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This episode of The Anxiety podcast
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cozy Earth dot com. Welcome
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back to the anxiety slayer podcast. This
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week, Ananga and I are responding to
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a question from our private Facebook
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group about sleep anxiety.
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And the question that came in is, does anyone
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else experience sleep related anxiety?
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A bad night sleep for me at the moment
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can trigger several more nights as
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I worry about not being able
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to sleep. Needless to say,
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I then find anxiety lurking in
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the background all day as well. Welcome
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back for another episode in Hey,
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Shann. Interesting
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that we're speaking about sleep right now when
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we have this new relationship with Cozy
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Earth both you and I have been
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struggling with a bit of
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sleeplessness for a while,
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and here we have a listener
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who is in the in the same boat. Yeah.
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I was really happy to respond to this question
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considering the challenges I've had over
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recent weeks. I felt I could tune into
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the frustration it can cause
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in that situation where when
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you have one bad night, you can
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start to think, oh, no. Is it
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gonna be the same tonight? And then we
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start feeling anxious about that?
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It's a good question. And fortunately,
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There's plenty we can do to
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support it. The challenge between anxiety
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and sleep goes both ways. Anxiety
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makes the mind unsettled. Keeping
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us awake, chewing over our
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worries, and on the other side, sleep
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deprivation can increase anxiety, so
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we get caught in a loop. Of sleeplessness
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and worry that can feel really
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hard to escape unfortunately both
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sides. Feed into each other,
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and escalate the challenge. And
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I can relate with that anticipation and
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dread as bedtime approaches
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because you're in that space of aw Shann. I
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really hope that I get a good night's rest
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tonight. But that
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anxiety makes it a little bit
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more difficult to relax. If
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your mind is continuing in
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that loop of anticipatory dread
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Vander makes it that much more of a challenge.
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Yeah. So we need to meet the
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anxiety and take
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action to dissolve it first
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and foremost. Yeah.
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And that's hard when we're tired. It's
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challenging to do. I'll share
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briefly my experience
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in hopes that it's helpful. So
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I've been experiencing carpal tunnel
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syndrome all of a sudden
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over the last couple of weeks. And
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it's been waking me up in the night with
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extreme pain. Anyone that's
3:09
ever had carpal tunnel will be able to relate
3:12
Right. I've not had it to this extent
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before. I've had it before from working on computers
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and mild cases, but this
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is quite something. And
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what I realized was the only way I could stop it
3:24
hurting was to get out of bed and stretch.
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Do a bit of qigong, move my body
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around. And of course, in
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being tired and wanting to sleep,
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I was sometimes leaving there too late
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to deal with it because I was tired.
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It kept me awake for several nights straight,
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not completely, but it was waking
3:43
me up about every half an hour to
3:45
an hour. So
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after a couple of nights, I found myself
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standing in the corner of my room with my head.
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In the corner of the wall just leaning on the
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wall, honey. Because
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I was so tired. It's so uncomfortable.
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Vander I didn't know what to do with myself
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because everything's worse at night. It hurts
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more at night. The mind's more vulnerable.
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Yeah. Bonneable, but also less
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shepheritable. Mhmm. And
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it's more challenging to do with things. So I just stood
4:13
there with my my hand feeling like it
4:15
had been shut in a window. I
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thought, okay, this
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isn't good. I can't do this
4:23
because I'm I'm starting to get stressed about
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the pain. I need to do things differently.
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And the first thing, of course, that came
4:30
was tapping, which we'll talk more about
4:33
later in this episode. But that
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is what helps me get calm and
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more comfortable Vander it's helped
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improve the whole situation. It hasn't gone.
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I'm still dealing with it, but it's improving.
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And I'm very grateful for that.
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So just sharing that. You know, I'm in
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that place to be really aware at the moment
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of how quickly we're affected
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by poor sleep, how it goes into the next
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day, how challenging it
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is, how difficult
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it is at night to take decisive action
5:03
when we might feel like we're not sleeping
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at all, but we're also kind of half
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asleep or a bit groggy.
