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The Falling

Released Monday, 18th December 2023
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The Falling

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The Falling

Monday, 18th December 2023
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0:00

Okay, picture it. December. The year

0:02

2023 is coming to a close.

0:04

You are hosting the perfect holiday

0:06

party when the power goes out.

0:08

Then, there's a scream from upstairs

0:10

and, well, you've seen this before.

0:12

You are about to have a

0:14

holiday whodunit on your hands. How

0:16

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0:19

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0:21

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0:25

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0:27

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0:29

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0:31

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0:34

martini, in the library, with a twist,

0:36

perhaps a sunset Paloma, made with Don

0:38

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0:41

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0:45

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0:48

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0:50

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0:55

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0:57

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1:00

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1:02

solve. Let Drizzly take care of the

1:04

rest. Must be 21+,

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not available in all locations. Narrated

1:18

by Kayla Tempshev Jackie

1:23

put her hand over Emma's tablet, blocking

1:25

the screen. Don't do

1:27

a count today. Jackie

1:29

had that perfect smile on her face.

1:33

Any passenger watching would think flight

1:35

attendants only ever discussed pleasant things.

1:38

But there was a tightness around her eyes. The

1:41

gate agent did a count and were busy. Don't

1:43

worry about it. The plane

1:45

lurched under Emma's feet as the jet bridge

1:48

shifted against it. The ground momentarily

1:50

visible in the gap between tunnel

1:52

and plane. It was

1:54

a violation of the rules not to have multiple

1:56

counts of the passengers on a flight. But...

2:00

Jackie did have a point. It

2:03

would have been difficult for anyone to sneak

2:05

unseen onto the jet bridge from the ground,

2:07

or flee the plane and vanish onto

2:09

the crowded apron. Emma

2:12

turned off the screen on her tablet and sat it on

2:14

the counter. Jackie seemed

2:16

relieved, greeting passengers again,

2:19

but still with that odd, angled

2:21

tension in her neck. It

2:24

was Emma's third time flying with Jackie, and

2:27

Jackie was lovely. But

2:29

as Emma looked out over the passengers settling

2:31

into their seats, it

2:33

seemed impossible not to silently count

2:35

them. Of course, it

2:38

was like trying to spot swimmers among waves.

2:41

The passengers were in constant motion,

2:43

stuffing carry-on luggage into the

2:46

overhead bins, ducking down to

2:48

dig into their bags. Emma

2:51

couldn't get a reliable count. And

2:54

then Jackie was back from checking in

2:56

with Marjorie, the pilot. Emma

2:58

had to help secure the cabin for taxing. As

3:03

the plane climbed over the city and

3:05

settled into a cloud layer, Emma felt

3:08

an unusual unease. A

3:12

few moments ago, the ground had been hot

3:14

and black and far away. Now

3:17

everything outside was hazy and

3:19

blank and very close. When

3:24

it came time for the drink service,

3:26

the third flight attendant, Craig, kept his

3:28

back to the passenger cabin as he

3:30

prepared the cart, stocking it with cups

3:32

and cola. His

3:34

movements were unfocused and shaky.

