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Therapy Chat Podcast Episode 417. The
1:12
information shared in this podcast is not
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a substitute for seeking help from a
1:16
licensed mental health professional. And
1:19
now, here's your host, Laura
1:22
Reagan, LCSWC. Hi,
1:40
welcome back to Therapy Chat. I'm
1:43
your host, Laura Reagan, and today
1:45
I am thrilled to be
1:47
bringing you a conversation, the
1:50
fourth one that was recorded
1:52
in 2023 between myself and my dear friend Linda Taub.
2:00
Let me tell you about Linda
2:02
before we get into the conversation. Linda
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Tai, LMSW, ERT 200,
2:08
C-L-Y-L, describes herself
2:11
as a somatic therapist and
2:13
trauma therapist, a freelance educator,
2:15
public speaker and storyteller, group
2:18
facilitator, collaborator, infiltrator,
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cross pollinator, community
2:24
builder, an agent of change,
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a former child refugee and
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a happy human being. And
2:31
the joyfulness that comes from Linda's
2:33
spirit is infectious and
2:36
undeniable. I am
2:38
so fortunate to have had
2:40
another opportunity to spend time
2:42
with Linda that we
2:44
recorded for you for
2:47
this podcast episode. And
2:50
unlike the previous three, which were focused
2:52
on my grief journey,
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today we're talking about psychodrama
2:57
structures and what that
2:59
is and how it's
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used for healing and how
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Linda is working with psychodrama
3:06
structures. It's
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so interesting, so beautiful. And
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I'm thrilled to be heading
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to San Francisco to assist
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Linda in facilitating one
3:19
of these retreats for psychodrama
3:22
structures in February 2024,
3:24
which is very exciting. And I hope
3:26
to have the opportunity to participate
3:29
with her in the future as
3:31
well. But you
3:33
also can be a participant in
3:35
these trainings if it's something that
3:37
you're interested in. In the
3:40
show notes, you'll find links to
3:42
be informed in everything Linda's doing.
3:44
If you've caught the other interviews I've
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done with Linda here on Therapy Chat,
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you know that she has a training
3:53
program that she
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delivers throughout the year in
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somatic healing
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from trauma and it's very affordable
4:04
and accessible and it's
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extremely high quality. I've
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recommended it to so many people and
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everyone I know who has taken
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the course, which I've also taken, has said
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it was amazing. I know that she's
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starting one of those, as we speak
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possibly even today, I'm not sure today's
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the first day or if
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it was another day this week, but it's
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very, it's getting going for
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the winter slash spring 2024
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right now and she offers
4:35
this continuously. So you can find all this on
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her website and all the links are in the
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show notes. Psychodrama structures,
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loosely I'll just tell you is about healing
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from the effects of having a
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family of origin that did not
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meet your needs in whatever
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way. And so it's
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attachment work and it's somatic
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work and it's
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movement work and
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there's a lot of nuance to it and a
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lot of ways that it can be delivered,
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but I cannot wait to be with
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Linda to witness
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this in person myself in February.
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And the last thing I'm going to tell
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you before we get into the episode is just that
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if you are a trauma therapist who
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is looking for community and
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support and you would like to learn
5:25
together with others online who
5:27
get it, what our work is like and
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approach it from a perspective
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of hope, compassion and
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joy as well
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as humor and connection,
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support, learning,
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curiosity, then trauma therapist
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network would be a wonderful place
5:46
for you. And if you're on
5:48
the waiting list, you have up
5:50
until January 31st to come into our community.
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I will open up registration
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again two more times this
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year. but right now this is only for
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people who are on the waiting list and for
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therapists who do want to join, there's
6:06
still time to get on the waiting list. If
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you join the waiting list before January
6:10
31, 2024, we'll send you a registration link right
6:15
away. So if you're not on the
6:17
waiting list and you're a trauma therapist who wants to
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be part of this, you can
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find the link to the waiting list at
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go.traumatherapistnetwork.com.
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That link is also in the show notes.
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So let's dive into my conversation with Linda.
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Once again, Linda Tai, LMSW
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is a friend and a
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wonderful healer and a beautiful
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soul and I hope you will enjoy
6:43
this conversation as much as I did.
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Hi, welcome back to Therapy Chat. I'm
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your host, Laura Reagan, and with
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me again, because I'm very fortunate,
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is my colleague and
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friend, Linda Tai. Linda,
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welcome back to Therapy Chat and thank you
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for being with us again today. It's an
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absolute pleasure to be back here with you,
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Laura. It's
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my pleasure too. And oh,
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I'm so excited because we've talked several times and
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today we're going to cover a
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topic that I'm
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very interested in learning about. I know our
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audience will be too, which is psychodrama
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structures, which I
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know nearly nothing about and you know
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quite a bit. So before
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we get into it though, will you just
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tell our audience, for those who are listening for
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the first time, who you are, a little
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bit more about you and what you do? Sure.
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So I'm a somatic therapist. I'm
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a trauma therapist and
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I'm also a person who's in my
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own recovery from addiction, from
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the impact of war and
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forced displacement upon myself and
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my family. family and the ways
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in which that then impacted the ways
8:03
my parents raised us. And
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so it's been a lifetime journey
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of growth of healing and I'd like
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to think that the byproduct of that
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is that I'm now a trauma therapist
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and a somatic therapist. Yeah,
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a beautiful outcome of that
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experience and what it was. It
8:24
is. The work you're doing
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out in the world is so important
8:28
and very needed and I'm
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glad that I've recently, only
8:32
recently discovered you in
8:34
your work. But so you are
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normally in the state of Alaska
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and the United States and
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you want to tell people where you
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are right now, where you're coming from?
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For sure. So today on the
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lands of the Wurundjeri people, also known
8:51
as Melbourne, Australia, you might hear parrots
8:54
flying overhead and calling, this
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is where I was raised. So
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I was born in Vietnam. We
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lived in a refugee camp for
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six months in Malaysia and Indonesia.
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And then I spent a
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good 30 years of my life in Australia
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in Melbourne and then
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did concentric circles outwards in
9:15
search of home and discovered
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Alaska and it just nourished
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a part of me that I
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didn't realise was so dehydrated and
9:25
shriveled up inside. Growing
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up in the city, I always thought that there was
9:32
something wrong with me that I hadn't found the right
9:34
pieces of the jigsaw puzzle of work
9:36
and partner and leisure activities
9:39
and home life.
