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Okay, picture it. December. The year
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not available in all locations. Narrated
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by Kayla Tempshev Jackie
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put her hand over Emma's tablet, blocking
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the screen. Don't do
1:27
a count today. Jackie
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had that perfect smile on her face.
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Any passenger watching would think flight
1:35
attendants only ever discussed pleasant things.
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But there was a tightness around her eyes. The
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gate agent did a count and were busy. Don't
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worry about it. The plane
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lurched under Emma's feet as the jet bridge
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shifted against it. The ground momentarily
1:50
visible in the gap between tunnel
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and plane. It was
1:54
a violation of the rules not to have multiple
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counts of the passengers on a flight. But...
2:00
Jackie did have a point. It
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would have been difficult for anyone to sneak
2:05
unseen onto the jet bridge from the ground,
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or flee the plane and vanish onto
2:09
the crowded apron. Emma
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turned off the screen on her tablet and sat it on
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the counter. Jackie seemed
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relieved, greeting passengers again,
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but still with that odd, angled
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tension in her neck. It
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was Emma's third time flying with Jackie, and
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Jackie was lovely. But
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as Emma looked out over the passengers settling
2:31
into their seats, it
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seemed impossible not to silently count
2:35
them. Of course, it
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was like trying to spot swimmers among waves.
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The passengers were in constant motion,
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stuffing carry-on luggage into the
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overhead bins, ducking down to
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dig into their bags. Emma
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couldn't get a reliable count. And
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then Jackie was back from checking in
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with Marjorie, the pilot. Emma
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had to help secure the cabin for taxing. As
3:03
the plane climbed over the city and
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settled into a cloud layer, Emma felt
3:08
an unusual unease. A
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few moments ago, the ground had been hot
3:14
and black and far away. Now
3:17
everything outside was hazy and
3:19
blank and very close. When
3:24
it came time for the drink service,
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the third flight attendant, Craig, kept his
3:28
back to the passenger cabin as he
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prepared the cart, stocking it with cups
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and cola. His
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movements were unfocused and shaky.
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If Emma's mother were here, in her
3:39
blue flight attendant heels, she'd
3:42
have been contemptuous of a cabin
3:44
crew showing their nerves. Of
3:46
course, she'd never been on her own up
3:49
here in the sky. Her husband
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had always been in the cockpit. Never
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fall for pilots' lines, Emma's
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mother had warned, giggling, with
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her husband's arms. around her
4:00
waist, as if they
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hadn't found perfection between themselves, traveling
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the world together, sometimes
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taking Emma along in her own
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tiny blue shoes. Always
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moving, always passing something
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by. Home
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is wherever you find yourself, her
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mother said. Today
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in the cockpit, the pilot was Marjorie. Marjorie
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hadn't used the line on Emma. She'd
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simply leaned close in the crew lounge,
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trading conversation while tracing condensation
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on the end of her
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glass, slowly coating her
4:43
finger in cold water. She
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wore no wedding ring, so Emma
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had assumed no ring existed. The
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truth was, the ring
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sometimes vanished, but
4:56
it was never going to disappear completely. During
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the drink service, the passengers seemed
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entirely normal, asking for
5:06
juice or sparkling water, munching
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on dry little cookies from filmy
5:10
packages. They
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had carry-ons, books, headphones,
5:15
neck pillows, the same
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as always. And yet, Jackie
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was clutching the handle of the cart so
5:22
hard her fingers turned white. It
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didn't help that the drink service created its
5:27
own tension, worsening the quiet
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claustrophobia to be found up here
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in the wide open sky. A
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seat on the aisle, or near the door of a
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plane, was like a seat anywhere, unremarkable.
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But a passenger in a window seat would
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need to wait on two others to move
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out of their way before even reaching the
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aisle. And the drink
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cart made it worse, filling the
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aisle, sealing off entire portions of
5:53
the cabin as it moved. Today,
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Emma felt like she was constantly on the
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run. side of it, and
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it was impossible not to count people
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as they passed by. At
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the end of the drink service, the problem
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became clear. The
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flight was supposed to have 126 passengers. There
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were 127. There
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was a procedure for that. Unauthorized
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passenger. It involved
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returning to the airport and being met
6:30
by a crowd of police and federal
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agents. The real
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question, of course, was why
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Jackie wasn't doing exactly that. Emma's
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mother would surely have sussed out the extra
6:45
person, zip-tied their hands, and had them ready
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to transfer to security on landing. So,
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with that perfect flight attendant smile.
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There was only one explanation, of course.