3:37

If Emma's mother were here, in her

3:39

blue flight attendant heels, she'd

3:42

have been contemptuous of a cabin

3:44

crew showing their nerves. Of

3:46

course, she'd never been on her own up

3:49

here in the sky. Her husband

3:51

had always been in the cockpit. Never

3:53

fall for pilots' lines, Emma's

3:56

mother had warned, giggling, with

3:58

her husband's arms. around her

4:00

waist, as if they

4:02

hadn't found perfection between themselves, traveling

4:05

the world together, sometimes

4:07

taking Emma along in her own

4:09

tiny blue shoes. Always

4:12

moving, always passing something

4:14

by. Home

4:17

is wherever you find yourself, her

4:20

mother said. Today

4:27

in the cockpit, the pilot was Marjorie. Marjorie

4:30

hadn't used the line on Emma. She'd

4:34

simply leaned close in the crew lounge,

4:37

trading conversation while tracing condensation

4:39

on the end of her

4:41

glass, slowly coating her

4:43

finger in cold water. She

4:47

wore no wedding ring, so Emma

4:49

had assumed no ring existed. The

4:52

truth was, the ring

4:54

sometimes vanished, but

4:56

it was never going to disappear completely. During

5:01

the drink service, the passengers seemed

5:04

entirely normal, asking for

5:06

juice or sparkling water, munching

5:08

on dry little cookies from filmy

5:10

packages. They

5:13

had carry-ons, books, headphones,

5:15

neck pillows, the same

5:17

as always. And yet, Jackie

5:20

was clutching the handle of the cart so

5:22

hard her fingers turned white. It

5:25

didn't help that the drink service created its

5:27

own tension, worsening the quiet

5:29

claustrophobia to be found up here

5:31

in the wide open sky. A

5:35

seat on the aisle, or near the door of a

5:37

plane, was like a seat anywhere, unremarkable.

5:41

But a passenger in a window seat would

5:43

need to wait on two others to move

5:45

out of their way before even reaching the

5:47

aisle. And the drink

5:49

cart made it worse, filling the

5:51

aisle, sealing off entire portions of

5:53

the cabin as it moved. Today,

5:57

Emma felt like she was constantly on the

5:59

run. side of it, and

6:02

it was impossible not to count people

6:04

as they passed by. At

6:07

the end of the drink service, the problem

6:09

became clear. The

6:11

flight was supposed to have 126 passengers. There

6:16

were 127. There

6:24

was a procedure for that. Unauthorized

6:26

passenger. It involved

6:28

returning to the airport and being met

6:30

by a crowd of police and federal

6:32

agents. The real

6:35

question, of course, was why

6:37

Jackie wasn't doing exactly that. Emma's

6:42

mother would surely have sussed out the extra

6:45

person, zip-tied their hands, and had them ready

6:47

to transfer to security on landing. So,

6:50

with that perfect flight attendant smile.

6:54

There was only one explanation, of course.

6:57

Jackie, or possibly one

6:59

of the other cabin crew, had snuck

7:01

an extra person into the cabin. Emma

7:04

could make a fuss, turn the

7:06

plane around, piss off the passengers,

7:09

not to mention getting somebody fired,

7:12

or she could look the other way

7:14

while some harmless person sat in an

7:16

otherwise unfilled seat and drank a free

7:18

half can of cola. There

7:21

was no real choice. Emma

7:24

had caused enough trouble switching crews to

7:26

avoid margery. Not

7:29

that it had worked. Sometimes

7:33

it felt like Emma's life was careening towards

7:36

the ground, ready to end

7:38

and fire and disaster. She'd

7:41

tried college. She'd tried

7:43

boys. She knew happiness

7:46

existed. She'd seen it

7:48

once. Before her

7:50

father's accident. Before

7:52

the stepfather, as Emma thought of

7:54

him. Lazy and

7:57

loud. Emma's mother

7:59

would have hated it. to have the stepfather as

8:01

a passenger. But he

8:03

was her father's replacement nonetheless. As

8:07

if her father hadn't fallen out of the

8:09

sky one day but had just

8:11

called in sick. And

8:13

some faceless company had shifted the

8:15

stepfather into his place. Her

8:19

stepfather had never even been on a plane.

8:22

And his mother hadn't been on the one that crashed.

8:26

Emma's father was deadheading, traveling

8:28

as a passenger on his way to another

8:30

job. Emma had

8:33

always wondered whether her father would be alive

8:36

if he'd been in the cockpit that day. It

8:43

was a relief to tuck the drink cart away,

8:45

leaving the aisle open again. But

8:48

Emma was starting to feel her shoe sink

8:50

into the carpet with a wet squelch.

8:55

She turned to see a trail of liquid

8:57

leading from the galley into the passenger cabin.

9:01

Oh no, Emma said.

