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aren't the stories your mother told you. No,
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these are the other stories. What
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a series of disturbing yet exceptionally
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well produced short narrative dreams. Now
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I see that Christmas isn't only a time for
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merriment at all, it's a time for scares,
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tragedy, misfortune and
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malcontent. I have
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a Christmas story. But Christmas? Am I too
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late? Have I missed it? You
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there! I say, boy, what day is it
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today? Begging your pardon, sir?
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Today, boy, what day is it
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today? Why, today, sir, is
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Christmas Day. I haven't missed
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it. There's still time. Hang on. Why
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do you produce that extra other than Ed Duncan? Is that
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you? Yes, sir, it is. It's
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a proud family tradition of mine to walk the streets
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of town on a Christmas morning
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in the event that any writers, having
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had a supernatural epiphany, need any emergency
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editing done. A clever
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lad indeed. Know you of a recording
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space or studio in a location a
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chance I allow for a beer of
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festive doxing? Aye, sir. Well,
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go a-knock for them while I get this
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story typed up. We'll darken their Christmas
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podcast feeds yet, I swear it. And
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I, Luke Condor, was as good as my
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word. I became a
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swifter writer, a decisive editor, and
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as darkly festive as any podcast
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had known, and as I read
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to you now, the Ghost of Christmas Never. I
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leave you with thanks for listening along with us
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for another year, for the writing submission scares and
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the social media shares. No rich
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gods, blesses. Everyone. Either
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I wake up pissing or it's the pissing that wakes
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me. The golden warmth isn't dripping
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down my leg but upwards, soaking
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through my hair and leaping clumsily from
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the crown of my head, splashing somewhere
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below. It
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takes me three goldfish-mouthed blinks before I realise
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that I must be upside down. Upside
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down and in some sort of cocoon,
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grey dark and shadow blue. It's
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cold past the point of shivering, so cold
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that when I finish urinating I mist the
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heat. I try and fail to
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squeeze out a little more. I
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shouldn't have squeezed. The pain
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is sudden and loud. I
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scream. I
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try to scream. Not much comes out
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of the mist and rusty flavoured spit
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and something that tastes like burnt stone.
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Okay, I tell myself. This
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is fine. I've been in worse
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situations than this before. What
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happened? I really haven't. The
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closest I can think is the time I got my head stuck in
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a fence. But this is... This
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is next level stuck. I'm lodged
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in like some wadded up tissue paper stuffed into
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a drinking straw. What chest is it
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the worst? It's like I'm a
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roll of bubble wrap, scrunched up between two giant
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hands. Unseen pockets of
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air, fluid and perhaps my soul, all
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threatening to pop at any moment. My
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right shoulder is up against my cheek, smushing my
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ear against the wall. My
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left shoulder is drawn back, too far back,
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almost certainly torn from the socket. I can't
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feel it. Maybe
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younger, shouting only the word
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YES over and over.
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He jumps up and down on the
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spot. He drums his hands against the
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wall, slams the door, stomps his feet.
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More sun tumbles down, and I gag
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as their excited rabbit steps foot down
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the stairs. Two sets, bouncing and gleeful.
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Then there is the dad. Merry Christmas!
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He booms from somewhere beyond the walls. And
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then the mum. Has Santa been? She
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calls out. Still a little drunk on her sleep.
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The door opens. It's louder.
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Closer. A light switch clicks
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and incandescent yellow light spills from somewhere
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below into my chimney. My
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vision readjusts once more as what
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sounds like two insane elves explode
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the squeals that Santa's been. Santa's
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been. Santa's been. Santa's
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been. Santa's been. Santa's
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been. Santa has been. Santa
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has been. Santa has been. I
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can almost feel the Christmas excitement
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blowing through the open fireplace, billowing
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upwards in glittery gingerbread mist. It
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makes my heart ache. Though that could
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be the broken ribs of which I'm sure there are many. I
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picture the presents. The heaps of shiny boxes
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spreading out from beneath the tree like some
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kind of yuletide mould. I
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don't know why but the thought of it makes me angry. Guilty
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and angry like, how
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dare they make me feel this sad. On
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Christmas day. A man stuck
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in a chimney dying probably. Selfish
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is what it is. Not very Christmasy. I
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hope they get coal. Nothing
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but a big lump of coal. I
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try to shout this but barely a breath escapes
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my teeth and there's no way I'll be heard
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over the sweet maniacs below. I
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open my mouth but. I
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tell myself to wait. When
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the dad would come. The mother. And
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I will save up my breath. My spit. My
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resolve. And I will call to them. The
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adults will know what to do. They
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could. I don't know. Get a
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ladder. Perhaps some butter. So
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I wait. But the parents don't
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go downstairs, not immediately. I hear
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them. More than I hear the kids
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themselves. Muffled, sure, but closer,
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as if they're talking through the wall
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right next to where my head is
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trapped, as if I'm included in their
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secret conversation. Help, I
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want to say. Fucking help
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me. The words won't come,
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though. I am less than a ghost to
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them. And not even the kind
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of ghost who can impart wisdom, prophecy,
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or good cheer, not a ghost of
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past, present, or future. I am nothing.
