I worry about people seeing the things that I make. Whether or not I will get eyes. For me, it is better to think about the experience someone will have if someone sees the things that I make instead of always worrying about someone actually se

Failing In Front of Others

Aug 12th, 2022 17m 15s

One of the things that keeps me stuck currently is that I cannot take my private learning method and make it more public. I fail a lot when I am learning and growing, and to be able to do the same in a more forward facing way is the area that I

The Content is in Front of You

Aug 8th, 2022 15m 15s

Your life is not the thing that needs to change. It is the perception of it that needs to change. And weirdly that perception change is the very thing that will end up changing it. I have been viewing my life poorly and I need to see it differe

Making for those that have Made

Jul 30th, 2022 23m 25s

Looking to oneself can be frustrating and scary, at least for me. But it is worthwhile because some of the things that you discover could shift your life and the way that you see things. Thank you to all of those that have made during my many y

Updating You on my 2 Year Absence

Jul 25th, 2022 21m 53s

Slowly trying to upload more often and more consistently. Hope everyone is doing well and thank you so much to those willing to listen to my rambling. <3

It's Been 2 Years and I have Social Anxiety

Jul 11th, 2022 32m 3s

Wanted to apologize for the audio that is really bad this episode? Don't know if these are even called episodes anymore. I want to try this again and this time hopefully keep trying. I am kinda digging the ambient car noise in the background.

Progress, Little by Little

May 28th, 2020 6m 43s

I made a TikTok with my face on it, then I start talking about nonsense. That's it.

Truth, Strength, and an Apology

May 27th, 2020 20m 57s

So I have been lying to my parents about going to college for a while now and every time I think about telling them the truth it feels like my whole life would be ruined, the stability of it. As I am typing this I have come a long way in unders

Trying

May 14th, 2020 20m 13s

Even though you know what to do and how to do it, things are easy when you go and do them. Despite all that trying is something that does not require you to fail or succeed all that it requires is for you to take action, this is something that

Other's Success

May 8th, 2020 26m 40s

I have been having this problem, which is still a problem, that whenever I see someone else doing the same thing as me but better and in less time it affects me. For some reason or another I seem to compare myself to how good others do in the t

Letting Go

May 6th, 2020 21m 13s

I have discovered that I am putting on myself without my even noticing and how they were affecting me. Sometimes we have unknown expectations set on us by unknown forces sometimes those forces could be coming from ourselves which is scary but k

What gets me Pumped

May 1st, 2020 24m 52s

One of the things that makes me smile and happy to see is someone working to better themselves. It always gives me so much energy to see that happen, but the thing is that it is usually for the person that I am seeing and not for myself. Whenev

The Pressure

Apr 30th, 2020 23m 6s

I talk about this weight that I have been feeling, the pressure of wondering if I could keep doing what I am doing. Thinking about having to stop making these types of content, thinking about having to stop feeling good and light about being ab

Streaming Rant : Cam, No Cam

Apr 29th, 2020 20m 8s

I go on a rant about some stuff about streaming and since I did not have something for the podcast that day I jumped on the opportunity to make an episode about my rant. Also seriously stop being so cute cause I really don't have any self contr

Start Doing

Apr 26th, 2020 18m 40s

This is when I started to noticed that I needed to start taking action in my life, because as much as I thought about the things that I needed to do I would have and never would have gotten them done if I did not get myself to do them. It is ea

Let Yourself Feel

Apr 25th, 2020 40m 10s

Hey I'm sorry about not uploading in over a month, I have been going through a lot of reflecting these past couple of weeks so I have been very inconsistent with my work on this podcast. It hurts thinking about how much I have not been keeping

Other People vs. Me

Mar 13th, 2020 21m 32s

This episode is about me being in the moment realizing that I take in other people's opinions of me a lot, subtly, without me seeing it. It was in this moment that I saw how freeing it is to not take into account what others think about me or m

Following the Energy

Jan 24th, 2020 40m 49s

This is my third time speaking into the mic in this format and I still don't know what this is exactly but I do know that I am enjoying getting my thoughts out. As well as the thought that one day in the future when I grow as a person I have th

Finding my Why

Jan 10th, 2020 29m 15s

Still unsure as to what I am trying to do with this podcast, its more like a audio diary at this point. I guess its more for documentation than education or entertainment but all in all here is me trying to figure out my own thoughts and findin

Fighting Expectations and Getting Started

Jan 4th, 2020 24m 49s

I don't know what this is but I know that this is me doing, starting. Just letting out my thoughts and taking action toward the things I want to do, hopefully someone relates to this and knows that they are not alone.

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