9:03

Jackie, I think the cart was leaking. She

9:07

hoped it was melted ice and not sticky

9:09

cola. Oh yeah, this

9:12

cart does that sometimes. Don't worry

9:14

about it, Jackie said. Emma

9:17

went on. I can see

9:19

wet footprints. One of us

9:22

must have tracked it back here. There's

9:24

probably a puddle in the cabin. She

9:28

got two steps farther along the trail

9:30

of wet carpet before Jackie's hand closed

9:32

around her wrist. Jackie

9:34

spoke with an insistent calm and

9:37

Emma watched with a sickened surprise as

9:39

cracks ran through her lipstick. We

9:41

don't talk about it. Not

9:44

in sight. Emma

9:47

was confused. We

9:49

don't talk about a leaking cart. Jackie

9:53

continued her hard stare. Just

9:56

look the other way. Remember

9:58

that, Emma. If you

10:00

see it, just look the other

10:02

way." Emma

10:05

lowered her voice to a whisper. Jackie,

10:07

I really don't care if you've

10:09

brought on an extra passenger. It's

10:12

not a passenger, Jackie hissed under her

10:15

breath. Emma

10:17

did not get air sick. She'd

10:20

grown up in the sky, but now

10:22

her stomach lurched and her knees knocked together

10:24

like they'd hit a pocket of rough air.

10:27

She watched Jackie start deterbitly cleaning

10:29

counters which were already clean. Then

10:33

what is it? Emma

10:35

asked faintly. If

10:38

I see what? Marjorie's

10:40

voice erupted from the loudspeaker. Emma

10:44

imagined she could see the words swirling around

10:46

the cabin like smoke. That

10:48

smooth voice made squeaky. Folks,

10:53

we're beginning our final descent to the airport.

10:55

Should have you on the ground in about

10:58

20 minutes. Flight attendants,

11:00

please prepare the cabin for landing. Before

11:04

Jackie could say anything, Emma grabbed a

11:06

trash bag and headed down the aisle,

11:08

following the wet footprints. If

11:11

anyone else had noticed them, they didn't seem to

11:13

care. Emma stopped

11:15

at the first row for used tissues fished

11:17

out of a seat pocket, the

11:19

next for an empty cola can. The

11:22

footprints continued, growing less

11:24

distinct as they moved down the aisle.

11:27

Messier. Emma was

11:29

heading towards the source of the spill. Trey

11:32

table up, please, Emma said,

11:34

flashing her flight attendant smile.

11:37

She'd bought herself a new shade of pink lipstick. Marjorie

11:41

liked red. She heard

11:43

and felt another wet spot under her

11:45

shoes. By this point,

11:47

Emma had to look down to make sure there

11:49

wasn't standing water in the aisle. It

11:53

felt harder to move her feet, almost

11:56

like she was waiting instead of

11:58

walking. She glanced out

12:00

the window as the plane banked. They

12:03

were below the clouds now. She

12:05

could see the ground. The

12:07

people in the city lived tightly packed

12:10

into tall buildings and, in

12:12

a few minutes, this plane would be

12:14

eye level with their living rooms. The

12:18

sun glinted off the surface of the ocean,

12:20

powerful enough even from this height to make

12:23

Emma blink. Any

12:25

trash you'd like me to take? Emma asked

12:27

the next row. She got a stack

12:30

of used cups. Across

12:32

the aisle, she was handed used up napkins.

12:35

Emma dropped one and it immediately soaked up

12:37

water. When she picked

12:39

it up, it was

12:41

ice cold. An

12:44

odor rose from it. Something

12:46

very out of place in the sky.

12:49

Emma sniffed at her hands and

12:52

their transparent plastic gloves. Salt

12:55

water. Emma

12:57

stopped walking. She was

12:59

now standing on a patch of thoroughly

13:01

soaked carpet. There

13:03

were no more wet footprints beyond it. This

13:06

was the source of the spill. Her

13:09

feet felt chilled up to the ankle.

13:13

The whole area reeked of the

13:15

ocean. Look

13:18

the other way, Jackie had said. But

13:21

this was Emma's plane. These

13:23

passengers, 126 of them at least, were in

13:25

her care. Emma

13:29

had her own grown up blue shoes now. She

13:32

turned around. On

13:34

her left, the seats were filled by three

13:37

women who looked enough alike to be family

13:39

members. They were ignoring Emma.

13:42

On the right side of the aisle, there were

13:44

three empty seats. I... Someone

13:47

had been there a moment ago. A

13:50

dark haired man. Emma

13:52

hadn't gotten a good look at him before. That

13:56

was the side Jackie had worked during the

13:58

drink service. Marjorie's

14:00

voice rang out again. Flight

14:05

attendants, please take your seats for landing. Oh,

14:10

where's the man who is here? Emma

14:13

asked the women across the aisle. They

14:15

turned to look, seeming confused. Emma

14:19

looked down the aisle. The

14:21

bathrooms at the back both had

14:23

the green, unoccupied tab showing. The

14:26

bathrooms in the front were too far away to see.

