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Gosh, there's a lot to get into. It's the
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Zach Sang Show. Hello, beautiful
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human. I'm Zach. That's Dan. Welcome to the
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studio. Eric, the architect is
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here. We
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have a brand new album to discuss. Yeah. I've
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never been here before, which is
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very honest and true. Right. I've never been
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here before. Oh, you've never been here before.
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That is true. But you've never been. You've
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never made a solo album before either. Right.
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No. So I want
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to talk all about it. Flash, Flappo Shambi's
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Life is an Uncle. There's just a lot to cover
0:31
here. But can you tell me why I guess
0:34
now is the right time to release a solo album?
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But really what pushed you to want to make something
0:39
of your own on your own? I
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think it was a mix of things, right? Like as
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a producer, there's a lot of beats that
0:46
just go into the stratosphere. They float
0:49
around and then you kind of have
0:51
like this individual story that I think that kind of
0:53
gets missing when you in a group. So,
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you know, being a producer and an artist, sometimes
0:58
juggling those things will become like, oh,
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like you have this part of you that's like still
1:03
not really being told. And I always
1:05
felt like I wanted a moment to do that. And
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like 2011, I released a project I almost remembered, which
1:10
not nearly as big as this, but it still
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was like my first time releasing something with like
1:14
a bunch of tracks that I produced and I
1:17
really believed in it. And then Flappo Shambi's took off in
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like 2012, 2013. We
1:22
did Coachella, all these things happened. And that kind of
1:24
was like, you know, so
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this is my actual return to being like,
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I was a solo artist kind of before
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Flappo Shambi's, but people really didn't, you
1:32
know, that was like a very early part of my
1:34
career. What do you think the universe was telling you
1:37
by doing that? And
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the universe speaks to me all the time. I just got
1:41
to pay attention. You know, I think that they were just
1:43
like, it's time, bro. Like, I think music
1:46
in general, we need a refresh. We need
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new introspective sounds. We need new people to
1:50
start leading and especially vets, people that's been
1:53
doing it for 10 years, like me touring
1:55
and not just only the artists that
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blown up after COVID, you know, like. So
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many guys have now come out and I'm
2:02
so like respectable of their
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progression, but it's like 2011
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2012 I was like touring in
2:10
a dollar van in Flatbush You know like I
2:12
still have that as an integration as part
2:14
of my story And I feel
2:16
like that makes me different from a lot of guys
2:18
that's out here. Oh my god a hundred percent right
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like that's experience That's like ten thousand plus hours into
2:23
something So and it makes its way into the music
2:25
you do and the art you create
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you talked about like being a producer Parts of yourself
2:29
or your story not being told How
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does it really work
2:35
right like When
2:38
you're crafting something for somebody else what role
2:40
do you feel like you play and maybe
2:43
it's different roles right when you're in the studio with
2:45
Flatbush zombies compared to maybe somebody else right like What
2:50
what do you add to that mix that
2:53
nobody else can bring me
2:55
me particularly Me yeah I
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think being able to wear this
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hat and then take this hat off and put a
3:02
pink hat on or a Bucket hat
3:04
or shades you know their accessories right that's how
3:06
you style yourself music is the same way when
3:08
I walk into a room Am I gonna be
3:11
an artist today? Or am I gonna be a producer
3:13
and having that ability to turn that
3:16
switch off and on I think makes me a
3:18
lot different Because I really rap you know and
3:20
I really produce for me to come
3:22
into a room I can really decide what I'm gonna
3:24
contribute to the song if anything maybe it's just my
3:26
advice Maybe it's just an arrangement. You know
3:28
maybe they want me to write a hook. You know
3:30
I love r&b music I don't have the best voice
3:33
yet But I've definitely written a lot of
3:35
singing parts that go that comparable for people who
3:37
can actually get there you know playing
3:40
instruments if I have to play piano or Maybe
3:42
even calling the right person to get into the room.
3:45
You know like I've been doing this so long I
3:47
feel like I can contribute to any record in any
3:49
genre not just hip-hop or just my
3:51
group or my own music, but volunteering
3:54
that work or help to any artists you know
3:56
and I've been doing that so this is like
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This is this is what I? I love to do initially. So
4:01
maybe that's what distinguishes me more than anything. It's
4:03
like, this is my dream to do this, you
4:05
know, to be able to help myself and also
4:07
provide the help to other people. Where
4:10
do you... And I really want to talk about
4:12
that because this is something you've been doing for a very
4:14
long time. Like you started when you were 15. For sure.
4:16
I very much understand that story. Like I started this radio
4:18
show when I was 14. See?
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Yeah. Like there's like, yeah,
4:23
there's just something innate in you and like you...
4:26
What really called you to music? You
4:29
grew up in the church. Yeah. But
4:31
I mean that you're around music by being
4:33
in the church. But what really
4:35
called you to it? Man, I'm
4:37
glad you mentioned churches too, right? When you
4:39
go, it's like all these people
4:41
that are really secular music is for God, right?
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So everyone is so good and it's so intimidating.
4:46
I was like, oh man, like I
4:48
want to play drums. I want to play keys, but like I'm
4:51
not going to do it in church. So all these people
4:53
laugh at me under God, you know what I mean? So
4:55
this is like, yo, like I'm going
4:57
to learn this kind of in private. And I
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think initially that desire to make music was my
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family, like my family, no one in my immediate
5:04
family makes music, but our whole house from
5:06
every room to my uncle's, my uncle lived in the
5:08
first floor to my two brothers,
5:10
you know, and my mom and my dad.
5:12
We all had different tastes of music from
5:14
reggae to gospel to R&B, New Jack swing,
5:17
hip hop, old school hip hop, like jazz,
5:19
you know? So I'm hearing Charles Mingus downstairs
5:21
and my uncle smoking Benson and Hedges 100
5:24
cigarettes. You know, and my dad is playing
5:26
yellow man in the living room and
5:28
my mom is playing George Clinton in the bedroom. So
5:31
I'm this kid walking around like it's
5:34
noise for somebody
5:37
that doesn't understand that until I got older. I'm
5:39
like, y'all are playing me some of the best
5:41
artists ever. You know, I didn't listen
5:43
to Barney and Sesame Street, bro. Like that wasn't I was
5:46
always listening to the stuff that was beyond my age,
5:48
you know? So I was forced to grow up a
5:50
lot faster probably than most kids my age. I feel
5:52
like that allowed to do with it. Were
5:56
you called first as an artist or as a producer?
5:58
Artist. And how
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do those roles today overlap, right?
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Like what do you need to
6:05
have that is required for both? I
6:09
think now that I finished my album, I'm actually
6:12
gonna take this hat off and put a pink hat on,
6:14
like I said earlier. And I
6:17
think I move in checkpoints. So even
6:19
during the recording of my album, I
6:22
still scored Black Sheep, Dreds
6:24
from Black Sheep and Jay Dilla's movie on Paramount
6:26
Plus, Call the Choice is Yours. I
6:28
was still able to do that while I did this. And I still
6:31
was able to help Joey Badass with his album. I
6:35
worked with James Blake. Like I still was able
6:37
to, I don't know how, but I
6:40
guess I try to use those sessions as little
6:42
parts to pull from and pull that and bring
6:44
it back to my sessions, bring it home. I
6:47
don't know how I do it. I just make time for
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it. Like I really don't, I
6:51
don't know. Do you feel like you're a collection of all the
6:53
sessions you've ever been in? I definitely say.
6:56
With a good and a bad. Yeah, right. You took with
6:58
me, yeah. Because you learn
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from everything. Yeah, for sure.
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So what
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do you bring to that room that like, I
7:09
guess it is the ability to turn, like
7:11
to be both an artist and
7:13
a producer, but genuinely, why do people want you
7:15
in the room? Have you asked yourself that? Because
7:17
there's something beyond musical ability in
7:19
that moment, right? For sure. Like it has
7:21
to be something about you. Yeah,
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man, I don't, I'm still trying to figure that out, brother,
7:27
maybe it is. Maybe you should never figure
7:29
that out. Maybe I don't want to know. I don't know. I
7:31
would hope because I'm a cool guy. I
7:34
think it's probably that. I don't know. Have
7:36
you seen the documentary about the American Music
7:38
Awards with Quincy and Lionel Richie? I've only,
7:40
yeah, it's on Netflix, right? Yeah, yeah, like
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watching that, so many people was like, yo,
7:45
I'm trying to figure out if you Quincy or Lionel. I'm
7:48
like, why you say that? He's like, because you're friends
7:50
with everybody, bro. Everybody respects you, you
7:52
know. Watching
7:54
that was so inspiring. And I mean, I'm not so
7:56
self-fulfilling to say that I saw that and was like,
7:58
that's me, that's me. I definitely was
8:00
like this is just inspiring. It made me want
8:02
to go get 50 of my friends and put
8:05
up 50 mics and do it. But especially for
8:07
it being for a really good cause. Totally.
8:10
But yeah, man, like I've always had
8:12
the ability to do that. Then I do graphic
8:14
design. So studying graphic design. I did all of
8:17
my merchandise and I've been doing that since I
8:19
was 15 too, you know, like, you
8:22
know, a lot of guys I would assume when
8:24
they're on these labels, there's some
8:26
person does the work for them. Totally. I'm like, I don't
8:28
pick which one you like. And it's like five
8:30
shitty covers. And I'm just like,
8:33
I don't ever want to be in that position. I never forced
8:37
anyone to like create
8:39
a vision for me that didn't align with who
8:41
I am. I was always very hands on from
8:43
typography to step and repeats
8:45
to design, web design, data basing.
8:47
Like I'm a nerd, bro. That's why probably
8:49
they want me in a room. It's
8:52
also built on somebody who like you built a
8:54
career from nothing at a moment in time where
8:56
like the internet was at a very unique in
8:58
a very unique place. Right. Like, and
9:01
I know just because I was there, like people
9:03
knew what it was, but the
9:06
democratization of its use for content
9:09
and this idea that you can like
9:11
go and lay a flag on a
9:13
platform, whatever that platform may be like,
9:16
dude, the flatbush zombie stuff just made
9:18
its way to streaming. But that stuff
9:20
circulated all over the internet
9:22
for a very long time, you
9:25
know, during a totally different moment
9:28
in cultural history and in society.
9:30
It's crazy, you know. So when
9:33
you put all that stuff together, like one,
9:35
you have to learn. Two, you have the
9:38
tools for the first time, I think, in
9:40
like our history to learn. And then
9:43
three, you can utilize all of this
9:45
to build whatever future, whatever destiny you
9:47
fucking want. Right. So what
9:50
has compelled you to keep?
