Episode Transcript
Transcripts are displayed as originally observed. Some content, including advertisements may have changed.
Use Ctrl + F to search
0:00
That oftentimes we compare ourselves
0:02
with the worst in ourselves and the
0:05
best in other people. And when we do that,
0:07
we will always look down on our journey.
0:10
We will always diminish how
0:12
much we've changed. Welcome
0:22
to the one you feed Throughout
0:24
time, great thinkers have recognized the
0:26
importance of the thoughts we have. Quotes
0:28
like garbage in, garbage out, or
0:31
you are what you think ring true.
0:34
And yet for many of us, our thoughts
0:36
don't strengthen or empower us. We
0:38
tend toward negativity, self pity,
0:41
jealousy, or fear. We see
0:43
what we don't have instead of what we do.
0:45
We think things that hold us back and dampen
0:48
our spirit. But it's not just about
0:50
thinking. Our actions matter. It
0:52
takes conscious, consistent, and creative
0:55
effort to make a life worth living. This
0:57
podcast is about how other people keep themselves
1:00
moving in the right direction, how they feed
1:03
their good wolf. Thanks
1:18
for joining us. Our guest on this episode is
1:20
Dante Stewart, a theologian, essayist,
1:23
and cultural crack. His work has appeared
1:25
on CNN, The New York Times, The Washington
1:27
Post, and more. Dante received his b
1:29
A and sociology from Clemson
1:32
University and is currently studying at the Chandler
1:34
School of Theology at Emery University
1:36
in Atlanta, Georgia. Today, Dante and Eric
1:38
discussed his book Shouting in the Fire
1:41
An American Epistle. Hey
1:43
Dante, welcome to the show. Hey, what's
1:45
up, man, It's good to be with you. We're gonna be talking
1:47
about your book Shouting in the Fire An
1:50
American Epistle, among other things.
1:52
But before we do that, let's start, like we
1:54
always do, with the parable. In the parable,
1:57
there is a grandparent talking with
1:59
a grand child and they say, in life,
2:01
there are two wolves inside of us that are always
2:04
in battle. One is a good wolf,
2:06
which represents things like kindness and bravery
2:08
and love, and the others a bad wolf,
2:11
which represents things like greed and hatred
2:13
and fear. And the grandchild stops
2:15
and thinks about it for a second, looks up with their grandparents,
2:17
says, well, which one wins? And the grandparents
2:20
says, the one you feed. So I'd like to
2:22
start off by asking you what does that parable
2:24
mean to you in your life and in the work
2:27
that you do. Yeah, wow, that is
2:29
actually a great, great parable.
2:31
And the immediate thing that
2:33
comes to mind is back in college
2:35
at Clumpson University, where a similar story
2:38
was told about investment.
2:40
About whatever investment that we make in
2:42
our bodies and in our minds and
2:44
the things that we're doing outside in the world
2:47
is eventually going to come out. And whichever
2:50
one gets fed the most is
2:52
the one who's going to endure the longest.
2:54
So we think about running. I just got finished
2:56
working out cycling. Actually I just got finished
2:59
cycling, And whenever I'm
3:01
cycling, it's always
3:03
like that. My ability to be strong long
3:06
is dependent on what I ate thirty minutes
3:08
ago, people what I ate an hour ago.
3:10
And so when I hear that parable, particularly around the
3:12
work that I'm doing across theology
3:15
and and black literature, and politics
3:18
and and gender and sexuality and
3:21
and many of these intersecting topics.
3:23
I want to feed the one that's
3:25
going to create the greatest community. I don't
3:27
want to feed the wolf that's going to destroy
3:30
everybody. I want to feed the wolf that's
3:32
going to create a community of care. So that's
3:34
kind of where my mind goes Awesome, that's a lovely
3:36
answer. So I want to start off. There's
3:39
a question that you pose early in the
3:41
book that I think sits at the heart of the work you're
3:43
doing. But I think a different version of it sits
3:45
in the heart of the work all of
3:47
us do it anyway in our life. Right, And
3:49
you say that, I wonder to myself, how do I be
3:51
black and Christian and American?
3:54
Right, and that, you know, trying to be all three of those
3:56
things and and then calling different things
3:58
out of you. And I think we could add mail to that, right,
4:01
male as a whole whole element.
4:03
You know, we might have listeners who are like, well, what's
4:06
it like to be black and atheist and female?
4:08
And we each have these different identities.
4:11
I think that may sort
4:14
of call to us in different ways.
4:16
And I'm just curious how you think about
4:19
being a whole person that balances
4:22
all those different identities, particularly
4:24
if they're calling for different things from you.
4:27
Yeah, yeah, incredible question. My
4:29
mind. Immediity goes to tone Uet
4:31
Bombarba's The Salt Eaters, which
4:34
was a fantastic, fantastic
4:36
novel, which is the story of a woman who
4:39
is very much engaged in the struggle
4:41
for liberation, but she finds herself in the psychiatric
4:43
ward at the beginning of the book, and she's in
4:46
this community of healers who
4:48
have disability to heal people, and
4:51
there at the beginning of the book, there
4:53
is the question that is asked, again and
4:55
again and again, are you sure
4:57
you want to be wail? Because healing
5:00
the wholeness ain't no trifling matter.
5:03
And one of the things that I love about this book,
5:05
and I have been just sitting with this
5:07
book and sitting really with Tony cab and Bar for a
5:09
long time now, is that,
5:12
you know, there's a difference between
5:15
doing creative and compelling
5:17
work and actually being a good
5:19
and healthy human being. You know, some
5:21
people are really good at what they do, and they
5:24
may do it very well, but oftentimes
5:26
in the process they destroy themselves
5:28
and others in the process because they don't know how
5:31
to integrate various aspects of
5:33
what it means to be a whole and healthy human being
5:35
in what they're doing. And for me, I've made
5:38
that mistake in the past, and I have to continually
5:40
be aware of my own limitations
5:43
as it relates to my work. Right now, I
5:45
think about my family, I think about being in ministry,
5:48
I think about being a writer and
5:50
a student, and then somebody who's trying to do
5:52
work in public. So many
5:54
of these roles are
5:58
calling me in various
6:00
different directions that it's very easy
6:03
to burn out, is very easy to allow
6:05
insecurity, to win out, is very
6:07
easy to work from
6:09
a place of imbalance. Is
6:11
very easy to be resentful
6:14
and even regretful in ways that I
6:16
failed, in ways that I missed and fumbled
6:19
the bag in the past. And I have to constantly
6:21
remind myself of why I do this work
6:23
that I do. I do it, as Baldwin
6:26
said in is Far Next time, I do
6:28
it because I love us, I love
6:30
myself. I want all of us uh
6:33
to be whole and healthy. And back to your
6:35
initial question of that what sits
6:38
at the heart of my book
6:40
is that question what does it mean to be Black, American
6:43
and Christian? And it is
6:45
really a nod to Ardrew Lord, the black lesbian
6:47
feminist poet, a mother who
6:50
she self described herself. As
6:52
she writes in Zombie, a new spelling
6:54
to my name around page one seventy
6:57
one seventy six, something like that, she says, I
6:59
remember what it is like to be young and black
7:01
and gay and lonely. And she goes
7:04
and separates those various
7:06
experiences not with a Comma, but
7:08
with the word and
7:11
and it's as if she's suggesting that
7:13
one needs to take into account what
7:15
these various particularities in my identity
7:18
mean and the ways in which they intersect
7:20
in the most beautiful and terrible ways possible.
