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we did the Humpty. So what's going on

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3:04

as but I'm you know it's actually funny.

3:06

I know I. Can attack you this

3:08

earlier and then I'm like oh wait,

3:10

I can't go more detail. Let's just

3:12

say that for. The podcast, but

3:15

it is interesting, I had to I

3:17

had disappointment and I had to take

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the survey ah and they give you

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a whole list. How you're

3:23

filling in life. The reasons

3:25

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3:28

In I'll share later day my experience of

3:30

what I'm doing. But. It.

3:33

Was like all these different things and

3:35

you get a pic, five and you

3:37

go from one defy believe the like

3:39

and my last one eight put five

3:41

on his self confidence. and was a

3:43

really interesting as they look to be like. Self. Confidence.

3:46

You need self confidence and it was

3:48

like. I kind of do a

3:50

guy. I have self confidence but. Overall,

3:53

I think I kind of whack at yeah

3:55

and they're like woody mean you lack it

3:57

as like well. You. Know before I

3:59

had kids. You. Just have so

4:01

much time to consider yourself. So I

4:04

think everything I did made me I.

4:06

Felt. Good. I would put a little

4:08

crop up on my workout. Tapes and we're

4:11

wrestling five nights a week and filming the

4:13

reality shows. It was just different. it was.

4:15

I had a lot of confidence. I have

4:17

been to the and thirty and having fun

4:19

all around the world of is different. Yeah

4:21

and I think that brought confidence in a

4:23

way out. Or now this is what I'm

4:25

thinking and why wrote wrote it down on

4:28

the paper. And. They were like

4:30

the you don't feel any of that now and I'm like

4:32

I don't know I had kids and I'm not saying. It's

4:35

it's. like. Took my conference wait.

4:37

just changed my confidence. Instead

4:39

of filling sexy and flirty I felt

4:42

like motherly and you know protect his

4:44

and confidence and like my boy screw

4:46

and it just became different but I

4:49

think sometimes I was like seen are

4:51

like but I think when I think

4:53

of confidence I think of more high

4:55

filling your body. And. Appearance:

4:59

And they were like looking at me like I

5:01

was crazy in the like. While it's so interesting,

5:03

know, granted, you know, speaking to a male in

5:05

his twenties. So. For him he was looking

5:07

at me like i just don't understand is be package

5:09

you become a mommy can lose that is that gets

5:11

you know makes me think. Wow.

5:13

I wonder how my mom felt or whatever and

5:16

I'm like hey, My. Confidence is

5:18

different now. Life. Is different

5:20

as a mom for me. And

5:22

I love it. It's I love this life.

5:24

I like how much it's changed. I like

5:26

the confidence I have now. it's just that

5:29

one up was before that's gone. And.

5:31

Sometimes when I want to be a

5:33

little sexy or I like try to

5:35

do cute little flirt with my husband

5:37

not with everyone else that. With.

5:39

My has been. It makes me blush. It's different and

5:42

never made. Me Bush before? I mean do. You feel

5:44

the same idea? I'd actually love to

5:46

ask a psychologist about this, because I

5:48

do think. There's something to

5:50

cause. I.

5:52

Love to been sexy. I mean.

5:55

No way you know I would

5:57

do. Sexy self is all the

5:59

time. Even in the rain I

6:01

you know wanted to bring strength and

6:03

sexiness to it and I mean I

6:05

was. He is into the principal's office

6:08

or with him when I was younger

6:10

because of my sexy top they were

6:12

starting a middle school like I always

6:14

loved being sexy and it is so

6:16

weird because since I've had mint hail.

6:19

I. Go to like. And. Look

6:21

I saw have put up a few sexy post

6:23

but it's weird because I can get cringe year

6:25

I'm like I go to do something sex and

6:28

I'm like Ike I feel weird and different now

6:30

about it. Like exactly what you're saying and I'm

6:32

like to a non have self confidence. I do

6:34

think that's a big part of it. Like I

6:37

want to sometimes get like super Freaky Wilde in

6:39

the bedroom with Artem like I use you and

6:41

sometimes I feel like there's something holding me back

6:43

And I think it's like when my body doesn't

6:46

have the same as being in a look and

6:48

be like oh that looks different now or do

6:50

known a mean. I don't know it. Is.

6:52

It cause of maternal instinct

6:54

kicks into us now so maybe

6:56

body language, thoughts and feelings.

6:59

Change. And something warm in. Her

7:01

know that it makes us cringe or

7:03

feel different of we do this do

7:05

before for it has to because I

7:07

literally can steal my body holding back.

7:09

Okay when I don't have much use,

7:11

Sexy stuff is like holds me back

7:14

rights I It's so funny you said

7:16

that cause that's literally what I said

7:18

earlier. I go it's weird I am

7:20

with them like. Held. Back

7:22

to do like a sexy face and also

7:24

can do it and like fine but it

7:27

makes me through that but then it makes

7:29

me bless. Me: How now given

7:31

I target the i almost feel like I'm being

7:33

than goofy. about nine one hundred. I do the

7:35

same and even try to flirt. Will y u.

7:38

Nectar Target for with me that title. But you

7:40

know anyone like hey, So. And

7:42

think it's we're. Area and

7:44

I use it like I didn't think of

7:47

I used to be I was like for

7:49

like such as sex pot and. I

7:51

don't know, it's it's weird because there's

7:53

so many things even like when I

7:55

think of my career and stuff like

7:57

I wanna do and I'll go to.

8:00

Oh, campaign or a one way or like something

8:02

and then I won't do it because I'm like

8:04

wait, a I don't know. I second guess myself

8:06

in sexiness. All. The time I

8:08

do too. I mean hey, let's be

8:10

honest, there were no they bought myself

8:13

some boobies. Yeah, There's times I'll wear

8:15

a shirt and I got my good

8:17

braun. And I'm like get some cleavage and then

8:19

I will literally go back and change because I'm

8:21

in a way I don't know. maybe it's thing

8:24

too much like what the to be to mites

8:26

and like then i get nervous to walk out

8:28

my front door raise all change. And

8:30

then a inflame out about i regret that

8:32

a change like Waikiki just. Where.

