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Hey guys, it's your girl, Mandy be from Horrible Decisions,

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religious beliefs. Please keep in mind

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that the Bible is open for interpretation

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and that is what you will hear in this week's

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Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible

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Decisions. Hey,

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guys, welcome

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really not congratulations. I'm not usting

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and I have one. It's

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you know, quite normal. You know who may have had

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a boyfriend someone in the Bible. Today

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we're going to talk about. We had a lot of episodes

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where we cross referenced religion. One

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of my favorites we had Pastor Corey. He came

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in talked a little bit about Christianity

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with us. However, we've never done

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an episode about celibacy

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and the origin of it, why

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we choose to be celibate, why people have talked

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about it, the difference with abstinence, but particularly

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I thought it would be fun to talk about

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the Bible and references with sex,

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because I feel like the world has been grooming

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us for sex since BC, before

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Christ and before cock because we knew it. So

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Brianda, we have her in the studio

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today. You guys are patrons, you've heard

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of her. But if you haven't heard of her, tell

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us who you are. What's your podcast is? I

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don't know, Like, am I supposed to talk while you're talking? But my

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name is Brian stuff.

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That's her stick I know. Okay,

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Okay, that's cool. Wait, but I'm Brianda. I'm

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a podcaster, actor, and I

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love you girls. Both of these ladies have been on my

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programs Super Trip Talk literally

2:07

the only two episodes that like hit

2:09

over a thousand animals. I'm not even kidding you. Like,

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seriously, you guys, your cloud was amazing, but your

2:13

presence was even better. Um

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and yeah, I'm celibate, bitch. That was

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that was God. He was like me

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talking God. That was God protecting

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me from you. Ethn So ship

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the celibacy is on the bulk of our episode,

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but just a way to like talk about

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this a little bit more with you. Like we've

2:34

both had our separate conversations with Brianda about

2:36

celibacy, but I still feel like

2:38

I don't really get it all the time because sometimes

2:41

you present such a We talked

2:43

a little bit about, you know, celibacy

2:45

and other episodes, and we've

2:47

never really talked about why why people want

2:49

to do it. And even with you, sometimes I get confused

2:51

because you give me a lot of sexual energy. Not me,

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but like I think you're very sexy person

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and you're flirty, and I think

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we think when we think celib it like oh my

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god, church girl, like you

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know, a little chastity belt on her posty, But tell

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us where it came from because you've had sex before,

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Oh a lot of it, yes, in many different

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ways. Like I just think that

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when you pigeonhole any one group

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into like one saying you'd be wrong, Like there are

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nuances, people are different, Like

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I do like being provocative. I'm in I'm

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an entertainment. I'm not wearing a bra right now,

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Like I live freely and i live my

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life, but I'm not pigeonholed

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to this. Like you know what,

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I'm far from prudish, but you get what I'm

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saying. Like there's just more I would

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love with this episode to just expand people's

3:37

minds to people who choose to abstain from having

3:39

sex and they're not this like prudish,

3:42

like boring. Also, I swear,

3:44

which I'm trying to stop, but I swear I

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speak provocatively. You say I flir. I mean,

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I don't think I flir, but I've been told I'm a little coquette.

3:52

But honestly, I think that me being celibrate

3:54

makes me more flirty because I know nothing would

3:56

ever happen. I just want to connect with

3:58

people and sometimes comes off a

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different kind of way towards

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me. So we we interviewed fran

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um Darren Quarantine, and something that I see

4:07

that you keep going back and forth between

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is using the word celibate and using the word

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abstain, which is what abstinences.

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So I guess we spoke

4:16

with fran about being abstinent. What

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then is the difference, do you see, because right now

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you're interchanging both of the words. Yeah.

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So when I started, it was only abstinence,

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like I wasn't even Christian when I decided

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I'm going to take a break. So that's why

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I refused to you cell but celibate is

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when you're doing it for the like for religious

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reasons, which today I would say that

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that is why. But it started

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to answer like your first question. I

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wanted to be celibate because I wanted to figure out why

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I felt fucking shame and guilt

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every single time I would masturbate

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or have sex with someone, Like why did

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I feel these sensations of guilt?

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And I wanted to figure it out because I didn't feel guilty,

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but the sensations were comparable, right, And

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I mean like you come and then you felt bad, yeah,

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or sometimes i'd cry. No, sometimes I'd

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like I just feel terrible, and I would

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be like, I don't know why I'm having sex with my boyfriend,

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Like I don't get it. But I saught therapy.

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I wanted to figure out. I wanted to know if you went

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to therapy because I wanted to know if maybe that

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stem from some sort of trauma that you hid

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in the back of you know, your mind. Maybe let

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me tell you something, Okay. I grew up in an immigrant

5:24

household about my dad

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and my mom, yes, and my sister. So

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all three of them were sexually abused

5:31

or diddled as children, all of them. I

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was the only one in my household that didn't. So in

5:35

my house we didn't only did we not talk about

5:37

sex, but sex was almost

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really like a taboo thing because the

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older people around me were dealing with their

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own conflicts and pains,

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so if anything, it was avoided even

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as a kid. Like like I said, I wasn't

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diddled as a kid, But I hate saying

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I don't want to that's a distasteful joke.

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But I remember I would try and

5:58

make connections with my family and I'd be like, please

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let me come and talk to me, touch me, attention,

6:02

And I wouldn't get that that. I think that's why I want to be an

6:04

actor, because I want attention. I'm

6:06

a narcissist, I'm vain, I like, like,

6:09

you know what I mean. I I just want

6:11

attention all the time. I didn't get that as a kid.

6:13

It's almost like I recognized love by neglect,

6:16

and these are things that I had to

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learn by isolating the

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sex from me, just so it could

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make my life a little easier. So now that sex

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is gone, right, how long has it been

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a little over two years? Now that it's gone,

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what would be the thing that would let you have sex again?

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Right? Like? Would it be marriage? Would it be a serious

6:35

relationship someone who's worthy? What is it for

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sure? That That's a tough question. But as it

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stands today, because I wanted to prepare for this

6:41

session today, I'm gonna go ahead and say it

6:44

would be marriage, really? Yeah?

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Yeah? Or can I be honest with you, I would

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have to know that we were getting married.

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I'm talking about I've met your family, you've met my family.

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Can I ask you though in this I don't

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want to Why do you? Because I want to get into

6:57

this though, because you're waiting for marriage.

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You're like, I have to make sure I met his family, he

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met mine? But then what what does marriage

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mean to you? What does marriage constitute to you? Because

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to a lot of people, including myself right now, it is

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just a business. Um, it's

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a transaction for financial you

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know, taxes. Essentially, that's really it. Because

7:16

I have openly talked about unfortunately

7:19

being someone on the receiving end of love from a

7:21

married man. I've I've gotten

7:23

financial gain from a married man without being married.

7:26

Um, and also even I mean, I'm a

7:28

huge fan of a Housewives of Potomac, But she

7:31

she sat here and had these vows,

7:33

got a pre nup, and now she's discussing a post

7:35

up with her husband. So I just want to

7:37

know, what, what does marriage signified

7:39

for you? That that's what you're waiting for for sure. So

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I think I had the benefit of having

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a more secular upbringing and never

7:46

wanting to get married, Like I've only ever wanted a

7:48

career and to take care of my family. That's just been

7:50

it. And I think that kind of sets me up in a

7:52

way that opens my eyes to what marriage

7:54

could be. I've never had this idea of like

7:56

a grand wedding or whatever. I don't even

7:59

really want it. For me, marriage

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is having a foundation

8:03

of like love and trust and

8:05

devotion and also a devotion

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to honestly your spirit,

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yourself, whatever that may be. Like, they don't need

8:12

to necessarily practice Christianity per

8:14

se, but they need to have a connection

8:17

to their spirit and themselves I need

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that hands down because that's what I need for my family.

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So when you ask me what is marriage to me? I

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would say, like, marriage really is a bond

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between me and my partner and spirit like

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God, whatever that is from them.

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And and wait, get this. The gnarliest

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part about celibacy is that if

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you meet the right person, you get to

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figure out ways to love each

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other and show each other affection that are

8:42

outside of our genitalia Are

8:44

you kidding me? And then the sex is just a cherry

8:46

on top. I'm sure you know. I think I've had

8:48

deeper connections with women because

8:50

there's no penetrative sex. That sounds weird, but

8:52

like with women, I've grown

8:55

closer to them initially, right, I think

8:57

the intimacy that I've had with you know, the

8:59

lover is and I don't even love

9:01

her, let's say boyfriends I've had, the

9:04

intimacy came after sex and after a

9:06

lot of sex. But with women, I can

9:08

recall like getting closer

9:10

before we had sex. Because with women, I feel like you never

9:12

know if you're a by person, like sometimes like

9:14

this is my homegirl, is it not? We get closer and closer

9:17

and closer, and that is really the only thing

9:19

that sometimes makes me want to wait when having

9:21

sex with men. But to

9:23

be honest, I think a lot of the

9:25

times that I don't is because the more

9:27

and more that I do this show I realize

9:30

sex can be something I can enjoy and table

9:32

it and leave it. So I don't mind having

9:34

sex with someone if I don't feel like I'm

9:36

connecting with them that deeply, because I

9:39

can just enjoy and living that and not feel

9:41

guilty about it. Understood now that

9:43

the whole guilt thing is going to be a lifelong

9:45

journey of mine to you know, navigate much

9:48

like a lot of our internal child we

9:50

all feel have felt gifty. You'll have to be why

9:53

I do that or what we're sure? Now I have a question

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for you to because podcast

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justn't funny to say, well,

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because I think it will help the listeners really understand

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celibacy at its core. So Mandy,

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first, yes, how long has it been

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or how long have you ever

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been celibate or like abstained from having sex?