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Jackie, or possibly one
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of the other cabin crew, had snuck
7:01
an extra person into the cabin. Emma
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could make a fuss, turn the
7:06
plane around, piss off the passengers,
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not to mention getting somebody fired,
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or she could look the other way
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while some harmless person sat in an
7:16
otherwise unfilled seat and drank a free
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half can of cola. There
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was no real choice. Emma
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had caused enough trouble switching crews to
7:26
avoid margery. Not
7:29
that it had worked. Sometimes
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it felt like Emma's life was careening towards
7:36
the ground, ready to end
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and fire and disaster. She'd
7:41
tried college. She'd tried
7:43
boys. She knew happiness
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existed. She'd seen it
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once. Before her
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father's accident. Before
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the stepfather, as Emma thought of
7:54
him. Lazy and
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loud. Emma's mother
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would have hated it. to have the stepfather as
8:01
a passenger. But he
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was her father's replacement nonetheless. As
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if her father hadn't fallen out of the
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sky one day but had just
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called in sick. And
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some faceless company had shifted the
8:15
stepfather into his place. Her
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stepfather had never even been on a plane.
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And his mother hadn't been on the one that crashed.
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Emma's father was deadheading, traveling
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as a passenger on his way to another
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job. Emma had
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always wondered whether her father would be alive
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if he'd been in the cockpit that day. It
8:43
was a relief to tuck the drink cart away,
8:45
leaving the aisle open again. But
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Emma was starting to feel her shoe sink
8:50
into the carpet with a wet squelch.
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She turned to see a trail of liquid
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leading from the galley into the passenger cabin.
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Oh no, Emma said.
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Jackie, I think the cart was leaking. She
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hoped it was melted ice and not sticky
9:09
cola. Oh yeah, this
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cart does that sometimes. Don't worry
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about it, Jackie said. Emma
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went on. I can see
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wet footprints. One of us
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must have tracked it back here. There's
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probably a puddle in the cabin. She
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got two steps farther along the trail
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of wet carpet before Jackie's hand closed
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around her wrist. Jackie
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spoke with an insistent calm and
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Emma watched with a sickened surprise as
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cracks ran through her lipstick. We
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don't talk about it. Not
9:44
in sight. Emma
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was confused. We
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don't talk about a leaking cart. Jackie
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continued her hard stare. Just
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look the other way. Remember
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that, Emma. If you
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see it, just look the other
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way." Emma
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lowered her voice to a whisper. Jackie,
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I really don't care if you've
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brought on an extra passenger. It's
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not a passenger, Jackie hissed under her
10:15
breath. Emma
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did not get air sick. She'd
10:20
grown up in the sky, but now
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her stomach lurched and her knees knocked together
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like they'd hit a pocket of rough air.
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She watched Jackie start deterbitly cleaning
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counters which were already clean. Then
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what is it? Emma
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asked faintly. If
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I see what? Marjorie's
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voice erupted from the loudspeaker. Emma
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imagined she could see the words swirling around
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the cabin like smoke. That
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smooth voice made squeaky. Folks,
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we're beginning our final descent to the airport.
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Should have you on the ground in about
10:58
20 minutes. Flight attendants,
11:00
please prepare the cabin for landing. Before
11:04
Jackie could say anything, Emma grabbed a
11:06
trash bag and headed down the aisle,
11:08
following the wet footprints. If
11:11
anyone else had noticed them, they didn't seem to
11:13
care. Emma stopped
11:15
at the first row for used tissues fished
11:17
out of a seat pocket, the
11:19
next for an empty cola can. The
11:22
footprints continued, growing less
11:24
distinct as they moved down the aisle.
11:27
Messier. Emma was
11:29
heading towards the source of the spill. Trey
11:32
table up, please, Emma said,
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flashing her flight attendant smile.
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She'd bought herself a new shade of pink lipstick. Marjorie
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liked red. She heard
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and felt another wet spot under her
11:45
shoes. By this point,
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Emma had to look down to make sure there
11:49
wasn't standing water in the aisle. It
11:53
felt harder to move her feet, almost
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like she was waiting instead of
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walking. She glanced out
12:00
the window as the plane banked. They
12:03
were below the clouds now. She
12:05
could see the ground. The
12:07
people in the city lived tightly packed
12:10
into tall buildings and, in
12:12
a few minutes, this plane would be
12:14
eye level with their living rooms. The
12:18
sun glinted off the surface of the ocean,
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powerful enough even from this height to make
12:23
Emma blink. Any
12:25
trash you'd like me to take? Emma asked
12:27
the next row. She got a stack
12:30
of used cups. Across
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the aisle, she was handed used up napkins.
12:35
Emma dropped one and it immediately soaked up
12:37
water. When she picked
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it up, it was
12:41
ice cold. An
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odor rose from it. Something
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very out of place in the sky.
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Emma sniffed at her hands and
12:52
their transparent plastic gloves. Salt
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water. Emma
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stopped walking. She was
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now standing on a patch of thoroughly
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soaked carpet. There
13:03
were no more wet footprints beyond it. This
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was the source of the spill. Her
13:09
feet felt chilled up to the ankle.
