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and and month so I have

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some Okay get his buddies. Friday's our

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doing dude! The

3:01

I am so. Unbearably

3:03

excited. Ah, have to do.

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This is what I mean.

3:07

I'm in the might. Be

3:11

enough Eyes! So I I signed

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message to use a massive I

3:15

I messaged you you know? Okay

3:18

so this is all under arrest

3:20

as you. I. See,

3:22

I'm a humans as young the Us and

3:24

it was all under the guise of like.

3:27

You know I'm. Just.

3:30

Talking about relating to comedy. Yeah, it was

3:32

a fucking room. Sousa Ruse is good for

3:34

you. Yeah, I just mean like that's what

3:37

I was assigned my friend Jim. How many

3:39

opportunities my life have come out from just

3:41

kind of being around? Yeah, and we're like

3:43

walk and back. All these like. I

3:47

don't know you want to convert. Our isn't a

3:49

coincidence, it secret is a Louisiana the criticism but

3:51

they're all had one thing in common which is

3:53

like. We're. Out here. The. I

3:55

just kind of be entering a and sending a

3:58

message. Me was being out here and as. The

4:00

cat got your page. Yeah, so you're saying you are kind

4:02

of like I in the pod. Yeah or

4:04

is. So is that know

4:06

right? I'm selling. Say it's.

4:10

Saw. A Ah man I really

4:12

don't know where starts with. The only

4:14

going on I can say is. When

4:19

you start by saying this, yes, discern my phone

4:21

Athena go for it is. I

4:31

I lives in was usually it

4:33

was born and raised there. yet

4:35

you know what I mean is

4:38

that that is that some experience

4:40

that phenomenal experience of us you

4:42

know of being a scammer, a

4:45

spirit having on human experience but

4:47

two sear am I'm city. As

4:49

I say this because I've never.

4:53

I've never. Met somebody

4:55

who. And.

4:58

When I read your books, you read

5:00

by. But yeah, yeah, I. Wish

5:03

this but his I really need to

5:06

from to start the such as from

5:08

hard to hard to say. I have

5:10

never. Heard

5:13

somebody give voice

5:15

to. A

5:18

very very private, intimate

5:20

feeling that I have

5:22

had my entire life

5:24

is. This

5:28

insatiable. Tender.

5:32

Wonder that you have for what

5:34

is all of that? What is

5:36

this as far as ask you

5:38

that what is that you up

5:40

from the get go but then

5:42

you know and have been a

5:44

fan of yours. But yeah I

5:46

started listening to this podcast when

5:48

it started snowing and and have.

5:53

You know, I live in

5:55

synchronicity land and am I

5:57

remember after reading a book,

5:59

my. Life was over. What did you say? And.

6:03

I went. Dude. I'm

6:06

fucking weirded out and I know and

6:08

and I never get weirded out and

6:10

I was like cent and she's like

6:12

why and I went. I

6:15

was like the similarities. Between.

6:18

Him and I in regards

6:21

to experience, perspective. Are

6:24

are are something that I've never

6:26

dealt with before and you know

6:29

why is this is is it

6:31

since been fucking weird for me.

6:33

Know what as and I mean

6:36

like literally literally these little tiny

6:38

things that of these very

6:40

private thoughts whether they're small and

6:43

a name to to large, whether

6:45

it's it's a i'm just interested

6:47

you know from a from

6:49

as a psycho spiritual like sociological

6:52

experiment is lights you. Know

6:54

and you know. Juri.

6:58

Stats. Were starts. What was one of

7:00

those thoughts of pulled right at your head? The

7:03

similarities exist. When

7:07

and Joseph Campbell changed my

7:09

life is a using a

7:11

man is ah. Is.

7:16

And and to do to to riff

7:18

on that for the second was like

7:21

for me and his sister it's one

7:23

of the reasons why was so excited

7:25

and intrigued by getting to meet you

7:27

As you know I mean you know

7:30

these sort of archetype of know forego

7:32

some mystical stories and that you know

7:34

that that have similar seems a it's

7:36

is one of the is one of

7:39

the things that you never see in

7:41

a lot of stories his ear know

7:43

is Luke Skywalker doesn't meet another. Luke

7:45

Skywalker is rather doesn't need another Frodo yeah

7:47

his own So I'm you're right is is

7:50

I'm not at all me known run out

7:52

of the Us. it's one of my are

7:54

are other fraud a circle mates of know

7:56

what that yeah I'd be all it did

7:58

I am I'm hoping. Wondering if this

8:00

if is meetings gonna turn out to be a

8:02

little bit dizzy. Saw the dead I have seen

8:05

as been a while. yeah I'm in sort of

8:07

the dead like they're You know they're making their

8:09

way to the pub, the other all together and

8:11

they meet. An alternate version

8:13

of all the Highest Matter at this

8:15

and I was like i wonder if

8:18

this is gonna be like that. I'm

8:20

also Seinfeld the S word. I'm friends

8:22

with her other grill. Correct. You're so

8:24

right there. These micro climates thrive, they

8:27

don't really interact, and now we already

8:29

have a camera. There were a have

8:31

Georgia Yeah, it is. It's so. Joseph

8:34

Campbell change my life, Your your face

8:37

melting sort of. you know guru experience

8:39

or experience. Exact same thing happened to

8:41

me when I'm when I'm at my

8:43

teacher You mean with whether my literally

8:45

when Rhonda say says nothing yeah yes

8:48

let's was that's the painting of what

8:50

he Legos or Sticky Albert sick younger

8:52

sister they as by oh he that

8:54

happens you as well new well yeah

8:56

as crazy not not with not with

8:59

I'm Not with him and and malware

9:01

some For those Maharaja or the millions

9:03

of you who. Haven't read my book? Read

9:06

the story is that I was sitting with

9:09

round us at his face was very. Irregular,

9:12

we were gazing at each other, so

9:14

that's not entirely unusual. But then he

9:16

turned into my dad and stuff it

9:19

was really ill is as literally trippy.

9:21

It was your far out and really

9:23

cool. Yeah and really special

9:26

when when. The

9:28

the circumstances leading up to me

9:30

be meeting my teacher. They're. Just.

9:33

as strains and. You

9:35

know and and again like I

9:38

had sort of essentially what you

9:40

know mounted two years Duncan Trussell

9:42

was was my best friend is

9:44

known as Jackson who's still I'm

9:47

have known him since second grade

9:49

and is one of the strangest

9:51

yes most okay young love jumping

9:53

because. In. The Star Wars

9:55

analogy hips. I feel like Duncan

9:58

is Han Solo professors there. Something

10:00

that I would say this of denim. I wish

10:02

that was years ahead. Love this. but there's something

10:04

a little weekend about. Don't lose your allergies. It's

10:06

either smuggler Yoyo as you are Gloria like that

10:08

you have a full coyote. Guess what is a

10:10

little bit like a weird coyotes you know I

10:13

mentioned in this in the book that like before

10:15

we started he puts three drops of Thc others

10:17

have is elected August like eats and at that

10:19

point my life that was kind of weird. I'm

10:21

the i'm not a big we'd guys, yes but

10:23

like that wouldn't weird me out as my up

10:25

with here's this guy. be like. Yes

10:29

sir, And it was. And there's like crystal ball

10:32

them all with us. So here's this. He

10:34

could also do the Matrix and I think

10:36

in the book I like in him to

10:38

morphy as yeah which is also a criminal.

10:41

Yep, yep that's kind of being like yeah

10:43

I'm gonna show you how to get off

10:45

this planet. Yeah yeah absolutely. So your Fred

10:48

Jackson was you ever ancestors cat on a

10:50

metal or chess or to have exactly what

10:52

are you know? are they were You know

10:54

the caterpillar move him as his who are

10:57

you? Yeah Arizona's that isn't that, it's that

10:59

you know, mentor, friends, character but him but

11:01

he's always been that to me is T

11:03

is. One of the I've known

11:06

him since second grade and I

11:08

still cannot tell you. Anything

11:11

about what he's going to do, which

11:13

where he's going to go. Yeah, he's

11:15

just he. He's just an Andy Kaufman

11:17

Vienna Buster Keaton pieces your on idea

11:20

the same way about Duncan. Yeah, I'm

11:22

doing stand up on helicopters. Yeah yeah

11:24

I. I I don't

11:26

even know he. I don't even think is doing the

11:28

thing that we're down. He settled down but he is

11:30

one of those. That. My Square

11:33

knows kind of gets challenge by Duncan Grammys

11:35

out there. Yeah and he'll be ah yes

11:37

burn things down on that. It isn't that

11:39

the best? It is the best. But I'm

11:41

the Skywalker. the serving like yeah hours and

11:43

very I'm a I'm a lot square them

11:45

Duncan, yeah we our and the as that

11:47

are you feel that Jackson As yeah from

11:49

it for for the most part and and

11:52

he was the one who do so funny

11:54

I was going to the gym and he

11:56

never and he would always be a no

11:58

go go do whatever you going. Why not

12:00

later? and the seems like I'm coming to the

12:02

gym with your nose like. Or it

12:04

please wait Jeans and know and I

12:07

was like aren't these items I'm sub

12:09

I'm come to the gym most a

12:11

great So we go to the gym

12:13

and I am working out my look

12:15

enemies on the treadmill and is in

12:17

jeans and he's running full tilt and

12:20

he's got a discarded giant bullets in

12:22

his back pocket and I'm like. What?