7:23
Then she goes on and says that we had
7:25
to create various models. We had
7:27
to create communities of love and accountability
7:29
and responsibility and wholeness
7:32
because we had no models. We had
7:34
people who rejected us. And in those various
7:36
experience we had people who let us down
7:39
and filled us. And we have to find a way
7:41
to show up in the world as our full and
7:43
whole self instead of simply being
7:45
reminded of what other people did to us. And
7:48
so me, when I think about wholeness and healing
7:50
and shotting in the Fire and American Epistle, it
7:53
is that journey continually not
7:55
trying to be the hero, but trying to find ways
7:57
to be whole and healthy as a human person.
8:00
A beautiful answer. There's so many things you sit in there
8:02
I could touch on. It reminded me of
8:04
a line in your book A little
8:06
Bit where you say, as a writer, I came to the realization
8:09
that far more important than people liking my
8:11
work or even resonating with my work,
8:13
or even using my work to shake things up.
8:15
Was me liking myself and liking
8:18
the complexity of life and believing
8:20
that I had something worth giving that was saturated
8:23
in maturity and love. And I
8:25
love that last idea because any
8:27
of those identities we wanted, any of those
8:29
identities we take or that we inherit or
8:31
whatever, if we bring to them
8:34
that idea of maturity and love,
8:36
then that feels to me like a lot
8:38
of the battle. Oh yeah. And
8:41
I think inside of our work that
8:43
we do, of trying to offer you say, in your
8:45
platform, practical wisdom for a better life, or
8:48
in my space, me trying to create
8:50
a world of love and liberation,
8:52
where in some sense my kind of sprain
8:54
board is at the intersection of Jesus
8:56
and James ball Went Black, literagy and theology.
8:59
It's very easy to allow
9:02
that work or that platform
9:05
or whatever that is to mask
9:07
who we really are, you know. It's
9:10
it's easy to allow those
9:12
things to allow us to run
9:14
from ourselves. As I know in the book that whether
9:16
I was in the Orange Jersey or whether I was reading
9:18
theology, or whether I was preaching,
9:20
teaching, leading in these spaces. These spaces
9:23
allowed me opportunity to run from myself,
9:25
or run from other people, or run from where I became,
9:28
or in some sense made me the hero in the
9:30
process. And I think at the
9:32
heart of so much of the running is
9:34
insecurity and fear that
9:36
says that if people know me for who
9:39
I really am, if people hear the
9:41
whole story of what I actually have become,
9:44
then they will not accept me in my full
9:46
self, and they will reject me for who
9:48
I want to become. And so much
9:50
of our work, so much of this kind
9:52
of growing up that we need to do,
9:55
must be saturated in maturity
9:58
to realize that off the times
10:01
we compare ourselves with the
10:03
worst in ourselves and the best in other
10:05
people, and when we do that, we will
10:07
always look down on our journey.
10:09
We will always diminish how
10:12
much we've changed. And we would try and prove
10:15
to people that what they
10:17
are projecting on us, or what they
10:19
remember about us in the past, is
10:22
actually who we really were when the actuality
10:24
that is just one part of the journey,
10:27
and it made us who we are today,
10:29
and the fullness of that story is
10:32
everything that came before
10:34
and everything that happened in between.
10:37
Yeah, that's awesome, very well
10:39
said. I think it's time that we pivot a little
10:41
bit to your story, because I
10:43
think it's an important part of
10:45
the book, and I particularly
10:47
want to focus in on kind of where
10:49
you start. The book primarily is
10:52
really around the fact, and I'm gonna I'm gonna
10:54
set it up a little bit for listeners,
10:56
and you correct me if I get anything wrong. You
10:58
grew up in the rural sal Pentecostal
11:01
and then you went off to Clemson University to be a
11:03
football player, and while that was
11:05
happening, you began to get involved
11:07
with, for lack of a better word, the white church.
11:10
I'll let you kind of pick it up from there, kind of share
11:13
a little bit about what was pulling
11:15
you in that direction, and then we can sort of talk about
11:17
your movement away from that,
11:19
and then, um, I think that leads into a
11:22
lot of other areas we can go here. Yeah,
11:24
yeah, yeah. So at this moment this was in
11:27
I was rising leader in this predominant
11:30
white church, and by that time, in two thousand sixteen,
11:33
I had already graduated from Clemson. I
11:35
was very much invested in white
11:37
evangelicalism through college where
11:40
we come onto campus as young black athletes,
11:42
and the ones who have greatest access
11:44
to us when you're thinking about like wisdom
11:47
and spirituality and maturity
11:49
and vocation, those
11:51
who are shaping those ideas
11:53
and those ideals are
11:55
those who are white. When you think about
11:58
preaching and things, we should be involved.
12:00
And it wasn't during that moment thinking about
12:02
the injustice that was around us. Of
12:05
course, uh, those as my
12:07
teammates were concerned about those injustices,
12:09
particularly when I tell the story about Treyvon Martin,
12:12
and my team may stand in solidarity
12:14
with him, but me a line said, I had work to do. Uh.