8:34

You're damn cute little tank top with your

8:37

to cheese you know of cleavage doubt league

8:39

rare that the teaches out you bother girls

8:41

out honestly will I certainly think in a

8:43

know I know I was telling you this

8:45

but I sorry to fill because I went

8:48

to say smaller when I got my boobs

8:50

redone. I. Feel like I. Was.

8:53

Part of me like Lucy May sexiness.

8:55

It's weird. I don't feel like what a they don't

8:57

want to say smaller victim need a do and I

8:59

don't have. It's because I had a bigger size for

9:02

almost twelve years maybe and so when I look in

9:04

the mirror and stuff I'm like oh I miss my

9:06

big girls they I just feel like they. Were

9:08

more me. And like where it was better

9:10

for my body type and maybe it's all

9:12

my head but then it's surgery to make

9:14

me feel less sexy which is crazy. Now

9:16

can I throw something at you? Using

9:20

social media has almost play

9:22

with their head with all

9:24

this cousin no. No

9:26

because there's some people who I feel like have

9:28

kids are crazy sex that of neighbors are going

9:31

about other people we look at and talking about

9:33

like so unlike you. Who. Sees photos of

9:35

yourself ten years. gives them sure if you go

9:37

to your tags to see photos of yourself Ten

9:39

years ago, right? I mean, and you're

9:41

almost like, oh, see that I should be like that,

9:43

But. I'm. Not but I don't

9:45

know why. Wanna be like that? I want.

9:48

That body back and I want the

9:50

longhair. Yeah, but I was ten years

9:52

ago before Cds. I think that could

9:54

be may be a minor plane. To

9:56

add that I definitely think there's something

9:58

about. Having. Kids. For.

10:00

Majority of women that plays a part of it.

10:03

right? I'd be interested to know

10:05

like. Is. There is

10:08

something And as that all said, and

10:10

like gets more Am to something like

10:12

gets more Damn. I don't know. Their.

10:14

Crick Scientific Word site. Desert.

10:18

I don't know this something turn on more

10:20

things are not there have to be that

10:22

I wanna talk to psychologist and. It's.

10:25

Crazy because you know as women like

10:27

a one of our super powers I've

10:30

always felt is our sex appeal is

10:32

like weren't we. Can carry

10:34

that a man can. We can carry

10:36

this. Way about as

10:38

this. Seductive. Sides aspire

10:41

eyes by the way we swear hit

10:43

by the way we even like move

10:45

our fingertips or fingers like we shouldn't

10:47

do things that really can draw people

10:49

in man or woman and lot of

10:51

women can use that to their power

10:53

on getting what they want Sir, getting

10:56

something free or whatever and he be

10:58

rate. Is so it's like

11:00

we shouldn't lose it when we become mom's

11:02

say something does happen. I remote sea us

11:04

when so it's a fresh set of those

11:07

a curl x they point all day long.

11:09

I always see them as Poynton and you

11:11

They see the reading or their finger. They

11:13

their confidence that you know it. I mean.

11:16

but it's funny because I look back at

11:18

when I had Birdie on Total Divas. And.

11:21

Obviously total bellows. With the same time.

11:24

And I was trying so hard you saw a

11:26

train. hard to keep up with all the total.

11:28

Diva cast. I mean I feel like that

11:30

season there was a couple new ones that

11:32

came on as you remember, Who.

11:35

Made. This problem Mela and Alexa Bliss that

11:37

season. He had Ike and I

11:39

hadn't been really in the locker room with them

11:42

because they're so nxt when i when i laughed

11:44

i think it's when they got they came up

11:46

when i came back around my neck surgery and

11:48

but i was thinking like oh my gosh like

11:50

I need a i just had baby I know

11:53

but I gotta keep up in this crowd and

11:55

and i think i was so confused lox so

11:57

much confidence when i was like a tunnel it

11:59

back. Like this is now more

12:01

mature wiser bree. Elevating.

12:04

Oh dang girl is using condoms As the motley

12:06

with mama. The group. That's okay, you're the first

12:08

mom in that group. Like you said, I just

12:10

had that com for down the ladder own debt

12:12

and I feel like I was trying to own

12:14

it but at the same time I was judging

12:16

hard on myself. And. I look back

12:18

them like you lost so much sleep and was

12:21

so exhausted didn't. Like. Allow

12:23

yourself to just take a deep breath and be

12:25

like this is who I am. This is what

12:27

I bring to the cast in the group. Why

12:29

I see. That's why there's mommy. Groups right?

12:32

right? That's you have to be around her.

12:34

The stroller. Stride you needed to be with

12:36

other women that were going. Through you're going

12:38

through. Yeah. And I wasn't Now

12:41

and I you were with as

12:43

you majority of as weren't marry

12:45

and we were live in the

12:47

lace. We had our tight work

12:49

out bodies and we were. Drinking.

12:52

And could have hangovers and sleeping with no. Responsibility

12:55

except. Makes you get

12:57

back to wrestle. You know any mean. So.

13:00

I guess when it goes back

13:02

to me, checking off those boxes

13:04

fit lax ot in the know.

13:07

Maybe I know where that stemmed

13:09

from? Want that? There is something

13:11

else there too, but totally wall

13:13

in. Been in. Even

13:16

our still been in the spotlight and even

13:18

be in a her son t V. It's

13:20

crazy how I feel like. What? I

13:22

said look like that. I mean, and

13:25

competing against women a lot younger than

13:27

me, or women who haven't had a

13:29

baby, or women who genetically just didn't

13:32

turn out how I did after having

13:34

a baby. You know what I mean

13:36

for sure. So well, And you know

13:39

Lassana was crying Petrus of course, because.