12:25

The fuck is a do I walk up

12:27

to him on the thing I was Iowa

12:30

yeah right me ghosts yeah he goes area

12:32

here status he was. I called this for

12:34

me as a okay I look at it

12:36

and it was a prison. Remodelers fans that

12:39

though the Journey the Writers which you know

12:41

you read the back and it's just you

12:43

know it out at a movie interpretation of

12:45

Heroes A Thousand Faces our cat. And

12:48

and a journey begins. And I don't know

12:51

about that because I tried to read here

12:53

with a thousand say sit down. And.

12:55

Ascent without a little investment that I doubt

12:57

was a little too sexy for me. Death

12:59

to join camps. I like pop Joseph Campbell

13:01

a mass mother fucker. When you said joey

13:04

Camps are playing I was like I was

13:06

like who he is this man I mean

13:08

you know I'm You know when you hear

13:10

this a lot but is is it in

13:12

in a in a spiritual sense you know

13:14

how by you are out of alcoholics a

13:16

lot of the time when they go to

13:18

us a they say if somebody gets up

13:20

there and. They. Tell their story

13:23

Yeah and they go like oh my god

13:25

the and I thought that these are so

13:27

private is to here is a wedding way

13:29

that you relate to it. I'm going like

13:31

what the fuck is going on I love

13:34

whether it's whether it's join cares, whether it's

13:36

robbed us, whether it's is a H I

13:38

remember in your book when you're talking about

13:40

your nose so I'm saying something out of

13:42

accessing the system. It's about your sort of

13:45

like I'm saying something who is that voice

13:47

in the heads and using the analogy of

13:49

who is seeing out your own young and

13:51

looking. At your eyes I used to sing

13:53

of closer than the air you breathe is

13:56

is abby is that to that to you

13:58

talking or am about was listening. One of

14:00

the to undo your bike as and and

14:02

so and you'd said see were tucked My

14:05

copeland has been a nice gesture to where

14:07

he is to be. Easy ride out there

14:09

and it will it be enormous part of

14:11

my life and I'm I really do different

14:13

path for that because of advocates and everything

14:16

you've said every fifteen for fifteen years and

14:18

have similar aura was the idea that out

14:20

of our as I go down that path

14:22

that god of all network and assuming your

14:24

i bet he doesn't know about you know

14:27

but you have to move as as a

14:29

thermal lance. Whose mother opposite. I target

14:31

the through and I was like what is

14:33

so yeah after I ninety seconds you got

14:35

a gesture Randall and yeah we don't wanna

14:37

know. Suppose you

14:40

one thousand faces is is it is think

14:42

it's meant to be but his his yeah

14:44

right and academic to the i just like

14:46

the pop culture jerry cans that are when

14:48

he's coward may like bring outs. and then

14:50

there's some. There's. A series of

14:52

Dvd is that are that are our know

14:54

thicker side power methods. Another one and it's

14:57

called something like logos are some of it.

14:59

yes he does a matters is him teaching

15:01

them. It's really fun and daily cool but

15:03

not as condemns Power Miss They're always during

15:05

a back to crisis or steering it back

15:07

to like relate of a western things that

15:10

are wars and stuff so they're very digest

15:12

now and he probably heard me say it's

15:14

probably on my bookshelf. It has the power

15:16

myth see the black one up by the

15:18

little singing Boehner. That's.

15:21

The transcription of the full power of

15:23

mess. Conversation which is

15:25

incredible. It's awesome, that's that's a great way

15:27

to get if anyone's interested in him. So

15:29

what did he do for you? Were you

15:31

like me that you were like religions bullshit?

15:34

and then there's like. That

15:36

is what is jelly and them He's like

15:38

an L for something from to recant wizard

15:40

made only camps as a mentor do I?

15:42

yeah a million percent yeah he's only want

15:44

the A's oh really is a is he's

15:46

yeah that if it's funny when you look

15:48

at but to for superheroes dirty a diary

15:50

very muggy I really that element I was

15:52

like did he do that from some of

15:54

that seventies of that about crashing to and

15:56

I was like we didn't do that on

15:58

purpose and that's what makes. Miss.

16:01

True that is there not true. And then there's

16:03

a their truer than sure that they treat so

16:05

big they can only be told lies. But then

16:07

summers when you look at your life you realize

16:10

that it was. True, yeah, it

16:12

was also literally. absolutely. And the you

16:14

know Rd in in crashing was sort

16:17

of like the O B one and

16:19

they're different. Yeah, not the only one.

16:21

I'm so he's on Zola Spray way. When.

16:24

You found Joey! Cams, Where were you

16:26

and your life and what did he do

16:28

for you? So I mean I was

16:30

always when I was younger. I

16:32

was always. You.

16:36

Know. Enamored with and

16:38

kind of just. I

16:41

know I don't get like I gave

16:43

enough attention now. Great that treadmill story

16:45

was so you have. He gives you

16:47

this but oh yeah. life changing back

16:49

everything that any gene suit every running

16:51

for for like a gazelle f. Everything

16:53

that this dude does is like a

16:55

comment like that is. Is

16:58

just a you know we'll get to it at

17:00

some point is. But I remember I'm a skydiver.

17:02

Been skydiver for twenty five years away and I'm

17:05

I've been at and last a weird stuff. Of

17:07

his skiver for a long time. I'm A.

17:09

I'm a positive reinforcement Dog trainers I know,

17:11

who do we need? Yoga instructor owns from

17:13

how no way by that is like what

17:16

I remember when I I is A. I

17:18

was going skydiving and he was just going

17:20

for his first time and he was going

17:22

on. In

17:24

tandem with some these structures Back and am I

17:26

speaking on I get there and Ira have my

17:29

license in the housing. I open up the side

17:31

of the plane and I'm all like, you know,

17:33

jazzed up on my. Hands

17:36

and is like. Swear.

17:39

We're going right. Is

17:42

com as evade just as well?

17:44

Done. It just sounds like. As

17:47

well understood as status is is such

17:49

a beautiful cities ib decider to give

17:51

up my my best friends and love

17:53

your it's is is not an actor

17:55

anymore he discounted does his own thing

17:57

but he tried acting for a long

17:59

time. He is one of the

18:01

funniest people his the Bill Murray. time

18:03

is the guy? Dry? well just is.

18:06

Bill Can. Build decides it's funny

18:08

and then it's funny. Yes you know a

18:10

great as is and he says one of

18:13

those ah that's a great compressions how many

18:15

alchemists as is just like oh this is

18:17

this is one of rights okay a that

18:19

so for I just was shooting something and

18:22

I was looking at lines and I was

18:24

like. He. I don't always is

18:26

as far as I held Robin Williams say this

18:28

if and I was like I would be really

18:30

funny. Yeah. And I wouldn't do

18:32

it that way. but I was like what

18:34

is my way of making that funny? Can

18:36

you make like shareholders The second funding gap

18:38

gasser thrive and Robin could be and American

18:41

bar or a means. To.

18:43

Said. The. Represent right Sir

18:45

Robin was growing up. Robin

18:47

was my hero. Yes is

18:49

you know when I was.

18:53

I remember back when Vhs tapes were

18:55

like two hundred fifty dollars to buy.

18:57

You know is yeah. Oh yeah, I

18:59

couldn't ride them. So is when I

19:01

was eight years old. my years out,

19:03

saved up all my money and bought.

19:06

Robin. Williams at the Metropolitan Opera Houses. I

19:08

was I doing well I've at the met him

19:10

I said let's much of the be confusing disease

19:12

as young cocaine Yes yes because I was watching

19:15

I never I had no frame of reference. I

19:17

can like what am I looking at the I

19:19

guess lyrics. I keep using this analogy but you

19:21

know any buy a new Tv and can see

19:23

the frames yeah yes to and resolutions deny yes

19:26

and I getting after turn the tv than the

19:28

next day. Watch it and you can. Your brain

19:30

has caught up. County can do it. Guess that's

19:32

how I thought about live at the Mets. Are

19:35

semi autos like and are San Remo. Richard

19:37

Pryor just I'm like why are they laughing

19:39

Then the sounds like a sad story

19:41

about a half hours ago. Yeah, you have

19:43

to be you have to be older to

19:45

get some of that yes including Robin which

19:48

was confusing as he was the genie from

19:50

a latin yeah in aside and know is

19:52

gonna yeah I just adored the spectacle when

19:55

I was younger is is that the specs

19:57

as well but I was just like. Here's

20:00

somebody you know the weather with. My mother's

20:02

an acting teacher, my father's an actor and

20:04

like sort of the way that I the

20:06

The sort of ethos that I was always

20:09

raised with was. In

20:11

life rent parts or whatever is play

20:13

is and play with all of your

20:15

strengths is that space is a is

20:17

a sacred space play and I'll years

20:19

to hear a lot. it is not

20:21

played A When it's not just play

20:23

it's play with everything the that's and

20:25

so I saw. that is that when

20:27

I was in a man is a

20:29

guy so you know going from route.

20:31

Guess I like that about Farley to

20:33

we're when I read the book on

20:35

I think it's interesting comedy. They talked

20:37

about how far they would attack the

20:39

stay on. I. Was like I just hadn't. I

20:42

never thought of that. Yeah that's what I like

20:45

about how do we talk about killing. The answer

20:47

to the improv world. I think they use killing.

20:49

they do What am I? yeah I know the

20:51

Improv or but it's yeah it's not the same

20:53

know we killed yeah different from I killed yeah

20:55

I don't know why but I have yet as

20:57

an ego trip. Maybe I don't else but that

20:59

was far the is why I'm going to go.