12:17
So there were definitely moments
12:19
and movements, uh that that wanted
12:21
to take seriously the suffering that black people were
12:23
enduring and trying to liberate
12:26
us from the the kind of enduring
12:28
structures of white supremacy that we're
12:31
so pervasive in every aspect of our
12:33
society. But in
12:35
a very real way, that wasn't
12:37
an overwhelming thing. It was more so
12:39
like, you're here to play football, and
12:42
you're here to get an education and everything
12:44
else you know you need to. It's like that the idea
12:47
of the blinders. You need to leave all
12:49
the noise when in actuality we
12:51
never took into account, but we were
12:53
missing when we had such exum
12:55
and zero sum focus. And for
12:58
me, so much of what I was missing was
13:00
the wisdom and the love and the
13:03
art and the culture that came
13:05
from my black Pentecostal
13:07
real upbringing. When I was at Clemson,
13:10
so much of it was me seeing
13:12
whiteness is something to be desired and
13:14
bringing me protection and bringing me resources
13:16
and bringing me things that my parents
13:19
and people around where I came from said
13:21
was gonna make me successful. Now, over
13:23
time, I started to believe it, and I started to
13:25
get invested and get involved, and
13:28
it changed how our names saw and
13:31
showed up in the world. You know. Steady
13:33
suggests that the longer people
13:36
of color and black people are within these
13:38
white dominant spaces, the more
13:40
we individualize our racial identity
13:43
uh and the less we identify
13:45
with our people that we come from.
13:48
And so what tends to happen is
13:50
the longer we're in those spaces, the more
13:52
we're socialized out of where
13:55
we come from and socialized into an environment
13:58
that oftentimes want us to seem mel lay
14:00
in ways that that does not question
14:03
the dominant power structures, that does not question
14:05
the stories at work within these spaces.
14:07
So two thousand sixteen happened for London Castile
14:10
and Alton Sterling is murdered, and it shook
14:12
me up out of the ways
14:14
in which I had devalue where
14:16
I come from and distanced myself
14:19
from the people that I came from. And then Donald Trump
14:21
happened, and I'm reaching teaching leading, and
14:23
so many of these white members in
14:25
this church were not just apathetic
14:28
to our identities and our experiences,
14:30
but they actually was actively hostile.
14:33
And so that just wasn't for the members, that was also for
14:35
the leaders. And so then in that
14:37
moment, I had a decision I had to make.
14:40
Either I stay and assimilate
14:42
and be silent and it eats me up on the inside
14:44
and I felt myself and my wife and my friends
14:47
and very legitimate ways, or I
14:50
make the more courageous decision to
14:52
actually change and do something about
14:54
the reality that I knew was
14:56
harming all of us. There's so many things you
14:58
write in the book about this that I think are so powerful,
15:01
and I think what you're describing, we're
15:03
framing it in the context of black
15:05
and white, and that's an important part of
15:08
your story and all that.
15:10
And I think as a human experience,
15:13
there is a you grow up, you kind of move
15:15
away from what you were raised, you want
15:17
to learn something new, you're looking for something else,
15:19
You lose touch, you know, and there's this reckoning
15:21
that goes on inside of us right between
15:24
like how I was raised and who I
15:26
am now and what I believe now. And
15:28
I think that's that's so interesting. Of
15:30
course, yours was amplified by
15:32
the fact that you sort of suddenly realized,
15:35
like, oh, I'm in a space that's
15:37
hostile towards my
15:39
people, you know. And I'm curious to
15:41
the extent that you sort of knew
15:44
where you were and you really wanted
15:46
to be there and you were willing to overlook a lot
15:48
of things, or to the extent that you
15:50
were surprised and you went, Holy mackerel,
15:53
like some of this ugliness is coming out of
15:55
the cupboard. And it's probably a little bit of both, but
15:57
you say a little more about that. I definitely
15:59
think that that's very perceptive. Actually, so
16:01
much of my story is that tension of
16:04
I'm not making myself the hero. I actually wanted
16:06
to be there, and I write in a book that I
16:08
had become a weapon, and it was a
16:10
weapon that was always used
16:13
against us, the black US, or
16:15
any marginalized community, whether you're talking about
16:17
black women, you're talking about l g B t
16:19
Q. This idea of
16:23
being white, conservative,
16:26
evangelical male as like
16:28
fundamentally Christian, that this this
16:31
idea of listening to that voice as
16:33
the dominant voice for how I thought about the
16:35
world harm so many people.
16:38
And I desired it because it brought me
16:40
so much of what I was longing
16:42
for, and that was affirmation. And
16:45
me and my friend was talking to some time
16:47
ago one of my teammates and he was like, yo, bro,
16:50
Like we all live for this one thing when
16:52
we playing ball, and it's to hear from the
16:54
coach, great job, I
16:56
see you, You're doing great. We're
16:58
living literally in and day
17:00
out for that final affirmation at
17:03
the end of every day, at the end of each game,
17:05
at the end of each week, at the end of each year,
17:08
great job, yo, You're doing amazing,
17:10
etcetera, etcetera. Now, when
17:12
you speak to amplification, I think when
17:14
we start taking into account social
17:17
identities and affirmation,
17:20
especially within the context
17:22
of giving injustice around
17:24
experiences of race, class, gender,
17:27
sexuality, place ability,
17:29
etcetera, etcetera. This kind of affirmation
17:32
and assimilation is amplified, and
17:34
we long for these things because
17:37
you know, these people in some sense have
17:39
the ability to determine whether I
17:41
stay here and go beyond or whether I go back
17:43
home. And one of the things we
17:45
didn't want from where I grew up is to
17:48
go back home, because it was almost like a
17:50
metaphorical death sentence to go
17:52
back home. And so, like so many young
17:55
people that I was around, we
17:57
live for the affirmation. And so inside
18:00
of this white evangelical space, that affirmation
18:02
came, and it came again and again and
18:04
again. And I want people to understand. I don't
18:07
want people to be unaware that YO, to be young
18:09
and black and male and straight and
18:11
charismatic is to be marketable
18:14
in these white spaces, especially
18:16
if you don't say anything about you
18:19
know, oppression and justice, gender
18:22
sexuality, even how
18:24
we think about the world and culture and
18:26
cultural production. You know, we're very
18:28
marketable. And it's not until we
18:31
start to push back against these dominant
18:34
stories that we realize that these
18:36
spaces only one us insofar
18:38
as we make them feel good about
18:41
who they are or what they're doing. Case
18:43
in point, Colin Kaepernick, case in point,
18:46
many of the black women who stand up
18:48
against this injustice in the NBA.
18:50
I'm thinking about Maya Moore, uh. Case
18:52
in point. Uh, we see black
18:55
gay men, black gay women standing
18:57
up against the dominant forms in which even we black
18:59
men and up whole patriarchy. Uh.