13:41

I. Have my ten year wedding anniversary coming up.

13:44

Brine. I are going on vacation

13:46

for it and I wanted to.

13:48

Get. A sexy swimsuits and like I'll just be with

13:50

had to swim suits are so hard for are

13:52

me and I'm gonna try this one on. And.

13:55

Will see. That I am

13:57

just slake. I wanna wear this. Yeah, I

13:59

will. For com for an aunt but

14:01

we'll see and I will be I wanted

14:03

it's a girl pill. Lot

14:06

of bad but we'll see what I

14:09

thought if I get a good spray

14:11

tan. Have you been helping me lived?

14:13

I'm hoping. So. No, no,

14:15

Totally. I. You know it's crazy because

14:17

I've been looking in swimsuits, but. My.

14:20

Issue is like my whole life I've always

14:23

been into to peace because I've always been

14:25

eaten my legs when she but so funny

14:27

am always been a tiny insecure about my

14:30

thighs because I always had a great cemac

14:32

like I was able to have abs in

14:34

a smaller ways. Of those who to be

14:36

like okay you could focus on my abs

14:39

and then they'll take away from my thighs.

14:41

Whoa You're fucked when you're in a one

14:43

piece because it's all focus on the size

14:46

and I'm like this is my hell. And

14:48

every summer. this is why I rarely

14:51

ever swim since I've had my tail,

14:53

because I'm so insecure and this year

14:55

I'm like. Well. Let's do

14:57

it to be. but I am getting

14:59

like the saggy skyn like were mature

15:01

really stretch me. And.

15:04

And dislike or but. I. Don't

15:06

want to be in a one piece plenty.

15:08

the last one pieces that are out to

15:10

be in a body suit liquor. but what

15:12

about the when pieces that crisscross all the

15:14

way down? Have you seen that like Tiger

15:16

Kieny? Right under your belly button. The stop.

15:19

I I need to say I saved one. I

15:21

think I'm pincher as I come over the brand

15:23

because I can only eat up here. The highway

15:25

acted and I didn't know that on me. So

15:27

it's like a diaper on me. What? I don't?

15:29

You have to be stick skinny to make this

15:32

look. I agree. I put a non and I'm

15:34

layered. Yeah, I look like an Easter egg. Know

15:36

I did not. Yeah and one or so I'm

15:38

trying to figure. Out What? What?

15:41

I'm going aware of this summer. I'm feeling

15:43

great about myself and I feel so good

15:45

about myself naked. and with

15:47

like sound like certain clothes on

15:50

that I don't know. Hung and of

15:52

thought. The swimsuit. I

15:54

know it's always scary for me. It is. and

15:56

I'm not. When I left Sarongs Lake, you

15:59

know, I'm lifesavers. I mean I worked long

16:01

and either that thing off as I'm diving in

16:03

the what I think they were mid air the

16:05

big like not the Mac addresses but the cover

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16:09

fish and was yeah the whole body like that's

16:11

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16:13

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16:15

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16:18

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16:20

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16:22

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called this Sunday. It Easter Sunday

20:01

Oh Easter Sunday. I know I do

20:03

have everything I have a male fades

20:05

I just need to get mint his

20:07

Easter Volcano. I meant more. The Easter basket

20:09

not your i'll have more leeway, really. Quick

20:12

outfits with an ass were kids. We

20:14

have something going on Saturday and Sunday.

20:17

But. You got ideas! Was like really excited

20:19

because our dams gonna be finally a

20:21

part of all the south. And

20:23

I just wanted my family to match and

20:25

wanted to be and like lavender some purples.

20:28

Wait you guys are all matching book like

20:30

we have like. A color

20:32

enough game. Winner. Yet

20:35

police. Said

20:38

to be honest if either one where

20:40

I would again and color palette yeah.

20:44

And so I got majority to suffer.

20:46

Want to put him and his Easter

20:48

basket which is pretty much what is

20:50

it Bubbles Got water guns because he

20:52

loves the squirting water and they're like

20:55

cute one. Oh and a many putting

20:57

one little thing a candy. A

20:59

He literally. that's a lot Kenny since Halloween and

21:01

I feel bad. like. I'll. Get

21:04

him like a little piece of chocolate so he

21:06

thinks it's candy because I don't want to go

21:08

on like gummy worms or anything like that rain

21:10

but I'll put in something little sign. In.

21:12

The basket as well. And Lisa about Girl

21:14

Scout cookies like every other day. And I

21:17

go honey, that is once a year for

21:19

only a couple weeks. but they're not good

21:21

for you. Yeah, like we got that creating

21:23

their. Own air that

21:25

when you're done as the table. What happened

21:27

with mice around photo is cute because last day

21:29

I started and I know you are to do

21:32

this with your kids that I started to

21:34

do were. Tucked. Imitate

21:36

about prayer and like have him starting

21:38

to do it with me so I

21:40

just as like you know seat after

21:43

mommy insists to hear him say you

21:45

Jesus Dear Mother Mary. And

21:47

I and I have him to saying

21:50

I'm so grateful for today. Amen It

21:52

rates Leaders are a place to start

21:54

so we started doing are. You.

21:56

Know prayers And that was like one thing I

21:59

really wanted. To do. On our way

22:01

to land was line into Easter was

22:03

just you know. Let's make.

22:05

Prayer a thing in our family like I just

22:07

haven't talked him about it. That. Is

22:10

been oh I know gonna raise of denim

22:12

for a thing so but that's I really

22:14

wanted that with him and let his are

22:16

to share my prayers with him. I love

22:18

it. Well. You know, Birdies.