21:02

Yeah and the I do a big via guerilla

21:04

yeah and fuck it up and Robin was doing

21:06

it. it's or something or so. Respectful.

21:09

About. When. You

21:11

see someone is disinterested and like

21:13

I was ahead and take it

21:15

a duet dit dit. When

21:20

you see him I have notes are you

21:22

do my some time remove you can do

21:24

for him to I love It isn't boonies

21:26

he's him and his disinterest in disengaged. In.

21:28

Their life. Think of somebody.

21:32

In a movie, not even the Dmv but at

21:34

the Dmv in a movie. Whereas the only place

21:36

worse than the Dmv as a how they make

21:38

us or Dmv look in a movie and it

21:40

is Telling Moon and they hate it's there's something

21:43

like disrespectful to life about it. I think it

21:45

happened to that person. You know they were beaten

21:47

down by the bureaucracy museum be so. I have

21:49

compassion for that. But you know any me when

21:52

you see someone like Robin. Doing

21:54

it like they might explode after the show us

21:56

something that I've always wanted you on the spot.

21:58

Guess I know you are. Enjoy your places I

22:00

go. let's talk like we're gonna die someday. Yeah you

22:02

know the me as and when he watched Farley and

22:05

I know both of these people are dead eyed. I'm

22:07

trying to be cured. But when you watch Farley new

22:09

like Robbins you saw people that were like. I

22:12

don't know what's gonna happen. Yeah, we're

22:14

here in a weird dream right now

22:16

and I'm not going to save it's

22:18

yeah. Like. That's what

22:20

I don't like about. Valentine's and said

22:22

i wanna. Sound. I always

22:24

try to say what if this was the first day

22:26

to some guy from Emily in Tamil Justice was a

22:28

first? They would we go on a second guess that's

22:30

not to be sweaty and panic. The political like. Nathans.

22:34

Promise is just so there's something.

22:36

Divine. Sir about going for

22:39

broke as to lose. there's something. Deeply.

22:43

Important about being energized and skyn like

22:45

will Bambee That's very old to been

22:47

saying right which is like meditate what

22:49

users on fire is is ah an

22:51

observer that others like what the fuck

22:53

are you doing is as looks you

22:55

came here to do it. Yeah, do

22:57

it via his. Everything's happening all at

22:59

once So. We waiting

23:01

for there's no to go Sense has do

23:03

and that's right you know I was is

23:06

reading that this morning they were self realization

23:08

isn't even in it isn't even. I.

23:11

Think he said activity it's not even

23:13

at it's not even something that happens.

23:15

Yeah, it is something you recognize. very

23:17

different from something happening. Gets throwaway, resembling

23:19

a happy i'm. Young. And

23:21

while we're going to do were waiting to and

23:23

know that we've done it and is like will

23:25

the new just come stepped out of it again

23:27

but we're again. That's another way to. Whatever.

23:30

Going with no return, rather talking

23:32

about of Ramos references have to

23:35

sit up was. Loves

23:37

him. Loved his Muslim. And.

23:40

Then. If. It's still one of those

23:42

for like crown jewels us of my. Personal

23:45

improve profession like whenever career but

23:48

was on ah the second movie

23:50

that I ever did. I got

23:52

a tiny little role in I'm.

23:55

In. Patch Adams know shit?

23:57

Yeah, And and or. When.

24:01

They cut ninety percent of the

24:04

stuff, but I'm. It

24:06

was me, an actor named Ellen

24:08

to Texas phenomenally Summit so of

24:10

as an alien museums doesn't have

24:12

you to really really really varies

24:14

in a beautiful far sewer, sing

24:16

and dance and up. And.

24:19

I'm I'm out. Why am I

24:21

forgetting his name? He played the

24:23

he played the am that that

24:25

I'm. The

24:27

little guy I read had guy in

24:29

I'm I'm and Fisher think to. Pad

24:33

Derek I'm forgetting his classmates, but

24:35

it was. A Three

24:37

and Robin for three weeks

24:39

now in a room. Just

24:42

like in referring now and it was

24:44

a dream come true and on the

24:47

first a walk up to my said

24:49

i target civilians a on him or

24:51

my employees character doesn't and and us

24:53

and I told him story about how

24:55

when I was younger now as a

24:57

I was not plants with with my

25:00

friends and his son their memorizing you

25:02

know we're at the Metropolitan Opera house

25:04

and that and he seeks apps my

25:06

hand and posit to his chest he

25:08

leads into his disgust Peters. Out

25:11

of me through to us my can. I was

25:13

like. Me

25:15

and I am dead can I tell ya?

25:18

I've been really up in my gratitude practice

25:20

lately which is a huge game changer. Neil

25:22

Brand told me like you know I'm muslims

25:24

pray five times a day is like I'm

25:27

going into Gratitude veterans and had in my

25:29

practice him his act as you like that's

25:31

the right number of times the price the

25:33

my prayer will be graduates as I thought

25:36

that was beautiful and one of the as

25:38

the happening. Is. When a fan approaches

25:40

me and tells me something like even right now

25:42

I know you're in here, Not just as and

25:44

we and not just a fan but I mean

25:46

like a someone on the street dems up to

25:48

me and says anything and. I'm

25:52

now not as an ego trip

25:54

as a beautiful wet heart guess

25:56

spacious all of us together with

25:59

saying i'm. Getting save on it so

26:01

hard and and connecting with them so hard and

26:03

I'm trying to be a little bit and I

26:05

am. Being. More thoughtful the say like

26:07

and what I say. it's similar to what Robinson's

26:10

ago that is made my damn weeks ago

26:12

ever brightening my dagger like really guy and it's

26:14

kinda weird to think. I.

26:16

Was saying stuff like that but I'm really

26:18

trying to mean it and embody at and

26:21

have a moment and then when I'm doing

26:23

my grads you later I think about them

26:25

and know that sounds maybe like I'm thinking

26:27

about my precious possessions as much as not.

26:29

I'm thing about these. Some. One.

26:32

I just saw this woman at the Improv and

26:35

she was like your why I'm here tonight Thank

26:37

you for ah the joy Simple. To.

26:40

Understand a plus one kind of coming back

26:42

to myself and I hadn't lost my seven.

26:44

A big way to a lot of enough

26:46

that those things were kind of like thanks

26:48

so much for A and it only what

26:50

happened was that mods I'm not, I like

26:52

and whatever. But it was happening enough that

26:54

I would just kind of normalizing it. and

26:56

we're doing that with everything. Yeah, normalizing that

26:58

we get the current it starts. were normalizing

27:00

that there's food in the pantry. Eyes were

27:02

normalizing that's I have a pack as A

27:04

you wanted to do you can nuts and

27:06

of. and the key is to take nothing

27:08

for granted. And like I said, Hit

27:10

save on everything the the visual for

27:12

me as like like beautiful angelic dust

27:15

falls on everything like were capturing it

27:17

like era mocap. you know the mean

27:19

saw him have it in in my

27:21

heart. Yeah instead of just like. And

27:23

is never rude or the idea what

27:25

like I'm relieved. So I love that

27:27

stories out as long as I love

27:30

that story but as what's what's fun

27:32

about I mean what what I hear

27:34

you saying is for. The.

27:36

The the personality structure is

27:39

not meant to. continually.

27:42

Appreciate that Outside of your thank you

27:44

thank you some Oh I'm really happy.

27:47

But. On. An

27:50

interpersonal energetic level. What's happening? Your

27:52

As is a member here, you

27:54

Carrey.rent This one is ah how

27:56

he would talk about. Regardless,

28:00

I'm. Whether. Somebody was a

28:02

Sam Is. When somebody was walking

28:04

up to him they were presenting

28:06

him with the best version of

28:08

themselves. Rains so is like if

28:10

if this whole thing is just

28:12

some weird project, you know it's

28:14

It's like. You

28:16

know, Is were not able to

28:19

actually perceive reality right where it

28:21

just it's just the sort of

28:23

subjective idealism that where the you're

28:25

projecting onto something get it But

28:27

they're projecting a very site and

28:30

yes happy perfect part of themselves

28:32

on to you. Yeah and that

28:34

exchange can be press is precious.

28:36

Yeah to be able to recognize

28:38

that as not p but as

28:40

whatever it is in them that

28:43

is that is that's highlighting glowing

28:45

entered to recognize that part's is

28:47

that's. The that's that deep satin. I completely

28:49

agree on two things, one when people you know

28:51

if far as one of my day teachers and

28:54

and when people compliment him some as you will

28:56

get emotional in the queue and as and they

28:58

to say you're so and any does. I'm

29:01

just a part of you telling you

29:03

what you get already know that and

29:05

seems sort of like I guess somebody's

29:07

watching could be sort of like as

29:09

is being Modest Mouse and I'm like

29:12

no, I've been in that place, I

29:14

know what he's talking about. And

29:16

he means it very literally. Yes! and

29:18

when you can merge with a fans

29:20

and I'm not everybody safe to merge

29:22

where I'm not out here connecting my

29:24

energy to everybody I guess I'm people

29:26

are little vampiric shirt in their nature

29:28

maybe wanna protect yourself for the up

29:30

Usually very drunk people but. You.

29:33

Know you can have that. The other thing that that brought

29:35

up for me was energy. So.

