , this is all personal depends
34:09
on who you are and what kind of income
34:11
you need , right , yeah , yeah , you're
34:13
having to and you don't have a lot of variables
34:15
. Right , I got to change the price of the ticket . Right
34:18
, I got to reduce or change the number of hours
34:20
per session . Right , I've got to change
34:22
how many people can sit down and play . Right
34:24
, to make all that stuff work . And you got to jiggle those things
34:27
, right ?
34:28
Yeah , yeah , I like if someone's listening
34:30
to this and they're like I'm thinking about being
34:35
a pro GM , like my advice is
34:37
like find your angle , like
34:40
you have there's something unique about
34:42
you and
34:44
your gaming experience Right and
34:46
market that Right
34:49
. You know , and I don't . I don't
34:51
know what it is Like . Maybe you
34:53
run like all the D&D
34:55
, watsy hard cover modules reverse
34:57
, so everybody plays monsters , you
34:59
know , and you're doing like reverse
35:02
modules for everything . Or maybe you're
35:04
, you
35:07
know , doing everything but with
35:09
you know , into the odd
35:11
old school style or black sword
35:13
hack or whatever it is .
35:15
I think of Rich Rogers . He runs
35:17
everything through Star Wars .
35:19
Yeah , yeah , yeah , yeah , totally
35:22
yeah , find , find
35:24
your way . And
35:27
geez , rich , I I Would
35:30
love like we
35:32
should talk to Rich , because it's like , how does he game
35:34
so much Like ?
35:35
I don't Right .
35:37
He has an incredible amount of gaming
35:39
hours in oh my goodness
35:42
, I hear about like his stats sometimes when he
35:44
talks about like end of the year . This is how many games I
35:46
played , new games I played . This
35:48
is how many different sessions I played . And
35:50
I'm just like I know you're a good dad and
35:52
husband too .
35:54
Yes , yes , get that in .
35:56
Like .
35:56
I know a regular job , I know a podcast
35:59
.
35:59
I know you're an editing other
36:01
podcasts and like when
36:04
do you walk your dog ? Like I don't
36:06
understand how he does Make
36:10
zero sense to me . God bless you
36:12
, rich . Yes , that is crazy
36:14
, right , I'm inspired by you , you
36:17
, you , you do things with time that make no sense
36:19
to me . So , yeah
36:21
, yeah , yeah , I mean I just think that
36:24
there are so many different ways to do this hobby and
36:26
and there are so many niches
36:29
that people need , and I think there are niches
36:31
that people don't even
36:33
realize they need yet , and
36:36
that's going to be interesting . It's
36:38
going to be interesting to see people find those and
36:40
and and rock out . It's
36:44
yeah . I mean
36:46
. The other , like my closest thing to
36:48
the model you're talking about is
36:50
I've got a little Facebook
36:52
group of like all of my gaming
36:55
friends and then people
36:57
who I know are like nerd
36:59
adjacent or like nerd friendly I've
37:01
invited into this Facebook group too , and it's about like
37:04
144 people at this point , right
37:06
, and so I said , you
37:08
know , hey , I'd like to run , you know two games
37:10
a month , would you all be into that ? And
37:12
so there's like 20 something of them
37:15
were like , yeah , that would be awesome . So I was running
37:17
twice a month , I was running into the odd . You
37:20
know , clearly 144 people didn't
37:22
show up . You know , scheduling Nix
37:24
is a lot of people and so you end
37:27
up with like a little group , but it's it's all
37:29
of these people from all over
37:31
my life . So it was interesting
37:33
. So it was like people who
37:36
I know from online , people who I game with locally , people
37:39
who I I a couple
37:41
of people who I just like practiced jujitsu with , and
37:44
we're like , yeah , I'm interested in gaming , I'd love to try it . And
37:48
some of those folks were like , yeah , I watched Critical Role to prepare for the game
37:50
tonight and
37:52
I was like , oh shit , ok . So I think the other
37:55
interesting thing about the the paid for GM is you don't know
37:57
who's going to walk through the door and throw money , right
37:59
, and you don't know what their experience is . You
