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Welcome to this week's episode of the higher
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self. I think you're in for a treat,
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especially if you find it difficult to
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deal with your emotions, to deal with anxiety,
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or if you or someone
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you love is battling cancer right now.
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Chris Carr, how are you? I'm
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so good. It's good to be with you. Thank you. Good
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to be here as well. I got
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to ask you in 30 seconds
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or less, why should they listen to this episode
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until the very end? What do you think they're going to
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get out of it? Every
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single one of us is going to experience
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a time when our world falls apart. Whatever
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that looks like for us, whether it's
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a diagnosis, the loss of a loved
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one, a miscarriage, a divorce, for me
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it was cancer diagnosis, and then ultimately
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losing somebody very dear to me to
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cancer. And I think the
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more we're able to understand how
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our big messy emotions are
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here to actually teach us things and
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how that we're able to surf these
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storms that are inevitable and they will
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come, the easier
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it is for us to get back to fully
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alive living, which I believe is the reason why
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we're here in the first place. I'd
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like to say we can't have the rainbow
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and not expect some rain. I love that.
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Speaking about the rain, where did
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your rain begin? Valentine's
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Day, 2003. I love how you know, like you know.
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Oh yeah. That must have been a tough storm.
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It was. So
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I was diagnosed with a rare and incurable
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stage four cancer that was 21 years ago
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and I've been living. Hold on, 21 years
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ago? Yes. Wow. 21 years ago
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and I've been living with stage four
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cancer ever since. So I'm
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a cancer thriver. I'm a wellness coach. These
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are things that I hadn't planned on being when
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I grew up. You know, I didn't say, oh, this
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is what I'm going to do with my life. But for
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many of us, our lives change as a
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result of these warning signs or wake-up calls.
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the first doctor that I spoke to suggested
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a triple organ transplant. I didn't
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know much about medicine at the time but I thought
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that was nuts. Right. The
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next doctor gave me 10 years to live,
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the one after that suggested radical treatments that
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wouldn't do anything and so it inspired
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me to become what I call the CEO
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of my health. Stop right
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there. I can't express like what I'm feeling right
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now and how important I think it is for
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every human being to listen to what you're about
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to say because I don't know
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what you're about to say but I can
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feel like you you're you're there like I
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know I know you're tapped
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in like I feel that I feel
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that well what
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did that mean for you to become the CEO
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of your own life and and
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and my god the power and
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strength and the conviction and
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courage you must have felt to
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say no to what the mainstream says
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you have to do with your own
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body. Well
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for me it was about saying I have
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to be the leader of my life and
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to learn how to become my
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own patient advocate and
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wellness is a business and I decided
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I would be the the CEO of
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me and so first
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it was about finding the doctor that
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knew the most about my disease who
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had his finger on the pulse of
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the latest research and treatment because again
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I live with a very rare cancer
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so there's less known about rare cancers
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partly because there's less funding and
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so it was like finding a needle in a
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haystack but when I did find him he
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said something very interesting to me he
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said you know your disease is a
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total black box we need
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to establish a baseline so we're
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gonna watch him wait and let cancer
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make the first move and we're not going to
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do anything because
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sometimes it can be slow-growing and sometimes it
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can be aggressive so we're gonna track you
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but while we're doing that you go
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off and watch. and live and
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get busy living. And
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that was like this permission but also I
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didn't know what that meant. I didn't
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know how to do that. And so
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I literally left the hospital and I went to
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the grocery store and I bought
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vegetables because I figured vegetables
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are good for you. I guess I'll
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start there and slowly figure
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it out because none of us come
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to this planet with an owner's manual.
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And figuring it out and then teaching people what
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I've learned is what I've been doing for the last 21 years. Wow.
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Talk to me about that. Talk to me
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about you started with food. I did. Right?
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And I think that it's so interesting.
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Jen and I went on a little
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day date yesterday. There's a
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place here in Austin called Nourished.
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The name alone says it all.
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And it's like really gut friendly food.
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And as I was getting the plate,
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right, and we started to eat, I
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looked over at Jen. I literally
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tasted this. I said, maybe they
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made this food with love. You
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could feel the energy and the
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frequency of the food was different. And
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I feel like when we are not
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awakened to the importance of food, like
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we're out here just eating dead food
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like that isn't really nourishing our bodies
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on a day to day basis. So
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let's start there, right? How has food
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made an impact on your journey? In
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a very big way. So that's where I
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started because I felt so out of control.
