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Beyond the Dark production. Season 1.

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Episode 8. Hunting

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Grounds.

3:01

Here you go. One very

3:04

early morning coffee. Wiping

3:08

hot.

3:09

Thanks, Amber. I appreciate it.

3:12

Hope it helps you wake up. I'm awake.

3:15

Well, that makes one of us. I'm

3:18

beginning to wonder if you actually sleep at

3:20

all. Sure, a little. And

3:23

is it always in a chair, like that? Sometimes.

3:28

By the window? When I can. How

3:33

long till sunrise, do you think? An

3:36

hour. Maybe a bit more. I

3:38

must have seen you glance out that window a dozen times

3:41

already. You know the reason

3:43

why. I'm sorry

3:45

you've had such a hard life. We've

3:47

all got problems. It's not like you don't have your own

3:50

shit to deal with. How's

3:52

the leg? Fine. I

3:55

just need to clean it up every now and again. No

3:57

big deal. Maybe we should drop

3:59

in at the drugstore when it opens. open, see if we can get something

4:01

to treat it. This wound can't

4:03

be healed. How do you know

4:05

if you've never been to see a doctor about it? I

4:08

never said I hadn't. Oh really?

4:11

Who'd you see? Uh,

4:13

let's see. The guy's name was Shilling,

4:16

I think. He was the local physician in

4:18

a town called Clifford Springs.

4:20

Huh. Why

4:22

does that sound familiar to me? You

4:24

probably drove through it on the way here. It's a couple

4:26

of hundred miles west. Yeah, yeah,

4:29

maybe that's it. So what

4:32

happened? What was the diagnosis? We

4:34

never got to a diagnosis. Shilling

4:37

was hell bent on killing me. The

4:40

doctor tried to kill you? He was

4:42

a shadow. Dr. Shilling. Hang

4:46

on, hang on. Back up? When was this?

4:48

A couple of years ago. And what exactly

4:51

happened?

4:53

Uh, let's see. Shilling called

4:55

me in from the waiting room and we went back to his quarters.

4:58

Good morning. What can I help

5:00

you with today? The

5:02

whole time he was acting weird. Edgy.

5:06

But he wasn't in bloodlust, so he just looked normal.

5:10

Then he closed the door and sat

5:12

at his desk. Started to write something down. And

5:17

then he made a weird noise. Like

5:20

something an animal would make. That

5:23

was when I smelled the bloodlust. Hit me like a cannonball.

5:28

He looked up from his notes and there was something

5:31

in his expression. Revulsion? But

5:34

then his skin seemed to melt away and I saw the monster

5:36

beneath.

5:45

What did you do?

5:47

Got the hell out of there as fast as I could. Ran.

5:50

Then I got on my bike and, well,

5:53

you can probably guess the rest. Did

5:56

the other patients say anything in

5:58

the waiting room? There were none.

6:01

It was just me. That seems... strange.

6:05

Clifford Springs isn't a big town, but

6:07

you're right. Usually you'd expect

6:10

someone to be around. I've thought

6:12

about it since, and I think Schilling planned it that way. Made

6:15

sure there were no other appointments at the time, sent the receptionist

6:17

home. All so he could have me to

6:19

himself. So he singled

6:22

you out? Do you

6:24

think he saw you around town beforehand?

6:27

The shadows always spot me before I spot them.

6:30

In fact, I'm certain that for some reason they're

6:32

drawn to me. I can't explain why,

6:35

but they are. Well, now

6:38

that you know Schilling is a shadow, why

6:41

don't you tell the cops about it? Have him investigate

6:43

it. Get real, Amber. How

6:46

would you expect the cops to react to a shithead drifter

6:48

telling them that their venerated town doctor is really

6:50

a monster in disguise? That's not going

6:52

to fly. Surely the

6:54

people in Clifford Springs would have noticed something

6:57

by now. Some disappearances

7:00

or... Shadows are careful

7:02

when they select their victims. They don't screw

7:04

up very often and... Holy shit, holy

7:06

shit, wait a minute, wait a minute. That's where I know

7:08

the name from. What name? Clifford

7:11

Springs. It's one of the towns

7:13

that came up during my investigation. For Jenny's

7:16

disappearance? Yeah, I

7:18

was trying to be as thorough as I could, started

7:20

mapping out every reported disappearance across

7:22

the state to see if I could find patterns. Something

7:25

that I could link to Jenny in case there was

7:27

a killer moving from town to town. That's

7:30

what all this shit on the wall

7:32

is for. And did you find anything?