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Choice? So y'all know it

10:17

was there like quarantine. How

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long was that? Uh? I

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would say about I would say realistically

10:24

about four months since I've like

10:26

was probably the longest that I went from why

10:28

did you do it? Well? First saw which I was locked

10:30

in my house and then and

10:33

in the beginning I'm not gonna lie, a part of me was like,

10:35

oh my god, Dick isn't available. I want to fly some

10:38

end. And immediately I

10:40

went to like realizing like, okay, none of

10:42

these things are worth my time, like let me find

10:44

myself during this time, and even

10:46

when I was speaking a friend and during that time, I was,

10:49

you know, not having sex. It was before I met

10:51

my boyfriend, and I

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really found ways in which

10:56

I did probably

10:59

it's start and continue relationships

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that didn't have value to me. Um.

11:04

And I also noticed that I was maybe giving a

11:06

lot of people my time that didn't

11:08

deserve it. And I did realize that in

11:10

the scent of just not giving myself

11:12

to anyone. So yes, wait and

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now you wheezy, how long was

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yours? And have you ever done it by choice? Practice absidence?

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So I did it to heal from a breakup, and then after

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I went a certain amount of time, then I did it by choice

11:24

because I feel like the circumstance of the breakup

11:26

is why I just started saying I was cell of itate and

11:28

using the word cell of it as not using abstinent,

11:31

but I now realized it was. But

11:34

it started just not doing it was like, oh, I need to help from

11:36

this breakup, and then it was like, okay, no,

11:38

I need to take it away because then I'll know if I could

11:40

do it or not. So making that active choice

11:42

was fun. But you use the word

11:45

healing and you use the word like waste of time

11:47

and stuff. Ladies, that is literally

11:49

what I'm doing it doing, but I'm taking a step

11:51

further like that's but it's exactly

11:54

the same thing because you're not even masturbating. Correct,

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No, I'm not. Have

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you gotten closed? Oh

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yeah? When I okay, so we

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don't have to talk about it now. But okay,

12:04

fine, I was virtually dating

12:07

this guy. Asshole. You want to go, like check

12:09

him out. It's on my podcast. It's called Quarantine

12:11

Bay ghosted me because he fucking did, asshole.

12:13

How do you get ghost in core? Jesus, don't

12:17

I don't know. He was a Cornell lawyer, asshole

12:19

though, coming just

12:23

it's important what where the hell

12:25

he went? Because we posted me and

12:27

he knew about myself as he I'm talking about. We would

12:29

speak for eight hours a week like

12:31

during I really did fall

12:34

for him, and I fall in love easy, right, and

12:36

I like masturbated for the first time in years,

12:39

like with him, and it was the very

12:41

first time I've ever done that. And for the first time

12:43

it didn't I didn't feel guilt or shame.

12:46

So I was like, but

12:49

but but he broke my heart and

12:52

and I still and I don't masturbate now. No,

12:54

he did not break my person. And

12:58

this is to say I don't masturbate, but I

13:01

will say I still get horny. Like

13:03

one of my favorite things to do is watch videos of men crying.

13:05

It just turns me on and then listen.

13:07

And when I do the next morning, I'm

13:09

humping my pillow. And why

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do you type in to find videos

13:14

of men cry? It's a great question. How do you say,

13:16

the only time that I see men cry is

13:18

during the NBA fucking finals. That's so

13:20

hot.

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Tears. I just used the range in video.

13:25

Let me tell you it's tears someone died. No,

13:27

but I've done it, and I get that. But no, so

13:29

I'll research like grooms

13:32

looking at their brides walking down the aisle.

13:36

You google cantube

13:38

YouTube all of it. I've seen it all not mad

13:41

to listen the next morning if I

13:43

see that, like, my bunties will be so wet, no

13:53

pants. Oh my bilingual honey is lett. Yes,

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I listen, you're English

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made. Tell me those three months in Mexico doesn't

14:04

mean I am not Mexican. I'm

14:07

serious. We had to uh so, like I

14:09

had to re like call to get the electricity

14:11

turned on with the crimins saloom as we're

14:13

going back and the guys

14:15

on the phone, He's like, well let me tell you how it works. Please,

14:17

I don't need you to say anything. I've been there.

14:20

I know I've done it. I

14:22

know exactly what happened, so like, please,

14:24

I'm from tom basically like I know, yes,

14:27

yes, look it up. You should have seen

14:29

me when I got pulled over. I was like, I know

14:32

Sergio nameing

14:34

people. They're like, we don't give a you guys.

14:36

Look when I see you, guys, I want to speak Spanish

14:38

and I don't mean a

14:41

light skinned but you

14:45

know what's crazy. I think I have trauma with that

14:47

because I remember in middle school Spanish.

14:51

No, seriously, there's trauma. I would

14:53

get a substitute teacher and

14:56

they'd say my name, and you know, I may

14:58

be either asking if I was a tea or something. I'd be

15:00

like, no, I'm black. And he's like, but your

15:03

name it comes from Latin Amanda.

15:06

And I said, but it's Amanda. It ain't Amanda

15:08

nigga like and I would Amanda,

15:11

Yeah, it comes, it's there's an it's

15:13

like, that's what he said. Looking at

15:15

what's what a goal? I don't know. Looking at they said

15:17

Amanda came from like Puerto Rico and something. Maybe

15:20

he did, I

15:23

don't know, but he was trying to tell

15:26

me love.

15:28

I knows deserving to be

15:30

loved and I do deserve to get

15:34

right now, do you know that last?

15:38

I love you? So people a cole meaning of

15:40

it. For love is God.

15:43

All of that, that's what That's

15:45

what God come to Bible study,

15:47

I will, okay. That's where I used

15:49

to be a mission. I used to actually have to memorize

15:52

versus of the Bible and I would get little really, I would

15:54

get a little pet name on the fash. Oh bish,

15:56

I forgot that ship. Now it's hard

15:58

because it used to be a compet titian for me to be honest.

16:00

So so the fact that even the way I learned

16:03

the Bible because if I if I learned it

16:05

and I memorized it, I had to say it in front of the

16:07

class. It would be on Wednesday's missions

16:09

and I had a satchel and you would

16:11

literally get like girl Scout badges for

16:14

every book of the Bible that you learned

16:17

and recited. It was really it

16:19

was yeah, it was kind of yeah. No, I didn't do any of

16:21

that ship when I was a little. Yeah, I didn't have I didn't

16:23

go to church, and everyone, well, oh

16:27

we get into it white, we got it out larned ship.

16:29

I want you guys to know that I've don't move like

16:32

because it knows go

16:34

you know, the police and Vietnam. Someone's

16:38

offended. First of all that listen

16:40

to this show, they love me. There's like three of them one

16:42

girl. So we only got three Asians

16:44

twenty six white people. I don't know. Like,

16:48

so one girl. We have Fanny that I know about, okay,

16:51

yeah, wrote me. She was like, my name

16:53

ade Fanny and I was like, okay, well you never

16:55

do I don't know you are, okay,

16:58

so based and being no, I'm seized.

17:00

This is disgusting. But as a bunch of people tagged

17:03

us in this on Twitter, three hundred and forty

17:05

five thousand used condoms

17:07

that were cleaned and sold as new

17:10

What yes So. Footage

17:12

was broadcasted on their television like

17:15

on their newscast, with large

17:17

bags containing contraceptives scattered

17:19

across the floor of a warehouse in

17:21

Bindung, and police said

17:23

the bags weighed more than seven pounds,

17:26

equivalent to three thousand

17:30

condoms. I'm sorry, I'm looking at a picture.

17:33

Use me. The owner of the warehouse said

17:35

they received a monthly input of news used

17:37

condoms from an unknown person and

17:40

basically they cleaned it. A woman was detained

17:42

during the bust and told the police

17:44

that, um, they were boiled in water, then

17:47

dried and reshaped on a wooden fallust

17:49

before being repackaged and resold. Here's

17:52

the interesting things. Just when

17:56

we drink water, Yes, it's

17:58

filtered. Yes, of someone ship in

18:00

it before. Okay, I don't

18:02

know. You shouldn't look at it like that, but it

18:05

is. But it is like in spaceships.

18:07

I only know because for fact Snake NASA episode.

18:09

But in spaceships basically their p and

18:12

their ship it's all filtered through and it's clean through

18:14

system to come out as clean water and that's the water

18:16

that we drink as well. It's sewer water

18:18

and it's filtraded and they clean it.

18:20

But they'd be getting our water from other places to like

18:23

springs like Zephyr Hills is from a spring,

18:25

and are like, just don't go

18:27

into springs, bro, But they reuse

18:29

the water. It's reclaimed water. Just

18:32

watching you. But what

18:35

I'm saying is reclaim condoms.