29:37

Again, not to toot my own, but I

29:39

did a show. There. Was a different

29:41

show the Improv Been going to the Improv lots

29:43

and on the way out I met a young

29:46

comic may Matty and and we have this nice

29:48

chat and he was telling me that crashing mental

29:50

odds him which was so important made for comics

29:52

to see themselves in that shown feel supported and

29:54

you know I was trying to get home. I'm

29:57

driving on know high now and sustains us so

29:59

the difference between me chatting too long as whether

30:01

or not maybe I'll see that have nothing else.

30:03

there is emergency. But. When. You.

30:06

Have the energy and energy on Saturday

30:08

with energy given? Yeah, Because

30:10

what he was can have yeah I know

30:12

is a neutral. I haven't said he some

30:14

plus. I. Was able to have the

30:16

energy. I just been energized by doing a said

30:18

to that I had a lotta energy but also

30:20

I've just been doing a lot of energy work.

30:22

Gratitude His energy were gratitude as like. Increasing.

30:26

A positive vibration in yourself and you have

30:28

more energy is a type of. Coffee.

30:31

Is the purpose. So I had

30:33

that pratt. And

30:35

because I have the energy I was able to say. Like.

30:39

While I'm talking to him, I'm remembering when I

30:41

was at the Boston Common Common. talk to Dmitri

30:43

Martin guess at how we talk to me for

30:45

five minutes and as as my Life or Chappelle.

30:48

How Chappelle so I said this about I moved to

30:50

New York because of you That I sat down and

30:52

he said he did the right thing Man who's always

30:54

had done. I was like. Literally.

30:56

God bless you is what am I saying?

30:58

I moved to New York because of you.

31:00

who whose what the subjects do I do.

31:02

The right thing is he did the right

31:04

thing. He burnt out right? Serious change my

31:06

life now. I'm. Not saying this was that

31:08

for that guy. don't know what it was for that

31:10

guys but it put me in my seat and you're

31:12

standing where my yeah and I was having the same

31:15

dream is this guy? Instead. Of I'm having

31:17

a dream of wanting to yeah I'm having his

31:19

dream that he'd like to have. This comes a

31:21

yeah and then I was the character in his

31:23

drink beer as I wouldn't it be nice if

31:25

I was this yeah he was. I gonna have

31:27

to go knows like yeah. So we're doing them

31:29

via our the got a job where one can

31:32

I go or sound of Argus Friday's our doing

31:34

a hijab the same dress yeah the sad to

31:36

say their spats. fear of not too different Gbr

31:38

I've been a lot of dinners, family dinners. everyone's

31:40

her murdering her, surged are There is a line

31:42

in my book where I go. Five people are

31:44

for people at a table. nobody. Getting what they

31:47

want, Her just. Because

31:51

we're all having different dream. but as

31:53

a different a difference. Want different goals?

31:55

different? Whatever. Was mom one that wanted

31:57

to do the random like. The

32:00

another one of my closest friends

32:02

who actually reminds me very much

32:05

Jackson an actor. Mark

32:07

Boon Jr has one my favorite human

32:09

beings on the planet Xinjian. Ah yes

32:11

a bone June ah why am I

32:13

never thought of that? Oh my god

32:15

and I run a nickname so as

32:17

on a sad eyes as guys gave

32:19

me the name somewhere that I pulled

32:21

out. There

32:24

name spot he is the easiest

32:26

I remember why he played are

32:28

Bobby on sons. Of anarchy that are.

32:31

With that we were on to get us.

32:33

mm like the second days I showed up

32:35

at to set and he was wearing a

32:37

sarong. I was like what is this Iran?

32:39

It's like that. It's like a floral. Of

32:42

yeah robust dress as as and you

32:45

know and he's you know, five foot

32:47

four and you know as wanting hundred

32:49

pounds and I was like. I

32:52

love this guy at the out and at

32:54

the first thing that he ever said Ms

32:56

walks have to movies like. His.

32:58

Ego of around his nipples lawyers. And

33:02

as walked away and was like oh I'm in

33:04

love this cat he I pay for their galvanizing

33:06

S O l Yeah totally We were at some

33:08

dinner we're and door everybody was talking and you

33:10

know it's one of those things where you know

33:13

as you talk with somebody in this conversation ends

33:15

and then. With. Hundred you know

33:17

there's five conversations and I just kind of

33:19

like look across it emitted looks at me.

33:22

I can stare at him. Staring

33:24

at me. And

33:26

then he Cisco's. I

33:29

saw the human skull and

33:31

Central Park at Nineteen Seventy

33:33

Six. Ah, A

33:37

lot easier way or v at all. Just get

33:39

to at As and he just wants to tickle

33:41

you. Validate my friend Rob Bell as a stray

33:44

of Desmond Tutu and the Dalai Lama. Death is

33:46

on a panel. And then there's

33:48

has been to to and there's a dialogue and they

33:50

walked towards each other and he's in between them is

33:52

like what are they gonna do if he's to holy

33:54

man when a great what everyone is it and he

33:56

does a to certainly each other. And

33:59

I'm like. Yeah,

34:01

very much as to snuff it's to watch

34:03

and that's a little psycho. The as so

34:05

they are you here to sonar paying? Yeah,

34:08

I'm here years year. What's going on out There

34:10

is a lot going on in that nipple comment.

34:13

Of yeah so in the room with Robin

34:16

in the rooms robin that those that it

34:18

was beautiful vanities I settle get me to

34:20

the week and and and I to that

34:22

end and then when he a well the

34:24

I believe he said the day. actually I

34:26

have a of you know that that get

34:29

me through today's me through to the how

34:31

did to his heart real hard real hard

34:33

and I'm just snows nineteen probably the time

34:35

and a member school mice yeah. Yeah

34:38

is I was supremely lucky with

34:41

meeting is you know they set

34:43

up say never you heroes. Get

34:46

an idea I was is it's been

34:48

a I have I been beautifully lucky

34:50

with that whisks with him and you

34:52

know I'm and a lot of you

34:55

know and when I was glad when

34:57

I bet that the it's i will

34:59

be some and lame drop but was

35:01

ah of is when i i met

35:03

Spielberg was one of those let something

35:05

needed saving forever house face redo their

35:07

own that's one of that big Spielberg

35:09

me I put it was at the

35:12

it was ridiculous for me it was

35:14

you know I went In addition. Of

35:16

leave it you know it's like one of

35:18

those dreams scenarios yeah you're leaving and they

35:20

go scare you got it knows like hockey

35:22

great in there like can you going on

35:24

plane tomorrow to go to England I was

35:26

I guess her side go and and ah

35:28

amped up get off the plane I'm like

35:30

totally jetlag the take me straight to the

35:32

said they put me in wardrobe and they

35:34

take me to the cel mai mai sus

35:37

you know I'm half awake and I get

35:39

to this field. missed twelve hundred of them

35:41

back from plays an actress and I see

35:43

this guy running towards mean it Spielberg running

35:45

towards mates. And I was like. What's

35:47

happening right now now? Does your your my

35:49

guy and I go? I'm I'm your guy

35:51

and he goes up woodwork were bring for

35:54

once you want to go have lunch and

35:56

I was like yeah. So's

35:58

me. as we sat down most were

36:00

soon. they're talk and just like a

36:02

bunch of xenophiles is, total movie nerds

36:04

is getting out the entire time now

36:06

and ah, I. Entered this is

36:09

like you know this is like to a

36:11

make a hole in one. the having nobody

36:13

around of nobody's gonna fuckin' believe that somewhere.

36:15

If we're sitting there and and we're talking

36:17

the ghosts you know you. You really remind

36:19

me of Orson Welles. I was like dude

36:21

thought I out. Of

36:24

so eyes so I went I

36:26

did my seen that day that

36:28

afternoon and then afterwards he goes

36:30

he goes oh so you're done

36:32

because I just had one seen

36:34

the ghost how long the happy

36:36

here and I said i'm supposed.

36:38

To be here for another ten

36:40

days and the as well come

36:42

hang out. So like ten days

36:44

of Spielberg script supervisor me just

36:46

sitting there was this absorbing watching

36:48

this guy who are you master

36:51

and directing of To Hanks We

36:53

have no doubt that allows as

36:55

it was fantastic as beautiful skill

36:57

enough it was. You know,

36:59

to. Just like

37:01

anything else. Just like you know he

37:03

is. Ah, You. Know had

37:06

his. Homework

37:08

done to the t you know is everything

37:10

was sorry what did everything but it was

37:12

just. Is. If the

37:14

dance was two different tunes that's

37:16

where we were against it is

37:18

apt. His ability is adaptability was

37:20

it to watch this to watch

37:22

somebody make it look so easy

37:24

and to make it so argument

37:27

was was really really really fun

37:29

to watch and pattern recognize like

37:31

he's i guess is nord it

37:33

is isn't and wow this is

37:35

if I to let's change yes

37:37

but also. For. Have to spend

37:39

on a tear about the site, structuring and

37:41

planning. I just haven't done much of a

37:43

structure or a planner. And forty four

37:45

now and I'm like. I. Just sorry Canada

37:48

and at be like I just had a chaotic

37:50

our core the interest on Sunday and again guys

37:52

more know that was air suggestion mesic that's great

37:54

that got a day of the interests wire and

37:57

I doing that and get so stress and Tuesday

37:59

Sept five the clock I just fucking the only

38:01

over Akkadian job young and I got like was

38:03

just make a day where that and as much

38:06

as we can we do the Pagans. Am I

38:08

say well we're How does this relate to what

38:10

you just told me Spielberg Good knowing what he's

38:12

doing gives you the com to be able to

38:15

adapt gift instead of being overwhelmed and then you're.

