This was an amazing interview! I’m much older, 77, I’ve been recognizing some of what I’ve been hiding from in my own way. I’ve recognized where I’m coming from for over 40 years now. I have not been as brave as you! I know you are telling the most honest truth ever. I’ve never had an honest relationship in my entire life. Never had personal self respect. Never belonged to a “family”, I’ve felt that need for belonging but it never worked out for me, I do have one amazing son, he is everything to me. These last years I’ve faced some truths but feel there is more. By your interview & conversation, I’m moved at this time to seek help, I’m not promising that I will but I’m considering it, there’s just so much! Thank you for your story & your honesty. Love & light to you & yours. Stay safe, take care 🙏