18:38

No, that is I am not

18:41

like, you know what's crazy, But

18:43

the way we use condoms, even as

18:45

soon as we like say during sex,

18:48

as soon as you pull it off, it's not even

18:50

reused, like it doesn't even really go back on to

18:52

secure the same I guess that's why they're cleaning

18:55

it. Boiled the ship. Maybe A shrinks back said, who

18:57

ever had a Nike and try to reuse a condom that

18:59

right now? Because I have, and I remember getting

19:01

mad. Yeah there's

19:03

no more, Yeah, and there's just there's

19:06

just no more. Well, I've done the mistake of taking

19:08

a condom all to suck it in between

19:11

and him being like, so I don't have

19:13

anymore then, why did you let me take it off?

19:15

You don't suck it with the condom, you

19:20

I mean, but I end up tasting the condoms sometimes

19:22

anyways, because because whatever the inside

19:24

casing is the taste on the dick, which is

19:26

why everyone's like, well, how do you know what a magnum

19:29

taste like? As soon as you pull it off, that

19:31

inside casing is what I'm tasting in

19:33

my mouth. Then gold condoms

19:35

is nest which

19:38

ones. I'm just gonna tell you what. Look

19:40

take one girl, right,

19:43

because do

19:45

you even track your ovulation or anything

19:48

or your body actually have the I U D. And I'm

19:50

taking it out next month, and I feel like I'm going

19:52

to get more Christian months it's out. I don't know, more

19:55

Christian wants your idea that? What does that mean?

19:57

I'm yeah, it is.

20:00

There's two, So there's one

20:01

the competing

20:05

you're gonna be wanting to have sex? Well, I

20:07

guess we'll see. I don't know. The copper one is no

20:09

check my next month I will tell. But

20:12

you know, I've had it for five years. It's got to come out. I also

20:14

want to let my body do it's thing. I'm twenty seven

20:16

now and my body is doing weird things like I'll hold my belly

20:19

like I'm pregnant, or like I'll like hold my

20:21

cat like it's my little baby, like all my titty and

20:23

stuff. Do you guys know? No? Girl? And I

20:25

got I got Body, and I don't be holding him

20:28

because I mean I want to be a mom

20:30

because that mother. Oh it's so

20:32

funny because my friends are like, you sound like

20:34

a black ass mama with your because I'll be like,

20:36

Body, don't get your motherfucking off.

20:39

That's not to And he knows

20:41

as soon as I get up and go like this, he just run. Have

20:43

you had your cat since it's a quarantine kitty?

20:47

Ap? Why did that sound like you? It's

20:51

a quarantine kitty? How long your cat?

20:54

Three years? So the rest of the gros

20:56

that listen to this show, I am not in that bone

20:59

at all. Black don't

21:03

she saved my life? Okay, so no

21:06

emotion. I think we think you you

21:08

know, emotional support is why I got Body's

21:12

name is melancholy. You said what you

21:14

couldn't got an a because a dog. I would

21:16

have had said, you should have got your boyfriend and gotten rid of the

21:18

cat, babysitter my boyfriend right

21:20

after the cat. And I was like, damn, BODYE not, I don't even need

21:22

your ass. I

21:26

got both at the same at the same time,

21:28

I put

21:30

some of the horhive men like or that if there's

21:32

anyone out there, like I'm definitely checking,

21:34

but y'all got to get a ring.

21:37

I just want to make a point. I went out Brianda

21:39

a few weekends. We hang out a bar

21:42

around her crib and she left

21:44

once or went to the bathroom, and someone

21:47

said to me one of the bar tenders,

21:49

He's like, why are you doing

21:51

this every weekend with her fucking

21:53

going out? And she you know, she ain't trying to get down

21:56

like that. I'm like, just because she loves Jesus,

21:58

show me that cats work. Like

22:01

I'm sorry, this sh don't bother me at

22:04

all, Like, wait, why

22:06

do you do this to her? Like Brihanna was

22:09

like, oh, I shouldn't have came out. She had a little

22:11

bandetta. I had just finished

22:13

praying. Like, I was like, I'm not

22:15

gonna do you drink liquor? Yeah, I do

22:17

drink. I do drink. I didn't want

22:19

to eat edibles. I do mushrooms. You guys don't

22:21

have a Seconday. I'm getting high, and so

22:24

I'm like, do you want him or not? It's just like no, okay, okay,

22:27

I don't care to me, Like if

22:29

I hang with someone and they know who I am, they

22:31

funk with me. It's kind of like when you hang with a vegan, like

22:33

if they're cool, they

22:36

embarrassed, like if they know I'm

22:38

gonna eat me and they find what can

22:41

I tell you how Anning my friend, one

22:43

of my best friends who's coming um to celebrate my

22:45

birthday with me, were getting like ceviche

22:47

on the boat. Right, this bitch don't eat shellfish.

22:50

They said, well, we can substitute with hummus. I said, no,

22:52

we cannot. At the bit. You better bring your whole

22:54

sex because we get the c and

22:56

then she doesn't eat meat. So

22:59

they offered burgers, and Sevia said,

23:01

okay, I said, bitch, for you, uh,

23:04

we'll do the We'll do the little vegan burgers, a little

23:06

fake ships, but sitting burgers

23:08

be okay. Anything else

23:10

they have. You

23:12

know why I love you, bro.

23:15

You know he's gonna feeling No,

23:18

he wasn't. Okay, Well that point on

23:21

the pork right, they had a big old one

23:23

they had done. It's come fross too much. Oh

23:25

you guys are ridiculous.

23:27

Shut the up, bitch. We

23:30

off here eating chickens doing our

23:32

duty generationally, our

23:34

ancestors want to need to eat

23:37

chickens. You know what I'm saying. They didn't want y'all have cats,

23:39

but wait, not even chicken.

23:41

And I feel bad because my nigga don't even eat pork. So

23:44

when we went to a little Mexican spot, I said, could

23:46

I have the out pa store? He was like,

23:48

what is store? I said, what,

23:53

bitch? Pork with pineapples. It's

23:58

I think I'm not start by still is

24:00

it? It's pork and pineapple

24:03

stores for type

24:05

of the type of it's the

24:07

way the meat,

24:08

it's stories pork.

24:10

Right, No, I am too poor

24:12

for this. I don't know from

24:14

a Mexican restaurant. Maybe cheat

24:17

told you pays

24:20

based on lamb. Based

24:23

on lamb, swarm me brought

24:25

to Mexico, New Mexicans with putting pork and at

24:27

their question

24:31

me about the opp store when you feed a little bit more time

24:33

to Mexico pineapple. So

24:35

anyway, all right for

24:37

the horrid derve, I want to talk about

24:39

blow jobs. I think we're gonna need to revamp

24:41

and do an episode about this because this is a very

24:43

basic tip. But you guys don't seem

24:45

to know it when you're sucking dick.

24:48

Men, women whoever has a mouth that

24:50

they're about to put on something that's shaped like a

24:52

dick, if it's a real dick and not

24:54

a strap. Keep in mind, Okay,

24:57

a lot of the times it's easy to stay right at

24:59

the hip and I feel like we look at you

25:02

know, tips online or people are always talking about

25:04

the friend of them and all these parts about how like, you

25:06

know, the head is very sensitive. The

25:08

base of the dick being dry is not

25:10

sexy at all, and you got to

25:13

use the rest of your mouth. Also, a lot of people

25:15

are worried about their gag reflex. Never

25:17

have I ever heard of niggas say in my

25:19

life, and excuse me if I'm overstepping

25:22

here, say I don't want to hear

25:24

the sound, and it bothers me so badly that I don't

25:26

want you to get to the rest of my dick. Please

25:28

stop worrying about the gag,

25:31

because you should put some effort in. You

25:33

know what I'm saying. I think that men enjoy when

25:35

it looks like you may be trying

25:37

to die on it. Put the dick in

25:39

your mouth. I've seen hilarious

25:42

more fucking men, like I mean more

25:44

important lately, we're like bitches are just staying

25:46

right here and doing like a little no

25:49

no, put some effort put it

25:51

in your mouth, but you want someone to

25:54

you wouldn't want to be put

25:58

in your mouth. Also, when it's in your mouth,

26:01

make sure your tongue out as well,

26:04

because if you're just sucking it, bens

26:07

it could do that. That's his job to put the vocal in

26:11

your mouth, right, and this is very important. Make

26:13

sure that your tongue can be felt on

26:15

it because that's another sensation in itself, because right,

26:17

your mouth is technically a cave, and

26:20

that's really what it's doing when like it's making the shape,

26:23

right, you're putting it in a cave. But they want

26:25

to

26:25

know it's

26:27

a wet cave. So if you take your tongue

26:30

out and you're like have it sticking

26:32

out while you suck dick, the dick will get

26:34

wetter. You'll get more saliva coming out.

26:36

But not only that, it'll be a different sensation from

26:38

just this hollowey cave mouth thing you have.

26:41

Okay, taking out your tongue and i'd imagine

26:43

when it hits the back of the throat, you salivate a little

26:45

more, giving you more juice. Question

26:47

though, it's just like if you had your mouth open right

26:49

now and you're supposed to hold it open right it's

26:52

gonna start dripping. So like the wider

26:54

that you put your mouth and the more that the tongue is out,

26:56

that's really what I'm

27:00

just gonna start. I have really low self esteem.

27:02

So like when I'm with a guy, every guy who's

27:04

ever guys

27:07

look at me when I'm giving them head

27:12

know, they look at me like I'm

27:14

a homeless person asking for change, like just

27:16

come back up here, like they just

27:20

just so, are you nervous when you suck big?

27:23

I just I mean about my abilities?