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I am the ghost of Christmas, never.
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I listen, but their words are clipped and
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finished. Get through
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days. Bone. Ruin.
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The last. Family. Before.
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Leave. Please think
10:53
of the... children,
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I think. But I slip. Only
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a little, about an inch. My
11:00
left shoulder drags against the brick. The entire
11:02
arm is beginning to feel like a snooker
11:04
ball in a sock made of skin,
11:06
the frat's scratching and tearing. I
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decide to black out for a second. Against
11:12
my will, I mean. The pain
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is... not quite real. It's
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not that it's unreal, because let me tell
11:18
you, it sure as shit feels real, but
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it's... overworldly. Beyond what I thought
11:23
pain could be. When I
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finally unclench my teeth, I breathe and I
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realize I have more room
11:29
now. I can breathe. I can
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breathe, which means I can talk. So I
11:35
gather some air. I moisten my
11:37
lips, my tongue. The plan
11:39
is simple. I'm going
11:41
to scream. I'm going to scream like
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I've never screamed before, because I
11:45
know now that if somebody doesn't find me soon, then
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I will die in a chimney on
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Christmas morning. I
11:52
open my mouth and I... not
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yet. Not yet. The
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parents, now finished with their discussion, are
11:59
heading downstairs. I wait for them to enter
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the living room. No offence to the
12:03
kids, but they might not be best suited for pulling a
12:05
crippled man out of a chimney. So
12:07
I ready myself. And
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just as I hear the floorboards creak beneath
12:12
what sounds like adult feet, I
12:14
open my mouth and I give it everything I have.
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Nobody hears me though, because at that same
12:19
moment both children break into an ear piercing
12:21
rendition of We Wish You A Merry Christmas.
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I wait patiently and
12:27
painfully for them to finish all the
12:29
verses and all the choruses. And
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then when they're done both the mum and dad
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cheer, well done, well done, that was beautiful. Did
12:36
you practice that? Yeah, fuck off. And
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all the while I feel my shoulder bone pulling
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loose. I feel each piano
12:43
string twang as I shift, the
12:45
strange inner fibres fraying like twine.
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More dust tumbles down, more ash,
12:50
more blood. When they're
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finished there is a blissful silence, which
12:56
I attempt to split into with my biggest
12:58
scream yet. This time
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as I wail though, somebody clicks on a
13:02
stereo and all I want for Christmas explodes
13:04
into life. Mariah Carey
13:06
hits her famous whistle notes and my
13:08
pained screams hit a major third harmony.
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Wow! I think through my blood-stained tears.
13:14
That sounded pretty good. Another switch
13:16
is flicked and the chimney fills with twirling
13:18
Christmas lights. Mariah Carey finishes up and I
13:20
slip another inch and now it feels like
13:23
my arm is supposed to come off. Like
13:25
the leg of a cooked Christmas turkey. That's
13:28
my favourite. Christmas turkey. I
13:31
think I was going to eat that today with my
13:33
own family. Oh
13:35
yeah. Shame washes
13:37
over me as I half remember the drink now,
13:40
the stink and sin of it. I
13:42
recall the stumble home, the
13:45
living room window and I... Can
13:47
we open the presents now, Daddy? says the
13:49
little girl. Not
13:52
just yet, we've got to get everything perfect. Honey,
13:55
can you grab me the lighter from the kitchen? Yes.
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