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And I thought, the one
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thing I can control is when I put in
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my body, when I put on
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my body. And then much later, I
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realized how I'm talking to myself
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and how I'm taking care of my mental well being.
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But with food, it was a good
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place to begin because the truth is I wasn't feeling
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well, I didn't have a lot of energy. And this
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was, you know, outside of even
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cancer. And I thought,
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well, if I start on my plate,
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and I can start to make a little bit
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of traction, then what else can I accomplish?
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And you said it, I began
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with taking care of my gut health. And
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we know that our gut is really the heart
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and soul of our immune system. And
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I began to practice a whole
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foods plant-based diet. And
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in the beginning, I didn't know what I
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was doing, but I just started to get
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cookbooks and try to make things in my
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kitchen and then certification programs and slowly but
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surely you find your way and again, you
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start to feel better. And
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then I wrote some books about that
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and cookbooks and whatnot. And
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that's where it began is how I nourish
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myself. But it didn't stop there.
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Really wasn't until my 10 year
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anniversary or cancerversary where
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I got to be honest with
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you, I
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was a little frustrated because I was doing
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all this self-care and I was teaching people
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a lot of what I was learning. I was already
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a New York Times bestseller. And
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I felt as though I was failing unless I
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was completely cured. And
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we went to my 10 year scan
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and my doctors thrilled, my family's thrilled.
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The only person that wasn't thrilled was
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me. And
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I realized that there's a big
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difference between curing and healing.
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Curing may happen and it happens
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in the physical body. But
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I've been living with stage four cancer for 21 years. My
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disease continues to be stable. And
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yet there was a part of me putting my life off
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until the doctor said
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you're in remission, until everything looked perfect
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on paper. And I said,
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what a waste. What if I live this big,
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wonderful, beautiful life? I met my husband
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as a result of this incredible journey.
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What if I lived this big life, but I never really
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lived it because it wasn't good enough. And
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that's when I realized that my path is a
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healing path because healing can happen. For
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every single one of us at every stage, even
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beyond. our physical bodies. And
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that's what I practice today. I teach
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people how to become empowered participants in
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their health and healing, whether they're
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patients or they never want to be patients, and
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just how powerful it
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is to be on this healing path, body,
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mind, and spirit. It's impossible for you
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to have a successful relationship with another
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human being or a partner if you
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don't have a successful relationship with yourself.
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And what we as human beings
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don't realize is that we are
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deeply disconnected. We're
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disconnected from Mother Earth, we're disconnected
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from peace, we're disconnected from love.
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What we do at AWAKEN is
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we curate different exercises
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to help you reconnect first to
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yourself and then the beautiful
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process of reconnecting to everybody begins.
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And that's why AWAKEN is so
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powerful. You'll do more in three
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days at AWAKEN than you would
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do 30 years
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anywhere else. I
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was so stuck and now I
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feel peace. AWAKEN has been
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the best thing we have done for marriage.
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Coming here I realized that the
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answers were inside of me all
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now to get your tickets
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today. Yeah, it's
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so wild to me that you're
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here right now. Last
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night I've been on this
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journey with food for a while and
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I was vegan for four
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years and I
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was having some issues sleeping which
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as a result of being vegan
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I correlated it with being vegan
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which brought me back to a journey of
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eating animal protein again.
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And which
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about two weeks ago
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I'm laying in bed after sleeping a
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full night's sleep and I cannot get
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out of bed. I
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literally couldn't get up. out of bed. And
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I tell Jen, I said, baby, I
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don't have the energy to even move
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right now. And something told me like,
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I'm just stuck with a bunch
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of like, dead stuff.
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Right. And I'm like, maybe this
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isn't working for me. So then
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I go back to eating a
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predominantly plant based diet, right? I
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do I do organic, we do
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all that. And maybe once
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a week, I'll have a little animal protein, if
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that's what, what I'm sensing
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or I'm listening to. But last night, I didn't
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sleep. And I
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realized that I overate. And
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the overeating caused my gut
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to be so stimulated, that
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I thought to myself, Oh my God, what you
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just said is so true. And you're literally here
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to confirm it like, this is
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like my third brain. Because
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we essentially have three brains, right?
