I have faced my death before. So that wasn't new to me did I feel afraid. Nope did I want this torture to end YES!!!! This Virus was determined to make me release. Release all the walls I built around the recent loss of my Dad to Covid and my sister 6 years ago. I was being broken spiritually , Physically and mentally being taught to let go. It's okay to cry now. This virus humbled me. It taught me humans cry when someone dies. It taught me ego is good to an extent but its okay Im human I can be angry. This virus was oh so similar to my journey with AYAHUASCA.  I Had to surrender to the human experience I wasn't a super natural understanding human of DEATH. Its real to cry I cried for days I missed my dad the virus showed me where all these emotions were lying dormant in my body. No I had my mind, body and spirit all in one spot all attentive ready for the release the release that its okay to hurt. Its okay to cry its okay to be vulnerable. Its okay to be HUMAN. Im Honored for the experience. It was like dying every day. I came out stronger. Im currently on the mend putting myself back one step at a time Thank you to all those that prayed for me and loved on me . Love you for all those fighting the fight I send you you love ❤️