38:17

A. Hearing to something rigidly and poorly

38:19

that rigidly morley never never works. but

38:22

is it is in. it's a double

38:24

edged sword, right? because. But it's also

38:26

it's like. Behavior. It's

38:28

it's yogic science or you know and

38:30

it's also behavioral science which is like

38:32

is down why the things we do

38:35

dog training but the same thing with

38:37

with yoga in yoga would have a

38:39

they say. They

38:42

say that. Promo.

38:44

Or energy is king of

38:46

mind and they say that

38:48

the king of primer his

38:50

rhythm. So so what what

38:52

his rhythm is His rhythm

38:54

is that you can predict.

38:57

This. Is going to happen is it's the

38:59

same thing with Behavioral how shut does not

39:01

as severe as he just said exactly what

39:03

I said but eloquently and with wisdom. and

39:05

when I love that can, that's it. Yeah,

39:07

that's all that it is. I'm going after

39:09

life energy and then if I can make

39:12

my day as much like this, yeah, I

39:14

haven't produce more that. That. And I'm

39:16

sleeping last. And. Having more energy

39:18

if is make any sense. A bright is

39:20

when you know what's for it's it's one

39:23

of the things we do. Dog training is

39:25

when the dog knows that something positive is

39:27

going to happen. It's the same thing with

39:29

people is when you know that a positive

39:32

thing is is coming and it's coming at

39:34

a steady pace. All the stress hormones go

39:36

and of cortisol jobs is dopamine and and

39:38

and oxytocin go up. All this comes study

39:40

as happens is and more know if is

39:43

what is this. This is just as a

39:45

rhythm rhythm is and and when it's you.

39:47

Know when works I did. it goes

39:49

like this but it's you know is

39:51

when we're com is we see have

39:53

enough to massive accounting business and yeah

39:55

it's is way is it's this. I

39:57

was actually thinking about that because I.

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40:02

I knew it was one of those like they're going

40:04

to tell us to get on a plane yeah and

40:06

I couldn't I forget what I had resident book and

40:08

they were like are you available in Santa? like I'm

40:11

not and I was like i think I just. Walked.

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or right? everybody? Back to Ryan.

45:17

But so talking about that stress

45:19

hormone you. When. You know

45:21

a good thing is happening euro.

45:24

You're. One of these of as

45:27

was disrespectful your saying I

45:29

I i make her I'm

45:31

professionals to millions I is

45:33

is tell me what I

45:35

love do these meet suits

45:37

are fucking rentals and I

45:39

you know is I I've

45:41

done. Anything. And everything

45:43

into between his hearing your stories

45:45

by you and your his room

45:48

high school is that is I

45:50

was three hundred and forty pounds

45:53

him in high school hours and

45:55

have at this heights been that

45:57

heavy and then bring down. You

46:00

are in my twenties and early

46:02

thirties and like one seventy five.

46:04

Wow So and everything between for

46:07

is is whether it was. Starving.

46:09

Myself and being on a bike or or

46:12

bodybuilding or that the whole the whole business

46:14

and such have done I go all over

46:16

the yeah yeah yeah but when I searched

46:18

your name to do some research at it

46:20

like a lot of fitness things came up

46:22

people have gone to you to be like

46:25

a will you tell us how to do

46:27

that and mindfully are winners. or maybe but

46:29

what? Struck. Me about this and as

46:31

sorry everybody knows I'm going to the sphere period.

46:34

Where. When I got really clear about why

46:36

I want to work out and what I'm

46:38

after and. Suddenly. A more hill

46:40

new as opposed to I should work out

46:42

which is like the lease. Compelling story in

46:45

the world that dinner that works nice to

46:47

dog training doesn't If you're right on right

46:49

on it it's like tell me like is

46:51

what is just like you know is one

46:53

of things are they you know the old

46:55

school is is this averse? Avoid that you

46:57

have to tease her dog through averse of

46:59

meats which is like in a teaching your

47:01

kid is like holding a gun to your

47:04

kids and make your bed. Nets are not

47:06

teaching them to to make their bed, you're

47:08

teaching them to be afraid. Of you

47:10

say and into personally we do

47:12

the same. The same thing here

47:14

is one is an Asa it

47:17

but what's been interesting to me

47:19

is is it's such an easy

47:21

hell when you relate to when

47:24

there's that should. Is

47:26

that's not anything higher Speaking Three,

47:28

you just go of. let's Equinox.

47:30

That's this Identification process is whenever

47:32

there's fear involve. He didn't know,

47:34

said it's not coming from some

47:36

source. Yeah, source never put anything

47:38

in with his. the expansive ceiling

47:41

that you feel in meditation or

47:43

when. Yeah, it was only when

47:45

you're with your good with a

47:47

is you know what you what

47:49

You call it a honey avalanche.

47:52

Is theirs is when you say

47:54

seer to that. It's like it's

47:57

systems such as lowered dement. It's

47:59

yeah. The different quality is doesn't make any

48:01

sense it it makes. No it makes no sense.

48:03

That reminds a A was Academy an experienced by

48:05

Do think it was divine. I know I don't

48:08

know how people feel I feel that strongly about

48:10

that us but I was asking it if it

48:12

loved me. And. I

48:14

was really tiny myself. yeah, but I

48:16

was like does that does, Does awareness

48:18

love me and it was the silliest.

48:20

Question is usually sits and I target

48:22

my friend Michael Ganger about it. And.

48:25

This is gonna high level mean it.

48:27

Meaning it's It's a long walk up

48:29

the mountain to get to this conclusion

48:31

comfortably, but let's just get to it.

48:33

I'm doubly we were like asking God

48:35

or source if it loves you is

48:38

a little bit like my daughter asking

48:40

me if I love her imaginary friend

48:42

whose name is Pokey shallow how a

48:44

person or if she said you loved

48:46

Pokey I would say of courses. And.

48:49

I I do in a sense because

48:51

I I just love everything about you

48:53

have like I have been like. The.

48:57

Way I put his is like water

48:59

gets things wet. members being is right

49:01

of is wrong but this this. I

49:04

gotta I am on with your awareness

49:06

is yes they is expands out of

49:08

it is lights and we introduced through

49:11

the survival mine. And

49:13

through the superego, yes and condition

49:15

m. C. Or so when

49:17

you're saying lower frequency. You're.

49:20

Putting something in the field of expansive

49:22

young man of and then in that

49:24

field is this, I should. Armor pieces

49:26

said around on were the Or or

49:29

my I have limiting beliefs that I'm

49:31

too much your legs. I'm not a

49:33

fit person, I'm just not that kind

49:35

of guy like him. And and legs

49:37

but that's being added. Over.

49:40

The backdrop of expansive incentives rec love.

49:42

You know I mean absolute. So it's

49:44

not like as a conflicting vibration the

49:46

other one is is a vibration that's

49:48

right, doesn't want has been around the

49:50

as red as you're having that vibration.

49:52

That's right, that's what's being at. Yeah,

49:55

Yeah, that was beautiful. So. I.

49:57

Was just a little curious. And. Self.

50:00

We looking for even more motivation that I'm like. Again,

50:02

as it's it's a Tony Robbins

50:05

thing is a push his i

50:07

should work out a poll is

50:09

if I exercises. I will.

50:11

Be an inspiration to my daughter Like I'll

50:14

be strong. Yeah, like it's that's just get

50:16

petites. The I wanted a thing. My.

50:18

Big Strong that yes sir I want my wife

50:21

to do is look at my second husband. yeah

50:23

I know, shallow or whatever. I just wanted to

50:25

be like. A damn it, I want to be

50:27

able to pick up. My. Baby and her

50:29

friends. Yeah I want to be that guy.

50:31

the playground skin and I know that's my

50:34

happiest place Be As when I'm thinking about

50:36

what I'm grateful for, I'm thinking about the

50:38

times that I got a kid. Andrea Charman

50:40

I'm running them to the slide. Yeah, that's

50:42

joy for me to them. So what does

50:45

that take? I'm getting older working out all

50:47

of these things. as an actor one opens

50:49

up If I Chris Pratt myself what opens

50:51

up So now I'm being pulled do as

50:54

well as the difference Pushes I showed my

50:56

fuck and doctor said I says good for

50:58

my collapse. Or whatever. Just as

51:00

push the poll is. And.

51:02

He goes label it. As

51:04

title, make it your identity and I called

51:06

a leading man on not just not as

51:08

an actor, leading member, like a leader of

51:10

my family, as a leader of my own

51:13

bodies. As and and then you do. This

51:15

is very joe to spend the lights every

51:17

morning I'm I'm fixing three goals and I'm

51:19

imagining that they've already happened and one of

51:21

them is as does body that I'd like

51:23

to create for myself. Feel for you. Imagine

51:25

that it's already happened. Yes and then when

51:28

the the free. I. Only work out

51:30

for like twenty minutes. So it's like the

51:32

free twenty thirty minutes shows up. I.

51:34

Know you meet with we we crime

51:36

the powered on a Monday and mirza

51:38

ah my terrorism then the choices last

51:40

is less of a choice. I just

51:42

have this. I'm. Like a

51:44

dog's eyes and I trained myself to

51:46

go. You. Like running with kids

51:48

and your arms at the playground? Yeah, well, that's

51:51

what you get for doing this. Yes, and

51:53

when I'm in that place after work out. Where

51:56

it's a little mushroom me, it's like everything

51:58

feels expanded and clear. That's probably

52:00

hormonal zip testosterone. My eyes are wide

52:02

and the I'm in the site amezaga.