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The brain, the heart and the
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gut, right. And
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it was really wild to me
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to see that like, because of my
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actions, because of overeating, I stimulated
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my body so much that whatever happens
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in there was happening. And it was a
11:06
big wake up call. And this
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is, this is wild. What I always
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tell you guys is that you don't
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ever have to know how. But
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life tends to be so magical in there.
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And where I don't think there's any coincidence
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that you're here, literally just a couple of
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hours after that happened to me. Yeah. That's
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amazing. You know, I really resonate
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with what you're talking about, because
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I'm a big believer in listening
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to ourselves. And the
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more we're able to, I think, first
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and foremost, create that relationship with ourselves, and
11:38
hopefully, at some point, get to the
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point and the place where we enjoy
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our own company, the easier it
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is to tap into that intuition,
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that deep wisdom, that knowing. And
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I think that we complicate
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things. And well being is
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a little easier than we think it doesn't
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mean that it's always easy to practice. But
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oftentimes I see certainly in
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my profession there's always the latest
12:04
hack or the latest trend or fad.
12:06
We're always trying to mess with
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our beautiful bodies that are so
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much wiser than we are. And
12:13
if we can just go back to the basics, I
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teach what I call the five pillars of wellness. And
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that's about being mindful of what
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you're eating, what you're drinking, what you're
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thinking, and how you're resting and renewing.
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And those pillars rest on a foundation
12:28
of stress management. And
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stress, another way to say
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stress is inflammation. So whether
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you're taking care of your gut, you're taking
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care of your mental well-being, you're taking care
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of your heart, what you're really doing is
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taking care of your inflammation. And
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inflammation is the root of most, if
12:47
not all, chronic diseases. Okay,
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so I literally want to be a student here,
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right? So how do
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I take care of my mind?
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And most importantly, how did you
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realize that that was one of the issues?
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Like, take me back to that moment and
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then like, what did you do to start
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being more kind to yourself in your
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mind? I
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realized it was an issue because I
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was living with fear and anxiety about
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what if, what if is
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today the day cancer gets
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turned on? And
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there were moments when I would be not present with
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the people in my life because I was
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in a fear spiral or
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I was ruminating with anxiety. I don't know
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if that's ever happened to you. Absolutely. Perfectly.
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It happens to many of us. And what
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I have learned is we can't amputate any
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of our emotions and expect to
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be whole. And wholeness is our goal.
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But what we can do is start to get curious
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about them and understand
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that in my opinion, emotions
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are two things. One, they're information, they're
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here to teach us something, and
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they're energy. And energy needs to
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move. When it's stagnant, we become
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stagnant. become ill. And
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so for me thinking, okay,
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I am a marathon runner, I
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have to go the distance with stage four cancer.
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I hope it
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doesn't wake up. But if it does
14:13
someday, I want to have the fortitude
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and the resilience and the wherewithal
14:19
to handle that. But it's a
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mental game for me, more
14:24
than anything right now. And
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so saying, okay, fears
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here. What is fear all about? What
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is the anatomy of fear? What does it have to
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teach me? Why do I have it in
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the first place? It's here to protect me. Same thing
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with anxiety. It's really when those emotions
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get out of control or out of
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balance, where we start to feel the
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the ultimate pain of them. So
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if I can start to understand that when I
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am in an anxious place, I'm
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having an out of mind out of
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body experience. What can I
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do to bring my self back to that present moment? We
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were just talking about how you love to work out and then you
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have a gym, going to that
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gym and getting on your treadmill or your bike
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or lifting weights. It literally
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brings you back into your body. Instead
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of for me, oh my God, what's gonna happen
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at the next scan? What if this
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what if that what if this in that moment right
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now? I'm sitting here with you. I am
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not at the next scan. Cancer has
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not turned on and yet my body doesn't
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know the difference because I'm activating all of
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the fight or flight responses
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and cascade of hormones in my
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body. So I can literally
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stop, drop and
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come back to myself through the
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breath, through movement, through calling
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my best friend, through being with the
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people that we love. It's like changing
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the channel and coming back to the
15:45
present. When we're in fear,
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when we're in anxiety, where it's almost like a
15:50
dog licking a hotspot. It's
15:52
like we got to break the focus through the tennis ball
15:55
and come back to us because in this moment, all
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is well. That's
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right. Absolutely.