7:35

A link? No. But I found...

7:38

a lot of disappearances. I

7:41

mean, a lot more than I expected. Here,

7:43

this is it. I knew I had

7:45

a series of this clipping.

7:46

What is it? Police

7:49

say the missing man, Gavin Chester, was a vagrant

7:51

with no fixed address who had been staying in

7:53

Clifford Springs for only two weeks. He

7:56

was last seen by Dr. James Schilling

7:58

on the morning of... What the hell?

7:59

Let me see that the morning of

8:02

last Tuesday April 7th when Chester

8:04

sought treatment at the clinic Dr.

8:06

Schilling told police that Chester became

8:09

agitated and demanded drugs from the supply

8:11

cabinet Dr. Schilling refused and

8:13

after a short argument Chester proceeded to

8:15

exit through the back of the clinic He

8:18

has not been seen since

8:20

and I'll bet none of that is true. There's

8:23

a photograph, too Yeah,

8:25

that's Schilling right there. What's

8:27

the date? Umm April

8:29

10th 1981 Three

8:32

years ago. That would have been before I got

8:34

there. Wait Wait,

8:37

there's more to it than that. It's coming back to me now What

8:40

else have you got? There was another disappearance

8:42

in Clifford Springs. That's why I remember

8:44

it, but it was years before Here

8:48

it is here this one listen

8:50

police are pictured examining the lake

8:52

where teenager Tammy Likens was last

8:55

seen swimming on Saturday Miss Likens

8:57

had been traveling alone on a trip to visit

8:59

her grandmother in Florida

9:01

sound familiar Yeah But

9:04

the thing that threw me off was that this clipping

9:06

is so old look June

9:11

That's why I didn't follow up on it. I mean 30

9:13

years Look

9:16

right there the photograph What?

9:19

Standing next to the cops. It's Schilling. No,

9:22

that's Actually,

9:24

holy shit, that is him But

9:27

it can't be he looks exactly the same age

9:29

as a picture from 1981

9:31

The shadows don't age at

9:34

least not like we do their lifespan

9:36

is much longer. It says so in the hidden

9:38

world 30 years and

9:40

he hasn't aged a day See

9:43

that's proof right there. I

9:45

don't know about proof I mean it

9:48

could be Schilling's dad or or

9:50

an uncle who has a resemblance

9:52

Amber come on Okay,

9:56

okay, it does look

9:58

like him maybe Maybe there are more pictures

10:01

in these other clippings. Whoa, whoa,

10:03

whoa, whoa, whoa, wait a second, Daniel. How

10:05

is this all possible? Someone

10:08

in Clifford Springs must have noticed this by now.

10:10

A doctor wandering around with a fountain

10:12

of youth in his pocket.

10:14

Shadows are deceivers. They manipulate

10:16

the people around them. I've told you that before.

10:19

But there must be tons of photos

10:21

around the place. This shilling guy,

10:24

I think he's sloppy. Maybe

10:26

overconfident. Maybe shadows

10:28

shy away from the limelight for exactly this reason.

10:31

Okay, fine. This is all pretty fascinating,

10:33

but I don't think it's going to help us. I

10:36

looked through a whole stash

10:38

of local newspapers going back years,

10:40

and shilling's name

10:43

never turned up.

10:44

I doubt he's ever even been to Colton.

10:47

Like it says in Hidden World, shadows are territorial.

10:50

They keep to their own hunting grounds. That's

10:52

true from my own experience, too. In

10:54

the early days, I thought they would chase me from one town to the next,

10:56

but they never did. It was always a new face

10:59

in each town. So

11:01

whoever it is we're dealing with in Colton, it's

11:03

not shilling. Maybe

11:05

I need to go over all this stuff again. Maybe I

11:07

missed something. A clue. So

11:10

you believe me now about the shadows? I

11:13

don't know if I'm all the way there yet, but I'm

11:16

a damn lot closer than I was half an hour ago. Sounds

11:20

like progress. Yeah. So

11:25

how do we kill it? That's

11:28

not the objective here. Why not?

11:31

Because it can't be done. There

11:33

has to be a way. Remember

11:35

how I ran out of time translating the Hidden World that first

11:37

night? I had to leave just as I was getting to

11:39

the last paragraph. Yeah? Well,

11:42

I got around to it later. It

11:44

says right there in black and white that night devils

11:47

can't be killed. They

11:49

don't have a weakness. Look,

11:52

maybe whoever wrote the book hadn't figured it out, but

11:54

there has to be a way. There

11:57

isn't. You don't know

11:59

that. I know. Tell

12:03

me. I

12:10

ran from them for a long time. Years.

12:14

And it wore me down. In

12:16

the early days I spent time in cities, but that was a

12:18

mistake. There were more

12:20

shadows there. Bigger populations

12:23

of humans, more for them to feed on. I

12:25

was running into them every few blocks. Honestly,

12:29

I was ready to give up. I thought

12:31

that... Maybe if I

12:33

just let them take me, I wouldn't have to suffer

12:35

anymore.

12:37

But then I crossed paths with an old friend from school, Tony.

12:39

I hadn't

12:41

seen him in years, since I moved away after the attack from the prowler.

12:44

But we hit it off right away. Started

12:47

hanging out. It

12:49

felt so good to finally connect with someone again.

12:52

And soon enough, I told him about the shadows.

12:56

How did he react? Like

12:58

you. Didn't believe it, thought I was crazy.

13:02

But over the course of a few weeks, I managed

13:04

to sway him. He always loved science

13:06

fiction and horror movies. And I think

13:08

part of him wanted to believe. So,

13:12

we came up with a plan. Tony

13:16

knew a guy who owned a gun shop not far from where he lived.

13:19

And the two of us went there one night. We

13:21

chipped in together and brought some huge, dirty, hairy gun.

13:24

A magnum, I think.

13:25

A .44. I guess. I

13:27

don't know for sure.

13:29

Anyway, we came up with a plan. The

13:32

two of us were going to hunt these motherfuckers. Like

13:35

actually trap and kill a shadow. I

13:37

told him that I could sense them and... It didn't

13:40

take long to locate one in the city. On

13:42

the second night, I caught the scent of a shadow. And

13:45

this time I went toward it. Straight at it. The

13:48

two of us found it in an alley just standing there. Like

13:51

it knew we were coming. What

13:53

happened? Tony

13:55

had the gun. And when it came

13:57

out, I see... He let loose.

14:00

Police emptied every round

14:02

into the shadow, but the bullets didn't even slow it down.

14:05

It was just a blur. The

14:08

next thing I knew, the gun was

14:10

on the ground and Tony was gone. He

14:13

didn't even have time to make a sound. The

14:15

shadow took him, must have ran off with him. I

14:19

was left alone.

14:23

Do you think maybe he missed the target?

14:26

Tony could handle a gun. Him

14:29

and the guy from the gun shop went way back. They

14:31

were always at firing ranges and... Anyway,

14:36

I know his aim was true because I could hear the

14:38

impacts. And there were these

14:41

golden sparks in the shadow's body where the bullets hit,

14:43

almost like cinders. I'll never forget it. Cinders?

14:48

Don't tell me that was body armor. It wasn't. No,

14:51

no. Shrugging off 44 rounds? That

14:54

doesn't happen, even with body armor. Yeah,

14:58

so anyway... Over the

15:00

next day or two I went looking for Tony. I

15:03

kept hoping that maybe he'd found some way to escape and

15:05

that he'd show up hurt, but... He

15:08

was gone without a trace, just like the others.

15:12

I got my shit together and left the city. Never

15:14

went back. Have

15:16

you ever told anyone this before? No,

15:20

never. I don't... I

15:24

don't get close to people. Not

15:27

since Tony. So

15:29

why me? Huh? I

15:33

hate to break it to you, Daniel. But the

15:35

two of us have gotten pretty close these last couple

15:37

of days. Yeah, I'm

15:40

sorry. I shouldn't have allowed that to happen. I've

15:42

put you in danger and I... What

15:45

is it? There's something

15:48

about you that's... different. Out

15:51

of all the people I've come across, I feel like

15:53

you understand me the best. Like, maybe

15:56

I don't have to go through this all alone after all. I

15:59

don't know if I completely... understand you Daniel

16:01

but I'm trying. Anyway

16:05

today is the end of it. The end of

16:07

what? This shit in Colton.

16:09

I'm getting out of here. Wait a second I

16:12

thought we were going to come up with a plan. That

16:15

is the plan. We run the checkpoint.