9:54
I used to have to do a ton of
9:56
things to do my show, but eventually, like, I
9:58
handed things off to other people. Why
10:00
do you continue to do absolutely everything or most
10:02
of it? I Watched
10:05
American cycle before I came here Mainly
10:11
because I'm about to go on tour and I was
10:13
like man he kind of does this thing we speak
10:15
some monologues and then in reality not
10:18
because I'm a serial killer, but Thanks
10:20
for clarifying. I just want to say that But
10:24
yeah, it's something about being in
10:26
control Not a
10:28
narcissist either. I got it. But um The
10:31
control that you have especially being independent,
10:33
you know never
10:36
having that big brother help or
10:39
some Cosign that they like,
10:41
you know how we do they can put
10:43
the arm. He's next he's next up I
10:45
never got that ever like, you
10:47
know, I've worked with all these amazing people. I never
10:49
really had anybody Step
10:51
up and tell me I'm next up or flabberg
10:53
zombies, you know, we was always like we
10:56
just From the grassroots bro Like
10:59
I don't really know a means of doing it
11:01
or allowing somebody to do that for me I
11:03
think my album was the first time actually allowed
11:05
somebody to produce for me, you know somebody
11:09
like James Blake like Working
11:11
with him. He told me so much about
11:13
how to write music that I was
11:15
always Being the person
11:17
had to make the beat and then right after and I
11:20
think that your brain at least my brain I Could
11:22
do a lot of stuff at once But I've never
11:25
been able to fully maximize one thing because my brain
11:27
is always very super active and he was
11:29
like well Chill out I'll make the beat
11:31
and you write that initially was
11:33
like it's like wait I
11:35
could actually just focus on one thing. So to what
11:38
you're saying like you can Exceed
11:41
your maximum potential if you focus
11:43
on something singular at some
11:46
moment, you know but I still am
11:48
learning how to allow people to do
11:50
that for me because um They
11:52
have to have to trust you. I'm from the hood bro. Like
11:54
we don't really We Skeptical of
11:56
everything just because the nature of kind of like you
11:58
said, like so much of it is. About. Ah,
12:01
I'm not giving credit. Or
12:04
making it seem like these things happen by
12:06
accident. Ah sagna front of the day about
12:08
the concept of people. Aiming
12:11
lower. Intentionally even outward
12:13
saying these things just in case
12:15
sit doesn't go well, they could
12:17
just downplay the own sit and
12:19
also lights. Yeah.
12:21
I'm a mile was out. But.
12:24
That might slide you what your idols Five
12:27
Years Rose is cool leg. I mean. Is.
12:30
This is not really an album those Morgan mixtape and
12:32
then it goes number one and you'd say something like.
12:35
I. Mean I'm just glad is is they would do is
12:37
like not you supposed to be like this is the
12:39
best album out. I'm as amazon promoting
12:41
my album since I worked my ass off,
12:43
I'm here to promote it. I'm here to
12:45
talk about it. Let's talk about it. But
12:48
we live in a time where like I
12:50
don't know if that's really as cool V
12:52
though I think tal the criticism dissimilar is
12:54
like a weird ego boost. The ego stroking
12:56
they were is hard for you to to
12:58
to really be so cut a you know
13:00
would be confrontational but use hard for you
13:02
to be yourself and say what you think
13:04
about your music and put it at the
13:06
level deserves without receiving like some type of
13:09
like insecure your answer like were you. In
13:11
this known blaze not putting your.
13:13
Music. In a place where league as a or
13:15
on a level that. It. Deserves to
13:18
be recognized that link and will
13:20
few somebody wants to downplay their
13:22
release and secure it is always
13:24
good. Other security bro you have
13:26
to be I've never, I've been
13:28
quiet. You. Know I've been in the
13:30
back, I've been in the cut, but I've never. Not.
13:33
Revered my work or merited myself a
13:35
hard work. Ives. I just don't. Added
13:38
to the doom Dame is not. is that
13:40
enough? This is not small enough that as
13:42
big as huge as artist everyday use be
13:44
microphones dropping sort of soundcloud. What are you
13:46
going to have you been lazy down player?
13:48
See our school A is not cool bro
13:50
you love it. Then let us know did
13:52
you love it? And I think people want
13:54
genuine music and I think that's only thing
13:56
that kept me here because I I can
13:58
be myself that people find sounds a my.
14:01
Confidence. And vulnerability. You know you
14:03
can't just be one in know.
14:05
Finally it is embody on this
14:07
album. All of that he
14:10
said that. Confidence Mana Really? I mean
14:12
bodily. I think there is one are
14:14
building confidence. Absolutely. Are you Max Beat
14:16
the it's hard to get their. To.
14:18
Pop. Your right, it exists.
14:20
We seen it yet. So. How
14:23
does this? And. How.
14:26
Long you are himself for. Five.
14:28
Years From Thirty Five. So
14:30
Thirty Five Years. He. Because
14:32
this is your life Beer. What?
14:35
From starts it. I. Would somebody
14:37
start and finish first? The first song I
14:40
recorded on this album was two three Zone.
14:44
What? About that rec that that
14:46
one record lays out. What? You're doing
14:48
for the rest of the album. So. I
14:50
made that before I moved to L
14:52
A. So I've been here for years
14:55
now. I'm I had jet
14:57
met just met James Blake on
14:59
on. I. Think I was on
15:01
Torn Twenty eighteen. And
15:03
I'm. I want to say
15:05
like he did an interview with someone and he mentioned
15:08
me in the said it I was one his favorite
15:10
artist or produces. I couldn't really believe
15:12
he said that because I've been a such a
15:14
big fan of him with the we all probably
15:16
our rights and on. Man.
15:18
I was add these big dreams right?
15:20
I had. Just. Likes.
15:23
Started. This album and I'm on this
15:25
tour and things have started. My biggest to
15:27
I've been on so far. We came on
15:29
a coffin since it is like spades props
15:31
it was just awesome legs and you know
15:34
I I still said well there's so much
15:36
about me and I've said it's amusing Mad
15:38
times I don't decide to deluxe and I
15:40
don't even think I'm super trippy bro under
15:42
so weird person I could make whatever are
15:44
manifestly know so I never really felt like
15:46
that was my full. And
15:48
me to do so would tell you have them and his room he like.
15:51
Eric. Is is different role. We. going
15:53
to the acid though he gonna make defeats and dude
15:56
other stuff like you gonna and so that my little
15:58
part of me was always like whoa What
16:00
is that album called? What is the album sound
16:02
like? And I was tucking away these like moments
16:04
and two three zone was the first time
16:06
that I've worked with James in person And we made I
16:08
think three songs that day and at
16:10
that moment. I was like, oh I'm making an album like Yeah,
16:14
even if I didn't say anything to him I
16:16
knew that this was like the creation of the next sound
16:19
so some people like oh Eric You got so much better
16:21
like two three zone is almost five years old,
16:23
you know So it just shows
16:25
you like how ahead I really was it wasn't
16:28
like James just made that beat last year or
16:30
For him and for me We were both ahead
16:33
of the game five years ago And
16:35
there was our first time really like meeting in
16:37
the studio too, but also clearly something you were
16:39
meant to do. Absolutely Absolutely.
16:42
Absolutely really interesting that you were the sober one
16:44
out of the three because it is like you
16:46
got labeled like Like
16:51
a psychedelic, you know drug drug
16:53
person. Yeah Like
16:56
you do shrooms and Molly whatever the fuck
16:58
whatever all that shit Yeah, even though you
17:00
were adamant that you would never do it.
17:02
I'll even say in the music and people
17:04
be like, oh no He's not like what
17:06
you think you're fucking around. Yeah. Yeah. How
17:08
much of your genuine self? Was
17:10
represented in flat push zombies? I think that
17:12
was a hundred percent who I am when
17:14
I'm around two of my best friends You
17:17
know cuz like I was telling my friend yesterday on
17:19
the phone I was just laughing like he
17:21
was just telling me like yo, I seen your billboard Whatever
17:25
as you like remember like when we first told
17:27
me that they called you actually I see him
17:29
in person and I think meet His eyes were
17:31
so crazy. I was like, what is like I
17:33
couldn't tell you that you see your friend every
17:35
day But like today is just different. What's going
17:37
on? He just like smiling a lot and
17:40
his girls is I was like, what do you? What's
17:42
going on? He was like, yeah, bro. I'm tripping right
17:44
now. I was like, yeah, you are bro Like he's
17:46
like nah, nah is different and we I don't know
17:48
how old we were young man. So Damn,
17:52
I was just like I never
17:54
judged but I was also like cognizant
17:57
of Their
17:59
natural, untapped, The potential to create and
18:01
I feel like people already like them arm
18:03
the idea of them and I wanted to
18:05
show them how to make music. Together.
18:08
You know, because I think that. Watching.
18:10
Me make music every day. I already saw that they
18:12
were interested in doing it and I wanted to do
18:15
a with them. and they already had doing flabby zombies
18:17
as like wherever was on tumbler and said like that
18:19
I was just the guy the me the music you
18:21
know so. Loudly. Put on know that
18:23
you know my narrative is very weird and I
18:25
think that a lot of the got lost because
18:28
of the popularity. the group me know some people
18:30
think they put me on or lights. Were.
18:32
On acid old time. I'm like bro like.
18:35
I'm. The guy the craved that should be on
18:37
acid bro less. You know how to hell did
18:39
I make old his music and I was it.
18:41
You know I am sober now. I I don't
18:43
smoke weed anymore. You know I start smoking weed
18:45
last. March.
18:48
Our twenty. I don't even smoke or suspect.
18:51
Respect. Year as a big fucking
18:53
deal bro that's a huge deal Brown
18:55
I smoke weed all die battle rifle
18:57
you no idea where it all Day
18:59
one laughing my yeah we get I
19:01
was You think we're in the same
19:04
fucking room Yes you know you imagine
19:06
not be any with a. Get.
19:08
That hit and relax or mel you out.
19:10
I don't have that urged anymore hill but
19:12
okay Marina and. I. Want to
19:14
know how that. Impacts. Your creative
19:17
process but also a you said
19:19
something really interesting was. You.
19:21
Witnessed the potential that your to friends
19:23
had even though they were fucking tripping
19:25
balls. That's. Something that sticks
19:27
with you though, are you like this ability to
19:29
see potential on someone specifically? In some when you're
19:32
going to share a studio space with and try
19:34
to make them better? I was your. Was.
19:36
Your what is it is eerily get through line
19:39
that you you can see between everybody or is
19:41
there. I.
19:43
Think bro like. When
19:45
you create a monica right leg, some people. Like.
19:48
Lil Wayne right? like the go. You know, I
19:50
don't really know the story one hello ways name.
19:52
I'm sure it was probably a name that. testimony
19:55
wonder gotten access my mother gave him given
19:57
him he knows like some d c and
20:00
growing up and his name's just Snick. My uncle used
20:02
to call me Lil' Mella. I
20:04
didn't know what the fuck that meant. Or
20:07
my dad would call me Grasshopper as a kid. I'm like, what
20:09
the fuck do these things mean? But when
20:11
I saw The Matrix, I was
20:13
like, damn, it was like 2000, 1999, 2000. I
20:17
was like, yo, this is the craziest movie of
20:19
all time. It's so crazy. And I was like,
20:21
yo, the architect was this guy in the fucking
20:23
Matrix that was able to see this grid and
20:25
all these people's lives. And it was like, how
20:27
the hell does he, he's sitting there with a
20:29
fly suit, he's in his white. He's
20:32
just sitting there like the TDK commercials like in
20:35
like watching all these people's
20:37
lives manifest. And I was like, yo,
20:39
that's my name, bro. Like I'm the
20:41
person that could see everything and also
20:43
still be composed and not sweat and
20:45
not freak out. And doesn't matter what,
20:49
doesn't matter what's going on, even the
20:51
word architecture, you know, I actually didn't
20:53
do architecture well in college and I
20:55
failed, so I dropped it. But
20:58
just what they see, right, it's a blueprint, right?
