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The Moleskine is open, the page is staring back accusingly/Like 'come on, Punk, what makes you think you possibly could fill the likes of me?

Reflections on a big creative leap of faith: the making of this podcast. A staples manufacturer on the brink of death, taking solace in his gut flora and the memory of his daughter's love for LOL Surprise dolls. A song about deserts, real and figurative. A conversation with Jason's son Emre about the Ice Cream Desert and music-making as a doorway. And a "bonus track" 7 minute guided meditation at the end.. . .You can learn more and join my mailing list at my website.Or maybe you want to join our Facebook GroupAnd hey—I'm making this first season all on my own—it's a blast, but it takes a lot of time! Please consider supporting the show by joining our creative community on Himalaya Premium. Just download the Himalaya app for any smartphone, search for the show, and click "join membership" at the bottom.. . .Episode art by Nathan GelgudTheme song by Emre GotsLearn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices