this podcast is always an absolutely incredible time, going into a deep dive about an absolutely incredible series of books. it was, however, in the episode "AJ Catches Up!" wherein i realized, very violently and suddenly..... I AM KROKUS. i have absolutely no idea what i'm doing, at any point, and i will literally gravitate toward the first person i see who seems to have their shit together, just because they existed in front of my eyes for a fraction of a second. and that is where i'm at on this show.