21:00
It's like a flat piece of paper, but nothing
21:02
you build in architecture is cheap. It requires time
21:04
and money. And production is the same way. You
21:06
have to kind of believe in someone enough to
21:08
say, well, I'm gonna give this guy my time
21:11
because he's gonna make this skyscraper one day, you
21:13
know? All the shit we see, this room that
21:15
we're in is constructed by an architect. Somebody had
21:17
to build it out so you can live your
21:19
dream. So that's what I wanted to provide to
21:21
people, you know? And that's kind of what the
21:24
name stuck. So maybe that's what we're
21:26
saying here. Like, I was always able to do
21:29
that somehow. When did you realize that that was
21:31
your true gift? Not
21:34
for nothing, bro. My mom passed away on
21:36
Christmas, like four
21:39
years ago, right before I moved here. And
21:41
this is the craziest thing I'm gonna tell you. I'm not even, bro, I've
21:44
already, I've had a gold record. I've been on world
21:46
tours. You would think that it would
21:48
have been during some of that, that I
21:50
would have had that vision or, you
21:52
know, maybe it's like the first time we
21:55
do Coachella or the first time somebody recognizes
21:57
you in the street. Those things
21:59
don't validate. for me. What it really was, bro,
22:01
and this is everything. This is on everything. My
22:04
mom, she suffered from
22:06
diabetes. And during
22:09
her whole life, she supported me and
22:11
my two brothers to
22:14
the utmost degree, bro. Like you couldn't ask what
22:16
better mom, right? And she
22:18
would always call us each other's names. My
22:20
brothers are Chris and Ron, right? Nobody calls
22:22
Popeye, his Ron, Ron to call him
22:24
Popeye, right? That's another story. So
22:26
she always call us each other's names. So you're
22:29
like, Chris, you know what your name
22:32
is. And I'm like, are you talking about me or him?
22:34
Which one are you talking about? And toward the end of,
22:37
you know, we say like, I didn't know at that time
22:39
was going to be end of her life, but she started calling
22:41
me Q, you know, and I was like,
22:45
and what's the name Q? Where the fuck did that come from?
22:47
I just didn't know where it was from. She was like, Oh
22:49
yeah. At the center she went
22:51
to with, because she was blind, she had
22:53
like a blind community of people that she
22:55
was with. And she
22:57
learned braille and I went to with her
23:00
to Helen Keller. So I was
23:02
around people who were very ill all the time. And the
23:04
first thing I noticed was like people that
23:06
suffer from anything they hate to be
23:08
spoken to like this. Are you okay? Oh
23:11
my God. Like why the fuck are you whispering? My mother's
23:14
like, you know, I'm blind, not
23:16
deaf. Why the fuck are you? You can speak
23:18
up. Like come and give me a hug. Come
23:20
blah, blah, blah. And I was always like, she's
23:22
actually making everybody else in his room so comfortable.
23:24
And that made me more comfortable. And then I
23:26
took that with everywhere I went.
23:28
Right? So that's not even the story, bro. So,
23:31
um, she didn't want people to know
23:33
I'm in Flapper Zombies because they just bother her. She's
23:35
with these people all the time, you know, but she
23:37
told him, Oh my son, he rap. And
23:40
then they started slowly. My dad would come with
23:42
Flapper Zombie shirt to pick her up and shit.
23:44
I'm like, Oh God. So they started figuring it
23:46
out. So you started saying, well, we don't say
23:48
your name anymore. We just call you Q. That's
23:50
why when you asked me what the Q is,
23:52
I was like, okay. So,
23:55
um, yeah, she says Q. Um,
23:58
yeah. And I'm like, who is Q? She goes. Quincy
24:01
I was like who's Quincy like Quincy Jones
24:04
and I was like okay
24:07
like where did that as far
24:09
as I know she knows I make beats but she's like you
24:11
rap and I was like yeah she's
24:13
like well Quincy Jones does everything you
24:16
know um and kind of
24:18
like when we started saying like the AMA that we
24:20
are the world post was actually in my basement as
24:22
a kid you know and I would always see it
24:24
and I was like damn you got Stevie and Bruce
24:26
Springsteen you got all these people like all over and
24:29
I was always like wow that's so cool so
24:31
I moved to LA after she
24:33
passes away and I meet Quincy Jones bro
24:36
so whether you
24:39
know I don't know like I'm in his book the last
24:41
book he published he actually writes about me in it and
24:44
um you if you want to
24:46
believe I didn't need the other stuff to tell
24:48
me that bro like it was my mom first
24:50
it wasn't even meeting Quincy Jones it was my
24:52
mother really telling me that you
24:54
know you're able to do whatever you want and
24:56
she has three kids respectfully she didn't say that
24:59
to all three of her children my my my
25:01
brothers have a different you
25:03
know mother brother's a nurse so they have a
25:05
different they're not creative they're not this creative like
25:07
like me you know I'm weird creative so
25:10
just to hear that from her that's when I got
25:12
the validation that was maybe like five years ago bro
25:15
so I lived my whole
25:17
life I had success and I never really believed or
25:20
saw that in me until I really started
25:22
to realize the power that I always had and
25:25
had to nourish it and really value
25:27
myself and then when I met Quincy Jones
25:29
it was like bro I don't that don't
25:31
happen by accident you know man yeah your
25:34
mom knew for sure your
25:37
mom knew that's so
25:40
I've never told that story till now by the
25:42
way so I appreciate your honesty yeah how much
25:44
of your family is made up in the music
25:46
you create even the stuff you do for other
25:48
people because you've talked about your life changing because
25:50
of being an uncle and
25:52
that is a life changing thing I am I
25:54
am I am an uncle you want to see
25:57
yourself in these are so funny heads in the
25:59
craziest ways yeah But
26:01
also your mom must come through in the music too. And
26:04
I'm assuming you feel your mom around you. All the
26:06
time, bro. Even just
26:08
meeting George Clinton. George Clinton, I
26:11
think for my mom it was James Brown, Marvin
26:14
Gaye, maybe the Commodores,
26:17
and George. I think that's probably Sam
26:19
Cooke, probably the top. So even
26:21
meeting this guy, I'm like, what
26:23
the fuck? You're
26:26
like, you are a monument,
26:28
you know? Like, you talking about
26:30
the crossover, hip-hop, and funk? It's like
26:32
he is, he personifies that.
26:35
And when I met him, he was so chill, bro.
26:37
He's like, yeah, he knew one of my
26:39
homies, Black Odyssey. He knew Jewon. I'm like, yeah, bro, that's
26:41
my guy. He's like, yeah, man. He starts singing the
26:43
hook of the song. He's through his 82. And
26:47
then he's like, yeah, man, Benny the Butcher. And
26:50
I was like, yo, what? He knew,
26:52
he's like Griselda. He's like talking about stuff
26:55
right now. He's more
26:57
tapped than probably my dad is. My dad is younger than
26:59
him, you know? So even meeting him, and that's
27:01
the moment I asked him. I was like, dude, I got this song on
27:03
my album. I already had the
27:06
hook and the beat, and I had everything. And
27:08
me and my friend Rudy actually wrote a
27:11
part that was inspired by him
27:14
before we even – before I even had this meeting
27:16
with him. So we talk about something kids met. We
27:18
were like, this is George Clinton's part, and then I
27:20
meet George Clinton too. That's crazy. That
27:22
I asked him, and he did the record, yeah. I
27:27
was not lying, bro. This is the way it works out.
27:29
That's insane. I mean, you believe
27:31
in manifestation. A thousand percent. Because
27:34
all of this that you tell me is like,
27:36
that is manifestation, right? Even down to seeing that
27:38
poster in your basement all the time. That is
27:41
all different forms of it. So how
27:44
does one work with an icon like
27:47
George Clinton? How does that go down? Do you give
27:49
notes? Or do you just – what do you do?
27:51
What do you do? I mean, that's
27:54
probably where I put on my producer hat, where I'm like,
27:57
I never want a person to feel like – First
28:01
of all, in the studio, I don't care
28:03
about records and blue checks and money and
28:06
who you voted for. I don't give a fuck about any of that. We
28:09
are even here. We
28:11
are all – I don't care about how much records you
28:13
saw before you stepped into this room. I approach
28:15
this record. I bring my best self, and so
28:18
does the other person. I don't value myself lower
28:20
or beneath them. That's the first thing. If it's
28:22
not in person, I
28:24
still try to command that energy but also give them
28:26
an ability to be themselves, and I don't really lead
28:28
them very much. The music, if you give it to
28:30
them the right way, they already know what to do.
28:34
This whole like, hands on your hips
28:36
and you pointing to shit on a minority
28:38
report level shit, I don't want to – you know what I mean?
28:41
The music is really the catalyst of why
28:43
we're here, so why do I need to tell you
28:45
to do very much? There's obviously pruning and trimming down,
28:47
but I always ask for more. Give
28:50
me everything – even what I asked George to do,
28:52
he gave me so much more than what I asked
28:55
him to do probably because there was less direction. There
28:57
was so much there sonically, musically, and what the song
28:59
was about. I think he
29:01
already, in hindsight, knew. And
29:03
obviously, there's like a trimming and pruning process of
29:05
making things shape and make sense
29:08
in the mix, but essentially,
29:10
it was really that, bro. It
29:12
was allowing the artist to be themselves. How
29:15
do you do that when it's carrying out
29:17
your own vision and it's your song only?
29:20
Right? Like, it's not a song for them. For sure.
29:23
But it's really yours. It's your vision. It's
29:25
my vision, yeah. So like, how do you
29:27
– he goes
29:29
from you helping them carry out their vision to
29:31
now they're helping you essentially carry out yours, or
29:33
they're adding to it. And
29:35
also, everybody hears the potential
29:38
of somebody subtracting from the vision too, you
29:40
know? For sure. I mean, you know what I
29:42
– I would say this. Let's
29:44
just say somebody like Kimbrough, right? Like,
29:47
obviously, like, Kimbrough
29:49
released an album the
29:52
year before, and she did
29:54
the same to me, right, where she FaceTimed
29:56
me, and we talked about the
29:58
song that she wanted me to do for her. Without
30:01
that, there's
30:03
nothing. If we're not in the same room, you need
30:05
to tell me what the song's about. And even if
30:07
it's not just like, yo, here's the inspiration for
30:10
it, this is what I want you to do, is literally
30:12
like, how you feeling today? What's
30:14
on your mind? Is this even a, is
30:17
it something you wanna do today? Is it something you wanna
30:19
do at all? That's the conversation that has to begin before
30:21
you even hear the music. And I think that like, I
30:25
don't wanna disappoint an artist as a collaborator or
30:27
a feature myself, so I expect the
30:29
same thing on my end. And
30:31
I think for her, I told her about the specific situation I was
30:33
in with the young lady I was with. And
30:35
she was like, oh man, I was in a similar
30:37
situation. I was like, are those
30:39
toxic? I was like, yes, cause me
30:42
and you relate to that. A song like Breaking
30:44
Point is the same situation. All of us had
30:46
went through a breakup. So I was like, yes,
30:49
like the people that I had imagined in my
30:51
head sonically sound great, but do we have something
30:53
in common aside from the music? And that's what
30:55
I'm trying to channel as an artist and as
30:57
a producer, it's like, do we
30:59
have a similar narrative that we all can express ourselves
31:01
in? So like Breaking Point, I
31:04
think two of us had just went through a breakup and the other
31:06
two were kind of still in love. Then my
31:08
other friend who played lap steel on it is very much
31:10
in love with his new son. So it's
31:14
a harmony that I'm trying to build in
31:16
world building, not just like, yo,
31:19
let's get some names to click on the internet. He's
31:22
bigger than that. And by the way, it's not
31:24
an identical vision, but it's like a similar energy
31:26
to their vision and outlook and where they're at
31:28
at that point in their life. For sure. What
31:31
do you say? It's a different way
31:33
to look at collaborators than like, you know
31:35
what I mean? Just who's gonna either sound
31:37
the best and or add to streams or
31:39
popularity. Yeah, I don't for,
31:43
I'm sure nobody would like me to say that, but I
31:45
don't really care about how cool you are
31:47
on the internet. Like, I
31:50
don't know. I would work with
31:53
a bum if he was great. Like if I
31:55
felt bummy and I felt I wanted to feel
31:57
like man, like, I don't
31:59
know. You read the mole people that book Kind
32:03
of change your perspective on homelessness in general and
32:05
but poverty is something that like wow It's
32:08
such a rigid real place that we
32:10
should never experience But it's like instead
32:12
of actually living that you can actually live through the
32:15
life of that person if you're allowing them to be
32:17
themselves And not judging them you know totally so just
32:19
imagine what how you can apply that to all the
32:21
people in your life and When you
32:23
have an issue in front of you you can do anything. That's what I feel
32:26
But do you believe anybody has the potential
32:28
to do anything with an instrument I? Think
32:31
you could do something. I don't know how good is gonna be
32:33
yeah, but yeah What do
32:35
you think you're like your real
32:38
gift is like what do you think
32:40
your truest talent is? I think my truest talent
32:42
bro is being a friend Respect
32:45
I'm a real friend bro like I may not Call
32:48
you at 12 o'clock on your birthday but
32:52
Everybody that knows me is like if you talk
32:55
to Eric bro You had at least one really
32:57
deep conversation bro like cuz I'm gonna give it
32:59
to you, bro Like I'm gonna I don't mind
33:01
Opening myself up to someone to allow them
33:04
to tell me about themselves sometimes I even
33:06
know it without them knowing it and I'm
33:08
like just tell by how you're you walked
33:10
in here or just like Your
33:12
cadence I'm like oh you want to have
33:14
one But you don't know how to bring it up and I'm
33:16
gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna tap in you know But
33:19
that's probably friendship bro like music and all that stuff
33:22
You know it's I'm blessed to be
33:24
able to do that but what I'm really good at is Being
33:27
a friend building and bringing people
33:29
together, you know We'll
33:32
be no flappy zombies if we weren't friends this whole time,
33:34
you know and To
33:36
me it doesn't matter who does what I think it's
33:38
a matter of what we accomplished together What
33:41
was it like going sober from cannabis in the
33:43
middle of making an album? It's funny
33:47
The last song that I remember recording when I was
33:49
high was Ezekiel's wheel. I was like I gotta tap
33:51
in like This
33:55
might be the last time that I Indulged
33:58
some weed but I was. But
34:00
I'm. Yeah. Finishing
34:03
album at the That's a great question Hearing
34:05
a masters sober. I've never done that like
34:07
I'm always been blasted. like listening to the
34:09
City Youth I forget. You want to ruin
34:11
me This The first time that I might.