19:02
And so when when you started thinking about this
19:04
silencing and this assimilation
19:06
and things like that, and just the ways in which
19:08
is amplified, especially for me,
19:10
in this space, I started to see
19:13
that I was actually full to desire
19:16
this space. I was shaped to desire
19:19
this space. It didn't naturally happen
19:21
this space called me to that
19:24
desire, called me to that assimilation.
19:26
And it wasn't until black women, particularly
19:28
my wife and others, started to force
19:31
me to see how that desire
19:34
for affirmation was destroying
19:36
us and them in the process. It
19:38
wasn't until then that I started to see
19:41
the person that I had become, and
19:43
that person was somebody who
19:45
was really, as I said in the book,
19:47
was anti black. And I have to own that. What
20:16
you say about wanting that affirmation from
20:19
coaches, from all of these people, I'm
20:21
a straight white male.
20:23
You know, as far as we talk about these imbalanced
20:26
power dynamics, right, I sit up near
20:28
the top, right, and that
20:30
desire for affirmation, still
20:33
in the past, has ruled parts of my life. I
20:36
can only imagine the pull of the
20:38
forces when
20:40
you add everything else into the dynamic
20:42
that I simply don't have to cope
20:44
with. Yeah, that's true. I think
20:46
you think about race, gender,
20:49
sexuality, ability, class,
20:52
geography, immigration status,
20:55
any of these kind of experiences
20:57
of modernization brings
21:00
both visibility and
21:02
invisibility. So when
21:04
you're marginalized inside of a space,
21:07
you're hyper visible, like you're
21:09
always conscious of being seen. You're
21:12
always conscious of people seeing
21:15
you and you being conscious of that being
21:17
seen. And so this is like one of
21:19
my one of my brothers, Darn them More. He
21:21
has this podcast, Being Seen, which
21:23
is sitting at the intersections of black male
21:26
gay life and queer life and trans
21:28
life. And one of the things he talks
21:30
about and weave so well in this podcast
21:33
is these various experiences of hyper
21:35
visibility. And when you're talking about hyper
21:37
visibility and being seen, you're oftentimes just
21:40
differently than those who believe
21:42
themselves to be the norm. And I
21:44
think when you're talking about these marginalizations and being
21:46
seen. You're always mindful
21:49
of how you show up in the world. You can't
21:51
be enraged like other people
21:53
can be raged. You can't be sorrowful
21:56
in ways that other people can be sorrowful. But
21:58
there's also a hyper visibility
22:00
as well. So it's the tension. It's the
22:02
paradox where you're conscious of being
22:05
seen and other people see you, but they don't
22:07
take your experience seriously enough
22:09
to actually change the conditions that you
22:11
have to live in. So I'm thinking about
22:14
the experience of college athletes right now
22:17
trying to fight for rights and trying to you
22:19
know, trying to create better contentions
22:22
or even Brian Flores, the coach
22:24
from the Miami Dolphins s Woo, calls the NFL
22:26
working like it's on a plantation. We're
22:29
not only hyper visible, but we're invisible
22:32
in this space. It's like, yo, you should be grateful for
22:34
being here, when the actuality,
22:36
we're not just grateful to exist. We
22:38
actually want to have an experience of being
22:41
free. And you can only be free
22:44
when your humanity and your
22:46
reality and your experiences are
22:48
not only seen and felt, but
22:50
actually taken into account inside
22:52
of environment where you feel seen,
22:55
inspired and protected, and so
22:57
so much of that invisibility, invisible
23:00
in these white institutions that my story
23:02
is woven into, is me trying
23:04
to figure out a way how to give voice
23:07
to so much of the pain, so much
23:09
of this struggle, so much of the rage,
23:12
so much of the violence that I
23:14
was experiencing, even though it may
23:16
not have been physical, it was psychological
23:18
and emotional violence. It was trauma
23:21
and being reminded of this trauma. And
23:23
so much of my book and so much of these experiences
23:26
are about giving voice to what
23:28
we experience and what we know to be true
23:30
and what we feel and are
23:32
embodied social sales, whether you're talking
23:35
about being inside of the classroom, whether you're
23:37
talking about being inside of a social
23:39
space, whether you're talking about being inside of the civic
23:41
organization. As theologian Katy Kennon
23:43
would say, there is no value
23:46
free space. We bring whoever
23:48
we are, and we need to take that seriously,
23:51
and we need to find ways of being together
23:54
where we are all seen
23:56
and inspired and protected in ways
23:58
that make us more human and not less,
24:01
and takes into account that we don't
24:03
all come here the same way that black
24:05
women see different than I see that me
24:07
as a young black male see different than white
24:10
people see that black trends. But
24:12
men and men see different than we, as
24:14
those who assist hit see And we need to
24:16
take into account that their experiences as
24:18
much is as important as mine.
24:20
And I need to take that into consideration
24:23
and take that seriously and how I show up in the
24:25
world. You just said something there about
24:27
there being no value free spaces
24:30
I want to present. Yeah, that was
24:32
another question I wanted to sort of get at. So you
24:34
were in the white evangelical church,
24:36
right, which we know that white evangelicals
24:39
are the large majority of people who
24:41
elected Donald Trump, right, So
24:44
it's easy for me as a white person to go,
24:46
well, dude, you were hanging with the wrong You're
24:49
hanging with the wrong white cars, right. So
24:52
seriously, though, my question is are
24:54
there spaces that
24:57
would have been less hostile
24:59
or felt less violent to you as a black
25:01
man, or is that the fact that they were
25:03
mostly white spaces by their very
25:06
nature are that way? Yeah? Yeah,
25:08
I think it's by the very nature of being white
25:10
space. Um, whether you're talking about
25:12
a conservative space or progressive space. Oftentimes,
25:16
you know, white people take for
25:18
granted that they actually are white. Oh
25:20
yeah, we don't think about it. Yeah. And
25:22
so one of the things James Baldwin talked
25:24
about when he made the statement about, you
25:26
know, working with the American
25:29
Communists, is that the American
25:31
communists forgot that they were actually
25:33
American, and so many
25:35
of these value systems of American
25:38
nous, of dominance, of control,
25:41
of politics of fear and
25:43
etcetera, etcetera, was even at
25:45
work in a separ proclaim radical organization.