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We're not very present. We're not very
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on it. Mhmm. So
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really important to find
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ways to address that
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during the day to take whatever action we can
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tell by ourselves when we're awake during the
5:25
day and to bring in tools
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like typing, which make
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the whole situation so much more
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positive Vander takes that fear
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of the fear away. And
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anytime you can release the tension
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and the expectation and the frustration,
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all of that is gonna lead to a better
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night's rest. Yeah. As
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we can't control whether
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we're gonna sleep or not, we can't flick
5:51
that switch. But we
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can take steps to be as relaxed
5:55
and calm and positive as
5:57
possible, and that puts us in best state
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to invite sleep or at least good
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rest. Mhmm. Over
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the past several nights, I've been falling
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asleep easily. But waking
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up around three or four in the morning and
6:12
and not able to get back to sleep, and that's
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not usually the case for me. And
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I found it really helpful to
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just get my headsets. And
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I've got a playlist
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on YouTube of different
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sleep recordings that are, you know, like,
6:30
ten hours long. And
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figure out how to make the dark
6:34
setting and put that down Vander
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then just be really sweet with myself, make
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myself as comfortable as I can and
6:41
invite the the music to
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to take me away. And
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it's worked quite nicely.
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But it did take a little
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bit of time for me to go there. I
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wanted to do the other do other things first.
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With lavender or magnesium or
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the CBD Sivyer that we had --
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Mhmm. -- depending on what what
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you're dealing with, waking up in the middle of the night for
7:05
me isn't as much about pain as
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it is about hormones and
7:09
other things without getting
7:12
into that anymore. There are so
7:14
many choices that you can make, and
7:16
some feel so challenging.
7:18
And in this case, I was like, oh, my
7:21
headsets are like everything is fairly
7:24
close for me to make this happen
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because I also worry that if I get up and do
7:28
too much, then I absolutely won't go
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back. Yeah. Like, this won't happen.
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Yeah. So I have found that music is
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helpful. I have found that
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the combination of
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almond milk with some nutmeg
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is helpful. And I
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had some of that last night. I'll have that
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again tonight, and I feel
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like I'm getting back into my regular routine
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again? Mhmm. Hopefully, because I had
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a pretty good night last night. I I woke up,
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but I was able to fall right back asleep.
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Yeah. It really is something we have to navigate.
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And what we tend to do is we go to the objection
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because it's just not what we want to
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experience, and it's a really difficult
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thing to experience, and it affects our
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anxiety in our next day so quickly.
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But yeah, we need to be proactive.
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And we experience some pain and
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then I didn't get up and wake myself up,
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but I had to get up and deal with it. So
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I could get back to sleep. Mhmm. And
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the CBD Selfhelp me has been
8:30
a real help with that. Initially, I was
8:33
just applying it to my wrist. And
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then I decided to massage my whole
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arm from the shoulder down with it, and I've started
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doing that for the last few nights, and they've been the
8:41
best nights. So far, so I'm hoping
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that's addressing the the pain and the
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inflammation. We have to just keep
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thinking, sometimes the mind will
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say tried everything. It's not possible
8:52
to try everything. Right?
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That's our mind feeling tired and defeated,
8:57
which is understandable on
8:59
the one Shann, but not helpful.
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So we have to keep trying. Just keep trying.
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Vander we also talk about acceptance.
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And inviting rest
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Vander realizing that when
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we worry about not being able to sleep,
9:15
or the dread of the coming night or start
9:17
thinking about what might happen. We're we're suffering
9:19
twice. We're suffering before. And
9:22
during what may or may not be
9:24
unrestful sleep. And
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it's our default setting to do
9:29
that. We we resist what we don't
9:31
want to experience Vander that it's us
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into that loop of pain.
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We need to sleep. We don't like
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feeling anxious Vander it's always
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worse at night so we start anticipating
9:44
the anxiety and being stuck awake. And
9:46
with that, more anxiety. And then our mind
9:48
becomes preoccupied with what we
9:50
don't want. It's understandable, but
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it doesn't help. What does help
9:55
is what we just shared Vander that's
9:58
getting set up to be as relaxed home
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and comfortable as you possibly can.
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And we've had a couple of other episodes
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where it will drop a link in
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where we invite you to
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have a bedtime routine, a bedtime practice
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that can make you as comfortable as
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possible. And preparing
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for good rest. We'll share a little bit more about preparing
10:19
for good rest as well right now. Yeah,
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really important to try and antidote
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the mind from the dread of
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anticipating, oh god, why if
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I have another rough night? To
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start preparing for better rest,
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and we might need to do that earlier in the evening.