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And I think
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people might be listening and
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they might say, you know, in
16:13
many ways, especially for people who suffer
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with anxiety, that that could be easier
16:18
said than done, you know. But
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here you are living,
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literally living proof that,
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you know, in what could be for
16:28
most people, a pretty scary thing,
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you have found a way to like overcome
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it. I gotta be honest with you, I didn't
16:35
know when you showed up here that
16:38
you had cancer. I actually mistaken
16:40
you. I thought that you were like a
16:42
child psychologist or something like that. So then
16:44
when Casper shows me the notes, because
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you look so healthy and so
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vibrant and you have a wonderful smile
16:52
and you look like you really embody life.
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So I just want
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all of you guys to really realize that like
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you could, you're an embodiment of the fact
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that you can be and overcome anything. And
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I want to take it a step further. What I
17:05
teach people is that a lot of times in our
17:07
life, our trauma, our
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woundings, the worst things
17:11
that happened to us could lead
17:14
us to our life's purpose. And
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that's what happened with you. Yeah,
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it led you to your work, it led you to your
17:21
husband, you know, how did you
17:23
go about that process, right? It's one thing to
17:25
take care of yourself, but then it's another to like,
17:28
find passion and wanting to help and take care
17:30
of the world, right? Yeah.
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Well, just going back to anxiety for
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a minute, because I have
17:37
not overcome it, but it's a
17:39
practice. So all of these tools
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that I think that we develop and tools
17:43
that you teach, they're there for us when
17:45
we need them, right? They're there when the
17:49
ruckus pulled out from under us, when
17:51
we're having a panic attack, when we're
17:53
in a very difficult time, and they
17:55
don't make it go away, but they
17:57
can start to sort of start to thaw it
17:59
out so that you you can come back to yourself.
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And there have been times along the way in
18:04
my journey where medication was very helpful, right? So
18:06
I blessed all of the
18:08
things that we use to help us
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come into our own peace. So
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to this, how
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did I turn this into, you know,
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my vocation and something bigger? I'm
18:22
a creative spirit. So my creativity has always
18:24
been the thing that I have leaned on
18:26
when I'm trying to figure things out
18:28
and when I'm struggling. And
18:30
so when I was diagnosed, I turned the
18:32
camera at myself. I came from a film
18:34
and television background and I
18:36
decided to tell the story of my
18:39
experience because I knew that I wasn't
18:41
the only person out there who
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was living with stage four cancer, especially as
18:46
a young adult. I was 31 when
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I was diagnosed. And there were very little
18:50
resources back then for people like me. It
18:53
was a lot for a lot of people who
18:56
are older, who had gone through
18:58
raising their children and their second divorce or
19:00
whatever it was. And here I
19:02
was, you know, just starting out. And I was like, there's
19:05
nobody like me out there, you know? So
19:07
I said, well, I'm gonna make it.
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And that gave me a focus. And
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it was a decision. It was a decision and it
19:15
gave me a focus and it gave me a purpose.
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And it was also very helpful in dealing
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with the fear because I could
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just throw it into my creative process. So
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my first book came out, my film came
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out. I was on
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Oprah. You know, it was actually, it
19:31
was picked up by Discovery Channel and it premiered
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here at South by Southwest. And
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it started me on a trajectory
19:38
that I hadn't planned for. You
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know, I remember when I was on Oprah
19:42
and my website crashed, this was like
19:45
a little blogspot.com website and back in
19:47
2007 that I designed myself. It was
19:49
the ugliest thing you've ever seen, right? And I didn't
19:51
have an email capture. You know, there was no way because
19:53
I didn't know what I was doing. We
19:55
were living in Brooklyn and we were sitting
19:57
on our little couch that we found on this trajectory.
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my husband and I looked at each other and he helped
20:02
me make the film. They were like, this
20:04
is what we're doing. We're helping people. We don't
20:06
know how to do it, but we're going to
20:08
figure it out. Beautiful. I love that. That resilience.