22:21

Prayers last night were really cute. She's lake

22:23

dear lord new please for me into a

22:25

ferry and I would. Love a unicorn to

22:28

do and I was like, well, what are

22:30

you grateful for That either? As a kid

22:32

I mean to do anything to the real

22:34

I Ferry and a real life you know,

22:36

Gray. I mean, That were to

22:39

just be a dream world

22:41

and am that. Brand.

22:43

Came home from bookstore with. And.

22:45

Got her this Taylor Swift book. And

22:47

I was like. And I

22:49

was like only flies That says you

22:52

that A Free Easter basket? Yes! And

22:54

so I will I go Brian. I.

22:56

Got up for Easter basket remember I also

22:59

got she wanted the pink water bottle with

23:01

the taylor says. Stickers system put him on

23:03

like yeah, there's a bat, there's a. There's.

23:06

A scheme more. I guess

23:08

I would say seem to or easter basket

23:10

on what do I do now so didn't

23:12

know. And I'm like will probably

23:14

Taylor Swift. Coloring book. And

23:17

when Abdullah the you know any mean is

23:19

there's the sunday Already have everything in my

23:21

closet Primate girl, Amazon Prime the i've already

23:23

like spent the money I'd add me. But

23:26

yeah, I'll figure something out. but

23:28

I'm. A So Q if it isn't that cute. but

23:31

when I saw it as like. I

23:33

live now in a way he's years now and I

23:36

got them couple. Little a. Or

23:38

yeah you know and it new the Cadbury egg

23:40

yes chocolate and I need to get myself When

23:42

I was some I thought I had had that

23:44

either. I haven't any their a guy good this

23:46

week the carmel and my favorite my favorite to.

23:48

they make the dark chocolate though cause I like

23:50

it with our milk chocolate I don't now but

23:52

then I you let me so have some sees

23:54

can be I go full and Easter. Sunday

23:57

on the kinda rest that I don't

23:59

really do all year long. Now if

24:01

there's something fun about, is something fun

24:03

about it. and then buddies, Easter basket

24:05

or Humpty Dumpty Gonna hundred seats, empty

24:07

bag? a Humpty Dumpty game. And.

24:09

Then Humpty Dumpty Am. They're like the

24:11

spell. Patches. He can

24:13

move around and great his own little

24:15

yang. whatever it's like minds all very

24:18

much. Water sports are like spring. I

24:20

was like it has hurt sex and

24:22

to slake saw things that I noom

24:24

and here with love. I actually saw

24:26

the since on amazon and they still

24:28

haven't my basket but it's. A

24:30

type of bubbles were when it tip citizen spell

24:32

because you know we given the little ones and

24:34

how the boys so they have ones that are

24:37

like for toddlers some they do that it is

24:39

a come out. Of a

24:41

guy I know I'll show you at so I

24:43

was like and like a need to get those

24:45

because when I want him dead the smaller ones

24:47

to do it himself. And. I

24:49

want him to near here with system.

24:51

sit out and ask me for more.

24:53

Oh I think there was like a

24:55

bubble gun to I had gaia but

24:57

those are good as organ in know

25:00

that kind of sexy half of his

25:02

shoulder fake. Seventy. Times they

25:04

just do it and the bubbles go so quick

25:06

and I agree So reply of the big i

25:08

have degree so things and I have to say

25:10

I got a bunch on sale in and have

25:12

them. Like. It's crazy

25:15

how on a madam. Gets.

25:17

More That's great. Yeah the gallon ends and we

25:19

do have. Tell everyone how each of the boys to

25:21

the children's. Museum this past weekend. so que

25:23

it was so cute but they're bubble table.

25:26

The. Bubbles aren't working as good and anything.

25:28

see the bubble table. Yeah. There

25:30

is a huge one and but he kept trying

25:32

to work at like you there's was. Yeah bubbles

25:34

and like you know the thing there a

25:37

it was a walk. like none of it

25:39

would it look like almost water? oh really

25:41

yeah knows like I kind of wanted man

25:43

always you data from bubbles in their yeah.

25:45

The boys were obsessed with children's museum which

25:48

was incredible. Torments here wouldn't sub talking about

25:50

so much. hey when I went back the

25:52

next say we're there for four hours he

25:54

didn't he would barely been some have water.

25:57

And he went straight for

25:59

four hours. Recruiter and

26:01

it's incredible. It is

26:03

take. His I

26:05

told our damn. I was like

26:07

well what I'll say is it's what I

26:09

like about it is so much hands on

26:11

things to do when I love you. Don't

26:13

need a very believe the join anything zoc

26:15

as it is meant. For. Young

26:18

kids to experiment. And

26:20

just sensory feel, x ray or

26:22

Oliver and even the outside. I

26:24

was like ah, This. Is a

26:26

perfect outside playing with water and yet the

26:28

rocks with the truck so that was so

26:30

and then you could do your own music.

26:33

things like they had all those different vowels

26:35

and all that and the boys could just

26:37

being of his heart and they want every.

26:39

because Sunday wasn't raining they had try schools

26:41

out for toddlers to right arm and then

26:43

I got it was the Norwegian dancers and

26:45

they were like almost like the dancers from

26:47

Helps Birds that yeah screw and they kept

26:49

putting on performances all day they take a

26:52

break in and go back to it and

26:54

then there was a group that brought. In

26:56

animals. Oh. And I'll wear them to

26:58

see and. And a crazy there

27:00

is like a lion earned widow lying or

27:03

tiger know I mean a cheetah. And.

27:05

Small. My. Side of it I was

27:08

and crazy Mccain on I am because

27:10

I know I didn't even take him

27:12

to it because I just visualized him

27:14

running just straight towards the cheetah with

27:16

no karen. Why? I'm sure that he

27:18

clocked the cheetah. Unfortunately yes the sad

27:20

I didn't like. Go see it. And

27:22

within the usually. I. Hate saying

27:24

the word, drug them up at a usually or

27:26

sedate them in a way where they. Yeah.

