I started literally SCREAMING and crying when I got the news (text) today that someone I thought was having a stroke was, indeed, having a stroke, but in did nothing. I didn’t call 911 for her because I didn’t want to be a busybody getting into

Death and Grief and all that fucking bullshit…

Jun 1st, 2023 45m 43s

On the eve of my fourth wedding anniversary, I mailed my husbands ashes to his family. Death sucks and grief sucks.

Did You Watch It?! - the Donna Summer Documentary.

May 21st, 2023 8m 55s

If you haven't seen it yet, pleaee do yourself the favor and watch it! It's beautiful and I'm so glad I got to learn more about her because I knew *NOTHING* about her, but WOW! SEE IT!!!

Donna Summer Documentary streams TONIGHT!!

May 20th, 2023 14m 51s

So you /did you love Donna Summer? I do/did, so I'm looking forward to this documentary produced by her daughter, Brooklyn Susano and some guy whose middle billing name is Ross... Catch it! Loose ends from the podcast : Dusty Springfield died o

Grief

May 17th, 2023 1h

It's actually called "Transcatheter Aortic Valve Replacement.". That's TAVR. If you or sometime you know needs an aortic valve replacement, look into TAVR! Bruce and his brother each had it done and both surgeries, through very risky, we're ve

UPDATE!

May 15th, 2023 7m 30s

Update on that sweet little old man from the gricery store. The one I told you about in a previous pidcast: "Six Dollars and Change.". ❤️❤️❤️

Rock the Vote! AND - I wrote a new song tonight!

May 12th, 2023 57m 14s

You get to hear me play piano in this one! And now you'll heat what I mean when I talk about the millions of mistakes I make when I play! But at least you'll get to hear a few little snippets of what I talk about A LOT! I'm super joyful about t

Spartacoooooose, part deux.

May 8th, 2023 39m 13s

More blather...

Stay Away From Boomerangs and DOUCHEBAG Stalker Assholes!

Apr 30th, 2023 46m 38s

Rambling.. as per my usual! Ha ha!

Dude, where's your backbone?

Apr 30th, 2023 19m 15s

Discussing why I cannot be nor do I even want to be with my first love, even though he has apologized and has been sweet when we've been together recently...BACKBONES are IMPORTANT and so is SELF RESPECT AND TRUTHFULNESS!

Just a few more thoughts

Apr 28th, 2023 26m 10s

A few things occurred to me after my previous two podcasts, so I wanted to memorialize them before I forgot about them again. Ugh. I know there are things I forgot to add, but u will put them into a subsequent podcast and there will be more to

My First Love

Apr 28th, 2023 42m

After 33 years of absolutely no contact, I am now va k in touch with my first live - the first man I ever had sex with (willingly) on my 20th birthday in 1990. (My rape at the age of 17 doesn't count!). I talk about how we got back in touch aga

The Spinners

Apr 27th, 2023 59m 53s

How much do I love this gorgeous group? A lot - and I recently discovered an amazing connection to them which I didn't even know I have... but now I do, and it's got my head, appropriately, spinning... ;)

Is Pain a Habit?

Apr 24th, 2023 37m 51s

I think it is. Let's talk about it.

*Super* Emotional: Epiphanies and Understandings

Apr 17th, 2023 46m 29s

This is very deep, and I'm crying through most of it. So if that bothers you, you probably don't want to listen to this one. *****UPDATE APRIL 18, 2023***********. I am so thankful that I escudes

A Lovely Day

Apr 8th, 2023 57m 24s

Today was really wonderful. I talk about it in this one. ;)

Super Important: Protect Yourself

Apr 6th, 2023 59m 36s

Continuation of the previous podcast, I discuss in much greater detail a few incidents of abuse I suffered at the hands of the narcissist convict, and how I chose to IGNORE numerous warnings from my friends to GET AWAY FROM HIM. I am lucky I es

Famous People

Apr 6th, 2023 21m 43s

I meant to add this into my previous podcast, not create afm entirely new one, but... Really nice, successful, famous people who *could* act like assholes... but DON'T! So great!

Creepy Weirdo

Apr 4th, 2023 55m 46s

First, I tell you about super fun musical endeavors and the new equipment I just bought tonight - including a Shure SM58 mic AND a fabulous Yamaha MODX8 synthesizer!!!!!! - and then I tell you about the dream I had last night about this creepy

Creepy Update!

Apr 4th, 2023 1h 13m

But not about the Creepy Weirdo! Ha! Listen and you'll understand. (It's about the creepy InstaGram follower...)

What Happened to Critical Thinking?

Apr 4th, 2023 59m 46s

Hi! I've been away for a few weeks, but I'm back... and I have some thoughts!

My Dilemma.

Apr 2nd, 2023 59m 15s

How do I explain why I haven't been pursuing my singing/composing - because I've had some horrific trauma that has made just waking up every day tremendously difficult - without making others feel sorry for me, or pity me? I definitely don't wa

A Hissing, Pissed Off Pineapple

Apr 1st, 2023 16m 4s

See title... 😂

I had a stroke

Mar 18th, 2023 28m 24s

I had a small Ischemic stroke on Dec 26 and I cannot move my left extremities as a result, so I grabbed been hospitalized since then. You'll hear that my speech sounds a bit impaired but it's actually bit too bad, and I'm told I'm lucky I'm ali