In this episode, I'm coming out the other end. Chemo is over. Each day I feel a little more normal, but what is normal now? My life is marked for good by what I've been through. What will continue to be with me and what recedes in the rear view

I Gotta Have Faith

Jul 14th, 2022 18m 3s

If you're a guy who spent every Sunday morning of his life in Church for 6 decades, what does it mean to have all of it put to the test? Did it help? Did it change anything? I was really really sick. Did I have a prayer?

The Tumors Die Before You Do

Jul 7th, 2022 20m 28s

In this episode, what did they find? How bad was it? And once you know the answers to those questions, you have part of the answer to the big one. Am I going to need chemo?

The Fragile Family Man

Jun 30th, 2022 16m 34s

In this episode, I've been opened up and my tumors are out but there is still so much that we do not know. I'm in the hospital and in no shape to leave. I'm a fragile family man.

Getting Alterations

Jun 23rd, 2022 15m 56s

In this episode, after a lifetime of staying out of hospitals as a patient, my streak ends. I've got a tag around my wrist, it's finally my turn. I'm getting alterations. And everybody knows what they have to do. The patient is in trouble, and

A Calm and Furious Patient

Jun 16th, 2022 14m 12s

In this episode, you've got cancer. Where is it? What is it? What am I gonna do now? Am I dying?

What's the Worst That Can Happen?

Jun 9th, 2022 13m 5s

In this episode, I'll tell you about giving into the idea that I was really sick guy, and hearing those 3 momentus words, "you have cancer." Your life has just changed, and the end of your life may be a lot sooner than you had been counting on.

Finding Out, or No News Is Bad News

Jun 2nd, 2022 11m 11s

In this episode, I'll tell you about the rough and life changing road I was on, feeling worse and worse as my career also unraveled. It took awhile to sink in, I was a sick man, but I needed to get some help to figure out just how sick.

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Coming Soon: The Things I Thought About When My Body Was Trying To Kill Me with Ray Suarez

May 5th, 2022 1m

Every year in America, close to two million people are diagnosed with cancer of one kind or another. And every year, some six hundred thousand of us die of the disease.So cancer is very much with us… all around us… part of the lives we live to