27:29

I'd in an amp he got a

27:31

place or someone from like a far

27:33

of his snake in their handlers like,

27:35

oh, there's a snake that's not my.

27:37

Know. I saw meeting good of

27:39

animals pets but it's cute everything else

27:41

and I when I like his am

27:44

Saturday Brian and Bertie really one do

27:46

a daddy daughter day So so Qs

27:48

okay and they had such a blast

27:50

so it's been that I could do

27:52

a. Son. And Mommy Day and we

27:54

got to do it together! He asked us for mean. To.

27:56

Be able to watch one child and

27:59

fully be in. That's did in one

28:01

is so easy. Way. To

28:03

go from just have to know that like balance

28:05

the two and like we're over here are we

28:07

here with you know the all said and I

28:09

only have to worry about one child's for the

28:11

day. It's so easy. So I was just like.

28:14

Oh my gosh. And I like it because I feel

28:16

like then I got to do everything with buddy. Instead.

28:18

Of worrying about two kids of is great

28:21

on it's like I got enjoy every single

28:23

moment with Near and Brand. I said it's

28:25

really important. For. Us to

28:27

do that and also switch off. Which.

28:30

Were good about like. He and Betty go do

28:32

something and then Birdie and I. yeah, but

28:34

it's really nice to get that one on

28:36

one. Interaction with your child A They talk

28:38

more. And. Like tell you

28:40

things and then for me to hear

28:42

no fighting. For. A day isn't

28:45

so great. Oh yeah, my kids stay at

28:47

least once a day. Naming. Any

28:49

siblings know I get it. I

28:52

mean Sunday. I. Was even

28:54

it was funny because parents like side that

28:56

was a good idea but i door-pizza to

28:58

the park and. I

29:00

know he told me that I was like

29:03

smart I mean it was and he was

29:05

ready to go say then I met the

29:07

door-surname put the pizza and the. Car. In

29:09

the car. And by the time

29:11

we gonna car, he was so hungry to

29:13

go look at this and then I have

29:15

been pizza and he was like, oh, and

29:17

just smashed. Was. So nice

29:19

relay code catered serve kids I now

29:22

aren't I'm like wow wow he lives

29:24

like a king right ago for the

29:26

thing is is I can either given

29:29

him just snacks and it's an hour

29:31

drive or we had a dinner like

29:33

he ate so much pizza because you

29:35

so hungry and I just did not

29:38

want to given snacks and like it's

29:40

four o'clock. Perfect. Time.

29:42

And he's literally eight months that whole

29:45

personal pan pizza. And I think

29:47

that's amazing. Yeah, And. Actually,

29:50

They. Do I think a picnic? Benches.

29:52

There, but you probably have to bring. In food.

29:55

Why? Think you can. I'm arrow

29:57

like that sale bed know illegal?

30:00

The will bring in their lunches and

30:02

separate, I wanted it for the car,

30:04

see, I I one of my favorite

30:06

Amazon finds ways breeze seen. As

30:08

like a tray for food and it goes

30:10

into the cup holder of a car. Scene

30:12

and. Because my son eats

30:14

so well. When. He is in the

30:17

person. I mean. He just. I.

30:19

Feel like half and half authorities having

30:21

his breakfast. Sometimes it's at home, sometimes

30:24

it's in the tray on the way

30:26

to school and I just knew that

30:28

would be perfect hour drive for dinner.

30:30

And it with. Him. And. He did. You

30:33

get your pizza? You know it girl. that. Cauliflower

30:35

pizza with big and. And

30:38

but I did pepperoni to. But I

30:40

feel bad I was like buddhist. Pepperoni

30:42

is more spicy than usual and look

30:44

at he gets more water but he

30:46

kept tail like spicy but I was

30:48

like night and on the mean he

30:50

kept eating at but i'm like poor

30:52

thing as eating disease hungry or. I

30:55

don't know where bed. And

30:57

now as the time but in her

30:59

bed Ill eat eyes laughing because today

31:02

when I dropped him off. The

31:04

he tells a teacher and me he is.

31:08

It was scary and I go.

31:10

What's scary like what was scary

31:12

and the teacher a semi goes

31:14

well for me. There's scary ghost

31:16

your car I go away a

31:18

man is like say you buy

31:20

a mocking the Carlyle. For.

31:23

The. Movies And

31:25

My. God. Scary. Ghost.

31:28

I know I mean that it is

31:30

Kenneth you know they say kids can

31:32

see thing So yeah but I for

31:34

what I've noticed tales in a stage

31:36

when he doesn't want to leave me

31:38

or he wants my intention he either

31:40

to say something scarier. He is good,

31:42

the doctor, the dentist and. I'm.

31:45

Trying to teach him like this. If

31:47

you say the things when it's needed

31:49

like or filling a certain way and

31:51

if you just woman's attention all yeah

31:53

did you say mommy and want your

31:55

attention So do a half and half

31:57

the time by law say I was

31:59

getting everything. But like all you need

32:01

to do some me back as and I'm driving. I'm

32:03

like a wiccan. Around here are some

32:05

player or you're out of guys.

32:08

Florida and or not when I would have rolled

32:10

out of my car. Oh my goodness I'll never

32:12

forget when I was driving behind do and I

32:14

see tennis were going to go with average because

32:16

the site around and freaking out and. I.

32:19

With that something. Seriously. Happen, But where was it?

32:21

A beetle in you guys. Who. Have. Bigger

32:24

than a beetle. What? Were those

32:26

and gigantic bugs called. I'm literally driving

32:28

and I so bad because I'm a

32:30

tail in the back to no oh

32:32

no thing he was in backseat it

32:34

was just me I was flipped to

32:36

the car off the road completes has

32:38

I'm driving and I look down and

32:40

on my forearm is a bad. Thing.