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And yet I realised that after
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discovering Alaska, it was the case of the
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landscape needed to reflect me and
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there's a tonic that wildness
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and wilderness and a direct
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and personal relationship with food,
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warm, and healthy. shelter
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and water provided for me
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at a sole nourishing
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level that I
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wasn't able to access in the city.
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I think that's resonating with me
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on some kind of a cellular
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level because there's
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something about that that just feels so
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true and also I know
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many people who have not
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many but a handful of people
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who I personal friends of mine who
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moved to Alaska and found
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something so different there from
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the city where we grew up and
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it was like something so needed something
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about like a soul calling to a
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place. Yes I found that
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living in the city we're living in
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the cycles of consumption and maintenance and
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the cycles of nature are the cycles
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of creation and maintenance and destruction and
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that is inherent in living in the
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cycles of nature and the cycles of
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the season so we're always feasting and
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always examining and there's
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something that's so enlivening about
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it. Yeah like following nature's
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real rhythms instead of yeah
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the like city life is like more
11:11
more more more more never stop. Never
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pause. Yes
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and I think about the words of
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Joseph Campbell who's a comparative
11:22
philosopher and he says that
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I don't think that people are in search of
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the meaning of life. I think people are in
11:28
search of the feeling of feeling alive and
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so how you live is so much more important than what
11:33
you do and that's something that
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I've always known because I never
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quite felt that I adulted
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very well. I didn't like
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what I was being taught in terms of adulting.
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I knew I needed to do it but it
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just didn't land for me because
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the how needed to include a
11:53
depth of relationality with
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something primal which is you
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know food and warmth and shelter
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and water and so
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fishing and hunting and growing our
12:05
own food and we live without
12:07
running water by intention. We
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cut our own firewood. It's
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a wonderful way to live.
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And so that actually created the foundation
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for me to have the spare
12:21
time and the capacity to
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get to know myself. And
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so in Alaska is where I
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discovered meditation and yoga and the
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practices of meditation and yoga caused
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me to become aware of
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all of my addictions and compulsive
12:40
behaviors, the ways in
12:42
which I'd avoid and deny and
12:44
deflect and minimise and all those
12:46
defence mechanisms and then
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was asked to teach meditation and
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yoga in addiction recovery settings, outpatient
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in residential community-based
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settings and
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then along the way in that journey
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I bought a book on the day that it came out
13:06
which is The Body Keeps the Score and
13:08
I was actually catching a plane later on
13:10
that afternoon to go and travel to be
13:12
with my Stunga Yoga teachers and
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so I have this intense period
13:16
of reckoning and at
13:19
the time it was
13:22
wonderful like I needed to have a
13:24
come apart. And then
13:26
a friend of mine said to me, hey come
13:30
and study with Bethel van der Kolk and
13:32
Leishis Guy and then
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she's telling me about a week-long workshop that
13:37
she did with them and I
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was because I just loved the
13:41
book so much and then Courtney
13:43
says oh and they do this psychodrama
13:45
structures thing where you put your family
13:47
of origin out there and everyone's like
13:49
crying because it's such moving work and
13:52
as soon as she said everyone was crying I
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was like nah. That doesn't sound
13:57
fun to me right? No,
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not at all. Because
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I would do anything to avoid feeling
14:08
my feelings in real time on my
14:10
own, let alone in front of other
14:13
people. Yes. I
14:15
can really... And
14:17
yoga and
14:19
being in 12-step groups allowed
14:22
me to feel
14:25
my feelings in real time all by
14:27
myself. And that was
14:29
actually huge for me. And
14:33
yet when Courtney said, oh, and Beth was old, he's
14:35
going to die soon. Like
14:37
that was the thing that
14:39
made me go, okay, I'm going to go do it. I'm
14:43
going to go do it. And prior to that I'd
14:45
been... You know, I'd been in
14:47
the company of meditation and yoga teachers
14:49
whom I sought out. And so Beth
14:51
was another teacher whose company I was
14:53
going to sought out to seek out.
14:57
And so in 2016 I attended
14:59
Bessel and Leisha's workshop at
15:01
Bessel and Leisha's
15:04
non-verbal experiential exercises caused me
15:06
to realise how traumatised it
15:08
actually was and yet unaware
15:10
of it. And
15:12
the meaning Bessel presents, the
15:15
body keeps the score, but I'm seeing
15:17
my life on a series of PowerPoint slides while
15:21
taking the input in through my ears rather than
15:23
by myself with a
15:25
book caused me
15:27
to have another layer of
15:30
experience of myself. And
15:32
I was just numbed out and dissociated and
15:35
disconnected and blank the
15:37
entire time as my survival strategy
15:39
and yet I had enough capacity
15:41
to be curious. So I went back the
15:43
following year. And
15:46
by that point in time I'd done my own brain
15:48
spotting work. I think I started
15:50
foraying into IFF and
15:53
I was able to be more present. And
15:57
then the year after that I actually got
15:59
to do... my own psychodrama structure of putting
16:01
my family of origin out there in
16:04
the space and received
16:06
the experience of having an ideal mother
16:09
and that was life changing for me and
16:12
yet and so this is I think chapter 18
16:14
of the Body Keeps the Score
16:16
and it's the whole piece about
16:19
how we have these relational mental
16:21
maps of the world that we
16:23
haven't yet explored and
16:25
when we explore it not as
16:28
an intellectual concept but rather in
16:30
three dimensional space and
16:33
I look around the space with people
16:35
with whom I have a felt sense
16:37
of relative safety and I
16:40
ask someone could you take on the
16:42
role of my real mother
16:45
and then I place my real mother
16:47
exactly where she exists spatially
16:51
in relationship to me which
16:53
was way out of arms reach
16:56
like way out of arms reach and then
16:58
I get to shape that body into taking
17:01
on the shape of my
17:03
mother and then my feelings come
17:05
up and
17:07
because my feelings are just so overwhelming
17:10
Bessel offers me a support person,
17:13
a contact person who's
17:15
able to offer me physical visceral
17:18
contact in the ways
17:21
in which my body needs that
17:24
co-regulatory presence so
17:26
that I can then move through
17:29
whatever it is that comes up with
17:31
my mother being there in
17:33
the space and with whatever it
17:35
is that comes up for me because
17:38
you can't do trauma
17:40
without doing grief and
17:42
within a dysfunctional or under-resourced family
17:44
of origin there are two dynamics
17:47
one is homeostasis collusion and the
17:49
other one is impaired mourning and
17:51
so the task of learning
17:53
how to grieve and that it's okay to
17:55
grieve and that it's okay to feel my
17:57
feelings in real time as they arise are
18:01
all interwoven as
18:03
part of the substrate of this work. And
18:07
it taught me the value of
18:09
human touch and human contact that
18:11
is absolutely necessary in
18:14
order to work through the depths of
18:17
what's suddenly near this hole. And
18:20
yeah. Yeah. I
18:23
don't mean to interrupt. Please keep going. In
18:26
that particular piece of work that I did
18:28
with Bessel, I got
18:31
to offer my real mother an
18:33
ideal support person of her very own.