52:05

Peaks. Day When I'm in that state I

52:07

go. This is working out I tell the

52:09

dog my god, this is what I was

52:11

trying to get. You didn't you know? Is

52:13

that fine. As great as wonderful as what

52:16

I mean, That's a it's a it's said.

52:19

Putting. Putting yourself in the position of.

52:22

Suit. Is always gonna do is see

52:24

or right is always going to come from

52:26

an outdoorsy point of view. Ryan is. The

52:30

the antithesis of that do was

52:32

picked point of view is serious

52:34

is to be curious as to

52:37

be pulled his in an ambulance.

52:39

The same with dog training to

52:41

people training person training and and

52:44

is it is. When.

52:46

You're curious whether to and you can use

52:48

that when you're playing. a seems to go

52:50

to seem to go like i gotta do

52:52

it like those are gonna cry your gotta

52:54

do this or I had this pretty of

52:57

this preconceived idea of what how I'm supposed

52:59

to react in this. but as you go

53:01

into it. Continually curious

53:03

of. Is

53:06

curious has contemplative set of

53:08

running all your old patterns.

53:10

Yes, you're actually being vulnerable

53:12

enough to letting the present

53:14

moment. Actually impact you. Changes

53:17

in my is vulnerable attract me

53:19

if they hate vulnerability of but

53:21

everything good comes from vulnerability It

53:23

it's a it's a wonderfully Zambian

53:26

yang kind of his you have

53:28

to use the duel to read

53:30

spend on to rice is like.

53:33

His eyes what what they

53:36

always say which is whether

53:38

you know whether it's out

53:40

be me in Monterey Boudreau

53:42

you know a prayer beads

53:44

you know whatever is is.

53:46

The practice isn't the

53:48

prayer is. The. Experience

53:50

and the ceiling. Yes, That

53:53

whatever it is that gets you.

53:55

Yeah, that's for prayer. Yes. So

53:57

and and and I always try

53:59

it. Right like when I met

54:01

is to really I mean has is

54:03

in Indiana into Tibet and traditions is

54:06

you know all of this stuff. Weather's

54:08

for college opera whether it's measures, are

54:10

in all the sort of Tibet and

54:12

symbology this is on sunsets just inside

54:15

of us. This is just as know

54:17

Gospel of Thomas stuff is is all

54:19

of this stuff is just. In

54:21

turn on architecture firm and and

54:23

so when I'm in matt space

54:26

of life right the seals expanse

54:28

of this feels see a serious

54:30

i feel creative is is to

54:32

to really kind of nail down

54:34

there that the vibration and kind

54:36

of like see it's malibu me

54:38

out says like that old manifesting

54:40

stuff is as use all of

54:42

your senses to really kind of

54:44

yes you know is is not

54:46

just breadcrumbs to it but as

54:48

liked let that be are your

54:50

as build that palace. So that you

54:52

know what a where, where it is and where

54:54

you pointing. Yeah, so I love all that that.

54:57

In fact, that's that's what. Is it

54:59

it's called Tony Robbins Priming if anyone would? Yes.

55:01

but he as you can watch on youtube it's

55:03

race. But like he says what we ceiling, what

55:05

you're saying, what we smell and and when you're

55:08

feeling like you already have their body or yard

55:10

he had that you are just how that show.

55:12

Guess I picture myself at Rap of This Thing

55:14

and we're all clapping and the crew, his car

55:16

and I'm like I'm they are Yeah and I'm

55:19

an embryo. The one I live. He has. Breathed.

55:22

The way you would breathe and her mom

55:24

as going to celebrate it down just kind

55:26

of like it'll have like like the up

55:28

and make that energy beggar. it's and like

55:31

ah jesus So fucking course let me put

55:33

this year because what's been happening with me.

55:36

As A As A. You know

55:38

you want to take me all the way down

55:40

in the elevator. I'm a non duel person. Seemed.

55:44

A stupid to say I may be I

55:46

knew of person that is so stupid can

55:48

I tell you that when when the middle

55:51

and the other guess I some were talking

55:53

about vedanta and he was like the vote

55:55

of what and then goes with and then

55:57

what he says after that. Is.

56:00

The don't want yeah I guess is they'll

56:02

be of as I have always wanted him

56:04

and group inspired to tie off because I'm

56:06

just like that we're so close say either

56:09

that being brothers that if there were getting

56:11

there is all out doesn't even matter but

56:13

yes there were cause they were even close

56:15

enough right now as find the us but

56:17

what was happening and every one. That

56:20

listens to the show regularly. Is.

56:22

I was just getting very dry. I was

56:24

getting very. This. Is

56:26

God's dream and it's already over.

56:29

Everything happened at one of. My

56:32

friend David nectar in the Buddhists cause some

56:34

teachers are they to say go like this.

56:37

That's what they say. They're like what is us and ago.

56:40

And. Like so I got, I really

56:42

took that. him. And

56:45

I was like. I. Noticed that

56:47

I was just maintaining my life and

56:49

a lot of the jews had run

56:52

out for a dry. To those a

56:54

psych, it's all were in, haven't already.

56:56

We never left home, it's all done.

56:59

So I got kind of. A

57:02

little detached and then I said getting

57:04

more just about my life through similar

57:06

things, were just saying no and then

57:08

I'm. Supplementing. My Rupert

57:10

with with. Richard roar

57:12

and rigid reuters it again who I've always

57:15

loved. but I'm bringing him back in the

57:17

my daily practice and he's like you. what

57:19

you just. He goes. The the finite is

57:21

the gateway to the incentives. Like.

57:24

Meaning. As I'm telling

57:26

you about the show I want to

57:28

sell his body, I want to having

57:30

this conversation that I'm enjoying holding both

57:32

ultimate reality and relative reality Than the

57:35

big interest for me is I'm like,

57:37

does this matter. But it's

57:39

yes and no. I was in a real phase

57:41

where I was like know and that is really

57:43

dry and me up and you know what was

57:45

happening. And I'm going to put all

57:48

the you I just wasn't much use to people

57:50

as. I

57:55

just wasn't a use. Well, yes, meaning I

57:57

was having my own little trip. But that's

57:59

all. A good and was okay but

58:01

I'm coming out of that phase I have read

58:03

about five years amis I am. Rhonda sucks about

58:06

that too is you know that's is everybody goes

58:08

through at renunciate Say is another. You know when

58:10

you're not a member of this hear him talk

58:12

to me was like that that was upon when

58:14

I was in touch and money to and it's

58:16

yeah like okay literally when physically touched money I

58:18

when I was a really easy to you go

58:21

you go through that you know is that's all

58:23

but it does it funny that when it was

58:25

happening I didn't go oh I'm doing that. I

58:27

was just like this is on as an eerie

58:29

our. Anniversary self assembling

58:31

were like I was having my own

58:33

and Richard to fight. Reservoir Defines seen

58:35

as a state and one of the

58:37

ways is not a neat little not

58:39

a thing you do guess and one

58:42

of the way easy to find that

58:44

you can kind of. Disconnect,

58:46

but he has. It's some I

58:48

don't have. It has perverse or

58:51

extreme, but I'm unisex perverse autonomy.

58:53

Where you're just isn't just

58:56

view by yourself. Meanwhile, Rupert.

58:59

Is talking about. Serving.

59:01

And loving and forgiving and incorporating everyone. and of

59:03

course, miracles. A song about all these things. It

59:05

was in there, but I was a sort of

59:07

like. Know. About no bother

59:10

with a guy who shares of course and

59:12

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I go and with I don't even

1:17:11

know. But. I've learned of for

1:17:13

my life. To listen to that little

1:17:15

bit of that little voice sounds as

1:17:17

despair and not really liking it and

1:17:19

sound like sitting in the. In

1:17:22

the in the dressing room and then. I.

1:17:26

They. The com and they say you're

1:17:28

ready and I will walk out into

1:17:30

the hallway of this little tiny I

1:17:32

rumor was this little tiny hallways a

1:17:34

turn of this hallway and I'm. And

1:17:36

there's his little. Old

1:17:39

woman alderson white with

1:17:41

a white turban busiest

1:17:43

fi. says.

1:17:45

Right like this. And

1:17:47

it was. That experience

1:17:49

that you had with with round

1:17:52

us is and I'm standing there

1:17:54

and I look at this woman.

1:17:57

And. She says. What's. Your

1:17:59

name and. The goose on to

1:18:01

running all over me and I'm going

1:18:03

a mile and must be on Celsius

1:18:05

Ago. I will do you have to

1:18:08

having this and very very mundane conversation

1:18:10

and during the conversation a solid I

1:18:12

was having a conversation with this woman

1:18:15

well and I was. I

1:18:17

was just. Taken. And

1:18:19

she does okay well. Nice to meet you

1:18:21

too and less. And

1:18:24

I just remember when shaking and often than. What?

1:18:27

Just happened in of here

1:18:30

is ah. And it reminds

1:18:32

him makes me want cried his one of

1:18:34

the most sort of was closest parts of

1:18:36

me as like when you hear the story

1:18:39

and the an autobiography of yogi one commands

1:18:41

a open on that meets his teacher is

1:18:43

just walking on something says turn down the

1:18:45

sally and then he comes down there and

1:18:47

and his teacher standing i don't have been

1:18:50

waiting for you is. For.