34:14
Literally like my posture. his hands on my side.
34:18
Effect. Like I'm meditating is
34:20
said like this is a required me
34:22
to be some was more heads into
34:24
nuance and details on that. I feel
34:26
like sometimes when I'm high everything is
34:28
a soul Fire with fire broke his
34:30
is so it's an emotional experience rights.
34:33
But then it's like. I. Wanted
34:35
to say something different was want to show
34:37
myself to what I could accomplish from sobriety
34:39
and also dislike. but I don't drink alcohol
34:41
but even called ago I'm. Gonna. Kick.
34:43
That's who I'm I'm orange wine is it? Now you
34:45
know you know I think so Be will say this
34:48
well he does you But I'm like best kept as
34:50
I'll be. Smoking Blade Why don't smoke them You know.
34:53
What within the hopefully what you decide
34:55
to. Get. Rid of him As. As
35:00
a way to question. I will save.
35:03
A with. The. Realize that
35:05
I had on it is. you know, everybody
35:07
I'm around with smokes way more than me.
35:09
a motorcycle young big chief. Guys.
35:11
You know, by don't smoke cheaply. A
35:14
small good we say I feel that
35:16
I'm scared as most expensive we reserved
35:18
for you know divide brother you. Start
35:22
looking their finances. I'm like damn, this is
35:24
a whole oh God yes Darcy know what
35:26
it did me. And.
35:29
I'm so you can relate to be like i
35:31
you get paid right you get fond hours of
35:33
are really got like two city as i got
35:35
a spin to fit the it on his bets
35:37
you already took it out really was faced with
35:39
as even if think about food new the shirt
35:41
is it socks underwear you like i've really got
35:43
less the when i really have a.about as we
35:45
the does the first thing and then like. Just.
35:48
For me, like. I. Think I'm
35:50
actually. More. Creative sober
35:53
because I don't have a distraction and
35:55
I think that what we'd does to
35:57
me. like i don't on
36:00
I don't perform on any drug
36:02
or alcohol at all.
36:04
So people are like, yo Flappin' zombies contracts
36:06
are so crazy, you must be blasted up
36:08
there. I'm sober as fuck. Even
36:11
before you gave him cannabis? I've
36:13
been that way. I never, any
36:16
footage you see me jumping up and down and doing
36:18
shit, I'm sober. I wouldn't drink that whole day. I'll
36:21
drink after the show, but I won't smoke weed.
36:23
That's the first thing. I don't smoke that whole
36:25
day. And I won't drink that whole day either.
36:27
So for me, those are things
36:30
to relax and chill. I don't
36:32
know how people get so angry and want to get turnt
36:34
up off of that shit, especially weed. That doesn't make sense
36:36
to me. I'll forget that I'm performing, bro. I
36:39
would just feel like I'm about to watch
36:41
basketball or the Knicks or
36:43
some shit. Will you be able to work? You
36:45
can make music. Yeah, I can make music, but being in front of
36:48
people is just different, bro.
36:50
Y'all paid to see me today? Like,
36:53
fuck, man. That's
36:56
so funny to me. I have those sobering thoughts and
36:59
those moments of being mad high. I don't know. How
37:01
long did it take? Was it hard to give up
37:03
weed at first? Temptation,
37:05
physically? I'm not going to lie.
37:08
I started having withdrawals when
37:11
I first stopped, because it wasn't like I realized it, right?
37:13
It was just like I was busy. And I just like,
37:15
oh, shit, I didn't smoke today. And then
37:17
that became like, damn, I don't feel like going to
37:19
the shop. Then it became, damn, I
37:22
don't really want to spend $100 right now. Then
37:25
it became, fuck it, I'm going to see how long it
37:27
could go. And then it became, I think
37:30
I'm good, just like that. Wow. But
37:32
really, it starts with a distraction. Because
37:36
to me, on my last
37:40
project, Future Proof, I had said, used
37:44
to think I wasn't shit without weed, but
37:47
how could any live without me? And
37:50
I was just like, man, weed is a plant. It's a
37:52
living thing. We break it. We smoke it. But it's like,
37:54
I'm living, too. I Don't need to rely on
37:56
something else to be my vice. I Don't want
37:59
to. I don't want
38:01
to feel like the only time you like me is when
38:03
I'm. Inebriated. You.
38:05
Know why I feel like sometimes. The.
38:07
Communal part of the of weed is what I
38:09
like the most which is like everybody smoking and
38:11
talking shit. But. Then when I backed up,
38:14
I don't judge or Siegel the same I told ya.
38:16
never judge my friends and it was taken Drugs is
38:18
it. But. The same time. In.
38:21
Those moments I never felt like myself
38:23
either. Like. Like. Why am I doing this?
38:25
I don't need to smoke weed today. bombed is doing it.
38:27
Has air by smoking weed. And then like.
38:29
This. General Idol fit and will. Most people wrote
38:32
like I just don't like, I'm just too. I.
38:35
Don't know. Even in a crowd of people
38:37
I know I don't face sometimes discuss I'm.
38:40
Just. Different. I don't know. I don't know what.
38:42
Would. That stems from really is probably just like the
38:44
stuff. I'll say you were my mom and is growing
38:46
up. I. Just don't have a lot
38:48
in common with lot of people besides. Emotional.
38:52
Connection. But. General
38:54
interest everybody has thinking about like.
38:57
Some. Other shit and I'm thinking about Light the
38:59
mit to go play Persona Five right now. He
39:01
saw or like. Yeah. Think about this
39:03
and I'm thinking by like. Him.
39:06
Like. These. Is new for total
39:08
Sox from Japan. I want to buy. Why?
39:11
Why? Or like, well do bring a better
39:13
time back You know. As the cyber said
39:15
I think about in. Some
39:18
place where everybody's like my hire some say in i mean
39:20
like maybe to begin to to but for me it just
39:22
i feel like we never had to in common and like.
39:25
I'm. Already pretty high. weird without that.
39:27
You. Know fan of Damocles? may your high
39:30
without gums us. To There's no way
39:32
I was able to accomplish what I have been if
39:34
I was. It may be naturally psychedelic or tempted calling
39:36
Nine Year. I agree with that. Like I do believe
39:38
that the universe is a you. You have to be
39:40
connected somehow I think and eating. Selling the universe as
39:42
a handling. Music. being like voted
39:45
upon people and like you're just a vessel i
39:47
kind of shit i like big part of the
39:49
my my brain bleed and aca see that as
39:51
you i actually ten i'm a big manifesting i
39:54
used on egg on the universe yeah i'm i'm
39:56
i believe our aims have din or at least
39:58
i try to be So you can
40:00
listen to I've Never Been Here Before It's Waiting For
40:02
You on Amazon Music. There's going to be a link
40:04
below. I mean speaking of
40:06
being weird, Parkour. Oh that's
40:09
weird. Yeah. Like that's
40:12
number three on the album. Yeah. Well
40:14
I mean it is after, it's
40:16
after like the actual, I don't know
40:19
why I just got physical about it. But
40:21
like it is like, it is
40:23
Parkour. Yeah. Okay cool. It's,
40:26
it's, the interesting thing is
40:29
all the titles of the album, I tried to pick things that
40:31
were a bit like, I don't know, not
40:34
to shit on Andy Bousette's album but I don't want to like
40:36
click your album at 12 and see like your track list is
40:38
like forever. Love
40:41
yourself. I love it. First
40:44
day back. Like it's just stuff that when you type
40:47
it in like 90 people's songs are going to come
40:49
up. So I was like thinking like damn
40:52
what is something, what are things that if you typed
40:54
it in more than likely you're just going to find
40:56
my face on the internet. Fuck yeah. Or
40:59
what I think people forget about is because a
41:01
lot of it's visual recall, if somebody's searching and
41:03
sees a song that's titled weird, they're going to
41:05
click it right. Like one of the big case
41:07
studies on that was Alec Benjamin when he had
41:10
his like first mixtape, he had like Kill Somebody
41:12
for You or something. And that song was never
41:14
expected to do anything but they attributed the up
41:16
taking streams to the name because everybody was like
41:19
what the fuck does that mean? Right. You
41:22
know? Yeah. So people are going
41:24
to tap into Parkour. Parkour is a huge thing. It was actually
41:26
the office episode that I was thinking about. Parkour, Parkour. I
41:29
was thinking about that shit. I was like yo they fucking that
41:31
was and then I forgot like planking and all it was like
41:33
these trends and I'm like people who do
41:35
Parkour take that shit so fucking seriously. So much people
41:37
that did were hitting me up like oh bro thank
41:39
you. We need an anthem. I was like. What?
41:42
That definitely wasn't my attention. I was just trying to
41:44
get it jumping like Parkour. You know? And
41:47
it's funny when I did that. Really
41:52
like James had I don't
41:55
really remember it was he had
41:57
Moved to a different house. so was he actually. Mamoru
42:00
are we will take an eight we always does could
42:02
and talk shit. Make. Fun of people
42:04
and as make music. Arm.
42:07
As a healthy cycles healthy cycle, he's playing.
42:09
That said, Als like burrow. What is this?
42:11
And then you know I don't know. Some
42:14
people like oh I don't like Origin is
42:16
Not Olds Moon. It's. Sound. Toys.
42:18
If you're a nerd you know some it was. It is
42:20
not old soon but. Just trying something
42:22
that really represented different parts of nice you
42:24
have like the skewed voice be a my
42:26
real voice the of the high pitched voice.
42:28
So I. Thought those like three different people
42:30
and I thought it was the best way to start
42:32
the album. to be like your Eric is more than
42:34
one person. That was what I miss him with the
42:36
say back to What August My really sick. So.