10:36
It can feel a bit high maintenance. I've certainly
10:38
been my maintenance program
10:40
in the evenings for the last
10:43
few weeks, but I can feel the benefit
10:45
of it. Mhmm. It's helping, so I'm
10:47
I'm sticking with it. But we might need
10:49
to start getting ready to settle down
10:51
a bit earlier. We need to
10:53
be careful that we're not putting drama in
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our minds dramatic viewing, the
10:57
news, scrolling, caffeine, things
10:59
that are gonna Vander sleep,
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the basics. Vander stay
11:04
out of your email as well if you
11:06
mhmm, work from home or if you
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have a work email. Please don't
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look at those at night. Speaking
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from experience. Yeah. It
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clicks our mind into a different state.
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Doesn't it? It defers. Wait for state.
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Stay away from Google, Googling insomnia.
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The anxious mind's gonna start looking for
11:25
what might be wrong with us Vander all the
11:27
potential problems Vander that
11:29
are around insomnia. Keep
11:32
the mind away from that keep the
11:34
mind focused on the good things,
11:36
the positive things, what we can do to help,
11:39
and the fact that this is most likely a
11:41
very temporary situation. And there
11:43
will be lessons in her. There are
11:45
always lessons in these things about care,
11:48
tolerance, all kinds of lessons
11:50
come from these challenging situations, whether
11:53
it's physical pain, emotional pain,
11:55
there are always good teachings to
11:57
be found. And
12:00
to remember that our sleep patterns can
12:02
change throughout our lives for a number
12:04
of different reasons, and Most of them
12:06
are nonconcerning. They're just a part
12:08
of our human experience. Our
12:11
sleep could be affected by hormones, by
12:13
our age. And of course, by
12:15
anxiety itself. As
12:18
we mentioned, we have several podcasts on
12:20
sleep, so we won't be going into
12:23
sleep tips too deeply here, but
12:25
we will continue to focus on
12:28
calming the fear of nighttime sleeplessness.
12:30
Vander wanted to also share
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So if you're in pain, that might be something
12:58
you Ananga try. You have a really
13:00
nice muscle pain and
13:02
relaxing in the evenings. Which
13:06
leads us to our focus on relaxation.
13:08
Shann, just quickly
13:10
a few things to try before we get into
13:13
what really helps tackle the fear of
13:15
not sleeping, which is tapping.
13:17
You can try massaging your body with a relaxing
13:20
oil. And take a
13:22
warm bath with magnesium salts earlier
13:24
in the evening just unwind as much as you
13:26
Shann. Use essential oils like
13:28
lavender for calm, Follow
13:31
a gentle stretching or restorative
13:34
yoga practice again really
13:36
gentle. Slow, downtime
13:40
movements, and
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after the brave will guide you through. A
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Ananga is gonna be walking you through
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a guided tapping session. Tapping
15:07
for anxiety about not sleeping.
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And for our patrons, you will have a full
15:12
tapping session available to you soon.
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On the very same topic. I
15:20
do typing is good way to help you get
15:22
familiar with typing. But
15:24
it's important to remember that your
15:27
words are always the best words. So as
15:29
you gain your experience with tapping or you
15:31
tapping along with me. We
15:33
recommend you add some extra sessions using
15:35
your own words to describe your feelings.
15:38
I'm gonna use some General words
15:40
that I hope will be helpful, but
15:43
you might have some thoughts come up about. This is
15:45
what I say to myself when I'm worried about
15:47
not sleeping. So jot
15:49
them down and add them in
15:51
to do your own personal tapping. To
15:54
get the best results from this session, you can repeat
15:56
my words along with me out loud,
15:58
if you Shann, that will get the best results.
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But you can also repeat in your mind
16:03
if you're tapping privately. Using headphones.
16:06
I'll keep the statement short I'll leave
16:09
a gap between my words for you to
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repeat after me easily. Shann
16:14
will be repeating along your
16:16
side of the tapping as well. If
16:19
you're new to tapping and you need to know where the points
16:21
are, you can get them on our web site at
16:23
anxietyslare dot com forward
16:25
slash eFT. There's a diagram
16:27
there for tapping points. So
16:33
to begin, I recommend
16:36
doing this tapping early in the evening
16:38
you can repeat again at bedtime.