27:26

Why I just don't feel

27:28

like I know what I'm doing. So it's so funny

27:30

because my tip was going to be for the ladies who

27:32

don't like to gag, like myself. My

27:35

my my boyfriend definitely likes to get

27:37

because I'll be I'll have to hit him in his face because he

27:39

likes to like make me go down there and

27:41

gag. So what I do to avoid this is I fake

27:44

gag, so I'll like what

27:47

That's actually really funny. So my tip

27:50

for the ladies who really hate gagging, but

27:52

you know your partner likes you to gag, just

27:54

fake gags. So I'll literally still be at the

27:56

head and be like, and I just make fake

27:58

noises like I'm gags, but I'm really

28:00

not. And I'd be like, and

28:04

I just make all these little fake gag noises

28:06

because I don't want to die sucking dick. Do you

28:08

guys switch tempo and stuff? Yeah,

28:11

I'll do that, like really what I do though? And

28:13

I noticed this because he made me

28:15

give him a hand job one time. He was like, I want to see if

28:17

you can make me come with a hand job, like no mouth, no nothing.

28:19

And I realized too, how how

28:22

much uh more firm he

28:24

wanted me to grip his dick because he was pretty much telling

28:26

me what he likes. So instead, I know a lot

28:28

of us just go up and down, but a lot of men

28:30

actually like you to kind of you know, squeezing.

28:34

He did, he did forever. I

28:36

was like, nigga about

28:38

it? Come in then? So what I would do without putting

28:40

my mouth on it? I went to the top and

28:42

like would make my spitfall, but I could

28:44

only do it with my hand. He was like, I want to see if you could

28:46

do it, and it did. It took a while, but with

28:49

that, but with that,

28:52

I learned even just the

28:54

pressure he liked for me to apply on

28:57

his shaft. So now I feel like that helped

28:59

me know when I'm when I am sucking his dick,

29:01

even if I am staying at the top, I know he likes

29:03

it to be squeezed a little harder than I thought

29:05

he would have liked. To keep in mind, like when men

29:08

wear cockerings and ship like that, or they take pills,

29:10

it's blood flow. So when you're squeezing it tighter,

29:12

like they're feeling the blood blood flow. And

29:14

I'm not saying squeeze the dick

29:17

and make it erupt, but I'm

29:20

not. We wanted to rub old baby

29:22

has always told me, like if it's early in the

29:24

morning and he's not hard yet or whatever, like he always

29:26

told me to squeeze it and it's so

29:30

squeezing. It is definitely like a tip.

29:32

The first question when I go on on dates with guys

29:34

and I like let them know on the a

29:38

that I'm sellingbate, Like the first thing they'll ask

29:40

is like like everything, so

29:44

he had jobs too, Like no, they'll

29:46

ask like, like your oral no, and

29:48

I'm like, no, no, why

29:50

would I want that? I would drive myself crazy.

29:53

Yeah, that hate when

29:55

people say, like when you're in your period, they'll make

29:57

like a joke about it. That

30:00

doesn't work. And

30:04

it's funny because we many I were just saying,

30:06

I don't know, the last week or whatever, we've had some

30:08

guests on it don't like sucking dick, and

30:10

it's I feel like such a bit

30:13

because I feel like I don't understand. I

30:15

don't understand it. Maybe

30:17

that's why we have this job, but I truly

30:20

do not. You like it because you're good at it. I don't

30:22

like it because I'm not good at that. So that's

30:24

what I'm think enough

30:27

to admit that. Tell

30:29

me. Y'all heard a few episodes

30:31

about I think it was right that I was fucking nicked

30:33

his dick with my teeth. But in my defense,

30:36

we actually circled back to this conversation. I was like,

30:38

look, I brother this up in an episode. We need to talk about it again.

30:40

He said he's never ever had a girl, not

30:42

never not felt teeth on his dick. But

30:45

yeah, because you said it's you just that

30:48

sucking that dick can you imagine how insecure

30:50

would feel, right, but also

30:53

I'm in it for myself. Wow, you're so brave.

30:56

Thank you. You know there's there's brand

30:58

aids and I also halls talk

31:01

about it not be putting no band aid on this. So

31:08

we're gonna get into the horrible decision this week,

31:10

and she got

31:14

I called it Bible bussy because

31:16

there's so much gay stuff in the Bible.

31:19

But really I thought it would be fun because we

31:21

talked about Christianity and some of the hypocrisy

31:24

and how there's a lot of welcomeness in there

31:26

with Pastor Corey. But specifically,

31:28

I thought it'd be cool to talk about stories

31:30

of sex in the Bible. Mandy and I have a dope episode

31:32

called ho Story on Patreon where we talked

31:35

about, um, all the sex stories

31:37

from back in the day that we found a lot of prostitution

31:39

and ship like that. But Brianna

31:41

is going to teach us today about some little skanky

31:44

stories in the Bible. Oh my god.

31:46

Okay, well I didn't know I was going to be the teacher.

31:48

Mind you, guys, I am not a minister pastor.

31:51

I don't I'm not good, all

31:54

right, So I wanted to talk about the story

31:56

of Sodom and Gomorrow. Why don't we just

31:58

go there? Okay, sodom,

32:02

sodomy, yes, which we all know

32:04

what what is sodomy when

32:06

you put a broomstick? Sure?

32:09

Why? Just like I thought

32:11

it was, like, sodomy is a bunch of things. So it's

32:13

also yeah,

32:16

if you look up sodomy in the dictionary, it's

32:18

a. It's a. It's like it's considered

32:20

anal sex. I

32:22

thought it was any but that's

32:25

the first one. But there's also in the dictionaries

32:27

of sexual anniverse involving anal or oral

32:29

copulation. So basically, even

32:32

if your mail is on the axe and on

32:34

the ass, then it's I

32:36

know, objects to it's everything

32:40

exactly, not like that. I like being about

32:42

Buddha, which brings me to the story of

32:44

Sodom. So I wanted

32:46

to like really go for the more extreme

32:49

story. This story and the story and judges

32:51

these are the really ones that like people even skip

32:54

but not every story in the Bible is like this. By the way, do

32:56

not let this suay you from meeting the Bible. So

33:00

I'd realized that everyone in Sodom

33:02

and Goborra was doing

33:04

wicked things quote unquote wicked things, killing,

33:07

gang raping, raping their daughters,

33:09

giving their children. Like, I'm talking about a lot of really

33:11

heinous, vile things. And

33:13

God went to his homie Abraham,

33:16

Abraham for the Jews, head out,

33:19

the father of the Covenant, you

33:21

know, the father of all nations, the father of Israel.

33:23

And he went him and he was like, bro, I'm

33:26

about to put Sodom

33:28

on lockdown and burn that ship down. And

33:31

Abraham was like, whoa, whoa, why whoa.

33:33

I know you've done it before, but like, let's talk about this.

33:35

And then God was like, okay, listen, this

33:37

is what they're doing X y Z, and then he said okay.

33:39

Abraham was like, God, wait, let's talk about this.

33:42

Well, what if there were a thousand righteous men?

33:44

Are you gonna burn them all down to? And

33:46

God was like all right, let me check. And

33:48

then God was like, okay, there's not a thousand good people down

33:50

there are you talking about? And then Abraham was like, okay, wait, check,

33:53

what about five? What if there are five hundred

33:55

good people down there, You're just gonna burn them all the way

33:57

to And then God was like all right, final, let me check

33:59

check. Still not even five hundred, and

34:02

then Abraham's like ten. He

34:04

goes and goes, motherfucker, there aren't even ten

34:06

righteous people down there. It's going down. And then he said,

34:08

okay, wait, my nephew Lot

34:11

is down there. Please spare him,

34:13

you know, Abraham, that's really what Abraham was trying to get

34:15

at, because Abraham's family was sacred in

34:17

the Bible, especially in the Old Testament. So

34:22

God goes, all right, I will

34:24

hook your nephew and his family

34:26

up. He sends down two angels

34:29

to Sodom too, angels, and

34:31

they meet at the court square. Mind you, the

34:34

court square is where is popping

34:36

where everyone congregates.

34:39

It's why they all do the exactly

34:41

the lower East side of New York City. Yes, and

34:44

then they see the Lot

34:46

sees them, and he sees like other people approaching them,

34:48

like they're about to bait them, because in this town that they

34:50

see new people, new men specifically,

34:53

that's where we go. So

34:56

then you know, a lot goes can't

34:58

come to the courts where it coming come to my house. Please. This

35:00

is a depiction of hospitality, which people

35:03

don't talk a lot about. But he was being hospitable

35:05

to these eight two angels he

35:07

brings them in, and the angels

35:09

tell him all right, y'all, y'all gotta

35:11

go because God's about to burn this ship down.

35:14

Let's pack it up, let's go. Araham's like, well, hold

35:16

on, what, No, I'm not ready. I mean a lot

35:18

his nephew was like, I'm not ready. I haven't even packed my things,

35:20

like I got my daughter's here. And then all of

35:22

a sudden, in lots Home Insadom

35:25

they here. The

35:28

whole town is outside

35:31

of lots House, and

35:33

I'm talking about people from all ages, men,

35:35

women, old, young, and they're like,

35:37

hey, bring out those two guys.

35:39

We saw you all go in there with bring him out.