42:39
I thought that was madam porn to be
42:41
first before you heard as he goes, wheel
42:43
and steaks or ambrosia even you know that
42:46
was like. One. Of them
42:48
later songs and I recorded but I blaze a come off
42:50
first is it was closer to being like sonically different than
42:52
what people expect the for me. I
42:55
mean, by the way, like a leaky burgee down
42:57
to characters that you're playing. A
43:00
l Much of those three individuals make it's
43:02
way into the album or is it like
43:04
as a the okay. We'll. Use
43:06
it like we've What is it? So. Be.
43:08
Tired their i'm play one character rec
43:10
center the right and the cards there.
43:14
Is Mandeville and right. So I saw
43:16
some people say an online like yo
43:18
subtle Mf Doom and I'm like nah
43:21
nah not like. I. Love doom
43:23
but I my is not the mad villain
43:25
is Mandeville and were when you see really
43:27
quickly like oh you china like nominal. Mandeville.
43:30
The place and you may go on. My dad is from. So.
43:32
Like Mandeville. Or Mandeville.
43:35
Mandeville. When. I was say
43:37
it butler. Arm. Is
43:40
obsolete. In Jamaica whereas like
43:42
still poverty is beautiful we know people
43:44
go to resorts in elicit and sandals
43:46
Jamaica and all the stuff but Like
43:48
is really still. pretty like
43:50
fucked up place as far as was still
43:53
happening there on my father obviously want to
43:55
escape and it comes to america as an
43:57
immigrant's that story is so common wow from
43:59
his lab which is people from Trinidad, from
44:01
Grenada, all over the Caribbean that come to
44:03
New York, specifically for this dream. A lot
44:06
of them become construction workers, electrical engineers, like
44:08
my dad. So, damn,
44:10
I was just shitting on a lot
44:13
of people last summer. I was just shitting on
44:15
people. Like, yo, this shit is garbage to me. Wow,
44:18
everybody's getting these clicks and plays, but do the
44:20
clicks and plays mean that something is good? Or do they
44:22
mean it's popular? Some of my favorite albums don't have streams
44:24
like that. And
44:26
I don't wanna use that as a ledger
44:28
to be how good something is, but we're
44:30
so infatuated with statistics and numbers that people
44:33
won't allow anything to be good
44:35
if it has too many plays or not
44:37
enough plays. It's a weird dance going on.
44:39
So, yeah, I decided that the Mondaville part
44:41
of me is the part of me that
44:43
doesn't give a fuck. And
44:45
it's the villain part of me. So, I
44:47
combined both of those words together to be
44:50
the Mondavillain. And that is a character that
44:52
you can tap into when you feel insecure
44:54
or you wanna champion your
44:56
confidence. So, that was what
44:58
I initially started writing from. I was
45:00
like, well, there's me. And then
45:02
there's the part of me that I need
45:05
to be vulnerable, but powerful. So,
45:07
the voice changes, even in the
45:09
song, Mondavillain. Originally,
45:12
when I had recorded the chorus, I was
45:14
watching Godfather. And I
45:16
was like, man, they just spoke with such
45:18
fucking the Sopranos, just this boss shit. I
45:20
was like, yo, the beat, it just called
45:23
for this attitude. So, I put ice
45:25
in my mouth. And then I started
45:27
saying the chorus, they say, look, I'm
45:29
born of fud. And when I first
45:31
played it, people would say, who is that? I'm like, that's
45:33
me. And I was like, well, I
45:35
don't want people to not understand what I'm saying, so
45:38
I'm just gonna use that as a method to rerecord
45:40
it with this other person in mind. And I think
45:42
that's when I started to be like, oh, let me
45:44
change my voice naturally instead of all the effects on
45:46
the computer and to create this character. Wait, that's real.
45:49
So, is it one? Is it you and one other
45:51
character, really? Yeah, yeah. And
45:54
is every, not every song written from his perspective
45:56
or does it go back and forth? I would
45:58
say... Anytime
46:00
the voice is changing where it's not my
46:02
natural voice. That's the character got it Yeah,
46:05
what is this character to you? Like what part
46:07
of you is in this sometimes? I think that's
46:09
who I really am, bro I just
46:12
I just want to be tolerable so the world
46:15
can click my stuff and like me the things
46:17
that I think sometimes Why people are probably not
46:19
good, but I come from a good place. I
46:21
just disheartened by laziness
46:23
and people just Not
46:25
being genuine and I try to be patient
46:29
with the world, but it just the stuff especially
46:31
with social media is just I'm so sad by
46:35
How much people devalue themselves and how much they'll
46:37
do anything for attention it bothers me a lot
46:40
So that's why I was like I can't be like that
46:42
all the time Let me just use music to be the
46:44
vessel and expression and then use this
46:46
character to blame him kind of like South Park
46:48
You know yeah, yeah, it is
46:50
interesting that you you bring up like It
46:54
is sad what people have used the internet
46:56
for because it didn't like it didn't start
46:58
this way and now I don't know what happened
47:00
is weird right. I thought it was just me
47:02
sometimes I'm just like damn guaranteed when you post
47:04
something somebody's gonna say some shit. That's like Why
47:07
bro like what the fuck and it could be
47:10
the most sad thing it's my like lol I
47:12
was like what like picture the asshole
47:14
that's doing that like It's
47:16
like put your his face or his anime avatar that
47:18
he's hiding behind cuz he doesn't want anybody to like
47:21
Geologue him and find where he lives he puts like Akira
47:24
is his fucking Avatar, he's like
47:26
typing somebody sucks, and it's just like dude like you
47:29
have time for that shit I don't have time for
47:31
that. I couldn't imagine doing that. Oh no they have
47:33
his time It
47:35
is the Internet's crazy. It's crazy, bro.
47:37
It literally is and the people are
47:39
bored bro. Yes Yes,
47:43
yes, yes, yes, what are you thinking? I've
47:45
heard you call the flatbush zombies a band and not
47:47
a group before you explain that I make
47:50
all the beats It's a band Okay,
47:54
right Hmm
47:58
what is a band? It's music,
48:01
right? That music is not outsourced
48:03
to another person. A
48:05
member that's one of the people that's on stage
48:08
produced the music that you're listening to. Is that
48:10
the like the bare bones definition?
48:13
It is to me, but I
48:15
don't know. I don't associate bands with necessarily live
48:17
music. I get that.
48:19
You know, that's what I was about to say initially. Then
48:22
I thought to myself, no, there's so many boy bands, girl
48:24
bands, whatever you want to say. Does
48:26
Backstreet Boys play their own instruments? No. But
48:28
like, would you say band and group are
48:31
interchangeable? To some. To
48:33
some. I'd say somebody like Mobb Deep,
48:35
that's still a band to me. They
48:37
have original music and their duo and
48:39
Havoc makes all the beats. That's
48:43
different from Smith
48:45
and Wesson. They're a
48:47
group. And
48:49
what's the difference there? Is somebody giving them the
48:52
music? Yeah, you still have to rely. The person
48:54
that's part, I would say the clips when they
48:56
had Pharrell was more of a band than when
48:58
they weren't. When he did the first couple albums
49:00
and when they stopped working with them or however
49:02
that worked. Sorry.
49:05
What's the difference between a performer and an artist? Not
49:09
every good artist is a good performer. Right?
49:14
Yeah. So you may sound great in the studio and
49:16
then when you're in front of people, we sound like
49:18
shit. Or some people who perform
49:20
great, they have the right energy, but their music
49:22
doesn't translate the same way. Or
49:25
they can't hold their own in the studio. Or
49:27
they need so many people to help them write that
49:30
or accomplish that dream. But on
49:32
the stage, you tear it up. I don't know. What
49:35
do you think about people who have 15 writers
49:37
on a song? Is
49:39
the song fire? I mean,
49:41
yeah. Well, you can make the case that that's how
49:43
Beyonce works, right? Yeah. Is the song fire? It's great.
49:45
And I know that Beyonce sits in the studio and
49:47
takes a bunch of different parts from a bunch of
49:49
different songs and she's the one doing it.
49:51
That's sick. Right. That's sick. Think about
49:54
what's her name? Why don't you just
49:56
meet me in the middle? Oh my God. Yeah.
49:58
Yeah. So many people touch that song. Like
50:00
a hit if that's what if you have 15 people on
50:02
the song that it goes nowhere. That's a little like Probably
50:08
one less person maybe and it would have
50:10
got a brother happens all the time. Hey,
50:12
you know, but I think I won't
50:15
say People
50:17
are infatuated with the idea of I did this
50:20
myself mentality which I think It's
50:22
kind of dumb. I mean these artists will pay people
50:25
off of song Why
50:27
though why is it so cool to just do
50:29
things, you know Like we said earlier
50:31
right like if I chose to do something myself was
50:33
cuz I feel like I can best do it But
50:35
I'm not gonna remove other people's effort to
50:38
polish mine. That's weird You
50:40
know if you did the work you absolutely should
50:42
have all representation, you know, but if you didn't
50:44
do anything Then it
50:46
is mine, you know or but I don't think
50:48
it makes it less yours because you have 15
50:50
people on it I just think that all you
50:53
guys energies created this thing together as a producer
50:55
Do you think AI hurts or helps the creative
50:57
process knees and asking that? Yeah,
51:00
cuz I don't know why that's every
51:02
major superstar about it Alan Iverson is
51:04
a great basketball player AI
51:08
but AI the technology. I
51:10
don't know like I don't know how
51:12
I feel about it. It's What
51:14
I didn't like was like when they were using
51:16
the AI to um Bring back
51:18
to it from the dead. That shit is weird or
51:21
did you keep people's voices? Only in here the other
51:23
day they go if I have a song that I
51:25
think is good for ariana grande I'm gonna fucking get
51:27
an ariana AI thing and I'm gonna put it on
51:29
there. Well, that's crazy. It's crazy I did
51:32
see people use it to reference something that
51:34
you want to sell the reference tracks. Yeah,
51:36
that's I Guess
51:38
that's cooler. But it must be weird for the artists
51:40
to hear themselves as a eyes weird as fuck. Um
51:44
Yeah, I guess I don't like it, bro Um
51:48
Just like it makes me think
51:50
about all the money that I spent, you know on real
51:53
equipment You know, I have a quick story,
51:55
you know when uh, when um the
51:59
black album When there
52:01
was a documentary that when
52:03
Pharrell was talking to Jay and he's like, yeah, like, you
52:06
talk about Allure and he's like major seven chords. And I
52:08
was like, bro, I didn't know what that means at that
52:10
time. But that sounds, Pharrell make everything sound so good and
52:12
shit. That's dope. Like, I'm looking in the video and I'm
52:15
trying to like see like, what, what,
52:17
what, what keyboard is using using the Triton Extreme? I
52:19
must have watched it so many times like also Triton.
52:21
And I remember I told my mom, I was like,
52:23
yo, if I get this, I'm going to blow up
52:26
because Pharrell got it. And there was
52:28
a beat, the sound from Allure is like when you
52:30
pressed one of the presets, it was like, I
52:33
didn't even buy it for like a pad or for
52:36
like a keyboard or a synth. Like it was for
52:38
that sound effect. I just wanted to do that stupid.
52:41
And I bought it off eBay and
52:43
I used it for like a week and I found the sound
52:45
from Allure and I just did. I was like,
52:48
damn, that's so dope. And then
52:50
it broke. And it just
52:52
makes me think like, if that was AI,
52:54
like, I never would have learned
52:56
that value a lesson. I would just been like, give
52:59
me the sound from Allure. Like, I
53:01
wouldn't understand that you don't buy something just for
53:03
a moment. And you know, you have to, you
53:05
have to understand why you purchased something that's $2,000
53:07
when you're like 19 years old,
53:09
like you can't just, money is a growing
53:11
trees, you know, AI kind of, to me,
53:14
it stops you from realizing that actual
53:16
work is required to get something beautiful.