16:18

How? I'm picking up my paycheck

16:20

from Pete in about an hour. After

16:22

that I'm going to Sandy's garage to collect my ride. And

16:24

then you're going head-to-head with the cops. Tonight

16:27

when it's dark. I'll blow through that checkpoint

16:29

before they know what's hit him. I thought we'd

16:32

already ruled this out. We don't have

16:34

any other options Amber. We need to get

16:36

out of Colton. Daniel this

16:39

is stupid. There's

16:41

room for you on the back. I'll take you

16:43

if you want to come. You

16:45

know what? I'm not sure I do

16:48

anymore. What? Look

16:51

at this stuff Daniel. We're

16:53

on to something. We've got shilling's identity.

16:55

Who gives a fuck about shilling? We're dealing

16:58

with the Colton shadow not the Clifford Springs

17:00

one. But we could start building a profile

17:02

on shilling. See what other information

17:04

we can get. Maybe. Maybe

17:07

there's shared behaviors or traits that we

17:09

could use to figure out more about our

17:11

Colton shadow. You're wasting your

17:14

time. You just told me you're not

17:16

leaving until you're under the cover of dark. Yeah.

17:20

So you still got the

17:22

whole day to kill. Give me

17:24

a hand over at the library and I'm sure we can come

17:26

up with something. Why do you want to

17:28

find out its identity so bad all of a sudden? You're

17:31

not even sure you believe in them yet. You

17:33

know exactly why. You're

17:36

playing with fire. We should just leave. It

17:39

killed Jenny didn't it? This fucking shadow.

17:42

You've believed that from the start. Something

17:44

came across your face when I mentioned her that night we

17:47

met.

17:49

Honestly I don't know. Bullshit.

17:53

What are you doing? I'm

17:56

going to get to the library early. I've

17:58

got work to do. You're serious.

22:26

Who on earth is making all that racket out

22:29

here? Sandy, it's me, Daniel.

22:32

Sorry about the noise, I wanted to talk to you. I

22:34

haven't opened up yet. I thought

22:37

maybe I could see you early. Now

22:39

what would give you a notion like that? Come

22:42

on in, I'm just sitting up. I

22:48

was wondering about how you were going with the repairs. Repairs?

22:51

I barely had time to so much as look at those

22:54

parts. I've got the cash right here. And

22:57

now you're ready to ride off into the sunrise, is

22:59

that it? I'd just like to get my motorcycle

23:01

back. Cash is one half

23:03

of the equation, sure. The other half

23:05

is me doing the repairs. And guess

23:08

what? That part ain't done.

23:10

Do you know when it's going to be ready?

23:14

It would be a lot sooner if you weren't loitering

23:16

around asking silly questions. Is

23:18

it okay if I sit and wait? No, it

23:20

is not. I'm not one to enjoy the sight

23:23

of buzzards circling overhead while I

23:25

try to work. I'll stay out of the

23:27

way. How about this? I

23:30

won't lift a single wrench until you've walked

23:32

out that door and out of my sight. Is that clear

23:34

enough for you?

23:36

Uh... Go on, through

23:38

there and keep walking. Don't come back

23:40

till 3 hell. Make it 4pm

23:43

this afternoon.

23:44

Sure. Whatever you say. Thanks,

23:47

Sandy.

23:58

What the hell? Amber,

24:01

where are you going? Walking

24:06

to Mr. Simpkins place. What's

24:09

the story? He hasn't shown

24:11

up at the library this morning. I can't

24:13

get in. Is everything okay?

24:17

Do you care? I thought you were leaving. The

24:20

bike won't be ready until this afternoon, so I guess

24:22

I have some time to kill, just like you said. Do

24:25

you still want my help? I suppose I could handle that.

24:28

Great. So, how do you know where

24:32

Simpkins lives? He told me a

24:34

while back. Said it was down Sugar Lane,

24:36

just over there. Is he going to

24:38

be okay with you dropping in like this,

24:40

unannounced? Oh

24:43

yeah. He gave me an open invitation. Said

24:45

I could drop in any time I felt like a chat. I'm

24:49

hoping I can get the library key, since it looks

24:52

like he won't be opening up today. Sounds

24:54

like a plan. Come

24:58

on, let's cross over. It's not far.