25:48
And so I think it's by its very nature of being
25:50
inside of that white space that was hostile
25:53
to my reality. And I think we have to take
25:55
into account the social construction of
25:57
whiteness, that it is a value
25:59
system um that we have in area from
26:01
colonialism that makes
26:04
whiteness the dominating force
26:06
and how we name see an act within the world,
26:08
and that dominating force sees
26:11
itself as the norm. And
26:13
whenever you're inside of the space that sees
26:15
itself as the norm, it is only going to
26:17
take into reality your way of
26:19
seeing the world. It is only gonna take
26:21
that into account very limited
26:23
ways. Uh. And so I think
26:26
by very nature of me existing in those
26:28
spaces was really the culprit
26:30
of my experience and
26:32
the kind of struggles
26:35
that I face. And I want to be clear, this
26:37
runs rampant as well in black church spaces. So
26:40
I talk to people all the time about the Black church and
26:42
things like that. I say, you know, if we say, you know,
26:44
the Black church is always a space of liberation,
26:46
we could say that and say, yeah, that's
26:48
kind of true. But then also I tell
26:51
people, you have to take into account if I'm
26:53
a Black man in that space, then that may
26:55
be true with me more than if I'm
26:57
a Black woman in that space. But if I'm
26:59
black, g b t Q in that space, oftentimes
27:02
that space is not a space of liberation, but
27:04
oftentimes a space that uses
27:07
patriarchy and called patriarchy
27:09
God and really utilizes
27:12
the Bible as a weapon in the same way as
27:14
white people utilize the Bible as a weapon against
27:16
us. And so I think, as you're talking
27:18
about the human experience, we all
27:21
are shot through with that kind of reality,
27:24
and we can easily become the worst of
27:26
who we are. But there are spaces
27:28
where that might be true more than others.
27:31
So I want to live in that tension of
27:34
not triumphalizing one
27:36
space over the other, as if like this space
27:39
is going to be the space that finally saves
27:41
what we lost from other spaces.
27:44
But I will say that you know that
27:46
some spaces are actually better
27:48
than others, and we need to find out
27:50
how to shine light on those spaces
27:52
and support those spaces so that those
27:55
spaces are created again and
27:57
again and again inside of our society
27:59
and hopes that even in our differences,
28:02
as ardre Loot was saying, even in
28:04
our differences, that so
28:06
many silences can be broken,
28:09
that we can meet and greet one another and
28:11
our particular experiences as human
28:13
beings who cared deeply about the world we live
28:15
in and create together. Yeah, I think this is such
28:17
a thorny problem because
28:20
how do we find or create spaces
28:23
that feel equal. You know,
28:25
let's just say there's a predominantly white space
28:28
that really says, look, I really want to
28:30
become a space that's welcoming and
28:32
open to all. And so in the beginning,
28:34
I have a few black people who come right
28:37
in the beginning, it's not their space. It doesn't
28:39
feel right. Like you said, it's still not right.
28:42
But it takes time for people
28:45
to sort of you know, first
28:47
there's a few, then there's more, and more, or we could
28:49
reverse this and say it's a black space and a couple
28:51
of white people come into it. How communities
28:54
evolve in general is something I'm really
28:56
interested in, let alone.
28:59
I know how hard it is to create and involve any
29:01
community, let alone one that
29:04
solves some of these equality problems
29:06
in a fundamental way. Yeah, and I think this is
29:08
the ongoing challenge. You know why why
29:10
the work and the art is so important is
29:13
because you know, we have
29:15
inherited problems that have had
29:18
centuries to develop. I'm reminded
29:20
of talking to one of her students, Tea Butler,
29:22
the writer Uh. And the student came to her
29:25
and asked about the parable
29:27
of the source, and the students said,
29:29
you know, is it as bad as you make it seem
29:31
in the parables? And she said, you
29:33
know, I didn't create the problems.
29:36
All I let them do was get
29:38
about thirty years and let
29:40
the dangers of the past become
29:42
their disasters in the future. And
29:44
so the student noticeably shook as he
29:46
would be acts, Okay, where
29:48
are we doomed? Uh? And I tell
29:50
you Butler says, no, we're not doom
29:53
We're we're here right now in this moment, and
29:55
the student says, well, what is the answer? And
29:57
Octavia Butler says, there is no single
30:00
answer. There are thousands
30:02
of answers, you know, and you can
30:05
become one if you so choose to be.
30:07
And when I'll tell your Butler wrote that
30:09
in Essence magazine it was entitle
30:12
a few rules for predicting the future. She says,
30:14
we need to learn from the past,
30:16
we need to respect the law of consequences,
30:20
and we need to count on surprises.
30:22
So as I think about that, and I think about my work,
30:25
and I think about the work of trying to find
30:27
healing and wholeness and black stories, black life,
30:29
black art, and creativity, I
30:31
want to try and figure out how to continually
30:34
find in search for those answers and
30:36
continually, in small ways, become
30:38
that answer. Because I know that there is even
30:41
my book and so many of these books that I'm surrounded
30:43
about, or so many of these great thinkers
30:46
that I lean on, there is no one
30:48
single answer, but there are many
30:50
answers that we can find in their literature.
30:52
Where I'm thinking about James Baldwin or Tony
30:55
K. Bambara or Alice Walker
30:57
or Richard Wright or somebody in
30:59
in the in the just were like James Cone or
31:01
Katie Kennell. I'm Shawn Copeland that there are
31:03
so many answers in these very spiritual
31:06
teachers and leaders, and so many
31:08
answers in the everyday, ordinary
31:10
ways that we black people take whatever
31:12
we have and we turn it black. And I want
31:14
to find those answers. I want
31:16
to find those things that would
31:19
allow me to embody the best of
31:21
what we can become and hopefully,
31:23
over time, like a sculpture and
31:25
artists, that that over time,
31:28
every single hit would turn that
31:30
sculpture into something beautiful, so
31:32
that when people the years
31:34
and years and years from now will look
31:36
back on this sculpture, they will not only
31:39
here about the journey that got us
31:41
here, but they will also be able
31:43
to see the product that we have actually
31:45
created. And that's what I think is the
31:47
answer. It's doing whatever we can
31:50
in our art to give voice to these
31:52
stories, to give voice to these experiences,
31:54
but also to say that we are not just
31:57
simply what other people make us, but that
31:59
we are human and worthy of the deepest love and
32:01
the best any of us have to offer
32:03
in any given moment. Beautifully said,
32:05
I was listening to something this morning and they
32:08
were talking about an idea that's
32:10
not terribly unusual but seems to be
32:12
coming up for me recently, which is that
32:14
reading fiction makes you a more empathetic
32:16
human being because you have to see the world
32:19
through someone else's eyes or done
32:21
well. And I'm curious
32:23
to the extent that you think part of
32:25
an answer is for white
32:28
people to be reading black authors,
32:30
to be getting an understanding
32:33
of what that actually looks like,
32:35
and I specifically mean in some
32:37
cases fiction, given its
32:39
potential for creating
32:42
empathy. I'm curious if you have any thoughts on that. Yeah,
32:44
that's a hard one, you know, because because
32:46
we have been writing literature, whether
32:48
you're talking about poetry, you know, fiction,
32:51
essays, sermons, songs,
32:54
we've been doing art for centuries.