18:36
And as
18:39
soon as that person sat next to my
18:41
mother or sat next
18:44
to the person who was playing the role
18:46
of my real mother, there was
18:48
this visceral shift
18:50
for me where
18:53
I became aware of all the ways
18:56
in which I had inhibited my joyous
18:58
life force energy in
19:00
order to take care of my mother
19:02
who at the age of 19 was
19:07
living in Australia with a man to
19:09
her. She's had an arranged marriage, a
19:12
newborn child and a two and a half year
19:14
old child far from
19:17
the land of her ancestors and
19:19
without her elders to help guide her. And
19:23
we all share. We all
19:25
children adapt on an
19:27
energetic level in terms
19:29
of what we're aware of is
19:32
available and isn't available for us. And
19:36
to move through the
19:39
grief of what arose when
19:41
my mother or when the person who
19:43
played the role of my mother got a support
19:45
person was profound
19:48
for me. And then
19:50
once that moved through, I was
19:52
given the opportunity to choose an
19:55
ideal mother who wouldn't have
19:57
been there for me back
19:59
there. back then in the ways in which I
20:01
needed. And so
20:03
I looked around the space and picked
20:05
someone to take on the role of
20:08
the ideal mother and for
20:10
that person to hold me,
20:13
to, to run their hands onto
20:15
my head and to stroke my face
20:17
and for their body
20:20
to be available to my nervous
20:22
system brought up another
20:24
layer of grief for what I didn't
20:26
get that I'm now
20:28
getting as a somatic imprint. And
20:31
that's where as the protagonist, I then
20:34
got to, if I wanted to, the
20:36
capacity to ask for what I needed
20:39
back there, back then. And
20:42
I said things like, if
20:45
you were the ideal mother back there, back then
20:47
you would have sung to me. My
20:49
mother was very depressed. Yeah. And,
20:52
and I, and I would have heard your voice and
20:55
my voice and your voice would have interacted.
20:59
And so in that moment, the
21:01
person playing that role started singing
21:03
to me and rocking with me
21:05
and I am like blubbering and
21:09
she's offering me the missing
21:12
experiences of development that
21:14
I didn't get back there, back then. And
21:17
so this continued until it comes
21:19
to a place of quality,
21:23
meaning that I've, I've become
21:25
imprinted with what it would have
21:27
been like to have experienced an ideal mother and
21:31
how I moved through the
21:33
world, fundamentally changed after that,
21:37
I got re imprinted with the
21:39
experience of secure attachment in
21:43
an hour. And
21:45
I remember it was only an hour. My
21:47
God. And,
21:54
you know, I'm feeling so raw cause I've just blubbered
21:56
in front of 45 people
21:59
and. And my friend Courtney
22:01
was actually there with me and
22:05
she said, hey, let's go to the sea bar and I
22:07
said, yes, sure. And
22:09
then she said, can we, can I hold something for
22:11
you? And I said, yes, sure. And
22:14
in that moment I went, holy
22:16
schmoly, that's how people with
22:19
ideal mothers move through the world.
22:22
People offer them things and they just say, yes,
22:25
there's no barriers to receiving. There's
22:27
no hyper independence. There's no, I'm fine. I
22:30
can do it by myself. It
22:33
was profound. I
22:35
totally know what you mean with that. I
22:37
totally feel what you're saying there. Yeah.
22:41
I go back to my life the
22:43
following week. I'm sitting there with my
22:46
clinical supervisor and normally I sit a
22:48
little bit askew and I
22:51
walk into his office and I sit down
22:54
direct front and center. And
22:58
in that moment I was like, holy
23:00
wow. I don't
23:02
have to keep skirting at the edges of
23:04
life and at the edges of people's periphery
23:06
in order for me to experience safety. And
23:08
I had no idea I did that. Oh,
23:11
yes. Yeah. And
23:15
I'd been a student of Buddhism for a
23:17
while at this point in time. So I
23:19
knew that the difference
23:21
between conditional happiness and
23:24
unconditional happiness and how there
23:26
are desires of fulfillment of which
23:29
your happiness depends and then there
23:31
are desires and desiring in such
23:34
a way that the fulfillment of
23:36
those desires doesn't actually impact
23:40
your fundamental sense of wellbeing and
23:42
happiness in the world. And
23:45
so I got that and I was living
23:47
that as an intellectual construct that I was
23:49
putting into practice in my life. My
23:54
capacity to access that as an
23:56
instinctual innate way of moving to
23:59
the world. in the world was
24:02
available to me because
24:04
no matter what happens in the world I still
24:06
have this. This
24:09
meaning, this somatic imprint
24:12
of love, safety,
24:15
of being delighted in, of
24:18
someone who's got me no matter what. And
24:21
so after that I decided
24:23
I was going to learn how
24:25
to do this stuff because it
24:27
was so amazing. And
24:31
by this point in time I'd done my brain
24:33
spotting training, I'd done my eye-fist training, I
24:36
was in sensoromatocytotherapy training and I
24:39
continued with that because of the
24:41
way in which level 2 of
24:43
sensoromatocytotherapy works with the developmental restrictions
24:45
of attachment and the missing
24:48
experience somatically. And
24:50
yet with psychodrama structures the way BESL
24:54
has shared it into the world,
24:57
its group participants offering the
24:59
somatic experience to each other
25:02
rather than me as a therapist.