14:29

Emma took a hesitant step toward the

14:31

front, following the footsteps

14:33

again. She could

14:36

see Jackie and Craig strapping themselves into

14:38

the jump seats by the front exit. The

14:41

aisle seemed to stretch on forever. Somewhere,

14:45

a man said, I don't like this

14:47

place. Emma looked

14:49

carefully from side to side as she

14:51

walked, but she couldn't find the speaker.

14:55

What part? Emma asked, addressing

14:57

her passengers in what was hopefully

14:59

a cheerful tone. The

15:01

landing? No, said

15:04

the voice. Emma could

15:06

feel someone lean in close, as

15:09

if they were behind her in the aisle, crowding

15:11

into her personal space. The

15:15

falling. Emma

15:18

dropped her trash bag and sprinted down

15:20

the aisle. She doubted her mother

15:22

had ever done that. Fuck,

15:24

she said, as she strapped herself in next

15:27

to Jackie. You could have

15:29

just told me the plane was haunted. Craig

15:31

was pale as the paneling, but he tried

15:34

to smile. He'll be gone

15:36

by the time we land. His flight. Jackie

15:38

looks livid. She

15:41

waved her hand to hush Craig, but he kept

15:43

talking. It never made

15:45

it to the airport, went down over the water

15:47

during a snowstorm. But it's okay.

15:49

It just makes things a little bumpy.

15:52

We think, we think the ocean

15:54

wants him back. The

15:57

plane jolted as if they'd run over something in the

15:59

sky. There were explanations

16:01

from several of the passengers. Emma

16:04

was too far away to see which ones. Somewhere

16:08

in the cabin, a call light went on. The

16:12

plane banked left, more sharply than

16:14

Emma was expecting. Her

16:16

blue shoes slid on the carpet. Marjorie

16:19

will get us down, Craig said

16:21

encouragingly, though he was

16:23

holding tight to his harness. Emma

16:27

was finally able to voice the question, what

16:30

flight? She imagined

16:33

her own lipstick might be cracking. What

16:36

flight is he from? Flight

16:39

318, Craig said, went

16:42

down in 2010. Realization

16:50

came over her. As

16:53

the plane leveled out, Emma unbuckled her seatbelt.

16:57

When Emma's father had died, she'd

16:59

wished she'd been on the plane with him. In

17:02

later years, she'd felt the

17:04

shame of wishing her mother had been. He

17:07

wasn't the saint, you remember, her

17:10

mother said one horrible night when Emma

17:12

had been shouting at the stepfather. He

17:15

had a girl in every port. Believe

17:17

me, I know, we worked

17:20

together. Emma

17:23

walked down the aisle, back into the

17:25

water, past the passengers

17:27

with their hands gripping the armrest, past

17:30

the windows with their shades drawn. Frightened

17:33

passengers always did that, her mother had

17:35

said. They didn't want to

17:38

see the ground coming up too fast.

17:42

The call light was on near the back, the row

17:44

with the spill. As

17:46

Emma walked into it, her feet began to

17:48

go numb with cold. She

17:51

sat down next to the thing that

17:53

was not a passenger and buckled her

17:55

seatbelt. I don't

17:57

like this part, the man said. He

18:01

had the dark hair Emma knew, but

18:04

it was wet now, plastered to

18:06

his head. He

18:08

seemed much smaller than she remembered. Emma

18:11

couldn't tell if he recognized her all

18:14

these years later. The

18:17

plane took another jolt and the man

18:19

clutched at the seat in front of him, getting it

18:21

wet. He'd just

18:23

want to go home. Emma

18:26

had always believed her father's last thoughts had been

18:28

of her and her mother. She'd

18:30

imagined him sad, surprised.

18:35

Never like this. Never

18:37

scared. It's

18:40

okay, Emma said.

18:43

Salt water sloshed on her shoes and trailed

18:45

down her cheeks. We

18:49

can be here. Just a little

18:51

longer.

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