32:43

That. Big. Like. Literally.

32:46

Know. It was not know it

32:48

was like a form tattoo like gigantic

32:50

it literally and the me a leading

32:52

made I say it was it it.

32:55

May. Be a British slut like

32:57

King Daddy, Stink bug. Know

33:00

a was bigger than a stink bug.

33:02

It's whenever just lucky to roll your

33:04

car. I know and now I've only

33:06

or L fleet or something. It's scary.

33:09

You. Just slowly Gray added

33:11

he's either you know, can't.

33:13

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33:15

Just. Chill. Out. unless

33:17

it's a brown or whatever a spider recluse

33:20

serve. I know when mom sent you an

33:22

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33:24

I'm like please don't and when when I

33:26

go the bathroom in the mail than as

33:29

literally either. Turn the lights on or

33:31

I get my flashlight. I want

33:33

to be kind of that your and I grind. A toy later

33:35

on the toilet. With. My leg or

33:37

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33:39

were like. A snake tickled there but narrowly.

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36:05

may. Hi my name

36:07

is Stephanie and I'm calling from

36:09

organ I and along can listener

36:11

longtime watch her lawyer shows. I

36:13

love both is unique in three

36:16

by question is for Nicky. I

36:18

am seventeen weeks pregnant with my

36:20

second child and lately my husband

36:22

has not been really interested in

36:24

having sex on his. A shared

36:27

with and today die. It's because

36:29

it kind of freaks them out.

36:31

I started thinking about a baby

36:33

growing my belly vote with the

36:35

first pregnancy. He didn't have this issue.

36:38

As much as you know, when you're

36:40

pregnant, you're a little self conscious to

36:42

begin with, so I was wondering how

36:44

you nikita through this with Arden when

36:46

you're pregnant. A tale of i remember

36:48

you talking about this on your show

36:50

would love your thoughts and I love

36:53

you both. Thank you. I

36:55

think you Stephanie? Yeah I'll have to

36:57

give my thoughts to oh of course

36:59

so you know what first comes to

37:02

mind is like. You. Have

37:04

to have that communication and be open and

37:06

honest because I remember that's what I did

37:08

with are dumb I was like look I'm

37:10

super horny. And. I

37:12

need sacks and actually masturbate so much

37:15

because it's crazy. When you're pregnant, you

37:17

masturbate. While eight hundred z, it just

37:19

doesn't get easier to hear. Masturbating.

37:23

Of hear what he wants. Touch. Myself. Know.

37:26

That's actually worse. And.

37:29

But. I just was like no, you. Like.

37:31

We can turn the light sauce we can

37:33

do doggy sell the time but. I.

37:36

Need it. And it but

37:38

it was still really hard on are dumb.

37:40

In was hard on her marriage be camera that I

37:42

remember how hard it was for you guys. Safe

37:44

he knew he had to do it and

37:46

I just knew as soon I his picture

37:48

him like shivering be want to do this

37:50

but I have do well at least they

37:52

didn't write him be on top of him.

37:54

Can you imagine I'm beginning to say or

37:57

write up the belly alone so this is

37:59

my thing. I. Yeah to understand might be

38:01

hard for a guy because he flicked are going

38:03

a proper name v re but it into the

38:05

first time the mainly because he now is a

38:07

full on dad rain but this is and I

38:09

feel like I said this to you. In. Our

38:12

damn. When you guys are having your issues. And

38:14

I'm in a sadist. Stephanie to your husband. Have

38:17

them actually look at of actual

38:19

diagram. Of the baby growing, words grind

38:21

how the cervix. Is completely closed. and

38:23

actually how for the penis goes

38:26

into the vagina and huxley far

38:28

it is from. There's no way.

38:31

Your. Penis will ever make it to the

38:33

baby right and what I think many

38:35

to see the diagram and I'm sure

38:37

they have videos now is on and

38:39

radar a it on Youtube. Good then

38:42

they're gonna realize there are the basic

38:44

alley impossible and. The.

38:46

Only way the baby comes out is when we

38:48

start to daily when it actually the. Cervix starts

38:50

to open and then when you get to afford

38:52

to rain, here comes the baby. Yet.

38:55

That's just you're not gonna have that

38:57

issue. You won't have that issue and

38:59

so and but also visually they need

39:01

to see the busy they need to

39:04

see. I agree that says something. That's

39:06

great advice from Brie and to that

39:08

point. Also, google how healthy orgasms are

39:10

for your baby inside and I think

39:12

that there is a. Laker

39:14

A scientific reason why

39:16

women get so horny

39:18

during pregnancy because. The.

39:21

Body want. You. To

39:23

orgasm because how good it is. For

39:25

a baby, I think it's that chemical

39:27

that goes off. With a organize laika

39:29

her happiness but that's when they go

39:32

through your birth. Good that willing to

39:34

doctor tix lab face with you're thinking

39:36

to is the levels that some women

39:38

can head in An orgasm is and

39:40

the same levels that when your. Baby

39:43

goes through you. Yes, It every

39:45

it's to that owners and yeah

39:47

also they say when you're trying

39:49

to. You. Know started,

39:51

Did I mean that I don't have this really

39:53

works They told Brian. And I with Bertie.

39:55

But when you actually want to go into

39:57

natural. Labor sometimes semen help.

40:00

That process when you a or the and.

40:02

Now. Didn't help us at all. So I don't

40:04

know that we've had a lot of friends or

40:06

peasants. You've done that lake, but you never. Know

40:08

when you will know many. All right it?

40:10

yeah. But yeah, and

40:13

just the communication parts. Really

40:15

big race and. Mendis have

40:17

to really be understanding because the wheel

40:19

nothing is worse like you know you

40:22

could bring compared to to them. Be

40:24

like were walking around blue balls here.