25:06
And I do have clients with whom
25:08
I work with in individual psychotherapy where
25:10
I do offer that kind of deep
25:12
holding however I offer
25:15
it with that clinical awareness of
25:18
right message, wrong timing is wrong message,
25:20
right intervention, wrong timing is wrong intervention
25:22
and we have to work the trauma
25:25
out of the nervous system first before
25:27
the new experience of attachment
25:29
can actually land. Because
25:31
otherwise it lands through the trauma
25:34
and can actually reinforce
25:37
adaptive parts that may
25:39
be maladaptive. And
25:42
I also just love
25:44
group work and I don't
25:47
know, I was just in love. And my
25:49
ADHD brain just loves how there was just
25:51
like 15 things going
25:54
on at the same time. It
25:56
was clinically like so juicy for
25:58
me. And
26:01
I can say in this moment, Laura, you've got
26:03
so many questions about this. I'm in the pod,
26:05
isn't it? Well,
26:09
I'm listening and hanging on every word for
26:11
sure. But yeah,
26:13
so many thoughts are coming up and
26:15
so many feelings too. I think
26:18
one thing I'm curious about as I'm
26:21
listening is, I don't
26:23
know how... Well, you're
26:26
a great teacher, so maybe you can. But
26:29
I don't know how easy it will be to
26:31
explain this, but I've
26:33
experienced myself with brain spotting.
26:35
How one session
26:40
can heal something, not
26:42
everything all at once, but something,
26:44
something very deep, something that's been
26:47
a long-standing problem that
26:49
you didn't know what really it was about. And then
26:52
it can... And
26:54
so in a way, and I
26:56
don't want to be dismissive of it, but in a
26:58
way it almost feels kind of like magic when
27:01
you have that kind of experience. It's so
27:03
mysterious. You don't really know for sure
27:06
exactly why that happened. You
27:08
can analyze it, but it's like, I don't
27:12
know what was happening, but
27:14
now everything's different. And this
27:16
is different because there's... Even
27:19
though brain spotting is, I think,
27:21
very relational, if it's delivered that
27:23
way, it's intended to be. I'm
27:26
curious if
27:28
you can... I'm not sure if I can configure
27:31
my question properly, but if
27:34
you can sort of share how
27:36
the one experience can
27:39
create that lasting somatic
27:41
imprint that was missing the whole time
27:43
for maybe 40 years or more. And
27:48
then, and I'm not saying I'm skeptical. I'm just
27:51
curious to if you can
27:53
explain that a bit more.
27:55
Yeah, there's a couple of ways
27:57
to these. So I Love...
28:00
Well murray processing techniques like price
28:02
voting. in India. they can help
28:05
to remove the. Activation
28:07
of the arousing. Associated
28:11
with. A traumatic event.
28:13
They can also help to join the dots.
28:16
Ah, intensive fragments of
28:18
memory. They. Can also
28:21
help to isolate a fragment of memory
28:23
and blood specifically with that in such
28:25
a while I that a she's fully
28:27
zone. And. Yet.
28:32
There's to the. Removal.
28:35
For like have a better word of
28:37
the traumatic memory or the traumatic in
28:39
France and yet we need to place
28:41
says that even print. And.
28:43
Lie down the neural networks that
28:45
always. Okay, I'm
28:48
with. Yeah, Yes, And
28:50
so that's where than. The
28:52
marriage imprinting owes. Us
28:55
attachment is so helpful! And.
28:59
They insist some of us to be Albert.
29:01
It. Into into the
29:04
depths of grief. In.
29:07
Order to be I Buddha. Speaks
29:10
the truth about in a landscape
29:12
to L Sound. Little.
29:15
Only front of other people. Have
29:18
eating it too That support person
29:20
that contact person that music calorie
29:22
as someone who is got your
29:25
battery sitting by your side tin
29:27
tin can help us to enter
29:29
into that. the money. And
29:31
they end that three dimensional space
29:34
so representation of the real air
29:36
seat is in our lol on
29:39
it is. Also.
29:41
Elicit a fanatic respond seen
29:43
a hobby that. We
29:46
otherwise wouldn't be aware of it would
29:48
be a cousin. Did it exercise like
29:50
how do you feel it towards the
29:52
mother? He's very different to. Let's ask
29:54
someone to represent your mother and put
29:56
your mother physically in the space in
29:59
such a way. Dead.
30:01
Feels. Like
30:03
a reflection. Of what
30:05
you've internalized. Noom. Hello
30:08
I've seen people. Put.
30:10
A pair France is he can't
30:12
just add of an arms race
30:15
and. Then they have been the parents.
30:17
So the death facing the other. Why?
30:20
And. Seated Appointed Share. right?
30:22
And. Be.
30:25
An era and. That
30:27
illicit something. Enough.
30:32
And brings up food for our awareness.
30:36
To bring it to completion. In
30:40
such and it's very direct. And.
30:42
Could potentially too fast and yet
30:45
when there's that supporters like contact
30:47
is to let Container you were
30:49
able to move through. And.
30:52
Then the other piece of these
30:54
is them. When we can externalize
30:56
something. We. Can then begin
30:58
to would with with the beginning sir.
31:01
Free. A distance while much if
31:03
necessary only closer to it.
31:06
Or. What? Did. Out of the
31:08
protagonists role as somebody else to play
31:10
the role of May so that I
31:12
can actually walk around Despise. Should.
31:15
Be obvious. You this from another
31:17
perspective. Royal angle. And.
31:19
It's that piece that folks who
31:22
are trained in expressive arts. Cause
31:24
therapies are aware of. When you can
31:26
externalize something, you should begin to work
31:28
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32:32
That all feels right when
32:35
you talk about it. Thank
32:37
you for taking the time to explain that part.
32:40
I have a thought too about just
32:43
how, like
32:45
adoption, the
32:47
refugee experience and
32:50
the way it's spoken about, at least Western
32:53
culture-wise, tends to be
32:56
very like there was
32:58
a bad thing that happened, people
33:01
were rescued, and then they
33:03
all lived happily ever after because
33:05
they were safe, you know,
33:08
and that's behind them.