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my podcast, you know, I'm a
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I don't think we spoke enough about like
21:08
diet and food. And I
21:10
think this is such a big conversation because,
21:12
you know, if you look anywhere on social
21:14
media, it's like everyone is
21:17
now fighting over what to eat
21:19
and what not to eat. Right. And
21:23
I have to admit that's a journey that
21:25
I had to go on, which was just
21:27
learning to listen to what made sense for
21:29
me. Right. But if you could
21:32
give us a brief outline of
21:34
maybe some best practices when it
21:36
comes to nutrition and taking
21:38
care of our gut, what would that be? Eat
21:41
real food, Michael
21:43
Pollan, mostly plants and not too much.
21:46
And when you say real food, because a lot
21:48
of people don't understand what real food is
21:51
like me and you get that. But like
21:53
real food is not Coca Cola. Real
21:55
food is not, you know, certain
21:57
rice, crispies. Real food is not.
22:00
Snakers bars, right real food
22:02
constitutes of what exactly?
22:06
If it comes from the garden, it's
22:09
probably something that's good for you, right? So
22:12
it I want to just take a step back because It's
22:15
this is hard stuff for a lot of people and
22:17
I think that before we
22:19
go into best practices what I want to do is soothe
22:22
anybody out there who might feel
22:24
overwhelmed because our bodies
22:26
are very resilient naturally and It
22:30
is not about being perfect I think what
22:32
we see mostly on social media
22:34
and Instagram are these diets
22:37
that people will go on They're quite
22:39
extreme and that are very
22:41
hard for most people to not
22:43
only do but certainly stay consistent
22:45
with and so If
22:49
it's made in a lab, it can take a
22:51
lab to digest so it more often than not.
22:53
Are you eating real food? Are you
22:55
eating food that is in packaged? Are you eating
22:57
food that is an over process that's filled
23:00
with empty calories and lots
23:02
of sugar and things that are actually going to
23:04
hurt your Gut and hurt your immune system. And
23:07
so my diet is very
23:09
simple, you know I'm gonna probably
23:11
have a salad with some tempeh
23:14
and beans and rice and avocado
23:16
and lots of healthy fats and
23:19
and foods that are easy to digest and You
23:23
know a lot of people in my
23:25
community aren't plant-based and that's
23:27
okay I think for me, it's are
23:29
you practicing these principles more often than
23:31
not? Are you making vegetables the
23:33
the main? Star
23:35
of your plate as opposed to you know
23:38
Having being a bit player over on the
23:40
side and you don't even want them And
23:43
finding ways to make this delicious and
23:45
we all come from different cultures and
23:47
and food is what can unite us
23:49
And maybe some people have great traditions
23:51
that they don't want to let go
23:53
of but then I say well Let's
23:55
find better ways to prepare those foods
23:57
so that they're a little healthier It's
24:00
about the decisions that we make more
24:02
often than not. And I'll give you one
24:04
more tip. If you're just starting out, I
24:07
like to say add before you subtract. Again,
24:09
trying to get people out of the place
24:12
of overwhelm because that's what I think in 21
24:15
years of doing this really stops us. If
24:18
I can't do it, perfect why bother? So
24:20
if we start to add some goodness into our life
24:22
on a daily basis, that could be a smoothie. For
24:27
me, it's usually the same thing. It's
24:29
cucumber and kale or whatever greens we
24:31
have, avocado, berries, probably some
24:33
hemp seeds, maybe some plant protein, although
24:35
I'm getting it a lot from my
24:37
almonds and things like that. They're
24:40
rich, they're nutritious. I have a 24
24:42
to 30 ounce smoothie
24:44
every morning helping with my gut
24:46
health. And I'm getting
24:48
this big blast of plant-based nutrients
24:51
that's filled with the vitamins, minerals,
24:53
enzymes, phytochemicals, which are the cancer
24:57
fighters, antioxidants which combat free radicals.
24:59
I didn't even have to cook
25:01
anything. I put it in
25:03
the blender and if the rest of my
25:05
day goes askew, I'm
25:07
winning. Yeah, absolutely. You know? So
25:10
it's like what's the one thing we can do? We can make
25:12
a smoothie and start to add that goodness into our life. Beautiful.
25:14
I love that. And on a completely other
25:17
note here, because what you've done is not
25:19
only as a woman, but
25:25
as a woman facing something very
25:27
difficult in life, you are
25:29
out making an impact in the world. And
25:32
I always love to ask people, if someone is
25:34
out there listening, 80% of our audience is
25:37
women. And they want to say, enough
25:39
is enough. I
25:42
want to make an impact on the world.