35:42

We want and you want to know what they said in the let's

35:45

let's go. Let's pray for Mandy real quick. So

35:50

the people in the town go, bring him

35:52

out. We want to get to quote unquote know them carnally,

35:55

which in biblical terms means anal

36:00

yes. And a Lot was like, no,

36:02

you cannot, because Lot was a lot of not

36:04

partaking these things. Lot was like, okay, wait, hold on,

36:08

what if I gave you my two daughters and said

36:11

like please, I know so

36:13

many things. But that shows that he's not

36:15

really is righteous are good either, but we have to

36:17

also judge him based off of the like

36:19

where the time was that Jerry common,

36:22

especially like with concubines. They would get listen,

36:24

we talked about the gays having the ship, end of the stick,

36:27

talk about women and children.

36:29

Yeah, let's talk about that. But

36:31

any who, So he offers him

36:33

that and they were like no, and then the angels like, we gotta

36:35

get going now. They end up planning

36:37

their escape. It's a Lot, his wife and

36:40

his two daughters, and they plan out their escape

36:42

to leave Sodom anymore. And then the angels

36:44

tell them, all right, listen, we're

36:46

going to go straight ahead, and you cannot so

36:49

much as look back at

36:51

the old town. And Abraham was kind

36:53

of a a lot sorry. Lot was kind of hurt

36:56

because a Lot lived and saw him for a really long

36:58

time, and he kind of felt whole full

37:00

for those people. He almost felt like, I don't know, maybe

37:02

he could like fix them or there was hope for them or something.

37:04

And the angels were like, no, there's not, and God has made

37:06

his decision. Go. So they

37:08

end up walking. It's everyone and as they're

37:11

walking, Lot's wife turns

37:13

back to look and God has already started

37:15

the second they're not God's starting pellets

37:18

of sulfur flames. It's

37:20

a scary sight. And his wife sees

37:22

his wife. Lot's wife defies what

37:25

the angel said, and then she turns into

37:27

a pillar of salt like assault

37:29

statue. And that's it. Abraham's

37:31

like, Goddam angels

37:34

are like, we weren't kidding when we said, don't

37:37

look back at your past. You have to keep

37:39

going forward. Anyways,

37:41

That's how he gets out of Sodom. The wait and that's

37:43

really Brianna,

37:46

I need to produce a podcastle

37:49

for I would love to

37:51

please. I am telling you I'm

37:54

not fucking around for that was

37:56

they would invest my own money that

38:00

you're saying, okay

38:02

us And then

38:04

he just came down. I say,

38:06

it's blasphemous from using swear words. I'm

38:08

not perfect, but whatever, But I'm an entertainer,

38:10

and I think that it's all about the times, right, Like

38:13

I'm an entertainer when you are like trying

38:15

to speak to a certain group of people and

38:17

a certain demographic that will take

38:19

digestice better, like our listeners

38:22

are going to enjoy this more. I

38:25

love you. Didn't even hear the end

38:28

of it into wait,

38:30

listen, that's the end up kind of like and

38:32

Sodom was destroyed Sodom and gon

38:34

that the neighboring some neighboring towns. But

38:37

y'all, so now it's a lot and his two

38:39

daughters that are left, and

38:41

they're thinking that it's like the end of the world. Imagine

38:44

imagine knowing that they end up going

38:47

to this cave in a place called Zor, and

38:50

their father is, you know, is very

38:52

old. The sisters plot

38:55

and they go, all right, we need to save our family

38:57

line because their family line is like sacred.

38:59

They're like, know, we need and they go

39:01

to fund let me continue.

39:05

The eldest daughter talks to the younger daughter. It

39:07

was like, sister, it was like, we got it. We gotta fun

39:09

dad. You gotta get him. She

39:13

goes, we gotta get him drunk, and we gotta do it.

39:18

The first night the eldest got

39:21

her father drunk and did

39:23

the deed, and then the next night

39:25

the younger sister went

39:28

in got the father drunk again. You cannot

39:30

know real quick, not that you memorized

39:32

it, but does it say art

39:34

thou poured wine upon thy

39:36

glass for thy father? Like

39:40

in so many words. It um you know,

39:42

they you know, the scripture is kind of like biblical

39:45

poetry, and I don't have a memorized

39:47

per se, but it's something along the lines

39:49

of I was handicapped

39:51

by the wine or something like in so many

39:54

words, I was incapacitated by the wine,

39:56

which like, really, dad, really not,

39:58

I don't think so shut well,

40:00

he ended up yeah, he ended his daughters. He

40:02

end up coming in both of them. They both got pregnant.

40:06

It is all

40:08

up. Okay, I might want to read about but you

40:10

don't understand. But let's understand. But you

40:12

have to understand that this team, which I don't necessarily

40:15

really believe, but they say that

40:17

the girl the sisters were doing this because

40:20

they thought the world was over and they wanted to procreate

40:22

girl fucking me and my daddy gonna boy.

40:25

Yeah, well, the listen the Bible. Okay, And this

40:27

is what I also want to say about the even the let's

40:29

take it, let's macro level. The

40:32

world is an imperfect, dangerous, wild

40:34

place. It's also beautiful and magnificent,

40:37

and like we get to build these relationships. You guys have

40:39

this massive podcast

40:42

city. It can be beautiful and it listen

40:44

the Jews did no. Um, oh my god,

40:47

I love Jewish men. But listen the

40:49

ones with the low curl. I love it all, you

40:52

know what, especially the tall ones that play

40:54

basketball. I've never then with a Jewish. What

40:56

does the Jewish basketball play? I'm

40:59

sure I can find one. Oh you mean you just see him around

41:01

what you neighbor? They look Jewish. Oh that's terrible

41:04

to say. You're in So

41:07

I can I just say Bible

41:09

with Brianda, We'll be coming out soon.

41:12

I'm not fucking playing. That

41:14

was That was also discussing

41:16

Yes, I would love to continue discussing

41:18

the more beautiful parts of the Bible we have. We

41:20

we do got to another story? So is

41:23

right? Wait? Oh, Judges is more or less the same

41:25

story? But I wanted to

41:28

I can tell you. I can tell you more the Bible.

41:31

It's in the Book of Acts and it's

41:33

more or less the same storyline.

41:36

Um, do you guys really want me to get into this? It

41:39

really is sort of the same. But it involves

41:41

uh, concubine. You

41:44

guys know what that is? Okay,

41:48

class, So race don't raise

41:51

your hand A lot of ones I go

41:53

hold you. You know the only

41:55

thing I thought about, but I noticed that what

41:57

you're talking about, is

42:01

it a concus that's a secment. I'm thinking

42:03

of a whole hands

42:05

and pray for Mandy's libato who

42:09

you said. I'm thinkingna like the demons

42:11

and Charmed or something, somebody

42:15

in prison. No, no, no, it means okay.

42:17

So biblically it means a like a side

42:19

woman, a side piece. Oh

42:22

my god, man, he was like, is

42:25

that a port part? You

42:29

know what, Let's save Let's save that

42:32

story for another podcast. I want to. I

42:34

do want to end it on one though personally

42:37

I gave you guys that story. This story is gonna be

42:39

for me. So there's a story in the Book

42:41

of John chapter five where

42:44

Jesus goes out to the pool

42:46

of Bethesda. But Bethesda,

42:49

which is where it's very kind of like the courts

42:51

where where a lot of people congregating stuff. And but

42:53

at this point Christ had,

42:55

you know, the gentiles and people that weren't

42:57

Jewish, like were were loved Jesus

42:59

and believed that he was the Messiah. And

43:02

Jesus was there kind of like a listen. Jesus

43:04

was a rock star, if we kind of think about it, he was out

43:06

there, you know, showing the people his embrace and

43:08

like preaching,

43:13

you know what I mean. And

43:15

listen, he sees someone from the

43:17

crowd, and he sees a man who was on

43:19

the ground looked ill. He

43:21

sees them, and he he approaches him and

43:24

he goes, I'm going to heal you, and then

43:26

goes off being a rock star. He then comes back

43:28

to check on him. He's still on the ground. Jesus

43:30

like, really, get up. I healed you,

43:32

and all of a sudden, this man can walk again. And

43:35

there's something in that chapter that really

43:37

hits with me personally. And it

43:39

was and it said that that man who

43:42

he healed did not know who he was. And

43:45

I think that's really important because

43:47

it goes to show you that when it comes to

43:50

loving God and Christ for that

43:52

matter, it doesn't matter about the bells

43:54

and whistles and the blessings you may have, like I

43:56

have all of this that means I must be loved

43:58

by God. No, God doesn't care about that.

44:01

God sees you, and God sees

44:03

righteousness. It'd be like almost like lying

44:05

in your journal, lying to yourself in your journal, Like you

44:07

can't lie to God. God knows and he doesn't care

44:10

about you going to church seven times a week,

44:12

and like all of a sudden, he knows your soul. And

44:14

that man didn't even know about Jesus, and Jesus

44:17

healed him. Meanwhile, he was in a crowd

44:19

of people who knew and loved him and was like sign

44:21

my like

44:23

and he's and he didn't care about that, yes

44:26

exactly, and he did not. He chose the one who

44:28

did. And I think it's really

44:30

important. Listen, I've read the Book of John

44:33

on acid and it was transformative.

44:36

It was transformati. Let's give a little precursor.