53:19
It's, it's almost like
53:21
how fast you can type something, not really
53:24
about how smart you are, how creative you are. It's
53:26
like, God falls down steps
53:28
with carrot in his mouth and pickle in
53:30
his ass. It's like, what? Like, what
53:32
does that sound like? And we find you could
53:34
tell you should be able to tell the producer
53:36
that he plays one chord and that could take
53:38
however long. But if it's dope, it's dope. AI
53:41
kind of jolts it for me,
53:43
bro. And with the art too, it's weird too.
53:45
Like, it has this, if you
53:47
ever look at it, they can't do hands well. But
53:50
once they get that, it's gonna get scary. It's
53:52
over. Yeah, the hands are weird. They're always like
53:54
in this weird look like, like
53:56
sausages or something. You
54:01
hit the nail on the head in a few different
54:03
ways right there like it is See
54:06
it is kind of scary. It is kind
54:08
of fucking scary. It is scary Back
54:11
to scary. Yeah, by the way listen to the
54:13
album. It's waiting for you on Amazon music Also,
54:15
you can listen to Eric the architect you can
54:17
listen to Flatbush zombies all the music because it's
54:20
now on streamers Who pushes you to make that
54:22
decision? I Everybody
54:25
question so who pushes me to put things
54:27
on streaming yeah Well yeah for Flatbush zombies
54:29
because you made it very for
54:31
many many moons without it. I did yeah, you want
54:33
to make money It's
54:36
you stop yourself of being accessible. Oh, yeah,
54:38
it was cool It was really rebellious for
54:40
a while till you're like damn,
54:42
bro. We got an awesome our best
54:45
shit people like oh I never heard that what
54:47
like and to us to our fans.
54:49
They're like dude How could you not know you know
54:51
my biggest song with the group is to to to
54:54
I've seen this tattoo? Everywhere,
54:56
bro, like I see it almost
54:58
just as much as I would see flatbush
55:00
zombies And this song just got on streaming
55:03
last year isn't that crazy the song came
55:05
out 2013 So to all these
55:07
people that have been tattooing this only have heard it through
55:09
YouTube and spinner low whatever fuck
55:11
SoundCloud That's crazy to think about
55:13
but okay, but It's
55:16
wild that it's only existed in those
55:19
niche little places for as long as
55:21
it has yeah But it still turns
55:23
into something so much larger for sure
55:25
does any part of you regret not
55:27
going on to streaming sooner Maybe
55:32
a little just as the producer.
55:34
It's like it'd be nice to get paid
55:36
for that oh Yeah
55:40
Yeah, the production part I little sore. I mean
55:42
think about it palm trees is probably
55:44
one of the biggest songs on the internet I've You
55:48
tell me like I don't what happened like
55:50
your money Yeah, it
55:52
hasn't showed up. It hasn't that's it. Well. There is
55:54
not you missed out on it Yeah, we did it
55:57
we release his music before that was like the thing.
56:00
So the thing was shoot a
56:02
video and put it on the
56:04
internet. Have you thought about maybe like trying to like,
56:07
so there is something to back catalog going
56:10
viral more than ever and songs that are
56:12
really great. It doesn't matter the year. Like
56:14
I believe that like quality records like that
56:16
are timeless. Absolutely. Some of the best songs
56:19
in history were made and sat on for
56:21
years before they released and came out and
56:24
were fucking like you made
56:26
them and heard them for the very first time.
56:28
Facts. There is
56:30
something to like those songs finding new
56:32
life and then making its way to
56:35
a I don't know, more wide
56:37
home. Yeah. For people. Yeah.
56:41
Like I don't know that there's like I
56:43
have friends all the time that like we'll
56:45
have a song from two albums, three albums
56:47
ago, pop off on TikTok. Yeah. And then
56:49
it ends up really affecting their entire catalog,
56:51
right? Because like they see a surge. Yeah,
56:53
I think eventually probably will go keep going
56:55
back and getting them all but like
56:58
I was sampling so much during
57:00
the 10th year anniversary, better
57:03
of dead vinyl. So
57:05
that was in September and we toured in
57:07
December. That was really
57:09
like eye opening because we had a
57:11
successful tour and also just
57:14
on some production shit. It's like I
57:16
mean, I declare Gorilla samples. Yeah, that's
57:18
crazy. Clear Black Moon, Super Rainbow. I
57:20
had to clear. Jesus,
57:23
I don't even think about it anymore. Like so many
57:25
people, so much money and people like, put
57:27
it on. You don't care about us. Upload it
57:29
now. I'm like, you want me to go to
57:31
jail? Like you want me to not have anything
57:33
like, you know, so you fell in love with
57:35
this music, but it was so creative. It was
57:37
so emotional. We didn't think it about it. I
57:39
was in thinking 10 years from now we have
57:42
to clear those samples. And I can make the case
57:44
that if you were thinking about it, you would have
57:46
stifled the art and it would never be what it
57:49
was. Like if you were making this to fit into
57:51
a box that was super wide and mainstream that had
57:53
like standards and practices attached to it, you may have
57:55
never made those records. For sure. I agree. I
57:58
think it would have been, you would have been sold. Constricted
58:00
to be like okay. Well Why
58:03
why sample this if they're never gonna click like
58:05
the grill is grow the gorillas are like come
58:08
on Damon Auburn is probably top
58:11
10 for me and I Mean
58:14
I played I Mean
58:17
I know the real song I sampled so it was
58:19
like kind of hard to imagine it without it But
58:21
I didn't do very much so I was really worried
58:23
that he wouldn't clear it and he did So
58:26
huge because it has to be personally cleared I
58:28
think a lot of people don't even know that
58:30
rightly all down to the ad and like it
58:32
Yeah, it's down to the actual fucking artist It's
58:36
up to them or if they pass like it's whoever
58:38
was next to can or is in turn of the
58:40
decisions But it is very personal. It's
58:43
not like a label making that decision That's like somebody
58:45
taking something that we had conversation with and make a
58:47
beat and you're like, you know what? Yes,
58:49
my show. I don't want to know I don't like that then
58:52
they can't do anything about it And then if
58:54
you try to like get around it You
58:57
already aware of it. So I'll use still sue them anyway
58:59
He's like, bro, I told you not to use it and
59:01
now you did a fake version of what? You
59:04
played for me. It has to sound so different that
59:06
I don't get upset, you know, especially if you want
59:08
to be dissoci Disassociated and we're
59:10
not an easy group to listen to like
59:12
that. Like we say some shit. So I'm
59:16
grateful that all those people we didn't really get rejected by anybody
59:18
You know, I think that they see through it and
59:21
could be able to tell satire and music and that
59:23
we love this shit You know and by the way
59:25
your pop culture references are woven throughout everything that you
59:27
do your cultural references are woven even through the album
59:29
That you know, you shout out fucking Alexa on one
59:31
of the records, you know ladies Is
59:34
that a conscious thing or can you explain
59:36
to me how you craft a song like
59:38
for nothing? We'll
59:41
go back to production but like lyrically you're putting
59:43
the lyrics to production, but are you writing are
59:45
you mumbling? What are you doing? I see a
59:47
lot of people do the mumble thing I'm
59:51
a writer. I like writing. I write all the time You
59:55
just stream of consciousness a
59:57
lot of times if it's a song like
59:59
Ezekiel's wheel where it's just like bar,
1:00:01
bar, bar, bar, bar, that's extremely conscious. I'll tell you I
1:00:04
was high. So. It's
1:00:07
like you roll up the right one, you know when it's
1:00:09
the right one? I was like damn, it just keeps going.
1:00:12
Like I just kept going. But then there's a song like
1:00:14
say Jam B Jam where I'm like cool,
1:00:16
this is about an ex, I don't fuck Lizz. Do
1:00:18
you know what I mean? I don't fuck with Shorty.
1:00:20
So I wanna write something that's gonna piss
1:00:23
her off and make it catchy enough to be like
1:00:25
okay, if she hears this, she gonna be like, I
1:00:28
like this song, I fucking can't stand him though. I
1:00:30
think about little petty shit like that that's even
1:00:33
if it's, I
1:00:35
don't stretch the truth but I try to find something
1:00:37
that I feel like we all can relate to and
1:00:41
I build, I build a, I don't
1:00:43
wanna describe it, almost like after
1:00:47
see outside, I call it zooming out, right?
1:00:50
There's audience, man I don't know why I'm
1:00:52
telling everybody my, okay but whatever. There's museum,
1:00:55
right? There's museum music. And
1:00:58
I'm not saying this applies to everything but
1:01:00
for me, this is how I hear music
1:01:02
sometimes unfortunately. There's stuff for the museum and
1:01:04
there's the audience, right? All of
1:01:06
my favorite songs have museum and audience
1:01:09
qualities which means that like museum is
1:01:11
like when you go see Basquiat
1:01:14
or Picasso, you might see something that
1:01:17
say holy shit, how
1:01:19
did he do that? Wow, you have a
1:01:21
voice like Adele, you're like oh my fucking
1:01:23
gosh, how is that person doing this? And
1:01:25
then you have audience that's maybe like Jackson
1:01:28
Pollock where it's like a splash of paint. You're
1:01:30
like I could do that, I could
1:01:33
do that, that's easy. You know how much artists people
1:01:35
say that about? They be like anybody could do that
1:01:37
until they step into that place and they say holy
1:01:39
shit, like it's actually not as
1:01:41
easy as I thought. I think every good song
1:01:43
has a piece of both of those worlds. Something
1:01:46
that is so fantastic that you can't replicate it
1:01:48
and a part of it you think you can.
1:01:51
So that the person never feels left out. Sometimes when
1:01:54
I'm rapping fast and I put the
1:01:56
mic out, people are
1:01:58
like, I'm like oh shit, cause you can't. rap fast
1:02:00
like me that's my museum but
1:02:04
so much grand unzip the bag who
1:02:06
can't say that it's like everybody can
1:02:08
say that you know all hit records
1:02:10
have that element of like this person
1:02:12
provides me both of those things so
1:02:14
when I'm writing I definitely
1:02:16
think about that so forecast clear
1:02:18
says Alexa I love you but
1:02:20
you need a little extra you know like okay
1:02:23
like I check my Alexa every day to
1:02:26
um I do
1:02:29
literally every day so I was like oh yeah
1:02:31
I wonder if this is gonna make somebody that
1:02:33
Alexa go off in their crib too I just
1:02:35
thought about that like maybe when they play the
1:02:37
song or they say it it might make their
1:02:40
Alexa and then I don't know just like a
1:02:42
weird way to integrate it into something that is
1:02:44
normal in society now you know I try to
1:02:46
do that all the time well bigger minder tell
1:02:48
your echo device to play Eric the architect and
1:02:51
I've never been here before whenever you want also
1:02:54
you can follow his page on Amazon music thank you
1:02:56
for that really great organic commercial
1:02:58
yeah thank you so much
1:03:01
that was really beautiful attached
1:03:03
you really well
1:03:06
put not
1:03:09
strategy but practice I think or just I
1:03:12
don't know like I've never heard it break broken down
1:03:14
that way but it makes the most sense right like
1:03:17
you need something that is can't
1:03:20
be duplicated one of
1:03:22
one essentially but then you also need
1:03:24
something that is obtainable
1:03:27
to everybody because that's the point
1:03:29
of understanding that's the
1:03:31
point of connection you know what I mean like there is
1:03:33
something to me hearing a song
1:03:36
and being able to sing it back seven
1:03:38
conversations my boyfriend this morning like there are
1:03:40
songs in existence where you can go a
1:03:42
very long time without hearing it and the
1:03:44
second it's on you know every fucking word
1:03:46
yes and you can't maybe do all
1:03:48
of it you can do most of it yeah because
1:03:50
there's parts of it they're unobtainable to you but a
1:03:52
lot of it Resonates with you and
1:03:54
it's accessible to you. Mmm, it's interesting. It's tons
1:03:56
of songs like that, right? And it could be.