32:57
And even as we have done
32:59
art for century, there have been white people who
33:01
have learned and who have changed,
33:03
but the vast majority of white people have
33:05
stayed the same and wanted to maintain
33:08
the white supremacist power superstructure,
33:11
uh and the inside of our societies.
33:14
And you know, even when we're thinking about
33:16
the abolitionist movement of the
33:18
time of enslavement, that even
33:21
the abolitionist in this movement they
33:23
thought about charity rather than justice.
33:26
They were okay with, you know, fighting for
33:28
the calls of seeing black
33:30
people free from the bondages
33:32
of slavery, but they did not want to
33:34
see themselves free from
33:36
the bondage of white supremacy. So white
33:39
people were always reading our literature
33:41
and always taking whatever we created
33:43
in this world, sometimes exploiting
33:46
it. Even now where you're thinking
33:48
about like black creatives and black TikTok,
33:50
how so much of like millennials and gen z
33:52
we're creating so much and still white
33:55
young people are still benefiting from our
33:57
creativity and exploiting it, you know.
33:59
So this is always been like a constant
34:01
story. But I do think that literature
34:04
does hold promise for
34:06
a change. I do believe that
34:08
people can change and do change.
34:11
But for me, I don't think that
34:13
that is the framework that is most important
34:16
in my own life and in my own work. I
34:18
recently wrote a essay with CNN
34:21
on Black History Month. Whether essay
34:24
was entitled we Redefined Blackness
34:26
as a World and a Gift and then this essay.
34:29
One of the things that that really stood
34:31
out to me in my process of writing this essay
34:33
is I was thinking about Black History Month and
34:36
thinking about two thousand twenty, where so many of our
34:38
black books became best sellers, and
34:40
those books deserve to be best sellers because
34:42
some of them are great art, and many of them are great
34:44
art. But oftentimes I realized
34:46
that so much of the conversation about black life and
34:49
art in history is oftentimes
34:51
flattened because people failed to look at life
34:53
through our own eyes, like they failed to see
34:56
the ways that we move and dance and create
34:58
life, and they felt the felt to
35:00
see the ways in which like that we
35:02
are people, that we are human beyond
35:05
their gaze. And I wanted to argue
35:07
that your black history and Black
35:09
art and creativity is not about saving America
35:11
or saving white people, that it is about
35:14
us. That it is not just simply
35:16
asking the question, you know, how can I remember a
35:18
learn from black people? But it's all
35:20
of us asking how can we love black
35:22
people by seeing us and hearing us and
35:25
creating a world where we feel seen,
35:27
inspired and protected. That is
35:29
very much farther than simply
35:32
seeing us as your you know, reading us, talking
35:34
to us, being around us to teach you,
35:36
you know, because that simply centers you and what you
35:38
can learn, how you progress. What I want
35:40
to do, as Tony Morrison done and so
35:42
many black writers have done,
35:45
is take away that kind of gaze
35:47
and say, you know, it is about us.
35:49
It is about the world that we are living
35:51
in. It is not totally about us,
35:54
because you know, Baldwin would always
35:56
say you know that, and the devil finds work
35:58
that no person can leave of without the others,
36:01
or Martin Luther King talking about interdependence,
36:03
that no person can be free
36:05
without the freedom of another person. But
36:08
there is something to be said about the ways in which
36:10
people reduce us to simply what
36:12
we can educate them in and
36:14
and make them feel better or less racist,
36:17
and how that actually harms us and fails
36:19
us to see us as fully human in
36:21
and of ourselves. And so to think
36:23
about can black literature teach
36:25
white people or save white people. I
36:27
don't know in that sense, because history
36:30
doesn't give us uh any you
36:32
know, legitimate evidence
36:34
to believe that fully and
36:36
finally, like reading us being
36:38
around us will save people.
36:41
But I do believe that literature
36:43
our lives do hold the problemless uh
36:46
for all people, and mostly for us
36:48
to say that we don't have to prove who we
36:50
are, but that we are actually full
36:52
of love, full of truth, full of grace,
36:54
full of failure, full of imagination,
36:57
full of beauty that's worth studying
37:00
and documenting and talking about rather
37:02
than simply reducing list. At
37:29
the end there you refer to the white gaze.
37:31
Right. You referred to your
37:33
work not being about educating
37:36
white people, which I couldn't agree with. More.
37:39
You said wanting to be seen as fully human.
37:42
And this is where I
37:44
get challenged personally. I
37:47
feel like I do see black
37:49
people as fully human, and
37:52
I also know that if I ignore the
37:54
specifics of what
37:57
it is to be black for them, I
37:59
feel like I'm missing up and I'm I'm asking this
38:01
is a very genuine, earnest question
38:04
about how to relate just human
38:06
to human. But if
38:09
we're not careful, that human to human
38:11
relationship becomes about
38:13
what I've learned is propagating
38:15
white supremacy. Is to say, well, I just don't see
38:17
color. So I feel like I'm
38:19
trying to balance these two things. I'm
38:22
like, well, okay, I want to just see human to
38:24
human. You've got you've got children, I've got children, You've
38:26
got parents. You know you've got at a grandparent
38:28
who passed the dementia my partner's mom
38:30
has Alzheimer's, Like we're living the same thing.
38:32
They're human to human, you
38:35
know, And then there are these
38:37
factors of identity and wanting
38:39
to respect those and understand
38:41
those, but also not separate.