44:38

So Brianna has a podcast

44:41

like christian Ya. He's

44:44

playing that a little please, because if you're

44:49

right you you did? You get to explain,

44:52

yes, explain real quick and

44:56

listening to you what's your podcast was about, so they

44:58

can know you a little bit more for sure. So if

45:00

anything, uh, psychedelics was what

45:03

brought me to Christ. Like I was an

45:05

atheist, I was like an atheist activist

45:07

before all of this. So

45:09

I would read the Bible, but it was only so I could like learn

45:12

about it, so I could like and debate people about

45:14

the really thing I would bring to myself

45:18

about it. Just like

45:22

so anyways, so, and I remember

45:24

one of my favorite psychedelic um

45:27

comics, um uh

45:29

duncan trustle. He had a podcast and he

45:31

was talking about being on mushrooms

45:34

and reading the Book of John and I said, it was my first

45:36

time doing psychedelics ever was acid. And

45:38

I said, all right, I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna I'm

45:40

gonna read the Bible and

45:43

be on asset. And I was also really depressed at the time

45:45

and like suicidal, and I was like, I need something

45:47

else, I'll go to it fine. And

45:50

it was just that line particular really

45:52

hit me. And I feel like we all have

45:54

our however way you get to Christ or whoever

45:56

way you get to God or your own spirituality, whatever

45:59

it's called, we all remember that first

46:01

thing that cracked us open. And

46:04

that was it for me, That line right there, it's

46:06

it proved to me that it didn't matter that I haven't

46:08

been baptized. It didn't matter that I

46:10

didn't, you know, necessarily understand

46:13

most of the Bible, because my

46:16

relationship with Christ was individual

46:18

and mysterious in my own and it didn't

46:21

matter about the bells and whistles because I

46:23

don't know. I found it and I felt this. I

46:25

was like overcome by love. Where's

46:28

the parts of the Bible that they talk about celibacy?

46:31

Like have you read anything? And you're like, oh my god, this is me.

46:33

This is what I'm an emulate, like oh yeah,

46:36

okay, well here and there's

46:38

so many okay, well, First Corinthians, which is I

46:41

think the most famous book

46:43

that that Paul wrote where people really

46:45

got broken down like immorality, what's

46:48

good and what's not? Lust and stuff,

46:50

And it was the line that really got me

46:52

and I was like, oh, I found home. Was do

46:54

not deprive each other of sexual relations

46:56

unless you both agree to refrain from sexual

46:58

intimacy for limited time, so

47:01

you can give yourselves more completely to prayer.

47:04

Wait, don't wait in

47:06

there? Yeah wait yeah, say it again again,

47:08

saying I'll repeat it

47:09

weak. So

47:14

this is in terms of marriage

47:16

and chapter

47:20

seven, verse five. Okay, do

47:22

not deprive each other of sexual relationships

47:26

unless you unless

47:29

you both agree to refrain from sexual

47:31

intimacy. So basically, don't hold that pussy

47:34

out unless for a limited

47:36

time. But what is limited? What

47:38

is time? Because it's not three

47:42

days? You

47:43

know, always one of which

47:45

I got a three day period. Oh, God. But because

47:48

you ain't been bleeding. Huh you guys to me, what

47:51

are we get? Okay, guys, you have

47:53

you just got by the way, congratulations on what's

47:55

the new podcast called? We're

47:57

gonna have another one? But Jesus said thing,

48:02

yes, that's exactly. I like that

48:04

too. But that's what Maybe the Bible with Brianda

48:07

could be the Bible. You could say it all born,

48:10

why you never wanted to do this? No, this is great.

48:12

I well I brought it up to you, but you are

48:15

you didn't say it like gospels.

48:18

Don't get me wrong. I love hearing you talk about drugs

48:20

because I can. I be honest with you. This is

48:22

a performer. So when I'm in front of a mike, I

48:25

tapped dance Love. No I

48:27

do you would say that he

48:30

listen whatever, that's what he said, all

48:36

right, Wait, we do have time for a little bit

48:38

more around

48:40

five minutes because we got oh hell yeah, okay,

48:43

okay, wait, if we got time, then I'll

48:45

do girl five minutes. No, no,

48:48

I can do I can then I can do judges.

48:50

Okay, so judges

48:52

is just as wicked and gory as

48:57

no. Okay, well maybe actually I mean

48:59

with all the rape they were doing probably all

49:02

right, So this story is about

49:04

Lovite and his concue. We

49:07

don't, no, we

49:10

don't. So this mante

49:13

he had a girlfriend, a

49:15

concubine, and she cheated

49:18

on him actually, which, by the way, just because they

49:20

weren't considered a wife didn't mean

49:22

that the men didn't have a relationship

49:24

with them, you know what I mean. So I did

49:26

feel that he felt something for her. Um,

49:28

she cheated on him, and then after she did, she

49:31

went back home. Because lovete

49:34

actually stole the concubine. There's a lot of that

49:36

comin sound Dr

49:38

Love You know what. I'm having my

49:40

grains all the time, doctor, and

49:43

you know it's finds water. Amanza. She gets

49:45

on my damn nerves. I think she's on a

49:47

podcast. She's just got too much going

49:49

on. She always calling me all the time. Were

49:52

you an accountant? Were there a bunch of juwesday? Maybe

49:56

doing law, I mean bullshit law

49:59

have it and the

50:01

one the one where you get paid for being in

50:03

a car accident. But

50:08

no, there wasn't. Um, there was only one

50:10

jew on my floor. Thank you for

50:13

that. And we do that because bitch, it got to be busy

50:15

season. What is it right before the nine rum

50:18

poor whatever for me

50:21

out of here. But the New York Man

50:25

You show Show

50:27

Shanna, sat Show

50:30

Shanna. I knew that was cool. Whatever it was, the

50:33

nigga said, well, I can't be at work, and we was

50:35

like busy thing. We

50:38

was mad. We was like we did we all jewish? We ain't

50:40

coming to work hucking boss. Now

50:42

y'all know I ain't ship. But my

50:44

boss at the time, when I was working two

50:47

companies before Young corpor

50:49

was coming and Rosa Shanna right, and I was like, I want to get

50:51

this Monday off. I was like, hey, t

50:54

J, I just wanted you to know Rosha Shan is coming.

50:56

And he looks at me. He goes, what the fuck

50:58

have you ever been a jew? When the

51:01

funk have you ever a day off?

51:03

I am that cheat answering this question

51:05

would you eat every morning? But I I don't

51:07

want to say anything, and I was like a sausage

51:10

rink puppet and what is in that sauftage

51:12

rink puffet? I saw

51:14

it was beef yo

51:17

and I'm damn sure I didn't go to work on Monday. I said,

51:19

well human resorting

51:21

to almost said my last name. It

51:24

is the most jewish last name anyone you

51:26

name me when I

51:29

fucking call and type in those real estate companies

51:31

and call me back. So you're Jewish? I

51:34

mean what I'm pleasur it is and

51:37

whatever I'm being discriminated against

51:39

and be like, wow, is this or

51:41

this name? What is it? Tell me my

51:44

name is so Jewish and has enough?

51:47

Okay? Anyway,

51:51

so how jewish was dalcr lo by Oh

51:53

my god? Not Jewish

51:55

enough? Okay? Wait, so she

51:58

cheats, so she ends up leave it. So once cheats on Lovete,

52:00

she leaves. She's probably unhappy, as most

52:03

side bitches are. So he goes

52:05

out, and um, she goes to her

52:08

father's house, and because that's where

52:10

she used to live, she goes there. And you know

52:12

what Lovete does. He goes

52:14

after her because she was gone for four months.

52:17

Four months his side piece

52:19

was done gone. He was alone, He's lonely, was missing

52:22

her. It

52:25

wasn't sucking as dick the way this concubine

52:27

was sucking it. That's not so

52:30

listen. So wait, So so Lovete

52:33

goes to her father's house

52:35

and he treats her with like I said, hospitality,

52:38

which is a very common theme. And he goes, oh my god,

52:40

hey, he's known as the father in law.

52:42

Actually, um so he

52:46

he says her for a number of days, and

52:49

he convinces the concubine to please

52:51

come back with me. Please. I don't know. Whatever we

52:53

went through, it's kind of like a testament of like

52:56

working things out, like for couples

52:58

that like experience, you know, cheating and stuff.

53:00

No relationship is perfect, okay, And

53:02

even if the relationship you think are perfect, they're not talking about

53:04

their issues as the problem. But I think that that's

53:06

a really that that part of the book was, That's

53:09

what I gathered from them. Anyways, let's pass

53:11

forward this a little bit. So he

53:14

ends up leaving with his donkey

53:16

and his in a bunch of food and wine and

53:19

his concubine, and on their voyage

53:21

they ran past this town that was

53:23

similar to Sodom. The name is failing

53:26

me right now, but it'll come to me. And the

53:29

concubine was like, we can't stay here. There's a bunch

53:31

of pagan ship happening here. We gotta go somewhere else, and he was like,

53:34

no, we're gonna be fine, don't worry. Listen, pagan ship

53:36

for you guys is like kind of witchgraphy stuff

53:38

things that they felt the magic color too, exactly.

53:41

So they find themselves out another court square. It's

53:43

it's um. It's Levi and his concubine

53:45

with and his donkeys in the ship, and no one would be hospitable

53:48

with him though no one would invite him in. That's how they are

53:50

there. That's what God really talks about, like the people

53:52

who don't share, who are closed

53:54

off. He doesn't funk with that, um. But eventually

53:57

an old man sees them in the court square and it's

53:59

like, you got what are you all doing here? Keep

54:01

coming up? Listen, like legit,

54:03

y'all gotta get back in here. No, seriously, is not good.