33:11
And again,
33:14
like with adoption, it's
33:17
so hard to be able
33:19
to name,
33:21
and adoption is just an example, any
33:24
early attachment loss,
33:27
being able to name, I feel
33:29
this way, or I needed
33:32
this and I didn't get it, and
33:34
how that is in the body, or
33:36
the felt-sense experience
33:39
back then of the terror and
33:43
the horror and the powerlessness and
33:45
the things that go along with
33:47
those types of experiences. We
33:50
can't name it because it's pre-verbal
33:53
and somatically held,
33:55
often and so early, we
33:57
don't have often, a
34:01
cognitive memory of it. I
34:03
don't know, there's just something about the way that
34:06
these experiences, these methods,
34:10
allow one to connect to
34:12
what's in there that we
34:15
don't know, and
34:17
then work with it. There's
34:20
so much richness in the human
34:22
experience, and
34:25
layers of ambiguous grief, the
34:28
layers of I didn't get something, and
34:31
then not getting of that experience has
34:33
left a pervasive emptiness in my inner
34:35
landscape, and it's unnameable.
34:38
It's the grief of neglect, it's
34:41
the grief of misattunement, it's
34:44
the not knowing what I don't know,
34:46
it's the not
34:48
talking about the things that you don't
34:50
wanna talk about so that I don't
34:52
have to know what it is that
34:56
you don't want to speak about.
35:00
And that's where I find great
35:04
power in bringing people together
35:06
who have similar lived experiences.
35:09
So I know that Tia and Dayton do, does
35:11
a lot of work with adult children of alcoholics,
35:15
and there are other groups that
35:17
come together, and
35:20
I love working with groups
35:23
where it's a mixed bag of
35:25
everyone, and I also really appreciate
35:27
creating a space for
35:29
adult children, refugees,
35:32
and immigrants, as
35:34
well as former child, teen, adult
35:36
refugees, and immigrants to
35:38
come together, and to
35:40
be a container for the grief that's specific
35:43
to us, and
35:45
to also reshape what it is that
35:47
I learned from Bessel to make it
35:50
more applicable for
35:53
people who've experienced
35:55
displacement. So
35:58
specifically, I
36:01
remember one structure where the
36:04
person brought their real mother
36:06
into the space and then sort
36:08
of giving their mother an ideal support person,
36:10
I mean which is very Eurocentric
36:12
and the hyper focus on the individual, we
36:16
actually gave the
36:18
person who played the role of the real mother a
36:22
person who represented an
36:24
ideal society. Wow. Wow.
36:29
Yeah. And
36:32
the shift in terms
36:34
of not just the grief but also
36:36
the possibilities that opened up for the
36:38
protagonist as a
36:41
result of experiencing her
36:43
real mother experiencing an
36:45
ideal society that
36:47
would have welcomed
36:49
her, that would
36:52
have given her
36:54
the space to move through the
36:56
grief, that would
36:58
have given her culturally appropriate
37:00
supports for adjusting
37:04
to life in a new country, an
37:07
ideal society that wasn't burning
37:10
crosses on the front lawn.
37:13
And this piece about the realm
37:15
of possibility that opens up is
37:18
what we're actually talking about when we're
37:20
doing psychodrama structures.
37:25
Yes, there's the re-imprinting of a
37:27
secure attachment temple boat and
37:32
there's a world of possibility that
37:34
opens up for you as the
37:36
individual when you see
37:38
your parents being taken care of
37:42
in the ways in which they needed
37:44
help back there back then because
37:48
that's the beginnings of the
37:50
inverted parent-child relationship. It's
37:52
the beginnings for rentification and
37:54
adultification for those
37:57
of us that are raised in
37:59
under-resourced families. which
38:01
then gets labeled as dysfunctional families.
38:04
I don't want to take us off track too far, but I was
38:07
going to say that, you
38:09
know, opening up the realm of possibility
38:11
where, you know, it, it removes
38:13
the idea that if my mother had
38:19
been an ideal mother and she
38:21
would have done everything right and
38:24
I would have been, I would have
38:26
gotten everything I needed and everything would have
38:28
been okay, is never going
38:30
to be possible because she is
38:32
also a person who has her own
38:34
needs. And even in mother
38:38
archetype, it's all
38:40
about only focusing on
38:43
the needs, you know, of others and
38:46
mother doesn't have needs, mother care
38:48
gives for others, but mother
38:51
was a woman and then a
38:53
girl before that who
38:56
had needs. And
38:58
when we're talking into psychically in
39:00
terms of the internal landscape, the
39:03
fact that we conflate our real mother
39:05
with the ideal mother is
39:07
where we get all of those tensions within
39:10
ourselves as well as between ourselves
39:13
and our real mothers in real life
39:17
because I'm so painfully aware
39:19
of all the ways
39:21
in which I would have been happier and had
39:24
so much more possibility alive if my real
39:26
mother had, have
39:29
had qualities of my ideal mother. So
39:31
we separate the two so that
39:34
I can actually grieve
39:37
the ship that sailed. And
39:41
when I can grieve the
39:44
ship that sailed, I'm
39:46
not just grieving on behalf of
39:48
my inner child, I'm actually engaging
39:50
in ancestral grief. Like
39:54
I'm actually grieving for my mother in
39:56
a lot of ways, the grief that
39:58
she crumbled hold on
40:00
to his guilt in regards
40:02
to who she couldn't be for
40:04
me. I'm picturing a 19 year
40:07
old, technically
40:09
adult but barely, with
40:12
a very young two-year-old
40:15
toddler escaping a
40:17
country that wasn't safe to be in
40:19
anymore. So doing everything
40:21
she could do to get you
40:23
out of that but she didn't
40:25
have, she wasn't all powerful to
40:27
make all that stuff that was
40:29
happening there not happen and all
40:31
the things that were happening around and her
40:34
only being so young herself and
40:39
that's the part where you said the ideal
40:41
society that's what I thought of is ideally
40:45
you wouldn't have had to leave you would have been able to
40:47
stay with your culture and it would
40:49
have been safe but that's
40:52
the ship that sounds. Yes.