38:44
And so that's not even a question so
38:46
much as it's a you know, yeah, no,
38:49
no, I got you know, I got you, I got
38:51
you, And I think I think we have to talk about,
38:53
you know, the continuity and the discontinuity
38:55
in our human experience. You're right,
38:58
there are going to be aspects of our
39:00
human experience that intersect, you
39:02
know, in very real ways, but they're also going
39:04
to be aspects that intersect in very
39:06
different ways. So to think about
39:09
suffering, we're thinking about health care. Let's
39:11
take healthcare and into example, it's
39:14
very clear that black women die at
39:17
higher rates than white women. We
39:19
may both struggle from hemorrhaging,
39:22
we may both struggle from
39:25
emergency induction, we may
39:27
both struggle from
39:29
the pains associated with the body of pregnancy.
39:32
But when we go inside the hospitals,
39:35
when we go inside these structures,
39:37
those structures determine so
39:40
much in that experience and
39:42
how that experience is related to and
39:44
the outcome of those experiences,
39:46
and so I think we have to talk about that discontinuity
39:49
as well, that that many of us may experience
39:51
some of the quote unquote same things, but
39:53
when we're talking about a kind of ecosystem
39:56
that we're living in a structure of life
39:59
conditions, there's so much
40:01
discontinuity, you know, in
40:03
that if we're thinking about social pain
40:06
and injustice, that that oftentimes,
40:08
you know, white people experience pain
40:12
just like we experience pain, but white people
40:14
also live in a society that believes
40:17
their pain battle more than other people's pain.
40:19
And so you see, we're living inside
40:21
of a country that oftentimes it's more concerned
40:24
about poor white people and appealachia
40:26
then it's concerned about a system
40:30
that that has impoverished black
40:32
communities and black schools and
40:34
and black businesses. Where we're
40:36
both experiencing poverty in
40:38
in in very real ways, and there's
40:40
continuity. But oftentimes the society
40:43
says that your pain matters
40:45
more than someone else's pain. And
40:48
I think many ways for us to kind of think
40:50
about that. Many of the ways that we can think better
40:52
about that is in some
40:54
sense, you know, creating ways
40:56
to enter into struggles
40:59
with the under standing that our
41:01
struggles may be similar but their fundamental
41:03
differences, and in some sense I
41:05
should relate to someone as normal,
41:08
but that normality is always
41:10
rooted in the particularities of your identity.
41:13
You know, when I relate to black women inside
41:15
of this society, and I think about the
41:18
ways in which like I oftentimes
41:20
upheld patriarchy. When I started
41:22
to Rebill Hooks and Alice Walker and
41:25
Tony Morris and an Tony que Barbara,
41:27
you know, I had to be both
41:29
disciples out and socialized out
41:32
of the ways in which I've thought of myself as
41:34
a black man. You know, then I had to relate
41:36
to black women and black l g b t Q
41:38
as normal. Those experience of
41:40
love, those experiences of failure, those experiences
41:43
of dreaming and imagination and desire
41:46
and intimacy is as
41:48
normal as how I think about
41:50
my own self. And it wasn't enough
41:53
for me to read The Will to Change
41:56
or Be Real Cool, or In Search of
41:58
Our Mother's Gardens and of Likes,
42:00
or deep sightings and rescue missions, or reading
42:02
June Jordan's and and so much of
42:04
her work. It was enough for me to read
42:07
Black Feminists UH and Woman
42:09
in Theology but I had to fundamentally
42:12
alter how I thought about myself as
42:14
a black man to take into account
42:16
that the way y'all see me needs to be
42:18
taken seriously. And of course
42:20
I struggle and with oppression
42:23
the same way as you struggle, But there
42:25
is a discontinuity in our
42:27
struggles where I may be empowered
42:29
in one area that you are not. And
42:32
I need to show up and move move in the world
42:34
with that awareness and how I converse
42:37
and how I relate and even public
42:39
conversation, whose pain
42:42
whose struggles are oftentimes mute
42:44
and silence, and how can I bring
42:46
those struggles along with me when I showed
42:48
up in public. So it wasn't enough to just
42:51
simply read their book and try and change
42:53
how I thought about myself. I needed
42:55
to change how I move inside of the world
42:58
and who I brought along with me. So if
43:00
we're thinking about patriarchy and gender and
43:02
sexuality and then bringing
43:04
race and white supremacy and anti blackness
43:06
into that, you know, white people should
43:08
be doing the same. Relate to us as
43:11
if our reality and our art
43:13
and our culture is as important and as
43:15
normal as yours. And I'll never
43:17
forget Tony Morrison talking to was
43:19
being interviewed and the interviewer asked
43:22
about you know, like you know, white
43:24
white characters in her literature, and
43:26
she makes the statement that the interviewer didn't
43:28
understand just how profoundly racist that
43:31
question was. To ask Donni Morrison, like,
43:33
you know, when you're gonna write about why there are more
43:35
white people in your literature and when you're gonna
43:37
write about more white people? And then Tony
43:39
Morrison made the statement, you can't even
43:41
imagine that the way I
43:44
live is actually the mainstream
43:46
and you're outside of the mainstream.
43:49
So it is changing how we think of
43:51
ourselves and relate to ourselves as
43:53
we relate to other people, and thinking
43:56
about these norms and values
43:58
and ideas and reshaping
44:00
them so that you know, we found
44:03
better ways of being together. Yeah.
44:05
I am now again need about ten
44:07
or fifteen minutes to fully process
44:09
everything that you said there. I love
44:11
what you say about the places where
44:13
we sort of intersect and then also
44:16
diverge, you
44:18
know, and that being real. And
44:21
I think that what you were talking about
44:23
with relating to say, black women brings
44:25
up some of the dynamic, right, which is how
44:28
do I relate to a group that
44:30
I see as having been marginalized
44:32
in certain ways, and that I'm part
44:35
of the marginalizing group, you
44:37
know, in certain spaces.
44:39
And what's the proper relation,
44:41
you know, because you mentioned earlier about
44:44
the abolitionists, you know, wanted
44:46
charity not justice.
44:49
You know. So these are a lot
44:51
of really profound questions that we are
44:53
running out of time to be able to answer, and
44:55
as you said, they're they're incredibly complex. I want
44:57
to spend a little bit of time though, talking
45:00
about your work and
45:03
the relation it has to your life,
45:06
the role that creation plays for
45:09
you, going all the way back to where
45:11
we started talking about being whole humans.
45:13
You know, what is the role that creation
45:15
plays for you in being a whole human
45:18
if we think it in religious terms of like creation
45:21
as the created world, or
45:23
I mean you as an artist? Okay, cool, cool?
