John Allen is back to face what is. What am I? Suffering is not a glitch. It’s a call to pay attention to what you are having an argument with in reality.With what is. With God. And guess what? You will lose every fuckin' time if you go toe

Because I do not Hope To Turn Again

Jul 24th, 2020 33m 42s

John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is" pulls the football away. Dare to be pretentious Ash Wednesday. 6:10 Falling out with the therapist 6:30 Always willing to give it a shot. 8:00 Sin in original Aramaic means to miss t

The Dogs Bark and the Caravan Moves On

Jul 20th, 2020 47m 43s

John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round. Shakespeare starts Hamlet AFTER the king is dead. That’s drama. The reaction. 1:50 Because I have nothing to lose I am free to talk but it’s shock

Moooooooomy

Jul 10th, 2020 22m 24s

John Allen losing to what is...again. I thought I was the guy making the joke; but it turned out, that I am actually the joke. A dark place Giving up Sir Galahad Guys turning their girlfriends into Mommy We want them around making us a sandwich

Not Dead Yet Part 2

Jun 25th, 2020 31m 27s

John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is". meditation, questioning,critical thinking, what the fuck is happening now? who am i? who cares? Fuck it LOL

Let Your Indulgence Set me Free

Jun 24th, 2020 38m 52s

Prospero and what is. All suffering is an argument with what is. Suffering is not a glitch. Allow suffering to be. Investigate. Space. Party down. Repeat. Let your indulgence set me free

The Hollow Men

Jun 23rd, 2020 50m 24s

John Allen and what is. 00:09 Deconstruction of musical mirror. Brown Sugar cultural time capsule. 01:45 Don't want that in the mirror. Don't want that in the mirror 02:33 Groundlings demanding a different ending for Hamlet. 4:00 Cinema Verite:

Snitch Culture

Jun 15th, 2020 51m 27s

John Allen and what is. 00:30 You say you want a revolution 1:55 I like the battle of Stalingrad as much as the next guy 2:22 True confessions. 3:08 My friend Dave 4:00 Another Cassandra moment 4:35 Terrific bang...Yuuch...I didn't like the way

Babylon- The Looking Glass Self.

Jun 9th, 2020 44m 56s

John Allen takes on what is. Its a draw. Nah. What is always wins. And of course Amateur Lesbian Porn. 0:50 https://www.amazon.com/Self-Illusion-Social-Creates-Identity/dp/0199988781 2:17 Requiem for the Pandemic 05:58 Amateur Lesbian Porn Rev

Not a War When You Can Get Take out

Jun 1st, 2020 34m 6s

John Allen and what is. Tie goes to the runner. 1:45 Hassle 2:23 We gots no balls... no offence to eunuchs 3:20 Eclectic guy 3:45 Rioting is kind of a gas 4:20 Putting porn in all the titles. 4:50 lesbian porn 5:24 I've gotten awful Zen. I hit

Not Here. Not Now.

May 25th, 2020 59m 9s

John Allen and what is. 0:50 Mothers day spike. 1:40 Making jokes as a defence mechanism. Whew LOL 2:25 Lets start with something right off the bat: I don’t know shit 3:32 Everything I have done is for a little bit of time. 4:20 I hate who I am

Not Dead Yet

May 22nd, 2020 34m 12s

John Allen and what is. 0:30 I’ve been walking and talking. Everything is a groove 1:20 What the fuck is going on right now? 2:00 Not Suffering when you are falling off a cliff. 3:12 If we all believe the same story we can all get together an

By the Way...

May 16th, 2020 48m 6s

John Allen and "what is" fight it out again. Same result. 0:30 Ahhh fuck it…clouds of viral load 2:15 Fire through dry grass- What does it all mean? 6:00 What’s the word I am looking for- Stupid. That’s the word. Stupid. 7:35 In twenty five yea

The Book of Job

May 15th, 2020 43m 34s

John Allen argues with what is all by himself. So what else is new? 1: Don’t fucking lose your job 12: Book of job 14: What the fuck is going on? 17:01 Argument with what is? 17:44 Everything should turn into a should 23:09 I Gots nothing to l

No Thing

May 8th, 2020 1h 6m

John Allen returns with what is: 0:00 Vertigo 4:00 Losing teeth. 12:00 Pointing to the future. 22:00 The opposite is true. 31:00 Mutation. 40:00 Michael Jordan. 46:00 An Imperfect Union. 57:00 I’ll do it when I do it. 1:03:00

Taking Away the Picnic Tables

May 4th, 2020 1h 18m

John Allen returns with what is: 1:00 Cleaning stuff up. 3:00 Paternalism and taking away the picnic tables. 13:00 Doctors. 22:00 A good handyman. 40:00 Submissive fantasies raise the ante of illicitness. 51:00 Michael Lewis. 59:0

Your Destiny Is A Mystery To Us

Apr 30th, 2020 1h 23m

John Allen returns with what is: 3:00 Eating big steaks and fucking some girls. 11:00 Epidemiologists breaking out in smiles. 12:00 Letting the fastball go into the old folks home. 14:00 Jailed in our houses on a beautiful spring day.

Happy Ducks

Apr 26th, 2020 53m 30s

John Allen returns with what is: 0:00 Low flying ducks. 2:00 Don't need airplanes anymore. 3:00 People are the problem. 8:00 Trump walks away. 11:00 Yahoo protesters. 19:00 No issues. 26:00 Henry Ford and the birth of the consume

Going Inside

Apr 22nd, 2020 35m 45s

0:00 With Mum and Dad at Google Home. 8:00 The Inner Guru will take you where you need to go. 18:00 The peak is a good sign. 24:00 Eastern people are the nicest. 33:00 We are a product of the things that rub up against us. 34:00 All m

A Good Actor Dying

Apr 18th, 2020 41m 13s

0:00 Our kids are going to grow up in hell. 3:00 Trump’s "Liberate" tweets are Machiavellian genius. 4:00 Like Trump - getting away with everything. 10:00 The numbers keep going up in Canada. 14:00 Pandemic haves and have-nots. 21:00

Let Slip the Dogs of War

Apr 16th, 2020 41m 54s

0:00 The American election truly begins. 3:00 Elites can work from their computers. 6:00 The worst time to be alive is the time between empires. 8:00 Mask fashion. 11:00 Kicking in the TV. 21:00 Obama in the backroom. 27:00 The Fede

Our Revels Now Are Ended

Apr 14th, 2020 56m 20s

John Allen returns with what is: 0:00 The life we’ve created for ourselves as a species. 11:00 The Psychopathology of Everyday Life. 18:00 Validation - there is no you except in reflection from someone else. 28:00 One more kick at the c

Goodbye to Everything

Apr 12th, 2020 1h 12m

John Allen returns with what is: 10:00 Being happy with the pandemic. 33:00 You have to say goodbye to everything - including yourself. 44:00 A terrified population that’s never had anything bad happen to them in their lives. 48:00 The

Amateur Lesbian Porn

Apr 8th, 2020 47m 41s

John Allen returns with what is. 1:00 Becoming more and more of a commie. 4:00 The guy who goes to work every day. 7:00 Virus has been out a long time. 9:00 Does the virus have a mind? 14:00 Everything is a transaction. 20:00 No wonde