1:18:52

Whatever reason is. That

1:18:54

the. Teachers students

1:18:57

that the the girl disciple

1:18:59

relationship I just have such.

1:19:02

Enormous and. Reverence

1:19:05

for him is whatever that

1:19:07

is in this human condition

1:19:09

is is is a beautiful

1:19:12

beautiful thing I've always. I've

1:19:14

always. Held

1:19:16

that very very very very close.

1:19:18

Yeah, I remember. Mid Sized Story

1:19:20

was one of my favorite movies.

1:19:22

Grown Up was at the last

1:19:24

Dragon am at the last Eigen

1:19:26

was kind of like at this

1:19:28

at this black guy in Harlem

1:19:30

who is that d have never

1:19:32

seen on grapes and am. And.and

1:19:36

it's kind of of. It's a

1:19:38

kung fu movie set Harlem and

1:19:40

us and our. Early.

1:19:42

And that the very beginning of a

1:19:44

movie is there's a student and he's

1:19:46

kind of priest and he said no

1:19:48

but his masters master shooting arrows and

1:19:51

of it's and and is blindfolded and

1:19:53

I and there's one arrow with or

1:19:55

without a ribbon turrets and is tapping

1:19:57

on the arrows and shopping the arrow

1:19:59

so that he catches the ones with

1:20:01

the it but the ribbon on it

1:20:03

is Nasa says with how did how

1:20:06

did you do that Reason I I

1:20:08

I just knew. And

1:20:10

then and his master kind of like

1:20:12

looks looks away and start packing of

1:20:15

his things and and then walks up

1:20:17

to him as a little like karate

1:20:19

bad and rips off him. And

1:20:22

and says that see that he's

1:20:24

leaving. And

1:20:26

that a to settle where you are you going

1:20:29

on on on on on on a mission like

1:20:31

a world. Where are you going on in which

1:20:33

are you going to study in? The money comes

1:20:35

know. I did visit my brother in law and

1:20:37

Florida. And Gods. But

1:20:40

I know. lumber yard.

1:20:45

And I remember being a little

1:20:47

kid and described because he goes,

1:20:49

there's nothing more. Than I

1:20:51

can teach you and a reminds me a

1:20:53

lot of the you know like when when

1:20:56

maharaja with young kept kicking around us out

1:20:58

of out of high speed. Come back and

1:21:00

see or any go. To university.

1:21:03

Get the fuck outta here. Yeah, I'm

1:21:05

at in any case. so I am.

1:21:07

So I go. and I do. Russell

1:21:10

shouts we have this great show at

1:21:12

the you know of For whatever reason

1:21:14

the of a shrine picked him up

1:21:17

as dramatic effect them up like a

1:21:19

baby and ass and and that and

1:21:21

then. You know it's after

1:21:23

the show and and and I'm getting

1:21:25

ready to go and there's tons of

1:21:28

people backstage and I'm literally walking out

1:21:30

the door and that and he goes

1:21:32

and he calls me for my use

1:21:34

right? right answer? The Us is what

1:21:36

are you doing tomorrow. I

1:21:38

will have nothing. And

1:21:41

he got his. You. Want to come to

1:21:43

could Illini. And it was

1:21:45

editor of Literally Room as it reminds

1:21:47

me of like member The Pardon in

1:21:50

West Side Story when like tiny sees

1:21:52

Murray Out and everything else boulerice it

1:21:54

was like. A I

1:21:56

just on this resident level dissing was

1:21:58

like doing. He.

1:22:00

Been practicing always time for this

1:22:02

As like. Years.

1:22:05

And studying it. But yeah, I'm doing.

1:22:07

And yeah, I said. Yes,

1:22:10

The idea of he goes okay a

1:22:12

taxi or tax evader. The address. Was

1:22:16

in some areas. And. I'm

1:22:18

driving their. As

1:22:20

the next morning. And

1:22:23

I know. That. Woman

1:22:25

ways to teacher. And

1:22:27

sees my teacher. And.

1:22:30

Out and I'm walking into the to

1:22:32

the place and and she comes walking

1:22:34

and representing those It was one hundred

1:22:36

fifty people in the class and she's

1:22:39

walking for some since I'm Maria she

1:22:41

goes she knows yeah your friend could

1:22:43

have from we got your first class

1:22:46

is not know it's yeah since last

1:22:48

time it was go and women there

1:22:50

and the first kinda levy experienced as.

1:22:54

And. Yeah, it was just

1:22:56

a. You know

1:22:58

and explosion net Tell people who have

1:23:00

been added a loop can lean, he

1:23:03

is hour energy or I know what

1:23:05

fertility is known as the Mother Yoga.

1:23:07

It's the sort of oldest form of

1:23:09

of yoga. Is it gave birth they

1:23:12

called mother Yellow because it gave birth

1:23:14

to every other form yes is through

1:23:16

a lot of the other forms of

1:23:19

quote unquote yolo Only consider yoga is

1:23:21

the sort of stretching since parsers which

1:23:23

is and how much can get you

1:23:25

to a certain level of of serenity.

1:23:28

Peace of mind, that or whatever, but it's

1:23:30

his. Vienna. Just

1:23:32

everybody thinks of baird modalities the

1:23:34

best but they say that could

1:23:36

Illini is is really the fastest

1:23:38

and because it's it uses Korea's

1:23:40

which is an or you're awesome

1:23:43

as much as. I'm

1:23:45

I'm cynical things. eve of the

1:23:47

body and then meditations, moochers and

1:23:49

mantra is used. All of that

1:23:51

use all of these things to

1:23:53

reach this. I'm not dualistic heightened

1:23:56

state says and that the basic

1:23:58

the idea in in the on

1:24:00

and a pure sort of credibly

1:24:02

me form and also prophecy back

1:24:04

to because I just so fun

1:24:06

to be able to say this

1:24:08

you know to to you and

1:24:10

and over harken back to listen

1:24:13

He said Joseph Campbell twenty five

1:24:15

years ago was ah You know

1:24:17

that we have these energy centers

1:24:19

with our body and coon deline.

1:24:21

You know that there's less a

1:24:23

different interpretations of what the actual

1:24:25

words mean. I've whether it's and

1:24:27

coiled snake or whatever is is.

1:24:30

Symbolically that there's a snake

1:24:32

at the bottom of your

1:24:35

spine which represents and this

1:24:37

primordial energy. this primordial force

1:24:39

of fun. Of creation

1:24:42

and you can get it. kind

1:24:44

of like go up your spine,

1:24:46

do your crown out your head

1:24:48

kind of thing. Yeah, and as

1:24:50

it goes through these energy centers

1:24:52

in the body, the energy. That

1:24:54

primordial. That primordial energy. and. Gets

1:24:57

refined and heightened sense of. It's

1:24:59

like a distillery process of by

1:25:01

the time it comes out some

1:25:03

of your head it's it's It's

1:25:06

a pure form of of that

1:25:08

energy and the out and that

1:25:10

energy is is one of the

1:25:12

forms of you know, just like

1:25:14

whether it's out. You

1:25:16

know Vishnu prisoner and and see

1:25:19

birth or you know does that

1:25:21

that the some father normally goes

1:25:23

or one of the pigs at

1:25:25

the alley to bask as it's

1:25:27

more of a prank the pragmatic

1:25:29

sort of way of describing it

1:25:32

as his Gf day which is

1:25:34

like generating, organizing and destroying that

1:25:36

they're just sort of like these

1:25:38

these these three tools and and

1:25:40

by the time it leaves here

1:25:42

is is that it's a refined

1:25:45

form of of of. Energy. And

1:25:47

then you get to experience this very

1:25:49

non do with six heightened experience and

1:25:51

lunesta. big idea if I were to.

1:25:54

Explain it to somebody. I've only done it once

1:25:56

or twice. I would have just gone. it's breath

1:25:59

yoga. I know that. Oversimplified, but

1:26:01

there's a lot of breath stuff, some

1:26:03

snuff film stuff, Like.

1:26:05

The thing that I do in the morning I'm realizing

1:26:07

how similar. The. Primary exercise I do

1:26:09

exactly what have you done. the priming

1:26:12

think the his yeah yeah it's just

1:26:14

is in infantile he meets it's one

1:26:16

of the foundations a call it ego

1:26:19

eradicate or which is is basically just

1:26:21

as you don't do the pumping but

1:26:23

as you do with both hands and

1:26:25

it's that sort of bellows breathing. Yeah,

1:26:30

which I will give you a secret and

1:26:33

Nbc rather is the next time you go

1:26:35

on. I'm a decent go to the bathroom.

1:26:37

Three months beforehand you. Get much do

1:26:39

it is it's is really

1:26:41

is was because what is

1:26:43

breasts his breath Is your

1:26:46

just flooding the system with

1:26:48

energy? Yes is when that

1:26:50

energetic state in a prime

1:26:52

is a he causes state

1:26:54

but is is it's a

1:26:56

stay of the body is

1:26:58

heightened in Nz Then what

1:27:00

happens is is you know

1:27:02

when we don't have enough

1:27:04

energy. We.