54:06

This has to been the one righteous man

54:08

in that town. Seriously, And they found

54:10

him. They take him in right, and then levit's

54:13

like thank you so much, you know. The concubine is like, all right,

54:15

baby, let's go to the back, like okay, we're fine. And

54:17

then all of a sudden again

54:21

the whole town is outside the old

54:23

man's house. Again who they're

54:25

saying and in the story, it's very similar to

54:27

Sodom in Gabora, Like seriously, and they

54:30

go we want to get to know your new visitors,

54:32

get to know them carnally, which

54:34

again we already know means rape

54:37

you, gang, rape you, whatever. And then the old

54:39

man's like, no, please, don't take the concubine.

54:41

Instead, bitches, they

54:45

give him the concubine they offered. Yeah,

54:48

and guess what, they fuck her. All of the

54:50

town fox her and for hours.

54:53

She ends up going somewhere else and coming back

54:55

morning after and collapses on the ground.

54:59

And then Love fights Caesar on the ground and he

55:01

goes, get up. He sees

55:03

that she's not moving. He goes, bitch,

55:05

cut up. She's dead, and

55:09

he is so pissed. He

55:12

cuts her body up in twelve pieces.

55:15

Oh of course, he wait, let me tell you. He no

55:19

you he no, no, no no.

55:22

He cuts the pieces everybody, limb by

55:24

limb, and he sends him to the nations,

55:26

to the other twelve nations, so that they can

55:28

see how terrible

55:30

and and and discussing and horrible the

55:33

town of It's a benj Benjamin

55:35

Knights, The Benjamin Knights, that's those are the

55:37

people that fuck the that concubine up

55:39

and and and it basically

55:42

was a turning point for like um showing

55:44

them how vile they were, even though he did a vile act

55:46

by for sure, how

55:51

long it takes the ship. It

55:53

must have been thinking that's

55:55

a very good thought. You're right, that's very

55:57

good, but it's true, and he sent it. But he did in

56:00

order to show them just how vile these people

56:02

were, which if you really think

56:04

about it, love I, you know one's more vile than you.

56:06

You're the one that offered her up. You're the one that

56:09

like cut her up. One. But if

56:11

you're thinking about this this through the context

56:13

of Biblical times, he really wanted to

56:15

show like, no, those people are fucked up. Like

56:17

I told you, you can have her for a little right,

56:23

y'all took it too far anyways.

56:25

The Bible is a wild thing. That's but

56:28

again the two stories that like,

56:30

listen, people want to skip. Typically

56:33

the Bible is also the achole thing. Yeah,

56:36

the books, there's a yeah, those a lot of them skip

56:39

it. And that's a common thing and a lot of Abrahamic

56:41

Christian because because

56:43

I just felt like I watched a TV show. Oh

56:45

man, that what a compliment coming from me. You're

56:48

welcome, because that was exciting.

56:51

It was when you said cut her up. I was like I thought

56:54

I loved how Now

56:58

hey, hey, so y'all know, just like

57:01

she said, she ain't a pasta and

57:03

read them books if you want to interpreted another

57:05

way, because we know that the Bible is not really written

57:08

in English. You told him where to find Yeah?

57:10

For sure? With that, John Love, I okay, John

57:13

Jacob Joon. Now on

57:15

for the whole confession. Yes,

57:18

we haven't had a confession in a while. I appreciate

57:21

this. I don't know who it comes from, but here we go.

57:23

Hello, hell's I'm an avid male

57:25

listener and a white bread sex

57:27

haver. Why what does that mean? A

57:30

white bread sexhor It's what's

57:32

the have her sex?

57:35

Have her? Have her?

57:37

No, he has? He has sex white

57:40

bread sex. So wait, he's white. This man is white. So

57:42

we got a white male listener. This is why he had a dream

57:45

about me. Had to

57:47

be. I hadn't been reluctant to share

57:49

my dream because I didn't really want to. I don't

57:51

want to read like a Sleezoh, dude, you're already

57:53

weird sex. Didn't

57:55

think y'all would care me. You

57:57

and Mandy, Yeah, I dragged you into this. We really

58:00

mean the club you could have left me out. Wheezy

58:02

and me started messing around on the way to the

58:04

suv parked down the street. Mandy rolled

58:06

her eyes and bounced out of disgust.

58:09

Good, I like where this is going? Anyway?

58:11

He was giving that great a oral that she brags

58:13

about. Excuse me, it would sucking

58:16

the white paint. After a while,

58:18

she got frustrated that I hadn't come yet. She

58:20

dropped her hands to the side, looked up at me like,

58:23

really naked. Really? Oh wait,

58:27

this is a white man and he types the N word.

58:29

What's the wait? Wait wait, wait, wait wait wait wait

58:31

white bread sex have he's white bread.

58:34

He's bread, and white likes having sex with white plain

58:36

vanilla girl. Maybe he likes a white bread.

58:38

Maybe right, people, you're trying to give

58:41

us some some gluten

58:43

free I don't think a white dude wrote really nigked, but

58:45

and there's no aster he wrote. Wheezy

58:48

looked up at me, dropped her hands in out of like, really

58:50

nigked, which I would do, but not for you. What's

58:54

white bread? Like?

58:58

R E D no b A d

59:00

oh wait, white bread? That's what I'm saying.

59:05

That's what I mean. Okay,

59:08

So he's just suburbian. Yeah, straight

59:10

and email it anyway. Look,

59:14

we thought that the air work. You

59:17

can say, you can't think you can

59:19

write. Wait, white people can't. It's

59:21

not necessarily racial and meaning. It's

59:24

just an indication of blandness. Oh

59:26

he's bland. Okay, okay,

59:29

well, bitch, when you put white bread in the toast, it'd

59:32

be tasting good. Same man, it

59:34

ain't that bland. But okay, well, let's get past

59:36

the word. Reluctantly, she climbed into

59:38

the back of the sub, rolled in her back

59:40

through her legs behind her bed her head easily

59:43

as she had on a short dress. Her eyes

59:45

were absolutely shooting daggers at me out

59:47

of disgust while I was overheard

59:50

thrusting you sick. Fuck. I

59:52

woke up laughing, but not on some dumb I

59:55

was able to hold out on that head or whatever ship.

59:57

I just imagined that she totally would have killed

59:59

me than for reading best tea boat signed

1:00:02

the Proud Masturbator. Okay,

1:00:05

you're fucking weird, though I don't

1:00:07

know he's letter to

1:00:09

this right now. Like, I'm not talking about his dream being weird.

1:00:12

I'm talking about the white bread. That's

1:00:14

what that's walk off. You can't pull

1:00:16

white in a in contact and then

1:00:18

say Nigga three sentences like that.

1:00:21

Damn was like, and I thought

1:00:23

you were a sex. We have a question. I have a question.

1:00:25

Can white people not spell it out? Either?

1:00:28

No? Okay, okay,

1:00:31

I'm fine, but I was just curious.

1:00:33

Let me tell you why? Why? Because

1:00:36

we yes,

1:00:38

Jules, that really Nike A T shirt

1:00:40

or whatever it was, and Nigga's let

1:00:42

her happen. Yes, you

1:00:47

know it's worse. Yes, Jules

1:00:49

got increasingly worse. Like I feel like she

1:00:52

wasn't that bad that many years ago. I was like, she's

1:00:54

a white girl, like they

1:00:58

were kind of right, and then that interview

1:01:00

and was like talking about every black

1:01:02

woman and just oh and Karen Simil

1:01:04

wasn't hate you take a picture with kids too? What

1:01:08

was that in z Ways show? Maybe

1:01:10

you guys gotta watch that show. And honestly, what bothered

1:01:13

me about that most? It's like, I

1:01:15

don't care if I don't really know Karen

1:01:17

Sabel, but if she was being phony, at

1:01:19

least her black ass did some that we are

1:01:21

saying that it's not the same problem, you

1:01:24

know what I'm saying. It's like, no, it makes me was profiting off

1:01:26

of the culture and trying to be down so bad.

1:01:29

Why are you telling us about a black woman who well

1:01:31

that was the problem too. She also um

1:01:34

was recorded saying that black

1:01:37

women are just jealous of her because when

1:01:39

she walks into the room, she has the same

1:01:42

body type as a black woman, but black men want

1:01:44

her more. The

1:01:47

dude that said he felt like she could say naked, Was

1:01:50

it like Soldier Bloy or something? No, no, no, no no. It

1:01:52

was the guy that she was interviewing that was interviewing

1:01:54

her, some black dude. Damn. I can't remember his name right now,

1:01:56

but y'all know who he is because he's popular.

1:01:59

But not so. We're walking on the street, me

1:02:01

and old Bay. This is back in like November.

1:02:03

What were we doing the night we went to Andrew show? Walking

1:02:06

down the street. They knew each other, so they say what's up?

1:02:08

And whoever recognized too? Oh?