13:13
The whole area reeked of the
13:15
ocean. Look
13:18
the other way, Jackie had said. But
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this was Emma's plane. These
13:23
passengers, 126 of them at least, were in
13:25
her care. Emma
13:29
had her own grown up blue shoes now. She
13:32
turned around. On
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her left, the seats were filled by three
13:37
women who looked enough alike to be family
13:39
members. They were ignoring Emma.
13:42
On the right side of the aisle, there were
13:44
three empty seats. I... Someone
13:47
had been there a moment ago. A
13:50
dark haired man. Emma
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hadn't gotten a good look at him before. That
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was the side Jackie had worked during the
13:58
drink service. Marjorie's
14:00
voice rang out again. Flight
14:05
attendants, please take your seats for landing. Oh,
14:10
where's the man who is here? Emma
14:13
asked the women across the aisle. They
14:15
turned to look, seeming confused. Emma
14:19
looked down the aisle. The
14:21
bathrooms at the back both had
14:23
the green, unoccupied tab showing. The
14:26
bathrooms in the front were too far away to see.
14:29
Emma took a hesitant step toward the
14:31
front, following the footsteps
14:33
again. She could
14:36
see Jackie and Craig strapping themselves into
14:38
the jump seats by the front exit. The
14:41
aisle seemed to stretch on forever. Somewhere,
14:45
a man said, I don't like this
14:47
place. Emma looked
14:49
carefully from side to side as she
14:51
walked, but she couldn't find the speaker.
14:55
What part? Emma asked, addressing
14:57
her passengers in what was hopefully
14:59
a cheerful tone. The
15:01
landing? No, said
15:04
the voice. Emma could
15:06
feel someone lean in close, as
15:09
if they were behind her in the aisle, crowding
15:11
into her personal space. The
15:15
falling. Emma
15:18
dropped her trash bag and sprinted down
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the aisle. She doubted her mother
15:22
had ever done that. Fuck,
15:24
she said, as she strapped herself in next
15:27
to Jackie. You could have
15:29
just told me the plane was haunted. Craig
15:31
was pale as the paneling, but he tried
15:34
to smile. He'll be gone
15:36
by the time we land. His flight. Jackie
15:38
looks livid. She
15:41
waved her hand to hush Craig, but he kept
15:43
talking. It never made
15:45
it to the airport, went down over the water
15:47
during a snowstorm. But it's okay.
15:49
It just makes things a little bumpy.
15:52
We think, we think the ocean
15:54
wants him back. The
15:57
plane jolted as if they'd run over something in the
15:59
sky. There were explanations
16:01
from several of the passengers. Emma
16:04
was too far away to see which ones. Somewhere
16:08
in the cabin, a call light went on. The
16:12
plane banked left, more sharply than
16:14
Emma was expecting. Her
16:16
blue shoes slid on the carpet. Marjorie
16:19
will get us down, Craig said
16:21
encouragingly, though he was
16:23
holding tight to his harness. Emma
16:27
was finally able to voice the question, what
16:30
flight? She imagined
16:33
her own lipstick might be cracking. What
16:36
flight is he from? Flight
16:39
318, Craig said, went
16:42
down in 2010. Realization
16:50
came over her. As
16:53
the plane leveled out, Emma unbuckled her seatbelt.
16:57
When Emma's father had died, she'd
16:59
wished she'd been on the plane with him. In
17:02
later years, she'd felt the
17:04
shame of wishing her mother had been. He
17:07
wasn't the saint, you remember, her
17:10
mother said one horrible night when Emma
17:12
had been shouting at the stepfather. He
17:15
had a girl in every port. Believe
17:17
me, I know, we worked
17:20
together. Emma
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walked down the aisle, back into the
17:25
water, past the passengers
17:27
with their hands gripping the armrest, past
17:30
the windows with their shades drawn. Frightened
17:33
passengers always did that, her mother had
17:35
said. They didn't want to
17:38
see the ground coming up too fast.
17:42
The call light was on near the back, the row
17:44
with the spill. As
17:46
Emma walked into it, her feet began to
17:48
go numb with cold. She
17:51
sat down next to the thing that
17:53
was not a passenger and buckled her
17:55
seatbelt. I don't
17:57
like this part, the man said. He
18:01
had the dark hair Emma knew, but
18:04
it was wet now, plastered to
18:06
his head. He
18:08
seemed much smaller than she remembered. Emma
18:11
couldn't tell if he recognized her all
18:14
these years later. The
18:17
plane took another jolt and the man
18:19
clutched at the seat in front of him, getting it
18:21
wet. He'd just
18:23
want to go home. Emma
18:26
had always believed her father's last thoughts had been
18:28
of her and her mother. She'd
18:30
imagined him sad, surprised.
18:35
Never like this. Never
18:37
scared. It's
18:40
okay, Emma said.
18:43
Salt water sloshed on her shoes and trailed
18:45
down her cheeks. We
18:49
can be here. Just a little
18:51
longer.
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