1:27:07

React and said respond when there's enough

1:27:09

energy. You can respond

1:27:11

instead of react rice and to move

1:27:13

in that responsive states your the most

1:27:15

creative you know I am I eating

1:27:18

you here Everybody talked a Bill Murray

1:27:20

is one of them he says he

1:27:22

i think the people to the bathroom

1:27:24

work when they're the most relaxed since

1:27:26

is so for me is relaxation is

1:27:28

enormous sum and Alan Arkin was the

1:27:30

but the same way he was written

1:27:32

to great bucks on sort of meditation

1:27:34

and sort of how it made it's

1:27:36

way into a into his eyes on

1:27:39

both. Is priming that the

1:27:41

system with enough energy? Yeah. Is

1:27:43

rolling. I make better decisions? Yeah,

1:27:45

you know, Yeah, that's wild. And

1:27:48

then the second part of the

1:27:50

priming is also very coonelly as

1:27:52

you picture a swirling light going

1:27:54

in and into the earth and

1:27:57

then coming back gifts and out

1:27:59

there. The designer and out and while

1:28:01

you're doing that your ear you know he's

1:28:03

saying these things but compassion and patients in

1:28:06

love and virtue and steal me and of

1:28:08

and strengthen me in this lends me and

1:28:10

other stuff in your just like. It's.

1:28:13

I look forward to it. Luck Hum let

1:28:15

little brags. Not even a humble brag. I've

1:28:17

been getting up at five thirty every day.

1:28:20

Because. I can't wait to do it! And

1:28:22

that's been the this great revelation of

1:28:24

my forties as I'm like energy isn't

1:28:27

just sleep and food, it's having purpose.

1:28:29

Yeah and when you're gonna get up

1:28:31

so I get up Stark Go. I

1:28:33

can't. I can. I love telling people

1:28:35

is because. It's been

1:28:37

so meaningful the main not. Five.

1:28:40

Their hammering. Again, up. I

1:28:42

go outside, it's still dark, the stars or out

1:28:44

again. and the called plenty of. And I've been

1:28:46

doing so consistently that I don't mind getting in

1:28:48

the culprit. I know, you know no one to

1:28:51

talk about that. Dunno, but I get in and

1:28:53

it's and then when I'm in the cold. But

1:28:55

I do box breathing. That's how I get through.

1:28:57

It is as high time it is for box

1:28:59

breast as I got I got I got a

1:29:01

half fourth. It's time that that I came up

1:29:03

with style. That was as if somebody else must

1:29:06

must come up with this sowing as as it's

1:29:08

It's a really good one for called lunging. yeah,

1:29:10

along with the box breathe because that's the thing.

1:29:12

That's totally. But. His

1:29:14

and I heard you talk about this one says

1:29:17

you have to convince yourself that you like yes

1:29:19

I mile Center I smile I I I smile.

1:29:21

Bread for argument. I smile and I go best.

1:29:23

We were Hurrell bustling ahora. Yes, that's right, I

1:29:25

got this is the opposite of death is one

1:29:27

of minds so but it's just like of. Well

1:29:29

with. Us are

1:29:32

gonna. This is the I hadn't had. I think she

1:29:34

doesn't express. His

1:29:36

is the. One

1:29:39

of the move what does everybody knew everybody

1:29:41

gets in the do this and of of

1:29:43

the tried a whim offer doctrine of you

1:29:45

it and it was like well what are

1:29:47

it so if that's what everybody does like

1:29:49

and it's not work and like what's the

1:29:51

opposite started doing this thing. And

1:29:53

of a totally worse when you get him.

1:29:56

Especially if you're if you're young, say if

1:29:58

you're both, if you, if you read. The

1:30:00

below below of your like thirty twenty

1:30:02

my twenty seven if you really make

1:30:04

a whole hogan yes is a good

1:30:07

amount and with the box breathing am.

1:30:09

With. Direct sales is. Make

1:30:12

sex sounds l and whatever is

1:30:15

is whatever sound you make while

1:30:17

by your ex is it does

1:30:19

it it if there's I'm must

1:30:21

be a vegas nerve thing that

1:30:24

happens yeah his but is is

1:30:26

making the sounds of you him

1:30:28

actual pleasure and yeah it's us

1:30:31

Vow and I are loved Ice

1:30:33

ah not exactly it's enormous my

1:30:35

sex sound I won't do that

1:30:37

he had a specific but it

1:30:40

is similar and and when we're

1:30:42

stressed. That we go. Ah and Superman

1:30:44

the the internet's neuroscientist told us it's

1:30:46

I'll add that sighing feel like thirty

1:30:48

seconds and entering like that has a

1:30:50

profound change any physiology so that's a

1:30:52

great than little hi I'm I'm always

1:30:55

so enamored by those those little hacks

1:30:57

that like you don't have to believe

1:30:59

and sit you just had to do

1:31:01

it and the effect is enormous like

1:31:03

that that that old psychological said he

1:31:05

would have what is whenever it as

1:31:07

as you look at somebody in the

1:31:09

eyes for four minutes and you fall

1:31:11

in love with a mugger I guess

1:31:13

is like who stumbled on that ship

1:31:16

I know is is a lot when

1:31:18

I think about those things on I

1:31:20

just always remember back to the lights

1:31:22

you know that prove it on thick

1:31:24

like like the the real reasons the

1:31:26

guys who like you know because of

1:31:28

what has received recent means like though

1:31:30

they listen these of the moves that

1:31:32

internal or you know orbit. Some

1:31:35

that's dumb ass that that is amazing. Know

1:31:37

runway at a to receive yeah a high

1:31:39

voice sounds like idea of ketamine a lot

1:31:41

I don't enemy done at like three times

1:31:44

in my life as a one time I

1:31:46

did it you know your body feel so

1:31:48

good, incredibly present. And I will.

1:31:50

I just started kind of like doing die

1:31:52

T and even I don't know tight she

1:31:54

gets but he didn't really go act like

1:31:57

i know title of it. made me feel

1:31:59

like. Oh no, Someone discovered

1:32:01

tight she died she was in

1:32:03

a year and someone ratio someone

1:32:05

listen depth and brought it back

1:32:07

from that Plays Yes that we

1:32:09

all have access New Yep and

1:32:11

I was like this is weird

1:32:13

and I fucking loved it. Yeah

1:32:15

really cool. Yeah I've always vibe

1:32:17

with the people who live in

1:32:19

that place Krauss and with the

1:32:21

end But the people that I

1:32:24

actually vibe with the most is

1:32:26

the people who. Have. A

1:32:28

pure residence their but also use their

1:32:30

prayers to find a fucking participants. Is

1:32:32

he gonna Is it? is it Because

1:32:34

both world that be able you have

1:32:37

to because look we're one of my

1:32:39

teachers says you know look without a

1:32:41

negro you wouldn't remember where your car's

1:32:44

you and so he is The The

1:32:46

idea is. That

1:32:48

you have to be able to

1:32:50

use these yes these things gas

1:32:53

and and my specific teacher whose

1:32:55

name is tais with the woman.

1:32:57

Yeah as I have my pinky up here and

1:32:59

it's to remember to ask you about your teacher.

1:33:02

So there's our life hacks way out of thing

1:33:04

I know, Is

1:33:06

that the Soviets see? Yeah, what's

1:33:08

your name Tais taste? guess. Since

1:33:12

one of because like we the last night

1:33:14

on the way or last night I was

1:33:16

listening to and us to stop getting your

1:33:19

vibe and of them and that. And

1:33:21

he was talking about. Who's

1:33:23

giving a sorry the buddha and is talking

1:33:26

about how when the but a recent like

1:33:28

my house says sort of radiance comes out

1:33:30

because has it's own that radiance as context

1:33:32

of a new Brigid? No way I am.

1:33:34

but that is what taste music means that

1:33:37

sort of celestial ran how his spelling that

1:33:39

at t he didn't. Taste. Yes!

1:33:41

and I. See.

1:33:45

So I went up to her. I

1:33:47

went to one more class after that

1:33:50

and our. And. I. And

1:33:52

Iv and I was about to leave and

1:33:54

out and Russell just takes me by the

1:33:56

hand and hold my hand and brings me

1:33:58

up towards his colleague. least. And

1:34:01

she does high and she goes. Ah,

1:34:06

This is is forty them meditation. You can do it

1:34:08

right and yet. He

1:34:11

just gave up his what if if

1:34:13

if anything if is to pat myself

1:34:15

on the back. I. Am

1:34:18

a good student is there's

1:34:20

not. when I find. A

1:34:23

teacher that I. Trust

1:34:26

Yes Anna! And

1:34:28

I know, Trust anybody. Yeah,

1:34:31

ah. When I trust

1:34:33

him his teacher is it's it's all

1:34:35

or nothing in it's empty cup filling.

1:34:37

His. His they they can do

1:34:39

no wrong near And that was the

1:34:41

decision. There was some. Pre. Karmic

1:34:44

thanks and see leaned read

1:34:46

into it and and also

1:34:48

you know is see his

1:34:51

see is that. You

1:34:53

know, in the in the indo sort of

1:34:55

i'm country. L A. Yeah,

1:35:00

there's there's lots of know just like it

1:35:02

when he talked to my good of lying

1:35:04

yah humans can be a lot of hippy

1:35:06

dippy for hims you know I'm yeah is.

1:35:09

Tais. Is very very different

1:35:11

currencies. The yoda is this is

1:35:13

the one who doesn't suffer fools

1:35:16

and I remember we were class

1:35:18

or and with my stack pretty

1:35:20

much pretty much little so pale

1:35:23

but is is ah. Yeah

1:35:26

same for years to of see how

1:35:28

it is in ah have to all

1:35:30

done that is com is that by

1:35:32

I remember I was in class ah

1:35:35

early on and I brought my wife

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and I in the middle class. Science

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