16:41
But if you're having an evening where you're starting
16:43
to anticipate and
16:45
feel some anxiety about possibly
16:47
not being able to sleep, then
16:50
the earlier you tap, the better. So
16:52
we start by tapping on the side of the hand
16:55
on the point that's nicknamed the Karate
16:57
chop point. Either side,
16:59
either hand doesn't matter, and
17:02
then just repeating after me, even
17:04
though I'm worried about not getting a
17:06
good night's sleep. Even though
17:08
I'm worried about not getting a good night's sleep.
17:11
I've had some bad nights, and I'm
17:13
anxious tonight will be the same. I've
17:16
had some bad nights I'm anxious
17:18
tonight will be the same. I accept
17:20
myself. I accept
17:22
myself. Even though I'm dreading the
17:24
night ahead, even
17:27
though I'm dreading the night ahead dreading
17:30
being stuck awake with anxiety, Vander
17:33
dreading being stuck awake with anxiety,
17:36
and my mind going over and over
17:38
things, and my mind
17:40
going over and over things I accept
17:42
myself. I accept
17:44
myself. Even though feel
17:46
frustrated by not being able to sleep,
17:50
Even though I feel frustrated by not
17:52
being able to sleep, and I'm worried
17:54
about feeling tired tomorrow, I'm
17:57
worried about feeling tired tomorrow. And
17:59
I'm worried about my anxiety being worse
18:01
tomorrow. And I'm worried
18:03
about my anxiety being worse tomorrow.
18:06
Accept myself. I
18:08
accept myself. I
18:10
know just wherever you are,
18:14
Set all your body down, take a deep breath,
18:16
just let your shoulders drop, let
18:18
your jaw relax, and we'll start
18:20
tapping through the points in the sequence. Tapping
18:23
on the top of your head, worried about
18:26
not sleeping, worried
18:28
about not sleeping, and the beginning
18:30
of the eyebrow, scared of a
18:32
night with anxiety, scared
18:35
of a night with anxiety, and
18:37
they're outside of the eye. Frustrated
18:40
that I can't sleep. Frustrated
18:43
that I can't sleep under the eye.
18:46
Worried about being awake with my mind
18:48
going over things. Worried
18:51
about being awake with my mind going over
18:53
things. Under the nose, worried
18:55
I can't sleep. Worried
18:57
I can't sleep, center of the chin.
18:59
Worried it's always going to be this way.
19:03
Worried it's always going to be this way.
19:06
Apollo Bone, all this anxiety about
19:08
not sleeping, all
19:10
this anxiety about not sleeping.
19:13
onto the arm, I'm treading another sleepless
19:16
night. I'm treading
19:18
another sleepless night Vander
19:20
take a deep breath in, and
19:23
release it in a long, slow, exhalation. So
19:25
you stretch out your arms, open your chest.
19:29
And we'll repeat tapping through the points again.
19:32
Top of the head. So worried
19:34
about not sleeping. So
19:37
worried about not sleeping, beginning of
19:39
the eyebrow, scared of a night with anxiety.
19:43
Scared of a night with anxiety. Outside
19:46
corners of the eye, I'm frustrated that
19:48
I can't sleep. I'm
19:50
frustrated that I can't sleep onto
19:52
the eye. I'm worried about being awake
19:54
with my mind going over things. I'm
19:58
worried about being awake with my mind
20:00
going over things the nose.
20:03
I'm worried about another night of watching
20:05
the clock. I'm
20:07
worried about another night of watching
20:09
the clock, center the Shann. I've
20:12
tried everything Vander I feel so frustrated.
20:16
I've tried everything Vander I feel so
20:18
frustrated. I'm so
20:20
anxious is going to be like this every
20:22
night. I'm
20:24
so anxious it's going to be like this
20:26
every night. And under the arm, my
20:28
mind is going over and over everything
20:31
I have to do tomorrow. My
20:33
mind is going over and over everything
20:36
I have to do tomorrow. Enough
20:39
the next follow the tapping Shann. We'll
20:42
start using new words to invite change
20:44
Vander affirm respect Vander
20:47
invite a different experience. So
20:50
tapping on the top of the head, it's
20:52
hard to quiet my mind. It's
20:55
hard to quiet my mind. Beginning of the
20:57
eyebrow, it's hard to relax my body.