40:27

You're. Giving us blue balls like that is

40:29

the feeling right? For that is right.

40:31

One else would just feel like. You.

40:33

We have to understand their feelings too. Because.

40:36

I can see whites are it And I

40:38

think actually and Stephanie I'm getting older and

40:40

wiser and your husband now because she said

40:42

heard the first pregnancy wasn't hard on yes

40:44

and he gets home now because now he

40:47

has a child. Know. That my head

40:49

when been a full on dad is my

40:51

yeah I just watch some videos they have

40:53

to. Have it on you tube or some. Doctor.

40:56

Website but or just show diagrams

40:58

of like actually where the baby.

41:00

Is that where the penis would be An. Excel

41:03

help make everyone so all those

41:06

hormones sas like during that time

41:08

if really, And. We do you And

41:10

eating Ragnar. I actually

41:12

I miss being pregnant and like I've

41:15

loved the part of like feeling mint

41:17

tail in that connection. Am.

41:20

And it's crazy because they think of how

41:23

horny got six weeks after having the tail

41:25

know i was having so much sex salient

41:27

when stitch so as fine. Bad.

41:30

Arnhem was like whoa girl but it's

41:32

again hormones rain or at a c

41:34

section. So yeah it took me a

41:37

little longer just because I had a

41:39

big gash or my stomach. but I

41:41

will say I am. There's

41:43

days were like yeah, misprint pregnancy, no

41:46

other days. I could never be pregnant

41:48

again. Yeah. We you

41:50

know it's weird because I feel like

41:52

as of late I've been getting baby

41:54

fever light. And. Just been thinking a

41:56

lot about. Should

41:58

I give me Taylor? We make I'm

42:01

I buy my the internal battle that's

42:03

been going on and it have been

42:05

more is. Happening more than am

42:07

as of late and I to I don't know

42:09

what it is Aussie babies in a big i

42:11

could do it now and pregnancy for me is

42:13

not the issue, it's all the after says. I

42:16

did or any of my energy rain.

42:18

How with Matteo at the park I'm

42:20

like tired. I'm like chugging cold brewed

42:22

to keep up. I'm just like oh

42:24

my gosh. So I think of the

42:27

age that by the time I have

42:29

you know a baby and then when

42:31

they're in the toddler stage and praying

42:33

like okay maybe I'll have just a

42:35

very you know quiet com little girl

42:37

who. Will. Be crazy Wild refers to

42:39

get another boy that are know they always the

42:42

seconds the wild I mean and so I think

42:44

our that been I just don't have my. Energy

42:46

can keep up but. We'll.

42:49

See because I I struggle now

42:51

knowing like arms parents like it's

42:54

becoming real and I just think

42:56

life so short to give them

42:58

that like to have that with

43:01

their sign. Be there for the

43:03

birth of a grandchild, Be with

43:05

one of Arden's children from birth.

43:08

Tell you know. However,

43:10

Age. I just think stuff like that

43:12

is so priceless makes life so beautiful.

43:14

You know you and I we have

43:16

that. Had side to

43:19

have that we are nesters we

43:21

urge. Through Just Mamas and

43:23

love that homeless and so I've had

43:25

a big battle because tough months, he'll

43:27

an iron. Such great slow and I'm

43:30

just I'm obsessed with him. I love.

43:32

To. Love him and his left for me

43:35

like it says, the greatest thing in the

43:37

world and I love giving him all of

43:39

me. I'm. And. So.

43:42

Sometimes. And like I don't know if I have more

43:44

love to give. Are you for said? I know

43:46

you do. Oh yeah and in in in do

43:48

crazy but anyone who has two kids are more

43:51

will tell you that no rain have fled the

43:53

I Go. Back and forth. Free to because

43:55

siblings are special. If I was younger, Be

43:57

different was you know. You.

43:59

Ain't. Just a few years. Yeah, but

44:01

it's a was. I'd say that to

44:04

jump on it isn't do it. Because.

44:06

Even you don't know how long pregnancy takes. He.

44:08

Was around. You get pregnant. A couple months and some

44:10

of the to gear no I agree. So. I've.

44:13

Had some thought slake. Depending.

44:16

If a few shows that we may be so mean

44:18

are wrapped up by the end of the fall, And.

44:21

Like wow. I've already done my county

44:23

like okay wickets you may have. I've

44:26

been like it. Could I be a

44:28

few months pregnant and hide it on

44:30

set? Or. Should. I wait till

44:32

after and then by the time I have the

44:35

baby and to get back in shape when show

44:37

comes back around do I have enough time to

44:39

they don't want to lose my spite say think

44:41

that the sick It's hard for women when we're

44:43

trying zoo staff. You.

44:45

Know with work. And know

44:47

because unfortunately the work that I do

44:49

you get affected now. So.

44:51

That's that's the hardest part of it all.

44:53

I don't worry about that. he had the

44:56

other says. So.

44:58

And slant mix sherman tail would be

45:00

okay. Really? Mean okay is and have

45:02

been a sibling I really think you and ran

45:04

he would. Yeah I mean. Obviously

45:06

sublease fight. And.

45:09

It's all about balance and making sure

45:11

you know you treat em all the

45:13

same. But also the have though quite

45:15

as separation line wedding a big separation

45:17

the prey be as. If.

45:19

If I have it in my head was

45:21

five years so then if you're waiting longer

45:23

than that and in the crease six year

45:26

difference but it's still find a deal Rain.

45:28

Course. The

45:30

So be there for each other a d

45:32

As they were I feel like as I

45:34

did we know I'm an Atm and yeah

45:37

I'm praying that God willing on can make

45:39

it to Mathias sixtieth birthday. That's like my

45:41

dream because I feel like I to look

45:43

at haven't sick. Why do you freak mail everytime.

