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Angela Browne hey everyone , I'm Angela , an

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intuitive and emotional mastery

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mentor for purpose-driven high

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achievers , to master your

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emotions and trust the power

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of your intuition so that

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you can create and have

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the resilience and unwavering

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confidence to become an impactful

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influencer , to create and

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leave a lasting legacy . Welcome

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to the Impactful Influencer

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Podcast . Hey everyone

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, welcome back to the

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Impactful Influencer Podcast

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so all the soul seekers can

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find us and

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subscribe so all the soul seekers can find us . So last week we talked about how

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important it is to stand alone , like in those

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moments of stillness when your true

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self begins to emerge

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or does emerge . It's

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really , really important to

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let yourself be in that alone space

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. But

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let's get real In

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that space it can get pretty ugly . During

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the painting of my standalone

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series , I found myself in

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a deep dive of

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what artists call the ugly stage of

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an art piece , of

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what artists call the ugly stage of

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an art piece . This is when you

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really dive deep into your essence and the essence of what wants

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to emerge from you

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or , in the case

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of painting , from the paint into

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something beautiful . Just like

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when you deep dive

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into yourself . Sometimes

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it gets a little messy , sometimes

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it gets a bit ugly so

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ugly that you have no

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idea what

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will emerge and how it will emerge

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. So this is what

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I learned during that process is

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that you sometimes just have to give it time

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. That process is that you sometimes

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just have to give it time . Now , this is not my strength

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waiting , being patient , divine timing

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, like those things don't even exist in

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my conscious awareness and

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it's . It's sometimes really hard , but at the same time it can be very profound

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. Sometimes , you know , I just

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keep going into the ugly side

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a bit longer , and

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sometimes I have to take a breather and

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completely do something else for

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a while before I continue on . Sometimes

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I just really want to jump out of

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it all . But I've

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learned to trust my intuition

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and there is always

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this deep and profound

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knowing that sooner

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or later throughout the process

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, I will emerge more

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beautiful than ever before . But

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when you're in it , you're

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in it and it is

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can be hard to

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see any beauty in

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the process at all . You

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can get so messy in there , so tangled

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, so murky

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right , so murky that

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you feel lost , unsure

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how to move forward . You

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feel stuck in the midst of it all , unable

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to see any kind of beauty in

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the chaos . Just

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like painting , I

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have to walk away and let things sort

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of settle , and

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it's in those moments of pause

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that , standing alone

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, that clarity really

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begins to emerge . When

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you're ready to move forward , you have to

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take a good look , like

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really take a good look at

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what you can release and

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what do you want to keep . Just

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like in painting , sometimes we push things to

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the back and sometimes we pull them forward . Sometimes

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we release them all together and we paint over

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it . Sometimes we change

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the entire perspective . The

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whole point is that

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the key to it all is change

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. You

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have an intuitive wisdom that says keep

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this , it will serve you in the future

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, but please let go of this . It

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will only hold you back . Follow

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those intuitive nudges

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, those whispers . But

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if you're like me , there is a part of you that

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you feel very

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connected to some of those aspects

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, some of those perspectives , some of those beliefs , some

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of those thoughts , some of those emotions , some of those experiences

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. Right Like you , just don't know

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what will happen if you let

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go . But

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also , if you're like me , there's this internal

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conflict with it all and

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sooner or later you

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either jump off the cliff or

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you take a baby step to see

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if you'll survive . Step to see if

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you'll survive , apply it and see what happens

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. That's my theory . Just

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try it , see

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what happens . If not , you can always go back Sooner or later . You wipe away

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the tears and you apply the new color and keep trying different things

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, feeling

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your way through life through the painting

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. You know , you just kind of keep moving

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paint around , listening to your

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intuition as you go , keeping

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things at work and releasing those that

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don't , not being attached

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to anything , because you really

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want to feel free in the experience

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. You want to feel relaxed and you want

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to feel free in the experience . Do you want to feel relaxed and

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do you want to feel powerful ? And the main focus , the

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essence of

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why you started in

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the first place , why you wanted to go down

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this deep , crazy

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path ? Right

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, because you want to change . You

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wanted to be out of the chaos . You wanted

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to , you wanted to feel happier , and

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that feeling always

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remains visible amidst

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all the chaos . All

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the ugliness , distractions

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fade away sooner or later and

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you hone in on what truly

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matters . You literally

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become the vision

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and sometimes

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the focus shifts

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entirely and

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you rise out of the dust like

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a phoenix , but

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no matter how scary it is , you

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know that it has to go . It

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has to change . Shape the focus

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might have to change and for sure

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your perspective has to change . Shape the focus might have to change and for sure your perspective

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has to change . And then , all of a

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sudden , you've changed directions

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completely and

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you feel like you're starting all over down

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some unexpected path that you never

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thought possible . But

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yet there's this passion that

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emerges . Possible , but

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yet there's this passion that emerges , this extreme

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clarity and focus that emerges

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with this new direction

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, and

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you feel like you're alive

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, like you're thriving . And

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so , layer by layer , you release what no longer

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serves you and you continue down that path , like

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it's not some place

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to emerge into , like

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there's no final destination . But

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through the process , you know that

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sooner or later it's going to get , you

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know , a bit murky again , but

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if you're staying on task and you're

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staying focused and you're really

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allowing the process of

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the emergence

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, the evolution , to be a constant

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, then you're not

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going to be able to do it . Then

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it becomes easier , the process becomes

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easier . You

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may feel exhausted , but you know that

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there's a determination , a motivation

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that carries this deep

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passion , carries

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this deep passion and

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you're willing . You're willing

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to be exhausted . So

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, if you need to step away

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, give

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the vision time to evolve , return

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with a new , fresh perspective , continue

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to breathe life into your creation

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, into your path

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, your journey , trusting

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in the process of transformation , both

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in art and in life . What

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I've also found on this beautiful

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journey of life is that art

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can be a simple

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and easy way to transform

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your life , creating the beauty out

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of the ugly stages , and

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it doesn't have to be that hard , but we do

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have to allow the process . Thank

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you again for joining me here on the impactful

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influencer podcast and

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until next time , don't

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be afraid to take that deep dive .