25:45
I want to find my life's purpose. I
25:47
want to get more creative. I want to
25:49
step into my own creative spirit. How
25:51
did you do that? And
25:54
how could they? I
25:57
didn't take no for an answer. I absolutely
25:59
love that answer. So
26:01
my film which we made, you
26:03
know, back in 2007, it's called
26:05
Crazy Sexy Cancer. And
26:08
the definition of it is crazy. It's
26:11
that out of the box thinking that
26:13
someone says, oh, that'll never happen. That's
26:15
crazy. And we say,
26:17
watch us. Sexy is empowered.
26:19
It's usually, it's, to me, it's using your
26:22
full gifts that you come here with. And
26:24
cancer is my teacher. It's been my teacher for
26:26
21 years. It will always be my teacher
26:29
even if there's a day when I don't have it.
26:32
And so that's why I called it Crazy Sexy Cancer.
26:34
But back then, every network,
26:36
every producer, every everybody, even, you know,
26:38
my doctor was like, do you think
26:40
you could call it something else? And
26:43
I was like, no, because I'm making this
26:46
for a certain group of people. And
26:49
to these people, that title
26:51
is like oxygen. Because
26:54
everything before then was not
26:56
at all like Crazy Sexy
26:58
Cancer. And so
27:00
everybody said no. And I didn't take it for an answer
27:02
because you know what? I said, none
27:05
of this is as hard as cancer. So
27:09
I was like, no, I'm doing
27:11
it my way. And
27:15
it didn't mean that I didn't have to make compromises
27:17
along the way. But I stopped
27:19
looking for permission from other people. And
27:22
that meant that I had to build my own
27:25
company. And that meant that I had to bang
27:27
down many more doors. And that meant that I
27:29
had to keep looking for an agent who would
27:31
represent me when everybody else said, no, that's crazy.
27:34
And that meant that I had to say
27:37
that there's nothing wrong with me.
27:39
I just haven't found the right person to
27:42
work with yet. All I need
27:44
is one person to believe in this project. And
27:46
I found that person. And she
27:48
ultimately bought it and sold it to
27:51
Discovery Channel and then it went
27:55
from there. I love
27:57
that. Any final thoughts? So
28:03
I wrote a new book, it's called I'm Not a
28:06
Morning Person. You
28:08
got a knife for great titles. That's
28:10
a great title. Yeah. Thank
28:13
you. It's
28:15
all about braving lost grief and those big
28:17
messy emotions that happen when life falls apart.
28:21
And I'd say the first part of my career, I was
28:23
really focused on what we're eating. And this portion I'm
28:25
doing a lot of work with what's eating us. And
28:28
every single one of us are going to have that moment,
28:31
that rupture. And what
28:34
I have found through the course of
28:36
my own life of living with these
28:39
difficult emotions and things
28:41
that could happen is
28:44
that our messy emotions can teach
28:46
us how to be free, but
28:49
not necessarily free of the pain,
28:51
right? Because that pain may
28:54
still be there, but
28:56
it's free of the
28:58
barriers that keep us
29:01
from fully alive living. And
29:03
so whatever you're experiencing
29:06
right now or any of your listeners are
29:08
experiencing right now, tend
29:11
to your hearts, tend to those
29:13
emotions, tend to your body because
29:16
you are meant to be here.
29:19
And the more tending we're willing to
29:22
do for ourselves, I
29:24
believe the more joy we
29:26
get out of this precious life
29:28
that we've been given. Yeah, absolutely.
29:31
In spite of whatever's going on. Yeah. And
29:33
that's what it's about. I love that. Thank
29:36
you for the teacher that you are seriously.
29:38
I think it's really beautiful what you're doing.
29:40
Thank you. How do people find out more
29:42
about you? So I'm at chriscar.com. I always
29:44
spell that because I always want to ask.
29:47
Thank you. Chris with a K. A. R. I.
29:49
S. C. A. R. R. and
29:51
yeah. Are you on Instagram? I am. I'm
29:54
at crazy sexy Chris. Oh nice. Crazy
29:56
sexy Chris. Okay, beautiful. Thanks for
29:58
being here. You're awesome! Thanks!
30:01
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regardless of what you're going through, regardless
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