45:25
Yeah, And I think it does have relation to like
45:27
the created world as well. That so
45:30
much of you know, our work
45:32
as artists, as James Bob would say,
45:35
is in some sense taking the
45:37
intangible dreams that
45:39
reside inside of us and around
45:42
us and making them tangible
45:44
inside of the world. That he said, this is not the
45:46
statesman that is our strongest
45:49
arm in leading us away from the
45:51
old world into the new. But it is the writer
45:54
and I think because as we pay
45:56
attention to the created
45:58
world, we realized that these circumstances
46:01
have been created, and
46:03
if they have been created, then they
46:06
can be rethought and reimagined.
46:09
And so so much of my work
46:11
as an artist is looking at
46:13
the world that we have inherited, both
46:16
on a social political level, but
46:18
also looking at the black worlds that I
46:20
have inherited and figure out
46:22
how to lean and
46:25
dance and explore these black
46:27
worlds that I've inherited, so that this
46:29
world that we are living in, that we have inherited
46:32
a world marked by white supremacy,
46:34
anti blackness, homophobia, transphobia,
46:37
able ism, all the isms marked
46:39
by so many fault lines and
46:41
so much power struggles and
46:44
and ideas of control. That our
46:46
work as artists is to try
46:48
and find ways that we can
46:50
uncover the beauty and the sacredness
46:52
of our lives and uncovered the tension
46:55
and the complexity that we bring to life every
46:57
single day, and try and again
46:59
and again and again to show up on the page
47:02
telling people to pose and look again
47:04
at us and say that there is so much
47:07
more for us to see. There's
47:09
so much more for us to explore, There's
47:12
so much more for us to lean
47:14
into. Because when you think about healing
47:17
and wholeness, if you're just thinking about our own
47:19
kind of emotional healing and wholeness, Oftentimes
47:22
finding healing and wholeness
47:25
is about making sense of what
47:27
has happened in the past and
47:30
how that lingers in the present and
47:32
hopes that in the future we can show
47:35
up better than what we were. And
47:37
I think my job as an artist is to
47:39
lean inside of the stories of so much
47:41
of Black literature and Black religion
47:44
and figure out ways to make sense
47:46
of the past and figure out how we
47:48
can be better in the presence
47:50
so that we embody something better in the future.
47:53
What is that creative process like
47:56
for you personally? In
47:58
what ways do you feel that
48:00
you being an artist lifts
48:02
you up personally? I think
48:05
for me, so much of that
48:07
work is about finding
48:09
ways to speak to what I'm feeling,
48:12
you know. So much of my writing is
48:15
out of things that I read and
48:17
things that I'm wrestling with. You
48:20
know, so much of this work
48:22
is bound with so much insecurity in
48:24
reality, Like whatever we create
48:27
has the opportunity to make us most insecure
48:29
because oftentimes we're creating work
48:32
out of competition and felt need to
48:34
be relevant in the sense of, you know, the
48:36
algorithm. The algorithm, you know
48:38
will destroy us because we gotta always
48:41
create, create, create what's been
48:43
designed in this present moment,
48:46
and if we do that over and over, we're
48:48
going to gonna get burned out. And I feel
48:50
like that that this, like comparison,
48:53
is the thief of creativity, and
48:56
so much of my work is trying
48:58
to create away
49:01
from that, move away from
49:03
comparing myself to people and
49:06
right and what I want to write, Like like I
49:08
wrote this joint on Tony
49:10
Morrison hopefully that goes live this week
49:12
because I wanted to write it. That the
49:14
piece for CNN. I wrote it because I wanted
49:16
to write it. I'm working right now, want
49:18
to essay on some of soul and
49:21
black gospel because I want to write
49:23
these things. So for me, so much
49:25
of this work is doing the work
49:27
that I want to do. You know, it's easy
49:30
to try and beat somebody else as a writer, or
49:32
be somebody else as a podcast, or be somebody
49:34
else as a creative, but so much
49:36
of our life depends
49:38
on us being who we are and
49:41
trying to be the best that we can be in that
49:43
and for me, that makes me come most alive. It's
49:46
challenging, it's hard because
49:48
sometimes what you want is not
49:50
what others want from you. And
49:52
the moments you gotta give people what they
49:54
want you do as as a writer,
49:57
there are moments where you just gotta give people what they
49:59
want. I was reminded of this even with that Tony
50:01
Moore is an article. I had to be rioted of that
50:03
that yo, like like my boy Robert, Yeah,
50:05
to remind me give the people what they want when they ask
50:07
it for this article, you know, and sometimes
50:10
it's going to be like that that you've got to give people what they want.
50:12
But you also want to do what you want to do and
50:14
what makes you feel most alive. And I think
50:16
so much of creation and being an artist
50:19
is about interviewing people that make
50:21
us come alive or writing about things
50:23
that make us come alive. So yeah, I think
50:26
that's a beautiful place for us to
50:28
end. Dante. That's a that's a beautiful
50:30
sentiment to go out on. So thank
50:32
you so much for coming on. Your book
50:35
is called Shouting in the Fire and American Epistle
50:37
will have links in the show notes where people
50:39
can get access to that you are an
50:41
exceptional, exceptional writer. It's
50:44
really powerful book. So thank
50:46
you so much for spending some of your time with us. Thank
50:49
you, Eric, and thank you to the listeners of the One
50:51
You Feed You Make podcast and what
50:53
it is. You make so much of this what it is,
50:55
and I want to do this as I do at the end
50:57
of every interview, I want to thank you listeners
51:00
for engaging, for supporting,
51:02
for sharing. Keep doing that keeps going
51:04
up for Eric and others. So thank you. Thanks
51:06
dot If
51:23
what you just heard was helpful to you, please
51:26
consider making a monthly donation to
51:28
support the One You Feed podcast. When
51:30
you join our membership community. With this monthly
51:32
pledge, you get lots of exclusive
51:35
members only benefits. It's our
51:37
way of saying thank you for your support now.
51:39
We are so grateful for the members of
51:41
our community. We wouldn't be able to
51:43
do what we do without their support, and we don't
51:45
take a single dollar for granted. To
51:47
learn more, make a donation at any
51:50
level and become a member of the One You Feed
51:52
community. Go to When you Feed
51:54
dot net slash Join the
51:56
One You Feed podcast. Would like to sincerely
51:59
thank our response cwers for supporting the show.
Podchaser is the ultimate destination for podcast data, search, and discovery. Learn More