1:04:00
The whole i mean I'd say outcasts is
1:04:02
probably one of the best that. Is.
1:04:04
Like be wrapped so fast and.
1:04:07
Wow. This such the biggest raise it me but
1:04:09
they always have a part of it that we all
1:04:11
seem together and make. Some. Times
1:04:14
this avant garde. Swezey.
1:04:16
Myself: like I like really weird
1:04:18
shit. I like. You. Know Portishead
1:04:20
or was a weird to me this not
1:04:22
traditionally like. I
1:04:25
don't know. I don't know musically.
1:04:27
Maybe not the thing that people think of all the
1:04:29
time. I think of maybe hip hop music. On.
1:04:33
That's. Like my canvas so I'm always try
1:04:35
to be like why don't want people
1:04:37
to dislike the gum some fucking like
1:04:39
left real person all the time so
1:04:41
i have to make a solid colette
1:04:43
or as make a song on even
1:04:45
beef patty. to me like as much
1:04:47
as people dislike. You. Know some
1:04:49
people like I'm so Happy did or a dance
1:04:51
hall records as some people just don't understand and
1:04:53
I'm like. I'm. Jamaican Lakes I'm
1:04:56
from flat list: that song
1:04:58
sounds like. A song that
1:05:00
anybody if lab which would when you drive
1:05:02
in in the summertime when you go to
1:05:04
you may when you're in establish when you
1:05:07
in downtown Brooklyn that sounds like with the
1:05:09
streets are like to me and then to
1:05:11
get a feature on it from somebody from
1:05:13
Trinidad like I was really. Arm.
1:05:16
Encapsulating what New York City sounds and feels like
1:05:18
to me too. And I think is really weird
1:05:20
to leave their point out of it. You know
1:05:23
for again, hip hop have always been integrated since
1:05:25
Petra and would you buy on and all the
1:05:27
stuff in the nineties where they had his cross
1:05:29
over Branch and Levy and Sign like we've always
1:05:32
had. That together, when
1:05:34
I want to do one where I just
1:05:36
rat and for parts why not broken like.
1:05:39
You. Almost com to bodman is like
1:05:41
does not really. Thus,
1:05:43
Broken English our to write it straight like I
1:05:45
was just came from Jamaica with my pops. Is it?
1:05:48
You know? Is evolving a game
1:05:50
or anything easy to you or was year he
1:05:52
as part of you fear That means as if
1:05:54
I was If you a Jamaican that's how we
1:05:56
would sovereign out. of
1:05:58
me it is it's own line for sure. It's
1:06:01
like, can
1:06:03
I teach you something? Yeah, please. So like, do
1:06:07
it, right? It's do it. It's
1:06:09
like two words. But like, in,
1:06:12
I don't know why, but when you speak in Jamaican,
1:06:14
you make everything sometimes shorter
1:06:16
and you combine two things and
1:06:19
make it faster. So like, do it
1:06:21
becomes duit. So,
1:06:24
mena affiduit is I don't have to do
1:06:26
it. Mena affiduit
1:06:28
versus I don't have to do it. So
1:06:31
is the whole language born out of
1:06:33
just taking, like just
1:06:36
cutting letters out? I think it's just
1:06:38
the sound fly, bro. I don't know what it is, bro.
1:06:40
It's like a certain like vibe. I don't know what it
1:06:42
is. I don't know what it stems from. My dad says
1:06:44
it's from the Queen's English. Well, he could be capping, bro.
1:06:46
He just says it's no, but it is. He did see
1:06:49
their own version of the Queen's English. Okay. So yeah, maybe
1:06:51
there's a three line there. But I mean, it is a
1:06:53
part of the Commonwealth. I just wonder, I'm
1:06:56
so fascinated in the history of
1:06:58
Patois, mainly because I've just been
1:07:01
so heavy on my mind recently. The Bob
1:07:03
Marley movies out and a
1:07:05
lot of it's, I mean, dude,
1:07:07
they're all speaking Patois. It's
1:07:10
fascinating because you can
1:07:12
understand it as somebody just listening to it, but
1:07:15
you also may not understand all of
1:07:17
it. All of it. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
1:07:19
yeah. And it's so fascinating. Yeah, it's
1:07:22
interesting. Is it a vernacular? Is it
1:07:24
a language? I think it's a language.
1:07:28
I think it's a language. I think at
1:07:30
this point, I
1:07:32
guess I could write it, but it's
1:07:34
so formal in language and communication that I don't
1:07:36
think of it that way. Like I
1:07:39
was saying, if you're Jamaican, it's naturally going to
1:07:41
like, because you're going to say something to let
1:07:43
me know you're Jamaican because it's just you're Jamaican.
1:07:45
It is weird. I'm sure other languages the same
1:07:47
way. It's like you may be speaking English until
1:07:49
you say something. I'm like, oh, shit. You
1:07:51
from yard, bro? Like, okay. That means we can speak
1:07:53
like this now. You know, what does it mean to
1:07:55
you to have a song that's
1:07:57
all done in Patois, bro? There's
1:08:01
like George Clinton and there's that. You know what
1:08:03
I mean? Like, that's like, I
1:08:05
mean, I've always, I've made so many songs that were like
1:08:08
that, but to be honest, I didn't have the confidence to
1:08:10
put it out, bro, because I was just standing on business,
1:08:12
bro. I was just like, people gonna
1:08:14
think this. And I'm like, who cares what people think, bro?
1:08:16
I love the song. So I'm gonna put it out. That's
1:08:18
how I felt about it. That was the first time that
1:08:20
I actually made something that reminded
1:08:22
me really of my origins of dancehall
1:08:25
and reggae music. You know, I've tried
1:08:27
to do them before, but
1:08:29
I just felt like it wasn't the right time to put them out.
1:08:31
And this was like my best version and it's James Blake produced it.
1:08:33
Come on, man. Like, you're never gonna
1:08:35
see that. Like, you know, that's not gonna be
1:08:37
that. That's like something only we can make together.
1:08:40
You know, this album is genuinely the story of
1:08:42
your life. A thousand percent. I'm
1:08:44
so happy we could talk about this because it really
1:08:46
is, bro. It's pretty cool. It really is. How
1:08:49
do you know the album was finished? Because
1:08:52
somebody told no. I
1:08:55
knew it was over because
1:08:58
a song like Shook Up, it
1:09:01
was one of the last songs that was recorded.
1:09:03
And I remember at that moment I
1:09:05
thought it was over. I was like, man, I got too much
1:09:07
to choose from. And I'm an
1:09:09
incessant recorder, creative person.
1:09:12
I'm still recording. I recorded maybe
1:09:14
two weeks ago. I recorded four
1:09:16
days ago. I don't have to, but
1:09:19
I just want to. And like, it's
1:09:22
like an itch that I need to scratch all
1:09:24
the time. And music to me is so fun.
1:09:27
Like, oh, man, it's like
1:09:30
having limitations and also not having them
1:09:32
and allowing myself to
1:09:34
write about one specific topic. And
1:09:36
I like to put myself under these conditions to feel
1:09:38
like my
1:09:40
opportunity is limitless. So finishing an album and deciding
1:09:42
that it's finished really has to be on my
1:09:45
account. It can't be like, yo,
1:09:47
you got to stop. You know, I have to
1:09:49
stop myself. I have to lock
1:09:51
it off almost like a time capsule. And then I
1:09:53
can be like, okay, everything from here on is for
1:09:55
something else. But I had to, I
1:09:57
would say once I did Shook Up, that's when I was
1:10:00
I think I'm done, but like leukemia and
1:10:02
all those songs that were really personal,
1:10:05
I had to write those songs in order to
1:10:07
feel like the album was done because without them I feel
1:10:09
like it wasn't a full story. It was just a part
1:10:11
of it. So
1:10:15
okay. You can make the case that –
1:10:18
yeah, those are just some of the most emotional songs on the
1:10:20
album. So like were you stopping yourself purposefully or did you –
1:10:22
like what – I don't
1:10:24
know. I think – I
1:10:27
don't know man. I was really sad for
1:10:29
a lot of my life, the second part
1:10:31
of my life as an adult. And I
1:10:33
think that the sadness came from not being around
1:10:35
the right people every day. And
1:10:37
then the griefing of my mom and just
1:10:40
like watching all these people pass away when
1:10:42
you get older, the shine that you have
1:10:44
to do some of these things drop your
1:10:46
ambition and your drive. I've got to nourish
1:10:48
my imagination because it goes away, bro. And all
1:10:51
of us in this room one day are going to
1:10:53
lose somebody, God forbid, like not
1:10:55
now. But when you do, it will change
1:10:57
you. And what happens to
1:10:59
you is something you can't predict. And when it
1:11:02
hits you, you need to remember that these people
1:11:04
are angels if they guided you to be where
1:11:06
you are now. But
1:11:08
to say that is different than to live in it.
1:11:10
And it took me a while for me to live
1:11:12
in that reality to say that like who
1:11:14
I am is really a result of all these people that allowed
1:11:17
me to be me and allowed
1:11:19
me to feel freed. And music
1:11:21
is just a thing that I do. I could have
1:11:23
been a librarian and these people
1:11:25
would have loved me anyway. So
1:11:28
what is all the pressure and all
1:11:30
this extra insecurity for? As
1:11:32
long as the people that love you are proud of you,
1:11:34
whether they're spiritually here or not, that's what matters the most.
1:11:37
But that comes from therapy. That's
1:11:41
the right way to approach all of it.
1:11:44
Facts. Yeah. But
1:11:47
it's hard. You get lost in it,
1:11:49
right? It's easy. Totally. It's easy too.
1:11:52
And I think a lot of it comes from social
1:11:54
media, bro. We
1:11:57
all, for instance, say you just came from a...
1:12:00
hair salon, right? You just got your new shit. You're
1:12:02
gonna take a pic today. If you didn't get
1:12:05
your shit done in a while, you're not gonna take a
1:12:07
new pic. If you do it, it's going to somebody's text.
1:12:10
It's not going to the internet,
1:12:12
right? So we all, all four of us,
1:12:14
five of us, are gonna post the best
1:12:16
picture of us on our page, which means
1:12:18
that we're all looking at the best
1:12:20
versions of ourselves. Think about that shit. Fuck me
1:12:22
up the day. I was like, damn, I
1:12:25
look like shit sometimes. And I don't post those
1:12:27
pictures on the internet because we're
1:12:29
all vain and fucked up. And
1:12:31
that's not reality. We all don't look like
1:12:33
this all the time. So that makes you
1:12:35
so insecure. They say, wow, she's so beautiful
1:12:39
today. That's the one
1:12:41
she posted today. Bro,
1:12:43
nobody looks that perfect every day. But no
1:12:46
one, people do it and people post online, whatever.
1:12:48
I'm just saying in a general consensus, we
1:12:51
all are trying to deem success every
1:12:53
day by what we post, right? So
1:12:55
we're either saying we are obtaining it or yearning for it.
1:12:58
And our definition of what success
1:13:00
is, is so crazy because
1:13:02
a lot of it comes from other people. I'm
1:13:04
successful because I'm in here today. But
1:13:08
oh, you don't have no money. You didn't get paid. That's
1:13:10
not why, that's how you deem success.