38:01
really like the setting of expectations . It's
38:05
just got to be like the . The language we have for gaming is
38:07
not perfect Like the . The way we talk about the
38:10
game is not perfect Like
38:14
the , the the way we talk about it is weird
38:16
. I remember living with a friend
38:19
of mine who actually I just spent the evening at
38:21
his house putting together a , a , a squat rack
38:23
in his house , but
38:25
we were roommates ages , like you know
38:27
, 20 years ago we were roommates and
38:33
we knew that the other one game and we
38:35
couldn't talk about it because we didn't want to be in a bad game . And
38:39
then , like , yeah , I don't like the way you game
38:41
. So we just didn't talk about
38:44
, we talked about anything else but gaming and eventually
38:46
we games together . But it took a long time
38:48
. It took a long time
38:51
because we were just nervous and and
38:53
and now I know , like
38:55
if I was interviewing someone and I want to know
38:57
, like hey , you know , I would say , hey , like , tell me about
38:59
, like a fun thing that happened in your last game
39:01
. And so , like that way you find
39:03
out , oh , this is what I thought was fun and
39:05
it might be like , oh , there was a goblin with a funny voice
39:07
, or it might be like oh , you know the
39:11
build of my character was perfect and I
39:13
, I , I killed everything , or you
39:15
know it might be . Oh well , I , my character , had to
39:17
make this terrible decision
39:19
. And is he even a hero anymore ? I don't even
39:21
know . And yeah
39:24
, there are so many different answers to that question , and
39:26
and so , yeah
39:28
, the setting of expectations is very difficult
39:30
, I see it .
39:32
And .
39:32
I think we we see that with cons
39:34
right .
39:34
We see that was down , absolutely yeah .
39:36
Friends of cons , where you
39:38
know , not everybody , not
39:43
you know I . Often , when I go
39:45
to cons , I often say like , hey
39:47
, I don't know how this is going to end . I'm
39:49
as curious as you are . Let's , let's see . And
39:52
, and you know , once I said
39:54
that and one guy was like yeah , of course , yeah
39:57
, of course , that's the only way to play . I was like , well , OK
40:03
, no , I
40:05
will .
40:05
Usually especially cons , usually the
40:09
games I pick . I have this prep
40:11
but I don't know where it's going
40:13
, right ? Yeah , I'm going to follow the characters wherever
40:15
you guys go Is where I'm going , and I will usually
40:17
sit down and I'll say , hey look , this
40:20
could go great , this could go down in
40:22
the ball of fire . I don't even know , right .
40:24
Yeah , I'll have a plot .
40:25
I'll have a plot . There's no railroad . We're
40:27
going to see what we get . We'll see what we see , right ? I don't
40:29
know Right , yeah , and , and
40:33
it's true . So with that
40:35
I
40:37
have another question . Yeah , so when
40:39
we talk about Running
40:43
games for money , another question or another
40:45
Concept that comes
40:47
up is wow
40:49
, if you're running games for money
40:51
and you're taking people's money and you
40:53
run in this session , do you kill the characters
40:55
? Does it change the way ? Does the money change
40:58
the way you run the game ? Yeah
41:00
, are you running it differently than you
41:02
normally ?
41:02
would . Right , you have
41:05
to let , I think . I think you have
41:07
to be transparent as hell and be like this is
41:09
the type of game we're running here , folks , right
41:11
, if your character dies , this is what we're
41:13
going to do to get you back into it , and
41:16
and
41:20
just set the expectation
41:22
. So it's very clear . And
41:25
yeah , like you know , I
41:28
would want people to know . Like , hey , you know you're not
41:30
going to know , but I'm going to massage things so
41:32
that people don't die , you
41:34
know . And yeah
41:38
, everybody who actually does that is like
41:40
no , jed , you don't tell them , but
41:43
I
41:45
am really too old to
41:48
be doing presto
41:50
, you know , imaginative
41:52
presto , digitization at the game .
41:53
Right , yes , no , I'm with you , yeah
41:56
.