45:45

You say this but we've a little earlier I

45:47

know. but I can look at him and sixteen

45:49

be like I could see how it's gonna be

45:52

as an old man and that I know his

45:54

life is perfect like not perfectly. You know he's

45:56

great. He's gonna be fine the rest of his

45:58

life. Flake it is Social Security. Pretty much

46:00

that point. I can make sure that

46:02

all you they my grandfather, thirty five

46:04

plus like community I can just look

46:06

at him. Go. I know my baby

46:08

boy as sixty is good. But.

46:10

That means mommy with some Ninety seven So

46:13

who knows I am. I pray about it

46:15

all the time and like manifested. That's what

46:17

I would love to do. Let me tell

46:19

you I watch the documentary have a i

46:22

know Bluestone so it can happen girl at

46:24

and hey Napa they're entering the blue zone.

46:26

I have to say an article I just

46:29

saw I know but not nap other towns

46:31

that not axel say it's in Napa Valley.

46:33

read. By. That I think of the

46:35

little girl I rammed gonna say little girl cost

46:37

of a happens I'm. On. A manifest as many

46:39

said I'd have you know at least me

46:42

back it's here in her fifties and be

46:44

like I know you gotta grow a worried

46:46

about she'll why held a baby the other

46:48

day and i sniffs it's head and i

46:50

was like. Can. I

46:52

had a third and like again at up go through

46:54

a crazy process because I've no tubes and glad I

46:56

was like no I actually don't then i you know

46:59

my kids are decided I was late. Why?

47:01

The So Hard. I

47:04

like. I'm not gonna lie. yeah house

47:06

is kind of great lake birth control

47:08

for not having two kids. I'm like

47:10

really. I actually was. no

47:12

actually happen have meaningful way I

47:14

say take that back what I

47:16

meant to say because. Well.

47:19

See how they are with each other? How

47:21

they can distort snow majority the time? That's

47:24

what makes you want with here to have

47:26

a second because I'll go whole. Is it

47:28

a cousin like I don't have? They'd feel

47:30

like he'd be a sibling. So those are

47:32

the times in a word. But I see

47:34

how siblings are super close. Oh cute, will

47:36

that be Ernie? Wanna have a cigarette And

47:38

then when I'm there for the fade, some

47:40

like. Do.

47:42

I want this but it's just like you

47:44

love when the dogs around and when I

47:46

start to see them ship vomit on your

47:48

rug and like moon I hope they can

47:50

walk dog but like what anyone was say

47:52

those are like these minor negative things. And.

47:55

There's so much more one on either make it

47:57

is. Raining. Leagues, you know. And

47:59

my Billie. Right about to go to sleep and

48:01

Winston. Throws: Up from Iraq in happened

48:03

like couple nights gonna like either the just for

48:06

not the lake near nine pm. And

48:08

I can hear it and I go as I have to get

48:10

up and clean it. Yeah and I was like. But

48:13

then the where he snuggles up to me

48:15

and I know nor and actually brain they

48:18

were talking about Iraq today. And.

48:20

We're just like how long Winston been

48:22

in our lives. And. Even

48:24

like when we think we're coming up toward ten

48:26

year wedding anniversary of but we're like when since

48:28

been our lives eight years little over actually no

48:31

read like. Eight and a half? Yeah, I

48:33

know, Oh yeah for sure. over. He

48:35

was born september his age. So.

48:38

Ah monsieur it in a oh Iraqis were

48:40

as we got em. Two thousand and Two

48:42

thousand and fifteen? Yeah, because I got him

48:44

right before next surgery and I had next

48:47

surgery beginning of two thousand and sixteen yet?

48:49

So I mean. When. You think

48:51

of how long my little apple.

48:53

Head, I know. So. Long

48:55

time so we're just flake lord

48:57

joaquin them were just like how

48:59

much love yeah and ladies brought

49:02

into our lives and just. The.

49:04

Day we don't hear the Winston noises I own,

49:06

we think about out with them. Really sad. will

49:08

miss some even if they wake you up in

49:11

the middle the night near. Miss those noises and

49:13

know the one thing that. Will make me.

49:16

Feel. A little

49:18

better when when sin leave says is that

49:20

he ah of. Jersey a judge will

49:22

be waiting. Write their own body

49:24

wagging? yes. So excited to see how Oh

49:27

Yeah beat him up for a few and then

49:29

he now yeah I was for as those year

49:31

and the next I think Id amd it's you

49:33

bet this person said they ask this person they

49:36

go. Food. Dead or Alive?

49:38

Would you love to have dinner with? On

49:40

he goes dead. And. It's

49:42

my dog that passed away a couple years so

49:44

I'm as they can at the high butter they

49:46

could. I was like crime rate and he goes

49:48

I would do anything to have one last meal

49:50

where I could be again and have this little

49:52

paws on my lap and eating with them I

49:55

was like my all right it's like when you

49:57

choose any I'm of they just it should be

49:59

the thing that they. You have to be with

50:01

you. Tell your last breath. That's what I've brain

50:03

never seen this morning. Really, it just be that

50:05

they will live with you your whole my yeah.

50:07

Like. You just honestly and selfishly because

50:09

they're love is so obscure and unconditional.

50:12

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50:14

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54:26

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54:29

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54:31

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54:33

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54:35

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54:37

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54:40

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54:42

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54:44

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54:46

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54:48

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54:50

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55:16

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55:20

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55:23

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55:25

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55:27

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55:29

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55:31

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55:34

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55:43

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55:45

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55:47

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55:49

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55:52

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55:54

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55:56

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56:00

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56:02

crazy when people do that even

56:05

though they're filling the sadness or.

56:07

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56:09

it rains. A. Great deal and

56:11

you know and it's an vulnerability,

56:13

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56:15

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56:17

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56:20

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56:23

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56:25

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56:27

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