25:20

Are you sure this is the place? Yeah,

25:24

this is it. Looks

25:26

creepy as hell. Ah,

25:29

just needs a... a good paint

25:31

job and a bit of a clean-up around the yard. If

25:34

I didn't know any better, I'd say it's abandoned. It's

25:38

not that bad. Come on. Amber,

25:54

the door's ajar. I see it. Mr.

25:59

Simpkins! Simkins? Are you home? Mr.

26:04

Simkins? No

26:08

one home? I hope

26:10

he's okay. Wait

26:14

here. I'll check it out. We'll

26:16

do it together. Come on. Mr.

26:25

Simkins? Amber,

26:31

good morning. Oh! Mr.

26:33

Simkins! So nice of you

26:36

to drop in. I'm so sorry for intruding.

26:39

Intruding? Nonsense. It's

26:41

just the door was open and I... Ah,

26:43

yes. I went out to collect the newspaper

26:45

and must have forgotten to shut it again.

26:48

Always doing that.

26:51

Sit, sit,

26:53

both of you. I've just made some tea. I

26:57

thought something might be wrong since you didn't show

26:59

up at the library this morning. Well,

27:02

in truth, I did wake up with a bit of

27:04

a headache. I took some aspirin and decided

27:06

to rest for a while. Happens from

27:08

time to time at my age. I

27:10

was intending to open up this afternoon, all

27:13

being well.

27:14

I'm sorry. We could go,

27:16

if you like. No, no. A bit

27:18

of company will do me good. It's been

27:20

so long since I've had visitors. How

27:23

long have you lived here, Mr. Simkins? Oh,

27:26

uh, thirty-two years. I

27:29

know it's not the prettiest of places, but

27:31

it suits me just fine.

27:34

Here you are. Can I get

27:36

you something to eat? Um, no,

27:39

no, I'm fine. Thank you. I'm good. So,

27:42

when looking for me at the library, did you? Yeah,

27:46

I was hoping to get an early start,

27:48

but it's fine. I can wait. I'm happy

27:50

to give you the key, if you'd like. Just

27:52

lock the door behind you so the strays

27:54

can wander in. Thank you. That sounds

27:57

great. I could probably handle the

27:59

desk for you. process the check-ins and check-outs?

28:02

No one in Colton will mind the library

28:04

being closed for an extra couple of hours,

28:07

Amber. It's a bit of a ghost

28:09

town inside those walls, if you hadn't

28:11

noticed.

28:13

Right. In fact, I've

28:15

handed out more library cards to tumbleweeds

28:18

than to actual people over the years.

28:21

You run a good

28:23

library, Mr. Simkins. It's a credit to you.

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I appreciate that. Coming from a fellow

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librarian, but it's in need

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of a good overhaul, that place.

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Too much junk. Like

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this house, I suppose. One

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day soon, when I die, someone

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will have the task of cleaning out all my old

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rubbish here. I've been a terrible

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hoarder over the years, and well, I

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don't envy the poor soul who has to

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do it.

28:52

Might save some time to just burn the whole

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place to the ground. Oh,

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that reminds me. I had something for

29:00

you.

29:00

For me? What

29:03

is it? There are too many books

29:05

to fit inside that tiny place all at once.

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Over the years, I've had to spill over to my spare

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bedroom here, and the basement, and

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anywhere else I can find.

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Okay, so what

29:17

does that have to do with me? Well,

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it's for you and Daniel, actually. I've

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noticed some of the things you've been reading, and I thought

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this might be of interest. I've

29:27

always liked to cover on this one, and the leather

29:29

binding is quite exquisite. It's

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an old tome, no doubt, about that. From

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the 1800s, I believe, but... Hmm.

29:38

Where is it?

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Ah! Here it is!

29:45

What have you got? I knew

29:47

it was here somewhere. The title

29:49

is quite intriguing, don't you think? The Wicked

29:51

Devils of Night.

29:54

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Get the snacks ready. Okay,

31:39

okay. In a

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dangerous new world. Well,

31:43

we can see the helicopters coming in. It looks like the teams

31:46

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action role players will fight.

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I'm Sequoia. I'm Myrna. Grand

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chicken. We agreed to just call me Sky. Name's Dale.

31:56

I'm Cole. Hannah. To build.

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Okay, get any team members. I need the feathers for my arrows.

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Sequoia, maybe you need to grab some things! To outsmart.

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