41:56
Like there's like a school of GMing , where it's like
41:58
you are actually manipulating people
42:00
and I'm like no , you're not , I
42:02
just or . Or yes , you are , but
42:05
but no , I'm not . Right
42:07
, I'm not interested in
42:10
that game ? I'm not interested
42:12
in manipulating people , I think . I think
42:14
, yeah , that's a very good question . I think you
42:17
let people know what happens , right
42:19
, and you just demystify the whole
42:21
thing and be like , hey , you
42:23
will not sit out for more than a few minutes , we
42:28
will get a new character and get you back into the game quickly . If we don't like
42:30
the kind of character you build , we can
42:32
build another one in
42:35
between games , and and we'll go from there . But
42:39
you know , and and yeah , you just
42:41
demystify the whole thing and and and . With
42:43
fantasy , there's so many cool ways
42:45
to do that . Right , there is , there is
42:47
, you can , you can have , you can be like
42:49
, hey , if you die , your character hangs around
42:52
as a ghost , right , like , was
42:54
it Ron Edwards Circle of Hands , where
42:56
it's like you , you , you can give advantage
43:01
dice to people and and and like , say goodbye to your friends one
43:04
last time , right , as you , you know , and and that
43:06
way you don't have to sit around
43:08
at all , you don't have to wait for the next character . You're
43:10
just kind of like this ghost thing kind of floating around , right
43:13
, yeah , I would think
43:15
you just set the expectation and yeah
43:22
, I'm sure that'll go wrong for
43:24
somebody right . Somebody's gonna stomp
43:27
off so I have .
43:29
I Ran the
43:31
into the Madlands West Marches . I
43:34
use forbidden lands and I use BX D&D and
43:37
there were 40 players that
43:39
signed up for all of that . And
43:41
you're right , I thought the BX
43:43
games would be deadlier . I Didn't
43:46
want to remove too much of
43:48
that . Yeah , so I did . I
43:50
did set the expectations and I always said
43:53
if your third level or below
43:55
and you die
43:57
, right , there's
43:59
probably combat happening . You're just out
44:01
for that combat , right , right , as
44:03
long as somebody is alive at the end
44:05
of that combat , right , then You're
44:09
out and they bring everybody back around
44:11
and we'll work that out . So nobody's dead , I
44:13
said . But if everybody's dead , then
44:16
it's a TPK , right , okay .
44:18
Okay , that's a level and above
44:20
.
44:21
Dead is dead is what I said . Oh
44:23
, interesting , okay , so that
44:26
was funny , I would . I might change that going
44:29
forward if I had to do it again , but I'm not
44:31
sure I would do something similar . Yeah , what
44:33
was what I didn't account for
44:35
was People deciding who's
44:37
going to be in the expedition
44:39
party and who isn't . Based on those
44:41
levels , right ?
44:43
Right so that's God .
44:44
That was interesting . That wasn't bad .
44:45
I didn't expect that but that was interesting
44:47
and funny . But you could also make
44:50
that an in-game thing where
44:52
it's like hey , when you're , when you get
44:54
that powerful , death actually watches
44:56
you more carefully , right , right . And so
44:58
like they're like hey , death
45:01
is , death's eye is on me , like I , I'm
45:04
not opening that door , you open
45:06
it , grunts .
45:09
Dream about .
45:09
I had a dream where death was just sitting on
45:11
my bed watching me I
45:14
know death is watching me . Like I feel like when people
45:16
talk about this stuff they don't talk about like
45:18
just fantastic , like just have
45:20
that , like death is just like a person who
45:22
shows up , right .
45:24
Right , I can see him . Right , you can see him , he's
45:26
there , he's right there and and . So
45:30
I'm gonna stay out here and watch the whole . You guys
45:32
got that room right .
45:35
Because I am too old for that . Yeah
45:37
, yeah , yeah , I think that's legit , I think that like
45:39
, especially if you make it an in-game thing , I think
45:41
that that's , that's that might
45:43
make it more interesting and and
45:46
and Make it less
45:48
of a of a
45:50
kind of an emerging killer , um
45:52
, to say a dirty word , immersion
45:56
. But , yeah , um , interesting
45:58
, yeah , I like that policy . That that's
46:01
interesting . It's a . I like the
46:03
, the pressure of not having the TPK
46:05
right . It's right . Right , that
46:08
is very cool . Did you out ? Did
46:10
you have any ?