1:13:13
You know, when you scroll through that shit and you see
1:13:15
somebody in a Maserati, that shit may make you feel like
1:13:17
shit if you drive in a Camry. But
1:13:19
maybe you don't like Maseratis. Maybe it's not even
1:13:21
about, maybe it's about learning to drive. I don't
1:13:23
know how to drive yet. So when
1:13:25
I learned to drive properly and have a car,
1:13:27
then I'm more successful than any of these people
1:13:29
on Instagram, just because I overcame something that was
1:13:32
a challenge for me. Well, it's about
1:13:34
personally defining what success is for you
1:13:37
and not bidding in or getting drowned
1:13:39
out by society's
1:13:42
definitions of success. We've got to change
1:13:44
that. And I think without that,
1:13:46
we're just imitating each other. So
1:13:49
true. And individuality is going away and homogenization
1:13:51
of everything is going to take over. Oh
1:13:53
my God. Why don't you want to be
1:13:55
yourself? You have a troll doll. That troll
1:13:57
is so cool. Like, thanks. Imagine if I
1:13:59
was like, that's Stupid you'd been like I
1:14:01
still like it. Yeah, totally. So why can't we
1:14:03
do that? Reptar bro, the world the world is
1:14:05
dumb. The world is right there But
1:14:09
it is wild like that's actually how you lose
1:14:11
art and individuality You
1:14:13
know I'm saying a thousand percent like if if We
1:14:17
all think success is this
1:14:19
one thing fancy car fancy
1:14:21
house, whatever. Mm-hmm I
1:14:24
mean then the reality of that is like We're
1:14:27
all just chasing after the same exact shit Like
1:14:31
you're all running the same race, but then
1:14:33
it's like Was
1:14:36
it always that way you know did we do
1:14:38
think our parents experienced
1:14:41
the same Things or
1:14:43
was it the same but just in a
1:14:45
different way? Well, I think they were chasing
1:14:47
after something most likely or I would think
1:14:49
better than whatever they went through themselves, right?
1:14:51
So like better life better dream better or
1:14:54
just the opportunity to live out
1:14:56
dreams I mean like I think that could be I kind
1:14:58
of think it was different like I Think
1:15:02
the general consensus of all your parents
1:15:04
generation was to give a better
1:15:08
Present and future to their kids and they had for
1:15:10
them for sure point blank the
1:15:12
nuances That like
1:15:14
make that up. Mm-hmm. Like what is
1:15:17
better really? that's Determined
1:15:20
be like that's individual. Yeah, but I
1:15:22
do think that there was something that
1:15:24
links A
1:15:27
lot of like past generations together, which is providing
1:15:29
what their parents couldn't provide to them or what
1:15:31
they didn't have access to you Yeah, I would
1:15:33
assume that that's a part of why your your
1:15:35
dad came here from Jamaica, right? So just to
1:15:37
provide something that he couldn't get in Jamaica for
1:15:39
his family for his family for sure And I
1:15:42
know for a fact that was the same thing
1:15:44
that my mom and dad did you know? And
1:15:47
where you didn't agree they they they
1:15:49
are they're from Patterson, New Jersey. Oh
1:15:51
shit. Yeah, I'm from right outside of
1:15:53
Manhattan. Thanks But
1:15:55
yeah, they but but common right the
1:15:58
same exact general one But
1:16:01
not exactly the same. Does
1:16:03
that make any sense? Totally makes sense. Yeah.
1:16:08
So it was probably in a different way. I just
1:16:10
think I guess because of the cameras and the
1:16:12
stuff, it's a little harder. We
1:16:18
have to remind ourselves what the goal and our
1:16:20
intentions are. It becomes more
1:16:23
difficult to remember that because there's so much comparisons. And
1:16:26
I think maybe our parents, there was
1:16:28
no – there was none of that. There was none
1:16:30
of that. It didn't exist. So it was like this is what the
1:16:32
goal was and we're going to go do it. I think now
1:16:35
you'd question that because there's
1:16:37
something telling you you can't or somebody showing
1:16:39
you that you might fail. And
1:16:42
I think that we can't succeed
1:16:45
as a society if we always
1:16:47
stopping ourselves from the what ifs. And
1:16:49
one of my favorite Fl I'll
1:17:11
take the acknowledgment because I went through a period of not
1:17:13
being acknowledged at all. So the
1:17:15
pursuit of that is more beautiful than just being
1:17:17
like stepped over like
1:17:20
those guys at Times Square that play the buckets
1:17:22
or the shit. Duke might
1:17:25
be out there all day and never get any
1:17:27
recognition. He might be better than most drummers, but
1:17:29
that's where he is it. And
1:17:32
he's physically there beneath you. So it's hard for
1:17:34
that person to get out of that situation. That
1:17:36
isn't – he would die for any type of
1:17:38
recognition. Working
1:17:40
any job. I worked at Guitar Center, bro. I
1:17:45
just wanted somebody to be nice to me. People were just so
1:17:47
fucking rude. Even when now I'm who I
1:17:49
am now, when I go to a Target
1:17:51
or a Cold Stone or
1:17:53
– if you roll with
1:17:56
me, I'm going to definitely make this person laugh before we
1:17:58
leave, bro. So I'm not going to order – like,
1:18:00
yo, bro, let me get it. I'm like, yo,
1:18:02
what's good, my guy? What's good, bro? And I
1:18:04
was like, that was like, whoa, nobody responded to
1:18:06
me like that today at all. Knowing
1:18:08
that maybe at the very small part of it,
1:18:10
that person goes home like, man,
1:18:12
that guy is kind of silly today. That shapes,
1:18:15
I mean, bro, it got me out of the situation
1:18:17
that I was in. I didn't want to work at
1:18:19
those jobs. But some little part of that day made
1:18:21
me feel like I should come to
1:18:24
work tomorrow or quit. But that's what
1:18:26
we're saying. Without those moments,
1:18:30
it's hard to value yourself, bro. Like, you don't
1:18:32
really know
1:18:34
where you stand, bro. And I just feel like
1:18:37
as old as the Earth is, we should be
1:18:39
better at executing this. We should be better at
1:18:41
communicating this with each other and segregation and all
1:18:44
this type of stuff to make
1:18:46
us feel like we don't fit in, like I said
1:18:48
to you. Like, there should be a community of people
1:18:50
that feel like that. And that's
1:18:52
how harmony should be made. It shouldn't be
1:18:54
to exclude and to poke fun of everything.
1:18:56
Sometimes we've got to just really get to
1:18:58
what it is, bro. Like, it shouldn't always
1:19:01
be jokes and memes and fucking laughter.
1:19:03
We've got to get to the real shit to be
1:19:05
so we find some positivity so we can actually change
1:19:07
the world. That's what the
1:19:09
world was for. It's like, put your
1:19:12
ego aside and let's make something that's going to make the
1:19:15
last test of time and have longevity. That's
1:19:17
what music should be doing. And
1:19:19
I hope it's that music has the hand in
1:19:22
stimulating more
1:19:25
emotional, deeper conversations. But I don't know.
1:19:29
Let's see. You're right. A lot of conversations are
1:19:31
very surface level. So the fact
1:19:33
that if you have surface level conversations,
1:19:35
you stay surface level. Oh, yeah.
1:19:37
And so nothing's ever going to be accomplished or changed. Yeah,
1:19:40
right. Because then that
1:19:43
comes with the fear of being canceled and being
1:19:47
misunderstood. And it's
1:19:53
probably not the best
1:19:56
platform to express that. But yeah,
1:19:59
sometimes. things get dicey, but everybody has
1:20:01
to walk away and be like, damn, at
1:20:03
least I understand better. Not like, still
1:20:06
thinking about the thing that pissed you off, especially
1:20:08
if somebody's sorry. I think that we can't ever
1:20:10
learn anything if we're not being honest. We
1:20:13
gotta really speak from our heart and be like, yo, if that
1:20:15
offended you, yo, I'm sorry.
1:20:17
You know, but like, not like, you're not
1:20:19
allowed to make a mistake. And I would say our parents
1:20:21
are probably way different than that, like my dad said
1:20:24
some crazy shit, bro, but I still love my
1:20:26
dad. Or like, you know, your
1:20:29
parents don't always have the best relationship with each
1:20:31
other. They argue, still love each other. You
1:20:33
know, just feel like
1:20:36
now, bro, is this crazy? I don't know if it's just
1:20:38
like, I
1:20:41
think people just becoming tolerant of each other, man.
1:20:43
It's the close quarters, it's coming out of COVID,
1:20:46
it's overstimulation. We
1:20:48
need- High-per sensitivity won't be overstimulated. It's
1:20:50
crazy. Bro, but that's why we need
1:20:52
music, man. Music has always been that
1:20:55
for me. And I
1:20:57
listen to artists, like one of my favorite projects
1:20:59
is Brian Eno's Music for the Airport. I think
1:21:01
it's called Music for Airports. It's
1:21:03
ambient music, it's just like weird dissonant.
1:21:06
Boom, boom, boom. I love it. Oh
1:21:08
my God, it's like not hearing somebody
1:21:11
talking about some shit, like, ha, yo,
1:21:13
that shit is so liberating for me. Like, it just makes
1:21:15
me feel like this is what
1:21:17
life is like sometimes. It's not overstimulation,
1:21:20
it's actually just like riding
1:21:23
a wave of current and like finding
1:21:25
normalcy- Flowing. Yeah. Mm-hmm.
1:21:28
Flowing. By the way, I've never been here before. Is
1:21:30
it waiting for you? My name is on
1:21:32
music, link below, what are you thinking? It was great. That's
1:21:35
it? Yeah, I thought you guys were great.
1:21:37
It was great. No, I'm loving every second of this conversation.
1:21:39
I've walked a whole track of time. I feel like I
1:21:41
know you, like, I feel like
1:21:43
we play basketball together or some shit. No, I fuck
1:21:45
with you. I feel- I'm not playing basketball. No, no,
1:21:48
no, no, no, no, no. But it's, I do feel,
1:21:50
I feel seen, but I also feel like I see
1:21:52
you. Yay. I get you. That's right.
1:21:54
Yeah, it's interesting. I
1:21:57
mean, the East coast energy, I don't know, but we're also similar
1:21:59
in age. Yeah, once you say Jersey, I'm like browsing Jersey all
1:22:01
the time browsing Elizabeth. I was in oh my god. Yeah,
1:22:03
my ex was from um What
1:22:06
area my boy lives in Plainsboro and
1:22:08
my girl went to? Rutgers
1:22:11
in New Brunswick. Oh my god, of course. I
1:22:14
was going to Rutgers session shit So I grew
1:22:16
up like I grew up in Patterson Okay, and
1:22:18
then I moved to Wayne but like my parents
1:22:20
like both my parents are from Patterson so like
1:22:22
right off of 80 Oh shit.
1:22:24
Yeah, it's where they used to actually make all the
1:22:26
silk and like send out all the silk and stuff
1:22:29
It's pretty cool. Also where Fetty Wap is from. I
1:22:31
don't know if we have any other famous people from
1:22:33
there, but uh 17 Yeah,
1:22:36
by the way great song Listen
1:22:40
to the album. It's beyond worth your time and
1:22:42
please come back as you release more music That's
1:22:44
my only request here. I'm coming back. Please come
1:22:46
back We're always here and more than
1:22:48
available and this is a beautiful story that it's
1:22:50
definitely of your life Thanks
1:22:53
for sharing. Thank you. Thanks for sharing the music
1:22:56
and thanks for sharing your time and energy today.
1:22:58
Absolutely Really appreciate you you as well, man. I'll
1:23:00
be back. Yeah. Thanks. Eric the architect everybody It's
1:23:05
the exact same show
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