HI this is a quick update on what has been happening in my life. I have been going inward and doing some seep shadow and inner child stuff as my depression and illnesses just got worse and I had no energy....

My life is now complete!

Mar 2nd, 2024 17m 7s

My life is now complete!!! haha kidding but not kidding!This week I talk about how I saw two space craft on February 29, 2024. It has been on my wish list for many many years and it finally happened! up close and not far away! Tune in to fi

Are we in a collective grief?

Feb 24th, 2024 18m 45s

This week I talk about grief. Societal grief and personal grief. I believe that with all the programming that was instilled on us as Kids, teenagers, and young adults we were lied too. We were told that if we do xyz that will make us happy- whe

Use your triggers as a tool

Feb 16th, 2024 13m 34s

This week I talk about triggers! I think triggers can be a huge healing tool! Triggers can show you where you are still in need of healing. I think as society we are becoming too soft... too sensitive. Instead of using triggers as an inquiry we

Is Fear a form of self abandonment?

Feb 9th, 2024 11m 58s

This week I talk about fear and how there are two choices when it comes to fear. If you chose one of the choices are you self abandoning? Are you in the muck or are you choosing your higher self? Tune in to find out more!Ways to connect:@

When you thought you were honest with yourself...

Feb 3rd, 2024 19m 43s

I am back from my 3 week break. I am in such cocoon energy. Sitting with Aya was amazing and profound - but that's not what I talk about this episode. I talk about some things that have come up later, and that I thought I was being honest with

We just have to have hope [re-air]

Jan 27th, 2024 32m 32s

We just have to have hope. I talked about what I was going through at the time. Also, how I was enjoying my staycation!!! Reiki, celery juice, yoga, reading, walking, sitting outside, and going on walks. Also, I was and still am obsessed wit

Surrendering, letting go, trusting the universe, and soul nudges with Sarah Kleiner [reair]

Jan 19th, 2024 1h 9m

Sarah Kleiner works with women who are craving clarity around the deep work their soul is meant to do in the world, helping them become a lighthouse for the people they're meant to impact. She combines soul work, business coaching, and deep hea

Finding permission to be herself from living her human design w/ Kiera Doyle

Jan 13th, 2024 1h 9m

This is a re-release. Bio below is from her current website. Enjoy this episode! [ I’m your Kiera Doyle, 4/6 Manifesting Generator & your Human Design mentor. I’m so happy you’re here! Picture this: I'm on top of the world, having just de

Dwelling on what you cannot control just brings you more of the same

Jan 6th, 2024 12m 4s

In this week’s episode, I talk about my heat in my home being broke. This is out of my control. How do you handle things out of your control? Do you handle it well? Do you freak out? Do you dwell on it? Dwelling on it is going to make it worse

Where are you lying to yourself? Do a life audit.

Dec 30th, 2023 16m 32s

Today, as we close the year, I ask you some questions. Even though its not really the new year (maybe more on that another day haha)its a good time to self reflect and do a self life audit. Where are you lying to yourself? What lights you up

Meeting yourself, mind(set), and body with honesty with Hannah Rzysko

Dec 22nd, 2023 1h 12m

In 2013, Hannah left her career as a Complex Events & Project Manager within International Development. She was burnt out, chronically anxious, had been struggling with a decade of eating disorder and was unable to hold a pregnancy full term. I

Lessons from Kambô

Dec 15th, 2023 20m 32s

When you sit with Kambô your life will change for the better (hopefully). Kambo will teach you things and help you grow and heal. Some of the lessons Kambô can teach someone are:* Being in the present moment* Be radically honest with yours

Is your self-love unconditional? Self acceptance with Misty Laboy

Dec 8th, 2023 37m 32s

Misty is a Makeup Artist, Weight Loss Advisor and Self-Love Mentor.She is passionate about helping people TRANSFORM themselves to look & feel their absolute best, both inside and out! In a world where external standards can sometimes overshad

Can suffering be two truths?

Dec 2nd, 2023 22m 24s

This week I talk about how I was in the shit. My ego was out, inner child was freaking out, my nervous system was out of whack. It was a rough month, and I was not able to come on here and share with you all! I also talk about how suffering i

The Ego sh*t storm

Nov 3rd, 2023 24m 28s

I am back! A week ago I just got back from a Kambo training. It was life changing. Now serving in Connecticut, USA!! :) Anywho, this week I talk about sitting with Kambo 6 times, and how beautiful and difficult it was. I also talk about how m

Are you complaining because you see it as connection?

Oct 20th, 2023 16m 11s

On this weeks episode, reflect on how negative I have been throughout my life. How much of a habit and an addiction negativity and complaining can be. Do you complain because you think it brings your closer to people? Do you even realize how mu

Are you afraid to make a decision because you know how powerful you are?

Oct 13th, 2023 20m 21s

In todays episode, I talk about fear, personal power, and prayer. I think a lot of the times we are afraid to make the decision because we know how powerful we are and how the decision can impact so much. I also talk about how if we do not have

I am forever changed: The ceremonies, sitting with Grandmother

Oct 7th, 2023 44m 34s

On this weeks episode I talk about my weekend sitting with Grandmother Ayahuasca. I talk about how difficult it was to sit with her and how fearful I was going into the second night and how I did not want to drink again!! My experience was no

I am forever changed, nothing will be the same

Sep 29th, 2023 24m 26s

This week I show up with heart and reverence. I am forever changed and nothing will ever be the same. My heart is so full of love and expansion. I am in so much Faith! I am in so much Gratitude for Grandmother Ayahuasca. I sat with her a week a

Victim mentality: are you living it?

Sep 15th, 2023 28m 43s

This week I talk about victim mentality and being a victim (living in it). The victim olympics are running wild in our society. We are constantly battling to the top of the victim pole to see who's the bigger victim and who has suffered the mos

Fight like hell to break your glass box

Sep 9th, 2023 20m 21s

This past weekend was so much fun! Then you get back to the mundane life and are like what the f*ck? I am not a positive person and I have to flight like hell to get a glimpse of joy and happiness though-out the days. I have always been like th

We're not looking for a way out, it's a way in

Sep 1st, 2023 29m 1s

Was August heavy for you? What came up? Do you feel like society is just in the Sh*tter? The world is literally on fire. Literally.... This week I talk about:- how August felt so heavy- The world literally being on fire and climate change-

Kambo: My latest ceremony - the hardest one yet

Aug 25th, 2023 31m 22s

This week I talk about my latest Kambo ceremony on Aug. 5th in Brooklyn. It was the hardest one yet!!! I felt awful the whole time!!! Before that story I share a little bit about my doom scrolling and how we need to get off our phones. It is n

Kambo: what except during a ceremony and my first experience

Aug 18th, 2023 27m 51s

In this episode, I talk about what to expect during a Kambo ceremony. I also talk about my first experience in June with Ruby in Austin Texas. It changed my life for the better, I still have a long way to go but I am grateful for Kambo and its