40:57
Yes and
40:59
then the other part of this is
41:03
the child's fantasy as
41:06
in psycho-analytics the
41:08
fantasy of the
41:10
P-H-A-N-T-A-S-Y of
41:12
wanting to rescue or save or
41:15
caretake your parents from their pain
41:17
as a way of actually mitigating
41:20
my own pain I
41:23
actually got to play that out in
41:25
terms of giving my mother ideal
41:28
support this and ideal society
41:31
ideal parents or
41:33
an ideal best friend in Australia who
41:35
would have helped her to move and
41:38
navigate through life here or
41:40
an ideal elder. When
41:43
we came to Australia there was one
41:46
elder in amongst two or three thousand
41:48
Vietnamese stone leaves because the
41:50
old folks we had to leave behind
41:52
because it was such a treacherous journey
41:54
right so there are many ways
41:56
in which we can imagine what
41:58
would have changed for me back
42:00
there back then. But I get to
42:03
play out that child's fantasy and
42:05
have it actually resolve, become
42:08
associated. And then
42:11
I can have the experiencing of
42:13
an ideal mother who
42:17
then says to me, if I were
42:19
your ideal mother back there back then,
42:21
I would have taken care of you. You
42:24
wouldn't have had to take care
42:27
of me. And
42:30
the grief of that, as well as the
42:32
increasing of that. Yeah,
42:35
because we've now separated the real mother
42:37
from the ideal mother. And
42:39
that fantasy isn't getting in the way. No,
42:41
I can't, I can't feel this because I
42:43
have to take care of her. She won't
42:45
be okay if I feel this. So that
42:48
gets dealt with and then you
42:51
can feel it. Yes.
42:53
And then in my real life,
42:56
for me, right, I'm not saying this works
42:58
out for everyone, but for me what happened
43:01
was now that those two got separated, the
43:03
real mother and the ideal mother, I got
43:05
to play out my child's fantasy. I can
43:09
now be with my real mother as she is because
43:13
I'm now no longer projecting my
43:16
losses and longings onto her. And
43:20
I have that self-energy, the
43:22
capacity to bear
43:26
the truth of the
43:28
impact of forced displacement on
43:30
her instead of
43:32
being so self-absorbed with me. Not
43:35
that there's anything wrong with being self-absorbed, but that's what
43:37
trauma does and that's part of growing
43:42
up. It's
43:45
real adulting. Real adulting.
43:47
Real adulting is. Yes, yes. It's seeing
43:49
our parents
43:51
as people and
43:54
to then be able to see my
43:56
mother through the lens of her
43:58
losses and longings. that
44:02
she then projects onto the people
44:04
in her life including me or
44:07
withholds herself from owning
44:10
and therefore sublimates or just places
44:12
those feelings in
44:15
other ways and to not feel
44:17
like I need to rescue her or care
44:19
take her either. I
44:21
can simply be with the
44:24
awareness. You
44:26
can be you and she can be
44:29
her and nobody has
44:31
to change for it to be
44:33
a loving, connected
44:35
relationship. And we can be individuals
44:40
who are together. Yeah.
44:43
And then in terms of, I
44:45
mean within the gender binary, doing
44:47
work with my real
44:49
father within a psychodrama structure
44:53
allowed me once again to separate the real
44:55
from the ideal and to
44:59
also recognise
45:01
on a deeper level the ways
45:04
in which I had tried so
45:06
hard to shape all
45:08
of my intimate partners
45:11
into taking on the role of the
45:13
ideal father I never got to have.
45:17
While at the same time setting them up
45:19
for failure. There
45:23
was no way they were going to be able to fulfil that,
45:25
right? No. No. So then I would
45:28
get to be angry with them and
45:32
lash out at them in ways that I wasn't
45:34
able to with my real father. Right.
45:38
So resonant. It is. It's so
45:41
resonant. And
45:45
yet within other people's structures, I had
45:48
the experience with one person where
45:50
they decided they wanted four mothers. Four
45:55
ideal mothers and each mother represented
45:57
a certain quality. They
45:59
didn't. get from their real mother and
46:02
it was just so refreshing to break
46:05
out of the heteronormative
46:07
binary not just gender
46:09
but also the constructs
46:11
that we hold around
46:13
a family and
46:16
as a participant in that
46:18
person's work it was like oh
46:20
as an ideal mother figure I just
46:22
need to hold this one aspect.
46:26
How refreshing I don't have to do it
46:29
all and be everything. There's
46:34
something really poignant in
46:37
just that breaking up
46:39
that dichotomous one's
46:41
good, one's bad, one's
46:44
a victim, one's a perpetrator because
46:48
obviously that isn't how humans
46:51
and relationships really are but we
46:54
get so stuck in that and
46:56
I think a lot of times
46:59
trauma really makes us see
47:02
things in a very black and white way
47:04
or be stuck in a black and white
47:06
way of looking at a situation instead of
47:08
opening up a perspective
47:10
that's a lot more inconvenient but it's what's
47:12
real. It's like yep they did this that
47:14
was bad or mean or hurtful
47:17
and they did this that was beautiful and
47:19
loving and wonderful so which
47:21
is it are they bad or are they good? It's like
47:24
they're human. Very much
47:26
so. I've
47:28
also seen structures as well
47:30
as led structures where we bring in parts
47:32
of self and you could actually
47:34
have two people play the role of the real
47:36
mother because for some people objects
47:40
here to show it's like sometimes my
47:42
mother's like this and then sometimes you're
47:45
like this. So we might actually get the
47:49
personality flipped
47:52
so that the protagonist
47:54
can have the experience and
47:57
the awareness of all the ways and
48:00
and grief over all the ways in
48:02
which one had to adapt for oneself
48:06
to be able to function with
48:11
someone who was like this in the morning
48:13
and then that this in the evening. No,
48:16
I'm thinking how helpful that
48:18
would be with anyone whose
48:20
parent was really fragmented from
48:23
traumatization that the
48:25
different ways of relating
48:27
based on which part
48:29
was the most forward at that time
48:31
being able to just work with all
48:34
of it. Yeah, or dad. Yes,
48:37
or dad when
48:39
he's drinking and he's the
48:41
rage-aholic alcoholic and then dad
48:44
at the rest of the time. Yeah.
48:46
We can also bring in people as protective parts
48:50
so we can externalize your addict.
48:54
We can externalize your shopaholic.
48:57
We can externalize the workaholic
48:59
and so there's other fun
49:02
things that we can do that can allow
49:06
insights and yet
49:09
what I believe is so
49:11
powerful about this is the
49:13
monetization of the
49:16
capacity to gree as well
49:18
as the monetization of the
49:20
attachment template. And then
49:22
on another clinical piece because
49:25
I've seen, I've witnessed Bessel and
49:27
Bessel van der Kolk and Dick
49:29
Schwartz disagree around self-energy.