21:00
It's hard to relax my body, side
21:02
of the eye. But I know
21:04
focusing on lack of sleep is just
21:06
making it worse. But
21:08
I know focusing on lack of sleep
21:10
is just making it worse. Under
21:12
the eye, I'm open to trying to relax.
21:16
I'm open to trying to relax Vander
21:19
the nose. I release this frustration. I
21:22
release this frustration, center of
21:24
the chin. I understand. I
21:27
can't control whether I sleep or not.
21:30
I understand. I can't control
21:32
whether I sleep or not. Colleagues,
21:34
but I can help myself release anxiety.
21:38
But I can help myself release anxiety
21:41
Vander the arm, and I can help myself
21:43
get as comfortable as possible Vander
21:45
relax. And
21:48
I can help myself get as comfortable
21:50
as possible and relax. Back
21:53
up to the top of the head, releasing
21:55
all this frustration. Releasing
21:58
all this frustration. Shann beginning of the eyebrow
22:00
calving my mind, calving
22:03
my mind outside of the eye,
22:05
breathing deeply. Breathing
22:07
deeply under the eye, relaxing
22:10
as much as I Shann. Relaxing
22:13
as much as I can the nose,
22:16
I know feeling frustrated doesn't
22:18
help. I know
22:20
feeling frustrated doesn't help the
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center of the chin. I trust myself to
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do the best I can with this. I
22:27
trust myself to do the best I can
22:29
with this, collarbone releasing whole
22:31
tension from my body. Releasing
22:35
all tension from my body the
22:37
arm, calming my thoughts, calming
22:40
my thoughts. And again,
22:42
nice deep breath in. Release
22:46
your breath. Drop your shoulders. Check
22:49
out your Get
22:51
yourself as relaxed and comfortable as
22:53
you can. Now
22:56
as we close this tapping session, you
22:58
can just tap the points through and let
23:00
your breath do the work for
23:02
you. To help your body relax
23:04
more. Release any anxiety
23:07
and looping thoughts from your mind just
23:09
feel more settled. And
23:11
in a more peaceful state
23:14
to avoid a good night sleep, to
23:16
tapping on the top of the head, take
23:18
a full breath in, and
23:21
release it. I'm
23:24
tapping at the beginning of the eyebrow. Take
23:26
a full breath in. And
23:29
release it. Vander
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on the outside corner of the eye,
23:35
full breath Shann, and
23:39
release onto
23:41
the eye. Core
23:44
breathe in Vander
23:47
release Vander
23:49
the nose, big breath. And
23:53
release it. Vander
23:56
the chin, another big breath in.
24:00
And release. Now tapping
24:02
on the collarbone, this point is so important
24:04
for releasing Fear and
24:06
anxiety. So just spending an
24:08
extra moment there tapping, breathing
24:11
deeply, Filling your lungs
24:13
with air and blowing
24:15
the breath out through your mouth, releasing
24:18
all anxiety and all stress
24:21
from your mind. And
24:23
under the arm, a good
24:26
place to tap for feeling grounded and
24:28
stopping looping thoughts. Patting
24:31
firmly under the arm, big breath in,
24:34
and release.
24:37
you can repeat through that sequence
24:40
in your own time as many times as
24:42
you want to or need to.
24:44
And if you're wakeful in the night, you
24:47
can follow the whole session through or
24:49
just the tap and brief. Sit
24:52
yourself up for a moment. Get
24:54
as relaxed as you can. Tap
24:56
through the points Vander take deep breaths
24:58
Vander just let your body settle
25:00
down Vander relax without
25:03
anxiety. So
25:07
just to close the session, final
25:09
breath in, stretching and
25:14
releasing Vander just noticing
25:16
How much more relaxed do you feel now?
25:24
Thank you, Ananga, that was beautiful. A
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longer tapping session will be available
25:30
soon at our Patreon at patreon dot
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com slash anxiety slayer.
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