46:11
Oh , man , I had . So what's funny
46:14
is I thought that
46:16
BX
46:18
, d&d , it was just old-school essentials . I figured
46:20
that was a nice easy touchstone . I
46:23
figured that would be the fun laid-back
46:25
casual game because everyone could easily make characters
46:28
hop in and do that . And I figured forbidden
46:30
lands would be the serious game
46:32
, right , and it didn't turn out that way
46:34
. It was completely opposite . Forbidden lands Interesting
46:36
was the more casual games that folks
46:38
got in and it wasn't silly , but it was casual
46:41
, right , yeah , yeah , yeah , yeah , right , bx
46:43
was serious . Those folks came
46:45
to play for real
46:48
, right , right , and I
46:50
love that was here for it . Um , I
46:52
had one TPK , one TPK and forbidden
46:55
lands . Monsters and forbidden
46:57
lands . If you run up on one , you
46:59
can't be casual about that . The
47:02
monsters and forbidden lands I love it . They have a
47:04
kind of a behavior AI table , right
47:06
. So every round the GM rolls
47:08
what it's going to do . So I don't choose , I
47:10
roll , and whatever it comes up , that's what
47:12
it does that round .
47:15
Yeah , yeah . I can't help that it danced
47:17
on your corpse .
47:18
It's not me and
47:22
me I would . I'm sometimes , I'm like , how about
47:24
you make that roll and we find out what this ? Oh
47:27
nice Put it right with this snakes
47:29
into her creature thing is going to do oh it
47:31
, oh , and it's you , because you rolled the dice
47:34
right .
47:34
So yeah , I would do that right . So
47:36
I want to circle back around to the safety thing . I
47:38
feel like you talked about Um , ladies
47:41
in the game coming to you and
47:43
talking about safety stuff . Yes
47:45
, Was
47:47
that like a hey , you're not doing
47:50
this and you might need it . You
47:52
might want to think about that For
47:55
future endeavors . Or was
47:57
it like hey , you know , these are some questions I
47:59
have that I need answered Before
48:01
I jump into any of this or put money down
48:03
or whatever right .
48:05
So at first there
48:07
were two things . One was a question
48:09
about the safety tools like the X card , yeah
48:12
, lines and veils , and I said I'm
48:14
super familiar with those . At
48:17
the beginning of all the sessions we would talk about
48:19
those things . I'd know every session , right , every
48:21
single session . But I'll fail , I would do that
48:23
. Code of conduct came
48:26
up and I was in the middle of drafting
48:28
it and I said here's what I got , right
48:30
, if you don't mind , you know , taking a second
48:32
set of eyes and telling me what
48:35
I'm missing , right ? Hmm , because
48:37
what what's going to happen is I'm a
48:39
dude . I play with a lot of dudes , I
48:41
know a lot of dudes are dickheads , right
48:43
, but I don't know what it is
48:45
. I can never need , right , can never read this as
48:48
a woman , right , and I don't know what
48:50
. You need to see what ? Yeah , right
48:52
, to feel safe , to know that we're on the same page
48:54
, smart , and she was happy
48:57
to help me fix that there and
48:59
we had a conversation about that because it's here
49:01
, here's what I would like to see . But I also need
49:03
to know that you're going to do those things right , right
49:06
, and I'm like , yeah , no , I'm here for
49:08
that , right ? Yeah , I just don't know how
49:10
to Communicate that , right , yeah , and
49:12
so we did that . And then I asked
49:15
what
49:19
, what's gaming like where you're at
49:21
right ? What are you ? What are you playing now currently
49:24
? Right , because we're starting to turn into a regular
49:26
conversation and she said
49:28
you know , she has a
49:31
small group of folks that she plays with and
49:33
they routinely hire one of
49:35
two different GM's to run games
49:37
for them and I'm like yeah
49:39
, I'm like , why wouldn't you ? just , she said we got games we
49:41
like , but the things that we're interested
49:43
in or the things that we want to know , sometimes we just want to play
49:45
together . Right , I
49:48