49:31
Dick Schwartz says, no, self-energy
49:33
is something we always have and we work
49:36
to access it. And Bessel says,
49:38
yeah, but for many of my clients, they do
49:41
not have capacity for self-energy. And
49:45
I have self-light parts and
49:47
it can be very – I was
49:49
struggling to find the word. It can
49:51
be very – it can add
49:53
another layer of self-deprecation To
49:56
become aware of self-energy and not be able to access
49:58
it. Thrive
50:00
Same. Infringing of.
50:03
An ideal parents did your parents
50:05
to gain a lion house said
50:07
a substrate, a stealth energy. To.
50:10
Be some that assigns and
50:12
baseball. Access. As.
50:15
Someone to see the world. It's very
50:17
into san thought provoking. Yeah.
50:20
This this is a little what anyone to arguable
50:22
that they did it but that's I thought that.
50:27
Edited: you betting clinical practice the long enough
50:29
that like a of the some folks years
50:31
this the so busy like wow we can
50:33
do that. Or. We can use
50:35
if the side of the know
50:37
the systems here at Access more
50:39
self weak hand it. Ah yes
50:41
it is wise always to caffeine
50:43
to sell facts as self energy.
50:45
And yes Stanford's it's. It's.
50:48
Just. Not. Available.
50:51
It's. An intellectual construct. It's a.
50:54
Another see I used to beat myself up with.
50:58
It's a good other people will have and
51:00
that I struggle with. Well. You
51:02
know that brings me and were.
51:04
We. Need to wrap
51:07
up unfortunately. but that brings
51:09
into something. I heard Dick
51:12
Schwartz say. Last.
51:15
Year Twenty Twenty to add
51:17
Trauma Research Foundation conference on
51:19
which they were it was
51:21
in in a presentation about
51:24
psychedelic and he said. Something
51:28
to the effect of i'll just I'll just
51:30
sort of. I'm not going to quote i'm
51:32
exact words. Because I have personal
51:34
don't remember the exact words but also
51:37
the concept. That I feel he
51:39
was saying is that some people
51:41
can not access self energy without
51:43
using and I think he was
51:45
specifically. Talking about ketamine. And
51:47
you and I had talked before we started
51:49
recording that some people use. Ketamine.
51:53
With. Psychodrama. Structures
51:55
as and another. Type.
51:58
Of intervention he say a little. That
52:00
before we wrap up. Absolutely Soil
52:02
there are geared is the use
52:04
of it a name for for
52:07
the sewage spirit and. The
52:10
V A depressive symptoms. And.
52:13
He becomes a replacement for
52:15
the medications the damn tried
52:17
and it's haven't worked in
52:19
sensors debilitating depression yeah and
52:21
that's not what which will
52:23
be about here little she
52:25
of that lowly dollars. Intramuscular
52:28
kinda mean that. Causes.
52:31
Full ones pretend to parts.
52:34
To. Be able to offer
52:36
some space. So.
52:39
That we can begin to explore.
52:41
The. Internal landscape. And.
52:44
Last seen all, it's fortunate enough
52:46
to participate in a soccer drama.
52:49
It I'm sorry out fortunate enough
52:51
to participate in a kid A
52:53
Matrix assisted soccer drama experience. Way.
52:56
There we played with all
52:59
sorts of combinations footage on
53:01
the first ketamine. Afterwards, Ketamine
53:04
says to the drone afterwards and
53:06
then Ketamine and Soccer drawn that
53:08
at the same time. And.
53:11
I. Ought what I experienced
53:14
myself with the socket rather system
53:16
the ketamine afterwards and. The.
53:18
Rapid neurogenesis that ketamine
53:20
facilitates allowed for a
53:22
depth of imprinting. Before
53:25
me and the work on had done.
53:28
At that point in time with the rounds,
53:31
Having an ideal elder because if I
53:33
had have had my very own idea
53:35
louder I would as boost to the
53:37
world differently. And if my parents
53:39
had a very own ideological elders, your life
53:41
in Australia would have a different setting. And
53:44
then. Ever since then
53:46
I has I sent south. Who
53:50
I am of, where I come from, That.
53:53
Is unshakable. I
53:55
saw that some other folks in the
53:57
experience. Particularly.
53:59
Those. who took
54:02
the ketamine while
54:05
engaging in the psychodrama experience
54:08
that it actually allowed them to
54:10
open up to the
54:12
experience as a somatic
54:16
emotional exploration
54:19
rather than a cognitive mechanistic
54:23
experiment. And what I
54:25
also saw for those folks was that when it
54:27
came to the receding of
54:29
ideal parents, their
54:32
psyche was
54:34
actually open to taking it
54:37
in. And
54:41
I remember for one person he actually said,
54:43
oh I can actually tell if the ketamine
54:45
is beginning to wear off because I'm starting
54:47
to doubt the ideal mother. And
54:51
I've experienced other people saying that in
54:53
their psychodrama experiences where there hasn't been
54:55
ketamine there where they get the ideal
54:57
parent and they're like, I can't trust
54:59
this or I'm skeptical of this or
55:02
it's not quite landing. And
55:06
the psychedelic medicine
55:09
allows for our
55:11
protective parts to stand to one side
55:13
in such a way that we can
55:15
actually take in the
55:18
re-imprinting that's available. Can
55:20
I ask a follow-up question about that? Sure.
55:24
So in that situation when you said
55:26
low dose intramuscular
55:28
ketamine, are people away
55:30
in a psychedelic
55:33
experience or are they
55:35
like fully knowing
55:37
still where they are, what they're doing? Because
55:40
the assumption and expectation
55:43
that I would have based on
55:45
my own psychedelic experiences that were
55:47
all recreational and
55:50
many decades ago but
55:52
not current are only,
55:54
I've never experienced a psychedelic experience
55:56
where you aren't like not
55:59
really here. anymore.
56:01
You don't get to use
56:03
dosages when you're recreational using drugs, you don't
56:10
have access to that. Yes,
56:12
so yeah it's based on the dosing. So
56:14
there is a blast yourself off into the
56:16
stratosphere dose of ketamine. There's also the anesthetic
56:20
dose of ketamine
56:22
where you're not here at all.
56:24
Okay. And then there are the lower doses.
