I think I had my first conscious anxiety attack.

Just record the most vulnerable podcast I think I am capable of where I speak about my personal experiences and skeletons in my closet. All while listening to the Hip-Hop controller playlist on Spotify.

Growth

Toxic Masculinity

Military

America

COVID

China

Inflation

Economic Crisis

Cybersecurity

Sexual Assault

Sexual harassment

Rape

Chris D’elia

Humility

Anger

Love

Black people

Singing “nigga” along with my favorite inspiration artists and music

Immigration

Being Mexican

Being American

Cheating

Kissing a man

Betrayal

Prostitution

Respecting women

Happiness?

Hope?

Religion?

Am I canceled for my perspective? I don’t know but I know I represent a margin of men.

I’m forgiving myself as I try to find what it means to be a man today. And what type of leader I want to be tmrw.

I’ll be reeling the audio on my podcast While You Were @ the Store of my mental breakdown and reflection as a human experiment to understand myself more this Sunday. Only rightfully on Fathe’rs day. So if you don’t have a dad. I hope you can find some answers from a voice I wish I had growing up. And maybe it was always there but I chose to be blind to it.

If this is your first time. You’ll understand how I came to this mentality episodes 1 through 14.

“I got two hands

I got two feet

Why not use me”

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