don't want to just go to the
49:50
local game store and hop
49:52
into any of those games or pull the one
49:54
of those cars off the wall and Short for that . Yeah
49:57
, yeah , and they had some bad experiences
49:59
with that . Yeah , and she said we , we found
50:01
a couple of GM's that we like and we offered
50:03
to pay the money for them to come Run
50:05
games . You know where . We want to play
50:07
games that and it's worked out for us , right
50:10
. Yeah , and I was like , wow , that's , and
50:12
they do it for for safety reasons , they feel comfortable
50:15
and they get to play stuff
50:17
that they want to play . They get to play together and
50:21
they don't have to deal with . I remember At
50:24
a con , one of the things and
50:29
it makes me embarrassed sometimes I'm like
50:31
man , I need a Another gender
50:33
. I can join , right , so I'm not
50:35
with , I'm not associated with some
50:37
of these dudes , right , I
50:39
got up in the middle of the car , in the workshop
50:42
panel thing , and he said , hey , can
50:44
you tell me how I can get more girls To
50:47
come play games with us . Right , I
50:49
run these games and I can't get any women
50:51
to play these games . And
50:54
I'm like , aside from none of the other
50:56
panels folks wanted to touch that question
50:58
right ? I said I'm gonna do it . Right , I'm
51:00
gonna do it . I said , but I got some questions first
51:02
too . Right , and this
51:04
is gonna be important . He was a white guy that that
51:06
said this , right , and I
51:08
asked so when
51:11
you say you want to run some games and
51:13
let's say women , not girls , right , and
51:15
you want Women to be
51:17
part of your gaming group and play where
51:19
these games being ran at , right
51:22
? And he said at my house
51:24
. I'm like okay , all right , at
51:26
your house . Who else is at your house ? And
51:28
he named like three or four guys . I'm like great , great
51:30
, this wouldn't be in the basement
51:32
, right ? And I was joking . He's like yeah
51:35
, my basement is . It's pretty fixed up , it's the gaming
51:37
room , it's nice . I'm like I'm sure it is , I'm sure
51:39
it's nice , I'm sure it's fantastic . I
51:42
said , but I'm a black dude , I Was
51:44
in the military , I'm a vet , I'm pretty sure
51:47
I can take you right , I'm
51:49
not coming to your house to play any kind of game , right
51:52
, I'm not doing right , right , and
51:54
I'm a dude , right , I'm not doing that . How
51:56
about you put up a list
51:59
, a listing , in your
52:01
friendly local gaming shop and say , hey , right
52:03
, or just start running some
52:05
games there , right , yeah , and play there
52:08
, right , where it's a known
52:10
quantity , yeah , it's like . Well , no , I got
52:12
this whole setup in my basement and I'm like , and
52:14
it will always be you and Frank and
52:16
Tony and right , and that's it . Right
52:18
, nobody in the right mind . You guys
52:20
are strangers . Right , and I'm telling you
52:22
, I'm not coming to your house To
52:24
play games with you guys . I'm sure you're all nice
52:26
guys , right ? Um
52:29
, I , some folks
52:31
just don't write that . I don't know , right
52:33
, how to drag them across the line and understand
52:35
that other folks don't see it that way . Right
52:37
, you have to earn that trust .
52:39
I can't stop thinking about Brad Pitt and
52:41
the glorious bastards talking about the basement
52:43
. Like you can fight in
52:45
a fucking basement . You
52:48
didn't tell me this was in a basement , Right
52:50
.
52:50
Right , oh boy
52:53
, yeah , wow , uh
52:56
, so so , yeah , uh
52:59
, both those , both those stories
53:01
. Her story that we paid GM's
53:03
so we can have a safe gaming experience breaks
53:06
my heart , right , yeah . And
53:08
that one guy how do I get more girls in my
53:10
basement ? Right .
53:12
That also breaks my heart , right Yep .
53:16
Yeah .
53:17
Yeah , that's bad . I
53:19
did with with one of the pro games . I one
53:21
of the paid games I ran . Uh
53:24
, I don't like pro because it's like oh yeah
53:26
, the other guys are amateur .
53:28
I don't like that either . No .
53:32
No , uh , in one of the paid games I ran
53:34
there was , there
53:36
was a lady who said like I don't want any
53:38
romantic plots of any
53:40
kind . Right , I was like rock on , I
53:43
can do that , I can do that , I can do that
53:45
, yeah .
53:46
Yes , I think it's stuff . Yeah , I think it's stuff like that
53:49
. Uh , I'm amenable to right
53:51
, but I would be . I would listen to that at a
53:53
free con table , right , and
53:55
someone's like I'm not into this , right , I
53:58
categorize that under lines and veils , right
54:00
, yep .
54:00
Yep , so I've got my pregame
54:03
talk . This is actually
54:05
, uh , expanded
54:07
from my pregame paid
54:09
game talk . This is what I would say
54:11
for the into the odd game that I ran with the
54:13
with the Facebook group . Um , you
54:16
want me to run through that ? Is that a ?
54:17
useful thing . Yeah , no , that'd be fantastic . Yeah , I think
54:19
it's a springboard for folks to jump off . Yeah .
54:22
Yeah , some of it is one
54:24
of the things that I really liked , and if
54:26
I had to like , cut this down too long , didn't
54:28
read . This is what I would say . Um , there's something
54:30
that Jason Morningstar said in uh , at
54:32
the indie game reading club when we
54:34
were there at the slack and and
54:37
uh , he was like are we all agreed that
54:39
the game is less
54:41
important than the people ? Like , these people are
54:43
friends and we're looking out for them , and there
54:45
is nothing about this game that is more important than the
54:47
people in it . Are we all agree on that ? And everyone
54:49
would say yep . And then we say , okay , let's play like that
54:52
and I would love to start doing that
54:54
in just my day to day games and I always forget
54:56
, and I would love to start doing it , cause I think it's
54:58
just a great thing to say right , but so some
55:00
of this , you you'll see that come in Uh
55:03
, and it's totally inspired by Jason Morningstar . So
55:05
it says uh , and
55:07
the other thing I have at the top of here is is
55:09
the following is not set in stone and will change
55:12
as I learn more about gaming and collaboration
55:14
and friendship Uh , hello
55:16
and welcome . Thank you for joining me to play into the odd
55:18
I'm Judd , affirmed by he , him pronouns
55:20
. We can pause the game , stop the game , rewind
55:23
the game . Feel free to put an X in the chat or
55:25
make an X with your arms , like so
55:27
, if something comes up that is triggering or traumatic
55:29
. This is a fantasy horror game . That
55:31
does not mean that you have to be uncomfortable in a bad
55:34
way . You can walk away at any time
55:36
for any reason and don't owe anyone
55:38
here an explanation Ever
55:41
. And the other thing I would say is like , if
55:43
I see you at a con , I'll say how are
55:45
you doing ? I won't say why'd you leave
55:47
my game ? I'm not going to ask you . So
55:49
just if you need to bail , bail
55:52
go . I will never ask you why . I
55:54
don't care . Um , I care that
55:56
, um , you know if you're upset
55:58
, but I've not ever going to your new . You don't
56:00
owe me an explanation if you walk right . Um
56:03
, before we start , we will need to agree that this is a
56:05
game . The mechanics , the characters , the story
56:07
that we will create through our play is not as important as
56:09
the people at the table . I'd rather the game
56:11
crashed and burned and cause anyone to relive
56:13
past traumas . We are playing to find
56:15
out . I have ideas , daydreams
56:17
and even some maps and notes , but I'm
56:20
I'm playing with you all to find out what will happen
56:22
. I will take joy in how you all will no
56:24
doubt surprise me . I have no idea
56:26
how this will end , and that makes this fun for me . Ask
56:29
questions , both in character and out of character
56:31
. Explore and be creative . I'm asking
56:33
you all to play your characters , while also supporting
56:36
and cheering each other on and being your wonderful selves
56:38
, offering your unique perspectives and ways that will
56:40
bring out the this fantastic world of life . Being
56:43
a good player is synonymous with being
56:45
a good friend . Let's look out for each other
56:47
, enjoy each other's imagination and contribute
56:49
to the next few hours being wondrous . If you
56:51
find that playing your character might interfere
56:53
with being a good friend , stop and check
56:56
in with your friends at the table . Sometimes
56:58
characters die in into the odd . If this should happen
57:00
, we will get the player back into the game with a new character
57:02
as quickly as possible . Character's perishing
57:05
is not a mess , it's just part of the game . Can
57:07
we agree on the above ? Everyone
57:09
says yes , great , and I say please do the
57:11
following Ask questions , cheer when someone
57:13
does or says something cool
57:15
. Please don't have situations where players
57:18
can't control their characters . Sexual
57:20
violence of any kind . Don't keep secrets
57:22
from players . Is there anything that you would like
57:24
to add or change ? Before we make introductions and
57:26
begin , do you have any questions about the game or about
57:29
how me or about how I will play it
57:31
? At the end of the session , I'd like to record
57:33
a short post game talk in the format
57:35
called Stars and Wishes . I've been sharing these videos
57:37
on
57:40
YouTube . If you do not want to be
57:42
recorded , please let me know . That
57:44
is my spiel . It's
57:50
a Google Doc . It's going to keep changing
57:53
. My idea of how this stuff works will keep changing , right
58:00
. My
58:04
worry about the X card is that people
58:06
think it's like a
58:08
holy symbol that will stop bad actors
58:10
, right , and it's like no , no
58:13
, the only thing you can do is remove
58:15
that person from your space . Like a
58:17
broken stair is not
58:19
going to . An X card is not going to stop
58:22
a broken stair , it just doesn't . So
58:25
, yeah , yeah
58:27
, that was my spiel .
58:29
No , that's good , that's solid , that's solid , yeah .
58:32
It is too long , it
58:36
is too fucking long , but there's so much to say
58:38
.
58:38
But as I said , if I ?
58:39
could cut it down to just one bit . It would be like , do
58:41
we agree that the people around
58:43
us are more important to us than this game
58:46
? And like , if you cut out
58:48
everything else , that's the sentence I want to say Right , that's the
58:50
core . Right , because people
58:53
have weird ass ideas about games and
58:55
they do , they do . I
58:58
just kept the game going because
59:00
I didn't want to mess up everybody's good
59:02
time . It's like oh shit
59:04
, yeah , yeah , it's
59:06
your good time too , yeah . Yeah
59:08
, yeah , it's your time . Like it's yeah
59:12
, yeah , it's really weird
59:14
. Like the things I've seen other
59:16
people face
59:20
and deal with and things I've dealt like , I think
59:22
about things I've dealt with in gaming , you
59:25
know , knowing about this , being someone who podcasts
59:27
about it , talks about it , thinks about it , writes about it all
59:29
the time . And then I look back and I'm like , oh shit , I
59:31
did that . Like
59:35
you know , I , I , yeah , it's
59:38
bad , it can be bad . Like you , it's
59:41
such a shock when something really bad
59:43
happens at the table , like really
59:46
abusive it's
59:51
not . People's
59:53
reaction isn't sometimes ? It's just
59:55
shock , right , it's just like
59:57
what just happened , right
1:00:00
, you know , and then everybody kind of looks to the
1:00:02
person it happened to
1:00:06
and it's like what do we do ? Right , right
1:00:08
, right . And yeah , I had
1:00:10
something real bad happen to me once and
1:00:12
I was like , no , keep playing , keep playing
1:00:14
, and I played out the fucking session and
1:00:17
I'm like , I'm like , oh
1:00:19
, that was straight up abuse , like I straight
1:00:22
up got abused at the table and
1:00:24
it was bad
1:00:26
. It was real , real bad , yeah . So
1:00:28
, yeah , do not put up with that shit . And right now
1:00:30
you're right . Yeah , yeah , the brakes
1:00:33
, for F sake . But
1:00:36
yeah , it's all stuff and that's all . The
1:00:39
reason why I bring that up is because if , as
1:00:41
these games like , the reason why we're even
1:00:43
having this discussion is because we're
1:00:45
living in this post actual play critical
1:00:48
role world , where so
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many people know what gaming is and
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right , the D&D
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movie is out and yeah , and there are
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more people gaming than ever before , ever
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, and so there's a
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market . There's just a market
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.
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I was . I was just today
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brand new . Send
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