56:26
So what happens is each
56:29
person speaks with the medical provider
56:31
who's on-site and we titrate the
56:33
dose accordingly for that person and
56:35
then we titrate up depending
56:37
on what is the psycholytic
56:40
dose for that individual. And
56:43
the beauty about intramuscular ketamine is
56:46
that in a sense it's
56:48
actually very clean in air quotes
56:50
meaning that it lasts between 20
56:52
to 40 minutes. Okay.
56:54
You feel a plateau, if you
56:56
need a bump you can ask
56:58
for another dose to bump up
57:02
the effects of the ketamine. That's
57:04
helpful to know. Yes. I mean
57:06
I don't think you know I don't know
57:09
it's still kind of new even
57:11
though many people are very deeply
57:14
immersed in the psychedelic assisted
57:16
work. It's still generally
57:18
new to a lot of people. So thank
57:21
you for explaining that. You're very
57:23
welcome. Yeah, there's a you
57:25
know on the last
57:30
night of that particular retreat we actually
57:32
had the high dose experience and that
57:36
was wonderful but for me
57:38
it was like oh yeah
57:40
I'm just tripping balls. This
57:42
is wonderful but it didn't
57:45
have the psychotherapeutic of the experience
57:48
for me. And
57:51
yet what was so powerful about the high-dose
57:53
experience because there are other folks in the
57:55
space who didn't have such a pleasant high-dose
57:57
experience. The therapeutic part is actually
58:00
actually when you're coming out and
58:02
you've got your friends around you and you've
58:04
got your heart teachers there and you've got people
58:06
that you can land into irrespective
58:09
of whether the experience is pleasant or
58:11
unpleasant. Yeah.
58:13
And that in and of itself is
58:15
really powerful. Something
58:18
so deep about trust in this
58:20
whole thing we're talking about today,
58:22
just something so deep about trusting
58:26
yourself and others, which
58:29
I think with attachment injuries,
58:33
trust is what is broken, like trust
58:35
in other humans
58:37
and yourself. Yes.
58:42
Yeah. I think Bessel says it in
58:44
the Bodyteach for School about how trauma
58:47
survivors are spoiled
58:49
because they're in a landscape. Yeah.
58:53
And so to
58:55
recognize that the
58:59
intrapsychic corollary of secure attachment or insecure
59:02
attachment is that I
59:06
am avoidant with parts of myself.
59:09
I am anxious towards parts of
59:12
myself. I
59:14
am in a push pull with
59:16
parts of myself. And
59:19
yet I have these adaptive parts that move through
59:21
the world as if I am securely
59:24
attached to myself, despite
59:27
my childhood. And
59:29
yet the closer people get to me, the
59:31
more my own internal conflicts
59:33
start to express relationally.
59:41
And so to go back to
59:43
the, to
59:46
the map that was imprinted
59:48
upon us and to change that
59:50
map, is
59:55
incredibly powerful. Linda,
59:57
I'm so grateful to you for sharing.
1:00:01
Your. Amends
1:00:03
with some and. So.
1:00:08
Much of what you've learned. In
1:00:10
the way that you're able to. Describe.
1:00:15
It all and synthesize at
1:00:17
all so clearly making really
1:00:19
complex thing things sound. Simple.
1:00:23
And understandable. I really am
1:00:25
so grateful that you were.
1:00:28
Able to come back again today and and
1:00:30
spend time with me. And
1:00:34
our audience of course, but that's.
1:00:36
Selfish Lakes sudden it over
1:00:38
me. Pilloried! they
1:00:40
thank you for the opportunity
1:00:43
n o either they slow
1:00:45
much lower prices about and.
1:00:47
It's like a journalist judge says. In
1:00:50
the tradition of of El Pais
1:00:52
soil and a wide Bissell has
1:00:54
shifted it to a jury film
1:00:56
or an attachment in the Wiser
1:00:58
which myself in some other colleagues
1:01:00
are they taking that would ensue
1:01:02
into heirloom to unity. And
1:01:04
you know evolving the work, reshaping
1:01:07
the woods and they that still
1:01:09
exciting be collins. Because.
1:01:12
Truly is adaptation. And
1:01:14
so is resilient. I'm
1:01:17
grateful for what you're doing and let
1:01:19
me just ask real quick as we
1:01:22
do have to stop. But are you
1:01:24
teaching psycho drama? Structures or
1:01:26
anywhere or is or anywhere.
1:01:28
That people can learn from you
1:01:30
about that in addition to people
1:01:33
working with you as a client.
1:01:35
Am on not yet teaches. Package
1:01:37
on a success however I am
1:01:40
Sicily tidy workshops at this a.
1:01:42
Time. Until either a full with
1:01:44
the south the between end up
1:01:47
between eight and eleven pitches, the
1:01:49
Prince that would shop and we
1:01:51
live together in a residential Sol
1:01:53
experience. We ate together and then
1:01:55
we we did what together and
1:01:57
I'd civically. as bullock's
1:02:00
who bring their friends or bring the people
1:02:02
in their life so that there's
1:02:04
an element of container that's already there
1:02:07
rather than generating people who
1:02:09
don't know each other to any earth.
1:02:11
If you come with someone or if
1:02:13
five of the folks people
1:02:15
who already know each other and are committed to
1:02:19
this, you know, to the self-worth
1:02:21
and there's a container that's already there
1:02:25
in such a way that we can build upon
1:02:27
that. Mm-hmm Yes,
1:02:30
and I yeah, and then when other people step
1:02:33
into it, there's that sense of ah you
1:02:36
know, there's a there's a
1:02:38
trust that's already there and so
1:02:41
folks can contact
1:02:43
me via my website www.lindall-tie.com
1:02:45
and send
1:02:49
in an inquiry form to be placed
1:02:51
on a wait list for the
1:02:54
next time that I offer this and and
1:02:57
if folks could ask or stipulate whether
1:03:00
they would prefer a BIPOC only space
1:03:02
that would be really helpful because
1:03:04
I do have folks because they
1:03:07
would prefer a BIPOC only space. Mm-hmm
1:03:11
Yeah, then we can we can see
1:03:13
what we can make happen. I already know who i'm
1:03:15
gonna bring Thank
1:03:17
you, Linda. Thank you deeply for what you do in the
1:03:20
world and for
1:03:28
being here today and for
1:03:31
teaching us about this I'm very
1:03:33
grateful for you. You're so
1:03:35
welcome, Loni. You're so so
1:03:37
welcome Thank
1:03:40
you for listening to Therapy Chat with
1:03:43
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1:03:46
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