1:02:10

It was like, oh, yeah, she does a podcast, Da da da da,

1:02:13

And I'm like, why do I know you? And he was

1:02:15

like, oh, I have a show as well. I was like, aren't you the

1:02:17

guy who gave yes dules the past to say

1:02:19

nigga? Because no one asked for you to do that. Old

1:02:22

Bay was like, look me, like this, are you

1:02:24

serious mind? You were in front of a club

1:02:27

getting in because the dude was like, let's collapse, kill

1:02:30

us something. What was his name? I

1:02:33

don't know. Oh my god, it's gonna I don't know, I don't

1:02:35

know what. I want to make sure I'm addressing the person correctly

1:02:37

that told this Caucasian woman she could say it. He's

1:02:39

like, so you spend it? You good? You could say Nigga, Absolutely

1:02:42

not. And I'm so tired of Nigga's that

1:02:44

no black women have been hurt by somebody.

1:02:47

They're just like, fuck them, you go ahead,

1:02:49

what the funk. It was one of the most

1:02:52

embarrassing things to watch from her, and then it

1:02:54

made it even worse. It's like you watch people

1:02:56

that we all know this in the industry than they were like

1:02:58

kind of just skipping over it, and they just don't sunk

1:03:00

with her. It's so weird. And she

1:03:02

still wears box braids. Oh she does very

1:03:05

blonde on the other day. I

1:03:08

don't know, I feel like that's gonna go anywhere. I feel

1:03:10

like white people are still going to do the hair, the hairstyles.

1:03:13

I am the black fishing for good

1:03:15

black fishing. Um. Anyways, Brianda, let

1:03:17

our listeners know once again, thank you again for joining

1:03:20

us. If you guys like, if you guys

1:03:22

love her, you guys can join our patreon.

1:03:25

UM and there are two episodes with Brianda

1:03:27

on their right. We've done two with you, did with

1:03:29

your former co host Caucasian and and

1:03:33

then we don't have to and then and

1:03:35

then we did one with just uh you most

1:03:37

recently more recently colorism.

1:03:39

Yeah. So someone just referenced you too about

1:03:42

how your sister and you really did in

1:03:44

the comments. UM, well, if you want to go ahead

1:03:46

and let them know where they can find you, you guys, I love

1:03:48

you. Thank you so much for this opportunity. UM again,

1:03:50

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1:03:52

Twitter, Instagram at That's Brianda, and

1:03:55

you can also follow my podcast super trip Talk at

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1:03:59

you can just super trip talk dot com too. She's

1:04:01

not very active on Instagram. I'm not, but I'm about

1:04:03

to be, but she needs to be. That was his

1:04:06

name. Oh okay, so

1:04:08

uh yes, check out RIONI the follow

1:04:11

me you said kill us something, but Marta

1:04:13

same ship. Where

1:04:16

where you going? Um? Well, guys, make

1:04:18

sure you guys check out this

1:04:21

show again. She's

1:04:23

amazing and I guess there y'all will probably

1:04:25

get to hear and tell Bible stories before is

1:04:27

over. Um or if not the top, I

1:04:30

guess we're speaking out Bible ship.

1:04:32

But check out us out on Patreon. We do live

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town halls every month. It's super funnies are our most

1:04:37

up to date, up to dated, up

1:04:39

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1:04:41

and I is every Monday on our Patreon. Not

1:04:43

every Monday's really every three month, three mondays

1:04:46

of month. Um. Other than that, let me try to feel, let

1:04:48

me try to do this feel. You can listen to periods

1:04:50

sist with Mandy. Then tomorrow you can listen

1:04:52

to see the Thing is and you can listen to her facts. Say, okay,

1:04:55

let's go peace all right, make sure you check

1:04:57

it out. Stay two for the five minute on the slip by. I

1:05:01

know where I don't want to start. No, I'm just kidding.

1:05:04

UM, let's start with Let's

1:05:07

start with Ashley and Michael, because that's

1:05:09

really where I don't want to go. You

1:05:11

know what's crazy. I actually

1:05:14

I'm not sure if the rest of y'all agree. Let

1:05:16

me know in the chat, But I actually am

1:05:19

liking Ashley more this

1:05:22

season then I've liked her in previous

1:05:24

seasons. UM. I think

1:05:26

that that baby has done her motherfucking

1:05:29

good. I think she grew up a little bit,

1:05:31

um, but I do I

1:05:35

think that that is why she is still

1:05:37

going through ship with Mr Michael Um.

1:05:40

She admitted this season that they have

1:05:43

added people to the bedroom. UM,

1:05:45

and he came out recently and

1:05:48

was like, I don't feel like you're

1:05:50

married to me anymore. You show all

1:05:52

of your um attention

1:05:55

to the baby. And

1:05:58

she also opened up about how she doesn't want

1:06:00

to swing anymore, and he's like, well, Ship,

1:06:02

you ain't giving me attention and you don't

1:06:04

want to do this anymore. I'm

1:06:08

not gonna lie to like what he said in the in the

1:06:10

therapy session, but he

1:06:12

pretty much just feels like he's

1:06:14

not having the same sexual relationship with

1:06:18

Ashley as when they first started to cover

1:06:20

their relationship. What are your views

1:06:23

on that? Assante and Tammy,

1:06:25

I see Tammy raise your hand, Raise your hand

1:06:27

so that we can talk about what y'all

1:06:29

thoughts are on Ashley and Michael

1:06:32

Darby's relationship. But Assante will start with you,

1:06:34

yeah, why you tallly them up? Um, let

1:06:36

me just start with I don't

1:06:39

have any favorites. I hate them

1:06:41

all equally. I

1:06:44

mean, they all really play in the mass,

1:06:46

which is why we're here, right. It's just I

1:06:48

don't like the playing the mask where we're gonna

1:06:51

hide our hand because of respectability politics

1:06:53

thing that we're doing. I get that that's where they

1:06:55

think that there are they are, but they're really not.

1:06:58

So I just I just need that veil dropped

1:07:00

now to get back to Ashley and why I hate

1:07:02

her. Um, Michael wanted

1:07:05

to hold having a baby over and

1:07:07

you wanted to hold that over her head because of the way

1:07:09

that her mom was That should have been a huge

1:07:12

red flag. Do you want to go

1:07:14

half with this white man who really

1:07:17

wants to say you know, who

1:07:19

wants to emotionally abuse you? And then

1:07:21

we're gonna open up this conversation about you know,

1:07:23

letting people into the bedroom, right Michael

1:07:27

since season one has

1:07:29

grabbed as on camera. Now,

1:07:32

unless we're gonna do the red table

1:07:34

talk with Will and Jada, if if

1:07:36

we'll need to come to and we need everybody

1:07:39

to be accountable. Let's go on ahead

1:07:41

and say, not only do we open our

1:07:43

bedroom, but we open it up to both sexes.

1:07:45

So everybody can stop motherfucking asking about

1:07:47

the gate ship because Michael, you didn't

1:07:49

even talk about. You didn't talk

1:07:52

about like Michael, you

1:07:54

didn't talk about why you told

1:07:56

this woman you had a wife and a boyfriend. We

1:07:58

didn't go back there. Actually are

1:08:01

you waiting? Are you waiting to go back there?

1:08:03

Because that has not been brought up again and I

1:08:06

was wanting more details on that. Just

1:08:09

cleared up the fact that you

1:08:11

know the fact that there was a nigger in the room, or

1:08:14

you know that he did go up with said woman,

1:08:16

but did not clear up why he told

1:08:18

said woman he got a wife and a boyfriend.

1:08:21

So but you are you saying,

1:08:23

like, okay, so who's his boyfriend? You know,

1:08:26

I don't care if you gotta ask, like you know, have we have we

1:08:28

slept with him before? Or like you

1:08:30

know, however, you need to feel comfortable normalizing

1:08:32

it. You need to do it because quit pussy

1:08:35

footing around and then arguing with

1:08:37

black old ass Bill Gates who

1:08:39

don't love his damn wife no more. Like on the

1:08:41

reunions that should just be so sorry

1:08:47

no, so I'm not gonna lie um

1:08:50

and I'm about to let me a talk on this

1:08:52

um topic as well. But I

1:08:54

think that that's my problem. Um.

1:08:56

And we've talked about it. If you guys noticed, not only

1:08:59

with Red but Ak who was our guests

1:09:01

this week, we've had bisexual men

1:09:03

on the show. And I think it may come to where maybe

1:09:06

Ashley doesn't want to admit that she is

1:09:08

okay with Michael being bisexual.

1:09:11

UM. So I think she used

1:09:13

the swinging as a way to

1:09:15

like, let it just be known that, yeah, we

1:09:17

allow other people into the bedroom. But I

1:09:19

think, for whatever reason, they're still shame in

1:09:22

women admitting that they're okay with

1:09:24

being with a man that may like to play

1:09:26

with men um. And that's just I think

1:09:28

where she finds not being

1:09:30

okay with admitting she would rather just

1:09:32

be like y'all were swingers and we let other people

1:09:35

in the room. Uh miya um,

1:09:37

if you can go ahead and un mute what you got to say

1:09:39

about the Darby's syst so

1:09:42

can you hear me? Just fine?

1:09:45

Okay? So I it definitely

1:09:48

in the beginning, uh didn't like either

1:09:51

one of them. I did feel

1:09:53

like Ashley was always doing the most,

1:09:55

always and everybody's business all that.

1:09:58

I do feel like a Sante said,

1:10:02

what I think about Michael is like he

1:10:04

just kept moving the gold post on Ashley,

1:10:07

like and now she

1:10:11

has gotten to the goal post finally,

1:10:13

like he held the damn baby and

1:10:16

then it was you know, now it's

1:10:18

you don't, You're not here for me, but her baby is

1:10:21

fresh. Alb